The Camelot Journal

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Latwii channeling for this session comes from June 7, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the Creator. I have been given special dispensation to be with you this evening, for it was the wish of our planetary consciousness that we be here to speak, those members of our Confederation whose work is the Creator’s, whose grief is the most difficult to bear. For you, my sisters, have been sent into the [inaudible] and although you freely [inaudible] for the sake of the planet. We Love you, and you know that we do not flatter you when we say this, for you are doing [inaudible] We are grateful that you have [inaudible] forgotten.

[Several minutes of recording are inaudible.]

I am Latwii, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We are sorry we are disturbing your cat. However, we are most privileged to be able to add our voice to the sister who was speaking from the planetary confluence of [inaudible]. We thought that she was a bit gloomy, but that is understandable considering the duty that Hatonn is doing at this time, working with those in the Middle East would make anyone gloomy.

Myfriends, we ask you at this time to look at the road ahead of you and accept it with joy. You do not know what the road will bring. It bends, it curves, it will have branches; accept it now. When you have eased your mind, then you will be able to be free in the present moment. We are aware that you are becoming conscious of the times to come. Those are parts of a road that has not yet turned up in your experience. We ask that you experience the road of today. Your people are very nice for the most part and sincerely want to help, but they are very serious. And we feel that healing lies in a true understanding of joy. If a person has never felt joy, it can cause tremendous damage, for it is a profound emotion. You will find people who have been overjoyed in tears very often. For this is the expression among your people of sorrow, and yet it is also the expression of joy. That is how unused your people are to joy.

We ask you to remember your heritage. Invest this portion of your life with the full power of yourselves, for you are joyous people who dwell on a sad, dark planet. There is no need for you to hide, as your holy work says, your life under the bushel. In whatever your situation, be yourself. And in being yourself, your joy will flow from you like wine from a new bottle, for each of you has within you the spring of eternal joy. We do not understand why you allow so many insignificant details to clutter up the mind and keep you from radiating this joy. You are aware that this is your primary function in altering the planetary consciousness. And yet it is a continual difficulty within each of your lives to allow the minor difficulties of the day to be as they are and to allow your native joy to shine forth. We ask you to consider how you feel, each about the other. Each of you finds the other to be beautiful, and joyful, and most adored. If all of you feel that way there must be something to it. Therefore, we ask you to have confidence in yourself as well as in each other.

Latwii wanted to talk about the road that we travel on our spiritual journey. They began by saying we ask you to look at the road ahead of you and accept it with joy, but you do not know what the road will bring, and as it curves it will have branches, so accept it now, for when you have eased your mind, then you will be able to be free in the present moment, so we are aware that you are becoming conscious of the times to come, and those are parts of a road that has not yet turned up in your experience, so we ask that you experience the road of today, for your people are nice for the most part and want to help, but they are very serious, and we feel that healing lies in a true understanding of joy, but if a person has never felt joy, it can cause damage, for it is a profound emotion, so you will find people who have been overjoyed in tears very often, for this is the expression among your people of sorrow, yet it is also the expression of joy, so that is how unused your people are to joy. Latwii went on to say we ask you to remember your heritage, and invest this portion of your life with the power of yourselves, for you are joyous people who dwell on a sad, dark planet, but there is no need for you to hide your life under the bushel, so in whatever your situation, be yourself, and in being yourself, your joy will flow from you like wine from a new bottle, for each of you has within you the spring of eternal joy, but we do not understand why you allow so many insignificant details to clutter the mind and keep you from radiating joy, for you are aware that this is your primary function in altering the planetary consciousness, yet it is a continual difficulty within each of your lives to allow the difficulties of the day to be as they are and to allow your native joy to shine forth, so we ask you to consider how you feel about each other since each of you finds the other to be beautiful, joyful, and adored, so if all of you feel that way there must be something to it, and we ask you to have confidence in yourself as well as in each other. On June 19, 1994, Q’uo spoke about how our native joy moves into our lives, moves out of our lives, and is the end of our lives:

The infant comes into the world in a state of unrestrained joy. This is the path upon which entities begin. Often before the entity has opened the eyes to the physical world that joy has been compromised. Certainly, within the first year or two of incarnation that native joy will be compromised, and the entity plunges into the myriad catalysts of this rich illusion which you now enjoy. As one watches the growing child one can see this joy more and more compromised by circumstance.

Where are the teachers of the path of joy? Why is this path not more used? There is a simple answer; that being that the path of joy is the path of the adept and to the adept all things are loss, except the infinite Creator and serving that Love which is the Creator. All things whatever may be counted as loss except that service. It is for this that each has come into this incarnation, to learn this path. This shining goal waits for each and becomes the path of fourth density. But third density still is being processed by each. This joy is still to be experienced fully except in many moments for each seeker where there is the click of sliding into that presence, which is electric, which is the Creator within.

At this time, I would open the meeting to questions.

Questioner: [Inaudible].

I am Latwii. I am with this instrument. In two parts, the defense against the psychic is metaphysically another psychic. That is, if you vibrate in Love and Light that is the best defense you can offer. It is a generalized one but unless you wish to engage in metaphysical warfare, thus stooping to the level of those who are attacking you, and becoming adept at certain kinds of magic that are not without taint. There is nothing specific that you can do. It is, to be simply stated, a matter of somewhere between five and twenty years of research that the United States has not done because it was pure research and that the Russians have done because they have a long view of [inaudible].

To answer the second part of the question, you must understand that each entity upon your planet is the Creator. And, each Creator has complete free will to mold their own universe. Those who wish to use their psychic powers in a negative capacity are completely able to do so, unless they are greedy. If they simply use them for the supposed good of their world, as they understand it, they are able to maintain their gifts; this is their birthright. Negativity is a very viable alternative to the people on Earth, and it is not denied by the infinite Creator to Its children. The choice is theirs. The only thing that is denied at this time, by us, is the murdering of souls on the inner planes by nuclear devices. We are aware of the possibility of nuclear war and have no intention of stopping it, for that is not our right. However, your people do not understand that the emanations from such devices penetrate into the finer densities of existence in your sphere and can disrupt vibratory patterns and personalities so that they must revert back to the very beginning of the cycle of existence. This is not understood by your people. Therefore, it is not against their free will if we do not allow this to happen. Therefore, we are able to prevent it.

The Questioner seems to have asked how the psychic projections of the Russians can be dealt with. Latwii began by saying in two parts, the defense against the psychic is metaphysically another psychic, so if you vibrate in Love and Light that is the best defense you can offer, and it is a generalized one but unless you wish to engage in metaphysical warfare, thus stooping to the level of those who are attacking you and becoming adept at certain kinds of magic that are not without taint, there is nothing that you can do, so it is a matter of somewhere between five and twenty years of research that the United States has not done because it was pure research and that the Russians have done because they have a long view of [inaudible]. Latwii went on to say to answer the second part of the question, you must understand that each entity upon your planet is the Creator, and each Creator has free will to create their own universe, so those who wish to use their psychic powers in a negative capacity are completely able to do so, but if they use them for the supposed good of their world, as they understand it, they are able to maintain their gifts, for this is their birthright, so negativity is a viable alternative to the people on Earth, and it is not denied by the infinite Creator to Its children, for the choice is theirs, but the only thing that is denied at this time, by us, is the murdering of souls on the inner planes by nuclear devices. Latwii continued by saying we are aware of the possibility of nuclear war and have no intention of stopping it, for that is not our right, but your people do not understand that the emanations from such devices penetrate into the finer densities of existence in your sphere and can disrupt vibratory patterns and personalities so that they must revert back to the very beginning of the cycle of existence, but this is not understood by your people, so it is not against their free will if we do not allow this to happen, so we are able to prevent it. In 26. 23, Ra described how they were able to save the souls whose bodies were killed by nuclear bombs in Hiroshima and Nagasaki:

Questioner: Could you please give me an example from, let us say, Hiroshima or Nagasaki of how this is done?

Ra: I am Ra. Those who were destroyed, not by radiation, but by the trauma of the energy release, found not only the body/mind/spirit complex made unviable, but also a disarrangement of that unique vibratory complex you have called the spirit complex, which we understand as a mind/body/spirit complex, to be completely disarranged without possibility of re-integration. This would be the loss to the Creator of part of the Creator and thus we were given permission, not to stop the events, but to ensure the survival of the, shall we say, disembodied mind/body/spirit complex. This we did in those events which you mention, losing no spirit or portion or holograph or microcosm of the macrocosmic Infinite One.

Do you wish to question us further, my sister?

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: My sister, by the time your people become aware of the finer dimensions they will not want to use nuclear devices [inaudible] themselves. We are here for the transition. We expect the transition to take some more time of your years. We are terrible at naming your years, but we believe that it is approximately thirty of your years. The effects will be complete, and the new vibration will be established. Once this is done, those who are not able to stand the higher vibrations will have perished, either by war or by natural calamity, or by the simple maturation of old age, as your physical beings have such a short life span. Those who remain in the higher vibration will not want to part from each other. They will be able to see the unity of humanity as a reality and not a phase.

Questioner may have asked about how nuclear devices would affect the transition of Earth’s population into the fourth density of Love and understanding. Latwii said by the time your people become aware of the finer dimensions they will not want to use nuclear devices [inaudible] themselves, so we are here for the transition, and we expect the transition to take some more time of your years, but we are terrible at naming your years, but we believe that it is thirty of your years, so the effects will be complete, and the new vibration will be established, and once this is done, those who are not able to stand the higher vibrations will have perished, either by war, or by natural calamity, or by the simple maturation of old age, as your beings have such a short life span, so those who remain in the higher vibration will not want to part from each other because they will be able to see the unity of humanity as a reality. On September 21, 1974, Hatonn described the new vibration as Love:

There is much joy and much beauty in constant presence of the Creator of us all very apparent within the new vibration. The new vibration is Love, as is the old vibration and yet, my friends, the truth of Love becomes a little more obvious with the higher vibrations.

Through meditation, my friends, you may begin to see the heart of Love in all the clumsy actions of all those who enter your atmosphere in your daily activities. There may be a great deal of difficulty. There may be misspent time and mistaken words and yet, my friends, each action and each desire is, in truth, a manifestation of Love, shadowed and twisted sometimes, for all people are also Creators and can cause the shape of Love to change. Yet, the heart of all action is Love. Know this in your inmost self, and then you cannot be touched by that illusion which attempts to strike you. The freedom that this gives you to give forth Love in its original state, at all times, to all people is a very precious gift, we think. This is why the Confederation is here.

Do you wish to question further?

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: We cannot speak in any certainty now. There are so many possibilities that it is as if a teacup had two hundred cracks in it, and you knew it was going to break, but you did not know which one would go first, and how it would fall, or if, when it fell, how it would hit. There are probabilities due to the fact that some of the faults that run through your Earth’s crust are very unstable. By that, of course, we refer to the fault that runs from California to what you call Alaska. And also, the fault that runs through what you call England. These are somewhat unstable. There are many, many other unstable areas in the country, but we do not know, shall we say, how the dice will fall.

The forces of Light upon your planet have so far done a tremendous amount of alleviation of destruction. So that those natural changes that have taken place have been much less difficult and dangerous to human entities than they might have been, had not Light centers such as yours been [inaudible]. Thus, we of course urge you to continue to send love to your troubled planet as we [inaudible]. We feel that you are already aware of some of the dangers of your dwelling place. Is this not true, my sisters?

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: That is correct. That is also correct.

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: You are extremely correct.

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: Those would be good.

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: Less good. There are places in the east which are very stable, but those places in the west which are in your mind have great potential for not only being stable but for attracting those of like mind. So those who dwell there will be able to work together. That is [inaudible]. There is less possibility of stability as we head towards the west coast. You must not place too much emphasis upon our words, for we are looking at a probability sheet and, as you know, long shots do come in. However, the favorite at this point is not the mountains of the east or the mountains of Canada but rather, those mountains called the Rocky Mountains.

Questioner: [Inaudible].

I am Latwii. I do not know my sister. That will be up to you. You may not yet be tested. However, we would advise you to practice, as this instrument would call it, being cool. The only way to present yourself to destiny is with the knowledge that if you live, you live, and if you die, you die. And since you are an eternal being it does not matter. With this attitude you can work your way through most situations with a minimal of disquiet. It may sound cold-hearted but believe me, the time to sit on your emotions is the time when you most want to express them. You must realize that in the creation of the Creator, there are many distortions of Love. When you view a distortion of Love, you may not intellectually realize in that moment that this distortion will eventually begin its positive evolution towards Love in its true state. But, if you train yourself from time to time, the muscle memory, shall we say, will give you strength.

As you know, we are with you. And, although we cannot keep you from losing your physical vehicle, if a mountain falls upon you, or sea washes over you, we can certainly guard your infinitely precious soul. That will never be in any danger. We hope that this gives you some comfort. We realize also, this will not stop you from being afraid, but we like to point out that most brave people are afraid.

Is there another question?

Questioner: [Inaudible].

I am Latwii. You are correct in a sense. Do you wish any further information?

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: You are coming in contact with your teacher who has been dealing with you for some time. Your lessons do not have any connection with your physical life in this density, at this time, rather, with the continuing evolution of your true self in its whole capacity. This part of your education is something that you could not do without. Nor could most of those who are called “apples” or “wanderers” by this instrument. The vibrations of your adopted dwelling place are such that it is very difficult for most of you to receive consciously the continuing lessons that you desire in your spirit self. Therefore, they must take place when your spirit is released through sleep.

Does this answer your question, my sister?

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: No, my sister, that is not precisely the reason for the separation. You were brave and desired to help the planet on which you now dwell. However, you were extremely reluctant to leave the very concentrated study, it was your whole existence previously. Thus, you did not invest your Earthly personality with a giant helping of your true personality but reserved a generous portion of it for continuing your study. This has caused you to feel as you described. The possibility of uniting the astral or ethereal self and the S self, as you may put it, is quite good and would only require that both the S self and the astral or spiritual self requested the adjustment. However, we find that you are doing very well in aiding the planet, just as you intended. And therefore, any changes that you make in your personality are entirely up to your own personal discretion. For you are doing what you came to do. And, we realize that is your answer.

Does this aid you, my sister?

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: I am Latwii. We believe that you are describing the sphere known as Earth [inaudible]. We have to agree with you. It is a difficult place at best. Now, let us seriously address your question. As we said before, there is no need for you to feel that you are shirking your responsibilities to your adopted planet. For you have invested your personality with a tenacity towards helping the planet. There is nothing lacking in that part of your personality. Also, you have not cut your ties with your teachers but are continuing your education. This was a prerequisite to your coming here, for you could not have survived, or you could not have taken the vibrations. Therefore, your fears are groundless. And you do not have to feel guilty about yearning to go back home. For you have made arrangement to bring a little bit of home with you. And we repeat, those who are fond of the man-made creation upon your planet are either not paying attention or are somewhat negatively polarized.

You have a beautiful sphere upon which to live in. It is unfortunate that the entities upon that sphere are not as beautiful in their manifestations of love and service to others. We would find it very, very unusual that a wanderer could feel at home in such an atmosphere. The instrument through which we speak, for instance, has never been able to live well in this atmosphere of distrust and hostility, and the vibrations have affected her body, although her spirit is very brave. The one known as B is the most serene soul of the three of you. However, she too would give anything to be at home again. Therefore, rest easily, for each of you having made the sacrifice and followed through with your decision are doing what you came to do. And there is nothing more to be said, and not guilt to be felt because you do not like some of the excesses of negativity in this sphere. We ourselves have spent most of our time working in the inner dimensions and [inaudible]…

Questioner seems to be a wanderer who is feeling very uncomfortable within the third density of Earth. Latwi began their reply by saying we believe that you are describing the sphere known as Earth [inaudible], and we agree with you, for it is a difficult place, so let us address your question, for as we said there is no need for you to feel that you are avoiding your responsibilities to your adopted planet since you have invested your personality with a dedication towards helping the planet, so there is nothing lacking in that part of your personality, and you have not cut your ties with your teachers but are continuing your education because this was a prerequisite to your coming here, for you could not have survived, or you could not have taken the vibrations, so your fears are groundless, and you do not have to feel guilty about yearning to go back home, for you have made arrangement to bring a little bit of home with you, so those who are fond of the creation upon your planet are either not paying attention or are negatively polarized. Then Latwii said you have a beautiful sphere upon which to live, but it is unfortunate that the entities upon that sphere are not as beautiful in their manifestations of love and service to others, and we find it very unusual that a wanderer could feel at home in such an atmosphere, so Carla, through which we speak has never been able to live well in this atmosphere of hostility, and the vibrations have affected her body, although her spirit is very brave, and B is the most serene soul of the three of you, but she would give anything to be at home again, so rest easily, for each of you has made the sacrifice and followed through with your decision, and you are doing what you came to do, so there is nothing more to be said and no guilt to be felt because you do not like some of the excesses of negativity in this sphere, for we have spent most of our time working in the inner dimensions and [inaudible]… In 12.30, Ra spoke of the difficulties that many wanderers have when they incarnate on Earth:

Questioner: I just had a thought. Do any of these Wanderers have physical ailments in this Earth situation?

Ra: I am Ra. Due to the extreme variance between the vibratory distortions of third density and those of the more dense densities, if you will, Wanderers have as a general rule some form of handicap, difficulty, or feeling of alienation which is severe. The most common of these difficulties are alienation, the reaction against the planetary vibration by personality disorders, as you would call them, and body complex ailments indicating difficulty in adjustment to the planetary vibrations such as allergies, as you would call them.

[Tape ends.]

This morning I went outside and used the garden hose and sprayer to clean the filters for the fountain on the fishpond.

This afternoon I went on an errand run to Paul’s Fruit Market and bought some food for myself.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

September 28

Go Forth Rejoicing And Glad

I am the spirit of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of divine Love.

It is the wish of the principle of unconditional and creative Love that each particle of the Creator’s Love, each of your cells, go forth into the world rejoicing and glad.

Whatever your troubles, whatever your sorrows this day, we ask you to treat them as gently as honored guests. For each of those beautiful and less beautiful things that you may meet is something which may catch you, as a twig along the river; as that which may snag your attention and curl you into the outwardly blinded and inwardly gazing position of the fetus.

Let not your troubles bend you over or bring you to the dust, but rather stand in faith and enjoy each small and great blessing that you may find before you this day, offering praise and thanksgiving with a strong heart. Thus, may the Father’s Light shine in your world.

We leave you in peace, now and ever.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Latwii channeling for today comes from June 1, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. I am having to use a somewhat stronger control with this instrument this evening due to her condition, which is somewhat fatiguing to her. However, she is willing for this to happen, and we will speak to this group, for we are very appreciative of your coming together to seek the truth and realize that you have a desire for the words of the Confederation through an instrument such as this one, no matter how imperfect or desultory they may be.

The brothers and sisters of Hatonn send you their Love and Light also. They are again on duty, again in the Middle East. They have become regular Henry Kissingers these days and regret their being unable to be with you, for they are by nature those who desire to teach. And, it is always their desire to have a student who wishes to learn rather than a student who wishes to leave the classroom and go about other business. Unfortunately, my friends, the classroom upon your planet is your entire life, so that you cannot play hooky. You can only experience the gradations of feelings that you call emotions and states of happiness and sadness that are part of the catalyst of experience, which bring about thought and a greater understanding of the process which you as a soul are growing and evolving.

There is always one important point that we wish to make to those who meditate and truly seek the way of the pilgrim. That point may perhaps be illustrated rather than explained. Let us say, my friends, that you all have known an explorer, a treasure hunter, whose desire in life was to seek out the greatest and the best treasure of all time. Your friend sought out old maps and read old stories and talked to many archaeologists and experts, seeking a good trail to the best treasure of all time, a treasure that was priceless, a treasure that would be his. Because all desires become reality, this young man found an old man who knew of the greatest treasure. “But,” he said, “this great treasure is guarded by a three-headed dragon, and you must go down into dark caves to find this treasure. If you can get past the dragon, you will have the only priceless treasure upon your planet.”

So, my friends, our explorer sold all that he had and set out to find the cave, and after traveling in every conceivable hardship he reached a part of a great wilderness in which he found the deep, dark grotto in which the treasure lay. Bravely, he proceeded, tracking down many meaningless dead ends, retracing his steps, moving in the dark but with a remarkable tenacity of purpose. Finally, he heard the hiss of the dragon and saw it, as it glowed an unearthly green in the great vault where the dragon had its nest, and there was a great battle. Finally, the explorer had slain the three-headed dragon, and the beast had poured its green life-fluids upon the damp dark stone of the cave’s floor. There was no more hissing, and the explorer could move onward. Onward he moved in total darkness again, now that the dragon-light had been extinguished, and came he then to the treasure chamber. Upon a pedestal stood a beautiful filigree box, locked with an intricate lock. He felt of it in the darkness and knew that it was the treasure, or it contained the treasure, he knew not which.

In this session Latwii wanted to speak to the group about how to become seekers of truth. They began by saying there is one point that we wish to make to those who meditate and seek the way of the pilgrim, so that point may be illustrated rather than explained, and let us say that you have known an explorer whose desire was to seek the greatest treasure of all time, so your friend sought old maps, read old stories, and talked to many archaeologists seeking a trail to the best treasure of all time, a treasure that would be his, so because all desires become reality, this young man found an old man who knew of the greatest treasure, “but,” he said, “this great treasure is guarded by a three-headed dragon, and you must go down into dark caves to find this treasure, so if you can get past the dragon, you will have the only priceless treasure upon your planet.” Latwii continued by saying, so our explorer sold all that he had and set out to find the cave, and after traveling in every hardship he reached a part of a great wilderness in which he found the dark grotto in which the treasure lay, so he tracked down many dead ends, retracing his steps, moving in the dark but with a tenacity of purpose, and he heard the hiss of the dragon and saw it, as it glowed an unearthly green in the great vault where the dragon had its nest, and there was a great battle, and the explorer had slain the three-headed dragon, and the beast had poured its green life-fluids upon the damp dark stone of the cave’s floor, but there was no more hissing, and the explorer could move onward, so onward he moved in darkness again now that the dragon-light had been extinguished, and he came to the treasure chamber where upon a pedestal stood a beautiful ornamental box, locked with an intricate lock, and he felt it in the darkness and knew that it was the treasure, or it contained the treasure, he knew not which. On May 18, 1997, Q’uo spoke of the nature of the treasure that we have within us:

It is well for each to remember that no seeker travels alone, though each may feel great loneliness. It is well to remember that unseen hands—teachers, friends, and companions from before time—move with each entity and offer guidance and counsel whenever sought by the seeker. It is well again for each seeker to remember that the course being traveled was chosen, that this is not the density of understanding, for it is the density where little is understood, yet within this environment and these circumstances it is possible to so strengthen the will and the faith that the experience gathered is vivid and unique, pure and of great variety that would not be possible were there great understanding here. Thus, this is the treasure of this illusion. The constant need to understand what cannot be understood builds great strength of faith and will.

Painfully, slowly, he retraced his steps until he came again unto the light of day. He was starved, for he had not eaten since he entered the grotto. The light blinded him, but days passed, and he recovered. He set about to try the lock, with the infinite patience of those who truly desire the priceless. He tried every combination until he found how to open that lock, and lo, he opened the box. In the box lay a brown leather book, or so it seemed. He picked up the book and opened it and saw his own face, for the insides of the book, my friends, were two twin mirrors. We ask that you think of this story as you proceed upon your path. Spiritual friends and guides have a function in your life. They may tell you where to find the cave, and they may warn you of the dragon. They may assure you that there is a treasure, but once you have found the treasure, what have you found?

You, my friends, are the treasure, the one priceless treasure of the universe, for you are life, and this pricelessness you share with all who have life and consciousness. If you look at yourself in the mirror you may see many surface faults in your appearance, but if you look in your inward mirror, what do you see? Deeply buried is treasure that lies within you. How much love, how much patience do you need to uncover yourself to yourself, for yourself, and for the world in which you live? We ask you to trust not any outer garment of word, idea, thought, fact, message, dream or action but to go instead into meditation. Leave all of these things as if you were cleansed of them. If you make a habit of this, you will find the treasure that you seek, the knowledge that you seek. The more that you know, the less you will be able to speak. Until finally, you will become one who shows people the map and warns people of the dragon and assures them of the treasure. That is the path upon your particular sphere at this time.

Latwii went on to say painfully, slowly, he retraced his steps until he came into the light of day, and he was starved, for he had not eaten since he entered the grotto, and the light blinded him, but days passed, and he recovered, so he set about to try the lock with the patience of those who desire the priceless, and he tried every combination until he found how to open that lock, so he opened the box, and in the box lay a brown leather book, so he picked up the book and opened it and saw his own face, for inside of the book were two twin mirrors, and we ask that you think of this story as you proceed upon your path because spiritual friends and guides have a function in your life, for they may tell you where to find the cave, and they may warn you of the dragon, so they may assure you that there is a treasure, but once you have found the treasure, what have you found? Then Latwii said you are the priceless treasure of the universe, for you are life, and this pricelessness you share with all who have life and consciousness, so if you look at yourself in the mirror you may see faults in your appearance, but if you look in your inward mirror, for buried there is treasure that lies within you, so: “How much love, how much patience do you need to uncover yourself to yourself, for yourself, and for the world in which you live?” We ask you to go into meditation, and leave all of these things as if you were cleansed of them, for if you make a habit of this, you will find the treasure that you seek, and the more that you know, the less you will be able to speak until you will become one who shows people the map, warns people of the dragon, and assures them of the treasure, so that is the path upon your sphere at this time. On September 24, 1989, Oxal said that we are the treasure that we seek:

We would suggest that a support group of those who are of like mind, but who are considered colleagues, is a more natural and honest way of attempting to pierce the illusion, of attempting to see the truth, of attempting to move past the dragon and find the treasure that lies so deeply within you, each of you.

May we ask anyone in this room what you perceive the treasure as being?

Questioner: Man and angel.

Latwii: The blendingof those two answers, my friend, is the Amen of existence. We thank you for allowing us to tell our poor tale to you and will leave this instrument momentarily in order that Laitos may pass among you. I am Latwii.

I am Latwii. I am with this instrument. We also greet in Love and Light and would like to exercise those who desire to become channels at this time. If the one known as Jim would relax and not attempt to analyze his thinking processes. We would at this time transfer our contact to him and Laitos.

(Jim channeling)

I am Laitos, and I would like to express my appreciation for the privilege of exercising this instrument. It is always a joy to be able to say a few words through this instrument. I am Laitos.

(Carla channeling)

We were attempting to transfer our contact to the one known as E without speaking that thought. And we wish to confirm that he was receiving a contact. Now that we have confirmed it, we would like to transfer to the one known as E, that he may have the experience of vocalizing our thoughts. I am Laitos.

I am again with this instrument. We thank the one known as E and are aware that we got as far as the first word. That is the first step, my brother. Please feel very free and know that we are grateful to be working with you. At this time we would like to transfer contact to the one known as C. I am Laitos.

I am Laitos. [Inaudible].

I am again with this instrument. I am Laitos and we are very, very glad to make contact with our brother, C. We are sorry about the phenomenon which you might call a “rush,” which causes one to blank out. However, as one continues to work with the group this will become very manageable, for it is only the energy of a group as it is directed to you with the contact.

We are somewhat concerned about the brother who is going too deep. We will attempt to bring him back to a more conscious state at this time. If you will be patient, we will work with him. We ask you now, our brother, do you feel that you wish to work with us this time?

Questioner: Yes.

Laitos: We feel that you are very sensitive, and therefore we wish you to be very conscious as we work with you. For you have a capacity for other types of mediumship, and we do not wish to interfere with your studies. If at any time we trouble you, we ask that you mentally request that we leave. Do you understand, my brother?

Questioner: I understand.

Laitos: In that case, we feel that we need only ask if your guides would wish us to work with you. If you will be patient we will speak with them at this time.

I am Laitos. We have permission and at this time we will attempt to transfer to the one known as M.

(M channeling)

I am Laitos. [inaudible]

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos. I thank the one known as M. We will continue working with him as we talk through this instrument to bring him up to a more conscious level. We continue to be concerned that he will go into a more trancelike state. This is not desirable, for we do not wish to interfere with his free will or the work of his other teachers on other planes.

We have greatly appreciated all of your patience, and we thank each of you. To our sisters, we give our Love and will continue to send our conditioning ray at any time that you may request it, not only to become channels, as you call it, but to enhance your own meditations. We will be with all of you if you request it. And if you find yourself in a situation in which you wish that we not be with you, please simply mentally request us to go, for our greatest desire is for your free will. For you are citizens of the universe of the Creator, and freedom is your birthright, that is the Law of creation.

I will leave this instrument at this time. You know, my friends, that I can only leave you in Love and in Light. It may seem an impossible feat upon a planet that is torn with strife, but it also seems impossible that a hummingbird can fly, for you cannot see its wings. Yet, you live upon a world fashioned completely of Love. And there is nothing that you do not look at that is not part of your self. I leave you in the wholeness and the unity of all that there is, the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. I am Laitos. Adonai, my friends.

