The Camelot Journal

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling is from August 27, 1980:

(Unknown channeling)

I am Hatonn. I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. It is a very great privilege to be with you this evening. It is a very great privilege to be with you at all times, for you see, my friends, we are inseparable, for we are one. Yes, we are one, just as you are one with all. Everything, as we have said many times, is but one thing: the Creation, or the Creator. Either is correct, for one is the other. This concept is the concept which the people of your planet must understand if they are to progress. It is unfortunate that this concept has not been communicated, in general, to most of the peoples of your planet. It is the lack of this concept that creates what they see as their present problems. A full understanding and application of this concept immediately eradicates all problems. This probably seems much too simple, but in truth, this is all that is necessary to be known. If you can greet each entity with whom you come in contact as you would greet yourself, if you could greet yourself, and love that person as you should love yourself, then, my friends, all of what you call your problems would be nonexistent.

We of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of our Infinite Creator have said this many times, through channels such as this one, and through other mechanisms. It has been put in writing many, many ways, and been communicated in many forms, through classifications of philosophy that you term “religion.” Unfortunately, but few of the population of your planet have been able to understand this simple teaching. Some have understood it intellectually, and yet, they have not understood, for they have been unable to apply this simple concept.

The reason for the lack of ability to apply this simple concept, my friends, is primarily due to a lack of meditation. We have also, many, many times talked to you of the necessity for meditation. To sum it up, my friends, the concept of unity brought to your total awareness through the process of meditation is all that is necessary for the growth of the peoples of your planet at this time. If you find yourself straying from this awareness, remind yourself to relax and seek the truth that we bring you through the process of meditation. Reestablish, shall we say, your point of view, and then look at your environment and your fellow beings in a different light—in the true light. The light that simply states that everything that exists is one thing. Understand that that which is annoying or foreign to you is caused only by a lack of understanding of this simple, simple truth.

Many of your people will not be able to make the transition which is so close upon them that, as it has been said, they could reach out and touch it. They will require a longer period of learning. This is unfortunate, and yet, it is not as unfortunate as you might think, for it is their choice to experience the set of conditions that they will experience. My friends, you have a terrific opportunity. If you are able at this time to fully understand and then apply this simple truth of unity, if you are in every action, every word, every deed, able to reflect this understanding, then, my friends, you will have achieved what you set out to achieve. Consider this point well, my friends, for all that you experience in the physical will fade away and no longer be with you. All that you will transport through time and space to eternity is your thinking. Develop that, my friends, for that is the only thing you have of any value at all.

It has been a very great privilege to speak to you through this instrument. I will leave this instrument at this time and contact another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Unknown channeling)

I am Hatonn. We will speak briefly through this instrument and greet you again, in Love and Light. This instrument was rejecting our contact because she was analyzing. Within yourselves, my friends, you have a simple understanding that all of the parts of your body make one entity. Without each member, the body would be maimed. It is in this fashion that you may grasp the concept of unity with your brothers and sisters of all dimensions and all densities, especially those who share your physical illusion at this time. You cannot be comfortable about choosing whom to accept as a brother or sister, for all beings are part of an organic whole. You cannot turn your back upon a member of an organic whole without pathetically reducing the efficiency of the whole.

Then, if you meet those situations and circumstances in which you find yourself in any judgment or incapacity to feel unity, we ask that you harken back to our words, for if you can vibrate upon the original Thought with your friends, that is a good thing. If you can send the same vibration to those with whom you are disaffected, you will have done a far harder thing and a thing which you will receive back a thousandfold. For many times, those beings who are inharmonious are just so because they expect the reception which they receive and so, become even more offensive in defense. Look upon those people, my friends, as one being, and you stop a great wheel that is grinding down an entity whose soul is in pain. You stop a wheel and free a soul to be a perfect part of a perfect creation that, in truth, all of you are.

At this time, I would transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

(Unknown channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am with this instrument. And we greet you again, in the Love and Light of our infinite Creator. We have been talking this evening, my friends, about the realization that each of your people must make if they are to make the transition into the New Age that is to come. We have been speaking about the necessity for each person to turn inward and seek for the Creator, to seek for Love within, my friends. So many of your people seek, in the world around them, for meaning. They look to friends; they look to their everyday jobs. They look to what your society offers as models of excellence. They look to the material world that surrounds them in such seeming abundance of wealth, and they look inside, in materials that they surround themselves with, and seek for answers to fill up their whole being with meaning.

Long have we watched this process of running to and fro, like worried ants, hoping to find a morsel of meaning dropped somewhere on the ground, so that they might quench their thirst and hunger for one more meal, then to be hungry, again. It grieves us to see such futility. We have hoped through many means to be able to be of service to your people and to help your people awaken that spark of the Creator that resides within. We send our Love to each of your people, hoping that when a person feels the vibration of Love within, that this feeling would be a clue as to the direction of their search. We have attempted through instruments such as are here this evening, at meditations such as this one, to share our philosophy of Love with as many of your people as would listen.

We always hope that meditations such as this will become a common occurrence upon your planet in the days that lie ahead for your people. But the time is short, my friends. It is necessary for us to ask those of your people who have heard our message to rekindle their efforts to awaken their fellow beings to the truth of the unity of all creation. We can only do so much, and then must pass the effort and the flame of truth on to others such as yourselves, and hope that you will pass it still further, that the spark of the divine Creator within each of your people might be rekindled. We ask each of you to consider these words and to consider your response as you go your way, each in your own way, and meet your fellow creatures in your everyday life. Remember, my friends, that when you meet another, you meet yourself; that when you meet another, you meet the Creator. Be in awe of this truth. For then, you shall be open to further discovery of the truth of the oneness of all creation. We have said this many times through instruments such as this, to many people. We hope that our words have made an impression upon your being, for we seek to serve and to awaken within each of your people the truth of Love.

We would now leave this instrument, and transfer our contact to the one known as Carla. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn. If you will be patient, I am deepening this instrument’s contact. Ommmmmmmmm. I am Hatonn. I will turn to this instrument to inquire if we may answer any questions at this time.

We are aware that there is a question that is unspoken, that this instrument is not fond of dealing with the answers to unspoken questions. We, therefore, would have a difficult time speaking through this instrument. May we say that we did work with this instrument in order to speak on an unanswered question, and if she will open herself to us, we will say a few words. We give to this instrument a concept of a very deep and very vast sky. It is not the sky that is seen from the surface of the planet, it is that which is seen from deep space, in those magic spaces between the galaxies where the dimensions merge. We wish the asker of the question to place himself in that area, and to feel the ecstasy of touching the infinity of dimensions and creations that spread out like a rainbow from that point.

The Creator’s universe is a beautiful thing. In your microcosmic, planetary world, you see a tiny part of it, and much of what you see has been mishandled by your people. This does not mean, my friends, that the Creator has in some way become tarnished. There are those things which endure, and it is those things in which you may rest as a bird floating upon the wind, or a sea creature resting at the ocean’s bottom, touching an infinity of beauty that is all one tapestry of Light. Please know, my friends, that this being of infinite Light connects you with all that there is—not upon this plane, but upon a finer one. The knowledge of this oneness cannot get you through the illusion if you attempt to apply it consciously. The magic of creation can only be expressed spontaneously. Therefore, we ask you to lift your consciousness to deep space, and look back on the microscopic dot in a minor galaxy which is called Earth.

Hatonn said that they were going to respond to an unasked question even though Carla did not like to do that. Hatonn began by saying that we did work with Carla in order to speak on an unanswered question, and if she will open herself to us, we will say a few words, so we give to Carla a concept of a deep and vast sky, but it is not the sky that is seen from the surface of the planet, but it is that which is seen from deep space, in those magic spaces between the galaxies where the dimensions merge, so we wish the asker of the question to place himself in that area, and to feel the ecstasy of touching the infinity of dimensions and creations that spread out like a rainbow from that point. Hatonn continued by saying the Creator’s universe is a beautiful thing, so in your microcosmic, planetary world you see a tiny part of it, and much of what you see has been mishandled by your people, but this does not mean that the Creator has in some way become tarnished, for there are things which endure, and it is those things in which you may rest as a bird floating upon the wind, or a sea creature resting at the ocean’s bottom, touching an infinity of beauty that is all one tapestry of Light, so please know that this being of infinite Light connects you with all that there is, not upon this plane, but upon a finer one, but the knowledge of oneness cannot get you through the illusion if you attempt to apply it consciously because the magic of creation can only be expressed spontaneously, so we ask you to lift your consciousness to deep space, and look back on the microscopic dot in a minor galaxy which is called Earth. On December 25, 2010, Q’uo said that they did not want to appear that they were speaking from deep space and infringe upon the free will of those with whom they were speaking to:

However, in order to retain our positivity, we long ago chose to avoid coming among your peoples and appearing to speak from “on high,” as it were, so that we would eliminate the matter of free will from what people thought. For would they not be forced to believe that those who were able to ride the deep space of the cosmos as you ride airplanes and were able to do other things that seem far beyond your abilities as human beings would be those to whom one must listen?

We do not wish to put ourselves in the position of authority. We wish each entity to be their own authority. And we wish to support and encourage each entity as they become used to taking responsibility for themselves and thinking for themselves. This is the role in which we see ourselves, and in this role we find it a very persuasive value to hold the free will of each person high and not to do the work for that person but to allow enough confusion to remain surrounding a choice-point for that person that their choice is made in an authentic environment of free will. In such a way do we honor and respect you and know that each of you shall come to blooming and fruition in good time.

I would, at this time, transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

I am again with this instrument. I am Hatonn. Because we are aware of the nature of the question that this instrument wishes to ask, we would leave this instrument so that Latwii, may speak. I leave you, my friends, in Love and Light. It has been an enormous privilege to be with you. Adonai, my friends. I am Hatonn.

Questioner: Anybody picking up Latwii?

[Tape ends.]

This morning I went on an errand run with my first stop being at Feeder’s Supply where I bought some bird seed. My second stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. My third stop was a Speedway to buy 5 gallons of Regular gasoline for my big mower, Venus. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I was able to have a picture of Benny in her cat tower made into two pictures to put in two 5”x7” frames. Then I bought some Kleenexes, some Tylenol, and then I picked up a prescription of toothpaste.

This afternoon I went outside and cut the plastic that went around the staircase in Benny’s apartment, into pieces that are small enough to go under the lid of the recycle bin. Then I hand-weeded the Yellow Creeping Jenny Garden in the back yard.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 6

Harness The Power Of Consciousness

Greetings in the consciousness of Christ. I am of the principle of the consciousness of the Love of Christ in the vibration which comforts this child. Greetings and peace to you!

My children, what mighty energies move at this moment within your consciousness! What tremendous raw material consciousness truly is!

To what use do you put this great resource this day? Shall you work on behalf of those things which do not offer life, or shall you turn to the service of that which is life-giving?

For in every situation there is a response which creates the optimal amount of service grounded in Love. If you are preparing to plod through a day that does not feel alive to you, first find our vibration, that the breath of spirit may enliven those things which are dead in your perception. For all things are alive in the consciousness of Love.

Peace be with you this day and always.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The channeling today comes from August 24, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. It gives us great pleasure to greet each of you in the name of Love, and to wish each the blessing of Light. Tonight, we would speak with you about a subject which some of you have been concerned with, and which all are interested in at this time. We will tell you a little story in order to give you some food for thought.

Itcame to pass in those days that the Earth was without water, and the seas were dried up. The Creator stayed Its hand, and war took place in great abundance among the beings of your planet. And then came the rains, and it was worse than the drought. And the Earth trembled and was lost in great abysses which opened in a moment. A remnant remained to know the ending of the rain and the beginning of a new cycle. Many of you in this room can cast your minds back in a subconscious manner to these sad happenings, for they marked the transition between the last cycle and this one upon your Earth-world.

There was great destruction, my friends, and many who lived were lost to their physical life, and what, my friends, had it booted them to live? Perhaps this is the central question that we would ask each of you now, for you have your chance again, in this incarnation, for you are near the closing of another cycle. We have said to you many times: meditate, my friends. For the puzzle that this illusion is, is endless. Only the Creator is unified. Only Love is simple. What is the purpose? What is the point of being in your physical bodies at this time? What are you seeking, my friends?

Hatonn is speaking about the change from the second 25,000 year cycle on Earth and the last 25,000 year cycle that we are in now. They began by saying it came to pass in those days that the Earth was without water, and the seas were dried up, and the Creator stayed Its hand, and war took place in great abundance among the beings of your planet, and then came the rains, and it was worse than the drought, and the Earth trembled and was lost in great abysses which opened in a moment, but a remnant remained to know the ending of the rain and the beginning of a new cycle, so many of you in this room can cast your minds back in a subconscious manner to these sad happenings, for they marked the transition between the last cycle and this one upon your Earth-world. Then Hatonn said there was great destruction, and many who lived were lost to their physical life, and what had it benefitted them to live? This is the central question that we would ask each of you now, for you have your chance again, in this incarnation, for you are near the closing of another cycle, for we have said many times: meditate, for the puzzle that this illusion is, is endless, so only the Creator is unified, and only Love is simple, so: “What is the purpose? What is the point of being in your physical bodies at this time? What are you seeking, my friends?” On September 5, 2005, Q’uo spoke about the difficult times that can come with the change of the cycles on Earth:

Yet inevitably, in time, that cycle, too, has its season of waning days and early nights. Eventually there comes the time when that cycle has come to an end and another cycle has begun.

It is those times that are frequently called the dark night of the soul. For as one undergoes the death of oneself as known within one cycle, it is not at all easy to retain enough confidence in the underlying sturdiness of the self to have faith in the fact that this new cycle that is just beginning has benefits as well as causing changes that are more uncomfortable and seem to indicate, in a way, the death of the self.

Change and all of its concomitant gifts of struggle, pondering, adjustment and all of its emotional burdens or gifts such as frustration and anger at having to change and that lack of self-confidence as to whether one will be able to weather the change satisfactorily, do not feel either helpful or comfortable. One is very tempted to ask the self why one must go through these changes. The basic question here, my sister, is why life is all about repeated times of change. We would answer that by asking you to consider yourself in a way that you perhaps have not considered yourself before.

We know that each of you cares not only for yourself, but for the planet. And we have asked this group many times before to meditate on behalf of your Earth-world whenever you can, for the planetary consciousness is in great need of Love. But for yourself, in order to obtain clarity and to attain that which you desire in this incarnation, you must then search out those things that you truly desire and pursue them. We do not mean to be shouting “Fire!” in a crowded theater, for my friends, those whom this instrument would call “existentialists” were correct: there is no exit. We ourselves are in an illusion. We can see many things which you cannot, and among them is the fact that one illusion follows another in an infinite variety and pattern. So, what does it gain us to be conscious? What is real?

Then Hatonn said we know that each of you cares not only for yourself, but for the planet, and we have asked this group before to meditate on behalf of your Earth-world whenever you can, for the planetary consciousness is in great need of Love, but for yourself, in order to obtain clarity and to attain that which you desire in this incarnation, you must then search out those things that you desire and pursue them, but we do not mean to be shouting “Fire!” in a crowded theater, for those whom Carla would call “existentialists” were correct: there is no exit, and we ourselves are in an illusion, but we can see many things which you cannot, and among them is the fact that one illusion follows another in an infinite variety and pattern, so what does it gain us to be conscious? What is real? On May 8, 1983, Latwii spoke of the general nature of our third-density illusion:

Remember first, my brother, that you inhabit an illusion. What seems to be one thing may be another. What seems to be the negative polarity surrounding an entity may also be the opportunity for finding the positive aspect of the same catalyst.

To remember that you inhabit an illusion is most helpful, for if from time to time you forget and believe with you thinking that what surrounds you is real, then you are more likely to respond in an illusory manner, shall we say, playing by the rules of the game which is not real. This of course intensifies the catalyst for the entity so entrapped until the entity, by the trauma of its own experience, is brought to the realization that there is much more to what is true, good, and beautiful than what it had previously imagined.

I would, at this time, transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

(Unknown channeling)

I am Hatonn. And I am with this instrument. We have been speaking to you about your reality and what is real to you. We ask this question because so often, among your people, what is considered to be real is of so little true substance. We see when we observe your people that they concern themselves greatly with such things as money, material pursuits, image, position, and other such items which we would suggest only divert the attention of the seeker.

We do not mean that those things and materials which your world has to offer you are completely unimportant, for, of course, you have physical vehicles which need a certain amount of maintenance and attention. But we would suggest that when you continue to focus only upon the material reality of your world, that you miss the substance of what is real. For what shall see you through the end of this Age? Can you ride upon an airplane, or in an automobile, or even upon a horse into the New Age? Will your credit cards be accepted when the New Age dawns?

No, my friends, these things have their place. But at the center of your being and at the center of your focus is the spiritual path, the journey inward which, when traveled, shall bring you through this closing of the old and the beginning of the new. We say to you, seek within for the real substance of your being. Seek within for what is real. Look into your hearts, my friends. Find the Love of the Creator which is there. Shine that Love as you look about you in your world, in your everyday activities. Remember that Love when you speak to strangers. Remember that Love when you see discord. Remember that Love when you are in doubt, when you are unsure and when you need strength, for you shall need strength in the days ahead.

And that strength cannot be found at a McDonald’s hamburger or upon a freeway, for the sunset which you will ride into is the sun—that great, Central Sun that is within you. Therefore, we ask you constantly to make meditation a part of every day that you have to spend upon your planet. For you shall discover that those realities within yourself which you find in meditation are the substance and the strength that shall see you through that which is an illusion, but which so many take for real. We say these words to you, hoping that you will find the devotion within yourself to make this journey, this spiritual journey, and make it your everyday life. For soon, it shall be so.

At this time, we would transfer this contact back to the one known as Carla. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am again with this instrument. Again, we greet you in Love and Light. I and Laitos, would like to pause momentarily in order to share with each of those present the energies of the conditioning ray. If you will open yourself to us, we will make our presence known to you. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and I greet each of you, especially the one known as C. We welcome him back to our circle. We are very glad to be with you, and are enjoying speaking to you no end, and wish you all the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We would like to open the meeting to questions, but if the one known as Jim would accept our contact, we would like to use him at this time. I am Latwii.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii. And I am with this instrument, and we would now like to ask if anyone has a question they would like to ask. We shall do our best to make an answer. Are there any questions?

Questioner: I have a question. About a week ago, I asked if I could find out the name of one of my spiritual guides, and I was wondering if the name I received was correct.

I am Latwii. And we are having some difficulty discerning the name which you refer to. Could you be more specific, my sister?

Questioner: Do you mean you want me to tell you the name I thought it was?

Latwii: That is correct.

Questioner: Millicent.

Latwii: We are checking with the computer. We are unable to confirm the correct identity of this name which you have given. We would suggest checking again to be sure. We wish that we could be of more assistance, but are unable at this time.

Questioner: Thank you.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question? Perhaps we could do better on our second try.

Questioner: I have a question. I know a very bright 13-year-old boy who is dealing with the question of death and suffering. Is there a most appropriate way to enable this boy to have the most help that it’s possible for a human being to give? Is there a most supportive behavior towards such a boy?

I am Latwii, and I am aware of your question… concerning the subject of death with one who is young, with any who are grappling with this subject for the first time, and perhaps because it has become a reality in their life. We would suggest [inaudible]. We would suggest speaking of the natural rhythm of nature, of all the creatures that inhabit your planet. We are speaking specifically of the butterfly, which is born of the cocoon, which is born of the caterpillar. To enable one who is young to discern that movement of the life force from one stage to another is important, for at such an age, one can easily conceive that death means the end of all being. This is a great fear among many of your people, among the young, because they have no experience with this concept, usually, and must encounter it when it becomes real, for few in your world care to discuss the reality of death before it happens to one who is close.

We would suggest assuring, through any allegory or story which you would wish to tell demonstrating a natural life cycle, that the life force, the spirit within the physical vehicle, does indeed go on, does indeed continue, as always it has, and always it shall. You may use stories of animals, such as the butterfly, if the child has interests in other areas. In science, for example, you may use a variation of what is known in your laws of physics that energy can be created, but cannot be destroyed; that it can be transformed and change its nature, but always, it shall continue; that any being which has existed in any form, always exists, even after it has left many forms behind.

Questioner asked: “I have a question. I know a very bright 13-year-old boy who is dealing with the question of death and suffering. Is there a most appropriate way to enable this boy to have the most help that it’s possible for a human being to give? Is there a most supportive behavior towards such a boy?” Latwii began by saying concerning the subject of death with one who is young, we would suggest speaking of the natural rhythm of nature, of all the creatures that inhabit your planet, and we are speaking of the butterfly, which is born of the cocoon and of the caterpillar, and to enable one who is young to discern that movement of the life force from one stage to another is important, for at such an age one can easily conceive that death means the end of all being, so this is a great fear among many of your people and the young, because they have no experience with this concept, and they must encounter it when it becomes real, for few in your world care to discuss the reality of death before it happens to one who is close. Latwii went on to say we would suggest assuring, through any allegory which you would wish to tell demonstrating that the life force, the spirit within the physical vehicle, does continue, as always it has, and always it shall, so you may use stories of animals, such as the butterfly, if the child has interests in other areas, or in science you may use a variation of what is known in your laws of physics that energy can be created, but it cannot be destroyed; that it can be transformed and change its nature, but always it shall continue; that any being which has existed in any form always exists, even after it has left many forms behind. On March 8, 1997, L/Leema described the nature of our life force:

I am L/Leema, and we feel that our response might be most direct if we suggest that the physical vehicle which provides the means of locomotion through this third-density illusion for each of its inhabitants is a conscious and intelligent portion of the same Creator that creates all experience within and beyond your illusion. Thus, the physical body is a being with a type of concept system which operates in what seems to be an independent fashion from the mind and spirit complexes, in that the physical vehicle is nourished by the constant application of direction, movement, and the qualities of fertility, shall we say, that are associated with the root or base energy center, those related to the sexual reproduction, the nourishing of the vehicle through food intake, the rest and exercise, and the preservation of the integrity of the vehicle.

Thus, the physical vehicle in its own right perceives the illusion in which you find yourself at this time, and rejoices in the aliveness that propels it, and in the direction of the conscious mind which focuses this vitality. Thus, its divinity is pure in its beingness and its uninhibited expression of the life force which moves through it.

Does this help you in your help, my sister?

Questioner: I have listened carefully, and it helps me somewhat, but the thing that troubles me most about this young boy is his bitterness because of his mother’s suffering. Death does not seem to be nearly as traumatic to him as the continued suffering of his mother. When I have spoken with him, I have simply said that it is, indeed, as I put it, a “crock.” He is convinced that everything is an illusion. He has that solidly in mind; but if everything is an illusion, he then realizes with quite a clear eye that there may not be any meaning at all to life, or death, or suffering. Consequently, I have only been able to respond by agreeing with him that all is illusion, and is sometimes very unfair, and that the only reality that I believe in is love and being kind to people. And I understand that this is precisely the reaction that his father has had to the same problem. It grieves me that I cannot think of a more appropriate response. Perhaps I, myself, do not understand well enough how to express the propriety of suffering in the world.

I am Latwii. And we would suggest that for the matter of suffering and the unfairness of suffering for those who must endure its pain, that each of the beings upon your planet are beings of Light in reality. Many have chosen certain roles to play upon this stage in this illusion. They have chosen these roles for purposes, to learn certain lessons. Some lessons require certain props, perhaps pain. It is a common prop and lesson upon your planet. Many, many lessons, and insights, and truths can be learned by those who suffer. Suffering focuses consciousness to a fine degree, and even though the one who suffers in the physical vehicle may be unaware of the profound lesson being learned, we would assure you, and help you assure the young child, that the lesson which his mother is learning is incredibly important, or else, she would not endure such suffering.

Can we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: That did it. That will do just fine, thank you very much.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question?

Questioner: I’d like to know if there’s any method to help develop the use of human energy [inaudible] life energies, or [inaudible].

I am Latwii. My sister, we would answer you by saying, there is, indeed, a way for each, perhaps many ways for each person to awaken those healing energies that are within each of the beings upon your planet. And it is also true that some of the beings upon your planet have particular gifts or tendencies in the healing areas. For those who wish to initiate the healing energy flow through their vehicles, we would suggest again, in meditation, to create an image within your mind, an image of Light descending from the stars, descending into your brain, descending into your body, filling your body with Light, with healing Light, to feel your self, your heart open and to feel this Light pour forth, and to open yourself to service as you shine this Light, to seek not only the Light, but to seek the desire to serve. This Light is the healing energy which is within each of you—we will correct this instrument—is within each of your people upon this planet. The image of the Light descending from the stars, the image of the heart opening, will help you to release the energy which is within your being.

Questioner asked: “I’d like to know if there’s any method to help develop the use of human energy [inaudible] life energies, or [inaudible].” Latwii said there are many ways for each person to awaken those healing energies that are within each of the beings upon your planet, and it is also true that some of the beings upon your planet have particular gifts in the healing areas, and for those who wish to initiate the healing energy flow through their bodies, we would suggest again, in meditation, to create an image within your mind of Light descending from the stars, descending into your brain, descending into your body, filling your body with Light, with healing Light, to feel your heart open and to feel this Light pour forth, and to open yourself to service as you shine this Light, to seek not only the Light, but to seek the desire to serve, for this Light is the healing energy which is within each of your people upon this planet, so the image of the Light descending from the stars, the image of the heart opening, will help you to release the energy which is within your being. On February 10, 2014, Q’uo said that the healing energy of the Creator can flow through us:

The healing of oneself or others is that which can be accomplished by going deep within one’s own mind to make contact with the greater mind, the cosmic mind, the mind of the One Infinite Creator, which shows each entity that in truth, each is whole, and perfect, and healthy; that any appearance or perception of disease or illness is that which can be cured by allowing the Creator’s Love and Light to flow through you to the one to be healed, or to stay with you, if you are the one to be healed. Thus, it is not you who do the healing, but you who allows the healing energy of the One Creator to move through you to heal you or another.

May we answer you further?

Questioner: Not right now, thank you.

Latwii: Is there another question?

[Pause]

We are surprised. This is usually quite a group for questions, but if there are no further questions, we would leave you in the Love and the Light that is all about you, that is within you, and we would, again, suggest to you that you seek this Love and this Light daily, in meditation, and make it more a part of your day. I am known to you as Latwii. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Carla channeling)

I am Nona. I have difficulty speaking through this instrument, for I am not used to speech. But I greet each of you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We of the vibration Nona are healers, and have been drawn to your group because of our sister, known as C. We would offer our consciousness and our vibratory aid in her work, and in order to acquaint her with our vibration, we will speak as we normally do through this instrument, so that the one known as C may be familiar with us. We shall speak no more words through this channel. Therefore, as all members of the Confederation do, we say farewell in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator.

[Singing until the end of the tape.]

Yesterday evening, when I went upstairs to feed Benny her cat food dinner, I discovered that she had passed away, probably from heart failure which had been diagnosed over a year ago. And I started crying because I couldn’t believe that she was gone. So, I went outside and dug a grave for her that was six inches deeper than the box that I found to put her body in. Then I wrapped her body with a blue towel and laid the box in the grave. Then I used a burial ritual that Carla modified from her Episcopal Church burial ceremony for people. Then I covered the grave with a large flat stone and a smaller flat stone with her name painted on it. And as I left her grave site I began crying again, because I miss her so much.

This morning I went upstairs to Benny’s apartment and began to separate items that were recyclable from those that I would throw away. Then I took the flat sheet and fitted sheet off of the bedroom across the hall from the room which Benny spent the most time in until recently. I also took the pillowcases off of all the pillows on the bed and in each of the other two rooms. Then I put the sheets and pillowcases through the wash and dry cycles. Then I took down the plastic sheets that surrounded the staircase, from the floor to the ceiling, that kept her from coming downstairs when I had other cats downstairs in order to prevent any fights. Then I vacuumed the room that she spent the most time in and the hall as well. Then I used a wet mop to clean the same area that I vacuumed.

This afternoon I went downstairs and ironed the pillowcases and the flat sheet. Then I went upstairs to the second floor and put the fitted sheet on the bed, then the flat sheet, and then the bed spread. Then I put two pillows in sham pillowcases on top of two pillows with green pillowcases. Then I put the purple bed spread on the bed with the pillows on top.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 5

The Sense Of Inner Blankness

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the ineffable Love of divine consciousness.

When the world seems to make no sense, when the skies are blank of being, and the landscape bare of meaningful detail for you, then it is time to turn inward and avoid the distraction of the self in meaningless pursuit.

If there is only a small amount of time to be spent inward turned, it is enough. For the sense of inner blankness is the sense of being lost from the self, not of being lost from the world.

To find the self, one must turn to the Christ within and ask that the great story of selfhood be expressed in yet another way, that you may understand your nature and your birthright and know who you are: sons and daughters of the divine; those who give meaning to sky and earth.

