2025-10-25

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Latwii channeling is from December 28, 1980:

Carla channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. Please be patient while we step the energy down for this instrument, as usual. She is more sensitive than the one we were attempting to reach known as L.

I am with this instrument. I am Latwii. We have a more comfortable contact for the instrument now. May we say to you how glad we are to welcome each of you to the group this evening, and especially those that have been absent for a little while, such as the one known as Jim. We thank each of you for the privilege of sharing our meditation, for we in the Confederation in Service to the Infinite Creator are here only to be the mirrors wherein you find your own soul’s wisdom. And it is only by your invitation that we may be with you. We greet you in Love and in Light.

The Light of this particular time of the year is so bright that it is harsh to many of your people, and there are many among your people at this particular time in the cycle that will leave this incarnation and pass on to other things. There are others who are very unhappy or sick or sick at heart or uncertain in many ways. If you are among the fortunate who have been caught up in the joy of this particular celebration which you call Christmas, may we ask your especial meditation and sending of Light to those about you whom you may or may not know, for there are so many that it is necessary at this time that they be helped if at all possible for you to do so. Simply share the Creator with them by holding the Love and the Light of the Creator in your heart and releasing it to the world’s use. This is all you need to do. You do not need to know details.

We say to you, my friends, you are under the earth. This is your time of growing, of knowing and realizing who you are. This is, in your cycle of what this instrument would call seasons, the winter, the quiet time. Therefore, my friends, bring quiet to your souls as they rest in the darkness of the Earth, gathering the strength to move and to blossom in season. This is the time to be patient with yourself. This is the time to feel the Light within rather than looking for the Light without. This is the seed time.

This session Latwii wanted to talk to the group about the Creator’s Light and how it affects our spiritual journey. They began by saying the Light of this time of the year is so bright that it is harsh to many of your people, and there are many among your people at this time in the cycle that will leave this incarnation and pass on to other things, and there are others who are unhappy, or sick at heart, or uncertain in many ways, so if you are among the fortunate who have been caught up in the joy of the celebration of Christmas, may we ask your special meditation and your sending of Light to those about you whom you may or may not know, for there are many that it is necessary at this time that they be helped if at all possible for you to do, so share the Creator with them by holding the Love and the Light of the Creator in your heart and releasing it to the world’s use, for this is all you need to do, and you do not need to know the details. Latwii went on to say that you are under the earth, for this is your time of growing and realizing who you are, and this is, in your cycle of what Carla would call seasons, the winter, the quiet time, so bring quiet to your souls as they rest in the darkness of the Earth, gathering the strength to blossom in season because this is the time to be patient with yourself and to feel the Light within rather than looking for the Light without, for this is the seed time. On April 27, 2024, Q’uo said that we are our higher self and the One Creator as well:

At this time, you are unaware that that quality which is the higher self is you, for the higher self is a greater portion of who you are. You are all things, the higher self and the One Creator as well. However, the higher self is more like the teacher in the school room, where you, in the incarnate state, are a student. And as you ask the higher self for more questions about your journey, then sometimes they are answered through your higher self, or your guides that might communicate via your intuition, your hunches, those thoughts that come to you, shall we say, out of the blue; and yet, it’s not out of the blue, but it is out of you, for you are one with these sources of information, and you are expanding your own experience of yourself when you make contact with these guides, your higher self, and others within the inner planes that are aware of you and are attracted to you by the way you seek on your spiritual path.

You may look at this Earth time as a prison, for indeed it is not a time wherein your being can make the transformations of color and harmony that it will make in its season. However, my friends, you have the key to that prison and that key once used opens the door to more color and more harmony than you shall ever experience as manifestation. As you meditate in your seed time, as you discover the Love that is your essence, realize the source of that Love, the original Thought that created that Love, and revel in the harmony and the beauty and the blooming of that reality. Your manifestations can only occur in as much fullness as you prepare for at this time by the strength and the solidarity with which you ground yourself in your own being.

Latwii went on to say you may look at this Earth time as a prison, for it is not a time where your being can make the transformations of color and harmony that it will make in its season, but you have the key to that prison which opens the door to more color and more harmony than you shall ever experience as manifestation, and as you meditate and discover the Love that is your essence, realize the source of that Love, the original Thought that created that Love, and revel in the harmony and the beauty of that reality, for your manifestations can only occur in as much fullness as you prepare for at this time by the strength with which you ground yourself in your own being. On November 5, 1981, Laitos described the nature of our own being:

That is, that you be ever mindful that you are the Creator, that the healing energy, the Love and the Light of the Creator resides within your being, that you look upon yourself with humility, with love, and with the openness to this experience which you shall undergo and see the energies about you moving smoothly through your physical vehicles, through your mental vehicle, and through your spiritual vehicle, so that your entire being becomes as a channel for the energy which shall heal your vehicles on each level as you open your being to this energy.

Remind yourself daily, even moment-by-moment, my sister, that you are the Creator. That when you seek for healing, for wisdom, for Love, that each of these attributes and energies may be found within your own being. To remind yourself that you are the Creator is to develop the respect for your own being that will allow each of your vehicles to be attended to by your own efforts.

I will transfer at this time. You will have to pardon the slight pause while we again step up the energy. I am Latwii.

(L channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you [inaudible]. It is often said [inaudible] will receive yet how often do we find that the object of our desires is rarely as attractive as it was in our imagination. So it is, my friends, with many of the desires of the heart. Often, we [inaudible] thinking we know where it leads us. With all our hearts desiring an end, yet once we’ve achieved it and followed the path to its conclusion [inaudible] for our desires [inaudible]. My friends, the path has no [inaudible] and like the universe goes on, and on, and on, and on [inaudible] that the prayer of your hearts be not for ends but for growth, not for sights but for Lights, not for [inaudible] but for strength, for of such is the road to the kingdom constructed [inaudible].

[Inaudible] any questions at this time [inaudible].

[Pause]

Hatonn: My friends, I would share with you a simple thought at this time. My friends, it has been said to you, and I will say again the Light of the universe goes on, and on, and on, and on. We of Hatonn realize that this is confusing yet is important that you understand the importance of meditation on this message. We of Hatonn realize that you find little of value upon your first examination of this message, yet we would encourage you [inaudible] further meditation [inaudible] your understanding [inaudible] the Love and Light of the Creator. Adonai, my friends [inaudible]. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

[Chanting]

Ami-Ra. [another name for Jesus]

I greet you, my children, in the name of my Father. I lift up my heart to you, for are you not of my Father? This little one through whom I speak calls herself by my name. My children, it is not necessary for I Am, and you are of my Father. I ask you to husband the creation in which you walk your ways this day, and to wait the precious gift of your love as it wakes toward the Kingdom of Love. And shall you not go where you have sought to go? Yea, you shall. I am with you as my Father is with you. As I am called, I speak. For there is no time. I Am always, and you with me are part of that which is always. Thank you, my children, for thinking of me and requesting my vibration. Yours are as pleasing to me as the sweetest flowers, for are you not my Father? Peace to you, my children.

Carla: There’s somebody else in the room. Did anyone request Nona? C, you don’t feel it, do you? I do. OK.

(Carla channeling)

[Carla channels a song from Nona until the end of the tape.]

This morning I arranged the chairs in the living room for the public channeling session that will be held this afternoon.

This afternoon we had our public channeling meditation with nine attendees and three instruments. After the round robin where each person shared from their heart what was most important recently in their spiritual journey, the channeling began with some of the questions being about how to move forward on one’s spiritual journey if there were significant problems with their body, how to work with dreams, and how telepathy work on traveling the spiritual path. The conversations continued after the channeling session where everyone continued the connections that were made in the round robin and in Q’uo’s answers to the questions.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 25

Remain Still And Receptive

I am the Spirit of the full consciousness of Love.

I greet you in the name of Jesus the Christ, the great bearer and expression of the full consciousness of Love, which is the Logos which guides and governs the development of all things and which is also the end and purpose of all things. I ask you this day to sit quietly long enough to experience the divine peace and the life-giving Love that is everywhere in the atmosphere around you. It comes to you in the song of birds, the whistling of the wind, the rays of the sun, and the gentle rhythms of household and nature.

Remain still and receptive until your cup of Love is full, full to overflowing. Then may you become a leaven for those who see not Love, by smile and word expressing Love and peace. Then may you become a servant of Love.

We leave you in the love and peace of Jesus the Christ, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

2025-10-24

I did the Morning Offering and got myself ready for the day the Hatonn channeling today comes from December 14, 1980. (Second Session)

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We who are in the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator can never thank you enough for making yourselves available to us, so that we may share our thoughts with you.

We trust that some of the events that have transpired for you in the past days have enabled you to feel more subjectively assured of our presence, but we would wish to say at this time that it is supremely unimportant to us whether the issue of our objective reality is ever resolved, for the simple reason that we are here to share the information that we have concerning Love and Light which Love creates. Thus, we ourselves have no attachment to making your people aware of our presence. We have in the past attempted to do this in a much more open manner, and have found the results to be extremely unsatisfactory. Thus, we remain elusive, but we will continue with our small hints and notices of our being, as before.

We ask you now to become fully aware of your physical vehicle, and to realize that you sail within this combination of chemicals forming the complex of muscles, and bone, and nerves, and other types of cells. You sail this as you would a ship from port to port along many a stormy sea, and you behold many and wondrous things with your physical eyes. Consider, my friends, all the wonders that you have seen on this very day and perhaps may have taken somewhat for granted. Reach down into what you know of the universe, what is known by your science at this time, the vibrations that are called matter. Each leaf, my friends, that whirls in the wind, each tiny increment that in totality gives you a momentary scene as you move along one of your roadways or gaze from the window of your domicile, is a creation of an infinity of infinitesimally small parts. The physical vehicle in which you move is itself miraculous, each muscle and tendon moving in obedience to your wishes, the biocomputer, as this instrument would call it, processing information, sorting, distributing, remembering, retrieving that information as needed.

Hatonn began this session by saying that they were here to share the concepts of Love and Light. They began by saying we trust that some of the events that have transpired for you in the past days have enabled you to feel more assured of our presence, but we say that it is unimportant to us whether the issue of our objective reality is ever resolved, for the reason that we are here is to share information that we have concerning our objective reality which Love creates, and we have no attachment to making your people aware of our presence, so we have in the past attempted to do this in a more open manner, and we have found the results to be unsatisfactory, so we remain elusive, but we will continue with our hints and notices of our being. Then Hatonn said we ask you to become aware of your body and to realize that you sail within this combination of chemicals forming the complex of muscles, bone, nerves, and other types of cells because you sail this as you would a ship from port to port along many stormy seas, and you behold wondrous things with your eyes, so consider all the wonders that you have seen on this day which you may have taken for granted, so reach down into the universe, what is known by science at this time as the vibrations of matter, for each leaf that whirls in the wind gives you a brief scene, as you move along your roadways or gaze from the window of your home, that is a creation of an infinity of small parts, and the body in which you move is miraculous, each muscle and tendon moving in obedience to your wishes, the brain processing information and retrieving that information as needed. On August 22, 1982, Latwii spoke about the nature of Love and Light:

Indeed, my sister, as you are aware, the entire creation is alive, and as you move within this creation you interact with it on levels which are only dimly perceptible to your five senses. As you move throughout your life within this illusion, the web of energy which is the essence of your being and which is fed by the configuration of your mind, as you think and as you be, is that interaction which is noticed and responded to by each portion of the creation through which you move. There are times when an entity such as yourself may for a moment remove unconsciously all blockages from the energy centers or plexi and allow an interaction with the creation which is quite ecstatic in that the very power of being is for that moment experienced. Indeed, my sister, the entire creation nourishes you and feeds you with the Love and Light of the one Creator at all times when a certain stimulus such as the beauty of the setting sun, or the grandeur of mountains, forests, and rushing rivers, and opens your centers of energy, and for that moment you experience a truer picture of the nature of your illusion and the interaction of its portions.

Consider the food that you have eaten this day, my friends: whence came it? In what earth did it grow? What hands harvested it, shipped it, unpacked it, prepared it, and served it to you? What a miraculous chain of love and service exists that you may eat. Consider your relationships, my friends, the kindnesses that you do, and those that are done to you. Are these not miracles also, my friends? And yet how many have said this day, “What a rainy day! What a terrible day!” My friends, we ask you not to waste one moment; never lose sight of the fact that you are doing the impossible. You are aware in such a complex fashion of so many things in such an infinite creation filled with such beauty that it simply seems impossible. And yet, my friends, we say again, it is simple, it is Love, and it is one. To understand this paradox is to understand enough to become silent.

Hatonn went on to say consider the food that you have eaten this day: “Whence came it? In what earth did it grow? What hands harvested it, shipped it, unpacked it, prepared it, and served it to you?” Then Hatonn said that a miraculous chain of Love and service exists that you may eat, so consider your relationships, the kindnesses that you do, and those that are done to you, for are these not miracles also? So, Hatonn said how many have said this day, “What a rainy day! What a terrible day!” And we ask you not to waste one moment, and never lose sight of the fact that you are doing the impossible, for you are aware of many things in an infinite creation filled with such beauty that it seems impossible, but we say again it is Love, and it is One, so to understand this paradox is to understand enough to become silent. On September 24, 1995, Q’uo described how we can do the impossible:

However, because the illusion is thick, and because there is the veil drawn between the conscious mind and the unconscious mind many times it seems impossible to embrace that which is occurring, even though the deep mind does indeed embrace this seemingly negative situation. The task of the seeker is simply to place the self within the fire and allow the catalyst to burn away that pride of self which suggests that who desires knows the way to purify desire. You have within you the capacity for great faith, and we may suggest that one way to exercise this capacity and so enlarge it is to reflect, when faced with that which one does not desire, with the quiet mind which is willing to open the hand and say “Here is all I feel. Teach me what is the pure desire and what is the husk and chaff of pride.”

We will pause for a moment in meditation to share with you, and then we will transfer to the other instrument. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn, and I greet you again in the Love of our Creator. We have shared many thoughts with you in the past but now we are able to share more than simple thoughts. Now we are able to share our minds, our Love, and our compassion because we have learned much of your race and of your hearts. We of Hatonn are of oneness with you in that we share many of your experiences as we watch you day by day, [inaudible] and follow you as your day passes and your hearts surge with love for one another [inaudible] as one of you as treats another one of you. There are times when we feel that we do not deserve this honor that the Creator has bestowed upon us, much more than our simple minds and hearts are worthy of, for we of Hatonn have never experienced many of the complex emotions that you take for granted because they have always been a part of your life. We have recently learned that this is a part of our lesson, that we of Hatonn are to grow from our contact with your race, not only through service but because of that service we of Hatonn, in helping you in our meager fashion, have learned and grown in our perceptions of emotions.

This may not seem to be a great gift to you of the Earth, but for us it is equivalent to a person from Earth suddenly going from being color-blind to perceiving color. We are overjoyed at the depth of emotion that we can now perceive and experience and this, my brothers, we owe to you. It is true that perceiving the depths of emotion such as feeling disheartened, frustrated, heartbroken, jealous, envy, greed, and many of the other feelings, are emotions that you often term and sense as not pleasant. Yet we learn from these as well, for now we can empathize even with the greedy who perceive property as not yet theirs, or the glutton who sees the meal. In its own way, each of these emotions is merely a convolution or defective form of Love, and we are able to perceive the crystal teardrop of Love within the experience or emotion, and are able to rejoice in that feeling.

Hatonn continued by saying we are of oneness with you in that we share many of your experiences as we watch you day by day, [inaudible] and follow you as your day passes, and your hearts surge with love for one another [inaudible] as one of you as you treat another one of you, and there are times when we feel that we do not deserve this honor that the Creator has bestowed upon us, much more than our simple minds and hearts are worthy of, for we have never experienced many of the complex emotions that you take for granted because they have always been a part of your life, but we recently learned that this is a part of our lesson, that we of Hatonn are to grow from our contact with your race, not only through service but because of that service we have learned and grown in our perceptions of emotions. Hatonn continued by saying this may not be a great gift to you of the Earth, but for us it is equivalent to a person from Earth suddenly going from being color-blind to perceiving color, so we are overjoyed at the depth of emotion that we can now experience, and this we owe to you, for it is true that perceiving the depths of emotion such as feeling heartbroken, jealous, and greed are emotions that you often sense as not pleasant, yet we learn from these as well, for now we can empathize with the greedy who perceive property as not yet theirs, or the glutton who sees the meal, and in its own way each of these emotions is a defective form of Love, and we are able to perceive the crystal teardrop of Love within the emotion, and are able to rejoice in that feeling. On May 24, 2008, Q’uo described the value of our working with our emotions:

The emotions are often given far less respect than they deserve, and this is because they are not seen for the deep, running rivers that they are, but rather are seen as somewhat troublesome hindrances to a calm and orderly life.

We would use the analogy of cooking here and compare the way most entities allow their emotions to run to “fast food.” It is easy to get, it is easily eaten, and there is not much nourishment in the food. And so, it is with surface emotions. Like rain on hardpan, it is difficult for the emotions to offer any good information or go anywhere. They just hit the consciousness and bounce off and, indeed, do seem quite excessive sometimes.

However, if a chef with great love for the food takes the same ingredients that are in fast food and prepares them carefully and with love, those same ingredients yield much more nourishment. And so, it is with emotions. Surface emotions are usually quite impure. However, when one can abide with one’s feelings and observe them as though they were guests coming to tea, offering them hospitality and courtesy, sitting with them and listening to them, then the emotions have found respect and honor. And this allows them to go deeper, interconnecting the surface self with the deepest part of the roots of consciousness. For this is what emotions eventually become if they are allowed to go through the process of purification.

There is beauty to each emotion when it has been purified, and it is pure feeling with no distortion. Thus, we would say that instead of looking at emotions as something to work around, the one who seeks clarity needs to spend time honoring the emotions that seem so inconvenient and excessive. Physically taking the time to process emotions is very helpful. Emotions call to you and when you can answer by sitting with these guests that are speaking to you in certain colors, then those colors gradually lose the muddy characteristics of surface emotions and become more and more clear.

And when we of Hatonn are able, through your hearts and eyes, through your tears and your touch, to experience that which you call love, our joy is boundless. To feel enthralled with a beautiful day, to worship from afar a wonderful person, to respect, to share, to regret a parting with the comforting knowledge of an imminent sharing, all of these we perceive through your eyes and hearts, and through our perception have grown boundlessly in our ability to appreciate the universe and our Creator as given us, and to appreciate in boundless gratitude our Creator. We wish to express to you our infinite Love for you, our teachers, and our regret, for we can find no way in which our puny efforts can begin to offer repayment for the beauty you have shared with us. We love you, and you are our brothers and sisters. Our world and our lives are enriched from the experience of knowing you. We of Hatonn would thank you for [inaudible] and for accepting our feeble efforts of help in spit of our lack of experience. May our Creator bless you with many wonders and may you find your way into the heart of our Creator of Love.

Now Hatonn said when we are able, through your hearts and eyes, through your tears and your touch, to experience that which you call love, our joy is boundless, and to feel enthralled with a beautiful day, to worship from afar a wonderful person, to respect, to share, to regret a parting with the comforting knowledge of an imminent sharing, all of these we perceive through your eyes and hearts, and through our perception we have grown in our ability to appreciate the universe and our Creator as given to us, and to appreciate in gratitude our Creator, and we wish to express to you our infinite Love for you, our teachers, and our regret, for we can find no way in which our efforts can begin to offer repayment for the beauty you have shared with us, so we Love you, and you are our brothers and sisters, for our world and our lives are enriched from the experience of knowing you, so we thank you for accepting our efforts of help in spite of our lack of experience, and may our Creator bless you with many wonders, and may you find your way into the heart of our Creator of Love. On January 11, 2012, Q’uo spoke of the value of giving our will to the Creator of Love:

Giving over one’s will to the will of the infinite Creator is an act of will. Indeed, it is a very deep act of will, reaching down into the roots of consciousness, for the will is turned over to the Creator, the Creator of Love, that Logos, the one original Thought that created all that there is. Such a decision is the act of a conscious being that is conscious of its reality and of the reality within which it dwells; that is, that it dwells in the house of the Creator on an island in space called Planet Earth. It acknowledges that there is a dance between all of the parts of the Creator so that they are all dancing in balance with each other, and it indicates an overwhelming desire to be part of the harmony, the reciprocity, and the balance of the dance.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. I am Hatonn. I return to this instrument for the purpose of sharing with you any information that we might have if you have a question at this time.