I am Latwii, and am now establishing contact again with this instrument. I again greet you in Love and Light. I realize there is some thought in this room that now all philosophy is over, we can get down to business. But, my friends, let me tell you all of the questions about the world as you see it are questions about illusion. Our philosophy, as flimsy as it is, is much more to the point and much more “survival oriented,” as you people are fond of saying, than knowledge of a specific type. However, we are glad to share with you whatever information we do have, on any subject about which we can answer without interfering with your free will. Therefore, at this time we will open the meeting to questions, if you have any. Is there a question at this time?

Questioner: [Inaudible].

I am Latwii. I am with this instrument, and I am aware of your question. We answer you very simply. You are not able to use this information at this time due to your lack of purity of thought. This is the problem not only of yourself but of many highly evolved people upon your plane of existence, and it is, shall we say, a touchy one. Therefore, it may take years for you to work toward a purity of thought that understands that there is something beyond good uses and bad uses and something beyond the vices. And when you get to the place where you wish only to serve the Creator in purity, then the information that you are now concerned about will have a free passage into your awareness.

Do you understand, my brother?

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: Is there another question at this time?

C: [Inaudible].

Latwii: I am with the instrument. That is a question that is less easy to answer. There is a clear answer, so we will tackle it through this instrument. In the first place there is nothing but illusion until you get to a level in which words are not used at all, not telepathically, nor vocally. We are dwelling in an illusion. Our illusion is much denser than yours. And, we have the facility to move into other illusions and vary our experience. Most of all we have the facility of moving into dimensions higher than our own at will. We can work with our teachers at a conscious level. We are at a dimension called five. Our teachers are higher, and they too live in illusion. We do not know where illusion stops. However, we can say that reality is like a carrot that is dangled in front of the nose of the donkey, as this instrument would put it. Each reality, once gained, becomes the illusion, and a new reality is seen. Once again, that becomes the illusion. We know that the path is infinite but suspect that it is also circular, that in the end we do dwell completely in reality, but without individual consciousness and then are sent forth again to complete the circle. This is only a suspicion on our part, as even our teachers do not know that this is so.

Questioner may have asked what the nature of Latwi’s illusion was. Latwii began by saying there is a clear answer, so we will tackle it through this instrument, so in the first place there is nothing but illusion until you get to a level in which words are not used at all, not telepathically, nor vocally, for we are dwelling in an illusion, but our illusion is denser than yours, and we have the facility to move into other illusions and vary our experience, but most of all we have the facility of moving into dimensions higher than our own at will, so we can work with our teachers at a conscious level, so we are at a dimension called five, and our teachers are higher, and they too live in illusion, but we do not know where illusion stops. Latwii went on to say that reality is like a carrot that is dangled in front of the nose of the donkey, as Carla would put it, and each reality, once gained, becomes the illusion, and a new reality is seen, so once again, that becomes the illusion, for we know that the path is infinite but suspect that it is also circular, that in the end we do dwell completely in reality, but without individual consciousness and then are sent forth again to complete the circle, but this is only a suspicion on our part, as even our teachers do not know that this is so. On October 16, 2010, Q’uo explained what it means when we complete the circle:

The Law of One suggests not that you follow the Creator or Its prophet or representative, but that you become aware that you are the Creator. Therefore, it suggests that you take responsibility for your life, your choices, and the way you live, day by day and hour by hour. It is not a philosophy that places urgency upon this quest for the truth. It is a philosophy that says that you have all the time that you need to make your choices and to follow your evolutionary path to complete the circle that you have begun, from the Creator, moving through densities and densities of experience into the heart of the one Creator once again, so that your source and your ending are the same and so that you never end.

You are a citizen of eternity. You are an infinite soul-stream. What you do not learn in this lifetime, you shall once again take up, and study that which you have not yet completed once again, and if necessary, once again, until in the fullness of time you move through the densities of Choice, Love, Light and Unity, and finally that density of Foreverness that is a mystery even to us.

Some of our teachers are stars and have lived a long time in…

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This morning I arranged the chairs in the living room for the public channeling meditation that will be held this afternoon. Then I went outside and used my backpack blower to blow the leaves off of the walkways and the parking area in front of my home.

This afternoon the channeling meditation began at 1 pm with 13 seekers of truth. We began with our round robin sharing of the most recent spiritual experiences that were found to be of the most importance on our spiritual journeys. During the channeling Q’uo was asked questions about how to set up the people and place for having a channeling session, the potential fate of planet Earth and Her population, how to tell if we are infringing on someone’s free will, and how to determine what we are living for and what we would be willing to die for. After the channeling session was over many conversations were occurring around the living room on a great variety of topics. Eventually attendees began leaving, and some went out to dinner together. It was a truly blessed event!

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

September 27

The Touch Of The Spirit Of Love

Greetings. I am the Spirit of our Lord Jesus Christ in the vibration which comforts this instrument.

When you experience for the first time the touch of the Spirit of Love, you are as a bride who goes to her marriage bed, becoming a new being, one in flesh and Spirit with the beloved.

Although a virgin may be irresponsible, yet a wise householder has the passive responsibility of being an instrument through which new life may be channeled. There is also the active responsibility of a discriminating stewardship of all those gifts which are held in trust from the Father and which should be used to the glory and celebration of the consciousness of Love.

My peace I leave with you.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling comes from May 25, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. It is a very great pleasure for us to be with you again. We have missed our chances to speak with you very much. But we are afraid that at your present level of planetary intensity of political feelings we may well be absent from time to time, as you would say. We come to you upon the winds of Love and are very honored to take a small part in your meditation. This evening we would talk to you of freedom, my friends.

There was once a young man who desired freedom, for he was a young man of great sensitivity. And when he saw the poverty, the hunger, the suffering in the world about him, he could not understand how these people could be bound to their suffering. This young man spent years working actively to alleviate suffering and promote personal freedom for his brothers and sisters, wherever he found the need. But ultimately, he was betrayed by his own bitterness, for he knew that no matter what he did, it would never be enough to alleviate prison, which hunger and poverty had caused for so many upon your sphere.And so, he set all his daily work aside and went upon a journey, to seek an understanding of the reason why people must be bound by suffering, and why they could not be free. And he asked many people and received many answers. For there are those who believe many different things upon your planetary sphere, my friends. And each of those believes that they are the percipience of the truth. Some believe there is no such thing as freedom. Others believe that some must pay a price and are bound by their own previous errors. But with none of these answers was he satisfied.

One day he stopped upon an isle, for his ship needed supplies. And he was free to roam about this small tropical place. And he saw poverty again and conditions which were not conducive to health. And he found a native upon the island who spoke his language. And he told this native of his great dilemma. The native was a large man, and his laugh was equally loud. And his laughter rang through the small room in which they sat. And the native man tapped his forehead, “Freedom,” he said, “Here is freedom, nowhere else.” And the young man cried, “But what about all of those who are starving, or ill, or poor?” And the big man reached out and tapped the seeker upon the forehead, “Their freedom is in your head,” he said, “You must let them go, then, their freedom will be in their heads.”

Oxal wanted to share a story with the group about a young man who desired freedom by helping people who were suffering. Oxal began by saying there was a young man who desired freedom, for he was a young man of great sensitivity, and when he saw suffering in the world about him, he could not understand how these people could be bound to their suffering, so he spent years working to alleviate suffering and promote personal freedom for his brothers and sisters wherever he found the need, but he was betrayed by his own bitterness, for he knew that no matter what he did, it would never be enough to alleviate the prison which hunger and poverty had caused for so many upon your sphere, so he set his daily work aside and went upon a journey to seek an understanding of why people must be bound by suffering, and why they could not be free, so he asked many people and received many answers, for there are those who believe many different things upon your planet, and each person believes that they are the holders of the truth, so some believe there is no such thing as freedom, and others believe that some must pay a price and are bound by their own previous errors, but he was not satisfied with any of these answers. Oxal continued by saying one day he stopped upon an island, for his ship needed supplies, and he was free to roam about this small tropical place, and he saw poverty again and conditions which were not conducive to health, so he found a native upon the island who spoke his language, and he told this native of his dilemma, so the native was a large man, and his laugh was equally loud, and the native man tapped his forehead, “Freedom,” he said, “Here is freedom, nowhere else,” and the young man cried, “But what about all of those who are starving, or ill, or poor?” And the big man reached out and tapped the seeker upon the forehead, “Their freedom is in your head,” he said, “You must let them go, then, their freedom will be in their heads.” On March 4, 1990, Hatonn said that in the third density freedom was what we think it is according to our free will:

Yet the third density was not intended to be one which remained at the level of unquestioning faith. Rather, it was specifically designed to encourage each entity to seek, to think, to acquire, and to learn the vices, as you would call them, of humankind. Thus, the divine plan moved entities into groups which had awareness not only of themselves, but of other and differing groups, of other and differing gifts, of other and differing territories, arts and personalities. And so, the learning process began many, many thousands of your years in the past. That which drove the spirit forward was an inner quest for freedom which we have often called the Law of Confusion, or free will. The concept of freedom is a paradox, for as one thinks of freedom one is bound by one’s thought of freedom. One distorts the concept even as it is used in a reasoning and intellectual manner. Thus, freedom became infected with that trait of humankind which is absolutely necessary to set the stage for the making of choices, and that is the chaos of complete free will.

My friends, you do not live in an objective universe. All those things which you see about you are in fact not what they seem, as you are well aware. Any limitation which you might experience is a limitation only because of your perception of the way things should be as opposed to the way things are. If you desire to be what you are, and if in that being you discover that you seek the truth by nature, then, my friends, you will have achieved a type of personal freedom that is not known by those who are swayed by their perceptions of what should be but is not. If you are fully grounded in your knowledge of who you are, then, my friends, you are free to fulfill your desire to know the truth and to express that truth in any way that you may need. There are as many different works as there are people. The great secret, my friends, is that there is only one spirit, and that is Love, that provides all works for all people who dwell in Love.

If you try to change the world, if you try to help others, if you only modestly try to help one person, and try to do it upon your own, thinking and puzzling and perception, you will almost surely fail. For your perceptions are not their perceptions. And indeed, my friends, unless you allow yourself to flow into the channel of Love, your help will often be unpalatable to the ones you seek to help. You are free only when you snap the cords of your own desire to be somebody in this world and to do things in this world as your own person. When you have accomplished the dismantling of your desire for reputation, then, you have no more bonds or limitations, and you are free.

Oxal went on to say you do not live in an objective universe, for all those things which you see about you are not what they seem, and any limitation which you experience is a limitation because of your perception of the way things should be as opposed to the way things are, so if you desire to be what you are, and if in that being you discover that you seek the truth by nature, you will have achieved personal freedom that is not known by those who are swayed by their perceptions of what should be but is not, and if you are grounded in your knowledge of who you are, then you are free to fulfill your desire to know and to express that truth in any way that you may need, and there are as many different works as there are people, so the great secret is that there is only one spirit, and that is Love that provides all works for all people who dwell in Love. Then Oxal said if you try to help one person, and try to do it upon your own, thinking and puzzling, you will surely fail, for your perceptions are not their perceptions, and unless you allow yourself to flow into the channel of Love, your help will often be unpalatable to the ones you seek to help, so you are free only when you cut the cords of your desire to be somebody in this world and to do things in this world as you are, and when you have accomplished the dismantling of your desire for reputation, then you have no more limitations, and you are free. On May 31, 1981, Hatonn said that we all can be a channel of Love:

I am Hatonn, and we would answer you by saying that the process of loving the self may begin at any point, for all is one. And when an entity can truly love any other entity or any other idea that seems to be other than self, then the entity has made a start in loving the self which will, shall we say, become as a chain of reactions, each feeding the other—the Love of the self for the other for the self for the other for the self, and so on until the channel of Love is open within the entity and flows freely, the waters of Love touching all.

There are still those who are hungry, who are poor, and who suffer. This is so, my friends. We would never attempt to cause you confusion by stating that we do not know that your planetary influence is a difficult one. But each person is free if they desire to be. And you yourself are free of whatever limitations you may choose to have brought upon yourself in the moment in which you allow yourself to be one who desires to know the truth, one who seeks to know the Love of the Creation, for this Love, my friends, is a very powerful thing. Those who need you will be drawn to you, for you are not responsible for the world. You are responsible for yourself and in yourself dwells the world. Those who are drawn to you will ask and as you open yourself to Love, you will know that which is of help. We urge you never to volunteer esoteric information to those who have not asked, nor to withhold it from any serious student.

But pay attention, my friends, always, to the only person who can be free, and that is yourself. A desire for freedom is an impossible desire, for you dwell in the prison of a body, of a gravity well, of an illusion that is heavy. And yet, you are willing prisoners of the catalyst of the experience of this planetary sphere. The way to freedom lies in accepting the conditions of your particular incarnation and in asking to know the truth. It is written in your holy works, my friends, “Seek and know the truth, for the truth shall make you free.” Freedom does not come without a commitment, not to self, not to what you would call ego, but to the truth and to service in the name of that truth.

Now Oxal said there are those who are hungry, who are poor, and who suffer, and we would never attempt to cause you confusion by stating that we do not know that your planetary influence is a difficult one, but each person is free if they desire to be, and you are free of whatever limitations you may choose to have brought upon yourself in the moment in which you allow yourself to be one who desires to know the truth, one who seeks to know the Love of the Creation, for this Love is a powerful thing, so those who need you will be drawn to you, for you are not responsible for the world, but you are responsible for yourself, and in yourself dwells the world, for those who are drawn to you will ask, and as you open yourself to Love, you will know that which is of help, so we urge you never to volunteer metaphysical information to those who have not asked, nor to withhold it from any serious student. Then Oxal said pay attention to the only person who can be free, and that is yourself, for a desire for freedom is an impossible desire, for you dwell in the prison of a body and an illusion that is heavy, and yet, you are willing prisoners of the catalyst of the experience of this planetary sphere, and the way to freedom lies in accepting the conditions of your particular incarnation and in asking to know the truth, for it is written in your holy works, “Seek and know the truth, for the truth shall make you free,” but freedom does not come without a commitment to the truth and to service in the name of that truth. On July 21, 1991, Q’uo said that we must desire to know the truth:

You have produced a fruit, each of you, according to your seeking and your desire to know the truth. This fruit is a quality of your being that shines forth without effort as you spontaneously engage in your daily round of activities and touch that quality in some form in each other entity and call it forth by that touch.

We are aware that you have a great desire to be of service and that you feel a responsibility to your kind, especially in these days that you face now in the unfoldment of your planetary experience. But, you must work on yourself, and know that as you achieve a state of true desire to know the Love of the Creator, a burning desire to feel the Spirit of that Love which created you, you will then find all else that you seek added unto you. It is not an easy path, my friends, but it is a fruitful one.

[Pause]

We thank you for having patience during this pause, and we greet our brother S. Therefore, my friends, we ask you to be at peace with the world as it is, knowing that it is in each person’s grasp to perceive his world in any way in which they see fit. This is difficult for you to imagine, for you have never starved or suffered in the way some of your brothers and sisters have. But you must take stock of how you came to be where you are, what advantages this has given you as a channel for the Love and the Light of the Creator. And then you must seek to do the will of that Love that created you, and set you in this particular place at this particular time. We all, my friends, have work to do. Ours is to be available to you and to those upon your planet who desire or require our Love. Yours is whatever you make it. For indeed, my friends, you are free. You have only to break the tiny chains that keep you from your desire.

Oxal continued by saying we are aware that you have a great desire to be of service, and that you feel a responsibility to your kind, especially in these days that you face now in the unfoldment of your planetary experience, but you must work on yourself, and know that as you achieve a state of desire to know the Love of the Creator, a burning desire to feel the Spirit of that Love which created you, you will then find all else that you seek added unto you, for it is not an easy path, but it is a fruitful one. Oxal said we ask you to be at peace with the world as it is, knowing that it is in each person’s grasp to perceive the world in any way in which they see fit, but this is difficult for you to imagine, for you have never suffered in the way some of your brothers and sisters have, so you must take stock of how you came to be where you are, what advantages this has given you as a channel for the Love and the Light of the Creator, and then you must seek to do the will of that Love that created you, and set you in this place at this time, for we all have work to do, and ours is to be available to you and to those upon your planet who desire our Love, and yours is whatever you make it, for you are free, so you have only to break the tiny chains that keep you from your desire. On June 29, 1986, Hatonn said that we are free:

You are given freedom in totality. There is no holding back upon the part of the Creator; there are no hidden loopholes or clauses. You are free. You are free to do nothing. You are free to work diligently upon a personal agenda which has no contact with other selves. You are free to create a rigid agenda in which things for the self and things for the other self are compartmented. You are free to throw yourself into service of other selves at every available opportunity, whether service is requested or not. And finally, you are free to leave yourself open to the potential for the opportunity of being of service to others whenever that opportunity is offered. We have found more virtue in the latter course, and this brings us to freedom.

At this time my sister Laitos will pass among you and work with each of you, while we attempt to continue this contact through the one known as Jim. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am again with this instrument. I am Hatonn. We are aware that the one known as Jim is the recipient of a great deal of energy, and this group is a well-charged one. And therefore, we will attempt to focus this energy in a more manageable way, in order to facilitate the contact. We will again transfer to the one known as Jim, if he will simply speak without analyzing that which he receives. I am Hatonn.

(Jim channeling)

[Inaudible]

(Carla channeling)

I am again with this instrument. I am Hatonn. We may say, for the sake of his confidence, that we do confirm that the next thought was to thank him for the privilege of using him as an instrument. We are aware of the problem of analyzing thoughts and we are very sympathetic, for it is not easy to speak when you do not know what the end of your sentence will be, much less what the thought will contain. However, once the one known as Jim achieves a better state of confidence, may we say that he will be a very good channel. We would like to transfer now to another instrument, while Laitos continues to work with you on your conditioning. We would now transfer to the one known as S. I am Hatonn.

(S channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am with this instrument. We have a very strong contact. You must stop analyzing [inaudible]. I am Hatonn. We thank you for this contact, for it is a privilege to work with each of you [inaudible]. I will transfer to the one known as Carla. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am again with this instrument. We are aware that the one known as M would like the experience of feeling the contact and as Laitos concentrates upon him, we will attempt to [inaudible] him, so that he may feel what our contact is like. I am Hatonn.

I am again with this instrument. I am Hatonn. Thank you, my friends, for your patience. It is one of our desires to develop as many channels as we can of the vocal type, because there are so many who desire to hear the type of information which we share. But, we assure each of you that in your own way all that you do is your way of channeling the Creator. Each time that you serve your brother or your sister, you serve the Creator. Therefore, let your mind be at rest and let your heart be happy. We leave you in the temple of the creation. We leave you in the present, for there is no time. And we cannot even leave you, for there is no place, for all of creation is here. And the Creator is you, and your brothers and your sisters and all those things that live that consciousness of Love. We leave you in that Love and that Light. I am known to you as Hatonn. I thank you for the opportunity to speak. Adonai, my friends.

I am Latwii. I also greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. As a member of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Creator, I am always at your disposal. We have been having a great time here, watching the spectra of your planetary energies as your Earth changes take place. You have a very beautiful planet, my friends. We enjoy the one known as Hatonn and are very glad to be here with you. We come to answer any questions that you might have at this time, if this instrument might by any chance be able to channel them. Is there a question at this time?

M: I have a question. Since I was a young age, I felt I saw a UFO. Can you tell me why I have been searching ever since then? I have studied and tried to understand what it was that I saw and the related fields that I studied. Can you tell me why, or what, lies in the future for me? Why the purpose besides trying to get people more awake to the greater? But I feel I’m singled out.

Latwii: I am aware of your question, my brother. Much of it we cannot answer due to the necessity for your will to be free, However, you answer your own question. If you have not thought it through, I will attempt to help you. You are not to help others, given the phenomenon you describe, but did it not awaken you? What, my friend, is the purpose of what this instrument would call the two-by-four applied to the forehead of the mule, is this not to get his attention? That is why we are here. We are attempting to engage the planetary attention and to, shall we say, give a soft sell, that is not provable but is subjectively available to the people, that will catch their attention and make them begin to seek. That is the reason for this experience, my friend. Your life experience has to do with your evolution as a spirit. You now have your attention upon this fact. Do you now see the place of that experience in your early life, in what has happened to you subsequently?

M: Yes.

Latwii: Does this answer your question, my brother?

M: Yes, it does, but I feel that, could there be another reason besides [inaudible]. Do you understand?

Latwii: We understand what you wish to hear but, we will not speak what you wish to hear. But rather, admonish you to remember that the creation waits for no one. Nor should anyone wait for the creation. You are a part of all that is. That which you do is a part of all that is. Each of those who sit in this circle has a purpose in life or perhaps more than one purpose in life. And the road upon which that purpose lies is a many-branched road, so that you cannot stray from your purpose. You can take a longer or a shorter road. You can only go slowly or quickly or sit down; the purpose remains. However, the purpose of each of you is simple, my friends, and has to do with knowing the Love of the Creator. As was said earlier, once you have established contact with the Creator and the creation, you are then one with the flow that will bring to you that which you need, and will give you the opportunity to do the work that your higher self has prepared for you. Thus, worry not about your purpose in life, but instead, desire to know Love. And in that Love, to share that Love with others. In this way alone will your purpose become evident and its termination final. Does this answer your question?

M: Yes.

Latwii: Is there another question?

Jim: I have a question. Ruth Montgomery [inaudible].

I am Latwii. I am establishing contact with this instrument. If you will be patient, we must deepen contact, for she lost her state of calmness for a moment. I am Latwii. I am, I am, I am. I am aware of your question, my brother.

The number of people, or as you would call them, planetary entities or societies in our Confederation varies, but the number is between five and six hundred. However, they are broken down into various subgroups and these are the groups a channel known as Ruth was speaking of. Those of Latwii have only begun to work with the teaching branch of the Confederation with your group. Previously we had been what you might term scientists, and that is still our primary duty. But we were attracted to your group, for we have found that although it is not, shall we say, a greatly advanced or tremendously bright group, it is amazingly consistent in its desire to seek the truth, and this has attracted our interest, for we have a turn of mind which is similar. And therefore, we asked permission of the teaching branch of the Confederation to speak to this group. You may have noticed that we are not entirely smooth, but we hope we are getting a little better. However, the information about the sixty subgroups is basically correct, although you must understand this number does vary, depending upon the needs of the planet and the terms of stay, shall we say, of the various members of the Confederation. Some are here for the duration; some are here for less time.

May we in any way enlarge upon this question for you?

Jim: Yes. I would like to know if this Confederation is of this galaxy or of more galaxies than our own?

Latwii:My brother, this instrument is not particularly well equipped to answer this question, but we will do our best through her. Your contemplation of the galaxy is somewhat humorous to us, for we realize that we see that which you cannot, that is, the many planes of existence. That is our specialty, that is the study of vibrations. We are not only an intergalactic Confederation but also interdimensional.

For instance, your group speaker who has been with you since your beginnings as a group is from, what you would call, Andromeda. Were you to go to that dimension you would not find Hatonn, for it vibrates in a dimension which is two octaves above your own. We have many here from various parts of your skies, some in your density but not very many, most are from a density beyond yours, because in our densities we are able to accomplish what you would call travel by thought, and without the experience of duration which you are bound to in your illusion.

Does this answer your question?

Jim: Yes.

Latwii: May we help you further, my friend?

Questioner: Yeah, I’d like to know if you cover the entire known universe or just a portion of it?

Latwii: This instrument has trouble relaying the concept we gave her. We must learn to curb our levity. We showed her the picture of us as paint being tossed over the galaxy and dripping down on the sides, what covers the, as you put it, known galaxy. What covers the infinity, that is, the creation, is Love. We have, shall we say, arrived at a vibration of experience in which we are conscious of that Love, in which we can see that Love, and therefore, are desirous only of following that Love, wherever it may lead us. When we are needed, we hear that call, regardless of the so-called distance and those who call, and we come and give what aid we can.

And meanwhile, we study what is occurring in the creation. For at this particular point in our own evolution of spirit, we do not fully understand the plan of the Creator, and we collect all the information that we can to further our understanding of this plan. Our basic understanding is that there is indeed a plan, and with this, shall we say, article of faith, we go forth and do our work, while the teaching branch sends forth its Love and its Light to the individual entities dwelling upon spheres such as yours who have cried out so greatly that we could not help but hear you. Were you in the farthest reaches of the farthest density in this infinite creation, we would hear you, for our ears are only those receptors which hear the cry of the child in need of Love, and that is your planet. Your planet is fearful and is in great need of what it does not have. And we are not able to give to your planet that which it truly desires, that is, a sign which shall be obvious to all. For we cannot interfere with the free will of your planet. Therefore, we remain somewhat hidden, somewhat questionable, and available only to those who are led to hear us by their own desires. In that way, we do not infringe upon the free will of any who may wish not to hear what we have to say.

Questioner asked: “Yeah, I’d like to know if you cover the entire known universe or just a portion of it?” Latwii began by saying we showed Carla the picture of us as paint being tossed over the galaxy and dripping down on the sides of what covers the known galaxy, so what covers the creation, is Love, so we have arrived at a vibration of experience in which we are conscious of that Love, in which we can see that Love, and are desirous of following that Love wherever it may lead us, so when we are needed, we hear that call, regardless of the distance and those who call, and we come and give what aid we can. Then Latwii said we study what is occurring in the creation, for at this point in our evolution of spirit, we do not fully understand the plan of the Creator, and we collect all the information that we can to further our understanding of this plan, for our understanding is that there is a plan, and with this article of faith, we go forth and do our work, while the teaching branch sends forth its Love and its Light to the individual entities dwelling upon spheres such as yours who have cried out so that we could not help but hear you, for were you in the farthest reaches of the farthest density in this infinite creation, we would hear you, for our ears are those receptors which hear the cry of the child in need of Love, and that is your planet, and your planet is fearful and is in great need of what it does not have, and we are not able to give your planet that which it desires, that is, a sign which shall be obvious to all, for we cannot interfere with the free will of your planet, so we remain hidden and available only to those who are led to hear us by their own desires, so in that way we do not infringe upon the free will of any who may wish not to hear what we have to say. On February 6, 2016, Q’uo spoke of how the free will of our planet has worked:

Realize my friends that the free will of your planet is most difficult to predict, for there are forces moving from ancient of days that would work against such harvest, those entities of a darker variety which seek in their own manner to be harvested by controlling the Light of this harvest. And yet they shall fail, for the legions of the service-to-self entities will have only a short day when they shall reign supreme, and then their day shall be over, and the Light shall shine, and the harvest shall be complete. And those who seek service to others shall find a new fourth density home upon this planet, for this planet shall be a fourth-density positive planet, even with all the seeming darkness, strife, wars, control, and negativity that have plagued this planet for thousands of your years.

Thus, you may see that though there are difficulties ahead, the difficulties shall be surmounted. All compassionate Love shall find not only its day, but its cycle upon this planet, and this planet shall be as bright as a star in the heavens of a new creation.

Does this answer your question, my brother?

Questioner: Yes.

Latwii: We are so happy, and hope that it is not a “TV dinner,” as this instrument would call it. Is there another question at this time?

M: Yes. [Inaudible].

Latwii: I am aware of your question. I am Latwii. We are having trouble with our solemnity, if you will pardon us. Sometime you people are very serious, and we find that hilarious.

May we say to you that all things in your experience are very useful for your understanding, and this definitely includes dreams, for one third of your life, if you are lucky, is spent in garnering these messages from parts of your mind and spirit that are forced into quietude during your active, daily work-a-day world. Sometimes your dreams will simply attempt to work out frustrations in your daily life and are simply a means of helping you to adjust to a situation which is less than perfect. However, if you become a student of your own dreams, that is, if you begin to write them down as soon as you awaken, you will begin to understand things about yourself that you did not understand before. For you are, in your dreams, conversing with parts of yourself that are in touch with your higher self and with those whom we would call your angels or your guides. Once you have begun to pay attention to your dreams, you will begin to have memories of being instructed or even of instructing others, depending upon your particular vibratory pattern as a personality coming into this incarnation. Eventually, you will be able to use faculties of your consciousness in dreams, so that you will have a much better communication with yourself in your deeper or subconscious, as this instrument would call it, mode of being.

Therefore, we would of course encourage you to pay attention to your dreams, just as you would pay attention to those things that occur when you are awake. It is widely known among your people that sleep is necessary only because of dreaming. If sleep occurs without dreaming, the entity becomes ill. In your dreams you are in contact with your higher self and with the Creator. This is your spiritual rest. There are many, many of your people to whom this is the only comfort, for whom this is the only contact. Thus, the more that you meditate or pray, the less that you will need sleep. If you were to totally spend your time in an inspired or loving state, conscious of the Creator, and in ecstasy with the joy of the creation and Love, you would not need your sleep. And, there have been those among your people who have achieved this level of contact with Love. However, for the rest of those upon your planet, as this instrument, for instance, you will continue to need a sufficient amount of sleep, so that you can make contact with those deeper parts of your being.