In your troubled spirits lies the dance of the present. May you be at peace within your trouble as you turn within to Christ.

In that peace we leave you, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling today comes from August 23, 1980:

(Unknown channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. It is my great pleasure to return to this group and be welcomed in your domicile at this time. We greet each of you with infinite blessings.

The hunter goes forth, my friends, and knows the manner of his prey. His weapons he has carefully provided for himself and fastidiously placed in the prime condition, that they may do their work. The hunter has a single mind and knows his prey. Is it the dark of the moon? Even so, the hunter stalks. Is it damp and cold in the dawning hours? Even so, the hunter waits watchfully, for the hunter knows his prey. Each of you, my friends, dwells within the body as a hunter, but seldom, my friends, do you fully understand the nature of your prey. What wonder is it, then, that your weapons lay rusty, tarnished, or broken, or that you lie beside them, asleep?

I would, at this time, transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

(Unknown channeling)

My friends, I am now with [inaudible]. I am Hatonn. We have spoken of the hunter, for my friends, is he not the aggressor? But yet, we can break this aggressiveness down to yet two more [inaudible]. What we are saying, my friends, is never allow yourselves to become idle once you have set yourself up to be found. For, my friends, there is such an important role for all. Through your training, you will allow yourself to become [inaudible] one that [inaudible]. For, my friends, therein lies your reward.

As you look about you, you will see the very fiber of what is known to you as existence unravel. But, my friends, through your meditation you will find a yet stronger bond. And though it is hard for you to see, it is there for you all, my friends. Do not settle for the role of being found, for in such a greater role through the intense vibration that you all experience, you will find it yet easier to project yourself to [inaudible] consciousness. My friends, open up yourselves and allow yourselves to experience yet other universes than those around you.

I will now [inaudible] this instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Unknown channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am again with this instrument. We have been attempting to contact the one known as Don, but he is analyzing our contact and, therefore, we find it impossible to continue at this time through him. We will, therefore, conclude this particular thought through this instrument.

To continue—as we have said, it is all too easy to look upon yourselves as passive receivers of spiritual food. If you do so look upon yourself, you will find your progress to be slow. It is the hunter who seeks nothing but his prey who will achieve his goal, and you, therefore, must be hunters after your prey—aggressive, cunning and well-armed. And what, then, is your prey, my friends? All of you can answer that question. You seek Love. To say it another way, you seek the Creator. To say it another way, you seek the original Thought. And yet another way, you seek yourself. Only the single of mind will achieve the end of the trail, will find the prey that he desires.

And what, then, are your weapons? Perhaps you, yourself, know them better than we could ever tell you, but we say to you that those gifts that are given to you in meditation—a merry heart, a kindly and affectionate spirit, a gentle manner, and an ability to look at a larger picture, at a greater design than perhaps you have in the past. Perhaps these are some of the things you gain in meditation, for in meditation you dwell, as it were, in a tabernacle with that which is divine, and you take away those elements to which you have opened yourself, to which you no longer have resistance, concerning which you no longer have reservations. There is a great deal of cleansing of the mind from bitterness and negative emotions that needs to be done in order for you to be able to gradually love yourself in a greater self, a self in which you have become the confident aggressor, seeking after Love fearlessly, your weapons ready, your hands open.

At this time, since we are aware there are some questions, we would like to transfer this contact to the one known as Jim. I am Hatonn.

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am with this instrument. It is a pleasure, shall we say, to be able to speak through this instrument and to ask if there are any questions?

Questioner: I was wondering, Hatonn, how your efforts went with the leaders with whom you were working.

Hatonn: My sister, we must answer you by saying, again, our efforts have been, for the most part we have been unable to achieve the breakthroughs and the inspiration of the leaders whom we have been working with. We have sought to increase the awareness of certain leaders of your world to the vibration of Love, that vibration which we have to share and which we bring as our service to your people. We have found that the polarities of differences of opinions and projections of intentions on the part of most of the leaders whom we have attempted to contact… this polarity is so great that it, should we say, absorbs our efforts and vibrations of Love and reflects them back to us in a manner which leads us to believe that your leaders are unable to comprehend the concept of Love as they go about their work of leading the nations of your world.

It has been our hope to open somewhat their hearts and souls to the experience of the infinite Creator. And though that spark of recognition does, indeed, reside within each of the people of your planet and your leaders, in some it is buried so deeply beneath the desire for power and the gain of money that we are unable to be of much assistance in uncovering their own recognition of their divinity and the divinity of those whom they lead. So, my sister, it has again been necessary for us to take a brief respite from this effort, for it is somewhat taxing for our beings to continually receive the reflection of our efforts shined back at us, shall we say.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: I have some other questions, but perhaps some others do, too.

Hatonn: Is there another question?

Questioner: I’ve got one. I’m not really sure how to put it into words, but this concerns morality and the bond between a man and a woman who have made this bond about sex with someone else. [Inaudible] put into words. How do you feel about that?

Hatonn: My brother, we would answer you by saying that the bond that a man and a woman make between themselves is a sacred agreement; that, according to the terms of that agreement, as they are understood by each party of the agreement, these terms are binding upon each party and it must be understood by each that the agreement as it is stated should be kept. But as to the terms of the agreement, in specific areas—for example, sex, as you have mentioned—the agreement must also be made clearly, so that both understand its terms, and we would suggest to you that the morality of a union between two people depends upon the people and their agreement and what they wish to attain with their relationship. We cannot be extremely specific and say this or that action is right or wrong, moral or immoral, for those are terms which imply an agreement of one nature or another.

So may we say to you that as long as both parties in the relationship understand what the terms of the relationship are, and as long as both keep the terms of the relationship, then they have lived up to the terms of their agreement and are faithful to the purpose of the agreement, and this would include any action which fits within the terms, as long as both have openly agreed that this is what they seek. We would also add, however, that it is, or at least, hopefully, should be apparent to each who would enter into such agreements, that they can determine what they wish to achieve in their relationship, and that there are what might be called high ideals of spiritual seeking together, which can be what you might call a “high morality”with both seeking to help the other achieve oneness with the Creator. And that whatever means are used to achieve that oneness, as long as they hurt no others, then these might be used in good faith to achieve that union with the Creator, and that union with each other and that union with the Self, for we are all one, my brother.

Questioner asked: “I’ve got one. I’m not really sure how to put it into words, but this concerns morality and the bond between a man and a woman who have made this bond about sex with someone else. [Inaudible] put into words. How do you feel about that?” Hatonn began by saying we would answer you by saying that the bond that a man and a woman make between themselves is a sacred agreement, and according to the terms of that agreement these terms are binding upon each party, and it must be understood by each that the agreement as it is stated should be kept, but as to the terms of the agreement in area of sex, the agreement must be made clearly so that both understand its terms, and we would suggest to you that the morality of a union between two people depends upon the people and their agreement, and what they wish to attain with their relationship, so we cannot be specific and say this or that action is right or wrong, for those are terms which imply an agreement of one nature or another. Hatonn continued by saying that as long as both parties in the relationship understand what the terms of the relationship are, and as long as both keep the terms of the relationship, then they have lived up to the terms of their agreement and are faithful to the purpose of the agreement, and this would include any action which fits within the terms, as long as both have openly agreed that this is what they seek. We would also add, however, that it should be apparent to each who would enter into such agreements, that they can determine what they wish to achieve in their relationship, and that there are high ideals of spiritual seeking together, which can be what you might call a “high morality” with both seeking to help the other achieve oneness with the Creator, and that whatever means are used to achieve that oneness, as long as they hurt no others, then these might be used in good faith to achieve that union with the Creator, and that union with each other and that union with the self, for we are all one. On March 29, 2001, Q’uo spoke of the nature of how we may seek union with the Creator:

That there is the sacrifice of comfort, of convenience, of opportunity, of any quality that gives stability and assurance to the entity, is significant and is registered as a great desire that seeks fulfillment by the significant self. The self of each seeker desires union with the Creator, desires knowledge of the Creator, of the self and of the creation. This knowledge, passionately sought, willingly sacrificed for, may only be obtained when one is willing to give of the self in a degree which is reflective of this great desire. Thus, the experiences that each so eagerly seeks within each incarnation are dearly bought. The greater sacrifice purchases, shall we say, the greater knowledge, experience, union, and presence of the one Creator

May we answer you further?

Questioner: I really have trouble understanding such a long answer, so to try this once—is there a higher reward for an agreement kept like this, or is this just something between two people? Just a “yes” or “no” will do.

Hatonn: My brother, we would suggest that the reward for any agreement is within the agreement, and there is…

We suggest a pause for a moment as we deepen the contact with this instrument.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn, and I am again with this instrument. My brother, we would suggest that you will decide for yourself what the reward for an agreement kept is.

Can we answer you further?

Questioner: One other question. Is this agreement—does it outweigh any karmic responsibilities to someone else?

I am Hatonn, and I would suggest that your karmic responsibilities are fulfilled by your own conscious decisions as you enter into relationships with those you find yourself in agreements with.

Can we answer you further?

Questioner: Is a relationship like this of a—I realize it isn’t always the case—but, would it be a real high spiritual vibration if you enter into—two spiritual people—it gives me the feeling that it’s just not as spiritual as I’ve always imagined, and I was just wondering, is it a highly spiritual thing or is it just down, maybe down a few rungs?

I am Hatonn. My brother, we would suggest that each activity you undertake is of the highest spiritual nature, if you will open yourself to that possibility.

May we answer you further?

Questioner: I think that’ll do it, thank you.

Hatonn: Is there another question?

Questioner: Yes, but I don’t know whether this deserves an answer or not, so you just let me know—but every once in awhile, I have a really severe ache, usually in the same place, that doesn’t seem to be connected with any physical activity or anything that I can put my finger on, and I wondered whether its cause was emotional or something I’m not aware of, like distant weather patterns, or whether fate had just turned up my number, or what might be going on that I’m not aware of, because I would like to maintain as healthy an aspect as I can, and it is something that I’d like to understand better so that I can avoid it. Is that for me to know, or for me to ponder?

I am Hatonn. We can best answer you, my sister, by saying that your physical ailment is somewhat of a riddle, as you are aware, and this riddle concerns the nature of your relationship to your physical vehicle, and it is a riddle which you are expending a good deal of effort to unravel. We would suggest that it might be revealing to you to meditate daily for a period of time upon the nature of your physical ailments, and to ask yourself what the reason is for the recurring nature of this physical ailment. We cannot give you specific information, for this would be to do your work for you, and that we cannot do. We would suggest, in your meditations, to use a visualization process to allow healing energy to enter within your physical vehicle, and that you attempt to release your own healing energies as you also ponder the cause of your physical ailments.

May we answer you further?

Questioner: No, thank you, Hatonn.

Hatonn: We thank you. Is there another question?

Questioner: Not for now.

I am Hatonn. If there are no further questions, then we would leave this instrument at this time. May we say that it has been a pleasure and a privilege to be able to share a few of our thoughts with your group this evening. We are always honored to be able to make the contact with your meditation group. We leave you, as always, in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. I am Hatonn. Adonai, my friends.

This morning I was honored once again to be a guest on Jonathan Tong’s Seattle Law of One Study Group where I attempted to answer the questions that included what the study of the archetypical mind was in relation to the tarot, how the challenging process worked that Carla created to be sure that instruments had positive contacts wishing to speak through them, was I the “Jim” that was mentioned in one of the recent channelings of Hatonn, what was the nature of my current path of seeking the truth, and what the meaning of the word “principle” is when it is used as a description of those of Q’uo. It is always inspiring to hear these kinds of questions from such open-hearted students of the Law of One.

This afternoon I used my chain saw to cut up a large tree limb that fell out of the Tulip Poplar Tree in the back yard a few days ago. Then I used my garden hose and sprayer to clean out the recycle bin.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 4

The One Sea Of Love

Greetings in the Love of Jesus the Christ. We are of the consciousness of Love in the vibration which comforts this channel.

We encourage you to rejoice, one with another, for all your seeming differences are but shadows. The one who calls upon the Allah, the Zoroaster, the Christ or the Buddha, calls not to separate oceans, but to one great sea of Love. All differences are structures created by the perceptions of dreamers. And yet all shall awaken. And as you rejoice then, so may you rejoice now in the promise of awakening.

Peace be with you.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Hatonn channeling is from August 10, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my brothers and sisters, in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. One of our brothers and sisters of [inaudible] has been working with the channels known as Jim and E, in order that they may gain confidence to be able to begin a contact without another channel being present. We hope that this has been of aid. One of these days, my brothers, you will get up your nerve and speak out, and you will find that this instrument is only playing a fair game of softball with her thoughts.

We are aware that you wonder about the oldest teacher of your group, the entity known to you as Hatonn. Again Hatonn has moved back into temporary assignment elsewhere and is at this time working with some of the leaders of the continent which you know as Africa. Therefore, it is our privilege to speak to you of philosophy for a little while, although we cannot do so with as much grace as the brothers and sisters of Hatonn. We will share what we can and with great pleasure.

We realize that there is a great priority in the lives of each of you to become a better instrument of the Creator’s will, and we realize that in the vast supermarket of books and paraphernalia having to do with various people’s opinions of how to achieve that goal, you may have become thoroughly confused. There are those who believe in a very strict dietary regimen, and have made that almost a necessity for leading any sort of spiritual journey. You are aware, my friends, that you do have physical bodies and that they function very efficiently as a type of furnace with an exhaust system for the by-products. We are sure that you understand that this particular type of furnace that is your body can burn some types of fuel better than others. However, my friends, we would urge you to keep your contemplation of the importance of diet on that level, for it is truly written in your Bible that it is not what goeth into the mouth of a man that defileth him, but that which issues therefrom.

There are many ways of living, both secular and spiritually-oriented, whose ethics are very strict and abstemious. My friends, we say again to you that you were born into this experience with a physical vehicle. It is a tool. When you consider how to use it, attempt to use it with purity, with love and with no degradation to the Creator within. We ask that you keep considerations upon this level. In other words, my friends, we are trying to cut through a great deal of dogma, as this instrument would call it, that has grown up about what might be termed the spiritual trip. You must avoid mystiques, avoid the appearance of wisdom, for my friends, in reality you do not have wisdom, the Creator is wisdom and, insofar as you realize your part in that perfection, you are wisdom.

Latwiii wanted to talk to the group about doing the Creator’s will. They began by saying we realize that there is a priority in the lives of each of you to become a better instrument of the Creator’s will, and we realize that in the vast supply of books having to do with people’s opinions of how to achieve that goal, you may have become confused, for there are those who believe in a strict dietary regimen, and have made that almost a necessity for leading any sort of spiritual journey, so you are aware that you have physical bodies, and they function efficiently as a type of furnace with an exhaust system for the by-products, and we are sure that you understand that this particular type of furnace that is your body can burn some types of fuel better than others, but we would urge you to keep your contemplation of the importance of diet on that level, for it is truly written in your Bible that it is not what goes into the mouth of a person that defiles them, but that which issues therefrom. Latwii went on to say there are many ways of living, both secular and spiritually-oriented, whose ethics are strict, and we say to you that you were born into this experience with a physical vehicle, so when you consider how to use it, attempt to use it with purity, with love, and with no degradation to the Creator within, for we ask that you keep considerations upon this level because we are trying to cut through dogma, as Carla would call it, that has grown up about the spiritual path, so you must avoid the appearance of wisdom, for in reality you do not have wisdom, for the Creator is wisdom, and your part in that perfection is that you are wisdom. On January 16, 2005, Q’uo described the spiritual path:

The model of the self on the spiritual path is a model in which you are focusing upon the “I” that you are. There are many uses of the first-person singular. When you think of yourself, you don’t always think of yourself as the same self. When you are thinking of yourself as a spiritual entity on a path, who are you? Who is the “I” that speaks for you when you are on the spiritual path? How would that voice, that identity, that person be different from the “I” that speaks for you in less thoughtful roles?

Hopefully, as you begin to sense yourself as a spiritual entity, the “I” that speaks for you begins to come out of the mist of the surface “I,” the surface personality. The model that this instrument carries in her mind of the entity on the spiritual path is a model in which she is following in the steps of Jesus the Christ. She does not have a model of herself as worshipping but as following after the example of a teacher who seemed to know precisely who He was. He identified Himself as an agent of the Creator. This instrument, then, has a model of the self on the spiritual path in which she has an objective referent to who she is because she is following an entity who was of a certain personality. This entity identified Himself strictly as the Son of the Father who was about his Father’s business. And it is notable that this entity, in all of His preaching, has never been quoted as asking for worship but only as asking for being followed.

But you are as wise as a grape, or a mountain, or the sea. Would, my friends, sometimes that you were as quiet, as beautiful, and of as much service to others. You know, beyond a shadow of a doubt, we are sure, that because you have chosen consciously to follow a spiritual path, you are different. We have spoken of this many times, as Hatonn, and our [inaudible]. However, my friends, that difference is that you have become a servant, you have become a fool, you have become the one who forgives when, to the eyes of the world, there is no forgiving. You have become the one who, when there is no hope, still has faith in things unseen.

Be triumphantly foolish, my friends, and let any reputation that you may have be a lost possession, for that, my friends, is a lost treasure and a false friend. We ask you to remember what a teacher known to you as Jesus suggested to his disciples: “Go forth,” he said to them, “with one robe and one pair of sandals and offer yourselves to your neighbors along the journey and, if they welcome you, give them of your substance, of your thoughts, of your love. If they do not welcome you, move on.” There is no room in those instructions for self-justification—or even a suitcase, my friends. We realize, in this day and age, your illusion has become more complex and more things are considered necessary for the simple life than were considered necessary two thousand years in the past. But as we speak about the physical plane and its influence upon your spiritual journey, we can only echo the words of one of your great writers: “Simplify, simplify, simplify.”

Then Latwii said you are as wise as a grape, or the sea, so what if you were as beautiful, and of as much service to others, and you know that because you have chosen consciously to follow a spiritual path, you are different, for we have spoken of this many times, as Hatonn, and our [inaudible], but the difference is that you have become a servant and a fool, so you have become the one who forgives when, to the eyes of the world, there is no forgiving, and you have become the one who, when there is no hope, still has faith in things unseen. Latwii continued by saying be foolish, and let any reputation that you may have be a lost possession, for that is a false friend, so we ask you to remember what Jesus suggested to his disciples: “Go forth,” He said to them, “with one robe and one pair of sandals and offer yourselves to your neighbors along the journey and, if they welcome you, give them of your substance, of your thoughts, of your love. If they do not welcome you, move on,” and there is no room in those instructions for self-justification, for we realize, in this day and age your illusion has become more complex, and more things are considered necessary for the simple life than were considered necessary two thousand years in the past, but as we speak about the physical plane and its influence upon your spiritual journey, we can only echo the words of one of your great writers: “Simplify, simplify, simplify.” On October 14, 2023, Q’uo spoke of how we may enhance our spiritual journey:

There is within each moment an infinite variety of possibilities that one may see. Each moment has a message. That message may be long or short, clear or opaque. And when one becomes more focused through the intentions of the mind and the support of the open heart mindful of the experience that is being held within the heart, the eyes, and the mind, then one may see a gradual increase in information that is available to help you on your spiritual journey. Basically, setting the intention to see more than one sees at the present time is the way to expand the vision and to look into that moment to determine what it is teaching you at that moment.

You will, my friends, make mistakes. Remember you are fools. You will misunderstand situations, you will attempt to be of service and find that you are not truly of service, you will be too warm-hearted or too cold-hearted, and you will learn. But if you desire to be of service to others, and if you then remove from your mind the paraphernalia of excessive, complex rules and regulations, and follow instead the simple lines of purity of spirit, of honesty and love, and of totality in desire to know the Creator and to serve the Creator wherever you can, then, my friends, whatever mistakes you make, it shall make no difference. Let us move up from the physical plane to the mental. How can you become a more effective spiritual seeker by using your mind? Like your body, my friends, your mind is a tool. Unlike your body, your mind contains elements of your infinite personality, it contains biases and feelings which you have gained by experiences prior to this incarnation. Consequently, your mind is an enhanced tool, capable when used properly of aiding you greatly.

Picture a seesaw, my friends, opinion on one end, experience on the other. There will come a balance when experience has informed opinion, and a lesson has been learned. Coming to that balance may be difficult or painful, but you must remain true to the effort to balance your seesaw until your experience has been met with understanding. At that point, it is time for you to take a new direction and the more sensitive that you are to your inner self, the more able your mind will be in aiding you in discovering the new vector, and then you will climb upon another seesaw, and you will have trouble, and you will learn. It is very difficult, my friends, to learn if you do not have trouble because it is difficult to get the attention of those within the physical unless they have some stimulus. Difficulties, problems, and troubles are the way that this incarnation which you have chosen works in order to give you the lessons that you need. Let your mind analyze the material which you meet, let it find the balances, and let it choose the new experiences with an eye towards enhancing your own understanding and that of those around you.

Latwii went on to say you will make foolish mistakes, and you will misunderstand situations and attempt to be of service, and find that you are not of service, for you will be too warm-hearted or too cold-hearted, and you will learn, but if you desire to be of service to others, and if you then remove from your mind and follow the way of purity of spirit, of honesty and love, and of desire to know the Creator and to serve the Creator wherever you can, then whatever mistakes you make shall make no difference, so let us move up from the physical plane to the mental, for like your body your mind is a tool that contains elements of your infinite personality and biases which you have gained by experiences prior to this incarnation, so your mind is a tool capable of aiding you greatly. Now Latwii said there will come a balance when experience has informed opinion, and a lesson has been learned, but coming to that balance may be difficult, so you must remain true to the effort to balance yourself until your experience has been met with understanding, and at that point it is time for you to take a new direction, and the more sensitive you are to your inner self, the more able your mind will be in aiding you in discovering the new direction, and then you will have trouble, and you will learn, but it is difficult to learn if you do not have trouble because it is difficult to get the attention of those within the physical unless they have some stimulus because difficulties are the way that this incarnation which you have chosen works in order to give you the lessons that you need, so let your mind analyze the material which you meet to find the balances, and let it choose the new experiences with an eye towards enhancing your own understanding and that of those around you. On July 21, 1985, Latwii spoke of how our difficulties are the way that we advance on our spiritual journey:

If there were no such difficulties, if there were no price for the steps taken upon this journey, the lessons could not be learned, for there would be no weight against which to test and strengthen the spiritual muscle. For those who have gained much of the strength through many of the trials, further testing will require added weight and difficulty, shall we say. Within your illusion, such difficulties are not often seen for the great opportunity for growth which they offer. This is not surprising, my sister, for little within your illusion is seen for what it truly is. Much of sight rests upon the surface of things, and the heart is seldom seen. Yet it is our suggestion to you that within all such difficulties, the opportunities for learning and experiencing the Love of the one Creator are infinite.

The emotions, my friends, we must only give a profound but simple bow to, for they are the purest thing in your density. Attempt, then, not to have mixed emotions but to have each emotion in turn purely and beautifully, little by little, extinguishing the fires that burn out of control in anger and negativity, little by little discovering the beautiful rainbow of colors of emotions that are positive.

Lastly, we come to the wellspring of spiritual growth, and that is, of course, the spiritual self which is your connection to your primary and true personality. Stimulate that connection with regularity, and though you may not hear what the silence speaks, the connection having been made will bear fruit. You may consider your spiritual self as a great protector, for once you align yourself with it, it will shade you, feed you, and supply you with your needs. Again, it was written that the one known as Jesus said, “I have food and drink that you know not of.” Yes, my friends, all of you have nourishment to an infinite degree. The bread of the Kingdom awaits your attention. There is only one catch to all this, my friends, one thing to keep you from falling asleep while we talk philosophy, and that is the uncertain nature of the spiritual path. You must see this path as a great cartoon: there will be many blank squares, and then in one square there will be the Creator, and you will find enlightenment. Shall you be asleep when that edition of the funny papers comes to your house? Yes, my friends, it is an illusion, but the Creator is hidden, and the Creator will pop in on you if you are awaiting the Creator. Therefore, be ready; be ready daily.

Now Latwii said to the emotions we must give a profound but simple bow, for they are the purest thing in your density, so attempt not to have mixed emotions but to have each emotion in turn purely and beautifully extinguishing the fires that burn out of control in anger and by discovering the beautiful rainbow of colors of emotions that are positive. Latwii continued by saying now we come to the wellspring of spiritual growth, and that is the spiritual self which is your connection to your true personality, so stimulate that connection with regularity, and though you may not hear what the silence speaks, the connection having been made will bear fruit, and you may consider your spiritual self as a great protector, for once you align yourself with it, it will supply you with your needs, and again it was written that Jesus said, “I have food and drink that you know not of,” so all of you have nourishment to an infinite degree, and the bread of the Kingdom awaits your attention, but there is only one thing to keep you from falling asleep while we talk philosophy, and that is the uncertain nature of the spiritual path, for you must see this path as a great cartoon: there will be many blank squares, and then in one square there will be the Creator, and you will find enlightenment, so it is an illusion, but the Creator is hidden, and the Creator will pop in on you if you are awaiting the Creator, so be ready daily. In 17.2, Ra spoke about the nature of enlightenment:

We cannot offer shortcuts to enlightenment. Enlightenment is of the moment, is an opening to intelligent infinity. It can only be accomplished by the self, for the self. Another self cannot teach/learn enlightenment, but only teach/learn information, inspiration, or a sharing of love, of mystery, of the unknown that makes the other-self reach out and begin the seeking process that ends in a moment. But who can know when an entity will open the gate to the present?

I will leave this instrument for a brief period so that Laitos [inaudible], who has been with us since the beginning of the meeting, may work with the newer instruments. I am Latwii.

[Pause]

I am Laitos. I am with this instrument, I am very pleased to be with you and greet you in Love and Light. We are aware of the myth of the lions that guard the temple in one of your continents. However, we have been unable to get past the lions at the gates of the temple of the mind of the one known as Jim. We had a very good contact, and wish him to know that he was, indeed, being given the contact to start the channeling for us. The vocal channel does not have an easy time beginning to channel, due to the very lack of experience that he is attempting to overcome. For, because our thoughts and your thoughts feel the same, we have only conditioning to convince the newer channel that he or she is indeed receiving a contact. And this conditioning must be requested. However, we believe that if we attempt again, we will be able to make a good contact with the one known as Jim. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

(Jim channeling)

I am Laitos, and I am with this instrument. It is once again a pleasure and a privilege to be able to share with you our thoughts through this instrument. It is not always the easiest task to remove the lions from the gate of the mind, for those lions have been stationed at this gate, and the gates of many of your people, for eons of time, so to speak. These lions are those thought-forms and images which you manufacture in your daily existence to serve as a form of guide or protection, as it were, against that world which seems to be, at times, ranging from inhospitable to incomprehensible. And lions stationed at the gates of the mind frequently are seen by those who employ them as a buffering or shielding device that will protect you from the world or perhaps explain that world to you in a way which will set your mind at ease.

We would suggest to you, each and every one of your people, to remove these lions from your employ and to let them go their way, for you need them not. They are ornaments which are unnecessary in the architecture of your life. It is, we would suggest, a wiser choice to allow the gate to your mind, and to your being, and to your heart to remain open, that all which you experience in your consciousness may flow freely through this gate.

We would suggest a pause for a moment…

[Pause]

I am Laitos, and I am again with this instrument, and we greet the one known as S to our meditation.

Laitos wanted to speak about the thought forms that we use to shield ourselves from the world around us. They began by saying it is not the easiest task to remove the lions from the gate of the mind, for those lions have been stationed at the gates of many of your people for eons of time, and these lions are thought-forms which you manufacture in your daily existence to serve as a form of protection against that world which seems to be ranging from inhospitable to incomprehensible, so lions stationed at the gates of the mind are seen by those who employ them as a shielding device that will protect you from the world or explain that world to you in a way which will set your mind at ease. Now Latwii said we would suggest to each and every one of your people to remove these lions from your employ and to let them go their way, for you need them not, for they are ornaments which are unnecessary in the architecture of your life, so it is a wiser choice to allow the gate to your mind, your being, and your heart to remain open that all which you experience in your consciousness may flow freely through this gate. On November 6, 1994, Q’uo spoke of the value of allowing our heart to remain open:

Thus, to remain open in the heart, to remain open in the offering, and to continue to give that of love from your heart to the other’s heart without expectation of return is the most that can be done. This is difficult for many who seek to be of service, especially to those that are loved dearly, yet it is that which must be accepted, for the free will of each entity is of paramount importance. For any progress to be made, the steps must be taken by each entity for the self.

To continue in our train of thought, we would suggest that you leave this gate to your mind and to your being and to your heart unguarded, that each experience which comes your way might be fully experienced and might become a part of that lesson of learning Love which, in some way, you have chosen with each experience which you encounter in your daily lives. The lions are not needed, my friends; rather become open in all of your being, in all of your experience, become open that you might become penetrated with the Love of the infinite Creator which surrounds you each and every day of your life, with every experience that you come in contact with.