Questioner: I have a question. I’ve noticed periodically a pain in my lower right leg that is almost similar to a headache. I feel that there must be a reason for this pain recurring [inaudible] and it’s pointless for me to try to dispose of the pain. Could you give me some guidelines or suggestions so that I can determine why I’m causing this pain?

I am Hatonn, and I am aware of your question. As you know, my brother, we do not give specific information. However, perhaps we could share a thought with you which might be helpful, in a general sense. Most of the imbalances that manifest in your physical vehicle as pains, limitations, etc., are the result of some form of tension, fear, and anxiety, anger, or resentment. It is not to your discredit that these things occur. That is why you are in the physical body, so that you may go through the catalyst of the experience of these things, and from them learn. However, it would be well to examine your tensions and the other expressions which we listed, going from the most ethereal manifestation of these to the most physical. The nervous system is only the lowest manifestation of the several bodies that make up your physical being.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: No.

Hatonn: Do you have another question at this time?

Questioner: It is my understanding that Carla would like to ask you a question.

Hatonn: This entity now has the question. We will repeat the question for the purpose of enlightening the one known as L who otherwise would probably be somewhat confused. The question has to do with the method of removing from one’s aura or being the type of entity that is known in the occult sciences among your peoples as a subtle. The answer is as simple as it is difficult. Those thought forms or subtles or, as some call them, devas, which may at times attach themselves to you, may have done so for a variety of reasons. It may be a thought form which you yourself have generated. It may be a thought form or an elemental which is connected to you because of the substance which you call blood, which you have given from your healthy body, and which has been put into the veins of one who is quite ill and afflicted with elementals.

This occult connection can sometimes be very detrimental to the healthy person. However this occurs is immaterial. What is material is your understanding that, in all of this creation and in all of the infinite spheres, and sub-spheres, and dualities, and differences that you may experience, you experience the illusion. The reality is that all things are one. In order to be removed from the darkening difficulties of association with a subtle entity, you must take that entity into your heart and love it, knowing that it is yourself under other circumstances—in another vibration, in another time and space, part of yourself. Accept the world as it is and take it to your heart.

Carla wanted to ask Hatonn a question for a friend, and the question was: “The question has to do with the method of removing from one’s aura or being the type of entity that is known in the occult sciences among your peoples as a subtle. Hatonn began by saying the answer is as simple as it is difficult, for those thought forms or subtles or, as some call them, devas, which may attach themselves to you, may have done so for a variety of reasons, so it may be a thought form which you have generated, or it may be a thought form or an elemental which is connected to you because of the substance which you call blood, which you have given from your healthy body, and which has been put into the veins of one who is ill and afflicted with elementals. Now Hatonn said this occult connection can be detrimental to the healthy person, but however this occurs is unimportant, so what is important is your understanding that, in all of this creation of dualities and differences that you may experience, you experience the illusion, for the reality is that all things are one, and in order to be removed from the darkening difficulties of association with a subtle entity, you must take that entity into your heart and love it, knowing that it is yourself in another time and space, so accept the world as it is, and take it to your heart. On August 3, 1980, Latwii described how we can take difficulties into our heart:

We understand, my brother, your compassion for those who suffer. Suffer then also; let them fully into your heart and feel what they feel. That is what the teacher known as Jesus did. It was a simple act, but it seems to mean a great deal to your people. He could not take the suffering away. He could share it, and one look at those sad eyes would help many to understand why those who knew this teacher were so devoted to Him.

In this way and in this way only, can the power of Love defeat, conquer, or simply remove the separations that manifest themselves to you as difficulties that darken the aura, the dream, the feelings, or the thoughts. Whatever your fear, whatever your special thought difficulty, face it not in confrontation but in the knowledge that it is part of the creation and therefore a part of yourself. You are protected by a white Light of the Creator. There is no other vibration for those who call upon it, for it contains all of the infinity of vibrations that color the many-hued rainbow of existence in the galaxies of mind, thought and space.

Hatonn continued by saying in this way only can the power of Love defeat or remove the separations that manifest themselves to you as difficulties that darken the aura, the dream, or the thoughts, so whatever your fear face it–not in confrontation–but in the knowledge that it is part of the creation and a part of yourself, so you are protected by a white Light of the Creator, for there is no other vibration for those who call upon it, and it contains the infinity of vibrations that color the many-hued rainbow of existence in the galaxies of mind, thought, and space. On February 8, 2020, Q’uo spoke of the Power of Love as the means by which the difficulties of disease can be healed:

We would agree that for the conscious seeker of truth who finds the spiritual path to the One to be the only path worth traveling, this type of virus can be seen as a mere rock upon the path that may be avoided by seeing the One in all and loving the One in all, no matter what is the action of any upon one, as attempts are made to control one. If one can give Love without expectation of return, and resist not evil, then one has a power over evil which cannot be broken. It is the power of Love, the power to cure all that is unwell, to make whole all that is broken, and to bring to light all that is hidden.

We trust that this is a sufficient answer, as it is being recorded and will be shared with him who asks. If our brother wishes to ask further, we most humbly invite any questions that he may have.

Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: No, thank you.

Hatonn: We thank you, my brother. We leave you, gazing at the brilliant sky that fills our dimension at this time. We are not far from you, however we are not in your density, and for us the world is washed in golden Light, the golden Light of the Central Sun. May this Sun bless you in your meditations and in your daily life, as it is the symbol of the one infinite Creator in whose Love and in whose Light we now leave you. I am Hatonn. Adonai, my friends. Adonai.

This morning, as I went out to get the newspaper, I noticed that the raccoon was caught in the Hava-Hart Trap that I had set for Faithful, my feral cat with worms. So, I put the trap and raccoon behind my car and decided to vacuum the first floor of my home in order to be able to drive safely in more light and find a place to release the raccoon. After I finished vacuuming, I drove across the Lewis and Clark Bridge into southern Indiana and released the racoon in a rural area. Then I came home and used my backpack blower to blow the leaves in the front yard into a pile and put them into a garbage can.

This afternoon I went outside and used my backpack blower to blow the leaves on the north side of the driveway into a pile and then put them into eight garbage cans. Then I used my tree saw to cut down three large Honeysuckle branches that were hanging too low between the pet cemetery and the fishpond. I cut them up with my limb loppers and put them in three more garbage cans.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 24

A Lamp Set On A Hill

I am the Spirit of Jesus the Christ. I speak to you in the flow of the consciousness of divine Love.

When travail is on the agenda for the present moment and the present day, when there is an hour of need that you, with human eyes, gaze upon and know not what to do, then is the time to visualize within yourselves the Light which makes visible each dark portion of the day. For if the mind has fled to the Light and stands trustingly within its scope and power, the mind then becomes girded with that Light and is full of Love.

And if the human processes of doubt and excessive reaction alike are disregarded, each pilgrim may, then, become—in the present moment, in the present hour, in the present day—a lamp set upon a hill to illumine that dark need.

For within each exigency lie the seeds of harmony and peace. If you feel broken in this day, may you turn and ask to be made whole by the Spirit of the Love of Jesus the Christ.

We leave you in that hope of peace, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

2025-10-23

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Hatonn channeling is from December 14, 1980 (Session One):

(Carla channeling)

I am with this instrument. I am Hatonn, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator, of whom we are all one of an infinite number of parts. Tonight, my friends, I am impressing this instrument with the subject that has not often been dealt with in these meetings, but we feel it would be of help to those of you here at this time, and so we would like to share some thoughts with you upon the anger that you may feel at times towards your Creator.

We realize that you live, and breathe, and experience your existence in a world which is full of seeming injustice and cruelty, that things occur within your own lives which are quite simply unfair. We realize that there is nowhere that you can look where this pattern is not repeated endlessly, whether it be the picture in this instrument’s mind of the innocent deer cleaving his way through the burning forest, out onto the road in the country where wicked men sit, waiting, with guns; or whether it be a friend who unfairly has been taken from you, or hurt; or whether it be sadness for your planet—and the feeling of frustration that you can do nothing. It is only natural that you should become angry, but to whom should you direct your anger? You can only direct it at the Creator, and we would suggest to you that, at times, it is healthy to do so, to express your anger, and your frustration, and your grief to remove it from your system, to purge it as if it were an unhealthy substance, for the Creator is able to absorb this energy. As this instrument would say, “He can take it.” You cannot damage the Creator.

Now that we have said that, let us work a bit with these feelings. Who is the Creator, my friends? He is, of course, yourself, ourselves, this instrument, your friends, those whom you prefer not to associate with—all of those who are conscious upon your planet, all of those who share consciousness in the creation. In short, yourself—the Creator is yourself. As you are angry at the Creator, so you become angry at yourself. And again, we say to you, be angry at yourself, you can take it. It is well to purge yourself, with the fullest conscious understanding of the nature of your anger and of the source to which you must direct that anger.

Hatonn wanted to speak about the concept of anger, where it comes from, and how to use it. They began by saying we realize that you live and experience your existence in a world which is full of seeming injustice, that things occur within your lives which are unfair, and we realize that there is nowhere that you can look where this pattern is not repeated, whether it be the picture in Carla’s mind of the innocent deer cleaving his way through the burning forest, out onto the road in the country where wicked men sit, waiting, with guns, or whether it be a friend who unfairly has been taken from you, or whether it be sadness for your planet, and the feeling of frustration that you can do nothing, so it is natural that you should become angry, but to whom should you direct your anger? Then Hatonn said you can only direct it at the Creator, and we would suggest to you that it is healthy to express your anger and your grief to remove it from your system, to purge it as if it were an unhealthy substance, for the Creator is able to absorb this energy, and as Carla would say, “He can take it” because you cannot damage the Creator. Now Hatonn said let us work with these feelings, so who is the Creator, my friends? He is yourself, ourselves, Carla, your friends, those whom you prefer not to associate with, all of those who share consciousness in the creation, so the Creator is yourself, and as you are angry at the Creator, so you become angry at yourself, so we say to you be angry at yourself, for you can take it, and it is well to purge yourself with conscious understanding of the nature of your anger and of the source to which you must direct that anger. On May 20, 2007, Q’uo said that the Creator is ourself:

In religion, it is by faith that the keys are turned in the locks of wisdom, and the doors swing open to offer realizations and insight. All of these words only rap at the door of the deeper truth, which is that the objective referent of the one infinite Creator is yourself.

What do you know about yourself? You know your desires and the strength of your desires. You know that one thing has led to another in your life in a path that has seemed anything but straight, and yet as you gaze back over your life experience, you see how everything fell as it did in order to bring you to this present, immaculate moment of now.

What would you say if we asked you who you are? What is the “I” of you? This is the third key. One ancient name of the Creator is the Hebrew, “I Am.” It is variously interpreted as “I am that I am,” or “I am becoming what I am,” or simply, “I Am, I Am,” and so each of you is an “I Am.”

We urge you to face those things that make you angry, straight on, never blinking, for this is your school. This is where you will learn compassion, balance, and understanding of Love. This is where you will learn who you are. This is the only understanding that matters, and you cannot come to it by blinking at those things that make you frustrated, or angry, or fearful. As you look at the world about you, you see an illusion, largely man-made at this point in your history. It has been woven and embroidered many, many of your years and your cycle is coming to an end, and your piece of work is almost finished. And you know, each of you, that your planetary work leaves much to be desired.

May we say to you, my friends, before you condemn yourselves totally, that there have been so many instances throughout this cycle, and especially in the past few years, of those beings turning towards the light, towards Love and towards service, and veritably shining with the Love of the Creator, that much that could have been terrible upon your planet has been softened and ameliorated by the quality of the beings that dwell among you. Light groups such as this one have aided enormously. Catastrophes, including, my friends, nuclear war, that seemed almost inevitable a year ago seem less inevitable now.

Then Hatonn said we urge you to face those things that make you angry, never blinking, for this is your school, and this is where you will learn compassion, balance, and understanding of Love, and this is where you will learn who you are, so this is the only understanding that matters, and you cannot come to it by blinking at those things that make you angry or fearful, for as you look at the world about you, you see an illusion, largely man-made at this point in your history, and it has been woven for many of your years, and your cycle is coming to an end, for your work is almost finished, and each of you knows that your planetary work leaves much to be desired. Hatonn went on to say before you condemn yourselves, there have been many instances throughout this cycle, and especially in the past few years, of those beings turning towards the Light, towards Love, and towards service and shining with the Love of the Creator, that much that could have been terrible upon your planet has been softened by the quality of the beings that dwell among you, and Light groups such as this one have aided enormously, for catastrophes, including nuclear war, that seemed almost inevitable a year ago seem less likely now. On April 18, 1976, Hatonn described how Light group can aid in reducing the chances of catastrophes:

We speak to groups like yours, and we say, over and over, that each of you is important as a source of Love and Light. It is difficult to see how you can be of help in your illusion when you are just sitting in meditation. Yet we say to you, my friends, the planet upon which you live is alive.

And when you gather as a group and send your Love, this intensifies it many times over, and you can help. It is possible that the work that is already being done by many Light groups upon your surface at this time will ameliorate the difficulties which we can see [inaudible] in the knowledge of your value to your planet. Spend a little time sending the planet upon which you live your Love. Remember that you are truly going into a new age at this time. It is not any longer the period just before the new age. You have already begun the transition. I am sure that you are conscious of that. You must realize that although it may not seem to be a very incisive change, that in light of the number of years of the age which you have passed through upon your planet, the transition is taking place very quickly.

We still see much turmoil upon your plane. We see war, but we no longer see the certainty of nuclear war; the probabilities have shifted. And before you become too angry at yourself, look with solemnity and joy upon the work of your hearts and your hands. You think, my friends, that you do nothing through your meditations, through your smiles, through noticing the difficulties of others and aiding them when it is not necessary. But, my friends, this is not true. The planetary consciousness is changed by such acts of conscious positivity. We will never, ever encourage you to visit a never-never land, because you have all creation within you. You have nowhere to visit, you are within the boundaries of heaven. Cast a firm eye upon the hell which your people have made in many cases of the planetary vibration, but look also at the Love that shines in the eyes of special ones about you, and in the hearts of yourselves and your loved ones. Seek always to be a Light bearer, to be a Light sharer, drop the seeds of Light and Love, asking no return, but casting, as your holy works would say, “your bread upon the waters.”

We hope that these thoughts have been of some aid to you at this time. You must remember that the perfect symbol of Love, the rose, is surrounded with thorns. The creation is a creation of polar opposites; the one without the other would not be complete. Cherish, then, the rose; avoid the thorns, but recognize them and love them as part of the rose. Look at the pearl and cherish it, but respect also the terrible irritation of sand which a small animal had to bear in order to build up this beauteous substance. Bless the rain as it falls sweetly from heaven upon the dry land, but know also that, in order for rain to fall, there must be a particle of dust.

Hatonn continued by saying we still see much turmoil upon your plane, and we see war, but we no longer see the certainty of nuclear war, for the probabilities have shifted, and before you become too angry at yourself, look with joy upon the work of your hearts and your hands, and if you think that you do nothing through your meditations, your smiles, and noticing the difficulties of others and aiding them when it is not necessary, but this is not true because the planetary consciousness is changed by such acts of conscious positivity, so we will never encourage you to visit a never-never land because you have all creation within you, so you have nowhere to visit since you are within the boundaries of heaven, so cast a firm eye upon the hell which your people have made in many cases of the planetary vibration, but look also at the Love that shines in the eyes of special ones about you and in your hearts and your loved ones, so seek always to be a Light bearer and drop the seeds of Light and Love, asking no return, but casting, as your Bible would say, “your bread upon the waters.” Now Hatonn said we hope that these thoughts have been of some aid to you, for you must remember that the symbol of Love, the rose, is surrounded with thorns, and the creation is a creation of polar opposites since the one without the other would not be complete, so cherish the rose, and avoid the thorns, but recognize them and love them as part of the rose, and look at the pearl and cherish it, but respect also the terrible irritation of sand which a small animal had to bear in order to build up this beautiful substance, and bless the rain as it falls from heaven upon the dry land, but know that in order for rain to fall there must be a particle of dust. On May 5, 2002, Q’uo spoke of how each of us can sow seeds of Light and Love:

Each of you is an unique crystal, then, which can allow the Light to flow into the Earth plane in just such and such a way that is unique to you. And when your heart is open, and the Light is flowing through you, and you feel transparent to that energy, then it is that the most beautiful Light of all colors, depending upon the personalities involved, is able to move into that grid that this instrument has sometimes called the Christ grid and which others have called the grid of unconditional Love or the Buddha. This grid is that web of Light, that pattern of Love, that is beginning to stabilize fourth density upon your planetary sphere. Each of you is doing tremendous work for those who shall come after you, sowing seeds of Light and seeds of Love whose blossoms you shall not see, for you shall move on. Yet those who come after you will be able to do as they do because of reaping the harvest that you now sow with each Loving thought and each contact made in Love and in Light.

Earth and heaven, my friends, they are about you. You dwell with Earthly things day by day, and this is necessary. These must be dealt with first, for you cannot teach a hungry man to love. The hunger is being dealt with. It is time to move on to the spiritual and to dwell in the realms of truth, excellence and beauty. Turn your back neither on those things that make you angry or the redemption of a world by the heaven which permeates it. You are at this moment in that heaven, and the Love of the Creator is so close to you that you cannot breathe without inhaling it. Rest, therefore, my friends, in that Love, and stay centered as you gaze with compassion on a troubled world.

Hatonn went on to say Earth and heaven are about you, and you dwell with Earthly things day by day, and this is necessary, so these must be dealt with first, for you cannot teach a hungry person to love, so the hunger is being dealt with, and then it is time to move on to the spiritual and to dwell in the realms of truth and beauty, but turn your back neither on those things that make you angry or the redemption of a world by the heaven which permeates it, for you are now in that heaven, and the Love of the Creator is so close to you that you cannot breathe without inhaling it, so rest in that Love, and stay centered as you gaze with compassion on a troubled world. On April 3, 2005, Q’uo spoke of the nature of truth and beauty:

The same creative wind blows for all, and on that wind lie melodies, themes, motifs, and other avenues of intelligent expression of the fire of spirit. The energies of suffering and learning catch the facets of personality uniquely for each unique entity. And as an entity awakens within incarnation to the truth and beauty of its own being, possibilities open up in this and that way, unique to each entity. One entity may express creativity by growing a family and helping the young souls within that family to flower. Another entity may hear the call of a certain kind of expression of devotion and become a guardian of truth, an upholder of justice, or an agent of the healing power of human love. All professions call with the song of the muse to those entities whose personalities are shaped so that those structures hold their passion and give them avenues of expression. Every artist catches the wind of spirit and finds ways to draw images that catch the Light and share the vision. Every musician hears those melodies that are drifting from angelic essences embedded within the inner planes and responsive to the winds of the times and the energies of the generation now alive. And so, it is with those who see the value of shape and ratio and wish to create places for the heart and the spirit to thrive.

We will leave this instrument now. I am known to you as Hatonn, and I leave you in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator.  Adonai, my friends.

I am Latwii, and I am with this instrument. We would pause for a moment while Laitos works with the ones known as D and C. I am Latwii.

I am again with this instrument. I will have to adjust to this instrument. We keep forgetting that she is more sensitive than we expect. We are adjusting. I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of the One Who is All. It is very kind of our brothers and sisters of Hatonn to allow us to come and speak with you, for it is our joy to share our thoughts with you on any subject which you may care to discuss. May we ask if you have a question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. Since there are no questions, we will merely give you our Love and assure you that we will be with you whenever you wish to meet. It is our privilege to share this meditation with you. I will leave this instrument now. I leave you in Love and Light. Adonai, my friends. Adonai.

I am Nona. I would like to share with you this evening our healing sounds. We feel that it is possible that we may be able to share them through the one known as C. If he will open himself to our vibrations, we will attempt to, as you would call it, sing through him, as it is very difficult for us to speak since it involves translation from our language, which is singing. We will attempt to transfer to the one known as C. I am Nona.

(Carla sings)

This morning I went outside and used my backpack blower to blow all of the leaves in the back yard into two areas. Then I used Venus to mulch the leaves into leaf dust.

This afternoon I ran some errands with my first stop being at Kroger’s to buy some Vegetable Quiche and a case of Pepsi-Zero. My second stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug store where I bought some clothes detergent.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 23

Trust, Hope And Light

I am the Spirit of the living truth, and I greet you in the full consciousness of that Love in which all truth abides.