M seems to have asked a question about the value of dreams. Latwii began by saying all things in your experience are useful for your understanding, and this includes dreams, for one third of your life is spent in getting these messages from parts of your mind and spirit that are forced into quietude during your active, daily world, and sometimes your dreams will attempt to work out frustrations in your daily life and are a means of helping you to adjust to a situation which is less than perfect, but if you become a student of your own dreams, and you begin to write them down as soon as you awaken, you will begin to understand things about yourself that you did not understand before, for you are, in your dreams, conversing with parts of yourself that are in touch with your higher self and with those whom we would call your angels or your guides, so once you have begun to pay attention to your dreams, you will begin to have memories of being instructed or even of instructing others, depending upon your particular vibratory pattern as a personality coming into this incarnation, and eventually you will be able to use faculties of your consciousness in dreams, so that you will have a much better communication with yourself in your subconscious mode of being. Then Latwii said we would encourage you to pay attention to your dreams, just as you would pay attention to those things that occur when you are awake, for it is known among your people that sleep is necessary only because of dreaming, and if sleep occurs without dreaming, the entity becomes ill, for in your dreams you are in contact with your higher self and with the Creator since this is your spiritual rest, so there are many of your people to whom this is the only comfort, for whom this is the only contact, so the more that you meditate or pray, the less that you will need sleep, and if you were to totally spend your time in a loving state, conscious of the Creator, and in ecstasy with the joy of the creation and Love, you would not need your sleep, and there have been those among your people who have achieved this level of contact with Love, but for the rest of those upon your planet, as Carla for instance, you will continue to need a sufficient amount of sleep, so that you can make contact with those deeper parts of your being. On January 2, 2016, Q’uo spoke about how we can use our dreams to contact our subconscious mind, our guides, and our higher self:

If you pay attention to your dreams and persistently apply yourself to gain access to your dreams, you will find that there are many messages available. These come from a variety of sources: from your subconscious mind (the high priestess who awaits your seeking to illuminate your conscious mind), by intuition, by messages within the dreams that are symbolically coded in a way which you can untangle and understand and apply to your life; from your higher self as well, from your guides.

Does this answer your question my brother?

M: [Inaudible].

Latwii: We certainly hope so. We would hope so for everyone because there is so much beauty in your world, it is a shame to miss the night with all of its sparkling splendor.

Is there another question, my friends?

Questioner: [Inaudible] Although I know on a deep level [inaudible] relationship to the planet, to a new civilization. I would like insight from you of [inaudible] my relationship [inaudible].

Latwii: I am with this instrument. We are aware that you desire this information, but there are things which we cannot share with you, due to our desire for your unimpaired free will. The information that you request is within you, as you stated, and we do not wish to influence any life decisions or understandings that you might obtain. Remember that the information that we give you is basically quite meaningless. The information that you truly need comes from within yourself. You have the information that is necessary for you. We are here, as the one known as E said, to give you food for thought, never, ever to influence your decisions. We are sorry that we cannot speak freely upon this, but we do not wish to become advisors, but only friends along the way. Can you understand our position, my friend?

Questioner: Yes. [Inaudible]

[Laughter]

Thank you.

Latwii: Now, my brother, you are beginning to enjoy yourself. We are very glad. We were afraid that you would get mad at us.

Questioner: That would be impossible.

Latwii: We will take a little break here while we are getting ourselves sober again. We are very much enjoying the mood of this session, for it is a very good one this evening. Thank you for your beautiful vibrations. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: [Inaudible]… mentioned… eruption of Mount St. Helen… in the future some sort of activity somewhere to the south…

Latwii: I am Latwii. We are aware of your question, and due to the fact that someone has informed this dull instrument of the Ring of Fire, we now are able to give her a much clearer picture than we could last week. The probability of a problem occurring in an arc of approximately twenty minutes, starting out to sea and crossing land near South America, but north, is greater than it was last week. The probability at this time is approximately two one (21 percent). This is a significant rise in probability. This is due to the fact that there are pressures generated by heat within the planetary sphere, which must come into balance. We are showing this instrument fire. We are having difficulty pinpointing our concept.

[Pause]

I am with this instrument. I am Latwii. We were unable to give this instrument the precise information she needs, due to the fact that we know that she would be interrupted. You must realize that it is very difficult for us to give precise information through a channel such as this one. And in this case, we do not speak of her particular educational and life experience, which have prepared her more to channel philosophy and words of beauty than to speak words of specific information. Rather, it is due to the type of contact which we of the Confederation prefer to use with our channels, for the amount of control that is necessary for a perfect contact is very uncomfortable in the conscious state. We do not like to work with trance, due to the fact that we wish the entity at all times to be able to reject or accept our thoughts. Thus, we do not infringe upon the free will of our channels. Therefore, we will attempt to give information, but you must understand that these are simply probabilities.

Questioner: [Inaudible]… mentioned… eruption of Mount St. Helen… in the future some sort of activity somewhere to the south…Latwii began by saying we are aware of your question, and due to the fact that someone has informed Carla of the Ring of Fire, we are able to give her a clearer picture than we could last week, so the probability of a problem occurring in an arc of approximately twenty minutes, starting out to sea and crossing land near South America, but north, is greater than it was last week, and the probability at this time is approximately two one (21 percent), and this is a significant rise in probability due to the fact that there are pressures generated by heat within the planetary sphere, which must come into balance, so we are showing this instrument fire, but we are having difficulty pinpointing our concept. Latwii went on to say we were unable to give Carla the information she needs due to the fact that we know that she would be interrupted, so you must realize that it is difficult for us to give precise information through a channel such as this one, but we do not speak of her life experiences, which have prepared her to channel philosophy and words of beauty than to speak words of specific information, but it is due to the type of contact which we of the Confederation prefer to use with our channels, for the amount of control that is necessary for a perfect contact is very uncomfortable in the conscious state, so we do not like to work with trance, due to the fact that we wish the entity to be able to reject or accept our thoughts so we do not infringe upon the free will of our channels, and we will attempt to give information, but you must understand that these are simply probabilities. On August 16, 1981, Latwii spoke of the amount of control that they used with Carla:

As you will notice, my brother, from the variations in the strength of the voice level which is proceeding from this instrument’s vocal apparatus, we do indeed attempt constantly to adjust to an instrument’s particular vibrations so that we may convey those thoughts which we have to offer without unduly causing discomfort of any kind due to the minor amount of control necessary for this type of contact.

The greatest probability of an occurrence is that of another eruption upon an island which will be fiery. There are probabilities of earthquakes on land or under the ocean which would cause tidal waves. However, as the land shifts, these probabilities will also shift, and we do not know for certain how the Earth will release the pressure which has built up within it. If you wish to send your love to the planet, it will use it to release pressure on the inner planes, and perhaps you would like to do this. This is acceptable, for you have the right to aid your planet, because you are incarnated upon it. We can send Love to it but cannot directly influence it, for we are not of your planetary being.

Then Latwii said the greatest probability of an occurrence is that of another eruption upon an island which will be fiery, and there are probabilities of earthquakes on land or under the ocean which would cause tidal waves, but as the land shifts these probabilities will also shift, and we do not know how the Earth will release the pressure which has built up within it, so if you wish to send your love to the planet, it will use it to release pressure on the inner planes, and perhaps you would like to do this, so this is acceptable, for you have the right to aid your planet, because you are incarnated upon it, and we can send Love to it but cannot directly influence it, for we are not of your planetary being. On February 24, 1987, Laitos spoke about the nature of the inner planes:

There are many entities who are a part of what we find is called the inner planes of this particular planetary sphere who also seek to speak through instruments for the purpose of not only inspiring an instrument but of sharing information through an instrument with those who may seek in a fashion which is congruent with the entities making the contact. Thus, in whatever manner you choose to continue this service, we wish you to know that we appreciate the opportunity of working with you and we join you in expressing the desire to be of service to the one Creator and to those about you through this kind of service. On October 19, 2003, Q’uo spoke of the nature of the inner planes:

Now let us say here that in discussing the inner planes, we discuss a universe vaster than the physical universe and greatly populated with a very wide gamut of personalities. The most tremendous wisdom, compassion, and mastery live within the inner planes. We ourselves dwell in, shall we say, a parking garage in fifth density, as it were, as we are involving ourselves with your vibrations at this time. We are part of that network of inner planes that includes all of the spirits that seek to serve.

Does this answer your question?

Questioner: Yes.

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: Yes, my brother. The greatest probability would be off into the—we must search this instrument’s mind—off to the north-east of that area, where there are islands. However, there is also some probabilities of adjustments in the Earth’s crust occurring along the line that you mentioned. We are still looking for the name of the waters of your planet.

Questioner: Could it be the Caribbean Sea?

Latwii: We thank you, my brother. This is what we were attempting to pull out of this instrument’s mind, for it was in there, but she does not use the word very frequently. That is correct.

Is there another question?

Questioner: I have another question about that area. Could this be near the area that the continent of Atlantis is supposed to be?

Latwii: We are consulting the computer. I am Latwii. The continent of Atlantis was, in fact, several bodies of land, which stretched over a large body of water. Therefore, the question that you ask is confusing. However, part of Atlantis is near the area, yes, my brother.

Questioner: Will this activity uncover any of the remains of the part of Atlantis that is in that area or will it destroy it even more?

Latwii: We are with this instrument and have a picture of what you ask, from the computer. We do not have knowledge of this particular part of your planetary experience. However, computer knowledge indicates that your people have already rediscovered parts of Atlantis. However, there are many who doubt everything, and therefore evidence which should be quite apparent is not. For some reason there are people upon your planet who wish to be the only ones who are upon your planet. It is an interesting phenomenon, my friends. Perhaps, in their incarnations in Atlantis, before the end of the last cycle, when they failed to go on and were forced to repeat over another cycle of experience, they had experiences that they would rather not remember. Therefore, they deny Atlantis.

However, there are those among your people who can show you artifacts and places that the shifting sands uncover that are quite definitely made by humans, and quite definitely too old to be of this civilization. Thus, Atlantis is with you already and will continue to rise, as other parts of your planetary land masses sink. The water, my friends must go somewhere. However, all things eventually become less whole than they were, due to the nature of magnetic fields. So, as time passes there will be less undisturbed evidence of Atlantis.

Questioner: Will this activity uncover any of the remains of the part of Atlantis that is in that area, or will it destroy it even more? Latwii began by saying we are with Carla and have a picture of what you ask from the computer, but we do not have knowledge of this part of your planetary experience, but the computer knowledge indicates that your people have already rediscovered parts of Atlantis, but there are many who doubt everything, and evidence which should be apparent is not, for some reason there are people on your planet who wish to be the only ones who are on your planet, and it is an interesting phenomenon, so in their incarnations in Atlantis, before the end of the last cycle, when they failed to go on and were forced to repeat over another cycle of experience, they had experiences that they would rather not remember, so they deny Atlantis. Latwii continued by saying there are those among your people who can show you artifacts and places that the shifting sands uncover that are made by humans and too old to be of this civilization, so Atlantis is with you and will continue to rise, as other parts of your planetary land masses sink, but the water must go somewhere, but all things eventually become less whole than they were due to the nature of magnetic fields, so as time passes there will be less undisturbed evidence of Atlantis. On May 23, 1982, Latwii shared information about the entities of Atlantis today:

Questioner: Are there any entities upon this planet presently who experienced the demise of Atlantis?

I am Latwii, and, my sister, there are many entities upon this planet which experienced that action. Indeed, almost every entity which was a part of the population of that continent known in your history as Atlantis now resides upon your planet.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: And I’m assuming they’re both of the positive and negative polarity?

I am Latwii. In general, my sister, this is correct, although the greatest portion of your people have not yet chosen their polarity but swing back and forth between the two, both upon the conscious and unconscious levels.

Does this answer your question?

Questioner: Yes, it does. It brings some other questions to mind too. In that area, as it settled, a crystal was found there inside a pyramid, in a shaft of metal. Is this a storage device for energy or could it have been an energy source?

Latwii: Are you familiar, my brother, of the person with power who works with a crystal? You think of this person perhaps as a gypsy, who gazes into the crystal ball. Are you familiar with this concept?

Questioner: Yes.

Latwii: You must understand that as one disciplines the personality and becomes aware of one’s true nature, one begins to achieve powers and can come into attunement with crystals, for weal or for woe, to heal or to destroy. The crystals were used to a very large extent in the civilization which you know of as Atlantis. They were also misused in the end. As you proceed with your own seeking and as you find yourself becoming a more powerful personality, keep in mind the responsibility for good or for evil that you carry within you, for you must always make that choice. This may sound simple, but it is not, unless you let the Creator move you as the wind blows the trees. We realize we have gotten a bit off the subject of crystals. However, there was a lot of trouble because of those crystals ,and we ask you to take that to heart.

Does this answer your question, my brother?

Questioner: Yes, thank you.

Latwii: We thank all of you for allowing us to speak to you.

Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: [Inaudible] advanced civilization [inaudible]. Had they achieved higher level of consciousness [inaudible].

Latwii: That is correct, my brother.

Questioner: Is that similar to what happened between [inaudible].

Latwii: No, my brother, it is not similar. The name we have for that planet is Maldek. That particular planet chose consciously the evil way. Thus, it destroyed itself. In the case of Atlantis, there were, even at the end, very advanced beings on the side of Light. They escaped and helped to form very advanced civilizations in South America and in the region which you call Tibet. Thus, the two situations are not alike. Maldek was a pure planet, and if you can appreciate evil as the polarity of good, you can appreciate the dark magnificence of that planet as it destroyed itself.

We do not have the sentimental hatred for evil, as you call it, that those among your people do when they speak of evil, that which Lucifer has become, that is, the devil. We find evil useful, because it delineates the good, giving you the choice that makes you learn. You have only to be conscious that you have that choice in order to have a great head start upon vibrating always towards the positive, towards Love. Because of this you may well suffer. However, each tear that you let fall is gold, for you learn as you grow. And with each trial you become more able to be above good and evil, so that you seek only the Creator.

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This morning I ran a couple of errands with my first stop being at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. When I got home, I vacuumed the first floor of my home.

This afternoon I used my backpack blower to blow all of the leaves from my neighbor’s driveway and my front yard into the area between the fishpond and the pet cemetery. Then I used Venus to mulch the leaves into leaf dust.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

September 26

May Your Soul Be Tempered

I am of the Spirit of Jesus Christ, and I greet you in the fullness of divine Love.

The unconditional nature of Love is not fully understood by those who wish each other a pleasant day, a happy day, a good day. For to one full of the Spirit of Love, each day is, first, that which is dipped in fire and held to the rising sun, a tempered sword of unity so that all things are one, the seemingly good, the seemingly difficult situations alike, blending into Love, turning into chances for renewal and growth.

May your soul be so tempered in the grace of Jesus Christ that the Spirit may speak through you this day, regardless of the circumstances of your existence, to a world hungry for the Love of Christ.

In the peace of Christ, we leave you, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator. We ask that the One Infinite Creator heal the heart of each soul in pain tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energies in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Oxal channeling for today is from May 18, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am Oxal, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We are most grateful for the opportunity to share our thoughts with you at this time and are very pleased to greet the one known as E and each of you. As you are probably aware, I and my brothers and sisters of Laitos have been working with you to balance the circle, for there has been some imbalance of energy, and we are more happy now with the unity of this group. We ask your kind permission to join you in your meditation and to share with you some thoughts on the subject of Love.

If you can picture with me now, my friends, a field distant from any neighboring settlements or domestic dwellings, a field, my friends in which butterflies fly freely, and clover lies beneath the wildflowers. We ask you to go to that place which you have imagined and to feel the sun of a warm day down upon you. Feel your body, my friends, as you stand in this field, your senses completely filled with the Love of the Creator. You can hear the wind whispering its ever-changing song through the trees and grasses, and weaving the sounds like ribbons through the air or birds who call to each other in hunger and pleasure. The flowers smell sweetly, my friends, and you can touch the fragrant petals of the wild and rambling roses. As you view all these things and feel the heat and Light of the sun, you are experiencing the creation. You are part of the creation, and you are a rightful dweller in what is truly paradise. Allow your consciousness to sink deeply within that body, standing in that warm field, until you are aware of that bird song and the sweet smell of the wild flowers, and the lovely colors of the field, and the touch of the grasses about your bare skin are all a part.

This, my friends, is the simplicity of that which we have to give to you. It is a simplicity that has proved fatal for us, for you in your complexity desire complex answers and you feel that were we advanced we would have advanced in complexity. However, my friends, that extrapolation is not true. I am Oxal not because I am of greater intellect than you who sit in meditation; I am Oxal because I Love. I know this Love, see this Love, and feel this Love. We ask you to come out of the field now, my friends, and enter another field of existence that is much more difficult to dwell within, that is, the field of life, in which the flowers that you touch are papers and people.

Oxal wanted to share some thoughts on the topic of Love with the group. They began by saying if you can see a field distant from any neighboring settlements in which butterflies fly freely, and clover lies beneath the wildflowers, then we ask you to go to that place which you have imagined and to feel the sun of a warm day down upon you, and feel your body as you stand in this field, your senses filled with the Love of the Creator, and you can hear the wind whispering its song through the trees and grasses, and weaving the sounds like ribbons through the air, for the flowers smell sweet, and you can touch the fragrant petals of the rambling roses, so as you view all these things and feel the heat and Light of the sun, you are experiencing the creation since you are part of the creation, and you are a rightful dweller in paradise, so allow your consciousness to sink within your body, standing in that warm field until you are aware of the bird song and the sweet smell of the wild flowers, and the lovely colors of the field, and the touch of the grasses about your bare skin are all a part of your senses. Now Oxal said this is the simplicity of that which we have to give to you which has proved fatal for us, for in your complexity you desire complex answers, and you feel that were we advanced we would have advanced in complexity, but that extrapolation is not true, for I am Oxal because I Love, so I know this Love and feel this Love, and I ask you to come out of the field now and enter another field of existence that is difficult to dwell within, that is, the field of life, in which the flowers that you touch are people. On September 1, 2019, Q’uo described how we may feel Love:

If you are able, in your daily round of activities, to find this open heart functioning as fully as possible with every entity that you meet, every entity with whom you exchange any kind of energy, then this Loving vibration that is set up between two of you or more is then felt by each other entity upon the planet that seeks Love and Light, for you are truly all one being. All entities upon the planet, whether positively, negatively, or neutrally polarized, would feel this Love if all were conscious seekers of truth. However, because most are not conscious seekers of truth, this Love vibration, then, goes into the subconscious mind of the being, to be used as it is possible when this entity is able to realize, in any degree, the conscious nature of its purpose for being on the Earth at this time. That is, of course, as we said, the opening of the green-ray energy center.

So, as you are a seeker of truth, consciously aware of your journey of seeking, as you are able to consciously share your Love vibration with any other entity, at any other time, this vibration becomes available to all other entities upon this planetary sphere to be used as possible, when the time is right for that entity.

And often, my friends, you cannot touch but must instead grapple with difficult communications because you cannot understand each other’s creations completely. The ever-changing wind gives way to the creations of human beings. And even near your dwellings, my friends, have you not seen entities who bring their noise with them and drown out the wind, and know not the message it whispers through the branches of the trees? Can you see the Creator, my friends, as you look at the distorted creation of human beings? We would be very amazed if indeed you were fully able to see the Creator in every man and every woman. There is a reason for this, my friends. We have free will, and so do you. We are not the clay; we are the potter. The clay consists of our actions and our thoughts, but we are the potter that forms these actions and these thoughts. We are the potters of our existence. And if our thoughts are seemly and lovely to behold, then it will be more possible for us to be a person through whom the Creator may work the magic of Love. But most of you, my friends, have dwelt ever so long in an environment in which Love is not understood and in which, therefore, the free will of each of your associates has caused them to distort that magic of love into shapes that are almost indiscernible as Love.

And yet, my friends, there is no place that Love does not go. There is no action that Love does not allow. It is written in your holy works, “If a man go to the depths of Hell, he cannot escape the Creator.” We ask you to begin with yourself and to end with yourself in your attempts to discover Love. We ask you to forgive yourself of any and all errors that you may commit. We ask you to love yourself in whatever imperfect state you may judge yourself to be. We ask you to release from yourself the responsibility for your nights and days, for your tasks and responsibilities. For those responsibilities belong to a part of yourself but not to your whole self. They belong to a shell of yourself that is dwelling in this experience. And of course, my friends, you will do the best that you can. Were this not so, you would not be in this room at this time, in this dwelling, seeking the truth in this manner. But an infinitely greater part of you is not dwelling within your experience at this time, it is one with the Creator and you may draw upon it as you will.

Then Oxal said often you cannot touch but must instead deal with difficult communications because you cannot understand each other’s creations completely, so the changing wind gives way to the creations of human beings, and even near your dwellings: “have you not seen entities who bring their noise with them and drown out the wind, and know not the message it whispers through the branches of the trees? Can you see the Creator as you look at the distorted creation of human beings?” Oxal said we would be amazed if you were able to see the Creator in every man and woman, and there is a reason for this, for we have free will, and so do you, but we are not the clay, but we are the potter, so the clay consists of our actions and our thoughts, but we are the potter that forms these actions and these thoughts, so we are the potters of our existence, and if our thoughts are lovely to behold, then it will be possible for us to be a person through whom the Creator may work the magic of Love, but most of you have lived long in an environment in which Love is not understood, and in which the free will of each of your associates has caused them to distort that magic of Love into shapes that are not see as Love. Now Oxal said there is no place that Love does not go, and there is no action that Love does not allow, for it is written in your holy works, “If a man go to the depths of Hell, he cannot escape the Creator,” so we ask you to begin with yourself and to end with yourself in your attempts to discover Love, and we ask you to forgive yourself of all errors that you commit, and we ask you to love yourself in whatever imperfect state you may judge yourself to be and to release from yourself the responsibility for your responsibilities, for those responsibilities belong to a part of yourself the shell of yourself that is dwelling in this experience, and you will do the best that you can, for were this not so, you would not be in this room at this time seeking the truth in this manner, but a greater part of you is not dwelling within your experience at this time, for it is one with the Creator and you may draw upon it as you will. On May 19, 2007, Q’uo spoke of the value of our forgiving our self:

So, we would suggest, my sister, that in order to stop the wheel of karma in your life as it is connected with this entity, it is necessary for you to forgive yourself, again and again and again, every time this trigger is pulled that catapults you back into toxic thoughts concerning your actions. Forgive the thoughts. Forgive the other entity. Forgive the situation. And most of all, forgive yourself.

If you were in a drunken stupor and you tripped, would you not forgive yourself in the morning? That is your situation, my friends. You dwell in a very heavy chemical illusion. It is a difficult and challenging experience. However, in it you learn quickly, and that is why you have put yourself in this experience. So, learn what you can, my friends, but above all, allow that great portion of yourself that dwells with the Creator to indwell within you consciously each day in meditation so that you may bring it forth into manifestation, into whatever area you need its magic worked within. For, my friends, you are all magical, as the greatest miracle that you might ever imagine. Each of you has an infinite history, and yet here you are, my friends, through an extremely amazing set of circumstances, dwelling in one room, pondering a set of thoughts, and experiencing the Love and the unity of the group in which you sit. Let that love be as a candle to you, my friends, a very bright taper that has no end but burns mightily as does the sun. Desire to know that Love.

Oxal continued by saying you dwell in a heavy chemical illusion, and it is a challenging experience, but in it you learn quickly, and that is why you have put yourself in this experience, so learn what you can, but allow that portion of yourself that dwells with the Creator to be within you each day in meditation so that you may bring it forth into manifestation into whatever area you need its magic worked within, for you are magical, as the greatest miracle that you might ever imagine, for each of you has an infinite history, and yet here you are through an amazing set of circumstances, dwelling in one room and experiencing the Love and the unity of the group in which you sit, so let that Love be as a candle that has no end but burns mightily as the sun, and desire to know that Love. On September 18, 2006, Q’uo said that we all are magical beings:

Whether you work at mowing a lawn, writing a paper, fixing a window, or responding to a correspondent, you work as an agent of the transformative power of the one infinite Creator. You are magical. And what you do is effortless when you remember that you are only here to bear witness to the Light. You are here to dance, to play the pipe and timbrel and to be a part of the whirling, rhythmic pattern of all that there is.

I will leave this instrument at this time. It has been a great privilege to share my humble thoughts with you and if you have a use for them, we urge you to use them. If not, we urge you to forgive them, for as this instrument has said many times on our behalf, we are indeed like yourselves, those who seek the truth. We are not those who can speak the truth without error. We send our Love, and through us, the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. I am Oxal. Adonai, my friends.

I am Laitos, and I greet you also. I am delighted to be with you and send you Love and Light. We wish for the one known as Jim to know that we were working with him before this instrument began to speak, in order to build up his confidence. We say this in confirmation, so that in future times when there may not be a confirming channel, you will have had an experience of knowing that we were indeed contacting you.

At this time, we would like to condition and say a few words through the one known as C, if he would relax and speak each word as it comes to his mind. I will transfer now. I am Laitos.

We are aware that the one known as C is somewhat fatigued, and therefore, we will adjust the conditioning wave a slight amount and work a little bit further with him. I am Laitos.

I am again with this instrument. We would thank the one known as C and assure him that at any time that he wishes, we will be with him. At this time, we would like to exercise the instrument known as Jim, if he would also relax and completely refrain from analyzing any concepts that he might receive. Simply speak forth one concept at a time, as they enter. I am Laitos.

I am again with this instrument. I am Laitos. We have a good contact with the one known as Jim, but he requires a bit more of the conditioning, and we will therefore adjust our contact so that he may have more confidence. I will again attempt to speak a few words through the one known as Jim. I am Laitos.

I am again with this instrument. We are aware that the one known as Jim is having some difficulty due to analysis, and therefore, we will simply continue to work with him, through his own desire to experience conditioning. We may say that perhaps one of the greatest stumbling blocks to a new channel is that the first concept he receives is the identification of the so-called channel. And since the instrument already knows who the channel is going to be, it sets up the conditions for analysis. We could trick you by saying, “I am Herbie,” or “I am Hillary,” but we do not think that would be in the interest of genuine work such as you desire to do.

For those humans who have need of our thoughts, therefore, it is simply a matter of overcoming the desire to make sure that you are being contacted and that you are not speaking for yourself. Perhaps the best way to achieve this is simple practice. And, as this instrument always does, a prayer of intent is very useful in tuning and protecting the instrument from stray channels, as you would call them, who might attempt to speak through you. These stray channels would include portions of your own consciousness and entities who are of this planetary sphere but have nothing particularly informative to offer to you. Thus, the tuning is important in channeling the work. We thank each of you for your patience as we work with the newer channels. And we will pause for just a moment and condition each one of you as it may aid you in achieving a more deep meditative state.

I am Laitos, and I would leave this instrument at this time. But, if in your daily meditations you desire our help in achieving a good meditative state or in working on conditioning, you have only to ask, and we will be glad to work with you. I bid you peace and Love, in the name of the Creator of all things, my friends. I am Laitos.

I am Latwii, and I am very glad to greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. I am very glad that it is my turn, for I have waited patiently in order to speak to you this evening.

I have been enjoying the spectacle that your planetary disturbances have had in some of the spheres of color, which are beyond that which can be seen by your eyes. It is very beautiful, my friends. Although, we are, of course, sorry for any grief that you may feel at the rearrangement of certain molecules of some of the entities which now dwell in another plane of existence, due to this colorful display. We were waiting in the wings, as you might say, so that we could answer any questions that you might have at this time. Does anyone have any questions at this time?

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: We are aware of your question, my brother. This instrument will have a hard time answering this question because her mind is not furnished properly. However, we will attempt through this instrument, since we do not have a proper one. The use of humor in altering the genetic personality is only now beginning to be appreciated by some of those among your researchers, whom this instrument would call, “holistic health experts.” There are many secretions of the brain, as you call it, which will control and reprogram the self-healing of the physical, emotional and spiritual bodies. They do not have as much luck with mental body difficulty due to the fact that in mental problems it is more difficult to achieve mental breakthroughs. However, the brain being relatively unimpaired, we can then say that the possibility of using humor is excellent.

The ability to remove one’s consciousness from one’s little tiny area is very important in the reprogramming of the genetic personality. In order for this to occur there must be some agent. Most often in your recent years, those who have experimented in this area used chemical substances, such as that which you call LSD. These are also those who have used meditation and other less, shall we say, outward going therapies, in order to achieve reprogramming. There is a plethora of pseudo-reprogramming effects which may or may not last, depending on the sincerity of the individual. However, if a person once discovers how to laugh, this person will have a good chance of reprogramming basic metaprograms, which affect the life essences of the personality as it is manifesting in the genetic mode, in any given incarnation. In order to release oneself completely through laughter, it is necessary to be able to feel that one is in a safe or trusted place; this is a prerequisite. What occurs when one is able to trigger the mechanism of laughter is that the secretions of the brain, having to do with metaprogramming, do the work of LSD or other powerful chemicals, but do it in ways already arranged by your very kindly Creator. Thus, you do not have to go outside your own being for the remedies for your difficulties.