We are sure that, for many of you, and indeed for most at some time, you will feel a great deal of insecurity, not knowing what is coming as a lesson and a learning in your lives. But we assure you that these feelings of insecurity soon shall fade as you look at every event that occurs in your life as a learning, and you will discover that you have nothing to fear in this universe, that every event, each occurrence, is planned as part of the infinite Creator’s plan, to teach you a newer or better way to find your path inward to the Creator which resides within your being. Again, may we suggest that by removing these guards from your mind, that you will learn each of those lessons which are part of your path and your way to your home, to your source, to the center of all creation.

Now Latwii said we would suggest that you leave this gate to your mind and to your heart unguarded that each experience which comes your way might be fully experienced and might become a part of that lesson of learning Love which you have chosen with each experience which you encounter in your daily lives, so the lions are not needed, and you can become open in all of your being and in all of your experience, so that you might become penetrated with the Love of the infinite Creator which surrounds you every day of your life, with every experience that you come in contact with. Latwii concluded by saying we are sure that for most of you at some time, you will feel an insecurity, not knowing what is coming as a lesson in your lives, but we assure you that these feelings of insecurity shall fade as you look at every event that occurs in your life as a learning, and you will discover that you have nothing to fear in this universe, that every event is planned as part of the infinite Creator’s plan to teach you better ways to find your path inward to the Creator which resides within your being, so may we suggest that by removing these guards from your mind that you will learn each of those lessons which are part of your path and your way to your source, to the center of all creation. On March 13, 2010, Q’uo spoke of what it is like when we return to our source:

And, you are one in your ending, for you are fellow pilgrims walking through experience after experience, gathering the sweetness of every flower, the poignancy of every sadness, the horror of every tragedy, witnessing, amassing, sorting, analyzing, using the experiences that you have, constantly transforming yourself by that which you choose to see, that which you choose to understand, that which you hold and that which you release. Your path, while unique, has an inevitability in its general arc, for you shall, in the fullness of time and space, circle back to your source and be taken up again in that Creator for whom you yearn, for whom you live, and for whom you are gathering these experiences, these impressions, these moments of pure witness, these transformations that change the Creator’s knowledge of Itself.

We would now transfer this contact to the one known as Carla. I am Laitos.

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos. I am now with this instrument, and wish again to express our thanks to the instrument known as Jim, for it is truly a joy to be able to share our thoughts with you and, to us, each mind which is offered to us in Love is a treasure-trove of experiences and memories and thoughts upon which we can impress our concepts, so that each instrument has a unique place and a unique function. We may say various things through various instruments that perhaps one person in the group may need to hear. For this reason, we thank each of you for attempting to speak our words.

At this time, we would transfer to the instrument known as E, if he would relax. I am Laitos.

(Carla channeling)

I am again with this instrument. We have good contact with the one known as E. However, we are meeting some friction and will attempt at this time to make a more comfortable contact that will not be so uncomfortable. I am Laitos.

Carla: Somebody might make contact with the door.

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos. We find that we have difficulty making a good clear contact with the mind of the one known as E, and due to a somewhat fatigued and perhaps less than clear state of mind. Therefore, we send to our brother our Love and thanks for working with us. We would now contact the one known as S, if he will relax, and speak our thoughts as they occur to him without hesitation. I am Laitos.

(S channeling)

I am Laitos. I am with this instrument. If the instrument will relax…

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(S channeling)

It is a pleasure to work with those who [inaudible] to be able to work with ones such as yourselves. We thank the one known as S for letting us work with him at this time, and at this time we will transfer the contact back to the instrument known as Carla. I am Laitos,

(Carla channeling)

I am again with this instrument. May we thank each of you for your patience as we work with these new instruments. We would wish to work with two more, and then we will work with all of you upon the conditioning ray.

First we would like to attempt to make our presence known to the one known as B, if he would relax and mentally request our contact. He may hear a word or a phrase. If he does, and if he wishes to pursue this service, we encourage him to speak up and find what the experience may hold for him. I will now transfer to the one known as B. I am Laitos.

I am again with this instrument. We find that we are slightly overloading the one known as B and therefore we will work with him at his request and at his convenience at any time he may wish to ask for our help so that we may balance our vibrations with his.

At this time, we would attempt to contact the instrument known as C if he also would relax and let our thoughts move into his consciousness and into speech without hindrance. I am Laitos.

We are again with the instrument. I am Laitos. We thank the one known as C and assure him that, as this instrument would say, the first olive is always the hardest to get out of the bottle. This is a stage that you may surely get beyond with constant application.

We would touch with each of the others in this group, some of whom desire to be channels such as this one, some of whom desire only to feel our presence and to deepen their own meditations, for we may act as a sort of carrier wave strengthening your own individual vibration. We touch, therefore, at this time and attempt to make our presence known, if it is wished, to Jim and to C, to M.

[Pause]

And now to the one known as L, our contact and our encouragement.

[Pause]

My friends, it is a great privilege to work with this group, and we leave you with the request that you do ask for us if you have a spare few minutes. Never think that it is too short a time for meditation, for if you can look carefully at one blade of grass, or the beauty of the sky, or your own task as you pursue it well, then you can meditate in that brief period as the clock strikes, as a car goes by, as a bird sings, as you hear the life-giving sound of water. Let all things be signals to meditate upon the beauty of the Creation of the Creator. We are always with you, and you need but ask us.

I am known to you as Laitos and will leave this instrument at this time. Adonai, my friends. Adonai.

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii, and am again with this instrument. We took a flyer at the one known as, Jim but he is not yet ready to answer questions for a large group. We think that he is, but he does not think that he is, but we will work that out in the future, as you would call it. Actually, to us it is a kind of past but that is difficult to go into with this instrument. May we ask at this time if there are any questions? If you have one, please ask it.

Questioner: Yes. First, I want to thank you for answering questions that I already had in my head. But, while Laitos was attempting contact with me, I know that during that thoughts passed through my head [inaudible] but [inaudible]. I just felt a flurry of activity going on in my mind, nothing in particular, just images, almost like Laitos was trying to block it out, [inaudible] block it all of a sudden with a flurry of activity.

Latwii: We realize, my brother, that that is not precisely a question, however, we will make it into one because we know that which you speak of. It is a common occurrence with one who has not yet totally vanquished the old habits of the body. We will state that in such a way that you do not feel that, because you eat spaghetti, you cannot channel. The habit of the body is to be active. Unless the body is asleep, it is most often active, even while watching one of your television shows, the body will be active and will attempt to feed itself or move about or have some sort of pastime. It is very seldom that the mind and the body are without activity; such is your culture. Thus, when you begin to meditate, and especially when you realize that it would be a good idea for you to have a good meditative state in order to be able to achieve a goal which you desire, that of vocal channeling, your mind and your body will conspire against you to reinstate the older habits of activity.

In some cases, those who meditate for a while will become ill, and they may get what is known to you as a headache or stomachache, or they may see, as you do, images of varying kinds. It is a distraction which, if pursued, will eventually subside. Perhaps several months, and this experience will no longer be part of your repertoire, because you will have become used to neither physical nor mental activity. In other words, you will have learned to become passive. This is easy for those trained in Eastern ways but very difficult for those trained in what this instrument would call the Occident. However, you must not be disheartened because you have, shall we say, “Occidentally” been born in the wrong place, but simply persist and this phenomenon will diminish and disappear.

Questioner asked: “Yes. First, I want to thank you for answering questions that I already had in my head. But, while Laitos was attempting contact with me, I know that during that thoughts passed through my head [inaudible] but [inaudible]. I just felt a flurry of activity going on in my mind, nothing in particular, just images, almost like Laitos was trying to block it out, [inaudible] block it all of a sudden with a flurry of activity.” Latwii began by saying that is not precisely a question, but we will make it into one because we know that which you speak of, and it is a common occurrence with one who has not yet totally vanquished the old habits of the body, so we will state that in such a way that you do not feel that habit of the body is to be active, but unless the body is asleep, it is often active, and the body will be active and will attempt to feed itself or move about, so it is seldom that the mind and the body are without activity in your culture, for when you begin to meditate, and when you realize that it would be a good idea for you to have a good meditative state in order to be able to achieve a goal which you desire, that of vocal channeling, your mind and your body will conspire against you to reinstate the older habits of activity. Latwii continued by saying in some cases, those who meditate for a while will become ill, and they may get a headache or stomachache, or they may see, as you do, images of varying kinds, and it is a distraction which, if pursued, will eventually subside after several months, and this experience will no longer be part of your process because you will have become used to neither physical nor mental activity, so you will have learned to become passive, for this is easy for those trained in Eastern ways but difficult for those trained in what Carla would call the Occident, but you must not be disheartened because you have “Occidentally” been born in the wrong place, but persist and this phenomenon will disappear. On July 15, 1982, Latwii described the process of learning to become a vocal channel:

The new instrument will most often find some difficulty in determining when contact has been made for the purpose of the vocal channeling as opposed for the—we correct this instrument—as opposed to the conditioning which is necessary when asked for as a preparation for this vocal channeling. We suggest, therefore, that each new instrument ask for some type of signal from the Confederation entity providing the conditioning vibration that will signify to the new instrument that the vocalizing of the thoughts is now appropriate. This may be a simple intensification of the contact in whatever means it has been experienced, a dropping of the jaw, a rushing of the pulse of the heart, an increase in the sensations of the forehead. Whatever is a new instrument’s unique configuration, then let this be that signal for the beginning of the contact in its vocalized form.

Do not be discouraged, my sister, if this technique also takes time to learn. The new instrument that is full to the brim with the desire to be of service in this manner has opened itself to such a degree that the sensitivity is quite finely tuned, and therefore the next step becomes necessary, that is, the discrimination of the sensations which are experienced. With practice, you shall become most adept at this as well.

Is there another question?

Questioner: Yes, I have another one. It’s concerning the relationship of the body with the mind. It seems, or I find it [inaudible] taking an inordinate amount of sweets, and sugar is present in large amounts in my body, that my thought processes tend towards a more depressed kind of state, that I feel I wind up [inaudible] more prey to the ego games that we play in our lives, and more of a feeling of selfishness, and less of giving. Is there a relationship to the state of the body to the mind that such things occur?

Latwii: My brother, that is indeed correct. As we said before, there are various degrees of perfection in the combustibility of nutrients that enter the furnace that is your physical vehicle. Those things which are of the sugar family are very unfortunate in their tendencies towards causing the person to become more within his or her own personality structure. It is, as this instrument would say, a downer. It is intended to give energy, however it does not, it removes energy from the electrical field of the body. You see, there is a concept of inwardness and outwardness, and that which you know as sugar in many of its forms is an inward-looking combustible. Therefore, when ingested it will produce more consciousness of the self and therefore more tendency towards pettiness and, as you said, game-playing.

On the other hand, there is an even greater difficulty; that is that as the body craves balance, and as all things crave balance, so a very inward food will request that the body ingest a very outward food, that which causes the body to gain the energy which it has lost, and therefore this will encourage the body to eat an equally large amount of what you would call red meat. This is an imperfectly burned substance, and should be used in your furnace with some caution, for the byproducts are often difficult to deal with when taken in excess, and you need to have some of your filters replaced after a long period of using these substances. Thus, there is indeed a great deal of connection between mind and body for the simple reason that your mind dwells within the confines of the physical body while it is awake, unless of course you are fasting for a long period, in which case it might not stay with the body at all. That, incidentally, is one of the purposes of fasting. Contrary to some modern beliefs, it is not a method of losing excess avoirdupois but rather a means of transcending the physical illusion and ascending to a more fine and well-tuned illusion. Thus, the teacher known as Jesus fasted, as did many others in your holy works and others throughout the world.

Questioner asked: “Yes, I have another one. It’s concerning the relationship of the body with the mind. It seems, or I find it [inaudible] taking an inordinate amount of sweets, and sugar is present in large amounts in my body, that my thought processes tend towards a more depressed kind of state, that I feel I wind up [inaudible] more prey to the ego games that we play in our lives, and more of a feeling of selfishness, and less of giving. Is there a relationship to the state of the body to the mind that such things occur?” Latwii began by saying that is correct, for there are various degrees of perfection in the combustibility of nutrients that enter the furnace that is your physical body, and those things which are of the sugar family are unfortunate in their tendencies towards causing the person to become more within his or her own personality structure, so it is, as Carla would say, a downer since it is intended to give energy, but it does not, for it removes energy from the electrical field of the body, so there is a concept of inwardness and outwardness, and that which you know as sugar in many of its forms is an inward-looking combustible, and when ingested it will produce more consciousness of the self and more tendency towards pettiness and game-playing. Latwii continued by saying there is an even greater difficulty, for as the body craves balance an inward food will request that the body ingest an outward food which causes the body to gain the energy which it has lost, and this will encourage the body to eat an equally large amount of red meat which is an imperfectly burned substance, and should be used in your body with caution, for the byproducts are often difficult to deal with when taken in excess, and you need to have some of your filters replaced after a long period of using these substances, so there is a great deal of connection between mind and body for the reason that your mind dwells within the physical body while it is awake, unless of course you are fasting for a long period, in which case it might not stay with the body at all, and that is one of the purposes of fasting, but contrary to modern beliefs, it is not a method of losing excess weight but is a means of transcending the physical illusion and ascending to a more well-tuned illusion, so Jesus fasted, as did many others in your holy works and others throughout the world. On January 15, 2006, Q’uo spoke of the difficulties Carla had when she ate sugars:

This instrument, for instance, was at one time extremely fond of chocolate and sweets in general and, indeed, had eaten so many sweets for so much of her life that her entire body chemistry was oriented to using sugar for carbohydrates. She was not doing her body any favors by eating in this manner. And at one point in her life, she discovered herself putting into effect many changes in diet.

She missed her sweets up until one day when she noticed that she was not craving them any more. She was not looking at the menu in restaurants to see what desserts that they had first. She was actually looking at the food, the entrees, the salads: items which never appealed to her in her younger years when there were so many difficulties with eating because her body failed to accept many foods.

Had she taken thought to give up sweets, she would have found herself in a terrible struggle. Instead, she allowed the natural force of her body’s reaction to the changes that she was making comfortably to carry her over some completely unseen precipice and into an entirely new area of her experience where she simply did not crave sweets.

May we answer your question further, my brother?

Questioner: Ah, yes. I have done some [inaudible] fasting, and it does… I have achieved, a better state of being but in regards to—if the diet is changed in such a way that foods are taken in in a balanced amount… this question is on my mind because my wife received a book which stresses either eating habits as a way of preventing disease, curing ailments, and achieving a better balance within the body, therefore achieving a better state of mind. That is the premise behind the book. Would a diet that is fully balanced help you achieve a state similar to that achieved by fasting and taking the impurities out of the body that way?

I am Latwii. My brother, the effect of fasting is a loosening of the cord that ties the consciousness to the body. Thus, no matter how balanced the diet, the cord would remain tight as long as you are eating. The followers of ecstasy, such as Sufis and saints, have often used fasting as a means of loosening their consciousness from their body, that they may see visions and seek the Creator within. This, however, has little to do with a balanced diet. It is healthy, for the body’s sake, shall we say, speaking only on the physical plane, to fast if one finds oneself having bad reactions to seemingly something one has eaten. Then one may perhaps isolate the difficulty and remove it from one’s diet. As to a balanced diet, you must understand, my brother, that this is what we were cautioning you against, those who believe in one way for all people. If you will close your eyes and truly picture that you feel will make you healthy, then continue, and eat that which you see, your body will inform you of that which it needs. There are foods, certainly, which are unhealthy to all people, but there are many, many foods to choose from, and in some cases foods, which may be harmful to one, would be greatly helpful to another.

Thus, you cannot learn your diet from a book, but from experiencing your feelings as you eat and as you live. Attempt, indeed, the advice given in a book, take what seems to work for you, and then go onward. We ask only that you do not become bogged down in the deep details of this and that, and the other thing, for you will find that for every this, that, and the other thing in one way of thinking, there will be a diametrically opposed this, that, and yet another thing in another book that sounds equally plausible. Therefore, if you truly attempt to remain healthy on the physical plane by reading books, you will find that you might as well have eaten the paper. We do not usually become involved in discussions of this sort because it is indeed physical plane activity and we do not achieve an enormous amount of joy therefrom. However, we realize that it was upon your mind at this time. Is there another question?

Questioner asked: “Ah, yes. I have done some [inaudible] fasting, and it does… I have achieved, a better state of being but in regards to—if the diet is changed in such a way that foods are taken in in a balanced amount… this question is on my mind because my wife received a book which stresses either eating habits as a way of preventing disease, curing ailments, and achieving a better balance within the body, therefore achieving a better state of mind. That is the premise behind the book. Would a diet that is fully balanced help you achieve a state similar to that achieved by fasting and taking the impurities out of the body that way?” Latwii said the effect of fasting is a loosening of the cord that ties the consciousness to the body, so no matter how balanced the diet, the cord would remain tight as long as you are eating, and the followers of ecstasy, such as Sufis and saints, have used fasting as a means of loosening their consciousness from their body, that they may see visions and seek the Creator within, but this has little to do with a balanced diet, so it is healthy, for the body to fast if one has bad reactions to something one has eaten, and then one may remove it from one’s diet, so for a balanced diet you must understand that this is what we were cautioning you against those who believe in one way for all people, for if you will close your eyes and picture what you feel will make you healthy, then eat that which you see,  and your body will inform you of that which it needs because there are foods which are unhealthy to all people, but there are many foods to choose from, and in some cases foods, which may be harmful to one, would be helpful to another. Latwii went on to say you cannot learn your diet from a book, but from experiencing your feelings as you eat and as you live, so take what seems to work for you, and then go onward, and we ask that you do not become bogged down in the details of living, for you will find that for every detail in one way of thinking, there will be a an opposite detail, and another thing in another book that sounds equally possible, for if you attempt to remain healthy on the physical plane by reading books, you will find that you might as well have eaten the paper, but we do not usually become involved in discussions of this sort because it is third density activity, and we do not achieve much joy from them, yet we realize that it was upon your mind at this time. In 40.14, Ra spoke of the value of fasting:

In addition, though this has not been mentioned, for this instrument is not in need of purification, those entities in need of purging the self of a poison thought-form or emotion complex do well to take care in following a program of careful fasting until the destructive thought-form has been purged analogously with the by-products of ridding the physical vehicle of excess material. Again, you see the value not to the body complex, but used as a link for the mind and spirit. Thus, self reveals self to self.

Is there another question?

S: I have a question. This week I saw something very unusual. I saw a number in a very unusual way, an unnatural way. Is there some significance that I should be looking for connected to this number?

Carla: I’m just getting a “no,” S.

Latwii: This instrument is receiving correctly—no. Is there another question?

Questioner: Could I ask a little bit further on my “no”? It was so perfect, I don’t think it could ever occur that way naturally. Could I have influenced it mentally myself? Can you offer a suggestion?

Latwii: Yes, my brother, we can offer a suggestion: we suggest that you laugh for one half of an hour, and at the end of that time, you will be much closer to understanding the significance of all subjective proof.

Is there another question?

Questioner: I have a question. After learning of the cataclysmic events that will, in all likelihood, occur on this planet in the future, my mind just turned to finding ways of surviving that war; another way might be expressed as myself and my friends to circumvent the events. I’m confused as to what my responsibilities are to my body, whether I should put energy into trying to ensure its survival. On one hand I feel I should, and on the other hand I feel that I’m wasting energy, concerning myself with something that is merely physical. Could you give me some help with this?

I am Latwii. Yes, my brother, I believe that we can give you some slight help. You understand that you are dealing with the physical vehicle that is a complete illusion. In the normal course of events, you would concern yourself with a retirement, you would concern yourself with the physical accouterments of comfort for yourself and for those whom you love. These events are far in the future, retirement, comfort without a working income, but indeed these would fill your mind, and this is normal for your people, for unlike some societies your children will not be expected to take you in. Therefore, you must concern yourselves with these things. You would not need to concern yourselves with these things if you decided not to. You may perhaps feel that it is irresponsible not to attempt to adjust your future for the comfort of your beloved family, but you must look at the future and realize that it is the future that simply may turn out differently than your retirement. You may need, instead, to retire early and go to farming so that you may eat. There is nothing particularly foolish about deciding that you would like to survive the discomforts of dying in this city. In some aspects of your future, this would indeed be possible.

You may, on the other hand, adopt a purer ideal which those whom you love may not understand at all, and that is to say, “I will trust to the Creator that all things will be provided which I need, and I will do whatever work the Creator has for me to do.” Surprisingly enough, you may find that whichever route you take, you may end up on a farm, growing food so that you may eat. Therefore, we suggest that, just as in your decisions about a long faraway retirement, you do precisely what you wish, because it is the future, and you are trapped in the present, and when the present moves in its little boat down the stream of time in your dimension to that point in the future, you will then know what has happened. We are sorry that we cannot tell you that it is either smart or stupid to provide for the future, given the cataclysms. However, it is totally a matter of your free choice. There is no shame in attempting to survive in the physical body in which you now experience this incarnation. The cataclysms which will come prior to the polar shift—that is some time off—there will be much to do before then. There is also no shame in leaving oneself completely open to the opportunities at hand wherever you may be. Some people are moved to plan and do in advance those things for their families which may give them the best chance of survival. Others are moved to blow with the winds, flow with the tides, and only be a lingering breath on the surface of the land. You will know as you listen to these words which type you are. We cannot tell you, but we assure you that there is goodness and righteousness in either path, and no shame to the secure or the wanderer.

Questioner asked: “I have a question. After learning of the cataclysmic events that will, in all likelihood, occur on this planet in the future, my mind just turned to finding ways of surviving that war; another way might be expressed as myself and my friends to circumvent the events. I’m confused as to what my responsibilities are to my body, whether I should put energy into trying to ensure its survival. On one hand I feel I should, and on the other hand I feel that I’m wasting energy, concerning myself with something that is merely physical. Could you give me some help with this?” Latwii began by saying you are dealing with the physical vehicle that is an illusion, and normally you would concern yourself with retirement, with the physical nature of comfort for yourself and for those whom you love, so these events are far in the future, but these would fill your mind, and this is normal for your people, for unlike some societies your children will not be expected to take you in, so you must concern yourselves with these things because you must look at the future and realize that it is the future that may turn out differently than your retirement, so you may need to retire early and go to farming so that you may eat, and there is nothing foolish about deciding that you would like to survive the discomforts of dying in this city which could be possible. Then Latwii said you may adopt a purer ideal which those whom you love may not, and that is to say, “I will trust to the Creator that all things will be provided which I need, and I will do whatever work the Creator has for me to do,” and you may find that whichever route you take, you may end up on a farm, growing food so that you may eat, so we suggest that you do what you wish because it is the future, and you are trapped in the present, and when the present moves in its boat down the stream of time in your dimension to that point in the future, you will know what has happened, but we are sorry that we cannot tell you that it is either smart or stupid to provide for the future, given the cataclysms since it is a matter of your free choice, and there is no shame in attempting to survive in the body in which you experience this incarnation, so in the cataclysms which will come prior to the polar shift there will be much to do before then, but there is no shame in leaving yourself open to the opportunities at hand, for some people are moved to plan and do in advance those things for their families which may give them the best chance of survival, and others are moved to blow with the winds and be a lingering breath on the surface of the land, and you will know as you listen to these words which type you are, so there is goodness in either path, and no shame to the wanderer. On March 6, 2005, Q’uo said that the predicated polar shift had been averted:

However, enough positive energy has begun to be gathered in the hearts of the planetary population of humankind upon planet Earth that the very likely polar shift that was expected before the end of your twentieth century was averted. What is occurring now on your planet as it goes through the labor of planet Earth into fourth density is that delicate task of releasing the negative energy collected by this planet in ways that do not destroy the planet. And so, as we have said before, you can see the tsunamis, the earthquakes, the catastrophes that are terrible but not Earth-shattering, and we mean that literally. Love has transformed your possibilities and now you gaze at the genuine possibility of bringing the planetary sphere together in a web of true Love.

May we ask if this answers your question adequately?

Questioner: It has both answered my question and given me great comfort. I thank you.

Latwii: I thank you, my brother. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: I have a question about something that was mentioned earlier. It seems that on our plane we learn from suffering and pain. I’m wondering if there might also be some other methods of learning that would not involve suffering, or if suffering is the quickest way of learning in our density?

I am Latwii. Each individual, my brother, is in a completely different universe. In many of those universes, suffering is the quickest way to learn. In some few universes, happiness, joy, delight, and the total sharing of experience are the quickest ways to learn. It simply depends upon the vibration of the individual, and what lessons he has chosen for himself. There is no premium upon suffering. It is simply a very efficient tool for learning the lessons of patience and cheerfulness. When you can be patient, when you can be cheerful in the face of adversity, then you have become a potentially loving person. If you have come into the world with patience and with happiness, then whatever suffering you may have may not be for your learning at all, but only, shall we say, to hold you down, to keep you fixed upon your goal.

So, if you find yourself cheerful and do not feel the need of suffering, and yet you find that you have some degree of emotional, mental, spiritual or physical pain, you might examine it in order to learn what limitations this would indicate, and willingly accept it. Then you can go back to being joyful, delighted and ecstatic as a means of learning. You see, you have the complete range of methods of learning. It is absolutely not necessary to suffer in order to learn. It is simply that the trauma introduced by these methods is often very effective in causing individuals to stop and ask themselves “why.” That question is the beginning. The desire to know why is the beginning of all that you can learn about the Creator and Its Love in this dimension.

Questioner asked: “I have a question about something that was mentioned earlier. It seems that on our plane we learn from suffering and pain. I’m wondering if there might also be some other methods of learning that would not involve suffering, or if suffering is the quickest way of learning in our density?” Then Latwii went on to say each individual is in a different universe, and in many of these universes suffering is the quickest way to learn, but in some universes happiness and the sharing of experience are the quickest ways to learn, for it depends upon the vibration of the individual and what lessons they have chosen, and there is no premium upon suffering since it is an efficient tool for learning the lessons of patience and cheerfulness, so when you can be patient and cheerful in the face of adversity, then you have become a loving person, for if you have come into the world with patience and happiness, then whatever suffering you may have may not be for your learning but to hold you down and keep you fixed upon your goal. Now Latwii said if you find yourself cheerful and do not feel the need of suffering, and yet you find that you have some degree of emotional, mental, spiritual or physical pain, you might examine it in order to learn what limitations this would indicate, and willingly accept it, and then you can go back to being joyful as a means of learning, for you have the complete range of methods of learning, so it is not necessary to suffer in order to learn, but it is that the trauma introduced by these methods is effective in causing individuals to stop and ask themselves “why,” and that question is the beginning of all that you can learn about the Creator and Its Love in this dimension. On July 18, 1982, Latwii said that suffering has been pre-incarnatively planned by us:

Each entity before the incarnation draws up the general guidelines, shall we say, of the upcoming incarnation. These plans may call for the entity to bear a great deal of that known as unhappiness or suffering in order that the entity might find the Love of the Creator within that suffering, for the Creator’s Love is not absent from any moment or situation. It may not be specifically planned that the suffering shall result from that which you know as warfare. It may be that such suffering can be beneficially experienced as a disease of the body, a disease of the mind, a condition of strained relationships with those near and close to the entity’s heart. It may be that such suffering can be achieved by an entity who feels great empathy for a world in pain. That such suffering is programmed before the incarnation is quite correct. How it shall be encountered is often not specifically delineated.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: No, that was very good, I have food for thought now.

 Thank you.

Latwii: We are glad to provide you with a late snack. We are sorry that we could not give you a more substantial meal.

Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: I have one other question on another area. I would like to know if such a thing as twin souls do exist and what they might be. I understand the concept of soulmates, which suggests people who have been together as mates before, but I understand also that twin souls are something else yet again. Could you shed any light on this concept?

Latwii: Yes, my brother. It is a simple concept and part of the Creator’s plan as we know it. The twin soul is part of the oversoul of that individual personality. Thus, two souls have incarnated working with one basic unit of awareness. Soulmates, upon the other hand, are those who as whole individuals have chosen to work together in order to achieve mastery of third-dimension planes of existence.

[Tape ends.]

This morning I went outside and used my trimmer to trim the rest of the back yard. Then I moved the sprinkler to three different positions in the back yard.

This afternoon I got a call from Bachman Subaru telling me that Stanley had five different problems that were going to take a few weeks to correct. So, I called their shuttle service that took me over to Bachman’s Subaru where they had a 2025 Subaru Outback that I could use until Stanley was repaired. Then I drove the new Subaru Outback over to visit Connie in the care home in southern Indiana. I showed her some pictures on my iPhone of flowers, fish in my fishpond, deer, skunks, and Azalea Bushes. Then I gave her a banana to eat and let her know that I also had some Banana Bread, Protein Bars, and Choc- Zero candy that I would have the nurse put in the refrigerator across from the Nurse’s Station at the end of the hall. Then we talked for a while about how we were doing these days, and I let her know that we have a new place, called Terrapin Hill, for our Homecoming Gatherings because it could accommodate more seekers of truth than Carla’s and my home could. We finished our visit with a meditation.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

September 3

The Gift Of Peace

I am the most sacred Spirit of the consciousness of Jesus the Christ, and I join you in the consciousness of divine Love.