This instrument is quite certain that it does not have the necessary state of mind for the transmission of truth and Love, as it is concerned about its friends, pondering their courses of action, caring too much for the susceptibilities of others to suffering and doubt.

Yet we say to all who care for others that the same Spirit that sustains each in its own struggles is ready to sustain friends and loved ones in that same suffering; that suffering which is universal; that suffering which furnishes good fruit; that suffering through which each pilgrim finds the value of not suffering.

Thus, we say to each who is concerned for others, “Turn the attention to the self. Look for trust. Look for hope. Look for Light. And then rejoice in that Light, hope, and trust and know that all is truly well.”

In this consciousness your friends may bathe as in the warmth of the hothouse, and your consciousness may then be a seal and protection for your friends. Consciousness itself, and not so-called good advice, is the primary gift of the Spirit of Love.

May the consciousness which is the Love of Jesus Christ sustain each and offer each peace, this day and always.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

[Note: This session, recorded on side one of the tape dated December 14, 1980, ends at this point. The following session was recorded on side two of the tape. It is assumed that that session was also recorded on the same date.]

2025-10-22

I did the Morning Offering and then I got myself ready for the day. Today the Latwii channeling comes from December 7, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. It is a very great pleasure to welcome each of you to this group, and we hope that our humble words may be of some service to you. We wish to depart from our normal activities this evening by reversing the order of events, for we feel that there are questions in this group that we would like to have the opportunity to offer our thoughts upon, and so we will begin with them, and perhaps our messages will spring therefrom. Thus, may we ask each of you if you have a question for us and if so, please feel free to ask it at this time.

Questioner: I would like to ask the contact if Jesus Christ was real in peoples’ hearts?

I am Latwii. My brother, we are aware of your question, and may we say to you that many things are real in people’s hearts, not only the vibrational essence of the master known as Jesus but many other entities real and unreal, shall we say, as well. Kris Kringle, for instance, and other imaginary entities. What is perhaps more important is that the master known to you as Jesus is real as a vibrational entity, an individual essence independent of the knowledge of those who may be aware of Him, who may deny Him, or who may accept Him as real, for this being, this very illuminated being, is an entity, real truly to the heart, to the understanding, and to the Creation of which He is a part.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: Is there also one known in the Bible as Satan that also lives?

Latwii: There is, my brother, an entity in people’s hearts known as Satan to them. However, this entity is part of the illusion of your density. The reality, or seeming reality of evil, is as natural to those who dwell in your polarized density as the darkness. The vibration in which you live is made of many pairs of opposites, and the interplay between these causes movement. To live is to move and the principle which has been called Satan is something within consciousness which repels and thus causes growth and movement. There are some drawn to the negative or evil principle who may be said perhaps to be fond of the Satanic, and these people are truly not pleasant. But they simply have chosen a path of separation from the Creator, a path of belief in the importance of the self. This leads such people to desire power, especially over others. Those polarized towards the good desire power over themselves, so that they may better serve others.

There is no being known as Satan on your physical plane, nor has there ever been. However, the vibrational principle from which this concept received its ancient name is a thought form which is a reality of your illusion. We wish to distinguish this from the reality of the one known as Jesus or, as we know him, Amira, who is an entity who lives and dwells in Love. He is a thought form only to those who do not realize that he is a real being. The one known as Satan is merely the shadow of evil thoughts. Given fear enough, evil thoughts can do harm, can cause fear, and pain, and anguish. This power is given to the Satanic principle only through the fear of the one who is feeling the difficulty. There is no reality to the fear and thus it is said love casts out fear. The one principle called Satan is a lonely and sad thought form and we would say to you, accept this principle as part of yourself, as that within you, if you will, which spurs you on to growth, to new understandings, and to desire for truth. Love this entity therefore, and take all strength from this mere shadow.

Questioner asked: “Is there also one known in the Bible as Satan that also lives?” Latwii began by saying There is an entity in people’s hearts known as Satan, but this entity is part of the illusion of your density, so the seeming reality of evil is as natural to those who dwell in your polarized density as the darkness, and the vibration in which you live is made of many pairs of opposites, and the interplay between these causes movement, for to live is to move, and the principle called Satan is something within consciousness which repels and causes growth and movement, so there are some drawn to the evil principle who may be said to be fond of the Satanic, and these people are not pleasant, but they have chosen a path of separation from the Creator, a path of belief in the importance of the self, and this leads such people to desire power over others, and those polarized towards the good desire power over themselves, so that they may better serve others. Latwii went on to say there is no being known as Satan on your physical plane, nor has there ever been, but the vibrational principle from which this concept received its ancient name is a thought form which is a reality of your illusion, so we wish to distinguish this from the reality of the one known as Jesus or, as we know him, Amira, who is an entity who lives and dwells in Love, and He is a thought form only to those who do not realize that He is a real being, for Satan is the shadow of evil thoughts, and given enough fear evil thoughts can cause fear and pain, so this power is given to the Satanic principle only through the fear of the one who is feeling the difficulty, but there is no reality to the fear, and Love casts out fear, so the principle called Satan is a lonely and sad thought form, and we would say to you accept this principle as part of yourself, as that within you which spurs you to new understandings and to desire for truth, so love this entity, and take strength from this shadow. On September 19, 1976, Hatonn spoke of the illusion of Satan:

Your illusion is made up of many vices, some of which are so strongly on the negative side that in them exists the thought forms of what you call Satan. You know and you have felt horror and despair at the more negative of those things that those upon your planet do to others and to themselves. This is your classroom, my friends. And we say to you that the energy that created all of these wrong thoughts was originally Love. And those who were conceived in Love by their free will have chosen to separate themselves into thoughts that are not of Love, but are dark shadows across the face of Love. But you are there, my friends, and you are to learn. See yourselves as the generators of your own destiny. If you will see your life as a work of art, you may think that life is something that happens to you, that you are the recipient of various good and bad things, but this is not so, my friends. And when you begin to take new responsibility for the way you act, no matter what happens to you, for what you are putting out, when your emotions, and your words, and your gestures, and your actions begin to form a harvest of that which you are learning in your meditation and in your reading, then you have made the great step, my friends.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: Is there a war between Latwii and the one you just mentioned?

I am Latwii, and we understand your question. You are speaking of what this instrument knows as Armageddon. This battle has been underway for some time and, in truth, is proceeding towards its conclusion. However, only the shadows of its fierce antagonisms reach the physical plane, for this is a battle between Light and darkness. There are many, many hosts of those in the service of the infinite Creator. We ourselves are in the service of the infinite Creator and have formed a Confederation in order to do just what we are doing now: to speak to those who desire whatever knowledge we may have to share. These forces of Light, of whom we count ourselves, an humble and unworthy number stand, as it has been said, in your Bible, in the armor of Light.

We are given power first from the Creator who is beyond Light and darkness and from whom we derive Love. Secondly, from those upon your planet, who are praying, meditating, and living to be loving, sincere, understanding, and valuing the good and the beautiful. We face those of us on the physical, the etheric, and the cosmic forces which derive their substance from the belief and separation from the Creator and from each other. Unfortunately, many of your people, their tempers sharpened through many, many generations of wars and territorial arguments, contribute to the negative quality of the forces of darkness. Anger, intense frustration, and the negative emotions associated with greed and envy add also to the aid that the etheric thought forms that are forces of darkness may draw upon and so the battle plan stands arrayed.

Questioner asked: “Is there a war between Latwii and the one you just mentioned?” Latwii replied by saying you are speaking of what Carla knows as Armageddon, and this battle has been underway for some time and, is proceeding towards its conclusion, but only the shadows of its antagonisms reach the physical plane, for this is a battle between Light and darkness, and there are many hosts of those in the service of the infinite Creator, for we are in the service of the infinite Creator and have formed a Confederation in order to do what we are doing now: to speak to those who desire whatever knowledge we may have to share, so these forces of Light, of whom we count ourselves, in an humble number stand, as it has been said, in your Bible, in the armor of Light. Then Latwii said we are given power first from the Creator who is beyond Light and darkness and from whom we derive Love, and from those upon your planet who are praying, meditating, and valuing the good and the beautiful, for we face those of us on the physical, the etheric, and the cosmic forces which derive their substance from the separation from the Creator and from each other, but many of your people, their tempers sharpened through many generations of wars contribute to the negative quality of the forces of darkness, anger, and the negative emotions associated with greed also add to the aid that the etheric thought forms that the forces of darkness may draw upon, and so the battle plan stands in place. On April 9, 1989, Q’uo described the nature of the battle of Armageddon:

However, that Armageddon, shall we say, has been raging for two hundred of your years already upon the spirit plane and seems to be that which has no probability either way, for the good in winning loses its polarity and must fall back to regroup, at which time the negative moves forward to take the Light. The battle is a delusion of fourth density, which fourth density entities learn for themselves the wisdom or folly of. However, you are more than pawns in this game. These entities are not more powerful than you, not in the metaphysical sense. That is, perhaps they might, in some negative manner, cause the entity to cease living, cause the discomfort, or the pain, the embarrassment, or the humiliation, or the fright, but they too are bound by the basic laws of Free Will and prey largely upon those whose minds are not complex in their thinking processes.

You are the kings, and the queens, and the knights upon the board. You are the players in this game. The game, my friends, however, is too simple for most entities to grasp—to love, to smile, to have the light touch, to consider cautiously to reserve judgment, to encourage each other, to care for those whom you know who may need it. These are simple things, yet each act offered in humility increases your polarity in just as much power as does the more obvious power of the entity who gains power by his charisma and his skillful manipulation of entities about him.

But whereas we have one Creator to guide us and one great truth to sustain us, the forces of darkness will always be scattered, for they do not trust one another but wish only to have power over one another as well as over all else. Therefore, as soon as enough of the people of your planet can stand behind us who are merely messengers of Light, the battle gallantly joined will be over for this harvest and the harvest will be complete and those who stood in the Light will avail themselves of that Light. We feel very positive about the coming of this harvest, for it pleases us that many have turned to that Light and to that Love to seek understanding. Even as the world seems to polarize itself more and more to negativity and separation, yet you will find more and more of those people whom you personally know beginning to seek in some form of spiritual truth the light and the Love of the Creator. Thus this battle. Whatever occurs upon your plane has already been joined, and it is fought with the hearts, and the minds, and the spirits of mankind, not with their physical bodies. This is a great lesson to learn

Then Latwii said where we have the one Creator to guide us and one truth to sustain us, the forces of darkness will always be scattered, for they do not trust one another but wish only to have power over one another as well as over all else, so as soon as enough of the people of your planet can stand behind us who are merely messengers of Light, the battle gallantly joined will be over for this harvest, and the harvest will be complete, and those who stood in the Light will avail themselves of that Light, and we feel positive about the coming of this harvest, for it pleases us that many have turned to that Light and Love to seek understanding, for even as the world seems to polarize itself more to negativity and separation, yet you will find more of those people you personally know beginning to seek in some form of spiritual truth the Light and Love of the Creator, so whatever occurs upon your plane has already been joined, and it is fought with the hearts, the minds, and the spirits of humanity, not with their physical bodies, so this is a great lesson to learn. On March 10, 1996, Q’uo spoke about the nature of spiritual truth:

As the process of graduation from third density continues each shall walk the stairs of Light with each its own dark side firmly integrated into that self which walks for eternity. Therefore, the paradox that is the sign of all spiritual truth is laid bare. The challenge is so to acknowledge, accept, and balance the shadow self that the total being is ready to gaze into that Light which blesses fourth-density existence, for you can leave not one whit of self behind. Now, how can this be done? How can that blackness within which expresses within the self in ways of hurt and pain ever be a part of the Love and Light of the one infinite Creator?

Each entity walks upon two legs. When the spirit finds its legs, one is the Light, one is the dark. Together they make one holograph which is identical to the infinite Creator. The shadow self is to be related to, then, as one of the two legs which cause the spirit to stand within the illusion in which each finds itself. One relates to the shadow self as to the musculature, the connective tissue, the power and the strength which enable the spiritual seeker to stand fast through times of difficulty and woe. The shadow that seems so heavy and dark is also that which grounds and sustains and makes secure. The will is part of the shadow self. This will animates, informs and vivifies those ideals, hopes and dreams which the Light portion of being so loves to dream. The shadow side is that which persists until all has been accomplished.

May we answer you further my brother?

Questioner: Yes, what I would like to know of one person known as Benjamin Franklin and if he was the antichrist?

My brother, I am Latwii, and I am aware of your question. We are attempting to remain serious, however, we must tell you that the antichrist is a thought form. There will be several who will be called antichrists, however, it is a concept. Inasmuch as there are no gods, shall we say, of the darkness, but only one Creator and that a Creator of Love, so there can be no son of such a god of darkness and thus no antichrist. There is, however, a thought form in people’s minds. And there will be those who are powerful, rich, and negatively oriented who will seem to many as the antichrist as, indeed, candidates have been put up already.

The entity known as Ben Franklin was a humorous chap and one who was considerably more valuable to society, shall we say, than the antichrist would have been. He was involved in some intellectual scheming, this is true, but then so is Henry Kissinger, and he is not the antichrist either. Basically, the one known as Franklin was what you might call a wanderer, someone who came from another civilization to this planet, incarnated therein, and brought through several inventions which facilitated the civilization of the country in which you live and of the world in general. We realize that you cannot see the humor of the idea of the antichrist, but from our vantage point we exist in a sea of perfect love, and although mistaken ideas occur to people, and we are beginning to understand the great sorrows that you must bear because you cannot see the love about you all the time, we cannot imagine being so convinced of the shadows that we could give them a name. We are sorry in our inability to fully enter into the understanding of your people but we hope that what we have to say may in some way be of help.

Questioner asked: “Yes, what I would like to know of one person known as Benjamin Franklin and if he was the antichrist?” Latwii began by saying we are attempting to remain serious, but we must tell you that the antichrist is a thought form, for there will be several who will be called antichrists, but it is a concept, so as there are no gods of the darkness, but only one Creator and that a Creator of Love, so there can be no son of such a god of darkness and thus no antichrist, but there is a thought form in people’s minds, and there will be those who are powerful, rich, and negatively oriented who will seem to many as the antichrist as candidates have been put up already. Latwii continued by saying Ben Franklin was a humorous chap, and one who was more valuable to society than the antichrist would have been, but he was involved in some intellectual scheming, but then so is Henry Kissinger, and he is not the antichrist either, so Franklin was a wanderer, someone who came from another civilization to this planet, and brought through several inventions which facilitated the civilization of the country in which you live and of the world in general, and we realize that you cannot see the humor of the idea of the antichrist, but from our vantage point we exist in a sea of perfect Love, and although mistaken ideas occur to people, and we are beginning to understand the great sorrows that you must bear because you cannot see the Love about you all the time, we cannot imagine being so convinced of the shadows that we could give them a name, so we are sorry about our inability to enter into the understanding of your people, but we hope that what we have to say may be of help. On August 22, 1976, Hatonn said that there was no antichrist:

There is no such concept. All of this created universe in its infinite sense is one thing. The concept of an antichrist, as it is generated by the thought of those upon your planet, is erroneous. The individual whom your peoples might call the antichrist is, in fact, the Creator, as are you and all of your people. To view an individual otherwise is an error in basic analysis of our universe. If this is understood in totality by the people of your planet, there will then be eliminated all of their problems, including the problem of the concept of what you call the antichrist.

I am Latwii: May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: That is all that I can honestly say that I can ask about Ben.

Latwii: Very well, my friend, we would add one thing for the general edification of those who attend. There were several of the, shall we say, “fathers of our country,” as this entity would say, although we do not fully understand the meaning of that term, who took part in a somewhat negative plan together. It may be called a club. It has been called by your peoples, “Illuminati.” They actually did not mean harm but to improve mankind. What has occurred since then was not in the plans of those such as your Jefferson, your Madison, and your Franklin, those who were a part of this organization and whose imprint can to this day be seen upon your currency as this instrument would call it.

May we ask if there are questions from anyone else at this time?

Questioner: I would like to know about prayer and how does prayer function?

My brother, I am Latwii, and I would ask you how does your question function to cause an answer from me as I listen to you? It is self-evident, is it not, my brother? Prayer is a conversation. Sometimes you ask for things for yourself. Sometimes you ask intercession for others. Sometimes you only wish to say a thanksgiving to the Creator and do not have any questions to ask. Sometimes, you merely say, “What should I do today, Creator?” and then you listen, that also being a prayer. A prayer is a rather privileged conversation held inwardly betwixt yourself and the one whose Spirit will fill your life if you request it. You are guarded by what you would call angels so that in any situation wherein you are in a prayerful, penitential, or meditative attitude, the forces about you will concentrate and grow brighter.

The Creator being within you has no trouble hearing you, for the Creator is the entire creation within everything, the substance of everything, omnipresent, and therefore knowing everything. Thus, you cannot speak too softly for the Creator. However, my brother, one of the sad things about prayer is that the Creator often speaks more softly than the one who prays can hear. Then he who prays will say, “My prayer was not answered.” But, my brother, prayer is always answered. Perhaps the answer is “no,” when you wished it to be “yes,” but always there is a contact that is infallible, the still, small voice, as your holy writings would call it. We realize that there are many different ways with which we could attack this particular question and would appreciate it if we have not spoken clearly enough, if you would guide us further that we may be of service.

Questioner asked: I would like to know about prayer and how does prayer function?” Then Latwii said prayer is a conversation, and sometimes you ask for things for yourself, or you ask intercession for others, but sometimes you only wish to say a thanksgiving to the Creator and do not have any questions to ask, and sometimes you say, “What should I do today, Creator?” and then you listen since that is also a prayer, so prayer is a privileged conversation held inwardly betwixt yourself and the one whose Spirit will fill your life if you request it, and you are guarded by angels so that in any situation where you are in a prayerful or meditative attitude, the forces about you will concentrate and grow brighter. Latwii went on to say the Creator being within you has no trouble hearing you, for the Creator is the creation within everything and knowing everything, so you cannot speak too softly for the Creator, but one of the sad things about prayer is that the Creator often speaks more softly than the one who prays can hear, and then the one who prays will say, “My prayer was not answered,” but prayer is always answered, but perhaps the answer is “no,” when you wished it to be “yes,” so always there is a contact that is infallible since it is the still, small voice, as your Bible would call it, so we realize there are many different ways with which we could approach this question and would appreciate it if we have not spoken clearly enough, if you would guide us further that we may be of service. On April 18, 1993, Q’uo spoke of various kinds of prayer:

In many respects, each of these techniques of prayer is effective, in that there is the focus of desire and the experiencing of the opportunity to serve freely given as the bread cast upon on the waters mentioned in your Holy Bible.

We find that the general qualities of being able to see and accept the diseased state of the one to be healed as it is, and then being able to see this entity full of Light, whole and harmonized in its energy flow, is most helpful to anyone who would seek to send healing vibrations of the highest level to another. Thus, the ability to visualize is quite helpful and adds another dimension to prayer.

The normal or most generally used means of prayer by most of your people in this particular country and religious heritage is to invoke the name or names of guardians, saints, and the one known as Jesus, to be with the entity seeking healing. This is also quite helpful, in that there are indeed entities of just these namings and source of being available to assist those who would pray for another entity. By such repeated invocations, a path or trail is made and traveled as often as the prayer is offered. Thus, such ritualized prayer is enhanced in its efficacy by the regularity and degree of desire by which the prayer is offered.

To be able, in addition to this more frequently used kind of prayer, to also visualize is to add another dimension to the praying and intercession. This dimension is that which tunes, shall we say, the prayer in a more usable fashion, if the entity to be healed is full enough of its own desire and has reached the point of processing of catalyst that is sufficient to welcome the new, more healthy configuration of mind, body, and spirit that the healing process has as its goal.

Questioner: You spoke very clearly, and I have one further area of confusion. Would you explain to me the statement, “Ask and you shall receive.” From the statement the answer to a prayer might be “no.” I’m confused. It seems to be a contradiction.

Latwii: Yes, my brother, it does seem to be a contradiction, and you will find in your spiritual life that you are constantly running up against paradoxes. This is one of the signs of spiritual progress. We are not the most unconfused people that you will ever speak with, we are sure, but perhaps we can shed some Light upon your question.