Latwii wanted to speak to Questioner’s question on the topic of using humor to alter the genetic personality. Now Latwii said the use of humor in altering the genetic personality is only now beginning to be appreciated by some of those among your researchers, whom Carla would call, “holistic health experts,” for there are many secretions of the brain which will control and reprogram the self-healing of the physical, emotional, and spiritual bodies, but they do not have as much luck with mental body difficulty due to the fact that in mental problems it is more difficult to achieve mental breakthroughs, but the brain being relatively unimpaired, we can say that the possibility of using humor is excellent. Then Latwii said the ability to remove one’s consciousness from one’s tiny area is important in the reprogramming of the genetic personality, and in order for this to occur there must be some chemical agent such as LSD, and there are also those who have used meditation and other less outward going therapies in order to achieve reprogramming, so there is a lot of reprogramming effects which may or may not last, depending on the sincerity of the individual, but if a person discovers how to laugh they will have a good chance of reprogramming basic metaprograms, which affect the life essences of the personality as it is manifesting in the genetic mode, so in order to release oneself through laughter, it is necessary to be able to feel that one is in a safe place, and what occurs when one is able to trigger the laughter is that the secretions of the brain, having to do with metaprogramming, do the work of LSD or other powerful chemicals, but do it in ways already arranged by your kindly Creator, so you do not have to go outside your own being for the remedies for your difficulties. On September 8, 2007, Q’uo suggested that we remember how to laugh in order to balance our spiritual journey:

If you wish to work upon your personality, it is always well to think in terms of balance. There is a tendency in those who wish to be truly devoted to the infinite One to toss aside all things except the highest and best. And yet entities who do this are off balance. They have forgotten how to laugh and to enjoy the transient pleasures of food and drink and the way the air smells on a summer’s day when it has just rained and the dust rises off the tar on a country road.

Who would wish to lose the small delights of the personality in order to be ever more devoted, serious, and sober? We would not recommend this approach to seeking the one infinite Creator. For the personality is that which notices and remembers the little things that would mean nothing to the impersonal self. Therefore, open your arms and embrace yourself, for your personality is a sturdy, useful, even necessary garment.

We realize that we have not covered the subject adequately and therefore, if you wish to ask further questions we will attempt through this instrument to answer them.

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: This is not a correct concept which you have generated within your mind. We are not sure that the true reprogramming concept can be generated intellectually. You can, for instance, decide what you wish to reprogram. But, you will never know in your normal, shall we say, work-a-day state of mind, the mechanics of this reprogramming. It is not so much a state of objectivity that you need to reach, as a state of freedom, and this is not a freedom from yourself. It is a freedom to yourself. For in reality, in the physical illusion, you are separated from yourself by all the concepts which have been generated in your mind as distortions of the truth, by those about you whom you trusted since your early childhood. These distortions are many and varied, and at a very young age you chose which distortions you felt comfortable in living with. Therefore, various people have various distortions. So, the laughter releases you not to objectivity but to yourself, which is the ultimate subjectivity, since each person’s universe is unique and unreplicable.

In response to Questioner’s follow up question Latwii said this is not a correct concept which you have generated within your mind, but we are not sure that the true reprogramming concept can be generated intellectually, so you can decide what you wish to reprogram, but you will never know in your normal state of mind the mechanics of this reprogramming because it is not so much a state of objectivity that you need to reach, as a state of freedom, and this is not a freedom from yourself, but it is a freedom to yourself, for in the physical illusion you are separated from yourself by all the concepts which have been generated in your mind as distortions of the truth, by those about you whom you trusted since your childhood, and these distortions are many and varied, and at a young age you chose which distortions you felt comfortable in living with, and people have various distortions, so the laughter releases you not to objectivity but to yourself, which is the ultimate subjectivity, since each person’s universe is unique. On October 15, 2005, Q’uo said that each entity’s universe is unique:

Be aware that you are the sole arbiter of what comes into your mind and what is released from being considered by you. Each entity’s universe is unique. Each person is a being that creates their own universe. Consequently, what is true for you at one time may not be adequate for you at another time. And what is true for you may not be true for someone else.

Does this answer your question?

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: May we answer you further?

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: We thank you and certainly hope so. Working with this instrument on some subjects is like chewing rye bread.

May we ask if there is another question at this time?

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: Are you referring to the life-forms which are so-called test tube babies, or life-forms which are the constructions of scientists having to do with the computer design of life-like beings?

Questioner: The second. The latter.

Latwii: Both governments are attempting to do various things, The most basic is to achieve an interface between a computer—this instrument does not have the word; the closest we can come to it is terminal—within the head or brain of an individual, thus allowing a living being, not a man-made being, to interface with all the bits of information which could be stored in a computer.  This has not been successfully accomplished yet, due to the extreme delicacy of the synapses involved, so that the interface is difficult. There are already many mechanical and computer-led devices upon both sides, especially since it is part of the scenario of both governments that there may be necessity for beings which are not affected by radiation to perform certain tasks, in order to preserve the lives of the more fragile humans who exist in the same ecosphere. To run through the number of experiments on each side would take some effort. Is there some specific category that you would like this instrument to channel information upon?

Questioner: I was thinking specifically of our leadership and the leadership of Russia and what it all amounts to [inaudible] on what they are… on whether or not they are artificial life forms?

I am Latwii. I am again with this instrument. The question that you ask is answerable upon two levels. In the first level, the leaders of Russia and the United States are people; they live and die. There is however, another level which is equally important to those who are attempting a serious study of this particular time in the evolution of humanity. The battle that is waged upon this other level has been called Armageddon. Must we terrify you by such a flagrantly biased word? Let us assure you that we mean the war of polarity. The polarity which you may call good and evil has little to do with national boundaries, although the vibrations of the land mass which you call North America are much more positive in nature than those of the land mass which you may call Russia.

This battle is not in the physical and is certainly not fought with people but with thoughts. Moreover, there are, from previous cycles of civilization upon this sphere, machines which have intelligence, which dwell within some of the deeper rock formations of your planet, the product of a civilization which long ago ended. They are not positive but rather, negative in nature, and therefore are the pawns of the thought forms that are strong enough to penetrate this particular form of machine. Thus, as you see, we are speaking of two levels here. The level of your own daily life is peopled with humans, but underlying this drama which you are witnessing, is a deeper and age-long struggle between good and evil, light and darkness. And although there is no question of the ultimate outcome, there are, shall we say, some dicey moments. Certainly you are experiencing the transitional period, in which these moments may come rapidly, for some time to come. We are glad that you did not ask about the Chinese, for that is another subject, and one which we would rather not go into at this time, since that situation has passed.

Questioner asked: “I was thinking specifically of our leadership and the leadership of Russia and what it all amounts to [inaudible] on what they are… on whether or not they are artificial life forms?” Latwii said the question that you ask is answerable upon two levels, and in the first level the leaders of Russia and the United States are people that live and die, but there is another level which is equally important to those who are attempting a serious study of this time in the evolution of humanity, so the battle that is waged upon this other level has been called Armageddon, and we mean the war of polarity which you may call good and evil has little to do with national boundaries, although the vibrations of the land mass which you call North America are more positive in nature than those of the land mass which you may call Russia. Latwii went on to say this battle is not in the physical and is not fought with people but with thoughts, for there are, from previous cycles of civilization upon this sphere, machines which have intelligence, which dwell within some of the deeper rock formations of your planet, the product of a civilization which long ago ended, but they are not positive but negative in nature, and are the pawns of the thought forms that are strong enough to penetrate this form of machine, so we are speaking of two levels here: the level of your daily life is peopled with humans, and the level underlying this drama which you are witnessing is a deeper struggle between good and evil, and although there is no question of the ultimate outcome, there are some dicey moments because you are experiencing the transitional period in which these moments may come rapidly for some time to come, and we are glad that you did not ask about the Chinese, for that is another subject, and one which we would rather not go into at this time, since that situation has passed. On June 13, 1976, Hatonn described the battle of Armageddon:

Although we dislike that term, you may indeed think of darkness and light in a battle. We refrain from calling it the Battle of Armageddon due to the great fear which this term engenders, for it is a fearful story as it is written in your holy works.

Yet the forces of Light and the forces of darkness have battled long and hard for this planet and, indeed, you may think of a disease entering the body. Those defenders of the body come, surrounding and destroying those diseases. In such a way may you consider those apparitions which are of the darkness, for the forces of Light are many times the strength of these. And the battle is never in doubt as to its ultimate end but only as to individual, shall we say, skirmishes.

Does this answer your question?

Questioner: It gives me food for thought.

Latwii: We are always glad to give someone a mental snack. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: [Inaudible].

I am with this instrument. I am Latwii. We must decline to answer this question. We are sorry for that, but we feel that attempting to channel that particular information at this time would be premature.

Questioner: [Inaudible].

We are checking the computer. I am Latwii. The one known as Hatonn is working hard and doing fairly well. The prayers of many have joined the entities of that planetary society. There are gains registered on both sides. The probability of the most serious consequences is down somewhat. However, there is, shall we say, a semi-critical situation, and we continue to ask for your love and support of Hatonn and of those leaders with whom Hatonn is working.

Is there another question?

Questioner: How can we help people to get through these heavy times we are going through?

Latwii: I am aware of your question, my brother, but it is so general that we have to go back to “Go” and collect $200.00. You can only help those people who ask you for help. That eliminates a large number of people. Thus, you must not worry when you cannot help people. Help is only appreciated if it is requested. Unwanted help is unnecessary help, and it will not help but only interfere, for all have a sovereign free will, and no matter what occurs in this physical illusion there is an infinity of time for each entity to learn and understand the truth.

Thus, abandon your desire to help everybody. We realize this is not a conscious desire, but it is a common subconscious desire, due to the fact that those who seek to know the truth are also those who have a love for other beings with whom they share this planetary surface of yours. There are a few whom you may help, and they will ask you for that help. There are as many ways to help as there are requests. Some people may require a smile; some may require food. There are endless ways to share the bounty and the Love of the Creator. If you are able to offer seed thoughts for the promotion of change for the individual who requests it, then, you have done the greatest help of all. For the greatest help is a spiritual help. And, the spiritual help can only be truly accomplished by the person, with you acting as a catalyst. Thus, think of yourself as a watershed, over which many will flow. There are a few whom you may help with a word, a few with a touch, a few with generosity of food, or speech. Whatever is needed, it will be asked for, and it will be a matter of your own understanding as to what you can do to fulfill the needs of those who ask.

Questioner asked: “How can we help people to get through these heavy times we are going through?” Latwii began by saying you can only help those people who ask you for help, and that eliminates a large number of people, so you must not worry when you cannot help people, for help is only appreciated if it is requested, but unwanted help is unnecessary help, and it will not help but only interfere, for all have free will, and no matter what occurs in this physical illusion there is an infinity of time for each entity to learn the truth. Latwii went on to say abandon your desire to help everybody, but we realize this is not a conscious desire, but it is a common subconscious desire due to the fact that those who seek to know the truth are those who have a love for other beings with whom they share this planetary surface, but there are a few whom you may help, and they will ask you for that help, so there are as many ways to help as there are requests, and some people may require a smile or food, for there are endless ways to share the Love of the Creator, and if you are able to offer thoughts for the promotion of change for the individual who requests it, then you have done the greatest help of all, for the greatest help is a spiritual help, and spiritual help can only be accomplished by the person, with you acting as a catalyst, so think of yourself as a watershed over which many will flow, and there are a few whom you may help with a word, a few with a touch, a few with generosity of food, or speech, but whatever is needed will be asked for, and it will be a matter of your understanding as to what you can do to fulfill the needs of those who ask. On December 17, 1989, Hatonn described the nature of our being of spiritual help:

The greatest of active services as opposed to passive services of being is loving in such a way that you are able to hear the words between the lines that plead for spiritual help. We pray you may have the subtlety of wit, the intelligence to take that information which is important to the other, and find a tongue to speak that does not create a stumbling block, while many have been damaged by guilt and excessive judgment in some of your saddled religions.

We ask you to remember that the Creator’s supply of Love, whether it be food, caring, thought, words, or any deed, is completely and totally infinite. So that, if you are a channel for the Love of the Creator, you do not have to worry about running out of steam or being unable to help in one way or another. You need only to work upon yourself, so that you are a clear channel, unmoved by the ridiculousness of many situations, and in great humor when others find a situation quite grim. For you see, you dwell in the midst of a great cosmic joke and a great cosmic tragedy. And the ability to see both polarities of this truth equally is a very helpful one in dealing with yourself. And when you have dealt with this polarity within yourself, laughing at your grief and solemn in your joy, you may be of balanced help to others, for you may not then be touched by their difficulties to the point where you will be unable to respond in the way the Creator within you would respond.

There are many who make the mistake of caring without asking how to care for their higher self. Ask that, my brother, and that will be a greater source of information than any arbitrary way of helping that we could give you. You know, the one known as Jesus said, “If you do these things to the least of these, my brother, you do them unto me.” That is the secret, my brothers: you and your brothers are one. You are the Creator, and he is the Creator. Your brothers and sisters, and you, and we, and the Creator, are one being, the cells of which sometimes get themselves all mixed up. Let your cell of existence be calm; be joyful, and be one body of the creation.

Now Latwii said we ask you to remember that the Creator’s supply of Love, whether it be food, caring, thought, or any deed, is infinite, so if you are a channel for the Love of the Creator you do not have to worry about being unable to help in one way or another, for you need only to work upon yourself, so that you are a clear channel, unmoved by the ridiculousness of many situations, and in great humor when others find a situation quite grim, for you dwell in the midst of a cosmic joke and a cosmic tragedy, and the ability to see both polarities of this truth equally is a helpful one in dealing with yourself, so when you have dealt with this polarity within yourself, laughing at your grief and solemn in your joy, you may be of balanced help to others, for you may not then be touched by their difficulties to the point where you will be unable to respond in the way the Creator within you would respond. Latwii continued by saying there are many who make the mistake of caring without asking how to care for their higher self, so ask that, and that will be a greater source of information than any way of helping that we could give you, for you know Jesus said, “If you do these things to the least of these, my brother, you do them unto me,” and that is the secret, my brothers: you and your brothers are one since you are the Creator, and he is the Creator, for your brothers and sisters, and you, and we, and the Creator, are one being, the cells of which sometimes get themselves all mixed up, so let your cell of existence be calm, joyful, and be one body of the creation. On August 15, 1976, Latoo said that we should be aware of our we can see our lives as a cosmic joke:

You must allow your brain and your body to rest. Our other suggestion is always good for anyone, and that is to allow yourself to seek the light touch. To allow yourself to remember that life, as you know it, is a cosmic joke. It is not good to take things too seriously. All of your busy thoughts and all of your worries are, at best, little cartoons. When you pass from this physical existence, you will spend some time laughing and some time crying. And the tears will come because you took things so seriously, that you forgot to laugh and praise the Creator that gave you this marvelous cartoon. This attitude is all-important in maintaining the balance that allows you to go through your physical experience learning and also enjoying yourself.

Does this answer your question, my brother?

Questioner: Yes.

Latwii: We are truly enjoying ourselves, for we have developed a great affection for this group, and we thank you for allowing us to talk to you, for we do not have any other groups upon this planet who we can talk to. You are our first, and we are really enjoying this a great deal. So, we hope that you have another question.

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: That is correct. We are observing in your northern hemisphere at this time. And also, in your southern hemisphere there is another buildup at this time which is creating very beautiful colors in your spectrum. However, these are not the same precise vibration as the colors of your sun and do not have the same properties. So, we are very busy cataloguing them all. And we thank the Creator for allowing us to see a transition in action. It is a very awe-inspiring thing, and we are specialists in what you would call spectroscopic analysis in many dimensions of space/time. Therefore, we are especially appreciative of the vibratory nature of your transition.

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: Yes, my brother. This instrument does not know geography. We are having difficulty. The [inaudible].

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: The chain of disturbance that we are showing this instrument occurs south of your country and to the east, in the ocean, with not very much land. There will be difficulties. We cannot see yet from the [inaudible] of the color whether it will be of what you would call of a volcanic nature or an earthquake. However, there will be an adjustment of the plates, as you call then, of the planetary [inaudible]. If you would desire for this to be less violent you may, of course, send…

[The rest of the tape is inaudible.]

This morning I used my backpack blower to blow the leaves in the backyard, and from my neighbor’s driveway, into areas where I could mulch them with Venus, my big mower.

This afternoon I cleaned the filters for the fountain in my fishpond. Then I found a rectangular stone about an inch thick that I put under the plastic tube that the fountain flows out of to allow the fountain to flow higher. Then I used my trimmer to weed the Moss Garden in the backyard. Then I used my blower to blow the weed cuttings out of the Moss Garden.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

September 25

Seek The Wisdom Of Love

Greetings in the Love of the most compassionate Christ.

You have many things upon your minds, judgments to make and tasks to perform this day. It is good to will to do these things if you seek the grace to do them well. Yet you must know that your point of view is ever less informed than the greater will of consciousness in Christ.

Plunge, then, into the waters of everlasting life and seek not the hot and fervent faith that shall cool by evening but the peaceful, calm certainty that wishes only to move deeper and deeper, breathing the waters of rich and unending wisdom and Love, forsaking the dry and barren breath of human judgment and decision. Let your decision be to turn to the faith that is your everlasting consciousness.

Peace be with you.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Latwii channeling comes from May 4, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator, and give you the blessing of the Confederation of the Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator. It is our privilege to work with you this evening. We have not spoken to this group as the, shall we say, keynote speaker for some time now, for this is not our usual task, as you know.

But your teachers of Hatonn, because they are of the vibration of Love, are at this moment very, very busy elsewhere upon your planet, for there are many in your Middle East and in that country which you call Russia, who would like to make war at this time. Our fear is not for your physical bodies, but simply for the timing of this global conflict, for such it would be if those in Russia, as you call this land mass, had their way, for at this time they are capable of superiority in weaponry of a type which is not part of the normal repertoire of armaments among the people of your culture. They are what you call mind control weapons, and your people do not have a defense for them. Therefore, there is a clear advantage at this time to a global conflict.

We do not wish to stay the conflict forever, if that is the will of your people, but we wish to send as much Love as possible to your leaders of all nations, of all beliefs, and of all polarities, in the hopes that we can, for just a little while longer, continue to offer the pathways of observation, convocation, and evolution to your people. We are trying to offer to your people—those who wish to seek—an understanding of the true nature of observation. For to see with eyes of Love is to see for the first time that which is real. For those few sheep among your people who wish to be saved, and who seek a group of like-minded people, we offer them the principle of convocation and give them the knowledge that they may find such groups and raise their voices as one in their desire to know the truth.

Latwii said that they were contacting this group to share their thoughts on how to deal with the possibility of war in the areas of the Middle East and of Russia. Latwii began by saying your teachers of Hatonn, because they are of the vibration of Love, are busy elsewhere upon your planet, for there are many in the Middle East and in Russia who would like to make war at this time, and our fear is not for your physical bodies, but for the timing of this global conflict, for if those in Russia had their way they are capable of superiority in weaponry of a type which is not part of the normal type of armaments among the people of your culture, for they are mind control weapons, and your people do not have a defense for them, so there is a clear advantage at this time in a global conflict. Then Latwii said we do not wish to stop the conflict forever, if that is the will of your people, but we wish to send as much Love as possible to your leaders of all nations in the hopes that we can continue to offer the pathways of observation and evolution to your people, and we are trying to offer to your people who wish to seek an understanding of the true nature of observation, for to see with eyes of Love is to see for the first time that which is real, for those people who wish to be saved, and who seek a group of like-minded people, we offer them the principle of convocation and give them the knowledge that they may find such groups and raise their voices as one in their desire to know the truth. On October 27, 1985, L/Leema spoke of how we can use our eyes of Love to resolve difficulties with others:

There appears in each idea that there are ramifications and considerations of various levels of thinking so that one who is more mature in years shall think differently upon the same subject than one who is young. All of these appearances are appearances of separation. In truth, there is one creation, there is one consciousness, and for each density there is one Thought. In your density you are seeking to know the thought of Love, not intellectually or by any guidebook but rather from the inside out, from the heart outwards, through the mouth, through the ears, through the eyes. One who has the heart of Love also has ears that hear with Love; one who has a heart of Love sees that which it passes before its gaze with eyes of Love.

When it seems apparent that there is a lack of communication between two entities, that there are hurt feelings and insults, one must look to the Love in the insult and the Love in the hurt feelings, for both of these pains belong to the emotional self and are a distortion of Love.

And above all, we find each moment in which we can speak to your people of evolution an infinitely precious moment, because, although your people cannot go backwards, they can certainly drag their heels. And the majority of your people have dug in their heels and are resisting with a great deal of effort the relentless march of evolution towards the light. Yes, my friends, you can resist. There are a few planets who have resisted so completely that there is no Light. But evolution is inevitable, even upon such lost planets. Yours is just in the middle, my friends. There are not so many who would be evil, but my friends, there are not so many who would be good. The great majority of your people would be neither good nor evil, but do not seem to have a predisposition to either. Hence, they are as pawns in a game which they know not of.

You, my friends, have begun to understand the game, and have begun to aid in your own evolution by understanding the value of being polarized toward Love. This is not an easy polarization and that teacher named Jesus would never have promised that it was easy. For He said, “If you would be my disciple, take up your cross and follow me.” Did he mean, my friends, that all of you must go through life in some kind of terrible martyrdom, suffering in order to be wholesome? No, my friends. Your teacher laughed at weddings and changed water into wine so that His friends might make merry and rejoice. He had a very deep sense of humor and rarely felt sorry for Himself. He knew the ways of Love, and He knew that the path involved is a stony path. The path of evolution is a rocky path.

Latwii went on to say we find each moment in which we can speak to your people of evolution a precious moment, because although your people cannot go backwards, they can drag their heels, and the majority of your people have dug in their heels and are resisting the march of evolution towards the Light, so  you can resist, and there are a few planets who have resisted so completely that there is no Light, but evolution is inevitable, even upon such lost planets, but yours is in the middle, so there are not many who would be evil, but there are not many who would be good, for the majority of your people would be neither good nor evil, but do not seem to have a tendency towards either, so they are pawns in a game which they know not of. Latwii continued by saying you have begun to understand the game, and have begun to aid in your evolution by understanding the value of being polarized towards Love. This is not an easy polarization, and Jesus would never have promised that it was easy, for He said, “If you would be my disciple, take up your cross and follow me.” Did he mean that all of you must go through life in some kind of terrible martyrdom, suffering in order to be wholesome? No, your teacher laughed at weddings and changed water into wine so that His friends might make merry and rejoice. He had a very deep sense of humor and rarely felt sorry for Himself. He knew the ways of Love, and He knew that the path involved is a stony path. The path of evolution is a rocky path. On August 5, 1984, Latwii said that our path of evolution can be difficult:

Each seeker of truth finds the path laid before it in a manner which leads inevitably to the one Creator. For in each moment the one Creator is all that is. Yet as the one Creator seeks to know Itself and has portioned Itself throughout the one creation in the positive and negative senses, those entities who travel this path of evolution will find that path, though inevitably leading to the one Creator, can be a path which has many surprises for those whose step is not sure and whose attention has been diverted for the moment. And it may be necessary from time to time for the seeker to learn lessons which may be described as difficult. Yet each lesson teaches Love, wisdom and unity for those who are alert to the possibilities within difficulty.

The reason for this is very simple, my friends. Say that you are not aware of the process of evolution. You are therefore not responsible for your lessons. You react in a completely instinctual manner, and through the catalyst of many, many lifetimes’ experience you begin very slowly to develop. You may have a hard life, but the aspect of learning lessons will not seem a great part of it. However, when this student takes on the responsibility of the path towards truth, he will be given small quizzes along the way.

Now, everyone is given these quizzes, but most do not recognize them. The student recognizes them, and therefore has the responsibility for meeting them. If you are having difficulty loving an enemy, you will be faced with that problem until you have conquered it. If you have trouble with one enemy, that enemy may go away, but you will have another. If you are having trouble with some addiction either in thought, in action, or in temperance, the source of that addiction may go away but you will be challenged again. Each time that you have the choice between anger or some other negative emotion and calm acceptance and creative understanding and you choose the release of anger or some other negative emotion, you know—those of you who are on the path—that you must do it again, you have made an error, and that it will meet you, most surely.

Then Latwii said that the reason for this is simple, so say that you are not aware of the process of evolution, and you are not responsible for your lessons, so you react in an instinctual manner, and through the catalyst of many lifetimes’ experience you begin slowly to develop, so you may have a hard life, but the aspect of learning lessons will not seem a great part of it, for when you take on the responsibility of the path towards truth, you will be given quizzes along the way. Now Latwii said everyone is given these quizzes, but most do not recognize them, but the student recognizes them and has the responsibility for meeting them, so if you are having difficulty loving an enemy, you will be faced with that problem until you have conquered it, and if you are having trouble with some addiction in thought or in action the source of that addiction may go away, but you will be challenged again, for each time that you have the choice between some negative emotion and calm acceptance, and you choose the release of anger or some other negative emotion, you know that you must do it again, as you have made an error, and that it will meet you, most surely. On May 4, 1980, Latwii spoke of the nature of quizzes along our spiritual path:

Say that you are not aware of the process of evolution. You are therefore not responsible for your lessons. You react in a completely instinctual manner, and through the catalyst of many, many lifetimes’ experience you begin very slowly to develop. You may have a hard life, but the aspect of learning lessons will not seem a great part of it. However, when this student takes on the responsibility of the path towards truth, he will be given small quizzes along the way.

Now, everyone is given these quizzes, but most do not recognize them. The student recognizes them, and therefore has the responsibility for meeting them. If you are having difficulty loving an enemy, you will be faced with that problem until you have conquered it.

Your entire planet, as a planetary consciousness, has not yet reached the level of conscious development. It is simply reacting as it has reacted for many thousands of years in a warlike and somewhat negative fashion. It would be well, my friends, if you would meditate briefly for the success of our brothers and sisters of Hatonn and for peace in the world, for there are very critical occurrences at this time. We wish we could tell you how this will all come out because we like a good story as well as you, but we do not know the answer. We do not know the timetable, but we do know the final outcome, for there is only one final outcome. In the battle between good and evil, that which survives will be neither good nor evil—but Love. Good and evil are the light and the shadow of Love. Love will prevail, but we do not know when, and we do not know what will occur during these days while good and evil struggle upon your land.

We ask you especially to understand that in such a situation as you face now, each side is convinced of its own rightness and goodness, and no one in this particular situation feels evil. No one accepts the role of the bad guy. Each feels that God, Allah or history is on their side. You may ponder that, my friends, for it will give you an insight into the true meaning of Love, into the true nature of the Creator, and into the true oneness of all mankind upon your planet. You are fighting a civil war, my friends, for you are all planetary beings, and your national feelings and tribulation, difficulties, secret missions, secret weapons, and all the rest, remind us of a finger plotting against its hand, or one foot plotting against the other knee. We do not understand totally why you would wish to mutilate yourself. However, we accept that it is so. Nor do we judge you, for you are not unlike many of our brothers and sisters who have gone through similar sections of learning in their own evolution.

Now Latwii said your planet has not reached the level of conscious development, and it is reacting as it has reacted for thousands of years in a warlike and negative fashion, so it would be well, if you meditate for the success of our brothers and sisters of Hatonn and for peace in the world, for there are critical occurrences at this time, and we wish we could tell you how this will turn out because we like a good story as well as you, but we do not know the answer or the timetable, but we do know the final outcome, for there is only one final outcome because in the battle between good and evil, that which survives will be neither good nor evil—but Love–for good and evil are the Light and the shadow of Love, and Love will prevail, but we do not know when, and we do not know what will occur during these days while good and evil struggle upon your land. Latwii continued by saying we ask you to understand that in such a situation as you face now, each side is convinced of its own rightness, and no one in this situation feels evil, an no one accepts the role of the bad guy, for each feels that God, Allah or history is on their side, so you may ponder that, for it will give you an insight into the true meaning of Love, into the true nature of the Creator, and into the true oneness of all mankind upon your planet, for you are fighting a civil war since you are all planetary beings, and your national feelings, secret weapons, and all the rest, remind us of a finger plotting against its hand, so we do not understand why you would wish to mutilate yourself, but we accept that it is so, nor do we judge you, for you are not unlike many of our brothers and sisters who have gone through similar sections of learning in their own evolution. On August 9, 1996, Hatonn spoke of good and evil as two roads to the great Central Source of Love:

We refer to the question of good and evil. It is one to record, my friends. We ask you to understand that like all opposites, that it is the result of being in motion. When one is in motion, there is that which is ahead and that which is behind. If you could understand yourselves as beings which have been sent out from a great Central Source, and which are at varying speeds making a great circular return to that Central Source, then you can begin to understand good and evil.