This instrument has prayed, “Lord, make me an instrument of Thy peace.” The early morning brings a sunrise; the noonday, great light; the evening, the myriad colored rainbows of sunset, and at midnight, a carpet of stars is sprinkled upon the great ground of the sky. In all of these conditions there is peace.

In all conditions of the life that you experience now there is peace. Seek first, in the sunrises, the noons, the sunsets and the midnights of your heart, to feel the sweetly wrapped gift of peace given silently.

This present dwells within each of you. The varieties of life, light and experience merely embrace the various environments, the diverse parties with which you may share such a precious gift through smiles and laughter and gentle silences with those who greet you.

We leave you in peace, both now and evermore. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Hatonn channeling for today comes from July 27, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. We were attempting to contact the one known as E, and feel that we made good contact, and are happy that we are continuing to progress in giving him confidence at this time. It is my great blessing to share with you in the stream of your life at this time. We have been too long away from you, my friends, not in thought, but in our work, and it is truly a great blessing to us to return to you.

There are several thoughts we would like to share with you this evening, as there have been some things upon people’s minds that they may wish to think about. We will attempt to work with a few of them. We know that you are all familiar with a prayer that many of you have learned as children which is called “The Lord’s Prayer,” and we wonder if you might not reconsider this prayer with the understanding that we may have to offer, for it is truly a central and worthwhile teaching of one of your great teachers, but it has been much misunderstood by your peoples, for it has led them to believe that there is an entity outside of themselves, bearing no resemblance or connection to themselves, to whom they pray and beseech assistance. My friends, to the best of our understanding, this is not so.

This prayer begins, “Our Father, which art in heaven.” That is to say “Love, which is in light.”

“Hallowed be Thy name.” This is to say “Holy be the name of Creation”—the word that means “all that there is.”

“Thy Kingdom come”—the Kingdom of Love, “Thy will be done”—the will of Love, “on Earth as it is in Heaven”—as it is in Heaven, the kingdom of Love.“

“Give us this day our daily bread.” You must ask this, my friends, as a symbol for all of the needs and supplies of the illusion, for in the physical body you have many needs which must be fulfilled—food and drink and shelter. But Love is the source of all supply, and it is infinite.

“Forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us.” May Love prevail, both in the giving of forgiveness and the gracious acceptance of the forgiveness of others for the wrongs which you have done. This, my friends, is perhaps the hardest of the phrases to live. For some it is difficult to forgive, but for most it is easier to forgive than be forgiven, for you do not wish to understand this Love, and to understand that you are in need of Love, that you have not, without Love, become the perfect being that you can be and that you are in reality. You are so caught up in the illusion, my friends, that you forget how foolish it is, and how foolish each entity is as they react within that illusion. But we ask you to forgive and, more than this, we ask you to accept your own failings, and to accept the forgiveness of yourself and others when you have failed to manifest perfection.

“Lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.” You are aware, my friends, that you yourself planned the lessons that you would learn in this lifetime. Each of those lessons requires a testing, and each testing will be difficult. As you pray to Love, it is not that you ask to avoid the lessons, but that you ask the grace of Love, the spirit of that which is Light, to enter into you and to lead you into a wiser, higher self, that protects you from misunderstanding the test, and from misperceiving the testing.

“For Thine is the Kingdom, and the Power, and the Glory forever.” And whose is “Thine,” my friends? To whom do we think of? The Kingdom is part of ourselves. That which you know as Christ-consciousness is a spark that dwells within each of us. To center yourself upon the Christ within is to then be perfectly poised for action in any direction, in any way that may be needed. It is to have your burden lifted, that you may be light of heart, and merry, and full of love for mankind.

Hatonn wanted to share their view of the Lord’s prayer, and they began by saying there are several thoughts we would like to share with you this evening, as there have been some things upon people’s minds that they may wish to think about, and we will attempt to work with a few of them, so we know that you are familiar with a prayer that many of you have learned as children which is called “The Lord’s Prayer,” and we wonder if you might reconsider this prayer with the understanding that we may have to offer, for it is a central teaching of one of your great teachers, but it has been much misunderstood by your people, for it has led them to believe that there is an entity outside of themselves, bearing no resemblance or connection to themselves, to whom they pray and beseech assistance, and to the best of our understanding, this is not so. Hatonn continued by saying this prayer begins, “Our Father, which art in heaven,” and that is to say “Love, which is in light.”

“Hallowed be Thy name,” this is to say “Holy be the name of Creation”—the word that means “all that there is.”

“Thy Kingdom come”—the Kingdom of Love, and “Thy will be done”—the will of Love, “on Earth as it is in Heaven”—as it is in Heaven, the kingdom of Love.“

“Give us this day our daily bread,” and you must ask this as a symbol for all of the needs of the illusion, for in the physical body you have many needs which must be fulfilled—food and drink and shelter, but Love is the source of all supply, and it is infinite.

“Forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us,” so may Love prevail, both in the giving of forgiveness and the acceptance of the forgiveness of others for the wrongs which you have done, so this is the hardest of the phrases to live, for some it is difficult to forgive, but for most it is easier to forgive than be forgiven, for you do not wish to understand this Love, and to understand that you are in need of Love, that you have not, without Love, become the perfect being that you can be, and that you are in reality because you are caught up in the illusion that you forget how foolish it is, and how foolish each entity is as they react within that illusion, but we ask you to forgive, and we ask you to accept your own failings, and to accept the forgiveness of yourself and others when you have failed to manifest perfection.

“Lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil,” so you are aware that you planned the lessons that you would learn in this lifetime, and each of those lessons requires a testing that will be difficult, so as you pray to Love, it is not that you ask to avoid the lessons, but that you ask the grace of Love, the Spirit of that which is Light, to enter into you and to lead you into a wiser, higher self, that protects you from misperceiving the testing.

“For Thine is the Kingdom, and the Power, and the Glory forever,” and whose is “Thine,” and to whom do we think of? For the Kingdom is part of ourselves, and that which you know as Christ consciousness is a spark that dwells within each of us, so to center yourself upon the Christ within is to then be perfectly poised for action in any direction, in any way that may be needed, for it is to have your burden lifted that you may be light of heart and full of love for mankind. On November 16, 1986, Q’uo described the nature of Christ consciousness:

I am Q’uo, and this term, unconditional Love, is a phrase, shall we say, which has been developed within your culture or a portion of it which describes a facet of the Love which is the Christ consciousness, shall we say. If one is able to love without condition all entities and experiences which come before the notice, one is expressing the kind of acceptance upon the deepest of inner levels that is a—we search this instrument’s mind for the proper term—hallmark of the Love of the Creator which animates all creation, for the ability to love without condition or desire of return is the beginning of the Creator within the self to recognize itself within all other portions of the creation. For an entity of the third density to experience this kind of expression of Love requires that the entity move in harmony with those choices which it has made prior to the incarnation that were made with the wider point of view easily accessible to the entity.

This is another means of stating that each within the third density illusion has programmed for the self a program of study which when completed to a sufficient level will allow that entity to experience this condition of Love that has no boundaries and seeks no return. Thus, to work with those experiences which one finds in the daily round of experience and to attempt to find Love in each moment is the means by which such Love may be found. Each has the program most appropriate for the self, and, as that Love is found, one need not worry as to how it might be expressed, for it shall find its own level and means of expression that will be as natural and appropriate for the entity as is drawing one breath after another.

We ask you in your meditations and your actions, my friends, to find this Love, and to see this Love, not only in your friends, but in the homeless, and those who have no friends, and those who are troubled. They need Christ’s Love, and you can offer yourself. You need not say or do anything to be radiant with the Love of Christ-consciousness as you may wish to call it, for if you are centered in service and in Love, all those who need you will be drawn to you, and all that they need from you will be given.

I would transfer this contact to the instrument known as Jim.

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you once again in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. We have been talking about those things that have been on the minds of many of you over the past few days and weeks, and we would continue in this vein and speak of another of what may be termed your concerns in these ever-changing days that each of your people is experiencing now in your world. It is said that we must know who we are in reality in order to become one with all that is, with each of our fellow creatures in the universe. We say to you that your identity is of utmost importance to you at this time, your true identity that resides in every cell of your being and every part of the universe. This identity is one which you have carried with you throughout eons of what you call time, and it is an identity that you shall continue to carry with you and that you shall continue to realize more and more fully as you evolve in your conscious awareness. It is an identity that is ever-expanding Love. It is at its core, Love, which manifests in as many ways as can be imagined.

Each of you, as you perceive the world around you, as you perceive the means of the interaction that you share with your brothers and sisters, each of you has within your being that central source of Love. And each of you perceives this in your own unique way. We would ask that you search more and more diligently and finely, for that identity of Love within yourself. We would ask you to look carefully and intently as to how that central source of love resides within your being, and more, how that central source of Love is manifested in your daily interaction with your brothers and sisters, with all creatures, and all creations of your reality, for we say to you that this central source of Love which is within your being is also within the being of each of your brothers and sisters, in fact, is within the being of each particle of creation upon your plane.

Hatonn wanted to discuss the changes in the world and how we could deal with them. They began by saying we have been talking about those things that have been on the minds of many of you over the past weeks, and we would speak of another of your concerns in these ever-changing days that each of your people is experiencing now in your world, for it is said that we must know who we are in reality in order to become one with all that is, with each of our fellow creatures in the universe, so we say that your identity is important to you at this time, your true identity that resides in every cell of your being and every part of the universe, and this identity is one which you have carried with you throughout eons of time, and it is an identity that you shall continue to carry with you and that you shall continue to realize more fully as you evolve in your conscious awareness, for it is an identity that is ever-expanding Love which manifests in as many ways as can be imagined. Hatonn went on to say each of you, as you perceive the world around you, as you perceive the means of the interaction that you share with your brothers and sisters has within your being that central source of Love, and each of you perceives this in your unique way, and we would ask that you search more diligently for that identity of Love within yourself, so we would ask you to look carefully as to how that central source of Love resides within your being, and how It is manifested in your daily interaction with your brothers and sisters, with all creatures, and all creations of your reality, for we say to you that this central source of Love which is within your being is also within the being of each of your brothers and sisters and is within the being of each particle of creation upon your plane. On May 25, 2003, Q’uo spoke of the central Source of Love that is within us and all of the creation:

Each entity has the subconscious or unconscious motivation during which the upward spiraling line of Light begins to manifest more through the seeker’s journey. When the seeker has become enough aware of this type of energy moving through its being then there is made a room, or a place for it by the seeker, so that there may be a more, shall we say, conscious application of the energies of awareness. Thus, there is the completion of one portion of the journey; that is, the subconscious movement in rhythm with all creation, that becomes the conscious creation of the mind of the seeker that seeks to know the Source of Love within the self, and within all creation, upon a more continual basis.

When you fully realize this simple fact, that all about you is the creation of the Creator, then you have the understanding and the realization to carry forth that manifestation of that Love on a conscious level in each of your interactions with all whom you meet in your daily life. It is this carrying into action of the realization of Love at the core of your life, at the core of your identity, that is the key to your growth individually and as a person in your reality. Each of you now seeks in your own way to know more fully that identity that is yours and how you uniquely manifest that which is love. We seek to aid you in your efforts in every way possible. We suggest that at any time you might wish our assistance in your meditations, in your realization of your identity, that you simply call upon our aid, and we will be with you to give our aid in whatever way is possible. Seek to know more and more fully that central source of your self which is Love. Seek and ye shall find. Ye shall find that it is an ever-expanding joy, an ever-expanding mystery.

Now Hatonn said when you realize this fact, that all about you is the creation of the Creator, then you have the understanding to carry forth that manifestation of Love on a conscious level in each of your interactions with all whom you meet in your daily life, and it is this carrying into action of the realization of Love, at the core of your identity, that is the key to your growth as a person in your reality, for each of you seeks in your own way to know more fully that identity that is yours and how you uniquely manifest that which is love, so we seek to aid you in your efforts in every way possible, and we suggest that at any time you wish our assistance in your meditations, in your realization of your identity, that you call upon our aid, and we will be with you to give our aid in whatever way is possible, so seek to know more fully that Central Source of your self which is Love; seek and ye shall find that it is an ever-expanding joy, an ever-expanding mystery. On May 20, 2017, Q’uo spoke of the value of our realization of Love within us:

The third-density illusion in which you find yourselves moving now is the only place within the universe in which there is a forgetting that all is one, that all is created by the power of Love forming Light. This illusion gives you the opportunity to re-find and rediscover these basic truths of all of the creation, for if it were immediately obvious to you that all is one, that Love is the great power of the universe, that all is made of Light, what value would it be in your total beingness to have discovered that which is obvious? However, there is great value in your total beingness when you can find that Love, that Light, and that unity, in every situation about you.

Now, there are also ways in which you may enhance this realization of Love and Light and unity about you. In your meditations, whether at the beginning, the middle, or the end of the day, you may look upon the experience, and see what about it might have momentarily knocked you off your center of Love. Was there some misperception upon your part that caused you for a short while to be unable to perceive the Love that stood before you, the other self that stood before you, the Creator that stood before you? For each of you has a lesson, or a variety of lessons that is, you might call, the key of your incarnation—a certain way of perceiving the catalyst, or the experiences, that come to you, so that there might be a momentarily baffling of your ability to perceive the truth of Love, of unity, and of Light.

We would now transfer this contact to the one known as Carla. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am again with this instrument. We will pause at this time that I and Laitos may pass among you to aid you in your conditioning. If you will mentally request our presence we will be with each of you. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. I am Hatonn, and I greet you again in Love and Light. Before I leave this instrument, I would attempt to exercise a few of those who are here. I would attempt to speak a few sentences through the one known as C. I would transfer to him at this time if he will relax. I am Hatonn.

I am again with this instrument. We would now attempt to condition the one known as E and speak a few sentences through him if he would relax and refrain from analysis. I am Hatonn.

(E channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you in Love and Light of the infinite Creator. It is a pleasure to use this instrument to share our thoughts with you. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am again with this instrument. It is a pleasure to have made vocal contact with the one known as E. And we thank him for his service. I would at this time attempt to condition and speak a few words through the one known as L [inaudible] if he would relax and refrain from analysis and speak the thoughts which come into his head. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. We are finding the one known as S to be a very sensitive instrument. Therefore, we must make adjustments in our vibratory contact to be more comfortable to the one known as S. We will do so at this time. We will again transfer to the one known as S. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. I am Hatonn. And I thank each of you for allowing us to work with you. It is a great privilege for us to do so. We would leave this time commending you always to the Love and Light of the One who is all Creation. Look into your own eyes and you will see the One, for in all of us the One dwells, the Father of Love, the Mother of Light. I leave you in all that there is, for indeed you have nowhere else to be. We are with you there. Adonai, my friends. I am known to you as Hatonn.

I am Latwii, and I greet this assemblage with great happiness in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. It is my privilege to be asked by the brothers and sisters of Hatonn to be with you in case you would like to ask any questions at this time. Please speak forth if you have a question.

Questioner: I would like to know if there is any way that you can aid in the physical diagnosis [inaudible]?

Latwii: We of the Confederation, my sister, cannot work with the specific diagnosis of ailments having to do with the physical vehicle, although we are able to lend our healing Light to those who are troubled in healing spirit, though we have planetary consciousnesses as the one known as Nona who sometimes do work with those who have need of spiritual healing. However, because of the necessity for complete free will in your illusion, we cannot ask the patterns to be changed. You yourself are responsible for your own physical vehicle, as is this instrument and as are each of you. Thus, each of you is ultimately responsible for healing yourselves if that is to be done.

There are consciousnesses within your planetary vibration which can be requested by what you would call angelic means, and these levels of consciousness may help in diagnosis. They have the right to do that because they are part of your planetary consciousness and therefore may deal with the various components of planetary consciousness as it is found in your illusion. Thus, we suggest in your meditations that you ask for that level of help which aided those healers such as the man you know as Edgar Cayce. This level will be of much more help to you than that aid which we can give which heals the spirit and gives the spirit the task of rallying and beginning to work on the pattern which has developed from its electrical body.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: No.

Latwii: Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: Along those lines, I have a friend who is a psychologist and she feels that she sees some of her clients while she sleeps and feels that they might be traveling to her astrally. I’m wondering if it is possible or even natural for those in our healing professions to heal some of their clients while they sleep as well?

Latwii: I am aware of your question. There is a subtle difference between what is occurring and what you have said which we will attempt to give to this instrument. The healing process is, as we have said, caused totally by the patient, with the healer acting as a spiritual friend who, in dialogue, stimulates the patient in the art of realization of the self and thus the patient begins to mend. During the waking context much occurs on many levels. There is much disappointment due to the fact that each patient expects the healer to be wiser or better than the patient. This is not so, for we are all children along the same path.

These disappointments, when understood correctly, can break through great blocks which have blocked the growth of the individual spiritually, mentally, or physically. When the patient begins to understand the vulnerability of the healer, begins to feel the friendship of two pilgrims on the path, the patient can then begin to forgive others for disappointments in the past and begin the self-healing process that starts with the soul and only ends with the body. In sleep, the patient and the healer are working out on deeper levels those conflicts which will aid both the patient and the healer. For does the healer not learn as much from the patient as the patient learns from the healer?

Questioner asked: “Along those lines, I have a friend who is a psychologist and she feels that she sees some of her clients while she sleeps and feels that they might be traveling to her astrally. I’m wondering if it is possible or even natural for those in our healing professions to heal some of their clients while they sleep as well?” Latwii began by saying there is a difference between what is occurring and what you have said which we will attempt to give to Carla, for the healing process is caused by the patient, with the healer acting as a spiritual friend who, in dialogue, stimulates the patient in the art of realization of the self, and the patient begins to mend, so during the waking context much occurs on many levels, and there is disappointment due to the fact that each patient expects the healer to be wiser or better than the patient, but this is not so, for we are all children along the same path. Then Latwii said these disappointments can break through blocks which have blocked the growth of the individual spiritually, mentally, or physically, and when the patient begins to understand the vulnerability of the healer and begins to feel the friendship of two pilgrims on the path, the patient can begin to forgive others for disappointments in the past and begin the self-healing process that starts with the soul and only ends with the body, but in sleep the patient and the healer are working at deeper levels on those conflicts which will aid both the patient and the healer, for does the healer not learn as much from the patient as the patient learns from the healer? On May 25, 1997, Q’uo described the healing process:

The one serving as healer provides the opportunity for the one who has sought healing to open its centers of red and violet ray that hold in place the current level of awareness in its expression in the entity’s incarnation, so that that which has been held in place may for this moment be released, and if it be appropriate for the one to be healed then this entity at that time will release the old manner of being and will accept a new manner or attitude of being, this then being the healing process.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questionerl: No. Thank you very much.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: Along those same lines, I would like more specific information on those angelic spirits who will aid us if we request them to during our meditations for healing our spirits.

I am Latwii. Ah, my brother, you want information about angels. This is a big subject and has been the cause of many a theologian to write great things throughout the centuries. But it is basically very simple. There are those who have gone through cycles on this planet in your third density, who have learned the ways of service and of Love, and who have graduated from your third density. Some of them have graduated from the next density and some even the next but have chosen to stay with your planet. These are what you would call angelic beings. Some of them are most high. All of them are totally oriented towards service, and they are available to those who seek them—as teachers, as guides, as healers.

If you quest for spiritual healing, you may ask of the Confederation that the one known as Nona come to you and this entity which you would call female will be with you, and you will feel a touch as soft as the softest dream. You also have a great deal of help from your own angelic presences, for you have your own guardian, and as you become more aware of them you will be able to ask them for help. We cannot tell you who they are, but if you ask to see them, their faces will come to you in meditation, and you will be aware of their kindly selves. There are also inner masters whom you seek through silence, through self-discipline, and through constancy of the ideas that you have set for yourself on your path. These masters will make themselves known to you only as you are ready, and we urge you not to request their path unless you wish to commit yourself to a truly straight and narrow path, for the work of the initiate bears the heavy consequences of knowledge. That is to say, that which is known must be acted upon. If you know and do not act the consequences are as grave as if you threw a live grenade and it was thrown back at you.

Questioner asked: “Along those same lines, I would like more specific information on those angelic spirits who will aid us if we request them to during our meditations for healing our spirits.” Latwii began by saying this is a big subject and has been the cause of many a theologian to write great things throughout the centuries, but it is very simple, for there are those who have gone through cycles on this planet in your third density, who have learned the ways of service and of Love, and who have graduated from your third density, and some of them have graduated from the next density and some even the next but have chosen to stay with your planet, so these are angelic beings, and some of them are most high, for all of them are oriented towards service, and they are available to those who seek them—as teachers, as guides, as healers. Latwii went on to say if you seek spiritual healing, you may ask of the Confederation that Nona come to you, and she will be with you, and you will feel a touch as soft as the softest dream, so you also have a help from your angelic presences, for you have your own guardians, and as you become more aware of them you will be able to ask them for help, but we cannot tell you who they are, but if you ask to see them, their faces will come to you in meditation, and you will be aware of their kindly selves, and there are also inner masters whom you seek through silence and self-discipline, and these masters will make themselves known to you only as you are ready, so we urge you not to request their path unless you wish to commit yourself to a straight and narrow path, for the work of the initiate bears the heavy consequences of knowledge as that which is known must be acted upon because if you know and do not act the consequences are as grave as if you threw a live grenade and it was thrown back at you. On April 20, 1986, Hatonn described the straight and narrow path:

There is within the heart of each of you, my friends, a pathway. There is within the heart of each of you, my friends, a home. These are one and the same. Very often because of your illusion the seeker believes that the journey he is on is of a certain nature which among other things leaves him homeless. This has been the description of the seeker’s quest in many a spiritual metaphor—the road that stretches ever onward, the straight and narrow path, the craggy mountain trail, the dangerous, rock-strewn road, the endless desert. As these are all aspects of your own selves, these are aspects of the journey upon which you have set out by choice and from which you shall not return, therefore some feel homeless and others who know that they are in an oasis, comfortable, surrounded by support and love, almost feel as if they have left the path.

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and we understand from scanning this instrument’s mind that there used to be a lot of conditioning in these meetings, but now the only conditioning occurs in your tape recorders. If you are through clicking, we will once again open the meeting to questions.

Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: I have a question from M. He would like to know what his homeopathic constitutional remedy is and how much of it he should take.

Latwii: We greet your friend and our brother and ask you to explain to him that Latwii does not make house calls. You must understand that we cannot deal with this type of information using this type of contact. We are sorry.

Is there another question?

Questioner: Can you tell me anything about the planet called Krishnaloca?

Latwii: Yes, my sister, we can tell you some but not all that you wish to know. The vibration of which you speak is a high one, far from your density, and all vibrations have their place in the universe. In this density planets, suns and even galaxies are not named but the vibration is extremely full of the heavenly consciousness of Love. Let us say that it is very near the end of the spectrum of maya, the very end of the spectrum which you call in one of your languages Kamaloca and the vibration of which you speak is very close to that of power, the power of Love and the fire of Light.

May we answer you further?

Questioner: Yes, one more question. How are you related in time to that place which you just mentioned—Kamaloca? Is that how you pronounced it?

Latwii: We are using this instrument’s vocabulary, and she is aware of a term, Kamaloca. It is not precise, but we have difficulty dealing with precise vibrational names, and this is what we are dealing with here, for each word is a vibration. Thus, even our name itself has been chosen by us to vibrate in a certain Light or Love pattern that may blend in with your meditation in such a way as to be beneficial to you.

Our relationship to that which is Kamaloca is that we are in a Light density which is less than full of perfect Light. It would seem perfect to those who have not seen beyond where we are, but we know that there is more to learn and more, shall we say, to lose, for we wish to become the sea and at present we are still bubbles upon the waves. We retain an individual consciousness, and although we experience the blending of our consciousness with what you would call the divine energy of Love and Light we find ourselves frequently back in our self. We find ourselves from time to time still engaged in duality, thus we have not yet reached what this instrument would call Kamaloca, but are in one of the myriads of universes which dwell within the Creator’s creation, somewhat below perfection; somewhat more advanced in understanding than your density, but, most importantly, beings like yourself. We are all one. You may be whoever you wish.

Questioner: “Yes, one more question. How are you related in time to that place which you just mentioned—Kamaloca? Is that how you pronounced it?” Latwii began by saying we are using Carla’s vocabulary, and she is aware of a term, Kamaloca, and it is not precise, but we have difficulty dealing with precise vibrational names, and this is what we are dealing with here, for each word is a vibration, for even our name has been chosen by us to vibrate in a certain Light or Love pattern that may blend in with your meditation in such a way as to be beneficial to you. Latwii continued by saying our relationship to that which is Kamaloca is that we are in a Light density which is less than full of perfect Light, and it would seem perfect to those who have not seen beyond where we are, but we know that there is more to learn and to lose, for we wish to become the sea, and at present we are still bubbles upon the waves, and we retain individual consciousness, and although we experience the blending of our consciousness with the divine energy of Love and Light we find ourselves frequently back in our self, still engaged in duality, but we have not yet reached what Carla would call Kamaloca, but we are in the universe which dwells within the Creator’s creation, somewhat more advanced in understanding than your density, but we are beings like you, and we are all one, and you may be whoever you wish. In 52.11, Ra said that we are all one:

Let us remember that we are all one. This is the great learning/teaching. In this unity lies Love. This is a great learn/teaching. In this unity lies Light. This is the fundamental teaching of all planes of existence in materialization. Unity, Love, Light, and joy: this is the heart of evolution of the spirit.

The second-ranking lessons are learn/taught in meditation and in service. At some point the mind/body/spirit complex is so smoothly activated and balanced by these central thoughts or distortions that the techniques you have mentioned become quite significant. However, the universe, its mystery unbroken, is one. Always begin and end in the Creator, not in technique.

May we answer you further?

Questioner: No.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: Can you tell me what some of the earth tremors portend?

Latwii: As you know, my sister, the earth tremors are a part of the pattern that we, as members of the Confederation, have been speaking of for years, so that the fundamental causes are generally widely known. That is, the internal heat of the planet has become intense and unbalanced due to the friction between the people of this plane. The immediate cause of the tremors has to do with a series of shocks which travel along the various faults which span this continent and are being activated by the volcanic eruptions in your northwest. There are also difficulties, as we have said before, which may very probably show up more to the south and to the east. Does this answer your question?

Questioner: Yes.

Latwii: Is there another question at this time?

S: [Mostly inaudible. The sense of the question was, “Do you see California sliding into the ocean in the near future?”]

I am Latwii. That is correct. The coast of what you call California will in all probability not remain intact for very many more years. This is widely known by your government, which has been relocating to the east for some time. The disaster, as it will be called by your people, will be profound. However, it will not precisely slip into the sea, never to be seen again. There will be islands which remain above sea level, so that it shall not completely disappear. However, we would not advise long-term planning on that particular part of the continent unless you have a great desire to experience this transition, for it has some probability for rearranging the molecules of your physical body in such a way that you will change densities.

[Laughter]

S: Thank you, Latwii. I love the Coast, but not enough to sacrifice my physical body.

Latwii: My sister, we believe that you have time for the trip you have in mind.

[Laughter]

S: Whewww!

Latwii: Is there another question at this time?

L: I would like to ask a question. I have recently learned that our area sits atop a major fault. Is there any information that you can give us about the future events concerning earthquakes along that fault?

Latwii: I am Latwii. We do not wish for you to take this information without a grain of salt, for you must understand that we deal at this time with a multiple timeline, for in actuality, there is no time. But your people have not decided what your particular future, shall we say, should be. We are looking at this point at probability, not certainty. It will occur during some point in the late, what this instrument would term, ’80s or early ’90s, that you will have a profound rearrangement of some of the valleys in which you live. However, observing these timelines, it is also a large probability that other factors will profoundly affect this area before natural disasters cause great difficulties.

That is to say, the economic, as you would call it, difficulties, due to the delicacy of your transportation system, and your system of bartering, cause your society to be in some danger of breaking down. Many of you feel that without knowing why, and, therefore, are in your own way preparing to live a simple life, being of help to others, being as self-sufficient as possible, and learning to do without some of those things to which you have been accustomed in your orderly life. We feel that this instinct is a good one, and, if you wish to survive in physical form, we encourage you in following these feelings that you may have.