Let us look at the situation of a person who prays, and the will of the Creator is not what is being prayed for. The answer which is awaiting is the will of the Creator, which may well be not at all what is desired. However, the Creator wills this only that Its beloved son or daughter may learn and grow. Sometimes it is necessary for the understanding of the spiritual entity that certain burdens be carried. It is also written that no burden will be made too heavy to bear, and this you may rely upon at all times. You will not be overburdened, for there is always a Comforter. However, seeking is indeed finding. That which you ask you shall receive. However, if your basic desire is to know the truth, to know the will of the Creator in your life, that is what you may find. And what you thought that you prayed for you may find indeed you did not pray for as much as you prayed for the understanding, Love and presence of the infinite Creator in your life.

“Knock and it shall be opened unto you,” but which door are you knocking upon? Do you believe not only in prayer but in the infallibility of your own praying? Or in your heart of hearts is your basic prayer to do the will of the Creator? If that is the truth, you cannot help but find your life opening, changing, moving, according to Law of Love. We do not know if we have explained this seeming paradox to you, however, we may say to you as friends, be careful what you pray for, for sometimes the Creator in His wisdom will give it to you just so that you will find out what to truly pray for.

Questioner asked: “Would you explain to me the statement, “Ask and you shall receive.” From the statement the answer to a prayer might be “no.” I’m confused. It seems to be a contradiction.” Now Latwii said let us look at the situation of a person who prays, and the will of the Creator is not what is being prayed for, but the answer which is awaiting is the will of the Creator which may not be what is desired, and the Creator wills that Its beloved son or daughter may learn and grow, so sometimes it is necessary for the understanding of the spiritual entity that certain burdens be carried, and it is also written that no burden will be made too heavy to bear, and this you may rely upon at all times, so you will not be overburdened, for there is always a Comforter, but seeking is finding, so that which you ask you shall receive, and if your desire is to know the will of the Creator in your life, that is what you may find, and what you thought that you prayed for you may find that you did not pray for as much as you prayed for the understanding of Love and the presence of the infinite Creator in your life. Now Latwii said “Knock and it shall be opened unto you.” But: “which door are you knocking upon? Do you believe not only in prayer but in the infallibility of your own praying? Or in your heart of hearts is your basic prayer to do the will of the Creator?” Then Latwii said if that is the truth, you cannot help but find your life opening and changing according to the Law of Love, but we do not know if we have explained this seeming paradox to you, so sometimes the Creator in Its wisdom will give it to you just so that you will find out what to truly pray for. On November 15, 1974, Hatonn spoke of the nature of the Law of Love:

Meditate, my friends, upon the complete unity of yourself and all that you see. Do this not once, and not simply in present circumstances, but at all times and especially in difficult circumstances. For, my friends, insofar as you Love and feel at one with those things which are difficult for you, to that extent will those circumstances be alleviated. This is not due to any laws within our physical illusion, but is due to the Law of Love. For that body which is of spirit, which is interpenetrated with the physical body, is higher than your physical body. And those changes which you make by Love upon your spiritual body, will, of necessity, reflect themselves within the physical illusion.

All is one, my friends. My voice is now the voice of this instrument; my thoughts are her thoughts. Please believe, my friends, that the vibration we offer you is not a vibration of personality, but is a vibration of the Creator. We are also channels. There is only one voice. Within this vibration, we are self-consciously aware that this voice is the voice of the Creator. It is simply a matter of lifting vibrations which are not so self-aware of the Creator. That, too, is spiritual vibration, and all things will eventually come into harmony in relation to your understanding.

Even if the universe for those around you remains disharmonious and difficult, if your mind is stayed upon the unity of the Creator, your own universe will become harmonious. And this is not by your doing but by the simple Love of the Creator.

May we answer you further upon this, my brother?

Questioner: You answered, thank you.

Latwii: We thank you my brother. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

If there are no more questions at this time that you wish to ask, we will leave your delightful company and your meditation so that Hatonn may speak to you. I am most privileged to have been able to share our thoughts with you. I am of the entity Latwii, and I leave you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends.

I am Hatonn, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. In answer to the one known as Carla who carries messages of Latwii, I speak now through this instrument. It is our wish to share with you the story of a world much like your own. At one time the world of which we speak was covered with a great force which screened out the Light of day from the crowd below. Those who lived on this planet were able only to live in a world of shadows and thus were not familiar with the Light of day. There came a time, however, their planet began to evolve just as yours is now perched upon the edge of an evolution. The grounds of the forest…

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This morning I had an appointment with my new Primary Care Physician to discuss the fasting labs that I took last week. She said that all of the results of the fasting labs were so remarkable that she would like to have me give a class to the rest of her clients on how I live my life. As I was leaving, she said that she enjoyed being a doctor and having clients like me, but she only had ten clients at this time and would like to have twenty someday. I really wish I could think of a way to have her see more clients because she has such an impressive knowledge of health care, a compassionate heart, and a great sense of humor. On my way home I stopped at Thieneman’s Nursery and bought three flats of Pansies.

This afternoon I took a look at the Hava-Hart Trap to see if I could keep the raccoon from getting the food out of it without tripping the lever and getting caught in the trap. I discovered a way to get the lever barely holding itself in place and put two more plates of cat food in the trap, and then I put it back at the entrance to its hole in the ground beneath the Gazebo. Then I weeded the Moss Garden with my trimmer, and then I blew the trimmed weeds out of the Moss Garden. Then I removed the netting from the top of the Wuthering Heights Garden in the front yard and transplanted the three flats of Pansies into the top of the Wuthering Heights Garden.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

September 22

Senses Are Illusions

I greet you in the Love of Jesus the Christ. I am of the consciousness of Christ in the vibration which comforts this child.

It is well, in the face of difficulty, that you seek to perceive that your senses are illusions which regard illusions. For then consciousness is not squandered on that which cannot offer the Love of Christ. How much better and productive to use that unsquandered energy to regard that which underlies all illusion: the consciousness of Love, which is Christ consciousness.

Peace be with you.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

2025-20-21

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling comes from November 30, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. It gives us great pleasure to welcome the ones known as C and D to the group once again, for we have not had the pleasure of meditating with you for some time in this group although, of course, we are always with you. We may make it known at this time that we appreciate those who meditate at this time in other places to join this group in its meditations and are with them also.

It is said, my friends, that the one known as Jesus was incarnate by a virgin and was made man and dwelt among the population of Earth and by them was crucified. This, my friends, is a much misunderstood story, a much misunderstood example, and a vastly underrated life. Around it has been built a great organization, all too lacking in the one thing that the entity known as Jesus to you desired and that is, my friends, the experience of being one with the Creator. The one whom we call Amira and whom you call Jesus did not desire to eliminate from his disciples’ lives cares and concerns about the state of their spiritual wellbeing. Indeed, He constantly urged His disciples to become more close to perfection. And it is written in the Bible that He said, “Be perfect as your Father is perfect,” and again, “It is not I that do these things, but my Father.”

My friends, as you go through your daily lives, so much of your attention is consumed with the needs of your physical vehicles, the security, your comfort, the enjoyment of your personality. But let us look at what is known as the virgin birth, that event which is celebrated every year by your people, and that event which almost no one believes and even fewer understand. You, yourselves, my friends, are at some stage of holy conception by the inspirited self, that self who you really are. This self was not conceived by man but came to this plane of existence and to the human race asleep in a body, the physical vehicle. The physical conception was, of course, not immaculate but the spiritual conception which each of you who seek are attempting to further is totally immaculate and takes place within what we may call your heart of hearts, within your deepest inner self. And like an infant, the spiritual self must be nurtured, loved, and nourished through meditation and through as much right action as you can possibly interject into your daily lives. We realize that this seems to be an inhumanly difficult thing many times but once an understanding of the Love of the infinite Creator has been realized, that which is difficult will become obvious. That which is crooked will be made straight.

Hatonn wanted to discuss Jesus and His virgin birth. They began by saying that that Jesus was incarnated by a virgin and was made man and dwelt among the population of Earth and by them was crucified, but this is a much misunderstood story and an underrated life, and around it has been built a great organization, lacking in the one thing that Jesus desired, and that is the experience of being one with the Creator, but the one whom we call Amira and whom you call Jesus did not desire to eliminate from his disciples’ lives cares and concerns about the state of their spiritual wellbeing, for He urged His disciples to become closer to perfection, and it is written in the Bible that He said, “Be perfect as your Father is perfect,” and again, “It is not I that do these things, but my Father.” Hatonn went on to say that as you go through your daily lives, so much of your attention is consumed with the needs of your physical vehicles and the enjoyment of your personality, but let us look at what is known as the virgin birth, that event which is celebrated every year by your people, and that event which almost no one believes and even fewer understand, and you are at some stage of holy conception by the inspirited self, that self who you really are, but this self was not conceived by man but came to this plane of existence and to the human race asleep in a body, so the physical conception was not immaculate, but the spiritual conception which each of you who seek are attempting to further is immaculate and takes place within what we call your heart of hearts, within your deepest inner self, and like an infant, the spiritual self must be loved and nourished through meditation and through as much right action as you can possibly interject into your daily lives, and we realize that this seems to be an inhumanly difficult thing many times but once an understanding of the Love of the infinite Creator has been realized, that which is difficult will become obvious. On September 25, 1994, Q’uo described the nature of our spiritual self:

It is the journey of a lifetime for the spiritual self within to take as it seeks Love and seeks to give Love, failing at first almost always to be able to have Love for the obviously imperfect surface self. The spiritual self within looks for companionship, someone who is more bright, more illumined, more spiritual, someone to relate to upon that journey which is inevitable once taken, that it be a lifetime walk with destiny. And it attempts to embrace first one, then another entity as friend, or mate, or working partner, and each time the entity finds one to Love and one who Loves it, all is thought to be well, for that surface self is so easily convinced that the outer appearance is satisfactory and enough, yet always the spiritual self will begin to see the cracks in the surface, and one after another, other people disappoint. One feels let down, abandoned, unsatisfied, betrayed, and looks further and moves through that dance once again. For the mirror insists upon reflecting the self and each other entity whom the wanderer meets is the wanderer itself, precisely angled to catch and reflect the Light to offer a better image, a clearer reflection of self.

At this time, I would transfer this contact to the one known as L.

(L channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you with the Love and the Light of our Creator. This evening is a special time for all who work for the cause of enlightenment. [inaudible] We of Hatonn are able to see progress that has been made by meditating but, unfortunately, we must tell you that it is only slight. The special occasion we spoke of is an event of communication, for we are now able to speak and be heard by several others simultaneously. This is due both to the synchronization of the meditations of the various groups, and also to the level of competence or achievement that these groups have attained.

For the first time the scattered energies of the small varying groups scattered across the face of your geographic area are united, thus making our contact with you, and them, and your contact with them much stronger. We of Hatonn described your progress with your brothers and sisters as woefully short and that of the many-calling, who have been chosen by themselves to carry a level of learning and understanding forward among your brothers and sisters. Although we cannot urge you to contact them and publicize our communications, for our connections with your race must be through the warmth of an almost magnetic current of drawing seekers to Light. We urge you to pursue physically a type of life that exemplifies true correct living that your light may be a beacon to those who seek.

As we of Hatonn share our knowledge, our Love, and our strength with you, so also must you share with your brothers and sisters. It is only in this manner that you appear. You cannot take your plan to the universe, just as on this night the various groups that we mentioned have attuned themselves to one another. We of Hatonn share our Love with you at this moment, and we ask the blessings of good nature upon you and upon your planet on this night and may you all rest in peace. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am again withthis instrument. I am Hatonn, and again I greet you in Love and Light. Take heed, my friends, for you have within you the most precious thing in the creation. Take heed to your spirits. Nourish them and hearken to the faint music of the angelic choirs as they resound throughout the heavens of the creation. For each realized soul is a cause of great rejoicing among our people, for the harvest draws near, and we grow closer to you. Draw on us if you need us, but more than any, draw upon the Love within you, the truth that resides within you, the one original Thought that created you. All of these things you bear within yourself. Let them be born. We rejoice with you in the here and now that is eternity. That we seekers of the Creator can even now know the joy of being part of the creation and in concert with all those who seek, we sing a joyful hallelujah, for to Love and to know Love is beyond all joy that can be known in the brief shadow that is your physical illusion. We leave you in the sunlight, my friends. The shadow of your physical vehicles is not a lasting one. Never let its limitation distract you from the perfect beauty of that which is born within you, the seed of creation, Love.

Hatonn wanted to encourage us to remember our spirits are made of the Love of the Creator. They began by saying you have within you the most precious thing in the creation which are your spirits, so nourish them and hearken to the faint music of the angelic choirs as they resound throughout the heavens of the creation, for each realized soul is a cause of great rejoicing among our people, for the harvest draws near, and we grow closer to you, so call on us if you need us, but more than that draw upon the Love within you, the truth that resides within you, the one original Thought that created you, for all of these things you bear within yourself, so let them be born, and we rejoice with you in the here and now that is eternity, so that we seekers of the Creator can know the joy of being part of the creation, and, in concert with all those who seek, we sing a joyful hallelujah, for to Love and to know Love is beyond all joy that can be known in the brief shadow that is your physical illusion, for we leave you in the sunlight because the shadow of your physical vehicles is not a lasting one, so never let its limitation distract you from the perfect beauty of that which is born within you, the seed of creation, Love. On December 16, 1990, Q’uo said that to know Love is a joy:

There is no knowledge in science or any other discipline that may explain to you your nature. This is unseen, is without proof, and must remain without proof. We ask you simply to meditate, to feel free to desire to know Love, to know the experience of tabernacling with the infinite One, in immediate presence, for you may be dust, but you are dust in the presence of the infinite One, and nothing can take that from you. Nothing. Certainly not the cessation of viability of your physical vehicle. Release yourself from that prison in your consciousness, and the universe is yours to roam at will.

I leave you in that Love and in that Light. I am known to you as Hatonn. Adonai, my friends.

I am Latwii, and I am very glad to be with you. Laitos is also here, and she asks me to ask you to request her presence if you wish to have some conditioning at this time. I will pause while she works with each of you who requests it. I am Latwii.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. I am again having to adjust our vibration, for we are blowing this channel’s circuits. If you will pause just a moment, we will step down our intensity, for this is a sensitive instrument. We sometimes come on a little strong.

[Pause]

There, my friends, we think that will be a little easier on the instrument. We are here at the invitation of Hatonn to offer ourselves at your service in order that we may share with you any information that we may have, if you have a question at this time. Does anyone have a question at this time?

Questioner: Oh yes, a friend wants information on the issue of astral travel and out of body experiences. What can I tell him?

My brother, I am Latwii. I am aware of your question. Your friend knows more than is known to you at this time. However, we would say to you at this time, you may say that the higher self, with a number of more highly vibrational bodies at the moment of incarnation—which is not necessarily the moment of conception—becomes attached to the physical vehicle of an infant by means of what those of the so-called occult world call the silver cord. This silver cord is retained. It shapes the physical vehicle and those illnesses and other limitations which you experience during your physical existence occur due to the fact that the higher selves functioning through the silver cord are not able to allow that energy to flow unimpeded into the physical shell which it has created. These blockages cause these problems.

Those who are able by nature to travel astrally are those whose attachments to the physical vehicles are not taken as totally integrated either consciously or unconsciously. There are some souls who seem to know and consciously be able to leave the body and travel in the higher bodies. There are others who are unconscious of this ability but who have it happen spontaneously due to a misalignment of the physical body with the higher bodies or because of some trauma which occurs, whether it be joyful or sorrowful. It is not particularly helpful to experience astral travel unless it is needed by the individual in order to prove the subjective truth of the fact that consciousness does not reside in the physical vehicle. In that context, astral travel is very valuable.

Questioner asked: “Oh yes, a friend wants information on the issue of astral travel and out of body experiences. What can I tell him?” Latwii began by saying your friend knows more than is known to you at this time, and we would say that the higher self, with a number of more highly vibrational bodies at the moment of incarnation becomes attached to the physical vehicle of an infant by means of what those of the occult world call the silver cord, so this silver cord is retained, and it shapes the physical vehicle and those illnesses and other limitations which you experience during your physical existence occur due to the fact that the higher self functioning through the silver cord is not able to allow that energy to flow unimpeded into the physical shell which it has created, and these blockages cause these problems. Latwii went on to say those who are able by nature to travel astrally are those whose attachments to the physical vehicles are not taken as totally integrated either consciously or unconsciously, and there are some souls who seem to consciously be able to leave the body and travel in the higher bodies, and there are others who are unconscious of this ability but who have it happen spontaneously due to a misalignment of the physical body with the higher bodies or because of some trauma which occurs, whether it be joyful or sorrowful, so it is not helpful to experience astral travel unless it is needed by the individual in order to prove the subjective truth of the fact that consciousness does not reside in the physical vehicle, for in that context astral travel is very valuable. On January 15, 1989, Latwii described the nature of astral travel:

The process by which one accomplishes that which you have called the astral travel is a process which requires the body that is associated with the heart-ray energy center to leave or exit the physical vehicle of your third-density illusion, and to move from that vehicle, connected only by what we find your philosophers have called the silver cord, and travel in a manner which may be likened unto the projection of thought, and find as the destination that location or quality which is likened unto the answer to a query, for the process of astral traveling which is well used by the seeker of truth is contained within the asking of the query and the seeking of the answer.

In and of itself, however, it is not inclined to be a valuable experience unless the entity is very highly trained in what this instrument would call magic. If trained in the western traditions of magic, it is possible to reach through the astral body guides who may then instruct you while you are completely conscious. This is seen by those who work in these realms to be of great benefit. In the Eastern tradition, there is much the same consideration of the benefits of astral travel, although it is taken much more for granted in that tradition which is, of course, much older and therefore less structured and more complex.

Now Latwii said it is not inclined to be a valuable experience unless the entity is highly trained in what Carla would call magic, and if trained in the western traditions of magic, it is possible to reach through the astral body guides who may instruct you while you are completely conscious, for this is seen by those who work in these realms to be of great benefit, and in the Eastern tradition, there is much the same consideration of the benefits of astral travel, although it is taken much more for granted in that tradition which is, of course, much older and therefore less structured and more complex. On February 25, 2023, Q’uo described the nature of magic:

The basic quality of magic is the ability to create changes in consciousness of will. These changes in consciousness may be either towards the Light side of service to others, or the dark side of service to self. There is within each entity, then, the ability to make this choice on a daily basis so that you empower your choice of service to others, in whatever you do, whether it be magic or the normal round of your daily activities. However, the conscious entity, that which is known as the adept, which has already opened their heart in unconditional Love, may then accelerate its own spiritual growth by sharing their abilities with others in the magical sense, creating changes in consciousness that will be of more service to others because of the intention of the adept or the spiritual seeker. Thus, you are able by your use of magic or of how you see your daily life in relation to others, to create within yourself and within the world around you the Light and Love of the one Creator that allows more people to feel your presence of Love and your intention of sharing with others the Light and Love of the One Infinite Creator.

Is there anything more that we may tell you about this subject that you feel may be helpful to your friend?

Questioner: I don’t know. He’s talked to me about it before because I listened and had some knowledge that would be some encouragement. Should he be encouraged? Is he ready to be? Should he be encouraged at this point?

My brother, I am Latwii. You should neither encourage or discourage a person who is in pursuit of a phenomenon. Encourage only that the Creator may be known. The entity himself may choose the route by which he finds the Creator. For this entity, it might be the experience of astral travel. However, it is not the perquisite of any individual to give advice to another on these matters, but only to witness to one’s own feelings and knowledge of the Creator and of the methods by which he has experienced a change in his feelings, in his life, or in his work of a positive nature, due to his involvement in a spiritual path.

We do not mean to denigrate or, as you might say, put down astral travel. It is a natural thing to do rendered unnatural only because those of your people are very largely sleeping in their spirit and unaware of the possibility of separating the higher bodies from the physical body connected only by the silver cord. It is not to be encouraged any more than any other experiential phenomenon should be encouraged simply because it is unknown to anyone whether his brother may be ready for such an experience. It is impossible to judge the state of a brother or sister; therefore, it is impossible to give advice. For some this experience might be very beneficial. For others it might be terrifying due to an unfamiliarity with the process, for there are physical sensations connected with the leaving and returning to the body that are somewhat alarming to some who experience them.