At one point in your evolution, my friends, you were at the farthest point from the central source, which we call Creator for want of another word. There was nothing behind and nothing in front of you, when you began your travel. As you moved toward that great Light, that great Central sun, Light is before you and darkness behind you. Wisdom before you and ignorance behind you. Those who wish to gain power may gain it in one of two ways—by aiding and abetting that journey towards the Light, which is called good, or by, shall we say, applying the brakes in progress and attempting to reenter that portion of the cycle which has already been which is called evil. If you can understand that at the end of your journey, when you are without motion, there will be no good or evil.

We ask you to lift up your hearts now, my friends, for we vibrate in the Light and in the Light there is no disharmony. We ask you to let these things drop away and to cleanse your soul as you would a garment, rinsing it in the cool, clear waters of a mountain stream until it is completely and utterly cleansed of nationalism, pride, glory, and righteousness. We ask you to see those who you think are your enemies. Lift them up into the light, my friends, for they are your brothers and sisters. They are sad; they are puzzled; they do not know the Light; they cannot recognize the Light. Your own leader, my friends, knows the Light, and in his own way, is of a very pure nature. Many of your people do not understand the quality of Light in the one who is your president at this time. We are aware, my friends, that it is not a practical or a prosperous characteristic. Nevertheless, it is inspiring to us to find anyone in a position of authority who is in the Light. Lift him up also, my friends, for he knows where he is.

Feel the peace of this place which exists, my friends, inside yourselves. The Light is white, but is not blinding, and so may your understanding be to you. Keep that white Light in your heart, my friends. Release all of the thoughts which we have given you, and settle back into your bodies now. You are of the Light. You have understanding available to you. It will not blind you to action, however, it will make you more thoughtful. It will make you less understood, but it will make you more understanding.

Latwii continued by saying we ask you to lift up your hearts now, for we vibrate in the Light, and in the Light there is no disharmony, and we ask you to let these things drop away and to cleanse your soul as you would a garment, rinsing it in the clear waters of a mountain stream until it is cleansed of nationalism and pride, so we ask you to see those who you think are your enemies, and lift them up into the Light, for they are your brothers and sisters, and they are sad because they do not recognize the Light, but your leader knows the Light, and he is of a pure nature, but many of your people do not understand the quality of Light in the one who is your president at this time, so we are aware that it is not a practical characteristic, but it is inspiring to us to find anyone in a position of authority who is in the Light, so lift him up, for he knows where he is. Now Latwii said feel the peace of this place which exists inside yourselves, and its Light is white, but it is not blinding, and so may your understanding be to you, so keep that white Light in your heart, and release all of the thoughts which we have given you, and settle back into your bodies now, for you are of the Light, and you have understanding available to you, so it will make you more thoughtful, and it will make you less understood, but it will make you more understanding. On March 13, 2010, Q’uo spoke of how we all have the Light in our hearts:

It is almost as if there was a tide of judgment in the world that wants to put out the Light, that wants to make differences that judge people, that wants to make people not okay. And against that rising tide of darkness stands the candle, the frail, feeble, flickering candle of the Love that is moving through your heart at this time. Yet all of the darkness in the world cannot put out the Light in your heart. So, “this Light of yours, you can let it shine,” without fear that by loving, instead of judging, you shall be diminished in some way.

I will pause at this time, so that you may rest for a moment in silent meditation.

[Pause]

I am Laitos, my friends, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. It is my privilege to join our brothers and sisters of Latwii in sharing our thoughts with you. We would like to pass among you at this time to work with each of you in the conditioning wave. If you would relax, we will be with each of you for a few moments.

[Pause]

I am with this instrument, and I thank you for your help in opening yourself to us. We very much enjoy working with each of your vibrations and find them most enjoyable. We are always with you. We ask you to think of us not as a wiser source than yourself, but only as a more experienced brother or sister, for we never know which you will get when you request our presence. We are more experienced, and we share it with you just as your older brother might do. That is what we are here for, that is our mission here.

We can do so little for you, my friends, and we are so filled with the fire of Love, and wish so dearly to give it to your people. As we dwell above you in our ship, we spend much time in prayer for your people, for we have heard your call for help, and we are here, and yet we can do so little. We ask those of you who meditate to meditate just a bit more, we ask you to be on fire with Love, for the Creator has made a mighty and beautiful creation, and it is one with you and you are one with it, and all divisions are nothing but illusion. Reach out, my friends, when you feel that it is in you to do so, reach out in Love. Feel that inner glow, the warmth of that fire that is within you. It is real, it is not an illusion. That is who you are, that glow, that spark, that power created you from nothing and you are eternal.

Before this world rolled in a circle, you existed. A soul on a long path. Here you are, my friends, in this place, in this time, on your path. Your Creator can only speak through you. Its hands can only reach through you. The words of Love are only spoken through you. Thus, be open to inspiration; be open to kindness; to cheerfulness, to the simple actions, the smiles, the courtesies, the gentle touch, that make the people around you know, not that you are such a fine fellow, not that you are such a wonderful girl. No, my friends, that is not it. But that the Creator has created a marvelous and wonderful creation. One in which gladness is the total truth. Love is the total truth. Love is the total reality. Meditate, my friends, and feel this, and then let it shine forth in your eyes, through your lips, and by the service that you do.

Laitos wanted to share information with those in this group as to how they could be of service to each person that they meet. Laitos began by saying we can do so little for you, and we are filled with the fire of Love, and wish to give it to your people, so as we dwell above you in our ship, we spend time in prayer for your people, for we have heard your call for help, and we are here, so we ask you who meditate to meditate just a bit more, and we ask you to be on fire with Love, for the Creator has made a mighty and beautiful creation, and it is one with you, and you are one with it, so all divisions are nothing but illusion, so reach out in Love when you feel that it is time for you to do so, and feel the warmth of that fire that is within you, for it is real, and it is who you are, that spark that created you from nothing, and you are eternal. Laitos went on to say before this world rolled in a circle, you existed as a soul on a long path, so here you are in this place on your path, and your Creator can only speak through you, and its hands can only reach through you, for the words of Love are only spoken through you, so be open to inspiration, to kindness, and to the gentle touch that make people around you know, not that you are such a fine person, but that the Creator has created a wonderful creation in which gladness and Love are the truth, so meditate, and let it shine forth in your eyes and by the service that you do. On March 7, 2002, Q’uo spoke of the value of our being open to inspiration:

The unseen help, the unseen presence is tremendous at this time for those who seek to be healed. Purify your intentions; discipline those forces of personality that block your heart. Open to inspiration and trust intuition. And know that each has tremendous power to make a difference and to achieve effective and transformational improvement of the harvest of planet Earth.

I am Laitos, and I thank you for listening to me. But I felt that you had a desire to hear this this evening, and though I do not usually spend so much time speaking of philosophy, this evening I felt that while I was giving the conditioning wave, I would speak to you about Love. I thank you for listening to me, and I will at this time pause and say Adonai so that Latwii may again speak with you. I leave you in Love and Light. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

I am Latwii. I am again with this instrument. We are having trouble with this instrument, for she smells food, and her concentration is wandering. We will work with this instrument, if you will have patience. I have a better contact with this instrument at this time, and would wish at this time to open the meeting to questions. Is there a question?

Questioner: [A question is asked about nationalism.]

Latwii: I am with the instrument. That is a very good question, my brother, and we must answer it not in your terms but in ours. There is no should or shouldn’t to evolution. There is only the inevitable. At a certain point in your evolution you will no longer have groups that are smaller than the planetary consciousness, for you will have discovered that you are all men and women of Earth, as you call your planet. We call your planet Sorrows. There are many names depending upon the quarter of the sky from which our ships have come. When that occurs, there will not be a feeling “nationalism,” there will be a feeling of planetary oneness due to the fact that the true geographical entity upon your planet is the planet.

You will notice upon the maps that you have of your states and countries that say, for instance, you may have the state in which you reside colored pink, while the state called Indiana by your peoples colored yellow and the state called Ohio by your peoples colored blue. However, if you take off in what you call your airplane and achieve an altitude sufficient for you to see parts of those three states which is possible even in a small plane, you will notice that there is no obvious demarcation between your Kentucky, your Indiana, your Ohio, and moreover you will notice that they are not pink, yellow, and blue, but are indeed all of a camouflage color of brown and green and some black, with ponds sparkling and rivers flowing here and there, knowing no boundaries other than the natural boundaries of altitude.

Questioner: [A question is asked about nationalism.] Latwii said That is a very good question, and we must answer it not in your terms but in ours, for there is no should or shouldn’t to evolution as there is only the inevitable, for at a certain point in your evolution you will no longer have groups that are smaller than the planetary consciousness, for you will have discovered that you are all men and women of Earth, and we call your planet Sorrows, so there are many names depending upon the quarter of the sky from which our ships have come, and when that occurs, there will not be a feeling “nationalism,” but there will be a feeling of planetary oneness due to the fact that the true geographical entity upon your planet is the planet. Latwii continued by saying that you will notice upon the maps that you have of your states and countries that say you may have the state in which you reside colored pink, while the state called Indiana is colored yellow, and the state of Ohio is colored blue, but if you take off in an airplane and achieve an altitude sufficient for you to see parts of those three states which is possible even in a small plane, you will notice that there is no obvious demarcation between Kentucky, Indiana, or Ohio, and you will notice that they are not pink, yellow, and blue, but are indeed all of a camouflage color of brown and green and some black, with ponds sparkling and rivers flowing here and there, knowing no boundaries other than the natural boundaries of altitude. On September 13, 1979, Hatonn spoke of the problems that come with nationalism:

As we watch the people of the world in which you now reside, we do not see any lessening of nationalism, and all of the pride and vain glory which that causes, of the desire for war as a tool of diplomacy in order to gain advantage over other nations and ideologies. These things are increasing, in spite of the great tragedies that have happened within the last hundred years. The vibrations are very strong on your planet. It is as though the people were vampires, desirous of blood.

You have tried very hard, and so have we, and individuals among the sheep will pass the graduation test and thus you will have done your job, and for that, you too can be grateful and feel satisfied. But you were fighting against great odds, and so are we. We still fight on, and so do you. And we do not consider the situation hopeless; for there is an eternity in which to work it out.

This is true of your entire planet. The feelings of nationalism are proper to your situation at this time. However, it is good for you and for all those who wish to live a loving and thoughtful life, to be aware that nationalism, while appropriate to the circumstance in which you find yourself, is part of an illusion. This illusion is taking place that you may grow. We are not speaking of physical growth but spiritual growth or, as we have said before, the evolution of spirit. Thus, if you can view the situation which you call political which demands nationalism at this time, in a light which includes the understanding that this is not the ultimate reality, only an illusion, then you may observe the illusion and attempt to understand the lessons which this particular illusion at this particular time is attempting to show you.

We earlier brought you to a place of Light and specifically brought rulers, leaders of three nations deadlocked in a near war with each other, so that you could feel in your heart that the reality was that they and you are are one being. How can you serve the Creator with nationalist feelings? My friends, you will; you will serve the Creator, and it is not inappropriate to have the feelings that you have. However it is appropriate both to respond as the situation in the illusion requires you to respond, and to know beyond a shadow of a doubt that it is an illusion, and that you are, in truth, a child of the Creator. That whatever actions are necessary, you will do, but you will not do them with hate, with obsession, with pride, with righteousness, but only with compassion, both for yourself and for those who are of other nations, and for your Earth in its tribulation.

Then Latwii said this is true of your entire planet, and the feelings of nationalism are proper to your situation at this time, but it is good for all those who wish to live a loving life to be aware that nationalism, while appropriate to the circumstance in which you find yourself, is part of an illusion, and this illusion is taking place that you may grow, but we are not speaking of physical growth but the evolution of spirit, so if you can view the political situation which demands nationalism in a light which includes the understanding that this is only an illusion, then you may observe the illusion and attempt to understand the lessons which this is attempting to show you. Latwii went on to say earlier we brought you to a place of Light and brought rulers and leaders of three nations locked in a near war with each other, so that you could feel in your heart that the reality was that they and you are one being, so how can you serve the Creator with nationalist feelings? Latwii said you will serve the Creator, and it is not inappropriate to have the feelings that you have, but it is appropriate both to respond as the situation in the illusion requires you to respond, and to know beyond a shadow of a doubt that it is an illusion, and that you are a child of the Creator, so whatever actions are necessary, you will do them only with compassion, both for yourself and for those who are of other nations, and for your Earth in its tribulation. On December 31, 1989, Q’uo spoke of how we are part of an illusion that allows us to grow spiritually:

That understanding is the simultaneity of all time, all space, and all action. This present moment is eternal. The past, the future, the feeling of being in the river of time, are part of an illusion which gives you who seek an enormously powerful opportunity, consciously to accelerate the rate of your spiritual growth.

Have we made this clear to you, my brother?

Questioner: Yes.

Latwii: Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: [A question is asked about Russia’s mind control weapons.]

Latwii: We are aware of your question and are examining this instrument’s mind. However, as in the past, we find this instrument lacks many of the virtues of a scientific training. However, we will attempt to speak through her.

Themind has an electrical field, and so does the Earth, and so does every living thing. Weapons of a psychic or psychotronic nature—may we correct this instrument, for she is not familiar with this subject matter. The pronunciation is “psy-ca-tronic.” Those weapons known as psychic or psychotronic weapons are capable of sending a wave or electrical field through the Earth in any direction they may wish and at any power that they may wish, so that the minds of those in the field of that particular weapon are no longer capable of functioning normally. Various physical disabilities will occur, such as nausea, blinding headaches, rage, fury, and other extreme emotions which are finally turned to self-destruction, so that you have those who would fight the enemy instead, fighting themselves, and, at the extreme, dying.

This is one type of weapon; there are others. However, this is the most generally effective and the one best tested by their scientists. The USSR has also spent many years developing what seem to be random psychic powers among certain gifted individuals, so that they may be used by the state, alone, in groups, and in conjunction with machines. Those of your scientists in the early ’60s debated the use of such weapons, but decided not to spend a large amount of revenue upon that type of research. As this instrument would say, they dropped the ball. There is now what you call a definite gap in the efficiency of the weapons deployed by Russia, as you call this country, and your own country. Both of you have weapons to destroy each other with physical means, but only one country has the ability to destroy through energy.

Questioner: [A question is asked about Russia’s mind control weapons.] Latwii began by saying the mind has an electrical field, and so does the Earth, and so does every living thing, and those weapons known as psychotronic weapons are capable of sending an electrical field through the Earth in any direction and at any power that they may wish, so that the minds of those in the field of that particular weapon are no longer capable of functioning normally, so various physical disabilities will occur such as nausea, headaches, rage, and other extreme emotions which are finally turned to self-destruction, so that you have those who would fight the enemy, instead, fighting themselves, and, at the extreme, dying. Then Latwii said this is one type of weapon, and there are others, but this is the most effective, and the one best tested by their scientists, so the USSR has spent many years developing what seem to be random psychic powers among certain gifted individuals, so that they may be used by the state, alone, in groups, and in conjunction with machines, for those of your scientists in the early ’60s debated the use of such weapons, but decided not to spend a large amount of revenue upon that type of research, and as Carla would say, they dropped the ball, so there is now a gap in the efficiency of the weapons deployed by Russia and your own country, but both of you have weapons to destroy each other with physical means, but only one country has the ability to destroy through energy. On August 2, 1979, Hatonn spoke of how one may develop their psychic power:

Perhaps the best use of astrology and many of the other disciplines, such as tarot, numerology, and the others, is as a focusing point, shall we say, for the psychic power of the individual. It may be quite small to begin with, but by working through this particular system, your own power of intuition begins to develop, and you see more than what is in the stars, or in the cards, or in the numbers, and you see better. You, unlike the stars, are creatures of compassion and love. The stars in their courses are, indeed, determined. You, my friends, have free will. Thus, we ask you to approach astrology as everything else, in a cautionary manner, trusting most reliably on your own senses, both outer and inner—your common sense and your intuitive sense.

You can well imagine the possibilities of this in balance or grace. However, Russia is vulnerable to determined and prolonged attacks upon power sources for the great machine that developed the psychotronic devices. Therefore, they are not quite bold enough to move in the face of world opinion at this time. However, you will have observed that they are becoming more and more bold, and are very, very seriously thinking of increasing that boldness beyond the level of open warfare.

Have we been able to explain through this instrument that which you wish to know, my sister?

Questioner: Yes, thank you.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question?

Questioner: Is there any way of escaping the psychotronic weapons?

Latwii: No, my sister, not at the level of vibration you find yourself. If you could all leave your bodies, it would be just fine.

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii. I am again with this instrument. We apologize for the delay, but this instrument desired to change the tape. We do not wish to speak long upon this question for this instrument knows of some of the experiments that have been done by those you call Russians, with the instruments you call psychotronic. Therefore, it is not necessary for us to channel this information through her, she will be able to speak to you herself. However, in simplicity we will say, “no.” There is not any shield, not earth, not stone, not metal, not any shield whatsoever, that can block the extremely low frequencies of the psychotronic weapons.

Is there another question?

[Pause]

If there is no question, we would like to answer a question that has not been asked, but which we feel is general enough that we may answer it without embarrassing anyone.

My friends, we realize that there is a great deal to worry about, and we do not blame any of you in this illusion for being concerned and worried about situations which seem beyond your control. We ask you to have faith in the great continuum of Love and Light, and to know that if your heart desires truly, that heart’s desire will one day come true. Thus, take time out from your worry, let it slip from your shoulders, and envision what you need, what you desire, and what you wish to be so. It is the Creator’s good pleasure to give you Its kingdom. Thus, it is said in your holy work called the Bible, ‘’The Creator is not far from you,“ and It knows your worry, and It must let you have that worry until such time, if you are through with that particular worry, as long as you worry.

No matter what happens in your life you will find something about which to worry. Think instead of that which is good, let the solutions appear, in time, and meanwhile view all of those connected with the situation with as much love as you can muster in very difficult circumstances. That which is broken will be healed, and that which is unbroken is so precious, we ask you to put it first. Seek out the lovely, the living, and the good. We hope that this has helped you and we will leave you in your privacy. We will pause to see if there is another question at this time.

[Pause]

I am with this instrument. I am Latwii. I feel that your group is at peace, and we join you in that peace and that serenity. We ask you to carry it with you in memory and know that we Love you as brothers and sisters. May you enjoy yourselves, my friends, to the fullest in the week ahead. May you laugh and be joyful and know that all things in the creation are the Creator’s. They are distorted, and they are shadowed. Look through, my friends, look through the distortion and see Love.

I will leave this instrument now in great thanksgiving for our time together. It has truly blessed me and my brothers and sisters. I leave you in the infinite Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. I am known to you as Latwii. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu.

This morning I went on an errand run with my first stop being at AutoZone where I bought four bottles of 50:1, 2-cycle engine oil. My next stop was at Speedway gas where I bought 5 gallons of regular gas to use in my lawn mower, and then I filled Stanley’s tank with premium gas. My second stop was a PNC Bank where I made a cash withdrawal.

This afternoon I finished weeding the Ruins Mound Garden by hand. Then I went on another errand run where my first stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. My third stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I picked up a prescription.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

September 24

Laughter And Quiet

Greetings in the Love of Jesus the Christ. I am the Spirit of the consciousness of Christ in the vibration which comforts this instrument.

We noted the surprise which this child showed when we joked at the challenge she offered to us. This is no cause for surprise. Jesus’ Love is based upon a consciousness in which ecstasy is the steady-state experience and laughter as natural as breathing.

Do you distract yourself so that you cannot feel this joy? Quiet yourself, then, until the tides of ease and laughter inundate you and offer blessing in your experience.

Peace be with you.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Hatonn channeling for this session comes from February 3, 1980:

H channeling)

I am Hatonn. Greetings, my friends, in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. It is indeed a privilege, as always, to speak to you. We of the Federation of the Planets in Service to the Infinite Creator have come to you to share with you our thoughts this evening. You have gathered for this purpose, and for this we are grateful. For this is our greatest means of touching with your people and serving them in this manner as it is at the present time our best means of relaying our thoughts, our energy, and our Love to your civilization.

We speak through many instruments such as this one around your planet. And we of the Confederation wish to grow closer to your people. For as all of you may witness, your people, which are divided into segments called countries are driving down what you might call the darkest avenue of their experience. Yet at the end of this avenue ,they shall find the Love and the Light of the Creator. Your planet is experiencing great turmoil. Yet if you had the ability to look into what you would call your future, as in some extent we do, you could see the great benefit that can be derived from your present difficulties. Your planet must grow. It must grow rapidly. And with this growth there shall be the accompanied pains of growth.

As you travel throughout your life, you hold dear to many concepts. Many of these concepts as you grow older are altered. And many times, you are separated from them for you have seen an alternative. And the people upon the planet Earth now must learn to expand their awareness. And they must be willing to separate themselves from many of the concepts that they hold so dearly. For in holding to a fixed concept, allowing for no variation, as your people seem to do, you limit your ability to grow. Yet, indeed, the growth shall occur for the planet on which you reside grows in spirit as do you. Its growth is undeniable by any of your people. You may share in it, or you may be consumed by it. The choice is yours.

Many of your people are focusing their energies at this precise moment on the concept of what you would term as war. We must say that as things stand, we do not foresee an immediate large-scale warfare. Yet farther down the road it looms largely in the possibilities. And it is indeed brought even closer to happening by the present thoughts of each of your people. For every one of you that consider this concept, in doing so, you add energy. And with enough energy added to the concept, it will indeed be created. For all of you upon this planet, as all of your brothers and sisters throughout the galaxies were, as your Bible states, “created in the image and likeness of your Creator,” thus meaning that you have the ability to create also.

The creation itself is a magnificent thought energy, to the best of our realization. Your thoughts are energy, and indeed shall materialize on one plane of life. Therefore, we urge your people to turn from this concept. And consider not the warfare that may loom so largely in your future, but concentrate on the dawning of awareness and the coming of your so-called messiah. We of the Confederation wish to assist your people in utilizing their thought energies to the greater benefit of all civilizations. By speaking through instruments such as this one we are doing the greatest amount of good that we can do at this time. We hope that in the future we can work with you, amongst you, and grow with you, if this is the choice of your people. When you are ready, we shall come to you.

We of the Confederation are weary, for we have waited a long time, as you would consider years. We are weary because we have watched over your people. And we have seen them struggle, struggle beyond that which is imaginable by any of us, searching for the answers to your existence, the meaning of your life. And we have grown weary because the answers are so simple. In fact, each of you already know them if you would but look within yourself and discover your own reality. The purpose of your life on this particular planet, or shall we say, in this particular classroom, is to learn to love one another without any vice, without any stipulation, without any envy or regret. If your people learn even half of this lesson they shall advance into a civilization which is compatible to ours. And they shall grow to work with us and to travel with us throughout the universe, and to spread what they have learned to their unfortunate brothers and sisters on other planets who have yet to come to these realizations. The simplicity of your existence, the meaning of your existence, the reason for your existence is Love. Love encompasses all things. For it is the ingredient upon which all things were created.

I shall transfer this communication to another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am with this instrument. I am Hatonn. We are sorry for the interruption and greet the instrument known as Don. We again greet you in Love and Light.

And what is that subject of which we speak, my friends? What is that strange and much sought after thing that is called Love among your people? It is not what you think it is, my friends. We ask you to visualize in your mind’s eye an individual whom you admire, an individual whom you would be like. What is the nature of this individual, my friends? What in this individual inspires you in this admiration? The answer is something different in each person’s experience. But we suggest that the one thing that there is in common is that people who are loved and admired are themselves the open channels for that which is truly Love. Not Love as it is known among your people. Not something that is done or said or spoken or thought. But something that is.

There are some people that you know that have the gift of being. And whoever they are, and whoever type of being that they show, they show it in such a way that the Love of the Creator shines through. And they become windows in which is reflected the fire of Love. Yes, my friends, Love is a very intense fire. Love is that which you experience, when you experience all that you experience. You yourself are Love. All that you experience is Love. The creation is a creation of Love, Love impressed upon waves of Light in many, infinitely many, combinations giving the universe infinite densities, and giving the entities that dwell in this universe their infinite varieties. But all, my friends, all are varieties of Love. Who are you, my friends? What variety of Love have you experienced this particular day? What Love did you see today? What Love showed through you today? We ask you these questions.

Hatonn wanted to speak to the group on the topic of what Love is. They began by saying what is that strange and much sought after thing that is called Love among your people? It is not what you think it is, so we ask you to visualize in your mind’s eye an individual whom you admire, an individual whom you would be like, and: “What is the nature of this individual? What in this individual inspires you in this admiration?” The answer is something different in each person’s experience, but we suggest that one thing that there is in common is that people who are loved and admired are open channels for that which is truly Love, not something that is done, or said, or thought among your people, but something that is. Hatonn continued by saying there are some people that you know that have the gift of being, and whoever they are they show it in such a way that the Love of the Creator shines through, and they become windows in which is reflected the fire of Love, for Love is an intense fire which you experience when you experience all that you experience, and you are Love, and the creation is a creation of Love impressed upon waves of Light in infinite combinations giving the universe infinite densities, and giving the entities that dwell in this universe their infinite varieties, but all are varieties of Love, but we ask you: “Who are you? What variety of Love have you experienced this day? What Love did you see today? What Love showed through you today?” On January 25, 1987, Q’uo described the Love of the Creator:

And we would suggest that it be remembered at all times that one moves within the limitless Love of the Creator within this illusion in order that through your experience the Creator might become aware of the possibilities for Love to be placed in situations that will require an increased experience of Itself in order to uncover that Love which has been carefully hidden. Thus does the Creator find Its beingness expressed in your experience in manners vivid and pure as a result of the constant effort to uncover Its own face through your efforts.

Thus does the Creator move within the tiniest, the grandest, the most joyful and the most difficult of circumstances in order to enable each seeker at every portion of its journey to both become aware of the ever-present sustenance of the Love of the Creator when appropriate and also to find those times within the experience of an incarnation when the price, shall we say, for such joyful discovery is far greater in order that that discovery might be imbedded more deeply and securely within the seeker’s total being. Thus, one may see a relationship evolve in which the more difficult seeking provides the opportunity for the more deeply experienced and securely seated revelation of Love and unity which ever underlie all experience. Thus, that which is cheaply bought is easily forgotten; that which bears the greater price is that which remains as sure foundation stones upon further experience and service of the One is possible.

We ask you these questions because there is a point in your seeking at which these questions will become very, very important. And that is the point at which you decide that you want to take responsibility for yourself. Your life in this particular experience is short. And each experience that you have is fleeting. And if you know that each experience is one of Love, you then, my friends, are in command over that experience. You know what to look for. You know what you are seeking. You are seeking to understand the Love that created the observer in yourself that is observing the experience. And you are seeking through that observer to find the Love in your experience. You are Love and you are waiting to be reflected.

When you see that Love distorted around you, when you see anger, when you see global anger, or when you see personal anger, when you see fear, trepidation, unhappiness, all of the negative emotions, be they small or great, if you are looking with the knowledge that all things are Love then you can see that all these things are distortions of a basic vibration of Love. And that which is unlovely you can have compassion for. And that which is difficult you can surround with your own desire to give comfort and rest to those things around you which need comfort and rest. You cannot do this from the stores of your own love, for they are but limited, my friends. You can only do this when you make contact with the source of all that is. We are speaking of that one experience which is the source of all experience, that one Love which is the source of all Love, that one Thought which is the source of you, and this channel, and we ourselves as we speak through this channel.

Hatonn went on to say we ask you these questions because there is a point in your seeking when these questions will become important, and that is the point at which you decide that you want to take responsibility for yourself, for your life in this experience is short, and if you know that each experience is one of Love then you are in command over that experience, so you know what you are seeking, for you are seeking to understand the Love that created the observer in yourself that is observing the experience, and you are seeking through that observer to find the Love in your experience, so you are Love, and you are waiting to be reflected. Hatonn went on to say when you see that Love distorted around you, when you see global anger, or when you see personal anger and all of the negative emotions, and if you are looking with the knowledge that all things are Love, then you can see that all these things are distortions of a basic vibration of Love, and that which is unlovely you can have compassion for and surround with your desire to give comfort and rest to those things around you, but you cannot do this from the stores of your own love, for they are limited, so you can only do this when you make contact with the source of all that is, and we are speaking of that one Love which is the source of all Love, that one Thought which is the source of you, and this channel, and we ourselves as we speak through this channel. On August 31, 1986, Latwii described that one Thought that is our source:

I am Latwii, and indeed this is so, my brother, for each seeker of truth has discovered in one way or another that that which may be seen as the stream of consciousness is without beginning and without end, and moves in many ways throughout all of the one infinite creation, for the one creation is held in its place by that one Thought of Love, given birth ageless eons ago by the one Creator, that the one Creator might through the movement of various portions of Its own Love come to know Itself in ways not available to It without such division of Itself into the infinite portions and expressions of Love that move throughout this same creation in order that each portion may come to know itself by gaining the experience of evolution in a unique fashion that will, at its culmination, bring the harvest of experience to the one Creator, that all may again know the heart of being as Love, and may continue the process of movement, and growth, and seeking, and gaining the experience that will reveal each portion of the Creator to each portion of the Creator as the one Creator.

Seek the Creator, my friends, in meditation. For it is the Creator’s Love that is infinite and can carry you through all those experiences of your days, giving you the sweet and precious understanding of the truth, the fine and lovely contentment that only Love can bring, and the happiness that the divine laughter of joy in Love will produce. We speak to you from a place which you would call the Kingdom of Heaven, for it is a place where Love is visible. We wish that you could join us here. And you can join us in thought. And that is why we ask you to call upon us whenever you might be ready. For we would gladly assist you with our conditioning wave so that you will find it easy to meditate.

Hatonn continued by saying seek the Creator in meditation, for it is the Creator’s Love that is infinite and can carry you through all those experiences of your days, giving you the precious understanding of the truth and the happiness that the divine laughter of joy in Love will produce, for we speak to you from a place which you would call the Kingdom of Heaven, for it is a place where Love is visible, and we wish that you could join us here in thought, so that is why we ask you to call upon us whenever you might be ready, for we would gladly assist you with our conditioning wave so that you will find it easy to meditate. On January 25, 1976, Hatonn said that we should seek the Creator in meditation in order to deal with our difficulties:

There is a cliché that is within this channel’s mind, that every cloud has a silver lining. And we would add to that that sometimes a fruit may seem to be inedible, for the skin may be tough and pitted. Yet when you peel it, the fruit within is still succulent, and tasty, and delicious. Experiences are like this, even the most inconvenient. Be of good cheer, my friends, and remember to attempt not only to seek the Creator in meditation, but to seek the Creator within the people around you. With the armor of your inner guidance, and your light before you on the path, there is nothing that can harm you.

We have wanted to give you these words of comfort, for each of you is undergoing at this time some difficulty, not the same, yet as we have said, all difficulties within the physical have one thing in common, that is, the emotional, or physical, or mental pain. Be of good cheer. There is no pain within the garden, and the garden is within you.

At this time, I will leave this channel, briefly, so that Laitos may work with the conditioning wave. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos. And I have been working with each of you. I greet you in Love and Light. And I wish to tell the instrument known as H, the instrument known as W, that we have been attempting to speak through each of them. However, they were not properly conditioned to accept our words, and thus we simply conditioned each of you, attempting to make our presence known to each of you. We thank you for your grateful attention, and we will leave you at this time. As always, we leave you in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. I am known to you as Laitos. Adonai, my friends.

I am again with this instrument. I am Hatonn. And I return to this instrument to ask that if you have any questions at this time, you ask them of this instrument. Is there a question at this time?

[Pause]

We are aware that there are two questions, but we prefer to wait until the questioner decides to ask them of us, rather than speak before we are specifically invited. If there are no more questions we will leave you.

We are sorry, my friends, for any and all difficulties that may face you this day. We know that your illusion is a difficult one. And we send you our Love and support, as always. You must remember the value of insubstantial things. For the rainbow that was the promise in the covenant of Abraham was only a bridge of Light. Take that bridge, my friends. It cannot be felt. It cannot be touched. It cannot be weighed. But you can see it and know it. And there is promise for you in each moment. For you too have a covenant and birthright, for you are children of the Creator. And in that Creator resides all Love. Desire then, my friends, to experience that Love, and to know that one original Thought. Knowing that simple thing, you then have access to all that there is.

We leave you with these few pitiful words, knowing that we cannot touch you in any important way, but that only you can choose your own spiritual path. We hope that we can encourage you along that path. Adonai, my friends. We leave you in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. I am Hatonn.

This morning I ran some errands with my first stop being at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. My second stop was at the vet’s to pick up some medication for the little kitty who has been eating so much food on my porch for a few weeks now, and he seems to have worms that could make him sick. My third stop was at the Post Office to mail a book to a friend in Virginia. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store to buy some Pepsi-Zero, some paper plates, and some Gorilla Glue.

This afternoon I used my backpack blower to blow the leaves from both sides of the front yard into a pile. Then I blew the leaves from my neighbor’s driveway, my parking area, and the pet cemetery into a long pile. Then I used Venus to mulch the leaves in both piles into leaf dust.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

September 23

It Is Your Dance

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of divine Love.

Let your spirits rise! Let your laughter sound forth! For there is a great victory in realizing that, truly, you are improvising upon the stage that is so seriously called life. You are an artist, a comedian, a tragedian, a philosopher, and a fool. You are any part you wish to play. It is your improvisation; it is your dance; it is your day and your life.

Take nothing to be troublesome, but gaze at it as though it were in a play. How shall you amuse yourself, beautify that which is not beautiful, or glorify that which is mundane in the situation you see? To you come the improvisational opportunities to change the atmosphere, the tone and the very plot of your improvisational life,

Because that play is so dear to you, you hold it too close and see it not well. Back away in Love, in total engagement, with the attempt to be the best, the finest, and, hopefully my friends, the one with deep, strong humor.

To see life too seriously is to miss the comedy and the merriment, to feel that joy may not be appropriate although it always is. And as you have this point of view, so shall you radiate it, for it is the point of view of the living Christ: total compassion, total unity, and merry, merry laughter.

See the comedy on your stage and make it graceful, dancing through it with the skill of those born of Light and Love.

We leave you in the peace of Jesus the Christ, both now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Oxal channeling for this session was on January 20, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn. And I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. I and Oxal were attempting to speak through the one known as N in order to increase his confidence for times when he might be the solitary channel for a group meditation. And we will attempt again at this time to begin this meditation through the instrument known as N. I am Hatonn.

(N channeling)

I am Hatonn. Greetings, my friends, in the [inaudible]. My brothers and sisters are greatly pleased that you have gathered here this evening to seek truth. We know there are many ways to do this. And it is [inaudible] that, my friends, we always seek the truth [inaudible] they will [inaudible] for it is a wall, so to speak. Many paths have led up to this particular form where the paths cross. Let this time be a time to gather each of your vibrations together so that in this group effort you may feel more easily this light of the Creator which is in each of you. You may branch out seemingly far away from your true desire to know truth and Love, but you cannot go far enough away to escape the Love of the Creator, for It forgets no one, for It is everyone. Deep beneath your layers of illusion runs the true life. All the knowledge you wish to receive is within you already, my friends. You only have to discover this as you have already done so. We of the Confederation of Planets in Service to the Infinite Creator know of the troubles upon your planet happening [inaudible].

Remember for each problem, my friends, there is a solution. And through the practice of meditation answers to these problems will be made aware to you. No matter who you are, how obscure you may seem to feel, the Love and Light is in you, and you will shine forth. You only have to desire this for it to happen. It may happen overnight while you sleep or take a longer time. But the time is not important in this respect. For if you truly seek Love for your effort you shall be rewarded.

At this time, I will transfer this contact. I am Oxal. I leave you in the Light and Love of the infinite Creator.

(Carla channeling)

I am with this instrument. I am Oxal. I will continue through this instrument, if you will be patient, for we must condition this instrument briefly, for she is attempting to balance our contact. We believe we have better contact now; we will continue.

Your minds are full of many things, my friends. As we were saying, your world is full of words, full of guns, full of negativity at this moment in your space/time continuum in your illusion. All of you are at this time obeying the only wisdom known to people. And that is you are silent and in search of the single Thought that created all of you, to which all of you belong, your original Thought, the Creator, my friends, which is Love. We will tell you a small story to see if we can inspire you with a greater respect for meditation and the art of silence.

It was winter and beneath the cold [inaudible] the pine cone gave up a seed to the soil. And when Spring loosened the earth the [inaudible] blessed it. The seedling became a sprout. The years passed and the small pine tree began to grow. Many things occurred about the pine tree. There was a forest fire not far from it  and it felt the agony of many of its kind. There were woodsmen who killed others of its older kind and again it felt their pain. But they did not speak, but always stretched living fingers to the sky as if to touch the sun. For all things in Nature know to turn to the sun, although they do not call it Love, for they have no words. They do not die but the great Sun-body, symbolic of Love and Light, is to them their source.

Latwii wanted to speak to the nature of the difficulties that were being experienced on Earth, so they told a story that was an analogy of these difficulties and how they could be dealt with. They began by saying your world is full of words, full of guns, full of negativity at this moment in your space/time continuum in your illusion, and all of you are at this time obeying the only wisdom known to people, so you are silent and in search of the single Thought that created all of you, to which all of you belong, the original Thought of the Creator which is Love, so we will tell you a small story to see if we can inspire you with a greater respect for meditation and the art of silence. On July 6, 1979, Laitos spoke of the original Thought of the Creator which is Love:

Your only important effort should be placed in centering yourself in the knowledge of the original Thought of the Creator, which is that of infinite Love expressed in Light. This Light has formed all creatures: the planet in which you live, the skies which surround us in different vibrations. All things are Light. As you begin to have this ability to be detached from the transient experience and to be rooted in the knowledge of the original Thought, your power as a personality will develop, so that those circumstances which may seem to you to be inharmonious will of themselves become more harmonious, for your attitude will become such that nothing can disturb you.

Eventuallya little boy moved close to this forest, and he cared about this tree and became very fond of it, and one Christmas he dragged his father to the tree and begged him to bring it home as a Christmas tree. And the father, very fond of the young boy, dutifully dug the tree up, put it in a bag and after Christmas planted it by the old family house. The boy and the tree grew together and the boy, first so childish, became grown. He became wiser and wiser, and he asked many questions of the tree. For he felt very close to this tree that had grown nearly as tall as his house while he had grown to be a man. And at each question the tree would lift his fingers to heaven and point toward the Kingdom of the Creator.

And as an old man, this person found finally that all of his questions had but one answer, and that was in the Kingdom of Heaven; not the kingdom of humanity, for there are words. And he had found there are no answers but only that which is. And as he died, he asked of his family only one thing. He said to them, “I am ready to say good-bye to all things on this plane, for I love you all, and I have no enemies. And I have nothing more that I wish, but I would that you would bury me near my friend. And they looked puzzled, for they did not know he had a friend. And he said to them, “The tree—the silent tree beside the house.” And so it was that in eternity, he and the tree became one.

Then Latwii said eventually a little boy moved close to this forest, and he cared about this tree and became very fond of it, and one Christmas he dragged his father to the tree and begged him to bring it home as a Christmas tree, and the father dug the tree up, put it in a bag and after Christmas planted it by the family house, so the boy and the tree grew together, and the boy became grown, and he became wiser, so he asked questions of the tree, for he felt close to this tree that had grown nearly as tall as his home while he had grown to be a man, and at each question the tree would lift his fingers to heaven and point toward the Kingdom of the Creator. Latwii went on to say, and as an old man, this person found that all of his questions had but one answer, and that was in the Kingdom of Heaven, not the kingdom of humanity where there are words, for he had found there are no answers but only that which is, and as he died, he asked of his family one thing, so he said to them, “I am ready to say good-bye to all things on this plane, for I love you all, and I have no enemies, and I have nothing more that I wish, but I ask that you would bury me near my friend, and they looked puzzled, for they did not know he had a friend, and he said to them, “The tree—the silent tree beside my home,” and so it was that in eternity, he and the tree became one. On April 25, 1982, Hatonn spoke of the nature of the Kingdom of Heaven:

When you are in meditation you are within a point of Light such as you visualized at the beginning of this session. This white Light, so full of Love and purity, enfolds you with peace and calmness, and, indeed, does lift up your consciousness into a realm which may be considered to be the kingdom of heaven. When you return from this state to your daily life you return to a dazzling rainbow of experience. All the colors of experience, all the hues of feeling and emotion are available to you. The white Light has been splintered into a visible range of a variety of experiences.

Anything that we can say to you, my friends, is folly. For words cannot reveal anything of importance. We speak through these instruments to hopefully give you the encouragement and the inspiration to seek through meditation the truth, the Creation. We, well-grounded in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator, are as helpless before you as trees pointing their fingers to the Kingdom of Heaven. We can show you the way, but we cannot give you the desire to seek. You are here tonight because of that desire. Have that desire on a daily basis, my friends. Continue in your seeking; and you will find that your path becomes ever more light and that your questions become ever more few.

Latwii continued by saying anything that we can say to you is folly, for words cannot reveal anything of importance, so we speak through these instruments to give you the inspiration to seek through meditation the truth, the Creation, and we, well-grounded in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator, are as helpless before you as trees pointing their fingers to the Kingdom of Heaven, for we can show you the way, but we cannot give you the desire to seek, so you are here tonight because of that desire, so have that desire on a daily basis, and continue in your seeking, and you will find that your path becomes ever more light and that your questions become ever more few. On August 4, 1984, Latwii revealed the power of our desire to seek:

The seeker is most enabled by the conscious increase of the desire to seek the truth, for within such an illusion as that which you now inhabit, the grace of the one Creator which exists in all portions of the illusion is that which carries you beyond all true harm. Your desire to seek that one Creator is that which shall find its goal, for indeed, it contains that which it seeks.

I will leave this instrument now so that one of my brothers or sisters may address the meeting. I am Oxal. Adonai, my friends. I leave you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator.

(N channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am with this instrument. Greetings again from… Many of your people sometimes feel they have no purpose in living besides the seemingly unimportant things on this planet. When we tell you you live in an illusion, and this is true. As you know, these objects that you see from your planet are not the same things; are not really what they appear to be. They are comprised of much smaller units you call atoms which come together, form the illusion of being solid.

You may wonder why you are here to begin with in this illusionary world. My friends, we say to you that if you did not truly desire to be here, you would not be. We can compare your planet to a school: many lessons to be learned through your experiences. The only difference is with your schools on Earth you receive grades, but in the plan of the infinite Creator you receive not grades but the experience of learning and when you have learned something, my friends, you evolve.

At this time, I would like to send you what we call a conditioning wave. We will attempt to make known to you our presence by intensifying our vibrations, so to speak. And at this time, we pause for a moment. In order to do this, if you desire this, we will attempt to make ourselves known to you.

[Pause]

(N channeling)

I am again with this instrument. I am Hatonn. It has been a very great honor and privilege to speak through this instrument to you this evening. My friends, we sincerely hope you have benefited from this meditation. And if you desire [inaudible] our presence you only have to make it known, and we are with you wherever you may be. We send you our Love. I will leave you now. I am Hatonn. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii. And I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator, as we do all of us of the Confederation. We have no choice, for that is all that there is. My friends, I come to you only to offer my services in case you may have a question for us at this time. If you do, please ask now.

We have a question from one who is not present at this time. But we would wish to address to the one known as S our Love and constant devotion to her as she is physically very alone in her seeking at this time. We are aware that she has again become comforted by our presence, and it makes us very happy that we have been able to reestablish contact with her. Along with the one known as Hatonn, we of Latwii have been requested to monitor the desires of the one known as S so that she may draw comfort from our presence whenever it is necessary. We cannot say the words that she wishes at this time. However, we are aware that she will understand that this has to do with her own free will and therefore our metaphysical hands are tied. Again, to sister S we send our Love.

Is there a question among those in this group at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. My friends, I think I am losing my touch, for I cannot answer any of your questions this evening. However, I offer my Love and my thanks for your patience, for the one known as S was much desirous of our speaking. I will leave you this time, as always, in Love and Light. And may you find some laughter along the way. Adonai, my friends. I am known to you as Latwii.

This morning I drove to Baptist Hospital on Breckenridge Lane and was able to confirm that Dr. A would be glad to be my new Primary Care Physician since my old PCP was charging way too much money for one fasting lab and one physical exam per year. Now I will have more money to donate to the Red Cross and The Salvation Army when tornadoes, fires, and flooding cause people to need shelter, food, medicine, and clothes. Just as I was pulling out of the parking lot I saw a hawk sitting on the top of a telephone pole which told me that I had made the right decision because the hawk has been my totem animal since the Ra contact.

This afternoon I went outside and used my backpack blower to blow the leaves in the back yard into areas where I could mulch them with Venus, my big mower.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

September 22

Senses Are Illusions

I greet you in the Love of Jesus the Christ. I am of the consciousness of Christ in the vibration which comforts this child.

It is well, in the face of difficulty, that you seek to perceive that your senses are illusions which regard illusions. For then consciousness is not squandered on that which cannot offer the Love of Christ. How much better and productive to use that unsquandered energy to regard that which underlies all illusion: the consciousness of Love, which is Christ consciousness.

Peace be with you.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Latwii channeling is from January 6, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii. I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We of Latwii are extremely happy to be with you this evening and are establishing contact with this instrument. We do not have perfect contact with this instrument, and so we will condition this instrument by speaking through her. I am Latwii. I am Latwii. I am with the instrument. The contact is deepening. We are more satisfied now. We will proceed.

We come to you, not for ourselves, but as messengers of Love and Light. You must know that we come only out of these desires to be of help. It is not because we wish to impose upon you any principle or law which we consider superior. When you go within, in your meditation, and invoke the Light of your Creator you will find the truth, whether we have inspired you to meditate, whether it may be another source of a spiritual nature, or whether it may be simple misfortune which causes you to contemplate the meaning of your existence. The truth is not in our hands nor in the hands of other spiritual guides, nor in the hands of fate. The truth is truth. And it will forever be before you, a beacon of Light. And you will forever follow it, learning and sharing with each other that which you gather, harvests of Light along a road which leads onward.

We come to encourage you to meditate and to contemplate in that meditation a certain concept. That concept is indescribable, but tonight we would attempt to approach it from the standpoint of what you would call faith. You see, my friends, your illusion in this particular experience of your life cycles is one wherein law rules and is thought to be a good concept. It is often pointed out that without laws the people of your planet would become too individualistic, causing pain to each other. Your vehicles would not be able to trustfully, as you would call it, drive down your roadways knowing that no cars would be coming in the opposite direction. For there would be no law. People could not amass possessions. For there would be no law against stealing.

Latwii wanted to speak to the group about the nature of truth. They began by saying we come to you as messengers of Love and Light, and you know that we come out of the desire to be of help, so it is not because we wish to impose upon you any principle which we consider superior, so when you go within, in your meditation, and invoke the Light of your Creator you will find the truth, whether we have inspired you to meditate, or whether it may be misfortune which causes you to contemplate the meaning of your existence, for the truth is not in our hands, nor in the hands of other spiritual guides, nor in the hands of fate since the truth is truth, and it will forever be a beacon of Light before you, and you will forever follow it, learning with each other that which you gather, harvests of Light along a road which leads onward. Latwii continued by saying we come to encourage you to contemplate in meditation a certain concept that is indescribable, but tonight we would attempt to approach it from the standpoint of what you would call faith, for your illusion in this experience of your life cycles is one wherein law rules and is thought to be a good concept, so it is pointed out that without laws the people of your planet would become too individualistic, causing pain to each other, and your vehicles would not be able to trustfully drive down your roadways knowing that no cars would be coming in the opposite direction, for there would be no law, and people could not amass possessions, for there would be no law against stealing. On December 8, 2002, Q’uo described how we may perceive the nature of truth:

For within the seeking of truth in words there is many a harvest, yet always will those words create their own structures and delimit many aspects of the whole nature of truth from the ability of the mind to express.

We would suggest to this instrument that she gaze inwardly at a tree that she was remarking at upon a recent walk. This particular tree, with its precise angles of branch and its precise knottiness of twig, where leaves had been dropped and where leaves would again bud out in the spring. Each tree has its unique pattern, its unique expression of prayer, praise and thanks. Each tree reaches to the infinite Creator in precisely such and such a way, and the shadows of Light, as they strike and play with that particular form, create a system of truth, proportion and elegance that has never been seen before and shall never again be expressed. Such is the dearness of beauty to the eye that is open.

That is the position of your world. It does not seem possible that you could live without law. But we say to you, my friends, that there is a greater law. And it is a law that extends beyond humanity’s concept of law. It is the Law of the original Thought. If you could understand the original Thought, you would know what there is to know, and your soul would no longer journey, it would no longer seek, nor harvest, nor share. For it would be one with all seekers, all harvesters, and all sharing. If you could understand the original Thought, you would be Love. You would not be seeking Love. The original Thought is within you. It is not without you. When you look at the world with the original Thought in your heart you can see Love. If you look at the world without the original Thought you can only see the illusion of disharmony, and naturally you will desire to ease the situation by using laws. But when you understand the original Thought, you find yourself viewing this same world with eyes that see Love.

And thus, without any reason or logic, you discover that you have a faith. It is not a faith that all will work out according to the desires of any one lawmaker. For indeed, in any particular illusion, what can any one person know about the ultimate necessities of each person within that illusion or experience? You cannot have faith that there will be peace. You cannot have faith that there will be harmony. You can only have faith that each person will have what he or she needs. Each entity will experience what they must experience in order to have the opportunity to grow spiritually. There is no other reason for this existence. The rest of your existence is written on the wind and will vanish. As it is written in your holy works, “Like the grass of the field, you will wither.” But the soul does not wither. And it uses each moment of your existence in attempting to understand and to grow closer to the original Thought.

Latwii went on to say that is the position of your world, and it does not seem possible that you could live without law, but we say to you that there is a greater law, and it is a law that extends beyond humanity’s concept of law, for it is the Law of the original Thought, so if you could understand the original Thought, you would know what there is to know, and your soul would no longer seek, harvest, or share, for it would be one with all seekers and all harvesters, and if you could understand the original Thought, you would be Love, for the original Thought is within you because when you look at the world with the original Thought in your heart you can see Love, but if you look at the world without the original Thought you can only see the illusion of disharmony, and naturally you will desire to ease the situation by using laws, but when you understand the original Thought, you find yourself viewing this same world with eyes that see Love. Then Latwii said without any reason, you discover that you have faith, but it is not a faith that all will work out according to the desires of any one lawmaker, for in any illusion what can any one person know about the ultimate necessities of each person within that illusion? You cannot have faith that there will be peace, so you can only have faith that each person will have what he or she needs, and each entity will experience what they must experience in order to have the opportunity to grow spiritually, and there is no other reason for this existence since the rest of your existence is written on the wind and will vanish, so as it is written in your holy works, “Like the grass of the field, you will wither,” but the soul does not wither as it uses each moment of your existence in attempting to understand and to grow closer to the original Thought. On June 28, 1981, Hatonn described the nature of the one original Thought:

You, my friends, are one portion of the original Thought. The first thing which you possess is your physical vehicle. The important entity is yourself, but without this vehicle you would not be manifested in this density. Therefore, this vehicle has a justification and deserves appropriate, loving care. So it is, my friends, with your possessions. If you are able, as part of the original Thought, to view your things as those things invested by you with Love, you are then able to create in them the vibrations of peace, harmony, Love and Light, which will touch all who come within the vicinity of your possessions.

We ask you to come with us now and rest. We know that each of you has within your heart a place that is weary of the illusion. Invoke the Light, my friends. And come with us to a place that is all light, purely and beautifully lit with the white Light of Love. And in the center of that Light there is a beautiful and loving mother. She is the part of the entity you call God that your culture does not include. She holds out her hands to you and takes you in her arms. And all your weariness can fall away. For you are rocked in the arms of your true mother, the mother of the spirit, who lights your way ever, known in your holy works as the Holy Spirit. The gentle, nurturing, feminine God always with you, always there to give you grace, grace to understand, grace to accept, grace to endure.

The Creator is neither male nor female. The Creator is infinite and invisible. But as It is manifest into your illusion by faith, in the Light and the Love which are the materials of your illusion, the Creator develops a polarity of power and wisdom on the one side, and Love and compassion on the other. Let this gentle being replace any fear you may have ever had of the Creator and Its judgment of you. For the creation is ruled by a Law of Love. And you can only understand that law by faith.

Then Latwii said we ask you to come with us now and rest, for we know that each of you has within your heart a place that is weary of the illusion, so invoke the Light, and come with us to a place that is all Light, beautifully lit with the white Light of Love, and in the center of that Light there is a beautiful and loving mother, and she is the part of the entity you call God that your culture does not include, so she holds out her hands to you and takes you in her arms, and all your weariness can fall away, for you are rocked in the arms of your true mother, the mother of the Spirit, who Lights your way ever, known in your holy works as the Holy Spirit, so this nurturing feminine God is always with you to you grace to understand and to endure. Then Latwii said the Creator is neither male nor female, and the Creator is infinite and invisible, but as It is manifest into your illusion by faith, in the Light and the Love which are the materials of your illusion, the Creator develops a polarity of power and wisdom on the one side, and Love and compassion on the other, so let this gentle being replace any fear you may have ever had of the Creator and Its judgment of you, for the creation is ruled by a Law of Love, and you can only understand that law by faith. On May 17, 1981, Hatonn described the Law of Love:

Perfect Love is perfect freedom. Perfect Love is an entrance into a fresh field of flowers from the dark dungeon of fear. Love does not bind or unbind according to one man-made law. We speak to you in this way, because we understand your desire to go further than the surface of seeking. Therefore, it is time, if you will allow us to use this term, for each to take the responsibility for the use of discrimination in the ascertaining of those actions which are appropriate, not in the eyes of others, or of a society which is faceless, but in the eyes of the self facing itself in meditation.

This is the Law of Love that binds and unbinds. This is the Law, which when used correctly causes the entity to take upon itself the raiment of the co-Creator that each of you really is. Only when you choose the responsibility of seeking in Love your own answers, your own formulations of questions, can you become one who acts rather than one who reads. The abilities of one who allows the original Thought to energize their being are many. The ability to serve others is immensely enhanced when the seeker ceases pondering the rightness and wrongness of action, but rather takes it to meditation and releases it, allowing then the original Thought of Love to have a clear channel through which to work.

I would leave this instrument momentarily so that the ones of Laitos may work with you. I am Latwii.

[Pause]

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos. And I also greet you in Love and Light. It would be my pleasure at this time if you would permit me to work with each of you in developing your ability to receive our contact. I would like to begin with the one known as M. If she would relax, we will condition her, and attempt to speak a few words. She must say what she is given without analysis. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. We are adjusting our contact. We have too much intensity around the neck area, and will adjust the contact to the one known as M. We are sorry for any discomfort. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. May we thank the one known as M for the privilege of working with her. We would now work with the one known as K. If she would request our contact, we would condition her. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

We thank the instrument known as K, and are most encouraged. We feel that we are getting into clearer contact with her. And we thank her for working with us. We would now work with the one known as R. If she would relax, we feel we can at this time impress a few words on her. But she must not analyze our words, but simply speak them quickly as she receives them. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. We will send the one known as R a few words in her native tongue, so that she may be made aware of the contact more clearly. I am Laitos.

[R channels two sentences in her native tongue.]

(Carla channeling)

I am again with this instrument. I am Laitos. We sent one more sentence to confirm with the instrument that she was receiving correctly. We were speaking of Light. We will continue through this instrument briefly only to urge each of you, if you wish to pursue this particular type of service, we are here for the express purpose of helping you. And if you wish simply to increase your ability to meditate deeply, the conditioning wave may also be used for this. It is yours freely and must be requested by you, as we do not wish to interfere with your free will. It gives us great pleasure to work with each of you, my sisters. And we thank you. I am Laitos and will turn the meeting back to Latwii, who is attempting to be serious, and has succeeded admirably so far, although we mistrust their ability to continue seriously. I am Laitos, and we will leave this instrument at this time. We leave you in Love and Light. Adonai.

[Pause]

I am Latwii. I am again with this instrument. We are certainly being serious and do not need to be reminded of our efforts by our friends of Laitos. We will continue to be serious. We are being serious. We have not made one single joke. We are learning to be proper, so that we may best aid our beloved sisters of the saddened planet. There. You see, my friends, we can be serious.

We at this time would like to open the meeting to questions. Do you have any at this time? We will answer a question that Carla has while you are considering whether to ask a question. She would like to know why we are speaking instead of Hatonn. We are speaking to you, instead of Hatonn, due to the difficulties of your planet at this time. The situation in many areas is very tense. And Hatonn is again doing their best to speak to the leaders of Russia and of China and send them vibrations of Love and peace. And their feeling at this time is not that this group is in need of introductory material on the uses of daily meditation, which messages are stored in computers and can be given to groups of an introductory level without Hatonn personally working with the group consciousness. Therefore, they have asked us to monitor this group and deal with your individual needs along the spiritual path. For they feel that you are individualized enough in your search for Love that you need a little bit more advanced counseling to the best of our poor ability to give it to you.

The one known as Hatonn sends you their Love as always. And the part of the planetary consciousness that is not involved in this very great effort to send Love to that part of the planet always keeps you each in the group consciousness in Love, so that you need only think of the one known as Hatonn, and that presence will be with you and Love surround you. This instrument is requesting more information on the crisis, as you call it. But we are sorry, we do not feel that this information is spiritual in nature. Nor do we feel that you can do anything specific about it. For it is almost a planetary problem, at this point.

Carla wanted to know why Latwii was speaking instead of Hatonn. Latwii began by saying we will answer a question that Carla has while you are considering whether to ask a question, and she would like to know why we are speaking instead of Hatonn, so we are speaking to you, instead of Hatonn, due to the difficulties of your planet at this time as the situation in many areas is tense, and Hatonn is doing their best to speak to the leaders of Russia and China and send them vibrations of Love and peace, and their feeling at this time is not that this group is in need of introductory material on the uses of daily meditation, which are stored in computers and can be given to groups of an introductory level without Hatonn working with the group consciousness, so they have asked us to monitor this group and deal with your individual needs along the spiritual path, for they feel that you are individualized enough in your search for Love that you need more advanced counseling to the best of our ability to give it to you. Latwii went on to say Hatonn sends you their Love, and the part of the planetary consciousness that is not involved in this effort to send Love to that part of the planet always keeps each in the group consciousness in Love, so that you need only think of Hatonn, and that presence will be with you and Love surrounds you, so Carla is requesting more information on the crisis, but we are sorry, we do not feel that this information is spiritual in nature, nor do we feel that you can do anything specific about it, for it is a planetary problem at this time. On October 10, 1980, Latwii discussed the value of daily meditation to aid planetary vibration:

We again would make the suggestion which we have made so often to your meditation group, that you engage yourselves in meditation daily, that you look within your own being for the signs, the directions and the answers which are necessary for your survival, that daily meditation is the most efficient means for tuning in to the energy of what might be called the flow of events, and that by so tuning your energy and your vibration into your planetary vibration you might most accurately decide which direction you shall proceed in.

Thus, you must look to your own vibration and pray for the wholeness and the health of the planet itself, and not any particular region of it. There is a sickness that has invaded your planet, and it is called greed. This is unfortunate, but this is what is. Thus, we ask you in your personal life to be aware of the many blessings of each day, so that you will not be part of the greediness of the planet, so that you will realize the luck that you have in being fed and clothed and warm and dry. For there are a great many in this world of yours who are not so lucky, and that is what creates greed. If you are thankful, if you send out vibrations of light to the Creator and to your brothers and sisters you will do far more for your planet than you realize. And we thank you, for we know that you will attempt to do as we have asked. And we appreciate your faithfulness.

Now Latwii said you must look to your own vibration and pray for the wholeness and the health of the planet itself, and not any particular region of it, for there is a sickness that has invaded your planet, and it is called greed, and this is unfortunate, but this is what is, so we ask you in your personal life to be aware of the many blessings of each day, so that you will realize the luck that you have in being fed, and clothed, and warm, and dry, for there are many in this world who are not so lucky, and that is what creates greed, so if you are thankful, if you send out vibrations of Light to the Creator and to your brothers and sisters you will do more for your planet than you realize, and we thank you, for we know that you will attempt to do as we have asked, and we appreciate your faithfulness. On January 21, 1996, Q’uo spoke of how they can strengthen our vibration to be of service to others:

We encourage all lines of thinking which fascinate your minds, and we hope that we can, within your meditative periods, be with you as strengtheners of your own vibration. But we do continue to remark that the ways of seeking which are scholarly are of the mind yield a limited harvest. This is acceptable to us. We can look at what is possible within your world and see that it will be helpful and useful.

Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: I have a question about our solar system… [The question is mostly inaudible; it is about whether the Earth is getting nearer to the sun, and what are the consequences of this.]

Latwii: We are measuring the Light spectra of your octave of existence. That is our primary function. Indeed, you are our first group with whom we have spoken. And we are not aware of a mad rushing of your planets toward your planetary sun. However, your entire solar system is moving very quickly into a new area of space/time, which is somewhat closer to what occultists, as you would call it, have called the Central Sun.

However, we do not believe that this is what your source meant. It is our understanding that the measurements you spoke of are not proper or correct, and are the result of, what you might call, relativistic error. The actual tendency in the long run is for inertia to gradually lose its power as the planetary sun body, at the center of its system, loses its heat. The aspects of gravitation which this involves are not understood by your scientists. And they are attempting to explain the so-called black hole. However, the formation of black holes is not understood by your scientists, and through this instrument we would not be able to be at all clear. At a meeting of which the channel known as Don is present we would be happy to attempt to answer through him, for his mind is furnished with the proper vocabulary for dealing with questions of this nature, whereas this instrument has about as much scientific knowledge as your average 12-year-old. We won’t get very far with her. We are sorry that we cannot answer your question further.

Questioner asked: [The question is mostly inaudible; it is about whether the Earth is getting nearer to the sun, and what are the consequences of this.] Now Latwii said we are measuring the Light spectra of your octave of existence, for that is our function, and you are our first group with whom we have spoken, and we are not aware of a mad rushing of your planets toward your planetary sun, but your solar system is moving quickly into a new area of space/time, which is closer to what occultists have called the Central Sun. Now Latwii said we do not believe that this is what your source meant as it is our understanding that the measurements you spoke of are not correct, and are the result of relativistic error, so the tendency in the long run is for inertia to gradually lose its power as the planetary sun body, at the center of its system, loses its heat, for the aspects of gravitation which this involves are not understood by your scientists, and they are attempting to explain the black hole, but the formation of black holes is not understood by your scientists, and through Carla we would not be able to be clear, so at a meeting where the channel Don is present we would be happy to attempt to answer through him, for his mind is furnished with the proper vocabulary for dealing with questions of this nature, whereas Carla has as much scientific knowledge as a 12-year-old, so we are sorry that we cannot answer your question further. In 29.18, Ra described the nature of the black hole:

This point only becomes important when you consider that when all of creation in its infinity has reached a spiritual gravitational mass of sufficient nature, the entire creation infinitely coalesces, the Light seeking and finding its source, and thusly ending the creation, and beginning a new creation—much as you consider the black hole, as you call it, with its conditions of infinitely great mass at the zero point from which no Light may be seen, as it has been absorbed.

Is there another aspect of this question, or another question that we may attempt to answer?

Questioner: I was going to ask you about the black holes. Did you mean that you wouldn’t be able to tell us about them? Or was that referring to the measurement of the distance from the planet to the sun?

Latwii: Through this instrument we would be unable to tell you the physics involved in the black hole. However, the understanding of the black hole as a transformational point from dimension to dimension is a proper understanding arrived at intuitively by several of your scientists. Is this what you wish to know, or would you like to question further?

Questioner: I guess I probably wouldn’t know what they were if you explained it to me.

Latwii: That is the problem of this instrument. The physics is fascinating and we believe that the instrument known as Don could explain, for he has the ability to picture what we are speaking of. However, this instrument has a mind which somewhat resembles a black hole when we attempt to transmit this information to her, although her particular black hole is blank. We are fond of this instrument but must say that she is better equipped to deal with philosophy than physics.

Is there another question at this time? We will try anything, my friends.

Questioner: Well, what about the center of the Earth, are there any inhabitants, or anything going on in the center of the Earth that you can tell us about?

Latwii: We are able to tell you of what was, but not what is, because what is, is no more. There was a civilization which survived a deluge, many, many thousands of years ago. It was an advanced civilization. And it was not a positively-oriented civilization. Eventually, it destroyed itself. And for long years there remained the remnants of that civilization, which were machines, some of them destructive. Through timeless years, as you would call them, these machines no longer function. As you can see, your planet has had a difficult time of it, for many, many cycles, battling the tendency to become negative, yet never truly becoming negative, always clinging to an ideal of the good, which continually saves it from becoming a dark planet. However, it causes this planet to be a saddened and tortured planet, uncertain of its destiny and desirous of that which is better. And that is why we are here. For in your people there is hope to be had. There are people to be saved. All is not dark on your planet. And we will be here through the coming years to aid those of you who seek the Light.

No, to answer a question that this instrument had, we were not part in any attempt to help that particular civilization, due to the fact that it did have a desire for negativity. And we are not allowed to infringe upon free will. However, as the civilization was dying, and it could see the results of its negativity, borne in upon themselves, destroying themselves, they repented and thus again your planet was saved. You, my friends, as a planet have far more hope than they. For you have never embraced the darkness. It is simply that you have never, as a people, totally embraced the Light.

Questioner asked: “Well, what about the center of the Earth, are there any inhabitants, or anything going on in the center of the Earth that you can tell us about?” Latwii said we are able to tell you of what was, but not of what is, because what is, is no more, for there was an advanced civilization which survived a deluge thousands of years ago, and it was not a positively-oriented civilization that destroyed itself, and for many years there remained the remnants of that civilization, which were machines, some of them destructive, and through timeless years these machines no longer function, so as you can see, your planet has had a difficult time for many cycles, battling the tendency to become negative, yet never truly becoming negative, always clinging to an ideal of the good, which continually saves it from becoming a dark planet, but it causes this planet to be a saddened planet, uncertain of its destiny and desirous of that which is better, and that is why we are here, for in your people there is hope to be had and people to be saved, for all is not dark on your planet, and we will be here through the coming years to aid those of you who seek the Light. Latwii continued by saying no, to answer a question that Carla had, for we were not part of any attempt to help that civilization due to the fact that it did have a desire for negativity, and we are not allowed to infringe upon free will, but as the civilization was dying, and it could see the results of its negativity, borne in upon themselves, destroying themselves, they repented, and thus again your planet was saved. You, my friends, as a planet have far more hope than they, for you have never embraced the darkness, and you have never, as a people, totally embraced the Light. In 10.15, Ra speaks about how Atlantis destroyed itself:

The Atlantean race was a very conglomerate social complex which began to form approximately three one oh oh oh, thirty-one thousand [31,000] years in the past of your space/time continuum illusion. It was a slow-growing and very agrarian society until approximately one five oh oh oh, fifteen thousand [15,000] of your years ago. It reached quickly a high technological understanding which caused it to be able to use intelligent infinity in a less informative manner.

We may add that they used intelligent energy as well, manipulating greatly the natural influxes of the indigo or pineal ray from divine or infinite energy. Thus, they were able to create life forms. This they began to do instead of healing and perfecting their own mind/body/spirit complexes, turning their distortions towards what you may call the negative.

Approximately eleven thousand [11,000] of your years ago, the first of the, what you call, wars, caused approximately forty percent of this population to leave the density by means of disintegration of the body. The second and most devastating of the conflicts occurred approximately one oh eight two one, ten thousand eight hundred twenty-one [10,821] years in the past according to your illusion. This created an earth-changing configuration and the large part of Atlantis was no more, having been inundated. Three of the positively oriented of the Atlantean groups left this geographical locus before that devastation, placing themselves in the mountain areas of what you call Tibet, what you call Peru, and what you call Turkey.

Is there another question, my friends?

Questioner: Can you tell me, years ago when we saw a big light follow us, do you know what that was?

Latwii: We are seeing it in your memory. Yes, my sister, we can tell you what that is because this will not interfere with your spiritual growth. There was at that time in your existence a learning. And your higher self was very near, taking the form of an angel, traveling in a light body, giving you a sign. This is not what you would understand to be a UFO. In other words it…

[Tape ends.]

This morning I went outside and used the garden hose and watering wand to water the flowers along the parking area in front of my home. Then I went upstairs and used the carpet sweeper to clean the carpet in the hall. Then I used a broom to clean around Benny’s two litter boxes. Then I used a wet mop to mop the room with Benny’s two litter boxes and the hall all around the carpet.

This afternoon I went outside and weeded the south portion of the Ruins Mound by hand.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

September 21

The Quiet Inner Room

I am the Spirit of the Love of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness which is that of Love.

You have awakened to this day already consumed with the cares and challenges which the time ahead bring to you. We ask you to move with the Spirit now into that place of perception, that quiet inner room, where the naked silence speaks volumes to the listing ear.

Release all but the contemplation of Love and instantly Love will begin to bathe you in strength and in the protection of Light.

Feel the bubbling joy of that consciousness which is wholly one with Love and know that you are one with that consciousness.

Then move forward into the cares of the day, following each concern to its proper conclusion, watching the powers of communication between people stutter and fail, viewing the enormous seeming disharmony of the outer world.

Yet do all this while keeping in remembrance that consciousness which is the ground of being. Keep this in mind. Hold this in the heart, and there is no confusion, no trouble, no chiding, no impatience that cannot be transformed into opportunity by Love, that perfect Love which flows through the seeking disciple.

Know you that the Love of Jesus the Christ is alive and all-embracing and ever available to one who asks.

We leave you in the peace of the Love of the Christ, now and always. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Hatonn channeling for this session comes from December 16, 1979:

(Carla channeling)

I am with the instrument. I am known to you as Hatonn, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. Our instructions at this time take us north of you, as you would call it, for we are sending Love to those entities who dwell in the area of your planet which many of your peoples call Quebec, and we would ask you to lend your prayers to that region where there is some disturbance in the Earth’s aura at that point, as well as others, as you are well aware of. We are, however, close enough to you in your skies to speak to you directly instead of through a transmitter, and thus we feel very close to you tonight and greet you each with great appreciation and gratitude, for you are allowing us to share in your meditation.

As you know, we have come to this planet to share with you one simple idea, that is the idea of what has been called the peace which passeth all understanding. It is the original Thought of Love that makes all people one. As we look down upon your planet at this time it is as though your people are being torn apart from within, and we ask you especially as those who are attempting to lighten the vibrations of your planet to be aware of the influences about you that do not seem harmonious, while allowing yourself to be a channel for compassion, for the inharmony reigns not to harm you, but rather be the reflection of the harm that is being self-inflicted by others. You yourselves are creators of your own destiny moment by moment, and as you love and give, so your world will reflect that loving and giving back to you.

This is especially apparent among your people this time of year which is called by this instrument, Christmas time. It is known by different names and many religions besides the one held dear by this instrument, for it is in truth a basic necessity of people to shake their fist at death and to state the obvious, that winter will not last forever, and that spring will inevitably come. It is a greet misfortune of your technological society that your people are not more in touch with the deep elemental feelings of the seasons, for this understanding of the Creator’s universe would enable you to understand Christmastide in a much deeper way than the normal person, and you would then not be disheartened by the apparent, shall we say, cheapening of a basic and beautiful truth, that there is no death without birth.

Hatonn wanted to speak to the group about the concept of peace. They began by saying we have come to this planet to share with you one idea, the idea of the peace which passeth all understanding, and it is the original Thought of Love that makes all people one, so as we look down upon your planet at this time it is as though your people are being torn apart from within, and we ask you, as those who are attempting to lighten the vibrations of your planet, to be aware of the influences about you that do not seem harmonious, while allowing yourself to be a channel for compassion, for the inharmony exists not to harm you, but to be the reflection of the harm that is being self-inflicted by others, for you are creators of your own destiny moment by moment, and as you love and give, so your world will reflect that loving and giving back to you. Hatonn continued by saying this is apparent among your people this time of year which is called by Carla, Christmas time, and it is known by different names in different religions besides the one held dear by Carla, for it is a basic necessity of people to shake their fist at death and to state that winter will not last forever, and that spring will inevitably come, but it is a misfortune of your technological society that your people are not more in touch with the deep elemental feelings of the seasons, for this understanding of the Creator’s universe would enable you to understand Christmastide in a deeper way than the normal person, and you would not be disheartened by the apparent cheapening of a beautiful truth, that there is no death without birth. On December 20, 1998, Q’uo said that Christmastide was inside of each of us:

At this time where the world experiences the shortest of days and the longest of nights, at your Christmastide, your Light festival, know that the baby that lies within the manger in the story in your Bible is alive and lying in the manger in your heart. Know that that consciousness of Christ that the one known as Jesus carried is carried by others as well. That there are always Christs within your inner planes, those who dwell in that state of consciousness that is so fruitful and helpful for those within the Earth planes, but know most of all that the savior and redeemer of the world lies within the single unified heart. For each of you has in perfect accomplishment the awareness and the ability to be Christed. And as destiny rules, each of you shall be given your times to express perfect Love.

Let us look, my friends, at what Christmas in your culture truly means. It is a way of saying to one and all that whatever may happen in the winter of your soul, there is always that which is new that can be worn in the darkness and become your spirit of tomorrow. It is a statement indeed, that this life which seems to end inevitably after a brief sojourn in the grave is only shamming and that indeed this sojourn is only a beginning—only another way of resting in the womb of time, so that your spiritual body may be born. We will go further, my friends, and ask you to look at the implications of the newborn Christ-consciousness which is to be your spiritual home. It carries with it a certain responsibility and in the Christian story as is told in your holy book, those responsibilities are clear to love, to serve, to care for both the Creator and Its children whomever they may be. So you see, my friends, although it is true that in your experience at this time, Christmas or Yuletide is little more than a game whereby entities attempt to impress those they may not even like with gifts they cannot afford, and which the recipients do not need, yet you do not need to accept this estimation of the season of Christmas.

Let us look at an image far removed from Christmas, and yet with the same message. A bird called the Phoenix bursts into flames and is consumed in a great fire, and all that are left are ashes. Out of those ashes rises a new and more beautiful Phoenix. As you put a Yule log upon your fire, as you set the star on your tree, let the message of winter, of ashes, and of rebirth fill your heart with the joy of knowing that all joys will be made well because the Love that created all things is a perfect Love. We wish that your people could understand the meaning of Christmas, not only once a year, but throughout the year, for it is a message which we have come to share, the message of Love, of unity, of salvation through higher consciousness. You are part of an evolutionary pattern. Those about you may not wish to be part of the evolution that is taking place at this time; so be it. They will have many other chances for advancement, as many as they need, my friends, for all dwell in an infinite realm, for hope truly springs eternal.

Hatonn went on to say let us look at what Christmas in your culture means, for it is a way of saying to one and all that whatever may happen in the winter of your soul, there is that which is new that can be worn in the darkness and become your spirit of tomorrow, and it is a statement that this life which seems to end after a brief stay in the grave is false, and that this life is a beginning, another way of resting in the womb of time, so that your spiritual body may be born, so we will go further and ask you to look at the implications of the newborn Christ-consciousness which is to be your spiritual home because it carries with it a certain responsibility, and in the Christian story told in your holy book, those responsibilities are clear to love, to serve, to care for both the Creator and Its children whomever they may be, so you see although it is true that in your experience at this time, Christmas is little more than a game whereby entities attempt to impress those they may not even like with gifts they cannot afford, and which the recipients do not need, yet you do not need to accept this estimation of the season of Christmas. Now Hatonn said let us look at an image far removed from Christmas, and yet with the same message, so a bird called the Phoenix bursts into flames and is consumed in a great fire, and all that are left are ashes, but out of those ashes rises a more beautiful Phoenix, and just as you put a Yule log upon your fire, as you set the star on your tree, let the message of winter, of ashes, and of rebirth fill your heart with the joy of knowing that all joys will be made well because the Love that created all things is a perfect Love, and we wish that your people could understand the meaning of Christmas throughout the year, for it is a message which we have come to share, the message of Love, of unity, of salvation through higher consciousness, for you are part of an evolutionary pattern, but those about you may not wish to be part of the evolution that is taking place at this time, so be it because they will have as many other chances for advancement as they need for all dwell in an infinite realm, for hope springs eternal. In 53.3, Ra described the nature of the message of Love:

The entities in this and some other vividly remembered cases are those who, feeling the need to plant Confederation imagery in such a way as not to abrogate free will, use the symbols of death, resurrection, love, and peace as a means of creating, upon the thought level, the time/space illusion of a systematic train of events which give the message of Love and hope. This type of contact is chosen by careful consideration of Confederation members which are contacting an entity of like-home vibration, if you will. This project then goes before the Council of Saturn and, if approved, is completed. The characteristics of this type of contact include the non-painful nature of thoughts experienced and the message content which speaks not of doom, but of the new dawning age.

Meanwhile, you have control consciously of your development; think deeply upon the lessons of creation and rest in the knowledge that even the hardest earth, frozen cold as stone, will soon be crowded with the blossoms of spring, and so will you go on from glory to glory in the creation of the Creator. Imagine each of you in your domicile at this time, your hearts beating as one, your breathing, your thinking, and your feeling unified with one great Thought of Love. There will come a time when this will be the case among your people. We believe that you may be there to witness it, if not in this dimension, then among the inner planes that guard this Earth plane in its fragile path towards knowledge.

Then Hatonn said you have control of your development, so think upon the lessons of creation and rest in the knowledge that even the hardest earth, frozen cold as stone, will soon be crowded with the blossoms of spring, and you will go on from glory to glory in the creation of the Creator, so imagine each of you in your home now, your hearts beating as one, your breathing, your thinking, and your feeling unified with the one great Thought of Love, for there will come a time when this will be the case among your people, and we believe that you may be there to witness it, if not in this dimension, then among the inner planes that guard this Earth plane in its path towards knowledge. On October 10, 1986, Laitos spoke of the one great Thought of Love:

Always do we speak of that great original Thought, that thought of Love of the one Creator which binds all of the creation and all entities within it together as portions of that one Creator and that one great Thought of Love. Each of you in your daily patterns and in the larger patterns and rhythms of your incarnation, and, indeed, throughout the many series of incarnations that you have experienced, gather to yourself biases in your thinking and experiences within your being which then serve as resources upon which you draw as you do all that you do, as you think all that you think, and as you serve as vocal channels in this particular manner.

I will pause at this time so that Laitos may work with you. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am with this instrument. I am Laitos. I am very glad to be here, and I also greet you in the Love of the infinite Creator. I hope I have been able to help each of you as you have meditated, and I have been very glad to work with each of you and wish only to be of continuing service to you. Because we are in a group situation tonight, I will attempt to speak through you rather than simply give you conditioning. I will begin with the one known as M. If she would relax and ask for the contact, we will attempt to speak a few words through her.

(M channeling)

I am Laitos…

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos. I am again with the instrument. We will move the direction of our being to a more comfortable angle and again attempt to speak a few words through the one known as M, if she would not analyze but simply speak what she hears.

[Pause]

I am Laitos. I am again with this instrument. We are sorry, but we are having some difficulty with the one known as M, both due to some interference, due to mismatching of our vibrations which we are working on, also due to analysis upon the part of the instrument. This is very common among new instruments and is almost inevitable, for our thoughts are not distinguishable from your own, and therefore it is necessary simply to say what comes to mind without questioning whether it be your thought or our thought. After a while this practice confirms itself as people inform you they have received messages that you as an instrument could not possibly have known they desired to receive. However, the first step is yours because we do not wish to interrupt your free will by causing you to go into trance or by completely controlling your speech apparatus. We do not feel comfortable with these techniques, although some of our brothers and sisters do and have instruments who are willing to be used.

[A knock at the door is heard.]

[Pause]

I am Laitos. I am again with this instrument. We thank the one known as M and will continue to work with her. We would like to move on now to the one known as R. If she would avail herself of our contact and, as we have said, refrain from analyzing our thoughts, we would like to speak a few words through her. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. We have good contact with the one known as R. However, we find the instrument to be somewhat unsure, and so we will at this time allow her to feel our contact so that she might know of our presence without question that she speak. I am Laitos.

I am again with this instrument. We thank the one known as R and will continue working with her at any time that she desires such contact. We will now attempt to speak through the one known as K, if she would relax and make herself available to our vibrations. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. I am Laitos. The one known as K is analyzing her thoughts, and we understand that completely. Therefore, we will continue to work with her. If she desires our presence she needs only ask. If you will be patient, we would like to attempt to contact the one known as S, if he will refrain from attempting to discern whether thoughts are his or ours. We feel that he can receive a few words from us at this time. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

I am Laitos. I am again with this instrument. We hope that you are not feeling disappointed that you weren’t able to, shall we say, channel, but you must understand that we have developed a great deal of energy by means of using the conditioning with each of you, and because of your generosity in allowing us to work with you, you will find there are many ways in which you can reach out—we correct this instrument—in which there can be channels for the Love and the Light of the Creator. Working as this instrument does is only one of the multitude of ways in which you can be of service to your neighbors, to your Creator, and to yourself, thus realizing and feeling the energy that you do have at this moment. Lock it in your hearts, and refresh them with meditation on a daily basis, so that your movements are always inspired with that Love and that Light which can come only from the Creator and Its humble messengers. I leave you now in the Love and in the Light of the Creator of all of us. I am Laitos.

I am Hatonn, and I am again with this instrument. We have a good contact, which is surprising, for the conditions are not atmospheric. However, we are very glad to have such good contact, and we return to this instrument to ask you if there are any questions that you would like to ask the Confederation at this time.

Questioner: I would like to thank Hatonn and Laitos for their unselfish service in talking to us, and conditioning us, and trying to raise our consciousness. I feel every time that I am shot in the arm, pushed up the ladder, learning all these things. Hearing these things can really help us in so many ways, it helps those around us. There is one question I have. Hatonn was talking about the inner planes. Are we able to reach these inner planes in this life, or are we able to reach them after the journey through this life? What are these inner planes, and what will it mean to contact them?

I am Hatonn. I am with the instrument. I am aware of your question. First, we would like to respond to your thanks by explaining to you that we are far from unselfish, for it is our gratitude that must be understood, for without brothers and sisters to help our continued education and growth in understanding of the Creator would nearly halt. Therefore, it is in helping you that we help ourselves. It is as though the glass were to thank the window, or the arm the leg, for we are all part of one structure. The triangle of Love, Light and awareness at the top of the triangle of earth and passion and reflected Love at the bottom. We in between, reflect one and nurture the other and in doing so and only in doing so can we further our own understanding of that which is about us on what you have called the ladder of evolution. For us to be able to help you is our deepest hope and our profoundest blessing, and we thank each of you.

Asto the inner planes of existence, you must understand that each individual has a singular or particular individual ability to penetrate into the inner planes. Much as you may teach a child to play an instrument but not to be a virtuoso, so you may teach techniques of visualization, concentration, and contemplation which will enable one to have all of the techniques available for penetrating the inner planes. This does not mean each person will be able to do so equally. Some are natural penetrates of these planes, some have an enormous amount of difficulty, even with earnest effort. Some fool themselves. This we would guard against, and we ask you never to fool yourself, never believe or disbelieve. Simply listen and record that which is happening to you. And when time has passed and other things have occurred which either strengthen or weaken the experience you may then objectively discern whether or not you have had an inner plane experience.

The inner plane theory of your people is very old. It is as old as the pyramids, and it was a gift to your people by the Confederation from many, many thousands of years ago. The pyramids themselves were used in penetrating into the inner planes of existence. A very simple analogy which this instrument has frequently used is that of the television set. You have at this moment, within your domicile, a television set although it is potentially able to show you a world it is not doing so now because it has not been activated. This instrument or anyone in the room might activate it, and they might choose a channel of existence of which they enjoy the view. They will see one world on one channel, another world on the next, and so on, each channel seemingly coming from the same television set, but each world becoming completely different and completely oblivious to all the other worlds.

So, Hatonn said as to the inner planes of existence, you must understand that each individual has a particular ability to penetrate into the inner planes, and much as you may teach a child to play an instrument but not to be a virtuoso, so you may teach techniques of visualization and concentration which will enable one to have all of the techniques available for penetrating the inner planes, but this does not mean each person will be able to do so equally, for some are natural penetrators of these planes; some have great difficulty, even with earnest effort, and some fool themselves, but this we would guard against, and we ask that you never to fool yourself, never believe or disbelieve, but listen and record that which is happening to you, and when time has passed, and other things have occurred which either strengthen or weaken the experience, you may then discern whether or not you have had an inner plane experience.  Hatonn went on to say the inner plane theory of your people is as old as the pyramids, and it was a gift to your people by the Confederation from thousands of years ago, for the pyramids were used in penetrating into the inner planes of existence, so a simple analogy which Carla has used is that of the television set, and you within your home a television set that is able to show you a world, but it is not doing so now because it has not been activated, so anyone in the room might activate it, and they might choose a channel of existence of which they enjoy the view, and they will see one world on one channel, another world on the next, and so on, each channel seemingly coming from the same television set, but each world becoming completely different and unaware of all other worlds. On November 19, 2000, Q’uo described the nature of the inner planes:

There are groupings or clans, if you will, of entities who move as a group through incarnational experience after incarnational experience. The relationships vary from one experience to another, oftentimes with some members of the grouping remaining in the inner planes of the planetary sphere offering their assistance in an unseen manner as guides and angelic presences, only to take incarnation once again in yet another experience so that as you move through this Earthly experience you may look about you to those who are your loved ones, those of your family, your friends, those of like mind and heart with whom you move in unison and see those who have been with you for many, many incarnations and experiences on not only this planetary sphere but others as well. For the third-density illusion which is now coming to an end on this planetary sphere is but a brief moment in that which you call time. And there is no time or limitation for the clans or groupings of consciousnesses that choose to move together for one reason or another in the seeking of the one Creator.

So, it is with the inner planes. You and all of those things in your world are energy fields, and you have energies and certain vibrations we call those vibrations that belong to the third octave of existence. There are also other octaves of existence within your octave of existence. There are seven levels, and some of these levels are not visible, just as one channel would not be visible to another. The skill and art of penetrating into the inner planes is a hidden art. It is hidden for a reason. Each of you is here to learn the lessons of Love and as you penetrate into the inner planes, the lessons of Love become very obvious and thus your existence here becomes quite changed.

Thus, except for those occasional virtuosos, shall we say, who penetrate into the inner planes without conscious effort, for the most part they are close to people upon your plane of existence. The method for achieving entrance into higher or, shall we say, denser, more Light, more beautiful realms of existence is a mixture of certain disciplines of the person’s visualization, applied study, meditation, and a constant will to know the truth in order to serve others. If you have this desire, you will find people who will help you in your search. For us to give you this information is not necessary for the instrument has within her library volumes which deal with this subject which are available for you to read.

Hatonn went on to say, so it is with the inner planes, for you and all of those things in your world are energy fields, and you have energies and vibrations that belong to the third octave of existence, for there are also other octaves of existence within your octave of existence, so there are seven levels, and some of these levels are not visible, for the art of penetrating into the inner planes is a hidden art for a reason because each of you is here to learn the lessons of Love, and as you penetrate into the inner planes, the lessons of Love become obvious, and your existence here becomes changed. Then Hatonn said except for occasional virtuosos who penetrate into the inner planes without conscious effort they are close to people upon your plane of existence, and the method for achieving entrance into  the denser and more beautiful realms of existence is a mixture of disciplines of the person’s visualization meditation, and a constant will to know the truth in order to serve others, so if you have this desire, you will find people who will help you in your search, so for us to give you this information is not necessary for Carla has within her library volumes which deal with this subject which are available for you to read. In 16.51 Ra described our octave of existence:

The term density is a, what you would call, mathematical one. The closest analogy is that of music, whereby after seven notes on your western type of scale, if you will, the eighth note begins a new octave. Within your great octave of existence which we share with you, there are seven octaves or densities. Within each density there are seven sub-densities. Within each sub-density, seven sub-sub-densities, and so on infinitely.

Does this answer your question, my sister?

Questioner: Yes, it does. Thank you.

Hatonn: Does anyone else have any more questions at this time?

S: I have a question. With all the talk of devastation and such, how long before we can unify into service. How soon will this occur?

Hatonn: This phase of your planetary shift, my brother, began approximately ten years ago.

[Side one of tape ends.]

We will continue. Three years ago, according to your timekeeping methods, the second stage of intensified earth changes began. You have two years according to your timekeeping methods before your own continent becomes severely changed. However, these changes, though they will seem devastating, are relatively minor, and we would advise you to concentrate on your love energy upon humankind, who is at this time divided in many, many ways. Natural changes with—we must correct this instrument—will cause some depletion of your population, but the population itself will not be significantly reduced, that is to say, the species will easily survive, and find new ways to develop a moral technology that enables humankind to be comfortable while ennobling their purpose to love and serve not only  the self but the generations that are to come and the planet on which you dwell.

That which is to be feared is that which humankind may do to humankind. There is nothing in the creation which is called Earth by your people that would willingly kill for no apparent reason, but your species is capable of killing as a matter of what you may call policy. This is dangerous, and because your weapons far outrun your morality as a people there is the potential for almost total annihilation. There is no timetable for this because your people are unpredictable. We ask only that in your own way you yourself may love your enemies as best you can, for loving your friends is easy, but to lighten a planet that is torn in discontent, in greed, and in lust for power over others the most important weapon is the unifying strength of love itself.

Hatonn continued by saying three years ago the second stage of intensified Earth changes began, so you have two years before your own continent becomes severely changed, but these changes, though they will seem devastating, are relatively minor, and we would advise you to concentrate on your love energy upon humankind that is divided in many ways, so natural changes will cause some depletion of your population, but the population itself will not be significantly reduced, that is to say, the people will survive and find new ways to develop a moral technology that enables humankind to be comfortable while ennobling their purpose to love and serve not only  the self but the generations that are to come and the planet on which you dwell. Hatonn said that which is to be feared is that which humankind may do to humankind, for there is nothing in the creation which is called Earth that would willingly kill for no apparent reason, but your species is capable of killing as a matter of policy, so this is dangerous, and because your weapons far outrun your morality as a people there is the potential for almost total annihilation, but there is no timetable for this because your people are unpredictable, so we ask that in your own way you may love your enemies as best you can, for loving your friends is easy, but to lighten a planet that is torn in in greed and in lust for power over others the most important weapon is the unifying strength of Love itself. On November 8, 1981, Hatonn described the strength of Love:

As you seek the truth, my friends, rest in a unity, in a sense of the strength of Love that binds all things, and know that all conditions, all situations, all seeming errors of the heart, and mind, and spirit, lead ever onward to a final, complete dissolution in Love.

You do not know what you can do to help your planet, but we say to you that we do know, and just by your coming together this evening you are part of the raising of the consciousness of the planet. As you meditate, do not try to save the world, for you are the world. Do not try to save yourself because you are perfect. Only be. A tree is a tree; a cloud is a cloud; and you are you. The precious gift of awareness resides in your eyes, in your heart, and in your mind, and no one else thinks your thoughts. Celebrate yourself in meditation, for within you lie the development of the planet, if you can but be. You will be loved, for that is the essence of all that there is. Again we say, yes. We are in the middle of Earth…

Hatonn continued by saying you do not know what you can do to help your planet, but we say to you that we do know, and just by your coming together this evening you are part of the raising of the consciousness of the planet, but as you meditate, do not try to save the world, for you are the world, and do not try to save yourself because you are perfect, so only be, for a tree is a tree; a cloud is a cloud; and you are you, and the gift of awareness is in your heart and in your mind, and no one else thinks your thoughts, so celebrate yourself in meditation, for within you lies the development of the planet, if you can but be, and you will be loved, for that is the essence of all that there is, so we say, yes. On March 29, 1981, Latwii said that we are perfect:

You are perfect. Forgive yourself. Let your friends comfort you. Listen in your heart for the Love of the Creator. Feel upon your shoulder the hand of a presence so near and so dear that you could not be separated from it. This presence may be called Christ consciousness or divine Love. Seek and ye shall find. This is that which you will find. As always, we are with you.

[Tape ends.]

This morning I said goodbye to Heidi as she was driving back to her home in Virginia. It was great to spend a couple of days with her talking about how she knew Don and Carla, Andrija Puharich and Puharich’s Mind Link where he was working with “space kids,” or wanderers to enhance their telepathic abilities.

This afternoon I hand weeded the two flower beds in front of the fishpond, and then I  transplanted 15 Hyacinth bulbs, in front of the giant Sycamore tree, that Daniel and Tat gave me some time ago.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

September 20

Patience

Greetings in the Love of Jesus the Christ. I am the Spirit of the consciousness of Christ in the vibration which comforts this instrument.

My child, why do you bustle about within your mind, sorting and sifting the details of mundane experience in a ceaseless attempt to make order out of chaos? There is great virtue in being patient enough to allow the eddies and rhythms of a complex situation to form a coherent pattern. As you become gradually aware of the pattern, you are then far more able to discern the service which has been prepared for you to accomplish.

Peace and grace be with you.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling is from December 2, 1979:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator, a Creator who has given you peace and joy from now until infinity so that all that you have known and all that you will know may be of joy and of peace. We of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator are privileged to be with you in thought at this time, speaking through this instrument. And we are well aware that it does not seem to you as you dwell in your illusion of time and space that time is necessarily either joyful or peaceful. We know that there are many questions upon your minds having to do with the great divisions among the peoples of your planet. But what we wish to say to you now has to do with a block which stands in the way of joy and peace on an individual basis. We cannot give peace to nations, my friends, for they will not listen to us. We cannot give joy to a race of humanity. We can now offer these things only to those individuals who would listen to us. And to you who listen to us tonight, we say that the greatest impediment to joy and peace in your life is a lack of understanding of the true nature of love. It is written in your holy work which you call your Holy Bible that the Lord God requires a broken spirit and a contrite heart.

[S enters the room and sits down.]

We will pause for a moment to bring the one known as S into our circle of meditation. We surround you at this time with Love and ask you to feel the harmony of your group. We will pause for a moment. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. I am Hatonn. We will continue through this instrument.

As we were saying, a broken spirit and a contrite heart, my brothers and sisters, seem to be things that would sadden an individual, but in truth, a spirit which is not broken, a heart which is not contrite on its own behalf cannot forgive the infirmities of others, cannot be gracious and kind when compassion is surely needed. How can you break a spirit? With love, so that you do not become sad but rather joyful. How can your heart become sorry for all that it may have done or thought or felt, without feeling guilty, for sadness and guilt were never required by the Creator, only love my friends. But a broken spirit and a contrite heart are the gifts of Love. For in Love, we know that all things that move and have their being in our illusion and in all illusions are part of us. Whatever you see, whatever you hear, whether it be bad or good, whether it stems from your thinking or the thinking of someone halfway around the circle of your globe, all of these things are part of you. The spirit of Love is alive in every man and every woman but its expressions are often distorted.

Hatonn wanted to talk about the concept of peace. They began by saying  what we wish to say to you has to do with a block which stands in the way of joy and peace on an individual basis, but we cannot give peace to nations, for they will not listen to us, and we cannot give joy to a race of humanity, for we can offer these things only to those individuals who would listen to us, and to you who listen to us tonight, we say that the greatest impediment to joy and peace in your life is a lack of understanding of the true nature of Love, for it is written in your Holy Bible that God requires a broken spirit and a contrite heart. Then Hatonn said a broken spirit and a contrite heart seem to be things that would sadden an individual, but in truth, a spirit which is not broken, a heart which is not contrite on its own behalf cannot forgive the infirmities of others, cannot be gracious and kind when compassion is surely needed, and you can break a spirit with love, so that you do not become sad but rather joyful, and how can your heart become sorry for all that it may have done without feeling guilty, for sadness and guilt were never required by the Creator, only love, but a broken spirit and a contrite heart are the gifts of Love, for in Love, we know that all things that move and have their being in all illusions are part of us, so whatever you see or hear, whether it be bad or good, whether it stems from your thinking or the thinking of someone halfway around the circle of your globe, all of these things are part of you because the Spirit of Love is alive in every man and every woman, but its expressions are often distorted. On December 17, 2000, Q’uo said that the Spirit of Love was within us:

The Spirit of Love is the heart of each spirit that takes flesh. That perfect Love expressed in Jesus the Christ dwells in each heart, but it is as though each spirit needed the help of the being that has become aware in order to thrive. So, each of you is as the caretaker, the parent, teacher, and the comforter of his and her own spirit. Each of you can encourage the Spirit of Love within you. Each can clothe that infant Spirit in the garments of care and self-awareness and time, time given to silence and the awareness of the Love that rests within in that cradle that is the heart.

Thus, the beginning of freedom is the acknowledgment that your own expression of love may be distorted. When you commit yourself to an examination of your thoughts so that you may more nearly mirror the thought of Love which the Creator formed you in, then you begin to have a broken spirit. For you have become a person who is not proud. You have become a person who is not ego-centered, as you would call it, but is, rather, capable of understanding the pain and suffering of those about you. When you walk through a forest, my friends, what does the wind require of you? The grass and the path under your feet, what do they ask of you? The trees as they bend to the breeze, do they require aught of you?

The creation of the Creator, my friends, is one of service. And it requires nothing from any of its parts but that each part be who that part is. You are becoming yourself in each moment. You are not finished; you are growing constantly, and each thing that you learn adds just a bit to the quality of understanding of the original Thought which is harbored in your infinite and ever-living spirit. Your pride and your vanity you will leave behind. These, my friends—pride, vanity, boredom—these are the things that make people sad. When peace and joy are all about you, when heaven surrounds you, there is no need for you to dwell in the tattered rags of a worn-out illusion.

Now Hatonn said the beginning of freedom is the acknowledgment that your expression of Love may be distorted, and when you commit yourself to an examination of your thoughts so that you may more nearly mirror the thought of Love which the Creator formed you in, then you begin to have a broken spirit, for you have become a person who is not proud or ego-centered but is capable of understanding the pain and suffering of those about you, so: ”When you walk through a forest, what does the wind require of you? The grass and the path under your feet, what do they ask of you? The trees as they bend to the breeze, do they require aught of you?” Hatonn went on to say the creation of the Creator is one of service, and it requires nothing from any of its parts but that each part be who that part is, for you are becoming yourself in each moment, but you are not finished because you are growing constantly, and each thing that you learn adds more to the quality of understanding of the original Thought which is harbored in your infinite spirit, but you will your pride behind, for pride, vanity, and boredom are the things that make people sad, so when peace and joy are all about you, when heaven surrounds you, there is no need for you to dwell in the tattered rags of a worn-out illusion. On January 6, 1980, Latwii said that the original Thought is within us:

That is the position of your world. It does not seem possible that you could live without law. But we say to you, my friends, that there is a greater law. And it is a law that extends beyond man’s concept of law. It is the law of the original Thought. If you could understand the original Thought, you would know what there is to know, and your soul would no longer journey, it would no longer seek, nor harvest, nor share. For it would be one with all seekers, all harvesters, and all sharing. If you could understand the original Thought, you would be Love. You would not be seeking Love. The original Thought is within you. It is not without you. When you look at the world with the original Thought in your heart you can see Love. If you look at the world without the original Thought you can only see the illusion of disharmony, and naturally you will desire to ease the situation by using laws. But when you understand the original Thought, you find yourself viewing this same world with eyes that see Love.

Thus, we ask you to drop your pride, your vanity, your thoughts of self-worth as if they were old garments and take on the armor of Light. For you are a creature whose essential nature is Love. You were born to serve; it does not matter whether the service is great or small. It does not matter whether you may even feel successful. All that matters, my friends, is that you attempt to serve, that you attempt to love. You will make many errors; you will make mistakes; you will find yourself lacking self-confidence, and at those times we ask that you call upon us, upon the Creator, upon your own guides, upon your higher self. All of these resources are about you at all times. Comfort yourself and surround yourself with Love so that once more you may go your way rejoicing. We want no eye to be sad and no tear to be shed. The illusion is difficult; reality is simple.

Hatonn continued by saying we ask you to drop your pride, your vanity, and your thoughts of self-worth as if they were old garments and take on the armor of Light, for you are a creature whose nature is Love, and you were born to serve, so it does not matter whether the service is great or small, or whether you feel successful, for all that matters is that you attempt to serve, to love, but you will make many errors, and you will find yourself lacking self-confidence, and at those times we ask that you call upon us, upon the Creator, upon your guides, upon your higher self, for all of these resources are about you at all times, so comfort yourself and surround yourself with Love so that once more you may go your way rejoicing since we want no eye to be sad and no tear to be shed, for the illusion is difficult, and reality is simple. On April 27, 2024, Q’uo said that our guides and higher self are within us to give us answers to our questions:

Again, we suggest the process of entering into the meditative state with the intention of asking the very question that you have asked us, for your guides are there to respond to queries, to your interest, to your desire to seek further upon your spiritual path. So, if you will take that time to meditate and to look within yourself for the source of information, then that will be provided to you by your guides, and as a means of moving you forward into more communication with your higher self.

At this time, you are unaware that that quality which is the higher self is you, for the higher self is a greater portion of who you are. You are all things, the higher self and the One Creator as well. However, the higher self is more like the teacher in the school room, where you in the incarnate state are a student. And as you ask the higher self for more questions about your journey, then sometimes they are answered through your higher self, or your guides that might communicate via your intuition, your hunches, those thoughts that come to you, shall we say, out of the blue; and yet, it’s not out of the blue, but it is out of you, for you are one with these sources of information, and you are expanding your own experience of yourself when you make contact with these guides, your higher self and others within the inner planes that are aware of you and are attracted to you by the way you seek on your spiritual path.

We will aid you in invoking the Light, and I and Laitos will move about the room working with each of you that you may feel our presence. I am Hatonn.

We are having some difficulty with the one known as M because she is fatigued. We will attempt to send her some energy at this time. I am Hatonn.

I am Laitos, and I also greet you in Love and Light. Before we leave this group, we would appreciate the opportunity to attempt to exercise the one known as S. If he would relax, we would condition him at this time and attempt to say just a few words through him. I am Latwii.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. I am Laitos. We thank the one known as S. We are aware that we have good contact with him, and that he is aware of our contact. The ability to channel is not always easy, and will come in time if the desire is there. We would like to make the same experiment at this time with the one known as K. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

We thank the one known as K and would like now to attempt to speak a few words through the one known as R, if she would consent to be used as a channel at this time. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. I am Laitos. If you will be patient, we will not attempt to speak through the one known as M, but we will attempt to be very specific in making our presence felt to the one known as M.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument, and I thank you very much for patience. We are sending healing to the one known as R, and we thank you all for attempting to learn a service of vocal channeling that will be greatly needed in times to come. We cannot thank you enough for being willing to aid us in attempting to aid your people. When you meditate, please ask for our presence if you wish to be conditioned, and we will be with you. I leave you now. I am Laitos. Adonai, my friends.

I am Hatonn. I am again with this instrument, and I greet you again in Love and Light. As is customary at these meetings, I would at this time ask for questions.

Questioner: You said a moment ago that if we are troubled or do not know, we should appeal to our higher self. Where is this higher self and how would you go about contacting it?

Hatonn: Your higher self, my sister, is in the eternal now and is closer to you than any physical part of your being. In this illusion you are a splinter of your eternal spirit which has been sent into this illusion in order to learn certain lessons and to grow in spirit, and this growth is then added to the higher self, which is eternal. Thus, all that you have learned and all that you will learn are enclosed in your higher self, giving you the benefit of all of your future understanding as well as your past experience. When you are in doubt, if you will pause in meditation and consciously ask that the truth that your higher self knows be made known to you in some way and then release this request, you will find that within the next hours or days through a dream or inner certainty or vision you will be relieved of your problem either by understanding it or by its resolution.

This higher self is not omnipotent, for it is only a splinter itself of the divine Creator, so all true appeals must end at the feet of the Almighty, the Creator of us all. Your higher self is suggested to you because it is so close to you and your knowledge is so available to you that it can come through to you in a shorter amount of your time. Meditation is always the key; that which you call prayer is always helpful. Thus, as you spiritually give of your time, the rewards come to you threefold. This is the principle of meditation and the heart of our teaching to you. Using the term higher self is only to identify to you the true nature of yourself, for you can be the sum of all that you are whenever you are dwelling fully in the Love of the Creator. That you cannot do this at all times is understandable but by all means, my sister, call upon your higher self by mentally requesting it. For that self is you and it is as easy as talking to yourself to make contact with that which is your deeper, more meaningful, and more knowledgeable self.

Questioner asked: “Where is this higher self and how would you go about contacting it?” Hatonn said your higher self is in the eternal now and is closer to you than any physical part of your being, for in this illusion you are a splinter of your eternal spirit which has been sent into this illusion in order to learn certain lessons and to grow in spirit, and this growth is then added to the higher self, which is eternal, so all that you have learned and all that you will learn are enclosed in your higher self, giving you the benefit of all of your future understanding as well as your past experience, so when you are in doubt, if you will pause in meditation and consciously ask that the truth that your higher self knows be made known to you in some way and then release this request, you will find that within the next hours or days through a dream, or inner certainty, or vision you will be relieved of your problem either by understanding it or by its resolution. Now Hatonn said the higher self is not omnipotent, for it is only a splinter of the divine Creator, so all true appeals must end at the feet of the Creator, and your higher self is suggested to you because it is close to you, and your knowledge is so available to you that it can come through to you in a shorter amount of time, so meditation is the key, and prayer is always helpful, for as you spiritually give of your time, the rewards come to you threefold, and this is the principle of meditation and the heart of our teaching to you, so using the term higher self is only to identify to you the true nature of yourself, for you can be the sum of all that you are whenever you are dwelling fully in the Love of the Creator, so that you cannot do this at all times is understandable, but call upon your higher self by mentally requesting it, for that self is you, and it is as easy as talking to yourself to make contact with that which is your deeper and more knowledgeable self. On July 5, 1991, Hatonn said that the Love of the Creator may be experienced in all things and all people:

My sister, we would answer you by saying that to seek the Love of the infinite Creator in each moment of your life is the greatest service and the greatest learning that can be accomplished upon your plane, for it is the lesson of this dimension to discover the Love of the Creator within all that is experienced within the self, within the life, within the family, within the community, within each activity, each experience and there is, shall we say, an infinite amount of time to discover this Love.

Does this answer your question?

Questioner: Yes, very well. Thank you.

Hatonn: Thank you, my sister. Is there another question?

Questioner: I have another question. You indicated to meditate, to having contact with your higher self. I sometimes feel that meditation is such a waste of time when we could be helping others during this time than just sitting there trying to contact your higher self or whatever. Would it not be better to be of service, as in, just say, doing to others during all these hours we spend meditating, or is meditation very essential?

Hatonn: We are aware of your question, my sister. Most people upon your plane of existence do not spend hours in meditation, nor do they spend hours in service. The meditation is advisable to all persons due to the fact that it is in meditation that you are made aware of your true relationship to the Creator and the creation. It is in meditation that you become aware that you and your brothers and sisters are one being and to serve them is to serve yourself. Armed with this understanding of service, you may then go forth and serve, given power by the spirit of Love which is infinite.

If, on the other hand, you go forth to be of service to others without taking on the aspect of the spirit of Love which is infinite, your ability to be of good cheer in your service will diminish and fail. For that which was given to your personality in this chemical illusion is limited. The only way that you can always be of service is to continually restore your understanding of the holiness of the ground whereon you walk through contemplation of that which is divine. You must understand that in meditation you are not trying to contact anything. The idea in meditation is one wherein you realize that you are. Not who you are, not where you are, but that you are. That you are aware, that you are in the eternal present. When you feel this, you will feel a sweetness and a closeness to the Creator that come from breaking through the illusions of space and time and coming into that place where you can simply be who you are. That person is greatly loved by the Creator. And that person can greatly love others.

Questioner asked: “I have another question. You indicated to meditate, to having contact with your higher self. I sometimes feel that meditation is such a waste of time when we could be helping others during this time than just sitting there trying to contact your higher self or whatever. Would it not be better to be of service, as in, just say, doing to others during all these hours we spend meditating, or is meditation very essential?” Then Hatonn said we are aware of your question, my sister, so most people on your plane of existence do not spend hours in meditation, nor do they spend hours in service, but meditation is advisable to all persons due to the fact that it is in meditation that you are made aware of your true relationship to the Creator and the creation, and it is in meditation that you become aware that you and your brothers and sisters are one being and to serve them is to serve yourself, so armed with this understanding of service, you may go forth and serve, given power by the Spirit of Love which is infinite. Hatonn went on to say if you go forth to be of service to others without taking on the aspect of the Spirit of Love which is infinite, your ability to be of good cheer in your service will fail, for that which was given to your personality in this illusion is limited, so the only way that you can always be of service is to restore your understanding of the holiness of the ground whereon you walk through contemplation of that which is divine, for you must understand that in meditation you are not trying to contact anything since the idea in meditation is one wherein you realize that you are, not who you are, or where you are, but that you are, and that you are aware that you are in the eternal present, so when you feel this, you will feel a closeness to the Creator that comes from breaking through the illusions of space and time and coming into that place where you can be who you are, for that person is greatly loved by the Creator, and that person can greatly love others. On March 10, 1991, Q’uo described who we are:

Born within as a self-aware, eternal Light being, to aid the Earth that you so love, to aid the changes that must come. It is simply necessary to find who you are and then be who you are in the very most truthful way, the most honest way that you can. All else will follow.

When one accepts the higher wisdom of this mysterious Love, one is a servant, yet one is for the first time entirely free of the prison of flesh and bone, life, and death. One has become a citizen of eternity. Give respect to that part of yourself that is being born with the so-called new age. Love that child within. Nurture it within your heart’s womb. Talk to it. Cherish it. Nurture it. And as you cherish the growing awareness of who you truly are you open your eyes at the present moment, and there is your service before you, precisely there. It may distress you. It may be a pile of dirty dishes. It may be a discipline problem with a child. It may be digging a hole. It may be anything whatsoever. If it is done in love and compassion and respect for this experience right now, it is the greatest service you could ever perform. For you are being an entity that approaches the illusion fearlessly and lovingly.

Thus, we consider meditation quite essential. We also consider that as you meditate and grow in knowledge you then have a responsibility to share what you know with others in whatever path may seem to be open to you. As we have said, the path may be big or small, it may be dramatic, or it may be unnoticed. It may be public or quite private, but whatever it is, it will be your intention to give love and be of service in your little corner of the universe. You see, meditation and a life of service go hand in hand. We do not suggest meditating for hours each day, for such meditation is valuable only to those who have forsaken the world and have determined to make meditation their life. If you wish to do this, this is permissible. But you were, after all, put into this world to use your hands, and your mind, and your voice for the good of mankind. See to it, therefore, that you see and do and say that which you have come to understand in the silence of meditation.

Hatonn continued by saying we consider meditation essential, and we also consider that as you meditate and grow in knowledge you then have a responsibility to share what you know with others in whatever path may seem to be open to you, for the path may be big or small; it may be dramatic; or it may be unnoticed; it may be public or private, but whatever it is, it will be your intention to give love and be of service in your corner of the universe, for meditation and a life of service go hand in hand, but we do not suggest meditating for hours each day, for such meditation is valuable only to those who have forsaken the world and have determined to make meditation their life, but if you wish to do this, this is permissible, but you were put into this world to use your hands, your mind, and your voice for the good of mankind, so see to it that you see, and do, and say that which you have come to understand in the silence of meditation. On February 18, 2007, Q’uo spoke of the value of our meditation:

And as you live out your life you discover what you are learning as it shows up in your thinking. And many are the epiphanies and “aha’s” of a spiritual life in which the seeker is content to let this teaching occur mostly in the silence of meditation, contemplation, and the deep resting in whatever practices create for you personally a sacred chamber in which to tell the secrets of your heart to the loving ears of the one infinite Creator.

You are consciousness. It is not something you possess. It is not a characteristic of you. Consciousness lives your life to the extent you can get the details of your personality out of the way. And yet the details of your personality are all valuable. Therefore, the perfectly natural desire of the intensely devoted student to cast aside the personality and devote the self entirely to the silence is, for most entities, a solution that shall not be satisfying. For most entities, each coloration and quirk of the personality is there for a reason. Each seeming challenge, difficulty and sorrow that occurs in the life has been placed there not to make you stumble but to help you learn.

May we further answer your question, my sister?

Questioner: I am very, very thankful. You’ve said just the right thing for me.

Hatonn: We are very happy, my sister. Is there another question now?

Questioner: Can you tell me if my son is going to meet the girl that is right for him soon or if ever?

Hatonn: No. We are sending through this instrument, however, a general thought that may give you comfort. We are aware of your concern, and we cannot remove ourselves from our philosophical mission to give you specific advice about matters which have to do with free will, for this we cannot intrude upon in your daily existence. However, may we send you words of comfort and give you to understand that the entity of whom you speak is well-protected and whatever difficulties he may have will be helpful to him. This is not always easy to accept when you wish more than anything to take on another person’s difficulties and to make things be well for one whom you love. But this is not the way of the Creator. For each soul has its own path and will follow it. But it is truly written in your holy works that you are not given more than you can bear. It is also truly written that the Creator is always with those who speak of Its name. Indeed, the Creator is with all, my friends. We are sorry we cannot accede to your request for information, but it is outside our guidelines. Please accept our apologies, my sister.

Questioner: Thank you.

Hatonn: Is there another question?

[Pause]

Hatonn: Does the one known as S wish to reserve his question for another time?

S: I will reserve it. Thank you.

Hatonn: We respect your privacy, my brother. My friends, it is a singular joy, as always, to be allowed to share our thoughts with you. We are very grateful for your love, and we send you ours unstintingly. For those of you who have needs for healing, we ask that you call upon us, for there are those in the Confederation who work with healing vibrations, and we will be happy to work with you. We have no wish to manipulate your people, but how we yearn, my friends, to give you rest from your labor and a happy end to your troubles. Meditate, my friends, and these things will not only be possible but will be part of your life. We leave you in a life that is filled with joy and peace. Join us, my friends. It is available to you at any time and we await you with eagerness.

I am Hatonn. I leave you in the Love and the Light of the One who is All. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning Heidi and I drove over to the house on Watterson Trail where Don, Carla, and I lived when we were so blessed to have contact with those of the social memory complex of Ra. From the driveway and then the side road we could see the Ra room, Don’s bedroom, and Carla’s bedroom. Then we drove to the Village Anchor where Heidi treated me to dinner.

This afternoon I used the garden hose and sprayer to clean the filters on the pump because the height of the fountain had gone down due to a buildup of algae in the filters.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

September 19

The Very Stuff Of Love

I am of the principle of the Love of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of divine Love.

Has it seemed strange that you suffer and still you live? That so many things occur, and yet you are capable of experiencing each thing? Have you wondered, “Where is the room for all the memories, all the feelings of a lifetime?”

Those feelings, and memories, and biases are of the very stuff of Love, for they express the Love which each has been able to manifest. Cradled gently within the being lies an infinity of remembrance.

There is nothing through which you cannot go. There is no action too harsh for memory to turn the harshness to lessons learned, new visions perceived, and new challenges accepted.

How very much more you are than you are aware! We call you to an awareness of your larger self and hope that we may inspire in you such deeds as the Creator and you have placed before you this day.

We leave you in quiet confidence and peace, in the Love of Jesus the Christ, now and forevermore. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.