L: “I would like to ask a question. I have recently learned that our area sits atop a major fault. Is there any information that you can give us about the future events concerning earthquakes along that fault?” Latwii began by saying we do not wish for you to take this information without a grain of salt, for you must understand that we deal at this time with a multiple timeline, for in actuality, there is no time, but your people have not decided what your future should be, so we are looking at this point as a probability, and it will occur during some point in the late’80s or early ’90s, that you will have a profound rearrangement of some of the valleys in which you live, but  observing these timelines, it is also a probability that other factors will affect this area before natural disasters cause great difficulties. Now Latwii said the economic difficulties, due to the delicacy of your transportation system, and your system of bartering, cause your society to be in some danger of breaking down, and many of you feel that without knowing why, and you are preparing to live a simple life, being of help to others, being as self-sufficient as possible, and learning to do without some of those things to which you have been accustomed in your orderly life, so we feel that this instinct is a good one, and if you wish to survive in physical form, we encourage you in following these feelings that you may have. On September 5, 1993, Q’uo described the nature of a simple life:

The basic attitude is often that which seems obviously to be at work in the processes of the educating of the self throughout the school years—to read, to do, to learn, to gather, to amass, to become more aware. These ambitions create tremendous complexity. To relocate so that the living of a complex lifestyle is possible while retaining the attitude of one who lives a simple life is a seeking which is, we would say, close to universal among those entities who have consciously chosen to pursue the living of a life by faith rather than by words.

You must understand that we do not have a bias towards the preservation of your physical vehicle. And we ask you to understand that, in the days that are ahead, you must feel in your own heart what the Creator wishes of you on any day. If you are to pass from this density, let it be a joyful passing, and let no thought of disaster cross your mind, for this is an illusion, my friends, and if you walk through the valley of death, it is truly written that you need fear no evil, for you are not alone, and those faithful to you always will wait for you. Some of you have long lives to live upon this sphere at this time during the transition, but you must take it a day at a time, letting each day be guided by the Creator within. As Hatonn has said, your identity is that which is Love within you. You will know what to do. The Creator has work for you to do. Therefore, do not be attached to living, to surviving, or to any facet of the illusion, but only to remembrance of Love, and your devotion to keeping that spark within you, which is Love, radiant and radiating.

We realize that many of you are wondering whether this area is a good one for ultimate survival. We must say to you that, although this area is relatively good, there is no area which is totally safe because most of your future lines contain the certainty of a polar shift, making it highly probable that, within your lifetime, the polarity of the planet will alter. There will not be a safe place at that moment of time. Thus, enjoy yourselves. Do what you can, for yourselves and others, but we do not urge you to go heavy on the freeze-dried foods, as this instrument would say, but rather look to service to others, for what you need will be provided if your heart is full of the Creator.

Then Latwii said you must understand that we do not have a bias towards the preservation of your physical vehicle, and in the days that are ahead you must feel in your heart what the Creator wishes of you on any day, so if you are to pass from this density let it be a joyful passing, and let no thought of disaster cross your mind, for this is an illusion, and if you walk through the valley of death that you need fear no evil, for you are not alone, and those faithful to you always will wait for you, for some of you have long lives to live upon this sphere during the transition, but you must take it a day at a time, letting each day be guided by the Creator within, for as Hatonn has said your identity is that which is Love within you, and you will know what to do because the Creator has work for you to do, so do not be attached to living or to any facet of the illusion, but to the remembrance of Love, and your devotion to keeping that spark within you, which is Love, radiant and radiating. Then Latwii went on to say we realize that many of you are wondering whether this area is good for survival, and we must say that, although this area is relatively good, there is no area which is totally safe because most of your future lines contain the certainty of a polar shift, making it probable that, within your lifetime, the polarity of the planet will alter, and there will not be a safe place at that moment of time, so enjoy yourselves, and do what you can, for yourselves and others, but we do not urge you to go heavy on the freeze-dried foods, as Carla would say, but look to service to others, for what you need will be provided if your heart is full of the Creator. On March 6, 2005, Q’uo said that this polar shift had been averted:

Up until approximately—we give this instrument a figure of five years ago—the probability/possibility vortices were that this pattern would repeat itself. However, enough positive energy has begun to be gathered in the hearts of the planetary population of humankind upon planet Earth that the very likely polar shift that was expected before the end of your twentieth century was averted. What is occurring now on your planet as it goes through the labor of planet Earth into fourth density is that delicate task of releasing the negative energy collected by this planet in ways that do not destroy the planet. And so, as we have said before, you can see the tsunamis, the earthquakes, the catastrophes that are terrible but not Earth-shattering, and we mean that literally. Love has transformed your possibilities and now you gaze at the genuine possibility of bringing the planetary sphere together in a web of true Love.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: I will ask one more question. I can understand the effects of the Earth change, but not the order. Can you explain that to me?

I am Latwii. We wish we had a better instrument for this one, but we will attempt to use this philosophical, unscientific one for this contact. We are showing her a spinning top. It spins, but it is not straight. Therefore, it wobbles. Do you understand this concept?

L: Yes

Latwii: That is the status of your planet at this time. During the shift of polarity, the wobble will increase to the point where it will be self-correcting. At that point, the entire top, shall we say, will change its orientation with respect to your solar body.

Do you understand this concept, my brother?

L: Yes, thank you.

Latwii: We thank you for understanding us through this instrument. Is there another question at this time?

E: Latwii, can you tell us of where the new—geographically, where the new north and south poles will be? Is that within your power?

Latwii: Yes, my brother, it is within our power, but this instrument is so weak in geography that we will have difficulty in communicating.

[Pause]

We are having difficulty communicating this concept. This instrument is able to see both of your poles being somewhat warm, and your temperate zones being somewhat cold.

[Laughter]

But she does not know the names of the places that the magnetic north will be. We are sorry we cannot use this instrument. We will attempt at this time to transfer to the one known as Jim, for his mind is better furnished for an answer to this question. I am Latwii.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii. I am with this instrument. We are attempting to show this instrument a more precise location of the poles.

[Pause]

But, again, we must conclude that the instrument would benefit by more study of geography.

[Laughter]

We are sorry that we are not able to give you a definite location of the poles after they shift. We will now transfer the contact back to the one known as Carla. I am Latwii.

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii. I do not know what to do with these people.

[Laughter]

I am sorry that we cannot give you this information, for it is not, as you would say, classified or particularly important, since when the shift comes it will not matter where you stand, but we simply cannot speak through these instruments. There is the further problem that, by the year in which this in all probability will occur, there will be in all probability significant changes in the land masses. So, we do not wish to give these instruments too hard a time.

[Laughter]

Is there another question?

E: [The following is paraphrased] We’ve read a book called The Earthquake Generation. In that there’s a description of 200 m.p.h. winds for about three days or so after the polar shift. Is that correct?

Latwii: You understand, my brother, that we of Latwii speak only of possibilities. The probability is that that is a modest estimate of these facts, and that the effects of the shift would be even harsher. We would ask that you realize that those things that are written in scientific writings such as the one that you mentioned and in books such as Revelation are both accurate and unimportant; accurate in that they speak of something that may happen within your illusion, unimportant because you must follow that which you will retain in your person as you progress on your infinite journey. Thus, seek first the Kingdom, and all else will follow. We realize that this is a cliché, but we cannot emphasize it enough, my brother.

May we answer you further?

E: Not at this time, Latwii. Thank you.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

S: [The following is paraphrased] Yes, Latwii. I have seen reports of many UFOs in Brazil. Why are there so many spaceships in Brazil? Is Brazil a special place, or are the people more ready to have the experience, or what?

Latwii: My sister, there are two reasons for the appearance of our craft in the skies and in the waters of your country. In the first place, we are able to manifest much more freely to cultures who do not disbelieve our presence or feel threatened or confused by it. Among your people, it is understood that we are ships of Light, and that we have to do with the vibrations of the sun. Therefore, we can appear much more often. There is a portion of our survey group, which is connected with the Confederation, but which does not speak with groups such as yours, which has an underwater base off the coast of your country, and therefore, these ships are quite often seen by your people, entering the water. It would not be possible to occur in a culture which is so filled with the skepticism that the culture of this particular area offers.

Is there any other question at this time?

S: [The following is paraphrased] Yes. I felt your presence before, but I could not speak any words. I don’t know what happened, but I felt your presence, and I knew that you were coming through, but I could not speak. My English is not so good.

Latwii: Yes, my sister. I am Latwii. I am aware of your question. You were perfectly correct in that we were speaking to you and that you were receiving. If you had channeled in your native tongue, you would have been able to say our words. However, you did not wish to confuse the group, so it was simply the fault of our brothers and sisters of Hatonn that they did not encourage you to speak a few words in your native tongue before you attempted English. We will, in any future contact, encourage you to speak first in your mother language, and then, and only then, in a learned language. We understand it is difficult for you. Does this answer your question?

S: Yes, thank you very much.

Latwii: Is there another question at this time?

Jim: I have a question about relationships that I’ve been wondering about for some time. It seems that learning happens so much quicker in a relationship with another person, a mated type of relationship, but then it seems that there might also be times when not being in a relationship, being alone, might be proper. I’m wondering if there might be any generalized rules or laws of learning that would recommend being in relationships or not being in relationships. Is there one better way of learning? Alone, or with another?

I am Latwii. I do not know ifI have the wisdom to answer this question properly, but I will attempt it. There is an infinity of individualized persons of the one Consciousness. Each individualized person of the one Consciousness is placed by free will into this particular illusion to learn certain lessons. These have to do with Love, the understanding of Love, and with giving of Love by dwelling in service with others. There are some people who cannot learn alone, for they do not have the keys to wisdom, and thus they must study the ways of Love. There are some who do not have the keys to Love, but must dwell alone and study the ways of wisdom. Love and wisdom are the two poles.

Perhaps we might say that the most balanced of the ways of learning is to find in a relationship both the companionship that enables two individuals to be of service to each other, and the understanding that enables each to be, along with his or her needs for wisdom, for aloneness, for meditation, or for whatever he or she needs that the other cannot give. No two individuals are created alike, so there is no one answer to your question. Not all are made to be mated, nor are all made to dwell along the lonely paths of the one who walks alone. There are many shades of learning, of Love, and of wisdom. You may take your choice. You will find, in a mated relationship, the most powerful means of balancing your own nature, so that the Love and the wisdom become balanced, for truly it is only when this occurs that you can become what you would call a master. But in most cases, one person does not become a master, but two, helping each other. This you have already intuited, and yet you wonder at your need to be alone, and at the fate which seems to ask you to be alone. Relax, for all is well. The creation gives you what you need. And when you have absorbed what you need, from this one environment, there will be a powerful attraction to the next phase of your learning, and you will not have to seek it out by thought and analysis, for it shall, as this instrument would say, “hit you between the eyes.” For that is the way of the Creator. If you can be patient, your way will always be made quite, quite clear.

Jim: I have a question about relationships that I’ve been wondering about for some time. It seems that learning happens so much quicker in a relationship with another person, a mated type of relationship, but then it seems that there might also be times when not being in a relationship, being alone, might be proper. I’m wondering if there might be any generalized rules or laws of learning that would recommend being in relationships or not being in relationships. Is there one better way of learning? Alone, or with another? Latwii began by saying I do not know if I have the wisdom to answer this question properly, but I will attempt it, for there is an infinity of individualized persons of the one Consciousness, and each individualized person of the one Consciousness is placed by free will into this illusion to learn certain lessons, and these have to do with the understanding of Love, and with giving of Love by dwelling in service with others, so there are some people who cannot learn alone, for they do not have the keys to wisdom, and they must study the ways of Love, but there are some who do not have the keys to Love, but must dwell alone and study the ways of wisdom, for Love and wisdom are the two poles. Latwii continued by saying that the most balanced ways of learning is to find in a relationship both the companionship that enables two individuals to be of service to each other, and the understanding that enables each to be whatever he or she needs that the other cannot give, for no two individuals are created alike, so there is no one answer to your question, and not all are made to be mated, nor are all made to dwell along the lonely paths of the one who walks alone, for there are many shades of learning Love and wisdom, so you may take your choice, and you will find, in a mated relationship, the most powerful means of balancing your own nature, so that Love and wisdom become balanced, for it is only when this occurs that you can become a master, but in most cases, one person does not become a master, but two, helping each other, and this you have already intuited, yet you wonder at your need to be alone, and at the fate which seems to ask you to be alone, so relax, for all is well since the creation gives you what you need, and when you have absorbed what you need there will be a powerful attraction to the next phase of your learning, and you will not have to seek it out by thought and analysis, for it shall “hit you between the eyes,” for that is the way of the Creator, so if you can be patient, your way will be made quite clear. On April 12, 1991, Q’uo described how we can discover our way of seeking to be of service:

In this session of working we feel that each entity has been able to open itself to a wider range of concept, and we are pleased that each has continued to improve the desire to serve others in this manner. We applaud the perseverance that is necessary within your illusion to penetrate the great wall of mystery that surrounds all third-density entities. Your perseverance and your desire are likened to small but brilliant lights that illumine a portion of your way so that you may continue your movement in seeking and in service.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Jim: No. Thank you very much.

Latwii: Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and it has been a great privilege for me to share my thoughts with you, foolish as they are. I ask you all also to be foolish: to love without reason, to be happy without cause, and to give without receiving. Feel free, my children, for you are all one with the infinite Source of Love. We leave you in that Light and Love. I am known to you as Latwii. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning I drove Stanley over to Bachman Subaru to see if they can fix the oil leak, get the three windows that don’t open to open, and put two more screws on the rectangular piece of metal that sits on top of the engine. Then their shuttle driver gave me a ride home.

This afternoon I went outside and used my trimmer to trim the weeds around the pet cemetery, the side yard, and the front of my home.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 2

Heavenly Food

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of divine compassion.

Each of you is most intent upon being of service to others. We applaud this desire. But the Spirit of Love must be nourished. And we encourage each of you to be most careful to offer the self that heavenly food which makes being of service to others possible.

For to give from oneself is to deplete oneself. To give through oneself is simply an act of service to others. And to open that shuttle through oneself, one must find that which is most helpful in establishing the feeling of unity with the Creator in Christ.

Give to yourself the permission to seek and to enjoy deeply and digest heavenly food, whatever it is that the Spirit may give to you. Realize that the Spirit of which we are representatives—for many different kinds of people need many different kinds of Comforters—is omnipresent. You cannot be without the Spirit of unconditional Love, for this lies within you.

Find it and open it, that your service to others may be no burden to you but instead a delight and a joy. For it is a merry illusion to one who steps with light feet. And to one who steps with light feet comes the ability to deal with serious subjects in a gentle way. This is desirable.

We leave you in peace, the infinite peace of the principle of Jesus the Christ, now and forever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Oxal channeling for this session comes from June 29, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am Oxal, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. It is, as always, our privilege to greet each of you and send you our blessings and our gratitude at being able to share these moments of [inaudible] with you. This instrument was not aware of the reason for her desire to play the music which she played while you were tuning the group. However, it is our desire that the message of those particular songs simply leave their message, for we feel that it is very much in the mind of each of you that this is the time to consider each designed journey and how you shall make it.

We have listened to you speak about those things that are to come and those things are happening now in fulfillment of messages that this group has received in the past. We are sorry, my friends, that your people are never able to understand that the friction between them is the true cause of the planetary change. This the scientists cannot understand no matter how they shuffle their papers or hone their computers, but it is true, my friends. Your transition into fourth density has occurred, though apparently being somewhat difficult. Each of you, my friends, has a program of action to carry out at this time, and we say this not only to those in this room but to each person upon your sorrowing planet.

For some, a very few, my friends, there is the program of the shepherd, and those of you who have made contact with that portion of what you may call your oversoul that allows you to be a shepherd that guards the sheep will find it very compelling at this time to take some sort of action in order to better establish yourself that you may survive. We confirm those feelings that you have at this time although we cannot tell you specifically, as you know what you must do. We can urge you only to be aware of your own program. We do not wish to be the element among those things which you have heard that causes you to become estranged from those whom you may love. We do not wish to encourage or discourage any specific action. We know that each of you has more urgency of the feelings of wanting to help and of thinking of the past. The time has come to activate whatever there is in your program.

Oxal wanted to talk about the planetary changes that were occurring at this time and how they could be dealt with by spiritual seekers. They began by saying we have listened to you speak about those things that are to come, and those things are happening now in fulfillment of messages that this group has received in the past, so we are sorry, that your people are never able to understand that the friction between them is the cause of the planetary change, and scientists cannot understand this no matter how they hone their computers, for your transition into fourth density has occurred, though apparently being somewhat difficult, so each of you has a program of action to carry out at this time, and we say this not only to those in this room but to each person upon your sorrowing planet. Oxal went on to say for some there is the program of the shepherd, and those of you who have made contact with that portion of what you may call your oversoul, that allows you to be a shepherd that guards the sheep, will find it compelling to take action in order to establish yourself that you may survive, so we confirm those feelings that you have at this time although we cannot tell you what you must do, for we can only urge you to be aware of your own program because we do not wish to be the element among those things which you have heard that causes you to become estranged from those whom you may love, so we know that each of you has more urgency of the feelings of wanting to help and of thinking of the past, and the time has come to activate whatever there is in your program. On November 28, 2004, Q’uo described the nature of our transition into the fourth density:

We would encourage you to see yourself as a secret agent of fourth density at this time. Have you heard the phrase, “Perform random acts of kindness”? This is the very essence of being a secret agent for Love. The ones known as Ra long ago channeled through this instrument, “When faced with a situation, ask yourself the question, “Where is the love in this moment?” And we say to you, be an agent of that Love, and be an instrument of peace. In all situations, there is at least a tiny peephole, a tiny window that lets in the Light and the Love of the one infinite Creator. Do what you can to find it. Make this transition into fourth density personal.

If you think in terms of world powers and world wars, you have no control, and you can do no useful thing. However, that is a mental projection. You are the center of your universe, and you have power. You are a magical being and you are the face of the Creator in the little place that you occupy in this vast creation. Be an agent. Be proud and happy to be an agent of the Creator and part of the creative principle. And let your light shine, let your love embrace.

We do confirm that we wish to be of help, but it is the time when many will seek out those who can give them hope or understanding of any kind. The great majority of you, my friends, are what you would call the sheep, because they have not yet become consciously aware that they are programmed entities programmed by their higher selves for service to others and for learning in this illusion. They move through the illusion easily herded by any and all forces that surround them. When trouble comes near, those sheep that have some hope of being awakened to themselves will be your charges. Thus, we ask you to be aware of who you are and of what you wish to be.

It may seem very strange for us to speak to you on a calm evening, for trouble is not now. You are peaceful, you are not hungry. But, my friends, in some variations of your future things have already happened. You are hungry and you are not peaceful. Because of your free will, we do not know which of the many futures is yours, but a very large percentage of them include what you would call catastrophe. Therefore, my friends, look to yourselves, cherish each other and serve the Creator. There may be many whom you cannot help just as there are many now that you cannot help, and even the stimulus of trauma will not be enough to awaken those who sleep to the miracle of creation, and they will sleep on while their lives and their consciousnesses pass before them and they do not budge. You must let these go, my friends, secure in the knowledge that each sphere has an infinite amount of time to discover the desire to know the Creator.

Oxal went on to say we confirm that we wish to be of help, but it is the time when many will seek those who can give them understanding of any kind, for the great majority of your people are sheep because they have not yet become consciously aware that they are entities programmed by their higher selves for service to others and for learning in this illusion, so they move through the illusion herded by all forces that surround them, and when trouble comes near, those sheep that have some hope of being awakened to themselves will be your students, so we ask you to be aware of who you are and of what you wish to be. Oxal continued by saying it may seem strange for us to speak to you on a calm evening, for trouble is not now, since you are peaceful, and you are not hungry, but in some variations of your future things have already happened, so you are hungry, and you are not peaceful, and because of your free will, we do not know which of the many futures is yours, but a large percentage of them include what you would call catastrophe, so cherish each other and serve the Creator, but there may be many you cannot help just as there are many now that you cannot help, and even the stimulus of trauma will not be enough to awaken those who sleep to the miracle of creation, and they will sleep on while their lives pass before them, and they do not budge, and you must let these go secure in the knowledge that each sphere has an infinite amount of time to discover the desire to know the Creator. On February 10, 2024, Q’uo the was that we can come to know the Creator:

The experience of samadhi, which has various other names in various cultures, is the experience of union with the Creator which has been brought about when one has removed the blockages of the lower energy centers of the red, of the orange of the yellow, the green, the blue, the indigo and moving then into intelligent infinity, or the experience of samadhi. This is the experience that each entity seeks within the life path at some point, whether this incarnation or another, for it is the great goal of each spiritual seeker of truth to know the Creator intimately, to become the Creator, to shine the Creator’s Love and Light about one. And the experience of samadhi is that which has the ability to do so.

The path leads to Love, but it may be a long one. You cannot help, and you must accept this and open yourself always to those who ask for help. Many people ask for help in such a way that you cannot truly comprehend what they wish, for help comes in many different shapes and sizes, types, and varieties. Therefore, instead of following the golden rule we ask you to listen to the requests of those about you and do unto others as they would have you do unto them, not as you would have them do unto you, for what you need may not be what they need. And always, my friends, be grounded in meditation, spending time in a tabernacle, seated with the blessed One who comes in the name of the Lord. This is written in your holy works, and it refers to consciousness, the consciousness of Love. And this consciousness is most peaceful, and without it you as a shepherd will grow very lean. Thus, do not forget to minister to yourself by meditation and awareness of the blessing of Love.

Then Oxal said the path leads to Love, but it may be a long one, and you must accept this and open yourself to those who ask for help, and many people ask for help in such a way that you cannot comprehend what they wish, for help comes in different varieties, so instead of following the golden rule we ask you to listen to the requests of those about you, and do unto others as they would have you do unto them, not as you would have them do unto you, for what you need may not be what they need, so be grounded in meditation, spending time in a tabernacle, seated with the blessed One who comes in the name of the Lord, for this is written in your Bible, and it refers to the consciousness of Love which is peaceful, and without it you will grow very lean, so do not forget to minister to yourself by meditation and awareness of the blessing of Love. On January 4, 1976, Hatonn described the consciousness of Love,

Such service as this is what links you to your center; is what keeps you within reality. The consciousness of Love will continue forever. Your consciousness of Love will be your spiritual personality for eternity. Within this consciousness, the cycles of life and death are merely periods which seem as meaningless as the ticking noise of a clock seems in a year.

Within the consciousness of the physical illusion, life and death are weighty and serious matters, and shocking even to discuss. Within the consciousness of Love, all is one and there is nothing to fear. And no one to resist. All that you see is Love. We say this to some of you especially who are anointed with the ability, yet who have not used this ability on all occasions.

I will at this time leave this instrument so that Laitos may speak. I leave you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. I am known to you as Oxal. Adonai.

I am Laitos, and am delighted to greet you in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. We are sorry that we were unable to speak through the one known as [inaudible]. However, it is our desire that [we] do something quite unusual and [inaudible] he is of a [inaudible] valuable in channeling. However, it will mean a great deal to me if he is able to speak without being assigned [inaudible]. Therefore, we attempt to contact him. This is not our usual method, but each time that [inaudible] comes a little closer to channeling we feel that he is gaining confidence in a way that is [inaudible] to him. [Inaudible] We would like now to transfer to the one known as C. I am Laitos.

I am again with this instrument. I am Laitos. We have good contact with the one known as C. However, he is somewhat fatigued and also seems to [inaudible] the context which we give him. We will continue working with him [inaudible]. We would like at this time to transfer the contact to the one known as Jim. I am Laitos.

(Jim channeling)

I am Laitos, and I am with this instrument. It is again a pleasure and a joy to share our thoughts and our feelings through this new instrument. It is not always the easiest task to put aside the analyzing portion of the mind, but when this is done it is a very simple matter to be able to pick up and receive our thoughts. We know that this instrument desires very much to be of that type of service and it is with joy that we are able to assist this instrument in that endeavor. Again, we would like to say that we are adjusting our beam. The instrument is so pleased to be channeling that he also wishes to analyze. We again remind him of the necessity to refrain from such dual endeavors. And now we would again transfer to the one known as Carla. I am Laitos.

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos, and I am again with this instrument. We are very happy to [inaudible] contact[inaudible]. We would like to briefly touch and condition the one known as M, if she would allow herself at this time to refrain from [inaudible]. If she would make [inaudible] we will attempt to make our presence known. I am Laitos.

I am again with this instrument. I am Laitos, and we [inaudible]. [Inaudible]. I am Laitos. I leave you love [inaudible]. Adonai.

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii. I have been waiting for my chance to speak with you and greet you also in the name of the Creator. We have come to offer ourselves to you in case you wish to ask us any questions. Is there a question?

C: [The question is mostly inaudible, but it was about tiredness.]

I am Latwii. I understand your question, my brother, and far be it from us to attempt to influence…

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Carla channeling)

…the vital energy of the universe which some call prana and some call shiva filling your lungs and your blood with this life-giving force. And when you exhale, my brother, picture all the weariness, all the carbon dioxide that stifles your muscles and your mind flowing away from your body so that it may be used by the plant life which in turn gives you back the oxygen. This is the cycle of being that aids you both. In meditation you tune in to the infinity and the strength of this source of energy. You can also open yourselves to the teachings and the understandings which you need to have hour by hour and day by day. If you do this in a waking state then your lack of sleep will not be so fatiguing because, as we have said before, your main need for sleep is so that you may be in harmony with the teaching which you need in order for your spirit to be whole.

Does this aid you, my brother?

C: Yes. I have another question [inaudible] during the daylight hours [inaudible] sleep [inaudible] mostly awake [inaudible] any difference [inaudible]?

I am Latwii. My brother, there is a substantial physiological difference between night sleep and day sleep among your species due to the diurnal rhythms of [inaudible]. It is possible to lessen severity of the damage caused by turning your schedule…

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and extend greetings to the one known as Carla. We will continue through this instrument. It is possible to lessen the severity of the effect of these changes in diurnal rhythm by means of creating as darkened a portion of the living area as possible for the purpose of day sleeping. There are very heavy drapes, heavy shades or even that which in your density is known as black gardening plastic which may be attached to windows close to your bed so that you may feel darkness instead of light. This will help. However, the diurnal rhythms are such that a person cannot make a complete adjustment to that particular turnaround unless that person has for reasons of growth a particular affinity for the night. There are such people. We can see clearly that you are not one of them.

May we answer further, my brother?

C: No.

Latwii: Is there another question?

Jim: I’m going to be leaving Kentucky soon and moving to Oregon in the next few weeks. I would like to be able to take this skill of channeling with me so that I might be able to share the message of Love and Light to any who is open to it. Can you tell me about any additional exercises with meditation or besides meditation that might aid me in acquiring this skill before I leave?

I am Latwii. There are two skills to learn in addition to daily meditation. One is humility. When you have learned to meditate you will understand that you cannot speak. Therefore, you are free to be a channel. Humility is one of the greatest freedoms in the universe and relieves the fever of many problems. In humility you understand what you may or may not do. When you see messengers of Light, whether in a [inaudible], you may speak without being concerned as to whether or not you are part of the evil. And we say to you, my brother, you are part of the evil, for we are all one. The universe is one Being in Love and in service to Itself. Many parts of that universe have become very confused, but this does not alter base reality.

There is another habit that, if embellished, may cause you to become better and better at being a clear and prayerful channel for the Creator. This, my brother, is resolve. We are aware that you have a very strong resolve for this service. Nurture that desire as you would a plant, a cactus. Nurture its purity, its strength. Nurture it knowing that many would rather sleep. As it is written in your Proverbs, “When those who turn away have done so, shake the dust from your feet and move on.” For your desire must be nurtured and this can only be done by yourself. Let it burn within you, not consuming you, but flowing freely like a river of Love that you may be the channel which you wish to be. This instrument which speaks to you now prays before each channeling the prayer of St. Francis. It begins. “Lord, make me an instrument of Thy peace.” It is possible that you too would find that particular arrangement of words, one which strengthens your resolve, which says use it or whatever else you may need to use in order to appreciate and conserve the desire that is within you, your soul.

Jim asked: “I’m going to be leaving Kentucky soon and moving to Oregon in the next few weeks. I would like to be able to take this skill of channeling with me so that I might be able to share the message of Love and Light to any who is open to it. Can you tell me about any additional exercises with meditation or besides meditation that might aid me in acquiring this skill before I leave?” Latwii began by saying there are two skills to learn in addition to daily meditation, and one is humility, so when you have learned to meditate you will understand that you cannot speak, but you are free to be a channel, and humility is one of the greatest freedoms in the universe and relieves the fever of many problems, for in humility you understand what you may or may not do, so when you see messengers of Light, whether in a [inaudible], you may speak without being concerned as to whether or not you are part of the evil, and we say that you are part of the evil, for we are all one, for the universe is one Being in Love and in service to Itself, but many parts of the universe have become confused, but this does not alter reality. Latwii continued by saying there is another habit that may cause you to become better at being a clear and prayerful channel for the Creator which is resolve, and we are aware that you have a strong resolve for this service, so nurture that desire as you would a plant in its purity and its strength, knowing that many would rather sleep, for your desire must be nurtured, and this can only be done by yourself, so let it burn within you, flowing freely like a river of Love that you may be the channel which you wish to be. On October 20, 2002, Q’uo described how we can increase our resolve:

When you feel yourself moving away from that which is part of your being, take note, perhaps pause for a moment in your own contemplation or meditation, seek to heal that which is in need of healing, to make whole that which is broken, to make straight that which is curved, to become that which is your highest ideal. Do not chastise yourself because you have fallen short. Rather, use this opportunity to increase the resolve, to follow the path of the seeker of truth and the one who would serve the Creator in all he or she would meet during the daily round of activities.