Questioner asked: “I don’t know. He’s talked to me about it before because I listened and had some knowledge that would be some encouragement. Should he be encouraged? Is he ready to be? Should he be encouraged at this point?” Latwii said you should neither encourage or discourage a person who is in pursuit of a phenomenon, but encourage that the Creator may be known, for the entity may choose the route by which they find the Creator, for this entity it might be the experience of astral travel, but it is not the right of any individual to give advice to another on these matters but only to witness to one’s feelings of the Creator and of the methods by which he has experienced a change in his life’s work of a positive nature, due to his involvement in a spiritual path. Latwii continued by saying we do not mean to put down astral travel, for it is a natural thing to do made unnatural because those of your people are sleeping in their spirit and unaware of the possibility of separating the higher bodies from the physical body connected only by the silver cord, and it is not to be encouraged any more than any other experiential phenomenon should be encouraged because it is unknown to anyone whether his brother may be ready for such an experience, so it is impossible to judge the state of a brother or sister, so it is impossible to give advice, and for some this experience might be very beneficial, but for others it might be terrifying due to an unfamiliarity with the process, for there are physical sensations connected with the leaving and returning to the body that are alarming to some who experience them. In 91.7, Ra described the silver cord reflex:

There is what you might call the silver cord reflex; that is, when the mind/body/spirit complex dwells without the environs of the physical shell, and the physical shell is disturbed, the physical shell will reflexively call back the absent enlivener; that is, the mind/body/spirit complex which is connected with what may be metaphysically seen as what some of your philosophers have called the silver cord.

If this is done suddenly the mind/body/spirit complex will attempt entry into the energy web of the physical vehicle without due care, and the effect is as if one were to stretch one of your elastic bands and let it shrink rapidly. The resulting snap would strike hard at the anchored portion of the elastic band.

Therefore, you see you are more or less in a position where you may give information but without any emotional bias. You may say, “This is what I have heard. This is information that I have been able to share but I do not know what you must do. You must seek inside yourself for the answer to that question.” In this way your friend will know you to be a person of integrity, as well as a friend who attempts to help when asked.

Then Latwii said you are in a position where you may give information but without any emotional bias, so you may say: “This is what I have heard. This is information that I have been able to share, but I do not know what you must do. You must seek inside yourself for the answer to that question.” Then Latwii said in this way your friend will know you to be a person of integrity, as well as a friend who attempts to help when asked. On May 7, 2006, Q’uo described how we could be angels in service to a friend when we attempt to help them when asked:

Your guidance system is just waiting for you to ask for help. The angels that surround you are breathless with anticipation that you will remember them and call for them. They Love you with a Love that we cannot describe to you. It is the Love of the one Creator. They are bits of that consciousness; uncreated, sent forth in purity, unable to enter incarnation and able only to help when asked by incarnated beings such as yourself. Remember to ask for that help.

May be answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: Thank you. I’ll just keep an open ear to him and share love. Thank you.

Latwii: That is good, my brother, and we thank you. An open ear is the greatest blessing a friend can have.

Is there another question?

Questioner: I’ve been experiencing some unusual physical sensations as you’ve been speaking.

Latwii: There is an extremely good contact this evening, my brother, and this instrument we have had to be very careful with, for she is experiencing physical sensations herself having to do with enormous amounts of heat. At least we are able to speak through her, for when we began we were hardly able to control her vocal mechanisms. We are sorry for any stray vibrations that may be disturbing you and will ask the one known as Laitos to adjust your vibrations in such a way that you are more comfortable. We will pause at this time.

[Pause]

I am Latwii. I am again with this instrument. Are you feeling more comfortable, my brother?

Questioner: I was just thinking, now I know how a radio feels when it’s turned down.

Latwii: We are very glad that we have been able to adjust your dials. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: Hatonn earlier spoke of understanding and the Love of the infinite Creator. The statements reminds me of a kibbutz. I felt as though I was a finite being trying to understand the Infinite. Can you expand upon this statement?

Latwii: Yes, my brother. Your concept of yourself as a finite being is essentially incorrect. You are an infinite being able to experience an infinite Creator. In fact, you are the infinite Creator, as is each person into whose eyes you may gaze at any moment in your existence. The finity, or limited nature of your vehicle, confuses almost all of your people, and it is because of this very concept in your mind that Hatonn spoke upon this subject earlier. It was intended to share with you our thinking upon this subject.

We of the Confederation see each entity, each man and woman of your planet as infinite. It is written in your holy works, “Before the world was, I AM.” There is no past, there is no future. There is an infinite present and I AM. You and we of Latwii and this instrument, those in the room, and each of those upon your planet are part of the great I AM. You are awareness. You are consciousness. You are. Your being is infinite and preceded the making of this incredibly vast galaxy, solar system, and Earth. How many eons have you been infinite? And yet there is no duration, for in reality you are. And to understand your being is to understand Love. For it was the Love of the Creator that generated awareness. I AM. That is you and that is infinite. You are not a finite being, and your mind, with all of its limitations, its overloads, and its confusions, is merely a tool that you have sometimes used poorly. Never let it tell you what to do. Let your heart and your will express itself so that your mind performs the tasks given it by Love, working as a servant to you who work as a servant to the Creation.

Questioner asked: “Hatonn earlier spoke of understanding and the Love of the infinite Creator. The statements reminds me of a kibbutz. I felt as though I was a finite being trying to understand the Infinite. Can you expand upon this statement?” Latwii said your concept of yourself as a finite being is incorrect, for you are an infinite being able to experience an infinite Creator, and you are the infinite Creator, as is each person into whose eyes you may gaze at any moment in your existence, so the limited nature of your vehicle confuses almost all of your people, and it is because of this concept in your mind that Hatonn spoke upon this subject earlier, and it was intended to share with you our thinking upon this subject. Latwii went on by saying we see each man and woman of your planet as infinite, for it is written in your Bible, “Before the world was, I AM.” Then Latwii said there is no past or future, but there is an infinite I AM, and you, and we of Latwii, and Carla, and each of those upon your planet are part of the great I AM, so you are consciousness, and your being is infinite and preceded the making of this galaxy, solar system, and Earth, and yet there is no duration, for in reality you are, and to understand your being is to understand the Love of the Creator that generated infinite awareness, and that is you, for you are not a finite being, and your mind, with all of its limitations and its confusions, is a tool that you have sometimes used poorly, but never let it tell you what to do, so let your heart express itself so that your mind performs the tasks given it by Love, working as a servant to you who work as a servant to the Creation. On May 18, 1996, L/Leema said that we are consciousness:

You are consciousness, and that consciousness creates. It has created this moment for you by the work it has done in the past. It will create what you call your future as the work that you are doing at this moment comes into manifestation. The tool of intuition is one which may be applied by the remembering and recording of your dreams and visions, by the listening to what this instrument would call the still small voice, the voice that says, “This is good; this is not so good. This feels right; this does not feel right.” An intuitive person often has no verbalized reason for these feelings. It is always well to recognize them and give them respect.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: [Inaudible]

Latwii: We thank you, my brother. May we answer the one known as C at this time?

C: I really didn’t have a question. I just wanted to send a thank you to Hatonn.

Latwii: We have relayed this to Hatonn who is very, very pleased that they were able to share with you in such a way that it enabled you to feel more at home in yourselves, for you are truly only at home within yourself.

We have one more question that we must answer for one who is absent, but before that we wish to make sure there are no more questions. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

Very well then, we do not like to deal with this type of information because it is so boring, but we have been asked to deal with the earthquake situation. The one known as Don wishes to know about earthquakes. Unfortunately, he is not here, but if he were, we would say to him that he already knows about earthquakes and has been talking about earthquakes for the last two decades of your time, as you count time. He may have noticed that there have been earthquakes. These are the earthquakes which he has been talking about. He is probably wondering whether there really are going to be more earthquakes. Has he not talked about more earthquakes?

Yes, my brother there will be more earthquakes. The scenario is being played out due to the fact that although there has been great improvement in large segments of your population, although Love and Light has increased to what we would call a great extent in the Light centers which we have started and among self-aware people all over your planet, it has not been enough to generate the positive Love energy necessary to totally remove the necessity for the expression of disharmony which the Earth must now manifest, and so it will occur. We are happy to say this, and this the entity also realizes, although he has not spoken of it to this instrument, that these occurrences will be less harmful than they would have been had the scenario not subtly changed due to the Love that has been generated by people such as yourselves.

Then Latwii said: “We have one more question that we must answer for one who is absent, but before that we wish to make sure there are no more questions.” Latwii began by saying we do not like to deal with this type of information because it is so boring, but we have been asked to deal with the earthquake situation, and Don wishes to know about earthquakes, but he is not here, but if he were here, we would say that he already knows about earthquakes and has been talking about earthquakes for the last two decades, and he may have noticed that there have been earthquakes which he has been talking about, so he is probably wondering whether there really are going to be more earthquakes. Latwii went on to say there will be more earthquakes, for the scenario is being played out because there has been great improvement in large segments of your population, and although Love and Light has increased a great extent in the Light centers which we have started and among self-aware people all over your planet, it has not been enough to generate the positive Love energy necessary to remove the expression of disharmony which the Earth must now manifest, and so it will occur, but we are happy to say this, and this Don also realizes, although he has not spoken of it to Carla, that these occurrences will be less harmful than they would have been had the scenario not subtly changed due to the Love that has been generated by people such as yourselves. On October 18, 1978, Hatonn said that the predicated earthquakes will be less harmful because of Light centers such as this one:

That which is known to you as the physical change of planet Earth, as you well know from your previous research, has already begun taking place and is well underway. What is perhaps not known to you is that groups of people in Light centers like this one, meditating in Love, have managed to alleviate not one but several series of your earthquakes, especially those in your western coast, so that smaller earthquakes happened in quick succession, none of which did the great damage that one earthquake should have done.

This morning I changed out the sugar syrup in my neighbor’s hummingbird feeder and my two hummingbird feeders. Then I used Huff and Puff to blow all of the leaves in the back yard into places where I could mulch them with Venus. Then I drove to Glenview Trust for my yearly review of my portfolio.

This afternoon I mulched the leaves in the backyard with Venus. But I also caught the netting to protect a Hosta Garden and some small Forsythia Bushes in the blades of Venus. So, I cut more netting for both areas into pieces that would cover all of the Hostas and the small Forsythia Bushes.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 21

Credo

Greetings in the Love of Christ. I am the Spirit of the consciousness of Christ in the vibration which comforts this child. Can you consider yourself as one of the company of the faithful because you know that the means of eternal life is at hand?

Can you rest in the glory of your future experience while dwelling in the present difficult times?

We find your hearts to be lax, for in your appreciation of the inevitability of salvation, you forget that the moment of salvation for any soul is that moment in which the soul may turn to its Creator and vibrate, “Credo. Credo,” with a whole and single heart.

Peace be with you, now and always.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

2025-10-20

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Latwii channeling comes from November 16, 1980:

(Unknown channeling)

I am Hatonn. Tonight we have been successful in contacting a new instrument and we are pleased that he was going to step out on his faith. We of Hatonn are willing to adjust our being if it is difficult to discern for this instrument. We will pause for this purpose. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn, and I am again with you. We have adjusted our being, and we feel that we are more closely aligned with this instrument. At this time, we would like to share with you a story of our past.

At one time, we of Hatonn were a warlike nation in that, although united as one planet, we were divided into many sects that strove to dominate or control the planet. We chose to combat one another in our efforts to achieve this control. However, none were able to dominate, and all were weakened by the struggle. Finally, a point was reached in which we of Hatonn were destitute. We had destroyed all of the resources that our planet had to offer and were unable to kill one another simply because we no longer possessed the raw materials from which to construct further weaponry. At this point, we had also destroyed our food chain and were near starvation. In many ways we were, at that time, very similar to you as your planet is today, fixed upon oblivion.

We discovered that our survival as a priority superseded all other priorities and that the requirements for survival became very obvious: regard each man or woman as one’s own brother or sister and share with them as you would with your wife, or husband, or child. Our decimation became, in this manner, our strength. In our choice, in our choosing to reduce our planet’s ability to support life, we inadvertently chose a very strenuously spiritual path, that of loving through forced sharing. Perhaps this may not sound very spiritual to those listening to our words, however, then we learned that sharing was more valuable than surviving. We obtained a vibration level that enabled us to both sustain our bodies and at the same time, progress beyond physical needs.

We share this story with you not in pride, obviously, but in encouragement. Small though your numbers may be, those of you who have grown beyond your brothers and sisters in your desire to love and share will be able in destitution, and poverty, and in starvation to mold and guide the growth of your race but only if you keep faith with your feelings. We feel that it is necessary to encourage you at this point because the time draws near when your strengths will be called upon and tested severely. Many of those strengths in many of you are already being tested at this time.

We Love you in the manner of those who can only watch, and encourage, and advise you as you grow, and we desire that your growth be rapid and as painless as is possible. However, what you call growing pains will occur and are occurring now that you may adapt yourselves to the experience of pain without taking the pain within and clinging to it as one would a valuable jewel or possession. All things pass, as will your pains even if they pass as a result of your death on the physical plane. Do not let this death or these pains worry you. They are merely tools with which the universe shapes the final product which you so desire to become. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you also, my brothers, in the Love and Light of our infinite Creator, in whom the hope of consciousness lies. We are grateful to our brothers and sisters of Hatonn for enabling us to visit with you once more, for we are very, very fond of this group and greet each of you. We are here for the purpose of answering any questions that you might have at this time. Is there a question at this time?

Questioner: Latwii, I have a question or more correctly a group of questions. I have some friends who receive information of a teacher such as possibly yourself. However, the advice they receive often conflicts with what I receive from you. This has aroused my curiosity. I, therefore, ask you about their teachers, and about the level of competence of these teachers, and how much they should be believing.

I am Latwii. My brother, may we answer the last question first, for it is the most important. You are not to believe any teacher. You must believe your heart. This is a simple truth but important to your advancement. There is no true teacher but yourself, for there is no one but yourself. All the information that comes your way does so for a purpose. Out of it you take what vibrates to you as proper. The rest you discard. This is true of all information, including the owner’s manual of your car. You must not separate any information from any other information or treat some information as priority. This is only information that we are giving you. We do not consider ourselves, shall we say, a higher source. We are your brothers and sisters. We have had experience. We share it. It may not help you. It is as simple as that. We now go backwards and answer the first question.

We are a source that is not connected karmically, shall we say, with your physical planet or its finer planes. We are messengers or angels, if you will, in the service of the infinite Creator. We are a variety, but we are all one in the Creator’s service. We do not have the right by the law of the creation to interfere with the free will of any of those upon your planet, although, in an advanced group, we can sometimes give information or confirm information for those in that group, knowing as we do that those advanced students will not believe us unless they wished to, and if they believe us they already believed when they asked the question. Therefore, we are not infringing upon free will.

Questioner asked: “I have a question or more correctly a group of questions. I have some friends who receive information of a teacher such as possibly yourself. However, the advice they receive often conflicts with what I receive from you. This has aroused my curiosity. I, therefore, ask you about their teachers, and about the level of competence of these teachers, and how much they should be believing.” Latwii began by saying may we answer the last question first, for it is the most important, for you are not to believe any teacher since you must believe your heart, and this is a simple truth but important to your advancement, and there is no true teacher but yourself, for there is no one but yourself, so all the information that comes your way does so for a purpose, for out of it you take what vibrates to you as proper, and the rest you discard, so this is true of all information, for you must not separate any information from any other information or give some information priority, for this is only information that we are giving you because we do not consider ourselves a higher source, but we are your brothers and sisters, and we have had experience, and we share it, but it may not help you, so we now go backwards and answer the first question. Latwii went on to say we are a source that is not connected karmically with your planet or its finer planes, for we are messengers or angels in the service of the infinite Creator, and we are all one in the Creator’s service, but we do not have the right by the law of the creation to interfere with the free will of any of those upon your planet, although, in an advanced group, we can sometimes confirm information for those in that group, knowing as we do that those advanced students will not believe us unless they wish to, and if they believe us they already believed when they asked the question, so we are not infringing upon free will. On August 26, 1982, Latwii spoke of how they do not wish to infringe upon free will:

We hesitate to give the word in any sense which would direct your attention away from those concerns which are unique to your being at this time. We wish to be of service without infringing upon free will and feel that we might be of the best aid by suggesting that you look in meditation within your being at the purpose for the life. Look then as well to the opportunities which present themselves. Find the balance which is unique to your seeking and to your being.

Those connected with the Cosmic Awareness Group and others whose information you have been acquainted with are a planetary source. This source is not a bad one at all, but you must understand it is no more to be believed than the owner’s manual of your car, which most often will get you out of tight spots but is sometimes incorrect due to misprint, a torn-out page, or the book being for the wrong model. This often happens with planetary consciousness such as this Awareness Consciousness. It is aware, in part, of the Akashic Record. However, it is filtered through the egoic vibrations of the interpreter. Therefore, there is an element of human awareness in this awareness, and that particular human is somewhat alarmed about the practical side of things.

It is perfectly all right to consider any information that you may wish to. How much better it is to follow your heart and do not give the slightest amount of worry to various bits of data as they occur but merely be intelligent and knowledgeable of the only tool that you have for analysis upon the physical plane, to use it correctly. That is, use your intellect correctly. Collect and store data and observe further data to see if it fits various patterns. This will inform you that by far the most important group of data in your life are your thoughts and actions. The printed page, the spoken word, may be paranoid, inspiring, extremely interesting, or dull, but it is basically irrelevant compared to the data of yourself, your thoughts, your beliefs, your biases and the actions that you take towards those about you. You are like a web shining in the Light, and you weave yourself moment by moment. Do not compare teachers. They are all lacking. Listen to the wind, and attentively weave your life from the strands of Love and Light the Creator has placed at your momentary disposal.

Latwii went on to say those connected with the Cosmic Awareness Group and others whose information you have been acquainted with are a planetary source, and this source is not a bad one, but you must understand it is no more to be believed than the owner’s manual of your car, which often will get you out of tight spots but is sometimes incorrect due to misprint, a torn-out page, or the book being for the wrong model, and this often happens with planetary consciousness such as this Awareness Consciousness since it is aware of the Akashic Record, but it is filtered through the egoic vibrations of the interpreter, so there is an element of human awareness in this awareness, and that human is somewhat alarmed about the practical side of things. Latwii continued by saying it is all right to consider any information that you may wish to, but how much better it is to follow your heart and do not give any worry to bits of data as they occur, but be aware of the only tool that you have for analysis upon the physical plane, which is your intellect, and to use it correctly, so collect data and observe further data to see if it fits various patterns, for this will inform you that the most important group of data in your life are your thoughts and actions, for the printed page or the spoken word may be paranoid, inspiring, or dull, but it is irrelevant compared to the data of your beliefs and the actions that you take towards those about you, for you are like a web shining in the Light, and you weave yourself moment by moment, so do not compare teachers, for they are all lacking, but listen to the wind, and weave your life from the strands of Love and Light the Creator has placed at your momentary disposal. On May 11 2019, Q’uo spoke of how we may follow our heart:

When you wish to be of service to entities as what you’ve described, that seem to be at odds with their requirements of you, it is well to look within your heart, perhaps within the meditative state, to see and feel what is your true heart’s desire. If that desire is to be of as complete and loving a response to needs as you are aware of, go then to that source of request of service from you and give what is asked fully and freely, until you feel that you have given all that can be given by you at that time.

Then, when you are asked by another to give what seems difficult or contradictory in some fashion, give again from the heart from your being, that tells you what it is you must do to be true to that feeling of wishing to give all that you have. When you feel that there is contradiction, opposition, confusion, or any other feature of your service that is not clear to you, find within your own being the faith, that as you follow your heart, there is no higher calling you may follow. Find within yourself the will to continue to give as it is asked of you to give.

Service is not always easy. Service is often most difficult when it is most valuable to be given. All services given freely from the heart are helpful to all entities involved in the service. Indeed, in any way in which you may open your heart to others, you affect the entire creation, for all are One in Love and Light.

As to your second question of the three, we do not feel that it is necessary for us to evaluate sources of information. Perhaps you do not agree with this and would like to question further, but we feel sure that you are following our drift, as it were, and understand that it is not interesting to us to evaluate our brothers and sisters who are attempting to be of service but who have a different point of view, terrestrial rather than, shall we say, heavenly for our kingdom is the universe, and that which is upon your ball in space is of interest to us only as it affects you in your growth and evolution.

Latwii went on to say as to your second question of the three, we do not feel that it is necessary for us to evaluate sources of information, for if you do not agree with this and would like to question further, we feel sure that you understand that it is not interesting to us to evaluate our brothers and sisters who are attempting to be of service, but who have a different point of view, terrestrial rather than heavenly, for our kingdom is the universe, and that which is upon your ball in space is of interest to us only as it affects you in your evolution. On January 23, 1983, Latwii described how we may move forward in our evolution:

When you feel an intuitive feeling, you are being spoken to by a greater or deeper portion of your own being. Whether this portion be that known as your higher self, your own unconscious programming, guides, or guardians, or friends of Light is of little concern for the moment. What is to be noted is the impulse towards action or thought. To listen to such is indeed quite efficacious in traveling that path you have chosen, but it must be remembered that you cannot make mistakes. And to not listen to such an impulse will simply mean that you shall reach your destination eventually by another means.

You may see the balancing of the intellectual and analytical abilities of your mind with the intuitive information from your subconscious mind as that which is most helpful in accelerating your evolution of mind, body, and spirit, for with the analytical abilities of your conscious mind, you are able to chart the path which you shall travel. By listening to those intuitive impulses which spring from some portion of your subconscious mind, then is your conscious mind informed as to larger parameters within which it might have its sway. Thus, the two portions of your mind operating in balance provide you with the means by which you are able to move upon your path of evolution within your illusion.

May be answer you further my brother?

Questioner: I have a different question now. In examining my understanding of the concept of reincarnation and karma, I felt that in each situation one encounters, there may be a lesson which is confusing. The lesson itself might be more clear if I understood some of the things that I had returned to learn. For example, if I had returned to this Earth with one lesson as objective to learn not to kill, and I was consciously aware of this, it would be perhaps easier to complete the lesson or to learn it fully. Is it possible for you, first of all, to determine what an individual’s lessons are for this lifetime, and second, if it is possible, are you allowed to share that information with the individual to help them further their growth?

I am Latwii, and I am with this instrument. It is possible, my brother, for us to scan the various bodies that you possess and to discover thereby the patterns which you brought into this incarnation. It is not permissible for us to give you the answers to the examination before you have taken it. We are not in the business of crib sheets, and you must view your lessons as just what they are: things to be learned. There is a shortcut, and you know it well. Release all the lessons, all the worries, all the distress, and all the confusion and meditate. We cannot emphasize your daily surrender to the Infinite enough times. If you have that much faith in yourself to work upon yourself by opening yourself to yourself, your confusion, your problems, your karma will take care of itself. You may notice that you are foolish quite a lot and spend a good bit of time regretting it. That is because you are on a third-density planet. It, in effect, goes with the territory. Do not worry about it but turn instead once more to the Infinite and be enabled by contact with Love to face with joy the total folly of your existence, if it seems so to you. Enjoy yourself, my brother. That is the highest advice that we can think of to give you. Laugh and love and be. What you came here to learn you will only learn by embracing this life with love.

The other part of your question has to do with karma, and much is partly understood about it, which makes it very difficult to explain. It is commonly understood to be another way of saying that as you sow, so shall you reap. It is much more clearly seen in the context of forgiveness. Karma is, very simply, action. There is a law in your physics that says there is an equal and opposite reaction, and this can be true unless a higher law of creation is invoked. And that law is forgiveness. If you can forgive yourself, or if you can forgive another you have eliminated that much karma. You have nulled the action and there will be no reaction. This is what the master known as Jesus was exemplifying. He stopped the wheel of karma and so may you, without being quite so dramatic.

Questioner asked: “In examining my understanding of the concept of reincarnation and karma, I felt that in each situation one encounters, there may be a lesson which is confusing. The lesson itself might be more clear if I understood some of the things that I had returned to learn. For example, if I had returned to this Earth with one lesson as objective to learn not to kill, and I was consciously aware of this, it would be perhaps easier to complete the lesson or to learn it fully. Is it possible for you, first of all, to determine what an individual’s lessons are for this lifetime, and second, if it is possible, are you allowed to share that information with the individual to help them further their growth?” Latwii said it is possible for us to scan the bodies that you possess and to discover the patterns which you brought into this incarnation, but is not permissible for us to give you the answers to the examination before you have taken it, for we are not in the business of reference sheets, and you must view your lessons as what they are: things to be learned, so there is a shortcut, and you know it well, so release all the lessons and worries and meditate, for we cannot emphasize your daily surrender to the Infinite enough times, for if you have faith in yourself to work upon yourself by opening yourself to your problems, your karma will take care of itself, and you may notice that you are foolish quite a lot and spend a good bit of time regretting it, and that is because you are on a third-density planet, so do not worry about it but turn to the Infinite and be enabled by contact with Love to face with joy the folly of your existence, and enjoy yourself, for what you came here to learn you will only learn by embracing this life with Love. Latwii concluded by saying the other part of your question has to do with karma, and much is partly understood about it, which makes it very difficult to explain, for it is understood to be another way of saying that as you sow, so shall you reap, and it is more clearly seen in the context of forgiveness, so karma is action, and there is a law in your physics that says there is an equal and opposite reaction, and this can be true unless a higher law of creation is invoked, and that law is forgiveness, so if you can forgive yourself, or if you can forgive another you have eliminated that much karma, for you have nulled the action, and there will be no reaction, so this is what Jesus was exemplifying because He stopped the wheel of karma and so may you, without being quite so dramatic. On May 19, 2007, Q’uo described the value of our forgiving ourself:

With that closure out of the way, then you start on the real work of forgiveness. Each entity’s hardest sell is the self. You can sell almost anyone else upon good ideas, ways to improve the self, and so forth, but when you come to look at your own character, your own secret thoughts and your own tangled and disturbed emotions, you do not know where to start in even grasping the situation entirely, much less forgiving the situation. Yet that is the way you stop the wheel of karma: you forgive.

So, we would suggest, my sister, that in order to stop the wheel of karma in your life, as it is connected with this entity, it is necessary for you to forgive yourself, again and again and again, every time this trigger is pulled that catapults you back into toxic thoughts concerning your actions. Forgive the thoughts. Forgive the other entity. Forgive the situation. And most of all, forgive yourself.

We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

We would find it difficult to answer a snore, therefore, we will leave this instrument, wishing you only the infinite capacity to laugh as you tread the path of spirit. We leave you in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. I am Latwii. Adonai vasu borragus.

[Tape ends.]

This morning I went outside and took all of the geodes and fossils off of the 2 ft. by 4 ft. rectangle below the bird bath, and then I put down two new bags of topsoil. Then I used a leaf rake to smooth the topsoil. Then I placed the geodes and fossils in various areas around the plastic fake rock with the quote from Ralph Waldo Emerson: “The Earth Laughs in Flowers.” Then I replaced the horseshoes on all sides of the bottom of the bird bath. Then I used my garden hose and sprayer to clean all of the area. Then I used my backpack blower, Huff and Puff, to blow the Pawpaw leaves into the side yard so that I could mulch them with my big mower, Venus.

This afternoon I used Huff and Puff to blow the leaves in the front yard into a pile, and then I put the leaves into two garbage cans for yard waste pickup Thursday. Then I used Huff and Puff to blow the leaves in the area in front of the pet cemetery, and in the pet cemetery into the area between the fishpond and the pet cemetery into a pile and put them into eight garbage cans.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 20

Seek First The Kingdom Of Heaven

I am the Spirit, that you call Holy, of the consciousness of Christ in the vibration which comforts this instrument. Greetings in the Love of Christ and the peace of His kingdom.

Do you think that the grace and consolation of the Holy Spirit will come to you in time of need if you but turn your mind in the direction of aid and succor? Children, although this be true, nevertheless, it would behoove you first to seek knowledge of the Father’s kingdom, not for any good it might seem to do for you or be to you but for the sake of Love alone.

For as you enter more and more into the consciousness of that kingdom, so will the nearly silent voice of the Spirit be made resonant and full by your changing awareness. It is written, “Seek ye first the kingdom of heaven and its righteousness, and all things shall be added unto you.” These words are true, and we recommend them to your consideration.

May the peace of the consciousness of Christ be with you, now and always.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

2025-10-19

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling today comes from November 9, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. It is a great blessing to be back with you. Indeed, we have been back for several days, and have been looking forward to the opportunity of speaking to this group, and are very pleased that you are meeting. We have had some success in causing some of the leaders of those peoples whom you call Russians to envision a more spiritual view. However, we are sorry to report that on the whole we have met with what this instrument would call a resounding rebuff. And this causes us to become very weary, as we have our energy reflected back to us with much negative energy added. We have been retired from that particular duty once again, and are able to return to you.

Although this instrument is somewhat puzzled at the change in program, we would like to open the meeting to questions at this time. Is there a question that we may answer for you?

Questioner: [Inaudible].

I am Hatonn. We were aware this was very centrally upon your mind at this time, and we feel that it is one of the central questions, because it adds into one of the central occurrences of the dawning of the new age. Therefore, we wished to focus upon this. This instrument is experiencing some difficulty, partially due to the depleted state of her physical energy, also partially due to her lack of personal understanding of this problem. However, we shall continue through this instrument, for we have a good contact. And we caution this instrument to be calm, and do her usual job without regard to the nature of her communications.

If you can picture with me the formation of mineral crystals, you will be aware that there is a great deal of rock that is not at all crystallized, and is therefore relatively insensitive to delicate vibrations. This is analogous to a large portion of the people of your planet, who feel the new vibrations of what you may call the “golden age,” but whose crystallization of purpose or intent in seeking the path of truth and the Love of the Creator is so truncated that it does not matter to them, and they go about their business and lead the lives that they would lead, their relationships being guided almost entirely by their needs for procreation, companionship, and financial aid. This governs the relationships of most of those among your people.

When these conditions are not met; when finances are inadequate; the procreative instinct of one does not suit the other; or the need of companionship is not agreeable to both; this type of union will cease. Now we move on to your question. There are seeded among your peoples more crystallized souls or spirits who are much more oriented towards reflecting and refracting the Light and the Love of the Creator. These are people of magnetism and illumination to some degree or another, and are committed each in his or her own way to the path of righteousness, as this instrument would call it.

The Questioner seems to have asked about entities that are ready to partake in the NewAge of transformation. Hatonn began by saying if you can picture the formation of mineral crystals, you will be aware that there is a great deal of rock that is not crystallized, and it is insensitive to delicate vibrations, so this is analogous to many of the people of your planet who feel the new vibrations of the “Golden Age,” but whose crystallization of purpose in seeking the path of truth and the Love of the Creator is so shortened that it does not matter to them, and they go about their business and lead the lives that they lead, their relationships being guided entirely by their needs for families and earning a living, so this governs the relationships of most of those among your people. Hatonn went on to say when finances are inadequate, and the need of companionship is not agreeable to both, this type of union will cease, so now we move on to your question, for there are among your people more crystallized souls who are much more oriented towards reflecting the Light and the Love of the Creator, so these are people of illumination to some degree and they are committed each in his or her own way to the path of righteousness, as Carla would call it. On May 27, 1990, Q’uo described how we will eventually be able to share the Love and Light of the Creator:

Yet, we encourage each to persevere, for each is a good seed with much yet to offer in the blooming. The cycles move, the seasons change, and the soul once again will enliven the personality that lives within the illusion, and there will again be the joy of the heart that springs forth into summer and into the full fruiting that is possible for each seeker of truth. We are with you. We endure with you, we seek with you, we await with you the Light and the Love of the Creator that does always nourish each, and which each in its own time will bring forth into new fruit and joyful experience.

However, it is the nature of most crystals to be flawed, and the delicate vibrations of the golden age are such that each crystal will begin to disintegrate to a certain extent along the flawed line. It is within the free will of each of these entities to rebuild their crystallized entity in such a manner that the flaw no longer exists. However, this is extremely painful. It is much more common for the individual not totally understanding the purification that he or she is going through to blame the pain of transformation upon those nearest the entity.

Thus, many who are undergoing personal and individual purifications in order to become purely crystallized and free of flaws on the path to what you would call mastery are interpreting this pain as having to do with a relationship, rather than recognizing that the problem is completely personal, and is no reflection upon any partner, child, or situation. This is the great contributing cause to the many seemingly synchronous relationship difficulties that you are now observing and indeed experiencing.

Hatonn continued by saying it is the nature of most crystals to be flawed, and the delicate vibrations of the Golden Age are such that each crystal will begin to disintegrate to a certain extent along the flawed line, and it is within the free will of each of these entities to rebuild their crystallized entity in such a manner that the flaw no longer exists, but this is extremely painful, so it is more common for the individual not totally understanding the purification that he or she is going through to blame the pain of transformation upon those nearest the entity. Then Hatonn said many who are undergoing personal purifications in order to become free of flaws on the path to mastery are interpreting this pain as having to do with a relationship, rather than recognizing that the problem is completely personal, and it is no reflection upon any situation, for this is the cause to many synchronous relationship difficulties that you are now observing and experiencing. On July 23, 1989, Q’uo described the nature of the pain of transformation:

We would suggest that each continue to attempt to serve others, but that each take oneself more seriously. We do not mean that you should lose your sense of humor. That is certainly necessary within an illusion such as yours, which is quite comedic, we find. But in order to avoid becoming a pawn in someone else’s game you must grasp the dimensions of the understanding that is being asked of you, and then to the best of your ability attempt to learn and to manifest that new understanding, to undergo the pain of transformation and change, and to use the energy of that pain for a building of a new and higher truth for yourself.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: [Inaudible].

I am Hatonn, and I understand your question, my brother. You must address yourself to the fact that each individual has a path of their own. The individual who spoke in this wise to you is an individual whose nature sees things in a very simplistic way. Having once experienced relationships, and again experienced relationships, and again, this individual has determined to his own satisfaction, by simple experiment as he would put it, that spiritual union does not exist for him, and that it is his fate to be alone. He may well be surprised when fate offers him a spiritual partner whose energy balances his own.

The simple truth is that each individual comes into this illusion that you have in third density to learn specific lessons. Some of them involve a large degree of loneliness. This does not have to do with the new age. This has to do with the choice of lessons by the individual. There are some individuals who have a great need to balance the Love vibration with a Wisdom vibration. Thus, they spend time alone working to become more self-disciplined and wiser. They are, therefore, unable at some particular point or perhaps for a large amount of time in the illusion to experience true spiritual union. Others spend their entire lives involved in spiritual union with partners due to the fact that their orientation attracts such partnership.

Questioner seems to have asked a question about whether having a mate on their spiritual journey would be helpful. Hatonn replied by saying you must address yourself to the fact that each individual has a path of their own, and the individual who spoke in this way to you is an individual whose nature sees things in a simplistic way, for having once experienced relationships, and again experienced relationships, this individual has determined to their own satisfaction that spiritual union does not exist for them, and that it is their fate to be alone, so they may be surprised when fate offers them a spiritual partner whose energy balances their own. Hatonn went on to say the truth is that each individual comes into this illusion in third density to learn specific lessons, and some of them involve choice of lessons, but this does not have to do with the New Age, for this has to do with the choice of lessons by the individual, so there are some individuals who have a need to balance the Love vibration with a Wisdom vibration, and they spend time alone working to become more self-disciplined and wiser, so they are unable at some point to experience true spiritual union, but others spend their entire lives involved in spiritual union with partners due to the fact that their orientation attracts such partnership. In 61.6, Ra spoke of the balance between Love and Wisdom for our body:

The body complex has natural functions. Many of these have to do with the unmanifested self and are normally not subject to the need for balancing.

There are natural functions which have to do with other-self. Among these are touching, loving, the sexual life, and those times when the company of another is craved to combat the type of loneliness which is the natural function of the body, as opposed to those types of loneliness which are of the mind/emotion complex or of the spirit.

When these natural functions may be observed in the daily life they may be examined in order that the love of self and love of other-self versus the wisdom regarding the use of natural functions may be observed. There are many fantasies and stray thoughts which may be examined in most of your people in this balancing process.

Equally to be balanced is the withdrawal from the need for these natural functions with regard to other-self. On the one hand there is an excess of love. It must be determined whether this is love of self or other-self or both. On the other hand, there is an over-balance towards wisdom.

It is well to know the body complex so that it is an ally, balanced and ready to be clearly used as a tool; for each bodily function may be used in higher and higher, if you will, complexes of energy with other-self.

No matter what the behavior, the important balancing is the understanding of each interaction on this level with other-selves, so that whether the balance may be love/wisdom or wisdom/love, the other-self is seen by the self in a balanced configuration, and the self is, thus, freed for further work.

There is no right or wrong path. There are two poles to the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. One is Love, the other Wisdom. Love is a female vibration, and Wisdom male, if you would use those terms. We feel it will be helpful to you to understand what we are saying for us to use those terms. It is more characteristic of the male energy to be wise, and more characteristic of the female energy to be loving. Neither will be of service in becoming a channel for the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator without some balancing agent of the other. And in order to achieve mastery, the two must come into balance so that each male has the female energy totally balanced within his nature, and the female the male energy totally balanced within her nature.

It is basically, shall we say, nearly impossible to achieve mastery alone. Those who achieve it, for the most part, work with a partner. This is the true basis of spiritual union. This is the true yoga, for the female and the male to work out together the lessons of love and wisdom. For Love without Wisdom is wasted on foolish things. And Wisdom without Love is hollow, and foolish also. Thus, at the end of this illusion, as you begin to achieve a mastery of this illusion, you will undoubtedly have done so through the unions that you have experienced in your lives during this cycle. Therefore, it is of course incorrect to say that there is no such thing as a spiritual union in the new age. Indeed, spiritual union is what the new age is all about. However, there are those individuals who must experience solitude, until they have reached the point at which they are ready to open themselves. Then the opener, that is to say the partner, will appear, and they will be caught up without doubts or prejudice.

Hatonn went on to say there is no right or wrong path, for there are two poles to the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator, and one is Love, the other Wisdom, so Love is a female vibration and Wisdom male, and we feel it will be helpful to you to understand what we are saying as we use those terms, for it is more characteristic of the male energy to be wise, and more characteristic of the female energy to be loving, but neither will be of service in becoming a channel for the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator without some balancing agent of the other, and in order to achieve mastery, the two must come into balance, so that each male has the female energy balanced within his nature, and the female the male energy balanced within her nature. Hatonn continued by saying it is nearly impossible to achieve mastery alone, for those who achieve it, for the most part, work with a partner, and this is the true basis of spiritual union for the female and the male to work out together the lessons of Love and Wisdom, for Love without Wisdom is wasted on foolish things, and Wisdom without Love is foolish also, so at the end of this illusion, as you begin to achieve a mastery of this illusion, you will have done so through the unions that you have experienced in your lives during this cycle, but it is incorrect to say that there is no spiritual union in the New Age because spiritual union is what the New Age is all about, but there are those individuals who must experience solitude until they have reached the point at which they are ready to open themselves, and then the partner will appear, and they will be caught up without doubts or prejudice. On April 9, 1995, Q’uo spoke of the relationship of the male and female energies:

Now, what is it for which the male reaches, beyond, that is, the obvious? What is it that is at the heart, spiritually speaking, of this energy? As always, it is that unity. The prize is great for those who wish to purify and strengthen this energy until it finds balance within the self. Thusly, males have the necessity of dealing with the catalyst of attraction to any attractive and available female. Indeed, that male energy is capable of reaching in fantasy, in thought. There does not even need to be the stimulus of the female which is present. This ensures that the species will survive as long as the planet is viable.

Meanwhile, for the female energy, there is the opposite side of this dynamic: unity, there is, but an articulated unity. Males who have much female energy also find themselves involuntarily drawn into the contractions of one who protects oneself. This energy is so powerful that it—this instrument is having trouble finding a word for what we wish to say—the power of this energy is so great, that there is the necessity for the female or receptive energy to be watchful, cautious, and protective. Not for the female energy the indiscriminate reaching, but rather the careful protection, for the unity that is articulated betwixt male and female is that mystery which is the one great original Thought.

Female energy potentiating male energy equals subconscious energy run through conscious channels. So, each becomes a channel for the one great original Thought which is Love. And in the sexual mating betwixt two who grasp the profundity and centrality of the energies of lovemaking, there is the possibility of touching intelligent energy, and in this fusion, the two truly are one. And from this rise male and female, blessed, balanced, and healed.

For such is true union, that it is impossible to ignore. It is a characteristic of your people, that bitterness, as you were pointing out earlier in your conversation, is a by-product of age. It is unfortunate that some distill this from their experience, for it is not a healthy drink. Far better indeed, to let the bitterness go, and enjoy the beauty of each moment. The entity who has spoken to you is indeed cleansing himself at this very moment, day by day, and will in time not be bitter, for his soul is a sweet one. He is simply discouraged over what he sees as failure on his part. However, when the entity has vibratory difficulties, it is not failure; it is simply the pain of growing. It is sometimes unfortunate that during the growth process, that which could be saved is lost, but almost always, this loss is for the purpose of freeing the individual for a relationship or an understanding that he needs more.

Therefore, what this instrument would call initiation through purification exists for those entities who are ready to work upon themselves. And the currency of this work is most often pain. It is in time balanced by joy. The nature of this illusion is polarity. Thus, your perception that spiritual union with a partner is not obsolete is certainly a proper one. However, this does not indicate that everyone will always have a partner, for there are times when solitude is necessary for growth process. Remember that you are a continuing soul or spirit, and that this particular incarnation, in this particular illusion, in this particular space/time, is merely one small part of the circle of yourself. Thus, it does not always make sense day by day, but you must look at the greater picture and see the greater cycles that you experience knowing that that which you need will come to you and be unmistakable.

Hatonn continued by saying for such is true union that it is impossible to ignore, and it is a characteristic of your people that bitterness is a by-product of age, and it is unfortunate that some distill this from their experience, for it is not a healthy drink because it is better to let the bitterness go and enjoy the beauty of each moment, for the entity who has spoken to you is cleansing himself at this moment and will in time not be bitter, for his soul is a sweet one, so he is discouraged over what he sees as failure on his part, but when an entity has vibratory difficulties it is not failure, for it is the pain of growing, and it is sometimes unfortunate that during the growth process that which could be saved is lost, but this loss is for the purpose of freeing the individual for a relationship or an understanding that he needs more. Now Hatonn said your perception that spiritual union with a partner is not obsolete is a proper one, but this does not indicate that everyone will always have a partner, for there are times when solitude is necessary for the growth process, so remember that you are a continuing soul, and this incarnation, in this illusion is merely one small part of the circle of yourself, for it does not always make sense day by day, but you must look at the greater picture and see the greater cycles that you experience knowing that which you need will come to you and be unmistakable. On November 26, 2022, Q’uo described the value of the greater picture:

When there is catalyst of a distracting nature, whether mental, emotional, or physical, this catalyst may be seen as a means of reminding the spiritual seeker that there is still a distance to be traveled in order to realize the spiritual quality of any catalyst that might occur to one within the third-density illusion. This catalyst is that which has as its purpose a reminder that there is a great deal more to one’s life experience than the experience of the catalyst. One may, as a means of self-discovery, move within the meditative states and see how the catalyst of whatever distortion is manifesting is becoming a potential for a further realization of the spiritual journey.

If you ask in meditation, what is the purpose? What is the solution? What is the fruit of the catalyst? There is the possibility that that still small voice within which is the Creator will respond by giving you the overview, the greater picture that exists within each person’s life, so that you may put into perspective the catalytic effects of whatever distortion you feel in mind, body, or emotions, and find that there is yet, and always will be, the primary spiritual effort to seek and serve the One Creator in all, including within the self, and to go forth in whatever way is indicated most helpful for you by that still small voice within.

Each has this ability to utilize any catalyst of difficulties and distortions that one may experience upon the spiritual path. This is the means by which such may gain understanding and reunification with that spiritual journey that one is on at all times.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: [Inaudible].

We of Hatonn thank you, my brother. We are pleased that you will work with what we have said. It is our greatest blessing to share our humble thoughts with you. Please know always that what we say to you is not infallible, and never trust anything that we say above your own instincts, anymore than you would trust the voicings of the opinions of a brother or a sister, for that is all that we are. We would, before we leave this group, attempt contact with the one known as L, that he may experience our vibrations, not through computer, but directly. Thus, we will close through the one known as L. I am Hatonn.

[Tape ends.]

This morning I went out to the Gazebo in my back yard where I found the hole that is the home of the raccoon that has been eating my goldfish, and I discovered that, after two days, he had come into the Hava-A-Hart trap and had eaten the cat food. But the trap did not snap shut and catch him because the towels that I had put over it to disguise it had kept the trip lever from functioning. So, I put two more cans of cat food on plates and put them back in the trap in hopes that he will come out of his hole to eat them and will be caught in the trap so I can drive him further out into the country to be released, and he will not come back.

This afternoon I went on an errand run with my first stop at The Home Depot to buy two bags of top soil and two bags of Epsom Salt. My next stop was at Feeder’s Supply where I bought some cat food and some bird seed. My third stop was at Kroeger’s where I bought some food for myself. My fourth stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought more food for myself. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I bought some Kleenexes and some Pepsi-Zero.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 19

Become Christ To The World

I am the spirit of the ineffable Love of Jesus the Christ. I greet you in the full consciousness of Love.

When this instrument challenged our presence we, as Spirit, said simply, “We are the Christ.” This instrument was surprised. But the principle of Love is active and powerful, and that which is Christ is wrapped and bound by Love ineffable.

Thus ,he who carries the Spirit of Christ carries Christ, and as we are the very principle of this Love, so are we Christ too. And now we turn to you with a gift of fire, hoping that the bellows of your conscience and faith cause you also to become Christ, to carry the Love of Christ to those whom you meet; to the world that you accept with eyes and ears. May your senses be filled with the full consciousness of Love, that you, in turn, may be Christ to the world.

In limitlessness Love I leave you in peace, now and always.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

2025-10-18

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Latwii channeling today comes from October 26, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. It is a great privilege to be able to share this meditation with you, and we thank you for the opportunity. We see the calm that is growing within your minds as you begin to rest in meditation, as though it were the surface of a quiet pond which had been tossed by storms, and blown by the wind, and now it begins to calm under sunny skies, and to reflect, more accurately, the beauty of the foliage which surrounds the pond. The minds of your people are so often disturbed by the waves and the storms of emotion, emotion which has been developed by the sense of separateness of one being from another. My friends, if we could but give to you the understanding of the one simple concept that underlies all of reality, the waters of your mind would ever be calm, and the springs of your inspiration would flow clear and sweet.

That simple truth is one Thought; it is written in your holy works as one word. That word is Love. In those works, it was written that Love came into the world, this Love which is Light. And the world was full of darkness—which we would call separation—and the darkness did not understand the Light. And so, my friends, it will always be. The complex will never understand the simple. The simple truth, as we know it, is that Love, manifesting itself in your world as Light, is the source of all matter, all consciousness, and all energy. All the beauty that you see is a living embodiment of Love. Would that we could say to all of your peoples who live upon your troubled sphere at this time, “Please, beloved planet whom we serve, can you but calm your minds, and see the beauty of Love.”

Latwii wanted to talk about the nature of our world in relation to its true nature. They began by saying we see the calm that is growing within your minds as you begin to rest in meditation, as though it were the surface of a quiet pond which had been tossed by storms, and now it begins to calm under sunny skies, and to reflect, more accurately, the beauty of the foliage which surrounds the pond, and the minds of your people are disturbed by the storms of emotion which have been developed by the sense of separateness of one being from another, but if we could give you the understanding of the concept that underlies all of reality, the waters of your mind would always be calm, and the springs of your inspiration would flow clear and sweet. Then Latwii said that truth is one Thought that is written in your Bible as one word, and that word is Love, so in the Bible it was written that Love came into the world, this Love which is Light, and the world was full of darkness—which we would call separation—and the darkness did not understand the Light, and so it will always be, for the complex will never understand the simple, and the truth, as we know it, is that Love, manifesting itself in your world as Light, is the source of all matter, all consciousness, and all energy since all the beauty that you see is a living embodiment of Love, and would that we could say to all of your people who live upon your troubled sphere at this time, “Please, beloved people whom we serve, can you but calm your minds, and see the beauty of Love.” On September 18, 2005, Q’uo described the world around us as the living embodiment of Love:

We do not have to paint the stark picture of your environment. For all of the surpassing beauty of the world of nature that makes up the vast majority of this environment, the passion play of humankind has created a drama that unfolds before you in details and patterns of outworking expressions of the distress and confusion of a lost humanity. You did not come to add to the sorrow and the distress of this environment. Rather, you entered incarnation with a firm intention of being a part of the lightening of planet Earth at this time. You came to offer a local habitation to the ineffable and illimitable values of compassion, wisdom and unconditional Love.

It could be said in a way that you came to save the world, and yet you did not in any way say to yourself, “I have to come to save the world.” What you said to yourself, was, “I come to bear witness to the Light and the Love of the One whom I follow, that Logos that is the Creator.”

What is it to bear witness to the Light? What is it to follow the embodiment of Love? It is certainly no tangible thing. It is, however, more real to you than your body and closer to you than your breath.

Energy expenditure is only possible, in terms of your present illusion, when there is a local habitation for that energy. Thusly, have you come into manifestation as a mind, body, and spirit which serves the Creator. To move to the depth of such energy expenditure and to investigate its source, one must apply to the Creator Itself.

People find their minds to be like stone, their opinions and their biases etched in the stony surface with great deliberations and therefore people do not change. Yet in truth, my friends, all living things are in constant state of change, and thus the mind is water, not stone. For water can adapt itself to any circumstance, and in the end is stronger than any rock. For you can see, as you look about you at your rivers and your canyons, that given time, as you call it, water erodes that hard and unforgiving stone, absorbing life-giving minerals, and is flowing, always flowing, giving beauty and life, rain from the sky, waves along the shore. That is the secret of your consciousness, my friends. Your mind is much stronger than you may think. Not because of its firmness, but because of its incredible ability to learn, to change, to adapt, and to transform itself, just as water becomes part of the air and is then reformed as a life-giving substance watering the crops. As you rest, as your mind is clear, rejoice that you are part of a consciousness which is all one consciousness of being, of all living things in all the universe. You can no more be separate from each other than can one drop of water be separate from the ocean. We are all one, my sisters. And in this may we humbly rejoice and give thanks to the One who created us, to share Love and Light.

Latwii went on to say people find their minds to be like stone, their biases etched in the stony surface with deliberations, and people do not change, yet all living things are in a constant state of change, and the mind is water, not stone, for water can adapt itself to any circumstance, and in the end is stronger than any rock, for you can see, as you look about you at your rivers and your canyons, that given time water erodes that hard stone, absorbing life-giving minerals, and is always flowing, giving beauty and life, rain from the sky, waves along the shore, and that is the secret of your consciousness, for your mind is stronger than you think because of its ability to transform itself, just as water becomes part of the air and is then reformed as a life-giving substance watering the crops, so as your mind is clear, rejoice that you are part of a consciousness which is all one consciousness of being, of all living things in all the universe, for you can no more be separate from each other than can one drop of water be separate from the ocean, so we are all one, and in this may we rejoice and give thanks to the One who created us to share Love and Light. On April 20, 2019, Q’uo spoke of how we all may share Love and Light with each other:

It is oftentimes the case that such subgroups then can aid the larger group to move forward as each entity upon this planet may do for all other entities by engaging in those activities which share Love and Light with those about it, and thereby enhance the overall experience and opportunity for the sharing of Love and Light by all entities upon the Earth, for are we not all One?

I would pause at this time, in order that the one known as Laitos may work with each of you at this time. I am Latwii.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. I am Latwii, and again I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. Our brothers and sisters of Hatonn send you their greetings, and we come to the part of the meditation which is reserved for any questions you might have. We are grateful to you for allowing us to share our thoughts with you. We have become better at keeping our minds upon communication with you. For when we began speaking to your group, it was our first interaction with the consciousness of the people of your planet, and we found ourselves constantly drawn away by what we found to be the humor of the situation, as each of you has a vibration which dances and shimmers, and looks to us in a certain way, and we would become involved in watching those vibrations, and we would become distracted and end up making jokes which we found did not precisely add to the inspirational tone of our message.

We are grateful for the chance to work with this group and develop an ability to give to you some of the philosophical basis of our understanding, which in all seriousness we do wish to share with you. It is simply that, for those of us who deal almost completely in telepathy and do not speak, it is very difficult to work through language without finding that process somewhat hilarious. We wanted to especially thank you for being patient with us.

Now, we would be very happy if we could answer any questions you might have at this time. Is there a question?

Questioner: Could you tell me if the dizziness that I’ve felt since the beginning of the meditation—is it physical, a physical problem, or is it something more on a psychic level?

I am Latwii. We are with the instrument. We have been scanning your physical vehicle, and we find that you do not have a basic physical problem at this time which would account for dizziness. However, this room is quite charged with the vibration of a sincere desire for understanding, and the contact which you have experienced has perhaps been a bit strong, since several of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator have been with us this evening without announcing their presence. The dizziness seems to be associated with the vibration of the one whom you know as Nona, who has been with you during this meditation, for she wishes to send you strength and healing at this time.

We will at this time allow this vibration to modify, so that you will not experience discomfort. We will pause at this time for that purpose.

[Pause]

We are adjusting the vibration at this time, my sister. Are you feeling better at this time?

Questioner: Yes, I am.

Latwii: We are very pleased. We will use more caution, for we realize that you desire and need healing of a [inaudible]. And that is what you are here for. However, we do not wish to cause you [inaudible] while we are attempting to help you.

Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

Very well then, my sisters. If there are no more questions, I will leave you with a simple thought that I hope will help you in the days to come.

Say, my sisters, that your neighbor had a very, very large garden, and yours was very, very small. But in your garden, you planted with balance, and an understanding of the position of sun and [inaudible] each other, and colors, and beauty, and the needs of your [inaudible]. And your garden was planted, weeded, and fed, and harvested in [inaudible] and flowers grew about its edges. And your neighbor’s garden, large as it may be, was planted without regard to the needs of plants, was allowed to grow wildly, weeds growing along with the food. Your neighbors planted no flowers, and had no eye for beauty. Which garden, my sisters, would be the beautiful garden? Indeed, it would be the small one.

It is not how great the deeds are that we do, in our day-by-day existence, it is the grace and the understanding with which we do them. Keep your heart full of love, and your mind acquainted with beauty. And no matter how great, how intellectual, how ambitious are the people with whom you deal, the quality will be judged only by the grace with which each of you meets the small requirements of the day, the tiny moments when you can be graceful, and kind, and appreciative. Never, ever lose confidence in the beauty and the grace and, if we may use this word, the importance of yourself. For you are the Creator. You have all that anyone has, within you. Perhaps your lot in life, this particular time, is not dramatic. But if you are graceful in the smallest thing, you are a better channel for love than the greatest individual who does not look to love for their actions.

Latwii ended this session with some thoughts about how we can live a life of grace and appreciation no matter what the outer world looks like. Latwii began by saying say that your neighbor had a large garden, and yours was small, but in your garden you planted with balance, and an understanding of the position of sun and [inaudible] each other, and colors, and beauty, and the needs of your garden, and your garden was planted, weeded, and fed, and harvested in [inaudible], and flowers grew about its edges, so your neighbor’s garden was planted without regard to the needs of plants, was allowed to grow wildly, weeds growing along with the food, and your neighbor planted no flowers, and had no eye for beauty, so which garden would be the beautiful garden? So Latwii said it would be the small one. Latwii concluded by saying it is not how great the deeds are that we do, but it is the grace and the understanding with which we do them, so keep your heart full of love, and your mind acquainted with beauty, and no matter how great are the people with whom you deal, the quality will be judged by the grace with which each of you meets the tiny moments when you can be graceful, and kind, so never lose confidence in the beauty, and the grace, and the value of yourself, for you are the Creator, and you have all that anyone has within you, so your lot in life is not dramatic, but if you are graceful in the smallest thing, you are a better channel for Love than the greatest individual who does not look to Love for their actions. On November 5, 1981, Laitos said that we all are the Creator:

Remind yourself daily, even moment-by-moment, my sister, that you are the Creator. That when you seek for healing, for wisdom, for Love, that each of these attributes and energies may be found within your own being. To remind yourself that you are the Creator is to develop the respect for your own being that will allow each of your vehicles to be attended to by your own efforts.

We leave you in remembrance and constant acquaintance with that Love, and with the Light of the infinite Creator. I am known to you as Latwii. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

[Tape ends.]

This morning I went outside and took all of the netting off of the Hosta Garden in the back yard. Then I weeded it and raked up the weeds and tree leaves, and put them in a garbage can. Then I put new netting over the Hostas.

This afternoon I went outside and used my trimmer to trim the weeds and dead Peonies around the fishpond, and then I put them into two garbage cans. Then I reworked a small area of the stone wall on the west side of the fishpond by using some of the stones from Little Locust Creek to replace the stones in the small wall so that the wall now has less stones that are better placed than the old configuration of the wall.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 18

Claim Your Birthright

Greetings in the Love of Christ. I am of the principle of that consciousness which is Christhood, in the vibration which comforts this instrument.

Although it is well that you gaze searchingly on each face of Christ which you meet in your daily round of activities and experience, it is better for you to be inspired by these exaggerated delineations of the characteristics of Love, turning from them to a truer expression of that Love in Christ.

For to call your experiences by their true name is to bless them and own them, claiming them as part of your birthright. For you and they and all that is are not only created by God, but are of God, and to behold your likeness is far more blessed than all the careful judgments you may make, wise though those judgments may be.

The consciousness of Christ is the consciousness of Love, that Love which creates, Christ being the truest expression of that potent quality in your waking consciousness. Turn you, then, to that source of Light and let Love illumine all the facets of your life.

Peace be with you, now and always.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

2025-10-17

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Laitos channeling comes from October 16, 1980:

(Unknown channeling)

I am Laitos, and I greet you in the Love and Light of our infinite Creator. It is a privilege to be with this group this afternoon, and we thank the one known as Jim for joining us and the one known as L for making use of our contact. This afternoon we would like to work in two ways. We would like to work with the new instrument, using the one known as Jim, in order that he may gain experience in the type of work which may be done with the newer instrument in order to familiarize him with our contact. The one known as L has already made some very impressive progress, for a newer instrument, and we are very pleased to work with each of you. At this time, we would like to transfer to the one known as Jim. I am Laitos.

(Jim channeling)

I am Laitos, and am with this instrument and greet you once again in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. We are pleased to have made this contact for this instrument has been experiencing some difficulty of late in receiving our vibrations, and it is most pleasing to see that this difficulty has been dissolved. We would say to those who wish to experience our contact for the first time or on a new basis, so to speak, that our vibration is somewhat less intense, so to speak, than is the vibration of Latwii, and we work always with those who request conditioning in meditation, for it is our purpose to serve as intermediaries, so to speak, between the newer instruments and the Confederation.

We are able to make our vibration known to any who requests it because we have what might be termed a more simple wavelength that is easily perceived by those who are able to quiet their minds for a few moments and who wish to receive this type of contact. We are most pleased in every instance to be asked to join in each person’s meditation and are always honored to be asked to join in meditation such as this.

We would at this time make our vibration known to the one known as L, if he would relax and refrain from analysis and simply speak the thoughts that appear in his mind. We will now transfer this contact to the one known as L. I am Laitos.

(L channeling)

I am Laitos, and I greet you in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. [Inaudible].

(Jim channeling)

I am Laitos, and I am once again with this instrument. We are most pleased to have been able to make this excellent contact with the one known as L, and we encourage him in his endeavor to become an instrument that will be of service to his fellow creatures upon this planet. We are always overjoyed to be able to speak our words through yet another instrument, for, as you all well know, the people of your planet are in great need of words of Love and of Light, and we are especially honored to be able to provide even our limited understanding of the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. Therefore, we are always overjoyed at the prospect of being able to utilize one more instrument in this service to the people of your planet.

We would, at this time, transfer our contact to the one known as Carla. I am Laitos.

(Carla channeling)

I am again with this instrument. We had to bring this instrument back from a trance too deep for our use. We please ask pardon for the delay. As you know, it is especially important that we establish good contacts at this particular time and not only that, but in those who are grounded in themselves as seekers, who cannot be moved. There will come times in which your faith will be shaken, and it will seem that you have too great a task to accomplish, too many unanswerable questions to deal with. However, that which is needed will be provided. That which is to be, will be. Although there will be miracles, we shall not safeguard the physical lives and the artificial values of each of those who seek our information. Our concern is for the things of the spirit, and that is why we urge you who seek to be the shepherds, to know that it is only important to have a state of mind in which the Creator is remembered as the center, as the giver, as the source, and as the identity of the self. You must have covering for your feet, and protection against the cold, and food to fill your bellies while you are in the physical body. We ask you not to be overly concerned but simply to work upon yourselves, your desire, and your sense of will.

It is not understood in your culture that a person can be born with a mission. It is taken, indeed, as a sign of mental aberration that such a belief could be held, yet your higher self planned certain things for you to accomplish, to seek them, to know the Creator, the channel through which your higher self speaks to you, that you may know in each day the service, and the action, and the manifestation of that day and in each experience the lesson and the import of that experience. If you cannot be shaken from the faith in things unseen, those things which you can see will never shake you.

Laitos wanted to speak to the group about the concept of those times when the seeker’s faith is shaken. They began by saying there will come times in which your faith will be shaken, and it will seem that you have too many unanswerable questions to deal with, but that which is needed will be provided, and that which is to be, will be, so there will be miracles, but we shall not safeguard the physical lives and the artificial values of each of those who seek our information because our concern is for the things of the spirit, and that is why we urge you who seek to be the shepherds, to know that it is only important to have a state of mind in which the Creator is remembered as the center and the source of the identity of the self, and you must have covering for your feet, protection against the cold, and food to fill your bellies while you are in the physical body, so we ask you not to be overly concerned but to work upon yourselves and your sense of will. Laitos continued by saying it is not understood in your culture that a person can be born with a mission, and it is taken as a sign of mental illness that such a belief could be held, yet your higher self planned certain things for you to accomplish to know the Creator, which is the channel through which your higher self speaks to you, that you may know each day the service and the manifestation of that day, and in each experience learn its lesson, so if you cannot be shaken from the faith in things unseen, those things which you can see will never shake you. On March 19, 1989, Hatonn spoke of the way that we can come to know the Creator:

As there is a limit, shall we say, to the dimensions or densities within one octave of being, there is a definite opportunity provided to each entity or portion of the one Creator to know the self, the creation, and the Creator. This progression of opportunities to know the Creator, at a certain point within the process many, many, as you would call them, millions of years in what you would call your future, moves to a point at which the unification of the small self with the great self with the higher self and with the Creator becomes so perfected, that, indeed, the self becomes the Creator and returns in a fashion that might be likened unto the workers bringing the harvest home, in order that the Creator, then, at this point might be able to utilize those fruits of the harvest, those experiences and lessons and services gathered as the seeds for a further octave of beingness that will begin as this one began, with the most basic elements of being: the earth, the wind, the fire, and the water blowing and burning incandescently in what would be seen as a chaotic fashion until again there is the beginning of the organization of consciousness and the moving forth into a new octave of experience that will allow further explorations for the Creator within the new creation, this process being infinite in nature, as far as we are aware.

We thank each of you for your dedication and we join you with our whole hearts in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. Before we leave, we would simply make sure that we cannot be of further service by answering any questions that you may have.

Is there a question at this time?

[Pause]

Very well, then. We are aware of several questions that are beneath the surface and are content to await their maturity, for, after all, the answers are within you; this instrument is only part of yourself. We leave you in oneness, my brothers. I am known to you as Laitos. We leave you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends. Adonai.

[Tape ends.]

This morning I went outside and used my trimmer to weed the Spirea Bushes beside the fishpond, and the weeds in Little Locust Creek.

This afternoon I went back outside and used my trimmer to weed the Ruins Mound, the Striped Liriope Garden, the Cross area, and all of the brick walkways in the back yard.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 17

Signposts Of Joy

I am the Spirit of that consciousness which is the Christ held sacred by you. We greet you in the Love of Christ.

It is not only in good circumstances that the Comforter is available to those who seek inspiration but in those perceived as difficult as well. It is well to turn to the inspiration of Godly things, eschewing attachment to the transient joys of the day in exchange for fuller and deeper understanding of the greater good and the spiritual essence of mundane happiness.

For happiness as well as sorrow is a state of mind peculiar to an illusion in which your consciousness is impinged upon by all of those distractions of the senses which please and cloy.

View pleasure, then, with the same eye with which you view pain, not disowning your senses but rather appreciating them as signposts of a deeper, spiritual joy.

May the peace of the consciousness of Love be with you now and always.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

2025-10-16

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Monka channeling comes from October 15, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am with this instrument. I am new to this group. I am a member of the Confederation of Planets of Service to the Infinite Creator. We have been having difficulty giving our name to this instrument. She is aware of this name and does not believe it. However, I am Monka. We are aware that this instrument feels that previous communications which she has heard from our source were unsatisfactorily legitimate. However, this was due to the editing of your people of a real transmission. We are what you might call sociologists, but we would not call it that. We share with you now what we would call it, insofar as words can be messengers of concepts, too deep for the bearing of words. We share with you a looking into the mirror. Yes, my friends, you cannot look away from the mirror. Look away from your mirror and up to the stars. The stars are a mirror. Look away from the stars and in the face of the person you like the least. Aha! A mirror. Look into the eyes of those you consider robots and thieves. Look into the mechanisms of your government. Behold the mirror.

How little you know of yourself, my friends, if you do not know that all things are you. When you study, what do you study? Whatever it is, you are studying yourself. Stare deeply into yourself. Leap at that mirror. What do you feel? What do you deny? You are looking in a mirror. You are looking at your shadow. Drink it. We know that each of you is concerned for this planet. And we have great concerns for your people also. We have attempted through other instruments to give you an idea of proper society, proper economics, the proper raising of children, the proper structures of a society based on the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We do not say that we have failed, for we are looking in the mirror, also. And we know that our image is infinite, and failure is far too finite of a concept to consider. Unfortunately, at this time, so is success.

Monka was a new contact for this group, and they were sociologists who wanted to share the concept of looking into the mirror of all things around us and see ourselves mirrored back to us, and they said we have been having difficulty giving our name to Carla, and she is aware of this name and does not believe it, but I am Monka, and we are aware that Carla feels that previous communications which she has heard from our source were unsatisfactorily legitimate, but this was due to the editing of your people of a real transmission, so we are sociologists, but we would not call it that, for we share with you a looking into the mirror, and you cannot look away from the mirror, so look away from your mirror and up to the stars, and the stars are a mirror, and look away from the stars and in the face of the person you like the least, and you see a mirror, and if you look into the eyes of those you consider robots and thieves, and look into the mechanisms of your government, and then behold the mirror. Then Monka said how little you know of yourself if you do not know that all things are you, so when you study you are looking at your shadow, and we know that each of you is concerned for this planet, and we have concerns for your people, so we have attempted through other instruments to give you an idea of the proper structures of a society based on the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator, but we do not say that we have failed, for we are looking in the mirror, and we know that our image is infinite, and failure is far too finite of a concept to consider, and so is success. On August 7, 2007, Q’uo described the way that we can deal with our shadow self.

Those things which irritate or upset you or cause you to have a bad chemical reaction to another are those things which characterize a part of your shadow self. As always, the work that you truly do is upon yourself. When you are aggravated or have this bad chemistry, when you have the time, whether close to the event or later in remembrance, sit with that feeling and ask it for the wisdom that lies in its folds.

You may need to be very patient, for the forces of darkness do not like the seeker who is patient with his pain and confusion, for they know that it is to those who are prepared to bide with themselves through thick and thin, believing in themselves and yet asking, “How can I learn? How can I be more when faced with daunting feelings?” that the light shall dawn ever quicker. And meanwhile your faith has made a flame that the darkness cannot put out.

I am Monka. I introduce myself to you and offer what little I have to say. I am as wordless as a fly upon the wall. But I can only urge you to continue to be both merciless and idealistic, both fierce and tender, for those who love mankind must indeed use the sword and the embrace. Look always straight and without sympathy at yourself wherever you may find that manifestation in the mirror of your existence. We have probed both of the other instruments and find that perhaps it would be better if we worked a bit more before we attempted contact. Therefore, we will pause for a brief moment and reestablish contact with another instrument if he will accept our somewhat different form of vibration. We pause in Love. I am Monka.

I am again with this instrument. I am Monka. We will return to this group if it is desired by those of you who are here. We do not feel that we can come to all of those in your group, however, this group has the proper tuning. Would you desire for us to return at another time?

Several: Yes.

Monka” We are gratified to find our poor presence requested again, and therefore will indeed again come to you. It is our honor to leave you with all of our Love and Light, as messengers of the one infinite Creator of the universe of one Being. I am Monka. Peace to you and Love.

I am with this instrument. I am Latwii, and greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We have been attempting to speak through the one known as Jim, however, we find that his attention is somewhat divided at this time. And we feel that perhaps we could be of some service to him, by offering ourselves to him in case he would like to ask any questions at this time.

Jim: I am having some difficulty in picking up your vibration. Last night I had some difficulty with E and B. I am wondering if there is something I could concentrate on or if there is any special interference on my part that is occurring. Could you shed some light on that, perhaps?

Latwii: My brother, that is our business, and indeed our very nature. However, we will also attempt to make some sense as well as shed light. The difficulty you are having is transient and has to do with the feelings involved in departing and beginning a new phase of existence. Perhaps this has already occurred to you on the conscious level, however, it may not have been clear to you at this time what is occurring to you at this time on the unconscious level in your character. You are setting the stage for your own act to come with some precision and a realization that the curtain rings down on the previous act. In one’s life this is a momentous time, and you are in the fortunate happenstance of being aware of it and even enjoying it.

You may have noticed that those about you who are not as consciously developed on some of the finer realms as you in disciplines of the personality have been quite upset. This will occur when you consciously make changes in your existence. Those who understand will simply flow with your experiences. You are fortunate in having fellow pilgrims. It is possible that this difficulty may occur again, and we would forewarn you that you not be upset. If it occurs in the future, you must not doubt your contact but must instead be aware that there will be those to whom you may speak who seem very interested but who do not wish to know that which is not already known to them.

Jim asked: “I am having some difficulty in picking up your vibration. Last night I had some difficulty with E and B. I am wondering if there is something I could concentrate on or if there is any special interference on my part that is occurring. Could you shed some light on that, perhaps?” Latwii began by saying that is our business, and we will attempt to make some sense, for the difficulty you are having is transient and has to do with the feelings involved in departing and beginning a new phase of existence, so perhaps this has occurred to you on the conscious level, but it may not have been clear to you what is occurring to you at this time on the unconscious level in your character because you are setting the stage for your act to come with a realization that the curtain rings down on the previous act, and in one’s life this is a momentous time, and you are in the fortunate situation of being aware of it and even enjoying it. Latwii continued by saying you may have noticed that those about you who are not as consciously developed on some of the finer realms as you in disciplines of the personality have been quite upset, for this will occur when you consciously make changes in your existence, so those who understand will flow with your experiences, and you are fortunate in having fellow pilgrims, for it is possible that this difficulty may occur again, and we would warn you not be upset, so if it occurs in the future, you must not doubt your contact but must be aware that there will be those to whom you may speak who seem very interested but who do not wish to know that which is not already known to them. On November 17, 2018, Q’uo described how we can use the disciplines of the personality:

The disciplines of the personality are those practices which the seeker of truth engages within and upon by utilizing the catalyst of the daily round of activities. These disciplines involve being able to utilize each unknown area of experience in a manner which illuminates one energy center after another, in an ascending fashion, so that what you would call the rising of the kundalini is experienced by the seeker of truth. This rising of the kundalini requires, then, that each ascending energy center be worked with throughout the incarnational pattern of experience in a manner which allows the pre-incarnative choices to be realized in the catalyst of the daily round of activities.

This experience of utilizing such catalyst in an ascending fashion is that which requires that the meditative state be utilized in order to examine the catalyst of the day; and each catalyst of the day which has moved the entity away from its center of Love and balance as a response to all catalyst, then, is in its turn, balanced, so that it further allows the movement of the intelligent energy further up or along the energy centers. This meditative state is also enhanced, preliminary, shall we say, by the analysis of the mind to begin to achieve a basic understanding, if we may misuse this term, of the catalyst which is being experienced and processed by the entity in the meditative state.

We cannot speak where there is resistance, whether it is conscious or unconscious. We are, however, always with you and if you cannot receive us verbally you can always feel our Love and our Light, as you feel it at this moment, my brother. We are aware you are having difficulty receiving these words. But can you indeed feel the power of the Creator’s Love at this moment? We ask you then to remember and trust our contact. And know that the difficulty you are having at this moment will pass quickly. The difficulties you will have in the future are the difficulties shared by any instrument. That is our absolute desire, never to infringe upon the free will of any individual.

Now Latwii said we cannot speak where there is resistance, whether it is conscious or unconscious, but we are always with you, and if you cannot receive us verbally you can always feel our Love and Light, as you feel it at this moment, and we are aware you are having difficulty receiving these words, but can you feel the power of the Creator’s Love at this moment? Then Latwii said we ask you to remember and trust our contact, and know that the difficulty you are having will pass quickly, so the difficulties you will have in the future are the difficulties shared by any instrument, and it is our desire never to infringe upon the free will of any individual. On November 13, 2010, Q’uo described the nature of the Creator’s Love as it flows through us:

We would suggest to you that the very first job of all of you, because you are human, because you are part of third-density Earth, is to hold the frequency of Love and allow a space for it to flow through you. My friends, do not attempt to love from your yellow-ray energy center. Do not use your will to bring forth your human love. Use that precious commodity of will and desire to allow the Creator’s Love to flow through you.

Unlike your surface emotions, the Creator’s Love is not limited. It is infinite, and it is already flowing through you. Consequently, you have only to hold the frequency of Love. Hold your heart open, let your mind and your emotions be at peace, and feel the Love flow through you and out into the world. As you feel the Love flowing through you, bless it. Set your intention to serve, and you shall serve beyond your wildest dreams.

May we answer any other questions you may have?

Jim: I have a question concerning the message we just received from the contact Monka. It was a very interesting message, and one statement was made that we should look into the mirror without sympathy for the reflection of ourselves that we see. I was wondering if it was possible for you to explain that or shed a little more light on that? I’m thinking in the realm of having affection for ourselves and accepting ourselves also as we look into the mirror. I’m having some difficulty balancing looking into the mirror without sympathy but also looking with affection.

I am Latwii. We are glad you speak of balance. The one known to you as Monka was attempting in the way of your world to give you some idea of the eye of the Creator as it is filtered through the tree of life, which is the tree of duality. When there abounds too much sympathy, when sympathy becomes too sentimental, when sympathy becomes self-pity, when sympathy becomes denial of a part of oneself, it is then that the surgeon’s knife must come out. You must cut away that part of yourself that cannot be merciless in accepting all that there is in yourself. When you deal with that which has no sympathy, with that which is indeed merciless, with the murderer, with the rapist, with the terrorizer, then, my brother, balance with sympathy.

The one known as Monka spoke of a cosmic mirror and the eye as the symbol of all that there is. If you look into the mirror, you see yourself as you really are. But most cannot look into that mirror, even into their own eyes, for they become quite frightened. Therefore, it is a very strong allegory for the great oneness of mankind. To love oneself fully is to know without mercy the folly of the depths of one’s heart. It is to know and accept without mercy the deepest and most degrading parts of one’s being. For they are not fantasies, my brother. They are all being acted out against the stage of this experience on your sphere of existence at this time.

Jim asked: “I have a question concerning the message we just received from the contact Monka. It was a very interesting message, and one statement was made that we should look into the mirror without sympathy for the reflection of ourselves that we see. I was wondering if it was possible for you to explain that or shed a little more light on that? I’m thinking in the realm of having affection for ourselves and accepting ourselves also as we look into the mirror. I’m having some difficulty balancing looking into the mirror without sympathy but also looking with affection.” Latwii began by saying Monka was attempting in the way of your world to give you some idea of the eye of the Creator as it is filtered through the tree of life, which is the tree of duality, so when too much sympathy becomes self-pity, and it becomes denial of a part of oneself, it is then that the surgeon’s knife must come out, and you must cut away that part of yourself that cannot be merciless in accepting all that there is in yourself, for when you deal with that which has no sympathy, with the murderer, the rapist, and the terrorizer, then balance with sympathy. Latwii went on to say Monka spoke of a cosmic mirror and the eye as the symbol of all that there is, and if you look into the mirror, you see yourself as you really are, but most cannot look into that mirror, even into their own eyes, for they become quite frightened, so it is a strong allegory for the oneness of humankind, for to love oneself fully is to know without mercy the folly of the depths of one’s heart, and it is to know and accept without mercy the deepest and most degrading parts of one’s being, for they are not fantasies, but they are all being acted out against the stage of this experience on your sphere of existence at this time. On August 27, 2004, Q’uo spoke of the nature of the eye of the Creator:

All things are one and you are not only a personality shell, a being of a certain identified kind, living a certain kind of life. You are “a spark of the divine,” a sparkle in the eye of the Creator. And you have come at no small inconvenience to yourself into what seems to be a fairly darkened atmosphere. Do not be fooled. Do not be dismayed. The “ascension” of which many have spoken is not coming. It is here. The energy of fourth density lives, as it can, in the corners, cracks, and crevices of third-density Earth. It is an overpowering energy, and it is moving far more energetically now than a year ago. Indeed, we may say that it is your choice as to which density in which you choose to live.

As we speak to you in cosmic gentleness, many terrible things occur. At this very moment, can you cry mercy? No, my brother. You must stand without sympathy and accept the totality of your being, and then pour Love from the Creator into that world, into that merciless darkness, with every iota of your being. For only when you know total mercilessness, in your estimation of the situation of your being, can you be truly a channel for Love. Spirits are lovely but the sturdy who stand astride the world of illusion, of pain, of limitations of all kinds, and against that illusion take up the sword of Love. Ah, my brother, there is the soldier that shall conquer in the name of Love. We hope that this elucidates the theme of Monka.

Latwii continued by saying as we speak to you in cosmic gentleness, many terrible things occur, so at this moment can you cry mercy? Latwii said no, for you must stand without sympathy and accept the totality of your being, and then pour Love from the Creator into that world, into that merciless darkness, with every iota of your being, for only when you know total mercilessness can you be a channel for Love, so spirits are lovely, but the sturdy who stand within the world of illusion and limitations of all kinds, and against that illusion take up the sword of Love, then there is the soldier that shall conquer in the name of Love. On May 20, 1979, Hatonn described how we may become a channel for Love:

You can allow yourself to be a channel for Love, whatever your circumstance. Sometimes the circumstances you face are so difficult that you may wonder if there is such a thing as Love. And if there is Love, is it given equally to all? If it has a plan, is it, shall we say, just?

But we say to you that, as far as we know, the Creator has a plan that has been worked out between Love itself and that higher part of yourself which you call your spirit. In meditation you become able to communicate intuitively with that part of the creation that is a combination of the finite and the infinite; in this junction lies the plan. Whatever difficulties you may be having, they can be met with Love; and the more deeply committed that you are to finding, feeling and freely giving to others the Love that is in every situation, the more quickly you will become what you might call a conscious being, controlling your destiny, improving the harmony, aiding the vibration of your life.

May we answer you further?

Jim: No, Latwii, that was very beautiful. Thank you very much.

[A dog is howling outside.]

Latwii: We thank you, and the dog thanks you. Is there another question at this time?

Jim: Not at this time. You have answered my questions very thoroughly.

Latwii: We are glad, my brother. We will at this time surround you in our vibration that you may carry a charge with you and fear no more that you could ever lose our contact. I will leave this instrument at this time. I leave you in Love and Light. I am a fool called Latwii, poor messenger of the infinite Creator. Adonai vasu.

[Tape ends.]

This morning I drove over to the office of my new Primary Care Physician and had fasting labs taken. Then I stopped by Paul’s Fruit Market and bought some food for myself.

This afternoon I used my trimmer to trim the Astilbe Garden and two small Hosta Gardens in the back yard. Then I set up the Hava-Hart trap in front of the entrance of the raccoon that has eaten fish twice this week in my fishpond.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 16

The Gates Of Your Heart

Greetings in the Love of Christ. I am the Spirit of the consciousness of Love in the vibration which comforts this child.

You who understand so many things about your daily life and make so many connections between events so as to bring them into order, would find comfort in turning for a deeper understanding of events to the contemplation of that Thought which created you.

For even as you appreciate the gift of father and mother in offering the possibility of breathing and living incarnation, so even more may you appreciate the ultimate Creator of you and of all things.

Nor is it possible to contemplate the infinite order of the creation without assuming, finally, that unacceptable and difficult circumstances are, nevertheless, intentionally organized for your benefit.

Look, then, at the same situation which you have analyzed so well within your mind and open the gates of your heart, letting confidence and peace in the rightness of all that you see wash over you. And in that atmosphere the birth of the deeper understanding will aid the child of God in making the deeper sense of any circumstance.

My peace be with you, now and forever.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.