Does this answer your question?

Jim: Yes, very well. Thank you.

Latwii: We thank you, my brother, very much. Is there another question?

Questioner: I was wondering, is it possible to receive information similar to what we are receiving now in a hypnotic state?

I am Latwii. We greet you, my brother. We are sorry that you missed out on all the good stuff and have to be [inaudible], but we will attempt the answer to your question, for it is simply done. It is possible to hear the message of Love and Light riding in your car, talking with friends, going to your place of worship, sitting in a redneck bar, or in a bathroom. It is also possible in a hypnotic state. This information is not to be learned. This information is already part of you, merely something of which you may become aware. The techniques of becoming aware of this information include the use of channels such as this one and entities such as we are, but there are so many ways to begin to understand Love that it is quite amazing to us that your people called us to come with a cry so loud it shook the heavens.

Why do you sorrow? Where is your grief? For the answers are all about you. We only speak the most simple truths, for it is the simple truths that are the whole truth. Complexity has no part of the truth. It is written in the holy works of those of your planet with whom you are not familiar, “The way that is known is not familiar.” You must go beyond any information that you get from us, any information that you get in your bathtub, or in your regular form of [inaudible]. Wherever you get it, my friends, go further, go beyond the ways to refine that which is unspeakable, unknowable and ineffable, and that will be the heart of Love.

Does this aid you, my brother?

Questioner: Yes, it does. One more question. Are there ones who use this method to, say, send bad information and lead us away from [inaudible]?

I am Latwii. Yes, my brother. It is a very crowded universe. We can understand your troubled mind. That is why we emphasized before to go beyond the rules, whatever they may be. The crowded planetary spheres which you inhabit contain many, many souls whose chief delight in consciousness is to baffle, confound and confuse those who are seeking for spiritual truth, because those who seek the truth must be gullible to a certain extent. Thus, you may think of yourself as being part of “Gullible’s Travels.”

Therefore, if you allow hypnosis, which is often an uncontrolled situation instead of a controlled situation where you have tuned as a group and where you have experienced channels to guide you, you may well come up with some bozo from the lower astral planes who will tell you anything that you want to hear in order to speak to you. It happens quite often, especially with what this instrument would call a Ouija board. Thus, we have cautioned this group before not to use the Ouija board because, unfortunately, they do work. It is much better to develop one’s abilities in an orderly manner, not going beyond one’s ability to cope with the information they receive.

May we help you further, my brother?

Questioner: That satisfies my questions.

Latwii: We are grateful to you. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: I have one other question. In my studies I have come across a person who has known an altered state of consciousness called Zen. It’s like [inaudible] has taken a person’s will and [inaudible]. Is this what it appears to be? Am I stating it correctly?

Latwii: Yes. Do you wish to understand further in this area?

Questioner: Is there anything you can add to that?

Latwii: You realize, my brother, that we are very careful to maintain total free will with our own conscience. We do this for a simple reason. We care for you. The entities who manifest through instruments, putting them in a “trance” state or a state without free will, may or may not have a tendency not to care to any great extent about the precious life-force of the instrument as that particular entity understands it. Thus, we are more comfortable using the method we use.

There are very positively-oriented entities who use those who have prayed to be used in a trance state. We are sure you are familiar with the one known as Edgar Cayce. It was his prayer to be used as he was used, and ultimately, he died because of the extraordinary strain of such constant trance channeling had upon his physical being. Any entity in the spectrums of positive to negative can be an instrument who is capable of trance and there are many who get into a situation of this kind without realizing they haven’t ability nor have they any protections necessary or any tuning provided them.

Have we helped you, my brother?

Questioner: Yes. Thank you.

Latwii: Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

We are receiving an unspoken question and would like to send a concept to the one who asks at this time, if he will be patient.

[Pause]

I am Latwii. We thank you for your patience. Sometimes there is desire [inaudible]. This is not a question that we wish to verbally give the answer to. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. My friends, we thank you. We would close through the instrument known as Jim. I will transfer at this time.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and we would say in closing that the tasks which each of you have set for yourselves are worthy tasks, and we would aid you in every way that it is possible for us to do so in the accomplishing of your tasks. Your work will not be easy, but you will discover the greatest rewards in serving your brothers and sisters on your planet at this time. Your world has never needed your service more, and it is with this knowledge that you must go forth each in your own way and be of whatever service you can be. I am known to you as Latwii, and I leave you in the Light and Love of our infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends.

This morning I had an appointment with my dentist to have my teeth cleaned and have X-rays taken of them. After that I ran some errands with my first stop being at Krogers to buy some Pepsi-Zero, some sugar-free Mango juice, and some Sharp Shredded Cheddar Cheese. My second stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market to buy some food for myself. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I dropped off a prescription to be filled.

This after noon I took my long grabber outside and used it to get a hold of the inch thick stone that came loose from under the plastic fountain, and put the stone back under the fountain so that the height of the water will be about 6 inches higher than it was without going out of the fishpond.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 1

Divine Hunger

I am of the principle of divine Love, and I greet you in the full consciousness of the Love of Jesus the Christ.

Look you ahead to your day. Your work lies ready for you. And you are ready for the work.

Your establishment and domicile, your daily bread, your expectations for the future: these are the things at which you gaze as creator of your little world, to look and see that all things are pleasing and satisfactorily arranged.

Look you to every physical aspect of the arrangements of your life day by day. Look till you come to the end of them. Now ask yourself: have you still the divine hunger or are you satisfied?

The spirit speaks to those who hunger, to those who ask, and to those who face the door of non-complacent doubting and say, “My deeper self hungers and thirsts for that which all my tidy arrangements cannot give me.”

We of the principle of Love bless that divine hunger which calls into manifestation those powers of creation which alone express the unity betwixt the soul and divine Love.

We leave you in the peace of that love, both now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Oxal channeling was from June 22, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am Oxal, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We of Oxal are members of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator and we, like the man whom you call John the Baptist, are drawn to you as messengers to bear witness to the truth as we know it. We are very grateful to be with you this evening and greet each of you and especially the one known as [inaudible] who is new to this group. We hope that we may say those things which you may need at this time to hear with your outer ears in order that your inner ears, the ears of your spirit, may be awakened to those vibrations which you have the most need of at this time. For although we speak through these instruments in intellectual patterns, the truth that we bring to you is so simple that it is difficult for your intellectual mind to accept it. Therefore, we attempt to find many different methods by which we may present this simple truth.

[Pause]

We are sorry for the pause, my friends, but this instrument was distracted. We now again have good contact again with this instrument. We do not speak to your group very often, but because we are of the vibration of Light and yet closely connected with the vibrations of Love, we are drawn to you on these days when your planetary sphere is bathed in more Light than at any other time during the year.

We speak of a simple truth, and we would express it to you by saying that to serve the Creator is perfect freedom. This, my friends, is a universe of Love. The entities upon your sphere, being co-Creators, have distorted that Love in many ways. But if you can look about you to see the world the Creator has made for you, you can learn the lessons of Love, of service to others that we bring to you. The sun that rules your daytime and shines upon you so abundantly at this time of your planet’s travel about that sun offers its nearly infinite supply of Light in service to all who dwell upon this planet that you call Earth. Without it your ability to survive would be negative, for you are creatures developed in your physical vehicles to be adapted to that which the sun can give, its warmth and the life that it brings to plants, the evaporation that it gives to water so that there may be rain.

Yes, my friends, even your nights are illuminated by the reflection of the Light of the sun. There is a darkness that exists in your density in order that you may understand the Light. As it has been written in one of your holy works, light may come into a dark world and the world may not comprehend it, but still, my friends, it exists. The Light of which we speak is Love. For when we of the Confederation greet you in Light and Love we are saying the two manifestations of the one thing that animates all of creation.

Oxal wanted to talk to the group about the truth of the Love and Light of the Creator. They began by saying that we speak of truth, and we would express it to you by saying that to serve the Creator is perfect freedom, for this is a universe of Love, but the entities upon your sphere, being co-Creators, have distorted that Love in many ways, but if you can look about you to see the world the Creator has made for you, you can learn the lessons of Love, of service to others that we bring to you, so the sun that rules your daytime and shines upon you so abundantly at this time of your planet’s travel about that sun offers its infinite supply of Light in service to all who dwell upon this Earth, so without it your ability to survive would be negative, for you are creatures developed in your physical vehicles to be adapted to that which the sun can give, its warmth and the life that it brings to plants, the evaporation that it gives to water so that there may be rain. Oxal went on to say even your nights are illuminated by the reflection of the Light of the sun, and there is a darkness that exists in your density in order that you may understand the Light, so as it has been written in one of your holy works, Light may come into a dark world, and the world may not comprehend it, but it still exists, and the Light which we speak of is Love, for when we greet you in Light and Love we are saying the two manifestations of the one thing that animates all of creation. On September 25, 2010, Q’uo spoke of the nature of the dark world that we all live in:

My friends, it is as if you took a suitcase, not a large suitcase but an overnight bag—it’s a small stay, one incarnation, after all. You do not need much—a few gifts, a few relationships. You pack your bag. You pack your limitations, you pack your challenges, and you set out to plunge into a dark world. For the sun may shine upon the Earth but in terms of spiritual seeking, all is in darkness. Nothing can be seen, nothing can be known or proved, and it is up to you to disengage yourself from your culture, your parenting, your hard-learned lessons of fitting in, to become, as this instrument was saying, a witness to yourself.

And what is your role as you bear witness to a world of duality, darkness and Light? For those of you who seek to know the truth, your role is one of seeking the Light. For in the Light is unity. In the Love is Light. And these things speak to the inner self of a deeper reality. Yes, my friends, it is true that some seek the dark and separate themselves from the rest of your kind and attempt to gain power over others of their kind. There is indeed power in darkness. The power that is in Love, the power that is in Light, is like the flaming wheel that moves eternally, unifying all those who seek its wisdom and its warmth. It is necessary that you gain firsthand knowledge of this Light and this Love through meditation or prayer. It is not enough, my friends, that you study, for study will not bear fruit without the catalyst of understanding. And spiritual understanding comes in silence.

Seek, then, within yourself that spark of the infinite Love and Light of the Creator and then, my friends, we ask you to make the giant step, to cease being observers of your own light, and to speak, when asked, of those things in which you may believe. We do not ask you to volunteer information or to press thoughts and ideas upon people who may not request these concepts, for each student is ready in his own time. But when you are asked, be courageous and speak of those things which are within you, bearing witness to the Light in your own way and with your own words. For the kingdom which is called heaven by many on your planet is within you. And as you manifest it in your love, light begins to shine from you, and your being begins to touch those who may need you. This, my friends, is the kindliest service that you can perform for your fellow beings. So be aware when someone asks for your aid, and plant the seed of thought where you may. It does not matter whether or not you may think that they have borne fruit for that is not within your provenance. It matters only that you have been true to the understanding that you now possess, just as we are true to the understanding that we now possess in sharing our thoughts with you.

Oxal continued by saying what is your role as you bear witness to a world of darkness and Light? Then Oxal said for those of you who seek to know the truth your role is seeking the Light, for in the Light is unity, and the Love is Light that speaks to the inner self of a deeper reality, so it is true that some seek the dark and separate themselves from the rest of your kind and attempt to gain power over others of their kind, for there is power in darkness, and that power of Love, the power that is in Light, is like the flaming wheel that moves eternally, unifying all those who seek its wisdom, so it is necessary that you gain knowledge of this Light and Love through meditation or prayer, but it is not enough that you study, for study will not bear fruit without the catalyst of understanding which comes in silence. Now Oxal said seek within yourself that spark of the infinite Love and Light of the Creator, and then we ask you to make the giant step, to cease being observers of your own light, and to speak, when asked, of those things in which you believe, but we do not ask you to volunteer information to people who may not request these concepts, for each student is ready in their own time, but when you are asked be courageous and speak of those things which are within you, bearing witness to the Light in your own way and with your own words, for the kingdom of heaven is within you, and as you manifest it in your love, light begins to shine from you, and your being begins to touch those who may need you, so this is the kindest service that you can perform for your fellow beings, so be aware when someone asks for your aid, and plant the seed of thought where you may, but it does not matter whether or not you think they have borne fruit, for that is not within your provenance, for it matters only that you have been true to the understanding that you possess, just as we are true to the understanding that we possess in sharing our thoughts with you. On March 7, 2020, Q’uo spoke of the nature of the kingdom of heaven:

We suggest, however, that when it is finally realized by any conscious seeker of truth that to desire the highest within one’s realm of comprehension of the spiritual journey (the union with the One Creator, the service of all, therefore seeking first the kingdom of heaven) allows all else to be added unto one. Yet this seeking of the kingdom of heaven, shall we say, is that which is sustenance itself, is relative and appropriate, is enough for any seeker, for there will be added unto such seeking all else that is necessary for the survival and movement forward of the seeker.

We have greatly enjoyed speaking to you through this instrument. It has been some time since we used this instrument, and we thank her for allowing us speak through her at this time. We will leave this instrument now. We feel the rhythmic exhalations of your spirits as they sway in gentle harmonious waves of meditation, and we thank you for allowing us to mingle our meditation with yours. I am known to you as Oxal. I leave you in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. Adonai vasu.

I am Latwii, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. I send you the greetings and Love of the entities of Hatonn and am standing in for them as a pinch hitter and am very glad to be with you at this time. At this time I would like to ask for questions.

Jim: I would like to know what the relationship between the mind, and the brain, and the will is, how they function together.

Latwii: Ah, my brother Jim, you ask a difficult question. However, we are aware of the question and will attempt to answer it. The brain is a type of computer with various stages of programming. The deepest programs which have been termed metaprograms by some of your authors are those involving your survival, the reproduction of your species, your social position, and other items that are very big on the agenda of third-density living. The mind is a function of the spirit which is an amalgam of the effects that a wealth of experiences in various incarnations have had upon the basic spiritual personality. This mind is a collection of biases, emotions, and feelings. Depending upon the uses to which the mind has been put in prior incarnations, it may consist of a large intellectual factor or little intellect. It is, however, a mind function rather than a brain function. However, standing between mind and brain is that which you call the will. If a person does not use the faculty of his will there will go into effect an automatic metaprogram which will cause that person’s mind to become linked to his brain in a fashion predetermined by his circumstances.

Thus, native intellect, native biases, native emotions, which are brought in from the immortal spirit may be completely buried in the personality of the brain due to lack of will. However, in some instances the faculty of will is developed in the individual and in those cases the mind is able to impress its own metaprogramming much more carefully over the basic metaprogramming of third-density survival mechanisms. Any changes in metaprogramming will be developed and successfully completed by the use of the will. As you sit here this evening you are exercising the faculty of will. It has been written, “Seek and ye shall find, ask and it shall be opened unto you.” The will is that faculty of seeking, desiring and wishing. When it is developed to perfection, the will of the individual becomes the will of the Creator, and you become a clear channel so that you may function through your mind and not through the lower programmings.

Jim asked: “I would like to know what the relationship between the mind, and the brain, and the will is, how they function together.” Latwii began by saying the brain is a type of computer with various stages of programming, and the deepest programs which have been termed metaprograms are those involving your survival, your social position, and other items that are on the agenda of third-density living, so the mind is a function of the spirit which is a blend of the effects that a wealth of experiences in various incarnations have had upon the basic spiritual personality, so this mind is a collection of emotions, and feelings, and depending upon the uses to which the mind has been put in prior incarnations, it may consist of a large intellect or little intellect, but it is a mind function rather than a brain function, and standing between mind and brain is the will, so if a person does not use the faculty of will there will go into effect an automatic metaprogram which will cause that person’s mind to become linked to their brain in a fashion predetermined by their circumstances. Latwii went on to say native intellect and emotions, which are brought in from the immortal spirit, may be buried in the personality of the brain due to lack of will, but in some instances the faculty of will is developed in the individual, and in those cases the mind is able to impress its own metaprogramming carefully over the basic metaprogramming of third-density survival mechanisms, and any changes in metaprogramming will be developed and completed by the use of the will, so as you sit here this evening you are exercising the faculty of will, for it has been written, “Seek and ye shall find, ask and it shall be opened unto you,” so the will is that faculty of seeking, and when it is developed to perfection, the will of the individual becomes the will of the Creator, and you become a clear channel so that you may function through your mind and not through the lower programmings. On May 18, 1980, Latwii described the purpose of metaprogramming:

There are many secretions of the brain, as you call it, which will control and reprogram the self-healing of the physical, emotional, and spiritual bodies. They do not have as much luck with mental body difficulty due to the fact that in mental problems it is more difficult to achieve mental breakthroughs. However, the brain being relatively unimpaired, we can then say that the possibility of using humor is excellent.

The ability to remove one’s consciousness from one’s little tiny area is very important in the reprogramming of the genetic personality. In order for this to occur there must be some agent. Most often in your recent years, those who have experimented in this area used chemical substances, such as that which you call LSD. These are also those who have used meditation and other less, shall we say, outward going therapies, in order to achieve reprogramming. There is a plethora of pseudo-reprogramming effects which may or may not last, depending on the sincerity of the individual. However, if a person once discovers how to laugh, this person will have a good chance of reprogramming basic metaprograms, which affect the life essences of the personality as it is manifesting in the genetic mode, in any given incarnation.

In order to release oneself completely through laughter, it is necessary to be able to feel that one is in a safe or trusted place; this is a prerequisite. What occurs when one is able to trigger the mechanism of laughter is that the secretions of the brain, having to do with metaprogramming, do the work of LSD or other powerful chemicals, but do it in ways already arranged by your very kindly Creator. Thus, you do not have to go outside your own being for the remedies for your difficulties.

Do you wish to question us further on this subject, my friend?

Jim: Just one follow-up. It seems occasionally when I think intellectually on a topic that I wish to share with someone—my feelings of that—and then forget that topic for a while—hours or days—and then speak to them later without thinking of it, a continuous flow of information occasionally occurs that I was not aware it was there. Is that the release of the information of the mind and has the will been used there in that process?

I am Latwii. That is correct, my brother. As you yourself described, preliminary to the experience of the information flow, you had the desire to share this information. What you desire you will get. Thus, we always remind you to take care in your desires. For you will receive all that you desire before you leave this density.

Does that answer your question, my brother?

Jim: Yes. Thank you.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: May I ask what level you come from?

Latwii: We are happy to share with you our level, however we cannot take it as seriously as some. We are at a level you would call five. You are at a level called three. We are honored to be able to speak to you. We have not been able to speak to a group before this and are enjoying the contact very much, although we realize we still sound a bit awkward. Do you wish us to speak more about the level five?

Questioner: Yes.

Latwii: What would you wish to know, for as you can imagine there is much to say about any vibration or dimension of existence.

Questioner: Does level five as opposed to level three have to do with understanding?

I am Latwii. No, my sister. Level five is not the level of understanding. Level five is a level of Light or enlightenment. We do not any longer understand. Rather, we are. We exist as Light and dwell as Light beings. Our ability to be has made us into what you would call scientists within the Confederation. We are attempting to monitor and understand or feel, as you would say, all of the sub-densities of Light that are within your planetary sphere in each of the seven octaves of your density. We are enjoying this greatly, for you see, because in the end all things are one, those who feel become the best technicians, as you would say, and those who are the best at what you would call understanding or wisdom work best with philosophy and the understanding of the personality. This would be backwards from what your vocational advisors would tell you in your high school. However, as one becomes more experienced one learns that the skills that seemed to be the best for scientific endeavors are those best suited for abstract thought and vice versa.

Thus, we who are Light beings feel your universe and are able to place that feeling or enlightenment about your creation into our central bank of thought which you might call a very, very vast computer. The dimension of Love is level four. The dimension of understanding is level five. The dimension of unity is level six. Our teachers come from the dimension of unity. We do not know if there is an end to the progression, for our teachers do not know this. But that is what we can tell you.

Does this aid you in your understanding, my sister?

Questioner: Yes, thank you.

Latwii: We indeed are grateful to you for allowing us to share with you what little we do know. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: I would like to ask a question. Is there truth in the science of astrology?

Latwii: Ah, my brother, there is truth in everything, but truth with a capital T is found in nothing. We are aware we must be more specific, but this is a very important principle which we would like to share with you. There is no truth in your density. There are intimations of the mystery of truth which you can find in every rock, in every scene, in every face, in every word that you may hear. But truth, as this instrument would see the cartoon character standing upon a pedestal marked “TRVTH” does not exist in your illusion or maya.

Now to astrology. The planetary configurations are as they are. And this in itself is a truth. That there are basic confluences and influences having to do with the stars, and the planets, and the relationship to each individual is also true. The confusion comes in most cases when one attempts to find too much truth in what is only the type of predictive statement, “Cats like to chase mice.” Well, my friends, this is quite true of many cats. However, the cat seated upon this instrument’s lap runs from mice and indeed most other things.

Just so with the indications of an astrological chart. The chart is one of a general geography. It may show what particular material you might best work upon in smoothing out a rough personality, in determining the dynamics of a personality conflict between two people, and this sort of general use. However, to use it predictably is to assume that the universe is mechanical and predetermined and this is patently false. The universe is in the process of being made at all times and you have complete free will. Regardless of the road map you can always strike off cross-country. You can develop your own version of yourself. Again, the question of will, as the one known as Jim brought up, is very relevant here. To the one who does not exercise his will, influences such as those of the stars will, along with the influences of mother and father and friends and experiences of all kinds, shape the individual pattern. With meditation and the application of the will, those things which are desired, freedom from any confines, astrological or otherwise, is assured.

Questioner asked: “I would like to ask a question. Is there truth in the science of astrology?” Latwii began by saying now to astrology where the planetary configurations are as they are, and this in itself is a truth, so there are basic influences having to do with the stars, the planets, and the relationship to each individual is also true, and the confusion comes in most cases when one attempts to find too much truth in what is only the type of predictive statement like “Cats like to chase mice,” so this is true of many cats, but the cat seated upon  Carla’s lap runs from mice and most other things. Latwii continued by saying, so it us with the indications of an astrological chart that is one of a general geography, and it may show what areas you might work upon in smoothing out a rough personality, or in determining the dynamics of a personality conflict between two people, but to use it predictably is to assume that the universe is predetermined, and this is false because the universe is in the process of being made at all times, and you have free will, so regardless of the road map you can always strike off cross-country, and you can develop your own version of yourself, so the question of will is relevant here, for to the one who does not exercise their will, influences such as those of the stars will, along with the influences of parents, friends, and experiences of all kinds shape the individual pattern, so with meditation and the application of the will, those things which are desired, freedom from any confines, astrological or otherwise,  are assured. On February 6, 2007, Q’uo spoke of the general nature of the astrological chart:

With regard to the query asked by the one known as E concerning the use of the sidereal astrology as opposed to the tropical astrology, we cannot confirm the choice of one type of reading over another, and we would make a few comments about our inability to confirm this preference.

It is our understanding—and we offer it humbly since we feel that it is only a rough approximation of the truth rather than the precise truth—that the use of both sidereal and tropical astrological charts is appropriate when studying the influences which make up the geography of an entity’s interior landscape. There are two aspects to a density. One aspect is relatively fixed; one aspect is relatively unfixed. The masculine side of the study of astrology is that of the tropical astrological chart. It represents that which is fixed into the Earth by the occasion of your birth into third-density existence.

There is another aspect which influences the use of astrology and this is the feminine aspect of the density. In this focus of astrology, the information is considerably helpful, but it does differ from the tropical chart in that it embraces more of the unfixed or soul-driven, if you will, aspects of personality. Therefore, if an entity is actively investigating their own soul aspects, it is quite likely that they will find sidereal astrology more helpful in describing the environment in which they find themself in their inner work than if they use the tropical astrological chart.

Gazing at the differences between a sidereal and a tropical chart will give an entity an interesting view of the various aspects of their own character. The sidereal aspects describe more the soul aspects of the entity, whereas the tropical chart describes more the personality or applied incarnational aspects of a personality. Looking at the difference between the two gives to the student of their own personality an idea of the dynamics of the earthly self with respect to that self which entered incarnation and that self which shall remain after incarnation.

Neither aspect is higher than the other aspect. We wish to make that clear. The two aspects are, as it were, the vertical aspect and the horizontal aspect of that cruciform nature of personality. There is that vertical aspect that touches down into the earth and holds into incarnation certain aspects of the personality, and there is that floating or horizontal aspect to the personality that is never completely nailed down by incarnation, but rests within the energy body as the deeper aspects that the soul has brought forward into incarnation at this time.

Does this answer your question, my friend?

Questioner: Yes. Thanks.

Latwii: We are pleased. We see further in your mind, however, that there is something we should answer which is not particularly relevant to astrology but is relevant instead to a general mass of predictive pseudo-sciences which are grouped under the term occult or metaphysical. You must understand that there are individuals whose psychic abilities may remain largely unknown even to themselves but who use astrology, or Tarot, or other occult mechanisms in order to focus their abilities to see clearly those things which may help the individual. In those cases, the so-called astrologer sees much more than in a chart; the reader of Tarot reads much more than cards, and so forth. When you run across an individual such as this, recognize that individual for what he or she may be and treat the information accordingly without putting too much stress upon the mechanism by which this information…

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This morning I replaced the blue fitted sheet, the flat sheet, and the two pillowcases on my bed with the green ones. Then I put the blue sheets and pillowcases in the washer and then the drier. Then I ironed the flat sheet and the pillowcases. Later, I went outside and emptied the old sugar syrup in my two hummingbird feeders and the one at my neighbors across the street. Then I filled all three hummingbird feeders with fresh sugar syrup and put them back on their post, tree, and nail on the corner of the garage.

This afternoon I went outside and used my backpack blower to blow the leaves in the front yard and the side yard into the area between the fishpond and the pet cemetery. Then I filled eleven garbage cans with the leaves for yard waste pickup Thursday.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

September 30

Call The Light To You

I am of the spirit of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of Love.

See yourselves seated, just as you are, taking moments precious to you. For each is busy. So, alter your consciousness that the ensuing period of time may be altered by the Light which you have called to yourself in these moments.

Picture yourself opening as a flower to the wonderful sunshine of perfect Love, being drenched by the freely given dew of strength, quietness, and peace. Store this up within your heart, that through your eyes may shine this transcendental Love which has the power of touching all those about you with a Light which they may not know, but which they yet recognize as that which lifts the spirits, heals the mind’s pain, and cheers the emotions.

Allow that Light to be stored within you more and more, that you may become an active spirit, a practicing and moving force for Love, not by direct action, necessarily, but merely by the glow within the eye, the smile upon the lips, and the words spoken from a simple and cheerful peace.

We leave you in that peace, now and always. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Latwii channeling comes from June 15, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you in the Love and in the Light of the Infinite Creator. We apologize for the delay and realize that it was not the conscious desire of any of you present that we now speak. There are sometimes subconscious feelings and doubts, which cause those of us who respect free will to refrain from speaking. But we would not speak if our thoughts were not, for some reason [inaudible]. We are [inaudible] in that we have the names [inaudible]. And we thank each of you for allowing us to share our heart with you for whatever use they may be to you. As you know, we of the Confederation of Planets in Service are very [inaudible] beings and have no ultimate truths to tell you. We come to bring a simple message. And we are grateful to you for seeking our words and [inaudible].

I would like to tell you a story, for Hatonn has begun to teach me the art of storytelling, and I will practice it upon you this evening. I hope that I can tell you a good story and one that would give you some good advice.

There was once, my friends, a young tree. And this tree was a very intelligent tree. And it decided that it wished to become the best fruit tree of its kind that had ever been made in all of creation. And so, my friends, it began to plot how to grow its blossoms and its fruit, and to calculate just when its leaves should fall and when each leaf should turn to get the greatest amount of fruit from the vine. And it spent a great deal of time in attempting to fruit. In time, the tree was very widely noted, for no two pieces of fruit were just the same but were different from each other. However, the tree was much less capable of caring for itself than the other trees. And this it could not understand because it was, after all, a very, very intelligent tree and capable of complex and vast abstract thinking. In time, my friends, this tree withered and perished, while the other fruit trees in the orchard, who had never given a thought to who they were or how to become better, flourished as was their nature.

That is our story, my friends. Now we will attempt to speak on the story. You must understand that each of you is just as the tree – rooted in what we are forced to call Love. That is an oversimplification, but it is the best word that we can find in this instrument’s mind to simply express that which is a part of creation. You, like the tree, are perfect. And instinctually, you will turn towards the sun and bear fruit for the season. However, my friends, unlike regular trees, we talked to you about a tree who was very intelligent. That, my friends, is your greatest [inaudible] in the spiritual [inaudible]. When the Creator, in infinite wisdom, sent us all into the void upon the great circle of becoming, It gave each entity the power of co-Creator. That is, my friends, It gave each of you free will. You can become whatever you desire, spiritually speaking. Thus, you can cause your world to become very complex. And the fruits that you bear to the many [inaudible]. However, my friends, do consciously attempt to control the flow of Love from the Central Sun of your existence, which is Love. If you do not let Love speak to Love, you then begin to distort the Love from which all is made. The more you calculate, my friends, the more opportunity there is for distortion.

Latwii wanted to tell the group a story about a young tree and how it grew that the group could use as an analogy of how they might grow on their spiritual journey. Latwii began by saying there was once a young tree, and this tree was an intelligent tree, and it decided that it wished to become the best fruit tree of its kind that had ever been made in all of creation, so it began to plot how to grow its blossoms and its fruit, and to calculate just when its leaves should fall, and when each leaf should turn to get the greatest amount of fruit, so it spent much time in attempting to fruit, so the tree was widely known, for no two pieces of fruit were the same but were different from each other, but the tree was less capable of caring for itself than the other trees, and this it could not understand because it was a very intelligent tree and capable of complex thinking, so in time this tree perished, while the other fruit trees in the orchard, who had never given a thought to who they flourished as was their nature. Latwii continued by saying now we will attempt to speak on the story, for you must understand that each of you is just as the tree–rooted in what we Love since it is the best word that we can find in Carla’s mind to express that which is a part of creation, and you, like the tree, are perfect, and you will turn towards the sun and bear fruit for the season, but unlike regular trees, we talked to you about a tree who was very intelligent, and that is your greatest [inaudible] in the spiritual [inaudible], when the Creator, in infinite wisdom, sent us into the void upon the great circle of becoming, It gave each entity the power of co-Creator which is your free will, so you can become whatever you desire, spiritually speaking, and you can cause your world to become complex, but consciously attempt to control the flow of Love from the Central Sun of your existence, which is Love because if you do not let Love speak to Love, you then begin to distort the Love from which all is made, so the more you calculate the more opportunity there is for distortion. On October 1, 2006, Q’uo spoke of the nature of the Central Sun:

The concept of a Central Sun is one which many sources, including us, have used in discussing the energies that pour from the center of a galaxy or the creation itself. It is a challenge to discuss this concept of the Central Sun because of the relationship of the space/time or physical world, which is that which houses your consensus reality, and the metaphysical universe or time/space which houses your consciousness, infinity, eternity and the great mystery of non-locality.

In the space/time universe, there are layers of physical laws which, to some extent, work in order to create information which is helpful in making the gadgets that your civilization enjoys.

In a time/space universe, the work done is unseen. The values are not local, and one is freed from the relativity of space/time. Nevertheless, as the creation presents itself to the physical eye, especially that physical eye that is enhanced by those instruments that enable you to see farther and to see closer, there are an increasing number of ways in which scientific eyes have been able to see things that they cannot explain.

You must understand that we do not suggest that you go through life without using the tool of your mind, for it is an excellent tool and well-suited to serving. But you must be sure that you do not serve it too much for if you attempt to design and calculate your being, you will surely begin to falter. Each of you has his or her own path. Each of you needs a different meditative or prayer life for work in service to others. In order to maintain that link, the Love of the Creator that speaks to the Love in the moment each of you will find a different instinctual pattern that you must adhere to. To deviate from your instincts once you are upon the path towards the seeking of the truth, you have to some extent distorted your perception of the truth.

Because of the fact, my friends, that each of you dwells in the world in which there is a great deal of human creation, much of what you have been taught has been considerably distorted and results in your feeling antipathy, separation, or lack of love for some entities in some parts of the creation. This, my friends, does not mean that you are without nurturing. But you must understand from the beginning that your basic material on what you call the physical plane was not promised. Your intellect, my friends, is part of that physical material and is designed to deal with [inaudible]. They are not designed to deal [inaudible] but to create in the Love that creates all. There have been many in your culture who have called entities a word that we dislike. That word is “sinners.” We do not believe in the concept and have not found it to be truth. We have, however, found that there are many distortions of Love and that each of you [inaudible] pray [inaudible] and is therefore [inaudible] intellectually. Thus, if you seek the kingdom of heaven, you cannot reason yourself there. You cannot contemplate or encapsulate or understand that which you seek.

Then Latwii said you must understand that we do not suggest that you go through life without using the tool of your mind, for it is an excellent tool and well-suited to serving, but you must be sure that you do not serve it too much, for if you attempt to design your being, you will begin to falter since each of you has his or her own path, and each of you needs a different meditative or prayer life for work in service to others, so in order to maintain that link, where the Love of the Creator that speaks to the Love in the moment, each of you will find a different instinctual pattern that you must adhere to, but if you deviate from your instincts once you are upon the path towards seeking of the truth, you have distorted your perception of the truth. Now Latwii said because of the fact that each of you dwells in the world in which there is a great deal of human creation, much of what you have been taught has been distorted and results in your feeling lack of love for some entities in some parts of the creation, but this does not mean that you are without nurturing, but you must understand from the beginning that your basic material on the physical plane was not promised, for your intellect is part of that physical material and is designed to deal with [inaudible], but they are not designed to deal [inaudible] but to create in the Love that creates all, and there have been many in your culture who have called entities a word that we dislike which is “sinners,” but we do not believe in the concept and have not found it to be truth, but we have found that there are many distortions of Love and that each of you [inaudible] pray [inaudible] and is therefore [inaudible] intellectually, so if you seek the kingdom of heaven, you cannot reason yourself there, and you cannot understand that which you seek. On March 7, 2020, Q’uo described the kingdom of heaven:

We suggest, however, that when it is finally realized by any conscious seeker of truth that to desire the highest within one’s realm of comprehension the spiritual journey (the union with the One Creator, the service of all, therefore seeking first the kingdom of heaven) allows all else to be added unto one. Yet this seeking of the kingdom of heaven, shall we say, is that which is sustenance itself, is relative and appropriate, is enough for any seeker, for there will be added unto such seeking all else that is necessary for the survival and movement forward of the seeker

There is another thing which is called faith, and this also is a very misunderstood word. But, my friends, that quality of the human heart comes closer to providing some insight into the process by which you may seek the truth than any other would. We do not ask that you have the faith of Christians that in your tales from one of the holy books [inaudible]. We ask that you have the faith in yourself to follow your instincts, and to do what you feel is good and right. You are here because you seek the truth. Beginning from that point, there is much, much to learn. But it is all learned within yourself. No matter how much you think to yourself you can never understand it. It is only through a combination of close observation of [inaudible] and analysis of the spiritual kind, and daily meditation or prayer of service to others, that your journey may be experienced.

We are aware that glass covers your hearts, and that it is much easier to love from the intellect. It is easier to go to books of others than it is to simply compose yourself [inaudible]. We also realize that, in action, it is extremely easy to forget what you were learning. But we ask you to press on with confidence in the self that comes from love. And although you have free will, you also have your roots on the metaphysical ground well-watered and loved. You have to reach for that Love to turn yourself to the sun to receive the Light and such. We ask you, as always, not to take yourself too seriously because you have a long time to grow, a long time to build yourself, a long time to follow the path. When you have failed, pick yourself up and be easy on yourself. And when you think you have done well to pick yourself up, don’t break your arm as you pat yourself on the back.

Then Latwii said there is another thing which is called faith, and this also is a misunderstood word, but that quality of the human heart comes closer to providing insight into the process by which you may seek the truth than any other would, but we do not ask that you have the faith of Christians that in your tales from the Bible [inaudible] ,but we ask that you have faith in yourself to follow your instincts, for you are here because you seek the truth, and beginning from that point, there is much to learn, but it is all learned within yourself because no matter how much you think for yourself, you can never understand it, so it is only through a combination of close observation of [inaudible] and analysis of the spiritual kind, and daily meditation, or prayer of service to others, that your journey may be experienced. Now Latwii said we are aware that glass covers your hearts, and that it is easier to love from the intellect, and it is easier to go to books of others than it is to simply compose yourself [inaudible] ,for we realize that, in action, it is easy to forget what you were learning, but we ask you to press on with confidence in the self that comes from Love, and although you have free will, you also have your roots on the metaphysical ground well-watered and loved, so you have to reach for that Love to turn yourself to the sun to receive the Light and such, and we ask you not to take yourself too seriously because you have a long time to grow, to build yourself, and a long time to follow the path, but when you have failed, pick yourself up and be easy on yourself, and when you think you have done well to pick yourself up, and don’t break your arm as you pat yourself on the back. On June 21, 1981, Hatonn described what it is like when we follow the path:

To follow the path of Love is to achieve unity with infinite intelligence, as you call it, or the one infinite Creator. There is no other possibility in the end, for it is the ultimate attraction towards which we all are drawn. To achieve this contact within your present illusion it is necessary to achieve within the self a serenity and love of self, a peaceful love of others, and an overriding desire to seek the truth.

There are many avenues to intelligent infinity, all having to do with the use of the creative force of Love. Meditation, healing, communication, what you may call ritual and ceremony, the proper use of the body, the mind, and the spirit, all these are ways and keys of achieving intelligent infinity contact, as you call it. We would simply say love and serve and seek to know. This has been our simple message always.

I will pause at this time so that my friend may speak through this channel. I am Latwii.

[Thirty-second pause]

I am Laitos, and I also greet you in Love. I would like to attempt to exercise the channel known as B and will attempt to [inaudible] if she will do that. I am Laitos.

[Fifty-second pause]

I am again with this instrument. I am Laitos. We are satisfied with the one known as B, and we thank her for the contact and the chance to work [inaudible]. We thank you all for being willing to serve [inaudible]. At this time, we would like to work with the instrument known as C. I am Laitos.

I am Laitos. We would like to attempt again to transfer to the one known as C. We would like to make an adjustment to the [inaudible]. We will again transfer. I am Laitos.

[One-minute pause]

We thank the one known as C for his allowing us to move through him at this time. We are aware that he is somewhat confused, and we will continue to work with him. At this time, we would like to work with the instrument known as Jim. We would [inaudible]. I am Laitos.

(Jim channeling)

I am Laitos, and I am with this instrument. It is a gift to be able to speak a few words through a new instrument. It is necessary for new instruments to be able to put aside their analysis long enough to receive the thoughts which we send. It is not always an easy task for new instruments to accomplish. But with practice, it becomes much easier. We again wish to thank this instrument for allowing us to say a few words through him. I am Laitos.

(Carla channeling)

I am again with this instrument. I am Laitos. I thank you very much for your patience, my friend, and will continue to work with you while our brothers and sisters of Latwii have a question period so that you may ask for information you would wish to. At this time, I will leave this instrument so that the one known as Latwii may [inaudible]. I leave you only in [inaudible], for you must know that we are all one being, and I could no more leave you than you could your very being. I leave this instrument in Love and Light. I am Laitos.

[Forty-second pause]

I am Latwii and am very glad to be back with this instrument, who is kind enough to allow us to work with her. We thank her and each instrument that we are able to use. At this time, if you have a question to ask, please ask it, and we will attempt to share what information that we can.

Questioner: I have a question. [inaudible] and I don’t know if I will be able to say this right. But she wanted to know if at this time, all souls that have lived on this planet are incarnated [inaudible].

I am Latwii and am aware of your question. My friend, if all of the souls that belong to the spheres of your planet were incarnate at this time, you would have a population problem. The incarnated souls on your particular sphere of existence is a very small percentage of the planetary consciousness, which includes entities from many levels. The inner levels of which we speak are known to you by many different names. The heaven worlds, of which there are seven general categories, are those closest to you. However, within your planetary influence, you also have higher beings who still remain with the planet and teach those who are open to inner teaching. And these seven levels are called by some among your people Devachanic. And within each of these levels, there are many subdivisions, so that, as you can see, there are many, many worlds within your planetary sphere.

So, the answer, my brother, is that no. Only the entities that need to incarnate in order to attempt to alleviate their karma and, shall we say, passed their testing at the end of the school grade which you are now finishing, are incarnate. It is true that there are many souls who wish very much to incarnate. The reason for this is simply that it is their last chance to work through their karma, as this instrument uses the word, during this master cycle. However, the total number of the souls who wish to incarnate is perhaps 8-10% of those who dwell within the lower four of the seven worlds which you would call the heaven worlds. This is a small percentage, indeed, of the total number of entities that belong on your planet.

Questioner: “I have a question. [inaudible] and I don’t know if I will be able to say this right. But she wanted to know if at this time, all souls that have lived on this planet are incarnated [inaudible].” Latwii replied by saying if all of the souls that belong to the spheres of your planet were incarnate at this time, you would have a population problem, for the incarnated souls on your planet is a small percentage of the planetary consciousness, which includes entities from many levels, and the inner levels of which we speak are known to you by many different names, and the heaven worlds, of which there are seven categories, are those closest to you, but within your planetary influence, you also have higher beings who still remain with the planet and teach those who are open to inner teaching, so these seven levels are called Devachanic, and within each of these levels there are many subdivisions, so there are many worlds within your planetary sphere. Latwii continued by saying the answer is no, for only the entities that need to incarnate in order to attempt to alleviate their karma and passed their testing at the end of the school grade which you are now finishing are incarnate, and it is true that there are many souls who wish to incarnate, and the reason for this is that it is their last chance to work through their karma during this master cycle, but the number of souls who wish to incarnate is 8-10% of those who dwell within the lower four of the seven worlds which are called the heaven worlds, and this is a small percentage of the total number of entities that belong on your planet. On October 8, 2006, Q’uo described the nature of the heaven worlds:

My brother, you are correct in realizing that these heaven worlds do not have a physical location. They do have an arrangement in orders of magnitude, perhaps we would say, so they nest together without disturbing each other. There is in each focus of the Creator, which is you and each other human being upon your planet, a gateway into those inner planes. And again, it is one of those situations where, unless you are very, very experienced and sophisticated, if you are able to penetrate the gateway and move into the inner planes, you will pretty automatically be taken to the location which matches your needs or your desires the most.

The solution of each of the seven inner planes being connected to a corresponding locality is not correct, as far as we are aware of the situation. All of the inner planes are connected back into the one physical locality of the influence of planet Earth.

Does this answer your question?

Questioner: Yes, it does.

Latwii: Is there another question at this time?

Jim: I’m curious about an experience that happened this morning and has for 7 or 8 years in my sleep in which I’m conscious of sleeping. It usually takes the form of a pulse of pleasure and pressure, focusing mostly in my frontal lobes and spreading through the entire brain. Occasionally, voices or visions that are difficult to discern appear as well. I’m wondering what this phenomenon is. If it’s valuable to growth or enlightenment. Can you shed any light on this phenomenon?

Latwii: The instrument is aware of your question. However, she may have difficulty with some of [inaudible]. I am Latwii and am aware of your question. The sleeping period of entities who dwell within the heavy chemical atmosphere of your density must have relief from the prison in which your physical body represents. In sleep this sustenance is possible. In most entities, it is not possible in any other way. And therefore, during sleep, you are instructed. We have gone over this material. However, in your case, due to your training, you have more of a sensory experience of being what this instrument would call “out of physical body,” which is indeed what occurs during teaching sleep. When you are in this state out of your physical body, the nature of your reality becomes one, which is much lighter and is filled with energy. When the two energies of teacher and pupil–or two students learning together–touch, the pleasure of this contact is similar to an electrical experience. Although we cannot find in this instrument’s vocabulary the proper explanation of this phenomenon.

However, it is as though what you would call an orgasm in your physical body were the constant state of contact between any two entities who vibrate properly together, such as teacher, or two pupils studying together. Thus, as you are awakening, my brother, you are experiencing the last of this reality, as you reenter your physical vehicle and are able to enter into consciousness which looks out through physical eyes inwards [inaudible]. There are advantages to not having a physical vehicle. However, we assure you that each of you has chosen a physical vehicle because of the profound difficulty of achieving a true understanding of this extremely pleasureful, lovely, joyous union with the Creator. When in this vibration, you can bring that feeling, too, in your dealings with others, then you have indeed learned to serve the Creator in your brothers and your sisters.

Jim asked: “I’m curious about an experience that happened this morning and has for 7 or 8 years in my sleep in which I’m conscious of sleeping. It usually takes the form of a pulse of pleasure and pressure, focusing mostly in my frontal lobes and spreading through the entire brain. Occasionally, voices or visions that are difficult to discern appear as well. I’m wondering what this phenomenon is. If it’s valuable to growth or enlightenment. Can you shed any light on this phenomenon?” Latwii replied the sleeping period of entities who dwell within the heavy chemical atmosphere of your density must have relief from the prison in which your physical body represents, so in sleep this sustenance is possible, but in most entities, it is not possible in any other way, and during sleep, you are instructed, and due to your training, you have more of a sensory experience of being what this instrument would call “out of physical body,” which is what occurs during teaching sleep, so when you are in this state out of your physical body, the nature of your reality is one, which is lighter and is filled with energy, so when the two energies of teacher and pupil touch, the pleasure of this contact is similar to an electrical experience, and although we cannot find in this instrument’s vocabulary the proper explanation of this phenomenon. Now Latwii said it is as though what you would call an orgasm in your physical body was the constant state of contact between any two entities who vibrate properly together, such as a teacher, or two pupils studying together, so as you are awakening, you are experiencing the last of this reality as you reenter your physical vehicle and are able to enter into consciousness which looks out through physical eyes inwards [inaudible], and there are advantages to not having a physical vehicle, but we assure you that each of you has chosen a physical vehicle because of the difficulty of achieving a true understanding of this joyous union with the Creator, for when in this vibration, you can bring that feeling in your dealings with others, and then you have learned to serve the Creator in your brothers and sisters. On March 7, 1982, Latwii described the nature of union with the Creator:

The integration of the mind, the body, and the spirit in the evolutionary progress of union with the Creator is that process which is most necessary for each entity to accomplish upon this planet at this time. This process is most carefully watched over by those entities we have previously described as being the guides, the guardians, the angelic presences.

Does this answer your question?

Jim: Yes. Thank you.

Latwii: We thank you and apologize for this instrument’s lack of proper vocabulary. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: I’ve got a question of physical [inaudible], and that is: In life… I remember your saying [inaudible] the color is always [inaudible]. And I would like to know what you’d say about whether or not there are octaves of color [inaudible]… What I’m getting at is: is it possible that we see one octave of color? And, uh, just to get a sense of the next higher octave of color.

Latwii: I am with this instrument. That is completely correct, my brother. However, you have not gone far enough in limiting your [inaudible]. You do not see a full arc of colors. You see a partial amount of colors that are available in your physical spectrum. However, there are instruments which can detect the rest of the octave. You see through your physical eyes that which is needed for survival of the physical body. The physical body is, shall we say, a crude instrument that is very effective for [inaudible]. The octaves of color are, as far as we know, endless; and that is why we of Latwii have primarily devoted ourselves to cataloging colors of your various [inaudible]. We ourselves do not dwell in a [inaudible]. We go from color to color in the various densities of your planet as we work with each vibration to achieve proper understanding. For each of the creators created the spheres of energy to be unique. We have never found two that are the same. We are at this time dwelling in what you would call a type of blue, which we will now attempt to share with you.

We find it very helpful in our joint process of [inaudible] as this instrument would attempt to [inaudible]. Does this answer your question?

Questioner: [inaudible]

Latwii: Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: [inaudible]

I am Latwii. My friend, I can only speak in clichés to you, but I will attempt to be helpful, for there is no more universal question than that which you asked. The way of the teacher is always to lead and to serve. If you wish your young one to walk the ways…

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Carla channeling)

I am again with this instrument. We think that she does that very well. I am Latwii. May we answer another question at this time?

[Thirty-second pause]

Latwii: May we say to you how very pleased we are that you have not asked us any questions about the wars and rumors of war, and natural disasters, and earthquakes, and all of the things that seem to be on everyone’s minds, to the exclusion of the philosophy which we now teach. We are always happy to answer your questions on this subject. But to feel the vibrations of this group tonight, my brothers and sisters, is a joy because we know that you are seeking at this particular moment, not in the realms of survival and physical understanding, but in the realm of seeking the Kingdom of the Creator. And as you know, we are one with you in the quest, whereas we are not too crazy about earthquakes. This is not to say we are not [inaudible] which usually is not very decipherable for precisely asked questions about the future. For the future, as you know, is always unknown until it is the will of the present moment.

If there are no more questions at this time, we would like to exercise the instrument known as A. Our contact is different from that of Laitos, and the instrument will have to tune himself to a somewhat higher pitch, for we vibrate in Light rather than Love. We would like to give an experience in this contact. However, we caution the one known as A to remain fully conscious, for we do not wish to violate his free will at any time. We will leave the contact for the one known as A. I am Latwii.

[One-minute pause]

I am again with this instrument. I am Latwii. We will again attempt to contact the one known as A. Our beam is much tighter and comes in at a sharper angle than those of Laitos and Hatonn. Therefore, it is a stronger beam, but one which must be more precisely [inaudible]. We will adjust to the extent of our ability to, which is not great, and again attempt to speak through the one known as A. I am Latwii.

(A channeling)

[inaudible]

(Carla channeling)

I am again with this instrument. I am Latwii. We had originally intended to close through the one known as A. However, our vibration is very fatiguing to him, for he is not yet used to it. Therefore, we will say our goodbyes to this [inaudible]. We wish to press upon you again that you must enjoy yourselves a great deal and laugh at your misfortunes and your fortunes alike. For they are all material for your learning, and you may find the Creator in each and every moment. We realize that this is easier said than done, but then we assure you that [inaudible]. It is only [inaudible].

Now my brothers and sisters, we leave you in lots of Love and Light. We send you our happiness and our Love from the boundless majesty of the Creator and Its creation. We ask you to take what you can use from all of our words and, as this instrument would say, to chuck the rest and do precisely what you need to do. Know that we leave you always in the Love and the Light of the Infinite Creator. I am known to you as Latwii. Adonai. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning I ran some errands with my first stop being at Feeder’s Supply where I bought some bird seed and some cat food.  My second stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I bought some Pepsi-Zero, Kleenex, and dropped off a prescription for toothpaste to be filled.

This afternoon I went outside and used my backpack blower to blow the leaves in my back yard and my neighbor’s driveway into a pile. Then I put them into four garbage cans for yard waste pickup this Thursday.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

September 29

This Holy Day

I am the Spirit of the living God, and I greet you in the full consciousness which is the Love of Jesus the Christ.

See before you now an holy day!

Hold your hands before you and know that if you dwell within the Spirit of Love these hands may be instruments of Love to do divine work in a divine world.

Gaze at your feet, holy feet which may carry you to no place which is not holy.

Sense the pounding of your heart and the movement of blood in the veins. This is an holy body in and of itself, and more and more full of self-awareness of Love as the mind and heart Love and dedicate this body to the principle of Love.

Ask the mind and heart to Love and dedicate this body to the principle of Love.

You do not know what you might manifest within this day and night to come. You do not know what troubles shall arise which seem so persuasively to point to things that are not blessed. Yet within each abuse of body, mind and spirit there lies that soul, that infinite intelligence which is masked to the human eye but which is never absent from the spiritual picture of your day.

Know, and know in a deep and final way, that all things tend to good; that all disharmony tends towards love; that all despair tends towards hope, and all loss tends towards inner realization. And embrace each and every aspect of your experience in the firm faith of Christ, seemingly crucified, forever alive.

We leave you in Christ’s own peace, now and always.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Latwii channeling for this session comes from June 7, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the Creator. I have been given special dispensation to be with you this evening, for it was the wish of our planetary consciousness that we be here to speak, those members of our Confederation whose work is the Creator’s, whose grief is the most difficult to bear. For you, my sisters, have been sent into the [inaudible] and although you freely [inaudible] for the sake of the planet. We Love you, and you know that we do not flatter you when we say this, for you are doing [inaudible] We are grateful that you have [inaudible] forgotten.

[Several minutes of recording are inaudible.]

I am Latwii, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We are sorry we are disturbing your cat. However, we are most privileged to be able to add our voice to the sister who was speaking from the planetary confluence of [inaudible]. We thought that she was a bit gloomy, but that is understandable considering the duty that Hatonn is doing at this time, working with those in the Middle East would make anyone gloomy.

Myfriends, we ask you at this time to look at the road ahead of you and accept it with joy. You do not know what the road will bring. It bends, it curves, it will have branches; accept it now. When you have eased your mind, then you will be able to be free in the present moment. We are aware that you are becoming conscious of the times to come. Those are parts of a road that has not yet turned up in your experience. We ask that you experience the road of today. Your people are very nice for the most part and sincerely want to help, but they are very serious. And we feel that healing lies in a true understanding of joy. If a person has never felt joy, it can cause tremendous damage, for it is a profound emotion. You will find people who have been overjoyed in tears very often. For this is the expression among your people of sorrow, and yet it is also the expression of joy. That is how unused your people are to joy.

We ask you to remember your heritage. Invest this portion of your life with the full power of yourselves, for you are joyous people who dwell on a sad, dark planet. There is no need for you to hide, as your holy work says, your life under the bushel. In whatever your situation, be yourself. And in being yourself, your joy will flow from you like wine from a new bottle, for each of you has within you the spring of eternal joy. We do not understand why you allow so many insignificant details to clutter up the mind and keep you from radiating this joy. You are aware that this is your primary function in altering the planetary consciousness. And yet it is a continual difficulty within each of your lives to allow the minor difficulties of the day to be as they are and to allow your native joy to shine forth. We ask you to consider how you feel, each about the other. Each of you finds the other to be beautiful, and joyful, and most adored. If all of you feel that way there must be something to it. Therefore, we ask you to have confidence in yourself as well as in each other.

Latwii wanted to talk about the road that we travel on our spiritual journey. They began by saying we ask you to look at the road ahead of you and accept it with joy, but you do not know what the road will bring, and as it curves it will have branches, so accept it now, for when you have eased your mind, then you will be able to be free in the present moment, so we are aware that you are becoming conscious of the times to come, and those are parts of a road that has not yet turned up in your experience, so we ask that you experience the road of today, for your people are nice for the most part and want to help, but they are very serious, and we feel that healing lies in a true understanding of joy, but if a person has never felt joy, it can cause damage, for it is a profound emotion, so you will find people who have been overjoyed in tears very often, for this is the expression among your people of sorrow, yet it is also the expression of joy, so that is how unused your people are to joy. Latwii went on to say we ask you to remember your heritage, and invest this portion of your life with the power of yourselves, for you are joyous people who dwell on a sad, dark planet, but there is no need for you to hide your life under the bushel, so in whatever your situation, be yourself, and in being yourself, your joy will flow from you like wine from a new bottle, for each of you has within you the spring of eternal joy, but we do not understand why you allow so many insignificant details to clutter the mind and keep you from radiating joy, for you are aware that this is your primary function in altering the planetary consciousness, yet it is a continual difficulty within each of your lives to allow the difficulties of the day to be as they are and to allow your native joy to shine forth, so we ask you to consider how you feel about each other since each of you finds the other to be beautiful, joyful, and adored, so if all of you feel that way there must be something to it, and we ask you to have confidence in yourself as well as in each other. On June 19, 1994, Q’uo spoke about how our native joy moves into our lives, moves out of our lives, and is the end of our lives:

The infant comes into the world in a state of unrestrained joy. This is the path upon which entities begin. Often before the entity has opened the eyes to the physical world that joy has been compromised. Certainly, within the first year or two of incarnation that native joy will be compromised, and the entity plunges into the myriad catalysts of this rich illusion which you now enjoy. As one watches the growing child one can see this joy more and more compromised by circumstance.

Where are the teachers of the path of joy? Why is this path not more used? There is a simple answer; that being that the path of joy is the path of the adept and to the adept all things are loss, except the infinite Creator and serving that Love which is the Creator. All things whatever may be counted as loss except that service. It is for this that each has come into this incarnation, to learn this path. This shining goal waits for each and becomes the path of fourth density. But third density still is being processed by each. This joy is still to be experienced fully except in many moments for each seeker where there is the click of sliding into that presence, which is electric, which is the Creator within.

At this time, I would open the meeting to questions.

Questioner: [Inaudible].

I am Latwii. I am with this instrument. In two parts, the defense against the psychic is metaphysically another psychic. That is, if you vibrate in Love and Light that is the best defense you can offer. It is a generalized one but unless you wish to engage in metaphysical warfare, thus stooping to the level of those who are attacking you, and becoming adept at certain kinds of magic that are not without taint. There is nothing specific that you can do. It is, to be simply stated, a matter of somewhere between five and twenty years of research that the United States has not done because it was pure research and that the Russians have done because they have a long view of [inaudible].

To answer the second part of the question, you must understand that each entity upon your planet is the Creator. And, each Creator has complete free will to mold their own universe. Those who wish to use their psychic powers in a negative capacity are completely able to do so, unless they are greedy. If they simply use them for the supposed good of their world, as they understand it, they are able to maintain their gifts; this is their birthright. Negativity is a very viable alternative to the people on Earth, and it is not denied by the infinite Creator to Its children. The choice is theirs. The only thing that is denied at this time, by us, is the murdering of souls on the inner planes by nuclear devices. We are aware of the possibility of nuclear war and have no intention of stopping it, for that is not our right. However, your people do not understand that the emanations from such devices penetrate into the finer densities of existence in your sphere and can disrupt vibratory patterns and personalities so that they must revert back to the very beginning of the cycle of existence. This is not understood by your people. Therefore, it is not against their free will if we do not allow this to happen. Therefore, we are able to prevent it.

The Questioner seems to have asked how the psychic projections of the Russians can be dealt with. Latwii began by saying in two parts, the defense against the psychic is metaphysically another psychic, so if you vibrate in Love and Light that is the best defense you can offer, and it is a generalized one but unless you wish to engage in metaphysical warfare, thus stooping to the level of those who are attacking you and becoming adept at certain kinds of magic that are not without taint, there is nothing that you can do, so it is a matter of somewhere between five and twenty years of research that the United States has not done because it was pure research and that the Russians have done because they have a long view of [inaudible]. Latwii went on to say to answer the second part of the question, you must understand that each entity upon your planet is the Creator, and each Creator has free will to create their own universe, so those who wish to use their psychic powers in a negative capacity are completely able to do so, but if they use them for the supposed good of their world, as they understand it, they are able to maintain their gifts, for this is their birthright, so negativity is a viable alternative to the people on Earth, and it is not denied by the infinite Creator to Its children, for the choice is theirs, but the only thing that is denied at this time, by us, is the murdering of souls on the inner planes by nuclear devices. Latwii continued by saying we are aware of the possibility of nuclear war and have no intention of stopping it, for that is not our right, but your people do not understand that the emanations from such devices penetrate into the finer densities of existence in your sphere and can disrupt vibratory patterns and personalities so that they must revert back to the very beginning of the cycle of existence, but this is not understood by your people, so it is not against their free will if we do not allow this to happen, so we are able to prevent it. In 26. 23, Ra described how they were able to save the souls whose bodies were killed by nuclear bombs in Hiroshima and Nagasaki:

Questioner: Could you please give me an example from, let us say, Hiroshima or Nagasaki of how this is done?

Ra: I am Ra. Those who were destroyed, not by radiation, but by the trauma of the energy release, found not only the body/mind/spirit complex made unviable, but also a disarrangement of that unique vibratory complex you have called the spirit complex, which we understand as a mind/body/spirit complex, to be completely disarranged without possibility of re-integration. This would be the loss to the Creator of part of the Creator and thus we were given permission, not to stop the events, but to ensure the survival of the, shall we say, disembodied mind/body/spirit complex. This we did in those events which you mention, losing no spirit or portion or holograph or microcosm of the macrocosmic Infinite One.

Do you wish to question us further, my sister?

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: My sister, by the time your people become aware of the finer dimensions they will not want to use nuclear devices [inaudible] themselves. We are here for the transition. We expect the transition to take some more time of your years. We are terrible at naming your years, but we believe that it is approximately thirty of your years. The effects will be complete, and the new vibration will be established. Once this is done, those who are not able to stand the higher vibrations will have perished, either by war or by natural calamity, or by the simple maturation of old age, as your physical beings have such a short life span. Those who remain in the higher vibration will not want to part from each other. They will be able to see the unity of humanity as a reality and not a phase.

Questioner may have asked about how nuclear devices would affect the transition of Earth’s population into the fourth density of Love and understanding. Latwii said by the time your people become aware of the finer dimensions they will not want to use nuclear devices [inaudible] themselves, so we are here for the transition, and we expect the transition to take some more time of your years, but we are terrible at naming your years, but we believe that it is thirty of your years, so the effects will be complete, and the new vibration will be established, and once this is done, those who are not able to stand the higher vibrations will have perished, either by war, or by natural calamity, or by the simple maturation of old age, as your beings have such a short life span, so those who remain in the higher vibration will not want to part from each other because they will be able to see the unity of humanity as a reality. On September 21, 1974, Hatonn described the new vibration as Love:

There is much joy and much beauty in constant presence of the Creator of us all very apparent within the new vibration. The new vibration is Love, as is the old vibration and yet, my friends, the truth of Love becomes a little more obvious with the higher vibrations.

Through meditation, my friends, you may begin to see the heart of Love in all the clumsy actions of all those who enter your atmosphere in your daily activities. There may be a great deal of difficulty. There may be misspent time and mistaken words and yet, my friends, each action and each desire is, in truth, a manifestation of Love, shadowed and twisted sometimes, for all people are also Creators and can cause the shape of Love to change. Yet, the heart of all action is Love. Know this in your inmost self, and then you cannot be touched by that illusion which attempts to strike you. The freedom that this gives you to give forth Love in its original state, at all times, to all people is a very precious gift, we think. This is why the Confederation is here.

Do you wish to question further?

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: We cannot speak in any certainty now. There are so many possibilities that it is as if a teacup had two hundred cracks in it, and you knew it was going to break, but you did not know which one would go first, and how it would fall, or if, when it fell, how it would hit. There are probabilities due to the fact that some of the faults that run through your Earth’s crust are very unstable. By that, of course, we refer to the fault that runs from California to what you call Alaska. And also, the fault that runs through what you call England. These are somewhat unstable. There are many, many other unstable areas in the country, but we do not know, shall we say, how the dice will fall.

The forces of Light upon your planet have so far done a tremendous amount of alleviation of destruction. So that those natural changes that have taken place have been much less difficult and dangerous to human entities than they might have been, had not Light centers such as yours been [inaudible]. Thus, we of course urge you to continue to send love to your troubled planet as we [inaudible]. We feel that you are already aware of some of the dangers of your dwelling place. Is this not true, my sisters?

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: That is correct. That is also correct.

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: You are extremely correct.

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: Those would be good.

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: Less good. There are places in the east which are very stable, but those places in the west which are in your mind have great potential for not only being stable but for attracting those of like mind. So those who dwell there will be able to work together. That is [inaudible]. There is less possibility of stability as we head towards the west coast. You must not place too much emphasis upon our words, for we are looking at a probability sheet and, as you know, long shots do come in. However, the favorite at this point is not the mountains of the east or the mountains of Canada but rather, those mountains called the Rocky Mountains.

Questioner: [Inaudible].

I am Latwii. I do not know my sister. That will be up to you. You may not yet be tested. However, we would advise you to practice, as this instrument would call it, being cool. The only way to present yourself to destiny is with the knowledge that if you live, you live, and if you die, you die. And since you are an eternal being it does not matter. With this attitude you can work your way through most situations with a minimal of disquiet. It may sound cold-hearted but believe me, the time to sit on your emotions is the time when you most want to express them. You must realize that in the creation of the Creator, there are many distortions of Love. When you view a distortion of Love, you may not intellectually realize in that moment that this distortion will eventually begin its positive evolution towards Love in its true state. But, if you train yourself from time to time, the muscle memory, shall we say, will give you strength.

As you know, we are with you. And, although we cannot keep you from losing your physical vehicle, if a mountain falls upon you, or sea washes over you, we can certainly guard your infinitely precious soul. That will never be in any danger. We hope that this gives you some comfort. We realize also, this will not stop you from being afraid, but we like to point out that most brave people are afraid.

Is there another question?

Questioner: [Inaudible].

I am Latwii. You are correct in a sense. Do you wish any further information?

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: You are coming in contact with your teacher who has been dealing with you for some time. Your lessons do not have any connection with your physical life in this density, at this time, rather, with the continuing evolution of your true self in its whole capacity. This part of your education is something that you could not do without. Nor could most of those who are called “apples” or “wanderers” by this instrument. The vibrations of your adopted dwelling place are such that it is very difficult for most of you to receive consciously the continuing lessons that you desire in your spirit self. Therefore, they must take place when your spirit is released through sleep.

Does this answer your question, my sister?

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: No, my sister, that is not precisely the reason for the separation. You were brave and desired to help the planet on which you now dwell. However, you were extremely reluctant to leave the very concentrated study, it was your whole existence previously. Thus, you did not invest your Earthly personality with a giant helping of your true personality but reserved a generous portion of it for continuing your study. This has caused you to feel as you described. The possibility of uniting the astral or ethereal self and the S self, as you may put it, is quite good and would only require that both the S self and the astral or spiritual self requested the adjustment. However, we find that you are doing very well in aiding the planet, just as you intended. And therefore, any changes that you make in your personality are entirely up to your own personal discretion. For you are doing what you came to do. And, we realize that is your answer.

Does this aid you, my sister?

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: I am Latwii. We believe that you are describing the sphere known as Earth [inaudible]. We have to agree with you. It is a difficult place at best. Now, let us seriously address your question. As we said before, there is no need for you to feel that you are shirking your responsibilities to your adopted planet. For you have invested your personality with a tenacity towards helping the planet. There is nothing lacking in that part of your personality. Also, you have not cut your ties with your teachers but are continuing your education. This was a prerequisite to your coming here, for you could not have survived, or you could not have taken the vibrations. Therefore, your fears are groundless. And you do not have to feel guilty about yearning to go back home. For you have made arrangement to bring a little bit of home with you. And we repeat, those who are fond of the man-made creation upon your planet are either not paying attention or are somewhat negatively polarized.

You have a beautiful sphere upon which to live in. It is unfortunate that the entities upon that sphere are not as beautiful in their manifestations of love and service to others. We would find it very, very unusual that a wanderer could feel at home in such an atmosphere. The instrument through which we speak, for instance, has never been able to live well in this atmosphere of distrust and hostility, and the vibrations have affected her body, although her spirit is very brave. The one known as B is the most serene soul of the three of you. However, she too would give anything to be at home again. Therefore, rest easily, for each of you having made the sacrifice and followed through with your decision are doing what you came to do. And there is nothing more to be said, and not guilt to be felt because you do not like some of the excesses of negativity in this sphere. We ourselves have spent most of our time working in the inner dimensions and [inaudible]…

Questioner seems to be a wanderer who is feeling very uncomfortable within the third density of Earth. Latwi began their reply by saying we believe that you are describing the sphere known as Earth [inaudible], and we agree with you, for it is a difficult place, so let us address your question, for as we said there is no need for you to feel that you are avoiding your responsibilities to your adopted planet since you have invested your personality with a dedication towards helping the planet, so there is nothing lacking in that part of your personality, and you have not cut your ties with your teachers but are continuing your education because this was a prerequisite to your coming here, for you could not have survived, or you could not have taken the vibrations, so your fears are groundless, and you do not have to feel guilty about yearning to go back home, for you have made arrangement to bring a little bit of home with you, so those who are fond of the creation upon your planet are either not paying attention or are negatively polarized. Then Latwii said you have a beautiful sphere upon which to live, but it is unfortunate that the entities upon that sphere are not as beautiful in their manifestations of love and service to others, and we find it very unusual that a wanderer could feel at home in such an atmosphere, so Carla, through which we speak has never been able to live well in this atmosphere of hostility, and the vibrations have affected her body, although her spirit is very brave, and B is the most serene soul of the three of you, but she would give anything to be at home again, so rest easily, for each of you has made the sacrifice and followed through with your decision, and you are doing what you came to do, so there is nothing more to be said and no guilt to be felt because you do not like some of the excesses of negativity in this sphere, for we have spent most of our time working in the inner dimensions and [inaudible]… In 12.30, Ra spoke of the difficulties that many wanderers have when they incarnate on Earth:

Questioner: I just had a thought. Do any of these Wanderers have physical ailments in this Earth situation?

Ra: I am Ra. Due to the extreme variance between the vibratory distortions of third density and those of the more dense densities, if you will, Wanderers have as a general rule some form of handicap, difficulty, or feeling of alienation which is severe. The most common of these difficulties are alienation, the reaction against the planetary vibration by personality disorders, as you would call them, and body complex ailments indicating difficulty in adjustment to the planetary vibrations such as allergies, as you would call them.

[Tape ends.]

This morning I went outside and used the garden hose and sprayer to clean the filters for the fountain on the fishpond.

This afternoon I went on an errand run to Paul’s Fruit Market and bought some food for myself.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

September 28

Go Forth Rejoicing And Glad

I am the spirit of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of divine Love.

It is the wish of the principle of unconditional and creative Love that each particle of the Creator’s Love, each of your cells, go forth into the world rejoicing and glad.

Whatever your troubles, whatever your sorrows this day, we ask you to treat them as gently as honored guests. For each of those beautiful and less beautiful things that you may meet is something which may catch you, as a twig along the river; as that which may snag your attention and curl you into the outwardly blinded and inwardly gazing position of the fetus.

Let not your troubles bend you over or bring you to the dust, but rather stand in faith and enjoy each small and great blessing that you may find before you this day, offering praise and thanksgiving with a strong heart. Thus, may the Father’s Light shine in your world.

We leave you in peace, now and ever.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Latwii channeling for today comes from June 1, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. I am having to use a somewhat stronger control with this instrument this evening due to her condition, which is somewhat fatiguing to her. However, she is willing for this to happen, and we will speak to this group, for we are very appreciative of your coming together to seek the truth and realize that you have a desire for the words of the Confederation through an instrument such as this one, no matter how imperfect or desultory they may be.

The brothers and sisters of Hatonn send you their Love and Light also. They are again on duty, again in the Middle East. They have become regular Henry Kissingers these days and regret their being unable to be with you, for they are by nature those who desire to teach. And, it is always their desire to have a student who wishes to learn rather than a student who wishes to leave the classroom and go about other business. Unfortunately, my friends, the classroom upon your planet is your entire life, so that you cannot play hooky. You can only experience the gradations of feelings that you call emotions and states of happiness and sadness that are part of the catalyst of experience, which bring about thought and a greater understanding of the process which you as a soul are growing and evolving.

There is always one important point that we wish to make to those who meditate and truly seek the way of the pilgrim. That point may perhaps be illustrated rather than explained. Let us say, my friends, that you all have known an explorer, a treasure hunter, whose desire in life was to seek out the greatest and the best treasure of all time. Your friend sought out old maps and read old stories and talked to many archaeologists and experts, seeking a good trail to the best treasure of all time, a treasure that was priceless, a treasure that would be his. Because all desires become reality, this young man found an old man who knew of the greatest treasure. “But,” he said, “this great treasure is guarded by a three-headed dragon, and you must go down into dark caves to find this treasure. If you can get past the dragon, you will have the only priceless treasure upon your planet.”

So, my friends, our explorer sold all that he had and set out to find the cave, and after traveling in every conceivable hardship he reached a part of a great wilderness in which he found the deep, dark grotto in which the treasure lay. Bravely, he proceeded, tracking down many meaningless dead ends, retracing his steps, moving in the dark but with a remarkable tenacity of purpose. Finally, he heard the hiss of the dragon and saw it, as it glowed an unearthly green in the great vault where the dragon had its nest, and there was a great battle. Finally, the explorer had slain the three-headed dragon, and the beast had poured its green life-fluids upon the damp dark stone of the cave’s floor. There was no more hissing, and the explorer could move onward. Onward he moved in total darkness again, now that the dragon-light had been extinguished, and came he then to the treasure chamber. Upon a pedestal stood a beautiful filigree box, locked with an intricate lock. He felt of it in the darkness and knew that it was the treasure, or it contained the treasure, he knew not which.

In this session Latwii wanted to speak to the group about how to become seekers of truth. They began by saying there is one point that we wish to make to those who meditate and seek the way of the pilgrim, so that point may be illustrated rather than explained, and let us say that you have known an explorer whose desire was to seek the greatest treasure of all time, so your friend sought old maps, read old stories, and talked to many archaeologists seeking a trail to the best treasure of all time, a treasure that would be his, so because all desires become reality, this young man found an old man who knew of the greatest treasure, “but,” he said, “this great treasure is guarded by a three-headed dragon, and you must go down into dark caves to find this treasure, so if you can get past the dragon, you will have the only priceless treasure upon your planet.” Latwii continued by saying, so our explorer sold all that he had and set out to find the cave, and after traveling in every hardship he reached a part of a great wilderness in which he found the dark grotto in which the treasure lay, so he tracked down many dead ends, retracing his steps, moving in the dark but with a tenacity of purpose, and he heard the hiss of the dragon and saw it, as it glowed an unearthly green in the great vault where the dragon had its nest, and there was a great battle, and the explorer had slain the three-headed dragon, and the beast had poured its green life-fluids upon the damp dark stone of the cave’s floor, but there was no more hissing, and the explorer could move onward, so onward he moved in darkness again now that the dragon-light had been extinguished, and he came to the treasure chamber where upon a pedestal stood a beautiful ornamental box, locked with an intricate lock, and he felt it in the darkness and knew that it was the treasure, or it contained the treasure, he knew not which. On May 18, 1997, Q’uo spoke of the nature of the treasure that we have within us:

It is well for each to remember that no seeker travels alone, though each may feel great loneliness. It is well to remember that unseen hands—teachers, friends, and companions from before time—move with each entity and offer guidance and counsel whenever sought by the seeker. It is well again for each seeker to remember that the course being traveled was chosen, that this is not the density of understanding, for it is the density where little is understood, yet within this environment and these circumstances it is possible to so strengthen the will and the faith that the experience gathered is vivid and unique, pure and of great variety that would not be possible were there great understanding here. Thus, this is the treasure of this illusion. The constant need to understand what cannot be understood builds great strength of faith and will.

Painfully, slowly, he retraced his steps until he came again unto the light of day. He was starved, for he had not eaten since he entered the grotto. The light blinded him, but days passed, and he recovered. He set about to try the lock, with the infinite patience of those who truly desire the priceless. He tried every combination until he found how to open that lock, and lo, he opened the box. In the box lay a brown leather book, or so it seemed. He picked up the book and opened it and saw his own face, for the insides of the book, my friends, were two twin mirrors. We ask that you think of this story as you proceed upon your path. Spiritual friends and guides have a function in your life. They may tell you where to find the cave, and they may warn you of the dragon. They may assure you that there is a treasure, but once you have found the treasure, what have you found?

You, my friends, are the treasure, the one priceless treasure of the universe, for you are life, and this pricelessness you share with all who have life and consciousness. If you look at yourself in the mirror you may see many surface faults in your appearance, but if you look in your inward mirror, what do you see? Deeply buried is treasure that lies within you. How much love, how much patience do you need to uncover yourself to yourself, for yourself, and for the world in which you live? We ask you to trust not any outer garment of word, idea, thought, fact, message, dream or action but to go instead into meditation. Leave all of these things as if you were cleansed of them. If you make a habit of this, you will find the treasure that you seek, the knowledge that you seek. The more that you know, the less you will be able to speak. Until finally, you will become one who shows people the map and warns people of the dragon and assures them of the treasure. That is the path upon your particular sphere at this time.

Latwii went on to say painfully, slowly, he retraced his steps until he came into the light of day, and he was starved, for he had not eaten since he entered the grotto, and the light blinded him, but days passed, and he recovered, so he set about to try the lock with the patience of those who desire the priceless, and he tried every combination until he found how to open that lock, so he opened the box, and in the box lay a brown leather book, so he picked up the book and opened it and saw his own face, for inside of the book were two twin mirrors, and we ask that you think of this story as you proceed upon your path because spiritual friends and guides have a function in your life, for they may tell you where to find the cave, and they may warn you of the dragon, so they may assure you that there is a treasure, but once you have found the treasure, what have you found? Then Latwii said you are the priceless treasure of the universe, for you are life, and this pricelessness you share with all who have life and consciousness, so if you look at yourself in the mirror you may see faults in your appearance, but if you look in your inward mirror, for buried there is treasure that lies within you, so: “How much love, how much patience do you need to uncover yourself to yourself, for yourself, and for the world in which you live?” We ask you to go into meditation, and leave all of these things as if you were cleansed of them, for if you make a habit of this, you will find the treasure that you seek, and the more that you know, the less you will be able to speak until you will become one who shows people the map, warns people of the dragon, and assures them of the treasure, so that is the path upon your sphere at this time. On September 24, 1989, Oxal said that we are the treasure that we seek:

We would suggest that a support group of those who are of like mind, but who are considered colleagues, is a more natural and honest way of attempting to pierce the illusion, of attempting to see the truth, of attempting to move past the dragon and find the treasure that lies so deeply within you, each of you.

May we ask anyone in this room what you perceive the treasure as being?

Questioner: Man and angel.

Latwii: The blendingof those two answers, my friend, is the Amen of existence. We thank you for allowing us to tell our poor tale to you and will leave this instrument momentarily in order that Laitos may pass among you. I am Latwii.

I am Latwii. I am with this instrument. We also greet in Love and Light and would like to exercise those who desire to become channels at this time. If the one known as Jim would relax and not attempt to analyze his thinking processes. We would at this time transfer our contact to him and Laitos.

(Jim channeling)

I am Laitos, and I would like to express my appreciation for the privilege of exercising this instrument. It is always a joy to be able to say a few words through this instrument. I am Laitos.

(Carla channeling)

We were attempting to transfer our contact to the one known as E without speaking that thought. And we wish to confirm that he was receiving a contact. Now that we have confirmed it, we would like to transfer to the one known as E, that he may have the experience of vocalizing our thoughts. I am Laitos.

I am again with this instrument. We thank the one known as E and are aware that we got as far as the first word. That is the first step, my brother. Please feel very free and know that we are grateful to be working with you. At this time we would like to transfer contact to the one known as C. I am Laitos.

I am Laitos. [Inaudible].

I am again with this instrument. I am Laitos and we are very, very glad to make contact with our brother, C. We are sorry about the phenomenon which you might call a “rush,” which causes one to blank out. However, as one continues to work with the group this will become very manageable, for it is only the energy of a group as it is directed to you with the contact.

We are somewhat concerned about the brother who is going too deep. We will attempt to bring him back to a more conscious state at this time. If you will be patient, we will work with him. We ask you now, our brother, do you feel that you wish to work with us this time?

Questioner: Yes.

Laitos: We feel that you are very sensitive, and therefore we wish you to be very conscious as we work with you. For you have a capacity for other types of mediumship, and we do not wish to interfere with your studies. If at any time we trouble you, we ask that you mentally request that we leave. Do you understand, my brother?

Questioner: I understand.

Laitos: In that case, we feel that we need only ask if your guides would wish us to work with you. If you will be patient we will speak with them at this time.

I am Laitos. We have permission and at this time we will attempt to transfer to the one known as M.

(M channeling)

I am Laitos. [inaudible]

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos. I thank the one known as M. We will continue working with him as we talk through this instrument to bring him up to a more conscious level. We continue to be concerned that he will go into a more trancelike state. This is not desirable, for we do not wish to interfere with his free will or the work of his other teachers on other planes.

We have greatly appreciated all of your patience, and we thank each of you. To our sisters, we give our Love and will continue to send our conditioning ray at any time that you may request it, not only to become channels, as you call it, but to enhance your own meditations. We will be with all of you if you request it. And if you find yourself in a situation in which you wish that we not be with you, please simply mentally request us to go, for our greatest desire is for your free will. For you are citizens of the universe of the Creator, and freedom is your birthright, that is the Law of creation.

I will leave this instrument at this time. You know, my friends, that I can only leave you in Love and in Light. It may seem an impossible feat upon a planet that is torn with strife, but it also seems impossible that a hummingbird can fly, for you cannot see its wings. Yet, you live upon a world fashioned completely of Love. And there is nothing that you do not look at that is not part of your self. I leave you in the wholeness and the unity of all that there is, the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. I am Laitos. Adonai, my friends.

I am Latwii, and am now establishing contact again with this instrument. I again greet you in Love and Light. I realize there is some thought in this room that now all philosophy is over, we can get down to business. But, my friends, let me tell you all of the questions about the world as you see it are questions about illusion. Our philosophy, as flimsy as it is, is much more to the point and much more “survival oriented,” as you people are fond of saying, than knowledge of a specific type. However, we are glad to share with you whatever information we do have, on any subject about which we can answer without interfering with your free will. Therefore, at this time we will open the meeting to questions, if you have any. Is there a question at this time?

Questioner: [Inaudible].

I am Latwii. I am with this instrument, and I am aware of your question. We answer you very simply. You are not able to use this information at this time due to your lack of purity of thought. This is the problem not only of yourself but of many highly evolved people upon your plane of existence, and it is, shall we say, a touchy one. Therefore, it may take years for you to work toward a purity of thought that understands that there is something beyond good uses and bad uses and something beyond the vices. And when you get to the place where you wish only to serve the Creator in purity, then the information that you are now concerned about will have a free passage into your awareness.

Do you understand, my brother?

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: Is there another question at this time?

C: [Inaudible].

Latwii: I am with the instrument. That is a question that is less easy to answer. There is a clear answer, so we will tackle it through this instrument. In the first place there is nothing but illusion until you get to a level in which words are not used at all, not telepathically, nor vocally. We are dwelling in an illusion. Our illusion is much denser than yours. And, we have the facility to move into other illusions and vary our experience. Most of all we have the facility of moving into dimensions higher than our own at will. We can work with our teachers at a conscious level. We are at a dimension called five. Our teachers are higher, and they too live in illusion. We do not know where illusion stops. However, we can say that reality is like a carrot that is dangled in front of the nose of the donkey, as this instrument would put it. Each reality, once gained, becomes the illusion, and a new reality is seen. Once again, that becomes the illusion. We know that the path is infinite but suspect that it is also circular, that in the end we do dwell completely in reality, but without individual consciousness and then are sent forth again to complete the circle. This is only a suspicion on our part, as even our teachers do not know that this is so.

Questioner may have asked what the nature of Latwi’s illusion was. Latwii began by saying there is a clear answer, so we will tackle it through this instrument, so in the first place there is nothing but illusion until you get to a level in which words are not used at all, not telepathically, nor vocally, for we are dwelling in an illusion, but our illusion is denser than yours, and we have the facility to move into other illusions and vary our experience, but most of all we have the facility of moving into dimensions higher than our own at will, so we can work with our teachers at a conscious level, so we are at a dimension called five, and our teachers are higher, and they too live in illusion, but we do not know where illusion stops. Latwii went on to say that reality is like a carrot that is dangled in front of the nose of the donkey, as Carla would put it, and each reality, once gained, becomes the illusion, and a new reality is seen, so once again, that becomes the illusion, for we know that the path is infinite but suspect that it is also circular, that in the end we do dwell completely in reality, but without individual consciousness and then are sent forth again to complete the circle, but this is only a suspicion on our part, as even our teachers do not know that this is so. On October 16, 2010, Q’uo explained what it means when we complete the circle:

The Law of One suggests not that you follow the Creator or Its prophet or representative, but that you become aware that you are the Creator. Therefore, it suggests that you take responsibility for your life, your choices, and the way you live, day by day and hour by hour. It is not a philosophy that places urgency upon this quest for the truth. It is a philosophy that says that you have all the time that you need to make your choices and to follow your evolutionary path to complete the circle that you have begun, from the Creator, moving through densities and densities of experience into the heart of the one Creator once again, so that your source and your ending are the same and so that you never end.

You are a citizen of eternity. You are an infinite soul-stream. What you do not learn in this lifetime, you shall once again take up, and study that which you have not yet completed once again, and if necessary, once again, until in the fullness of time you move through the densities of Choice, Love, Light and Unity, and finally that density of Foreverness that is a mystery even to us.

Some of our teachers are stars and have lived a long time in…

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This morning I arranged the chairs in the living room for the public channeling meditation that will be held this afternoon. Then I went outside and used my backpack blower to blow the leaves off of the walkways and the parking area in front of my home.

This afternoon the channeling meditation began at 1 pm with 13 seekers of truth. We began with our round robin sharing of the most recent spiritual experiences that were found to be of the most importance on our spiritual journeys. During the channeling Q’uo was asked questions about how to set up the people and place for having a channeling session, the potential fate of planet Earth and Her population, how to tell if we are infringing on someone’s free will, and how to determine what we are living for and what we would be willing to die for. After the channeling session was over many conversations were occurring around the living room on a great variety of topics. Eventually attendees began leaving, and some went out to dinner together. It was a truly blessed event!

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

September 27

The Touch Of The Spirit Of Love

Greetings. I am the Spirit of our Lord Jesus Christ in the vibration which comforts this instrument.

When you experience for the first time the touch of the Spirit of Love, you are as a bride who goes to her marriage bed, becoming a new being, one in flesh and Spirit with the beloved.

Although a virgin may be irresponsible, yet a wise householder has the passive responsibility of being an instrument through which new life may be channeled. There is also the active responsibility of a discriminating stewardship of all those gifts which are held in trust from the Father and which should be used to the glory and celebration of the consciousness of Love.

My peace I leave with you.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight: