The Camelot Journal

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings come from April 18, 1982:

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am now with this instrument. We were listening to the sounds that surround you, the singing of your birds which has begun again in your season of spring. The cycle has turned, and new life begins. The world echoes the sounds of nature—beautiful, musical peace. My friends, if you would but take a little extra of your time to sit and quietly listen, the world around will speak of many things and you, if you listen, may begin to become more aware of the simple, the profound lessons that the world around you offers. My friends, you are part of an illusion and learning experience that allows you to become aware of the Love and Light of the Creator.

In your illusion, as awareness is slowly achieved, a balance will become more and more evident to you as you begin to find your place in the workings of your world. Each person has a place on the scale, a scale that has many of your years been unbalanced, ever teetering, but is slowly beginning to change this as more and more seek to be a part of the world instead of centered simply on what they perceive as their physical needs. This scale, though leveling, is still unbalanced, yet your world, you, are slowly riding this. Each of you, as you become aware, aid the planet and your own self in your growth in this period of transition. We join you and would aid in whatever way that we may. You need but call, and we shall be with you in your meditations. We are your brothers and sisters.

We would now at this time pause to allow our brothers and sisters of Laitos to pass among you so that those who wish may feel their conditioning vibration. We will pause now, and then will transfer to another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. I continue through this instrument. I and Laitos thank you for the opportunity of blending our vibrations with yours. It is a great blessing to share consciousness with you. Please know that if this sharing is of value to you, you need only ask for it at any time.

To conclude our thoughts for this evening we would continue to speak upon the subject of those times that are in what you call your immediate future. We are aware that this topic is upon the minds of many, and we wish to thank each of you that you have not single-mindedly attempted to discover details of prophecy concerning specific events which are part of your planetary entry into the full dimension of Love. My friends, it is not that we cannot speak to you of these things. We would take this opportunity to attempt to express to you our perceptions of the difficulties involved in the transference of specific information through conscious channeling. The contact such as we have through this instrument is a free will contact. This instrument receives impressions of concepts of a crystalline nature, that is, they are below or other than words. This instrument then cloaks these concepts in the vocabulary with which this instrument is most comfortable. In any free will contact of this nature, we expect and encourage a certain amount of communication by the instrument through the instrument, as well as communication by the Confederation through the instrument. This portion by the instrument consists of those biases, concepts, and ways of approaching subjects that are unique to that instrument, and, therefore, make our very simple message more varied, more inspiring, and more interesting to those who seek and who listen to these communications.

This same free will, my friends, causes specific information to be quite difficult to transmit, for as we transmit, we ourselves are functioning in free will. We cannot know that which is the future to you, but can only know probabilities, for it is your free will which determines which future your people shall achieve. Therefore, when an instrument is repeatedly asked for specific information, for dates, for places, and for plans of catastrophe, there are others willing to be less than truthful, willing to give specific dates, and places, and plans, and so we lose our instrument. It is a gradual process, and one which we are very glad has not yet begun with this group at this time, for, my friends, there are important concerns in your immediate future, as you call it, that have to do only peripherally with the undoubted fact that the topography of your Earth will change somewhat as a result of the stresses within it at this time as it must adjust to the new vibrations of the New Age, as you call it. That which is important to you, my friends, is your own inner balance, your own inner awareness of your identity, your essence, and your beingness, for as long as you breathe the air of this planet you will be able to offer under any circumstances whatever that beingness, that essence, that identity.

In this session Hatonn wanted to speak about the times of change occurring on Earth. They began by saying we would continue to speak upon the subject of those times that are in your immediate future, for we are aware that this topic is upon the minds of many, and we wish to thank each of you that you have not single-mindedly attempted to discover details of prophecy concerning specific events which are part of your planetary entry into the full dimension of Love, but it is not that we cannot speak to you of these things, and we would take this opportunity to express to you our perceptions of the difficulties involved in the transference of specific information through conscious channeling, for the contact such as we have through Carla is a free will contact, so she receives impressions of concepts of a crystalline nature that are other than words, so she cloaks these concepts in the vocabulary with which she is most comfortable, and in any free will contact of this nature, we encourage a certain amount of communication by the instrument through the instrument, as well as communication by the Confederation through the instrument, so this portion by the instrument consists of those biases, concepts, and ways of approaching subjects that are unique to that instrument, and, therefore, make our message varied, inspiring, and more interesting to those who seek and who listen to these communications. Hatonn continued by saying free will causes specific information to be difficult to transmit, for as we transmit we are functioning in free will, but we cannot know that which is the future to you but can only know probabilities, for it is your free will which determines which future your people shall achieve, so when an instrument is repeatedly asked for specific information there are others willing to be less truthful, willing to give specific dates, places, and plans, and so we lose our instrument, so it is a gradual process, and one which we are glad has not begun with this group, for there are concerns in your future that have to do only with the fact that the topography of your Earth will change as a result of the stresses within it at as it must adjust to the vibrations of the New Age, for that which is important to you is your inner awareness of your identity, for as long as you breathe the air of this planet you will be able to offer under any circumstances whatever that essence is. On October 18, 1978, Hatonn spoke about the nature of the New Age:

There are those upon your planet who are capable of receiving specific information, and so they do, but they will show to you that the higher truth is far more important than earthquakes and fires, and all that you may be subjected to from the physical development of the New Age, will be the spiritual development of the people of your planet. To help them, you cannot pray for them but only attempt to become a pure vessel, shall we say, of that which we call Love. Love is that which is indescribable. It is more strong and powerful than the word would suggest in your language, and certainly you have no other word which is as expressive. We have attempted at times to use the word “desire” to indicate that which communicated life to the cosmos, but desire today among your people expresses upon a physical level, and this we do not mean. Thus, we ask that you find Love within you, and then open those eyes which are windows to that Love, and let it shine forth to the best of your ability. Do not be sad because you have failed at any moment, but only try again. That is all that we can do.

One of your great poets, many, many of your years ago wrote, “Yea, though I walk through the valley of death, I shall fear no evil.” This was, of course, a translation from another language, but the concept, my friends, is infinitely important compared to the details of Earth changes. We ask you to be aware that at each moment presences guard you in life and in death. Your consciousness is not subject to this death. You have, before incarnation, chosen some things which you may wish to do. You did not make these plans with the intention of knowing them ahead. You made these plans knowing that at each point that something was required of you, you would have the free will to choose the manner of your beingness.

We realize that in your daily illusion the events, the cataclysms, the mounting strangeness of the times in which you live, may well seem to be far more important than your own disciplined understanding of who you are, but, my friends, your seeking of that understanding is the only burden to carry in those days to come, for the more of your identity that you are able to fathom, the greater your Light will shine in a very dark world, and like the great lighthouse which guides the ships to harbor and warns of a craggy rock and a dangerous gale, those within the view of your simple beingness will gain a kind of safe harbor until they themselves can begin to seek for themselves. The days to come, my friends, are indeed a life and death situation, but these are the ingredients of which your illusion has always been made. That which is different is that the harvest is upon you. Prepare that part of yourself, therefore, which shall endure. Prepare not for catastrophe, but for joy; not for darkness, but for Light; not for fear, but for hope, and never doubt that you are one with many, many brothers and sisters who share with you the hope of Love and Light for all of the peoples of the Earth.

Then Hatonn said one of your great poets, many of years ago wrote, “Yea, though I walk through the valley of death, I shall fear no evil,” and this was a translation from another language, but the concept is infinitely important compared to the details of Earth changes, so we ask you to be aware that at each moment presences guard you in life and in death, for your consciousness is not subject to death, and you have, before incarnation, chosen things which you may wish to do, but you did not make these plans with the intention of knowing them ahead of time, for you made these plans knowing that at each point something was required of you, and you would have free will to choose the manner of your beingness. Hatonn continued by saying the cataclysms of the times in which you live may be more important than your disciplined understanding of who you are, but your seeking of that understanding is the only burden to carry in those days to come, for the more of your identity that you are able to fathom, the greater your Light will shine in a dark world, and like the lighthouse which guides ships to harbor, those within the view of your beingness will gain a safe harbor until they can begin to seek for themselves, for the days to come are a life and death situation, but these are the ingredients of which your illusion has always been made, and that which is different is that the harvest is upon you, so prepare that part of yourself which shall endure and prepare not for darkness, but for Light, and never doubt that you are one with many brothers and sisters who share with you the hope of Love and Light for all of the people of Earth. On February 18, 1979, Latwii spoke of how we can use our Light:

Therefore, what you can basically do is on another plane, and it is, of course, just as important, and that is to be a good person within yourself, to meditate, and to Love. And in that way, you can add your Light, and as so often said among your people, a little Light in a great darkness shines a long way. Therefore, attempt to be a little Light even though there is great darkness, and that will be the greatest help that you can be.

I am Hatonn. I leave you, my friends, in the love and the light of our infinite Creator. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet each of you in Love and Light. We have been waiting patiently for our opportunity to speak to this group, and this evening our wait has been much easier than usual, for we also have been most engrossed in the message our brothers and sisters of Hatonn have shared with your group. We, at this time, hope that our encore, shall we say, shall be of equal value or some value approaching that of the message you have heard this evening. We would now ask if there would be any questions which we may attempt to answer this evening?

M: Yes. I have one, I believe. It is not terribly important, but a curiosity. It seems that a few years back the messages of then were that the harvest was coming, and that there was very little time, not very many people were going to make it, and for the first time I can recall Hatonn spoke to us about the balance, and more and more people were going to the other side, understanding what this experience was all about. Is this in fact accelerating our people of the Earth understanding our purpose more?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. The people of your planet are now experiencing those times which have long been foretold by those whom you call prophets, the so-called last days of your great cycle of evolution. It is during these days that the experiences, the catalyst, and the opportunities for growth shall be increased manyfold so that each entity upon your planet who seeks in any degree might have available to him or her much more of a fulcrum of energy, so to speak, that shall act as a lever within the consciousness and move it great distances in comparison to where it was and where it could have been moved prior to this time.

The reason for this is, as many of you know, manyfold. The entities now incarnating on your planet have, for some period of time, maximum possible polarization. Those entities who were nearest the harvest, and only those entities could benefit by now being incarnate on your planet, and this fact, when combined with the fact that the inconveniences, shall we say, have well begun and do themselves provide much more opportunity for the seeking creates a situation in which if an entity wishes to know the truth of its being, this truth is ever closer and less veiled, shall we say, to the entity who seeks it, for those experiences which seem to be of major or minor cataclysmic effect, those experiences of the, shall we say, sagging economy, of the threats of nuclear war, of the prophecies of great Earth changes, of the difficulties in interpersonal relationships, in the confusions of the personal journey of seeking, all these experiences and events magnify for an entity who seeks the truth the ability to find that truth, for each such experience does pose the question for the entity, the question being, “What is the meaning of this life in which I experience and see these events?”

M asked: “It seems that a few years back the messages of then were that the harvest was coming, and that there was very little time, not very many people were going to make it, and for the first time I can recall Hatonn spoke to us about the balance, and more and more people were going to the other side, understanding what this experience was all about. Is this in fact accelerating our people of the Earth understanding our purpose more?” Latwii replied by saying the people of your planet are experiencing those times which have been foretold by prophets as the last days of your great cycle of evolution, and it is during these days that catalyst, and the opportunities for growth, shall be increased so that each entity upon your planet who seeks in any degree might have available to him or her more of a fulcrum of energy that shall act as a lever within the consciousness and move it great distances in comparison to where it was and where it could have been moved prior to this time. Latwii went on to say the reason for this is manyfold, for the entities now incarnating on your planet have maximum possible polarization, so only those entities who were nearest the harvest could benefit now by being incarnate on your planet, and this fact, when combined with the fact that the inconveniences have begun, and they provide more opportunity for seeking that creates a situation in which, if an entity wishes to know the truth of its being, this truth is closer and less veiled to the entity who seeks it, for those experiences which seem to be of major or minor cataclysmic effect: those experiences of the sagging economy, of the threats of nuclear war, of the prophecies of great Earth changes, of the difficulties in interpersonal relationships, in the confusions of the personal journey of seeking, all these experiences magnify for an entity who seeks the truth, for each experience poses the question for the entity which is: “What is the meaning of this life in which I experience and see these events?” On March 28, 1982, Latwii spoke of the meaning of this life of ours:

We of Latwii can only suggest to one such as yourself who seeks deeper meaning of this life in which you experience each moment, that in the meditative state you might come closer to that which is poorly called happiness, for what, my sister, could make one happier than to know that one is an integral part of all Creation, and more—the one Creator. What could make an entity more fulfilled than to know the heart of Love resides within its own being? What could fulfill one more than to know that the plan of the one Creator is not complete without the participation of the one who seeks that known as happiness?

May we answer you further, my brother?

M: No, thank you, Latwii.

I am Latwii and we thank you. Is there another question?

Carla: I have a question from L. L was asking if gypsies were a race apart from others, and perhaps like the Chinese who come from Deneb, from a certain star system or a certain origin that was different than the other peoples of the Earth?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. To recount the origins of those whom your people call the gypsies is, indeed, a difficult task, for one aspect of these entities that those here are aware of, that being the wandering nature, is a facet which has colored these entities for their entire history, shall we say, upon your planet. These entities, therefore, are of many roots, the majority of which coming from the areas of your Mediterranean sea, have from times long passed been the caretakers of the codes and systems of secret knowledge, that which follows the mystic path. Many schools of seeking the one Creator have evolved upon your planet in its past. Each path has been fortified more or less, and its tenets have been propounded within the walls of the secret schools. There have been, from time to time, attempts by other forces to purge various cultures of these mystery schools and their secret rites, for they were considered other than a normally accepted society, and as is the case even unto this day in your own society such entities who are too far removed from normal acceptance are often shunned and ostracized.

Therefore, these entities known to you as gypsies have as their origins a variety of lands in the area which borders the Mediterranean Sea, some of these lands being Egypt, Turkey, and Greece. When these mystery schools were attacked, and when efforts were made to cease their functioning, those in charge of the teachings would remain viable and could be passed on in what is called the future to other entities also seeking the same truth. Therefore, those who you call the gypsies have been wandering from home to home and land to land and from age to age throughout the history that has been written upon your planet, and few there are of these entities remaining true to the teachings which they sought to preserve unto this day, for all teachings are subject to distortion, to loss, and to forgetting.

Carla asked a question for L: “L was asking if gypsies were a race apart from others, and perhaps like the Chinese who come from Deneb, from a certain star system or a certain origin that was different than the other peoples of the Earth?” Then Latwii said these entities are of many roots, and the majority come from the areas of your Mediterranean sea and have, from times long passed, been the caretakers of the systems of secret knowledge which follows the mystic path, so many schools of seeking the one Creator have evolved upon your planet in its past, and each path has been fortified more or less, and its tenets have been studied within the walls of the secret schools, but there have been attempts by other forces to purge various cultures of these mystery schools and their secret rites, for they were considered other than a normally accepted society, and as is the case even unto this day in your own society such entities who are too far removed from normal acceptance are often shunned and ostracized. Latwii went on to say these gypsies have their origins in lands in the area which borders the Mediterranean Sea, some of these lands being Egypt, Turkey, and Greece, so when these mystery schools were attacked, and efforts were made to cease their functioning, those in charge of the teachings remained viable and passed on the teachings in the future to other entities also seeking the same truth, and these gypsies have been wandering from home to home, and land to land, and from age to age throughout the history that has been written upon your planet, and few there are of these entities remaining true to the teachings which they sought to preserve unto this day, for all teachings are subject to distortion, to loss, and to forgetting. On march 24, 1985, Latwii spoke of the nature of one of the mystery schools:

Those of the Melchizedek thought, shall we say, are those entities who have found a particular philosophy to be of service to them in their own evolutionary process. Many have been the masters, as you call them, who have walked the surface of your planet in third-density vehicles. These entities are of various origins, many without your planetary influence. The one known as Melchizedek was a, as you call it, master who had consciously followed a certain philosophical path which served to discipline the mind and the personality which expressed the mind so that third-density entities could in a conscious fashion accelerate the evolutionary process that each either consciously or unconsciously upon your planet takes part in.

These entities are a grouping which is usually placed within the ancient mystery schools, those places of learning which existed from times within various cultures’ histories upon your planet, for always there have been the seekers of truth, and from time to time and in various places these seekers have organized themselves in societies and schools which have sought to preserve and pass on those truths, shall we say, that they have been honored to gather.

The one known as Jesus was as one who sought from many schools the knowledge and the expression of the one Creator that is called Love. Many were the places and schools which this entity visited and at which this entity learned as a portion of its evolutionary process.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Yes. Two questions. If I remember my Ra correctly, Turkey was a repository both of people from Mu and for people from Atlantis after both of those lands sank, but mysteries schools were Atlantis’ strong suit. It would be logical, then, to suspect that it is Atlantean mystery schools that were the basis of the gypsies’ store of knowledge. Is this correct?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my sister. This is basically correct, for the lineage of most of these mystery schools is traced to the Atlantean era, its middle and latter portions, though some few of these schools were in existence as a result of other cultural influences, specifically speaking now of the Egyptian culture, which was able to maintain an identity unique even in the times of the Atlantean culture.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Yes. The other question is the teachings of these systems which are called mystery schools. Are they at heart a purely service-to-others oriented school of teaching?

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and am once more with this instrument. These mystery schools may be generally classified under the areas which you are already familiar with as the tarot, the astrology, and the Tree of Life, or that which is more commonly known as ritual magic. Each attempt at codification of the path of seeking the one Creator has as its foundation the service-to-others polarization. Through the ages each system has undergone various distortions as those in whose trust they were placed have altered these teachings, some alterations also being of service-to-others polarization, others being of the negative polarization, what you would call the service-to-self polarization.

The amount of distortion within each system presents the greatest difficulty to the student of the system, for many other additions, shall we say, or fields of knowledge, have been blended with each of these three systems, and has resulted in a system in each case which is quite far removed from the original, therefore, both the distortions present in each system and specific distortions of negative orientations present the student of each system with the greatest difficulties in penetrating the symbolism involved in each way of knowing.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you, Latwii. I think I’ve caught right up with you.

I am Latwii, and we are pleased that we have not left any in our ancient dust. May we ask if there is another question at this time?

M: Yes. I have a question. Why is it that some people I know are so afraid of the supernatural or the unknown? They feel that somehow it’s something evil, and to me it’s just knowledge. Why do we have that different opinion?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. The unknown, to those who do not seek it, is a great mystery, a great challenge, and represents to such an entity the part of its own being which is yet unexplored, and is unexplored, for there is some reason within this entity to fear that part of itself which it has not chosen to explore. For each entity holding the view that that which you call the supernatural is evil there is an unique reason for this view. Many entities fear that which they have begun to find within their own being, that which expresses to them some ramification of this supernatural realm, but which they have had some difficulty in comprehending.

Many entities have had some kind of experience of a supernatural nature early in their incarnation, and have been unable to assimilate its occurrence and its meaning within their being, and this new information has so overwhelmed their ability to assimilate it that they have, in fact, shoved it aside and forgotten it on the conscious level, yet it remains in their unconscious as a possibility for further exploration, if only they would journey that path, yet the fear of further journey remains, and only this fear filters into the conscious mind so that the similar experience of another will again trigger this fear within their own being.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M: Well, they don’t really fear evil, they just fear fear itself. Is that it?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. The fear is the result of the difficulty with the experience at a previous time, and that which is feared might also be forgotten, so that only the fear surfaces. The fear, over a long period of time, might itself begin to fade so that only the coloration of what the entity then describes as evil remains. That which is feared is most often called by your people evil.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M: Thank you. You’ve answered me.

I am Latwii. We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. We find this group rather quiet this evening, and we also enjoy your peaceful vibrations. We thank each for allowing us to enter this group and to blend our vibrations with each. We look forward to each encounter. We leave this group now, rejoicing in Love and Light. We leave you in that Love and Light of the one Creator. We shall be with you again. I am Latwii. Adonai vasu borragus.

(C channeling)

I am Nona, and am now with this instrument. We have been called, for there is concern of those who are close, a part of this group who are at this time experiencing difficulties with their physical vehicles, and we are called for concern of this group for your planet and the conditions faced in this period of your time.

[C continues to channel Nona.]

This morning the quote from The Art of Meditation by Joel Goldsmith is; ‘’Our search for God, for the kingdom of God, is an evidence of our own faith in the presence and power of God, even though we do not yet have a knowledge of it through actual experience. Those who are not on the spiritual path do not have that confidence. Only those who have attainted an inner conviction that there is a God are led to the search for God. These seekers may not necessarily have attainted the realization God, but at least there is that inner certainty; ‘This is the way; this is a God.’

So, the search begins, and it begins in different ways. How it begins depends upon our background; it depends upon where we happen to be at any given moment and what is going on in our particular world. There have been people whose search began in orthodox churches, and some of them have found the answer. They have discovered the kingdom within themselves but have continued working in the church as a form of service and sometimes as a form of gratitude. Some have found God through an intellectual approach, and a few have found a purely spiritual way. Others have come through teachings that are a combination of the intellectual and the spiritual. There are those who have come to the spiritual path through books, and there are those who have come through living teachers, while others have made contact with the spiritual saints and seers who have never died.

To know the truth as so many words, quotations, passages, or theories is one thing; but it is an entirely different thing when, through meditation, the Word takes root in our consciousness and comes forth as spiritual fruitage. We are told that the fruits of the Spirit are ‘love, joy, peace, long-suffering, gentleness, goodness, faith.’ It is really true that when the Spirit has been touched, or when It has touched us, then the fruitage comes forth in the form of harmony, wholeness, completeness, and perfection. The purpose of this book is to help students practice the art of meditation by which the Word takes root, so that they come into an actual awareness, an actual consciousness of living in the Spirit. Our object is to attain a measure of that mind which was in Christ Jesus and then let It do with us as it will.’’

This afternoon I went on an errand run with my first stop at PNC Bank where I made a cash withdrawal. My second stop was at Feeder’s Supply where I bought some bird seed. My third stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. My fourth stop was at Bachman’s Subaru to ask when Stanley would be ready since I was told two weeks ago that he would be ready by Christmas. Adam told me that the engine had been installed, and Stanley had been taken for a test drive which went very well. So, Adam said that Stanley would be ready in two or three days. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store to pick up a prescription and to buy a pint of Haagen Daas vanilla ice cream. When I got home, I put away all of my purchases, and then I went around all of my yard and gardens and picked up enough small tree limbs to fill two garbage cans.  

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 29

Blessings

We of the principle of Love are with you, and we greet you in the name of Love: Love unconditional; Love divine; Love infinite.

It is sometimes difficult in the daily round to perceive the glory of the creation. Take time this day to touch in mind and heart the beauties of scenery, character, grace, and wit which refresh the weary soul.

Indeed, there are naught but blessings for the faithful. And all those things which seem difficult are blessings, much as the life experience itself, though difficult, is indeed a time of blessing, learning and achieving for the Spirit within.

Let not those things which are below lose the reflection of that which is divine. For all things are instinct with the divine life of unconditional and perfect Love.

We leave you in the name of Jesus Christ, in that Love and peace, to create your experience this day as one of blessing and affirmation, now and forever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling for this session comes from April 15, 1982:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you in the Love and Light of our infinite Creator. It is a great privilege, as always, to be with you. Our brothers and sisters of Laitos have been with you, and have been conditioning each. However, we wished to work with the one known as S if this is agreeable to that instrument. We should first condition that instrument and then speak a few words through that instrument if she would relax. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am again with this instrument. We apologize for disturbing your pet. We shall speak a few general thoughts through this instrument before we leave as we know that there are many things upon your minds, and it is sometimes possible that, by turning over in the mind a few concepts, a path may become remarkably clearer than previously seen.

We would like to observe the seeming delicacy of all that surrounds you, the extreme delicacy of the parameters which guard the ability of your physical vehicles to dwell in safety upon this sphere in space, the fragile chain of life which the creation of the Creator has provided for all creatures from the smallest to the greatest. Yet we would like to point out that this seeming fragility houses an imponderably huge and immense role of an evolution which goes so far beyond the evolution of the physical form that there are no words to describe this everlasting evolution. It may seem at times that each is a fragile, and easily wounded, and torn entity, yet there is no possibility of true harm, for there is no ending to consciousness. Physical death cannot touch it, and any experience can only aid it.

Moreover, it may seem that in addition to fragility the third-density experience has a great loneliness, a great separation of being from being, brother from brother, sister from sister, Creator to Creator. We have often said that this can be gone beyond, shall we say, in the depths of meditation, that the roots of being and of consciousness can be seen to be one. But, my friends, even in your everyday existence, in the greatest illusion possible, you may see signs of the oneness of all things. How many times, my friends, just when you thought that this illusion held no ideals, have you heard of some entity who acted in such a way that the Light of the one infinite Creator and the Love of this marvelous unity radiates to the world?

In this session Hatonn wanted to speak upon the delicacy of our being. They began  by saying we would like to observe the seeming delicacy of all that surrounds you, the delicacy of the parameters which guard the ability of your bodies to dwell in safety upon this sphere in space, the fragile chain of life which the creation of the Creator has provided for all creatures from the smallest to the greatest, yet we would like to point out that this fragility houses a huge role of an evolution which goes far beyond the evolution of the physical form that there are no words to describe this everlasting evolution, for it may seem that each is a fragile entity, yet there is no possibility of true harm, for there is no ending to consciousness, and physical death cannot touch it, and any experience can only aid it. Hatonn went on to say it may seem that in addition to fragility the third-density experience has a great separation of being from being, brother from brother, sister from sister, Creator to Creator, and we have said that this can be gone beyond in the depths of meditation, that the roots of being and of consciousness can be seen to be one, but even in your everyday existence, in the greatest illusion possible, you may see signs of the oneness of all things, so how many times, just when you thought that this illusion held no ideals, have you heard of some entity who acted in such a way that the Light of the one infinite Creator and the Love of this marvelous unity radiates to the world? In 43.8, Ra spoke about a fragile entity:

Thusly the entity is concerned, if it be upon the path of positive harvestability, with the regularizing of the various energies of experience. Thus, the most fragile entity may be more balanced than one with extreme energy and activity in service to others due to the fastidiousness with which the will is focused upon the use of experience in knowing the self. The densities beyond your own give the minimally balanced individual much time/space and space/time with which to continue to refine these inner balances.

You may see stories upon stories of the difficulties and the travails of your planet, and travails there will be, for this is the proper time for such to occur. Yet in the midst of these you will see again and again the story that you are lucky enough to hear of one just such as yourself, who has turned from being the sheep and has awakened into the shepherd, and tends the flock. What might this flock be? It might be a person defending the beauty of an ideal against those who would misuse it for money’s sake or for power. It might be a person who has given much to aid a group or a cause at great personal sacrifice, or it might be one person who serves one other person with such selflessness that all who see it may marvel. This is the creation of the Creator. The illusion can be pierced.

Now, just as you have the ideals within you which are your birthright, you have also these things which are called travails by the world. Accept them in yourself and in the world, these seeming imperfections, and, no matter how great the error, attempt to see yourself in each circumstance that comes before your vision. Imagine yourself in the place of one who has greatly erred, and then forgive yourself, for although you have been wrong, yet you are still the child of an infinite Creator and there is time enough and more to mend any error.

Hatonn went on to say you may see stories of the difficulties and the travails of your planet, for this is the time for such to occur, yet in the midst of these you will see the story that you are lucky enough to hear of one such as yourself, who has turned from being the sheep and has awakened into the shepherd and tends the flock, and what might this flock be? Hatonn said it might be a person defending the beauty of an ideal against those who would misuse it for money’s sake or for power, or it might be a person who has given much to aid a group or a cause at great personal sacrifice, or it might be one person who serves one other person with such selflessness that all who see it may marvel, for this is the creation of the Creator where the illusion can be pierced. Then Hatonn said just as you have the ideals within you which are your birthright, you have also these things which are called imperfections by the world, so accept them in yourself and in the world, and, no matter how great the error, attempt to see yourself in each circumstance that comes before your vision, and imagine yourself in the place of one who has greatly erred, and then forgive yourself, for although you have been wrong, yet you are still the child of an infinite Creator, and there is time enough to mend any error. On May 9, 2009, Q’uo spoke of the value of our forgiving ourself:

However, in the process of being a loving and compassionate person, you shall inevitably discover that there are those things for which you would wish to be forgiven. And so that loving heart of yours opens and says, “Please forgive me.” Most importantly, in terms of karma, rather, that loving heart opens towards the self, and you are able to forgive yourself. This stops the wheels of karma.

It is often far easier to forgive others than to forgive the self. Therefore, as you discover within yourself those suspicions that you may have karma with another, and that you wish to stop the wheel of karma, remember that in addition to forgiving the other, and in some cases, in asking forgiveness of another if that other is in relationship, and is alive, and can speak with you, it is crucial always to forgive yourself.

In terms of karma, it is to be remembered that when the wheel stops, there is still the work to do of remembering that you have forgiven, for imperfect memory will attempt, as a habit, to bring up old and settled scores as if they have not been settled, as if they have not been forgiven. When this temptation occurs, invoke perfect memory. Recapture that moment when you did forgive and you were forgiven and let that replace the anxiety of old memory.

We thank you, my friends, for providing us with the great service of your presence and the blessing of your vibrations. We would at this time make room for our brothers and sisters of Latwii. Consequently, we leave this instrument, wishing all about you the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. I am Hatonn. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

[Transcript ends.]

This morning I decided to stop sharing concepts from The Wisdom of Insecurity by Alan Watts as part of my Camelot Journal entries because I feel that they were becoming too repetitive and, occasionally, confusing. The reason that I began sharing these concepts was that when I was a junior in college this was the first book of a spiritual nature that I had ever read, and I thought it might be helpful to share with a friend that I have had an email communication with for a few years who has had a difficult life.

Now I would like to share concepts of The Art of Meditation, by Joel Goldsmith with my readers because it is a book that I have read many times in the last few years which has helped me with my meditative practice. The first concept that I would like to share is, ‘’The original principle taught by the Master Christian revealed that the kingdom of God, the presence and power of God is within us. Jesus called this presence and power ‘’Father’’— ‘’The Father that dwelleth in me, He doeth the works.’’ Paul, using a different term, said, ‘’I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me.’’ By whatever name it is called—God, Father, or the Christ—It is to be found within. The kingdom of God is within us; the whole of the Godhead is to be found within our individual being, not in holy mountains, nor yet in the temple at Jerusalem, but within us. As we begin to recognize our good as the gift of God, we let the reasoning, thinking, planning mind relax. We listen for the still, small voice in meditation, ever watching for the angel of the Lord, the Christ, the Father within. It will never leave us or forsake us. It is our permanent dispensation.’’

This afternoon I went downstairs and brought the garden hose out of the basement. Then I took the insulation off the faucet. Then I hooked the garden hose to the faucet on the north side of my home and used the sprayer on the hose to clean the two filters on the fishpond. Then I took the garden hose back down into the basement. And then I replaced the insulation on the faucet. Then I transplanted three Mother-in-Law Tongue stalks into a small container and placed them in the living room.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 28

Let Jesus’ Heart Be Yours

I am of the principle of Love, and I greet you in the consciousness of Jesus the Christ.

All praise and glory be to the Lord of creation! Imagine the immensity of the galaxies, the infinity of the reaches of orderly, free-wheeling space and see in this immensity the great glory of the Holy One.

Know that you are part of that glory, for you, too, are a creation of the holy Father and a child of the Creator of all things.

Let Jesus’ heart be yours, then, and let the glory of the Father come upon you like the fire of the Spirit of Jesus; move along your limbs like fire; move along your lips like fire, that you may utter those things which may be of service, and that you may reach your hands in that same service, therefore adding to that great glory which daily grows, the glory of God in Christ.

May you be today a servant of Love itself. And may Love change the face of the earth.

In love, joy and peace, we leave you. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings come from April 11, 1982:

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am now with this instrument. We greet you, as always, in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. For many of your people this is a holy time of your year, a time in which hope and faith is renewed, as they remember the one known to you as Jesus and how He overcame what you term death to live. My friends, each in their own fashion finds as they forget, as they begin anew to learn, as each as they incarnate, are reborn begin to experience again a start of the road that will take them back, and will enable them to remember that forgotten. Each of you has begun to see a small part of that which was forgotten, each seeing that which they need. Awareness of forgetting. It is a valuable step for your journey. Your life will … We are experiencing difficulty with our contact with this instrument and will now, at his request, transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

(L channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am now with this instrument, and I again greet you in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. My friends, that which you celebrate at this time of your year is a rebirth and reemergence of life upon your planet and within your souls. It is fitting that the death in the physical form of that one which you call Jesus coincides with this time of rebirth, for just as a change in form occurs throughout those areas of your planet experiencing what you call spring in that an old form, that of the concealed, that of the waiting, that which seems withered and dead externally but merely conceals and protects the life within, is suddenly abandoned and a new life leaps forth, a life form which was unseen and inconceivable in its previous incarnative form. A new life spreads literally with the speed of Light across your planet, for is it not Light that summons the new life forth and feeds, nourishes, and sustains it as the trees and flowers begin to grow, climbing ever higher ever further, extending their buds as arms and hands reaching to grasp the Light, almost as if desiring to take hold of it and pull it back into the center of their souls.

My friends, accept, recognize, and celebrate your spring. Let your growth proceed in harmony with the flower and grasses that surround you, and let your hearts climb ever higher, striving to obtain that Light, to ingest it, to make it ever a part of you. There is in your need—correction—in your world a need for this substance, and just as on the physical realm the Light is passed through the food chain from plant to animal, from animal to animal, in truth from person to person, so also within the spiritual realm, my friends. Be aware of your need to share your light and of your friend’s need to partake of your light that you may both be sustained.

At this time, we would pause that our brothers and sisters of Laitos might pass among you and extend their conditioning vibration to those of you who mentally request it. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn. I am once again with this instrument. My friends, it is our desire at this time to take our leave that our brothers and sisters of Latwii might perform their service of answering your questions. Adonai, my friends. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. I am very, very pleased to be with you this evening, and very pleased that we are able to say a few words through this instrument before we get to the task at hand which is our great privilege. We are always pleased to be able to use this instrument.

My friends, we would like you to consider an aspect of this which you call the resurrection of an entity known to you as Jesus of Nazareth. To some extent this occasion has been upon each of your minds this day, and we take this opportunity to use this story to the purpose for which it was intended, as example for your consideration. My friends, what would you feel if one to whom you were very devoted had been killed in a most barbarous manner and his body placed in a cave behind a great rock? It is daybreak, my friends, and you go to tend the dead. You are mourning, yet you know death, for it comes to all, but there is no corpse. What do you feel, my friends, when a being whiter than any normal being, and more full of Light says to you, “He is not here. He is alive.”

My friends, there were reasons why the women did not disbelieve the livingness of their beloved. Undoubtedly, your first impulse would be to say, “There is trickery involved here, and someone has robbed a grave,” but if you knew that the dead one was now alive, what would you feel? My friends, the women were afraid and most troubled in mind because the possibility of life had suddenly been presented to them. My friends, we ask you why are you afraid of dying and take your living for granted? Would it not be more helpful to you to have a fear and awe and a wonder of the living that you are somehow miraculously doing? So many of your people, my friends, pass through this life in a dream, scarcely waking ’til they die. Let your life become less familiar to you. Try to see how totally amazing it is. Find that which has been called in your holy works “life more abundant.” Because, my friends, there is so much to do, to see, to feel. There is so much joy in the universe. Why waste a day, a moment, upon indifference? We rejoice with you that we share consciousness. You are all alive, and you shall be now and forever. Stand in awe of the great consciousness of the Creator and try not to slip too quickly into indifference.

Latwii wanted to speak about the resurrection of Jesus of Nazareth. They began by saying we would like you to consider an aspect of the resurrection of Jesus of Nazareth, for this occasion has been upon each of your minds this day, and we take this opportunity to use this story for the purpose for which it was intended, so: “What would you feel if one to whom you were devoted had been killed in a most barbarous manner and His body placed in a cave behind a great rock? It is daybreak, my friends, and you go to tend the dead. You are mourning, yet you know death, for it comes to all, but there is no corpse. What do you feel, my friends, when a being whiter than any normal being, and more full of Light says to you, “He is not here. He is alive.” Latwii went on to say there were reasons why the women did not disbelieve the livingness of their beloved, so your first impulse would be to say: “There is trickery involved here, and someone has robbed a grave, but if you knew that the dead one was now alive, what would you feel?” Then Latwii said the women were afraid because the possibility of life had suddenly been presented to them, and we ask you: “Why are you afraid of dying and take your living for granted? Would it not be more helpful to you to have a fear and awe and a wonder of the living that you are somehow miraculously doing?” Latwii said many of your people pass through this life in a dream, scarcely waking ’til they die, so let your life become less familiar to you, and try to see how amazing it is, so find that which has been called in your Bible, “life more abundant” because there is so much to do, to see, to feel, and there is so much joy in the universe, so we rejoice with you that we share consciousness together, for you are all alive, and you shall be now and forever, so stand in awe of the consciousness of the Creator and try not to slip too quickly into indifference. On October 15, 1974, Hatonn said that we contain the consciousness of the Creator:

We share with you the thought that through others you may see the Creator, and others may see the Creator through you. Yet of yourselves, you cannot give or receive the Love of the Creator. It is only through the consciousness of the Creator Itself that you and your brother are one. Of yourself, you cannot do what you wish to do. You cannot depend upon your own resources. Yet you have infinity behind you, the storehouse of talents, and power, and ability so great that you can never exhaust it. Your cup may always run over with all that you need, but remember whence Love comes.

Love does not come from others, nor can you call it from within your own heart. The Creator that is within you, and that exists as your heart and soul, is your link to total and infinite Love. Never depend upon yourself. Never shame yourself if you have been inadequate. Know only that you simply failed to ask the Creator, and next time, remember. In this way, you may meet each situation in life as a rich man who has so many assets that he cannot count them. In this quiet confidence, many, many things can be met with Love and with graciousness, whereas if you were to analyze the situation in terms of your own abilities, you would say, “I cannot handle this situation,” and, feeling poor in spirit, the situation would overcome you. This is never necessary, for you have all that you need from the Creator.

I shall, at this time, leave this instrument that we may proceed with any questions which you may wish to ask at this time. I leave this instrument in the Love and the Light of the Creator. I am Latwii.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you all once again in the Love and the Light of the one Creator. It is now our privilege to begin the question-and-answer portion of this meeting. May we at this time ask if there are any questions?

C: As I began to channel tonight the contact was good but I realized after it started that I assumed a position too close to a heating vent and felt some physical discomfort. But tonight, I had—when I usually channel it seems I have concept with words. It’s sort of like it had a little caption there, and I see the words as I try to speak them, but tonight I had a concept, but it seemed there were no words, and I felt a bit of nervousness, like I had no words to express the concept, and I was just wondering if tonight Hatonn was trying to help me further develop as a channel by having me draw upon myself more, or whether the contact was just weakened by me being, my attention being distracted by physical discomfort.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my brother. We might suggest that your latter assumption is more nearly correct, for the mind which is divided does not pay the necessary attention to the concepts which are presented to it.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: No, thank you.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

R: Yes. Can you tell us if the Easter Shroud of Turin is the actual burial cloth of Christ? And also, what created the image on it?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. We shall, we are afraid, have to invoke that great Law of Confusion at this time, for we do not feel it would be appropriate for us to answer the riddle which is presented by this artifact which you have called the Shroud of Turin, for such mysteries are most important to your people at this time in their evolution. Such mysteries pose questions of the eternal for the conscious minds to consider. Each entity upon your planet now seeks in ever greater degree to proceed with its evolutionary path, and such mysteries as this one do serve as a stimulus to provoke the questioning and increase the seeking.

May we answer you further, my brother?

R: No, thank you.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

L: Yes, first for myself and those present I’d like to wish you a happy Easter. Beyond that, I’ve noticed in myself that my dedication, if you wish to call it that, tends to wax and wane with no particular stimulus or lack of stimulus that I can discern. Would you discuss this subject?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my brother. We would first of all thank you for your Easter wishes, and hope that we do not lay any eggs this evening. We now address your query. The seeker shall, as it proceeds on what you might call the path of enlightenment, discover those light areas and those dark areas in its seeking. These may be likened unto times when the seeker is most clearly aware that it is seeking and might feel some pride, shall we say, in the success of the seeking. There might be the comparison of current attitudes, thoughts and desires with those of the entity’s past, and there might be some, shall we say, rejoicing at the progress that has been made. There are other times when the entity is not aware that progress has been made in other areas of its being. There might be, for instance, the repeating of patterns of thoughts, desires and behaviors which do not satisfy the entity, for they seem the same as always, and no growth is there apparent.

We can only suggest to the ardent seeker that in each instance the estimation which we have rendered might be just the opposite, for in those times in which the seeker feels the progress has been made, it might indeed be true that the progress has been made, but in that area for the present moment there is no further growth, the growth having been accomplished. In the area in which the seeker feels the frustrations and disappointments at the, shall we say, maintenance of the status quo, there is yet the growth in motion and in potential, and there is the possibility for the developing of new thoughts and behaviors. To summarize our somewhat lengthy statement, may we say that at each moment the seeker shall be experiencing some facet of the growth process, but in your illusion you shall not be fully appraised of the exact nature of your growth until it is well behind you, for the illusion which you inhabit is quite dense, and does provide many times of confusion, many opportunities for growth, and as you seek the light you seek the darkness of your own forgetting that is necessary to propel you towards the light.

L asked: “I’ve noticed in myself that my dedication, if you wish to call it that, tends to wax and wane with no particular stimulus or lack of stimulus that I can discern. Would you discuss this subject?” Latwii began by saying the seeker shall, as it proceeds on the path of enlightenment, discover those Light areas and those dark areas in its seeking, and these may be like  times when the seeker is aware that it is seeking and might feel pride in the success of the seeking, so there might be the comparison of thoughts and desires with those of the entity’s past, and there might be some rejoicing at the progress that has been made, but there are other times when the entity is not aware that progress has been made in other areas of its being, for there might be the repeating of patterns of thoughts and behaviors which do not satisfy the entity, for they seem the same as always, and no growth is apparent. Latwii went on to say we suggest to the seeker that in each instance the estimation which we have made might be the opposite, for in those times in which the seeker feels the progress has been made, it might be true that progress has been made, but in that area for the present moment there is no further growth, the growth having been accomplished, but in the area in which the seeker feels the frustrations at the maintenance of the status quo, there is yet the growth in motion, and there is the possibility for the developing of new thoughts and behaviors, so may we say that in each moment the seeker shall be experiencing some facet of the growth process, but in your illusion you shall not be fully appraised of the nature of your growth until it is well behind you, for the illusion which you inhabit is dense and provides times of confusion, opportunities for growth, and as you seek the Light, you seek the darkness of your own forgetting that is necessary to propel you towards the Light. On November 9, 1980, Hatonn described the potential of our growth process:

It is sometimes unfortunate that during the growth process, that which could be saved is lost, but almost always, this loss is for the purpose of freeing the individual for a relationship or an understanding that he needs more.

Therefore, what this instrument would call initiation through purification exists for those entities who are ready to work upon themselves. And the currency of this work is most often pain. It is in time balanced by joy. The nature of this illusion is polarity. Thus, your perception that spiritual union with a partner is not obsolete is certainly a proper one. However, this does not indicate that everyone will always have a partner, for there are times when solitude is necessary for growth process.

Remember that you are a continuing soul or spirit, and that this particular incarnation, in this particular illusion, in this particular space/time, is merely one small part of the circle of yourself. Thus, it does not always make sense day by day, but you must look at the greater picture and see the greater cycles that you experience knowing that that which you need will come to you and be unmistakable.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: I desire to question you on a different subject, the subject of healing. I am aware that certain procedures that I have developed in the past were simply tools or constructs that were for the purpose of enabling me to develop a rudimentary understanding of the process so as to work with it, and I’m aware that those constructs are but tools and not the reality itself. My understanding of the reality of healing is incomplete. I do know that there are points in time where I can apparently generate or tap into a form of energy and apparently can project this, but I do not understand how it works or what purpose it accomplishes, in that to my understanding the actual purpose of the healer is simply to act as a go-between, a focusing object, or the person desiring healing and intelligent infinity. I realize this is a pretty vague introduction for the question, but would you discuss the subject of healing in relation to this?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. We are also aware that this is quite a large subject, but we shall attempt to make some general statements that we hope may be of service to you.

First of all, we shall begin with the normally accepted realm of healing as it is experienced within your density, this known as the allopathic method of healing, where the healer assumes the greatest amount of responsibility for the one to be healed and its healing process. You may see this as an action from outside of the one to be healed and as some kind of salve upon the wound, the presence of the healer therefore being necessary in order for what is loosely described as the healing process to occur.

Now we move to that realm of healing which has just begun to surface in the conscious knowledge of this group, that being the contact with intelligent infinity, by which the healer offers to the one to be healed the opportunity to accept a new configuration of mind/body/spirit more congruent with that configuration known as health. In this process the healer has no will, but offers itself as an instrument or a channel for the intelligent infinity present in each entity to …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and am once again with this instrument. To continue—this shell, then, having been pierced, the one to be healed then has the opportunity to accept the new configuration that offers health, shall we say. This process then having been successfully completed does then allow for what you call the healing to occur.

L asked: My understanding of the reality of healing is incomplete. I do know that there are points in time where I can apparently generate or tap into a form of energy and apparently can project this, but I do not understand how it works or what purpose it accomplishes, in that to my understanding the actual purpose of the healer is simply to act as a go-between, a focusing object, or the person desiring healing and intelligent infinity. I realize this is a pretty vague introduction for the question, but would you discuss the subject of healing in relation to this?” Latwii began by saying we shall begin with the normally accepted realm of healing as it is experienced within your density, this known as the allopathic method of healing, where the healer assumes the greatest amount of responsibility for the one to be healed and its healing process, and you may see this as an action from outside of the one to be healed and as some kind of salve upon the wound, the presence of the healer therefore being necessary in order for what is loosely described as the healing process to occur. Latwii continued by saying now we move to that realm of healing which has just begun to surface in the conscious knowledge of this group, that being the contact with intelligent infinity, by which the healer offers to the one to be healed the opportunity to accept a new configuration of mind/body/spirit more congruent with that configuration known as health, so in this process the healer has no will, but offers itself as a channel for the intelligent infinity present in each entity to . . . this shell, then, having been pierced, the one to be healed then has the opportunity to accept the new configuration that offers health, for this process allows for the healing to occur. On December 13, 1981, Latwii described how the one to be healed is healed:

It is necessary for the one to be healed to know that there is an healing activity which is occurring and which will, if the one to be healed wishes it, have an effect upon that one to be healed. The actual penetrating of that shell of protection about each entity is the, shall we say, foundation of purpose upon which the touching rests. The proximity to the one to be healed of the one attempting the healing—the healer, shall we say—is necessary for this same reason for most entities. This is not so with those entities who wish to be healed with a very great desire and have, with their own efforts and desires to be healed, traveled that path which shall result in the healing. The proximity of the healer to the one to be healed is, therefore, also connected to that which is known as the placebo effect, for if the one to be healed does truly desire to be healed with enough purity of desire, and if the one to be healed has, through its own effort, succeeded in working with that catalyst which has not been previously worked with successfully, then it is not necessary for there to be any other self attempting healing, nor would it be necessary for any laying on of hands, but only necessary for the one to be healed to open the self completely to that Love/Light of the one Creator which, in the end, does all the healing.

Between these two types of healing lie many steps. Those seeking to become healers travel this path that joins these two points. At each step along this path the healer does become transformed so that it does practice upon itself what you might call the healing process, so that the injunction which is old among your peoples of physician, “Heal thyself,” is indeed accomplished. This healing of the one desiring to become a healer does then allow this entity to provide other entities with this same opportunity. As this process continues, as the healer does become what is called healed or—what might be more clearly defined as—balanced in its energy centers, and balanced in mind, body and spirit, then it is able to provide this opportunity to other selves.

Then Latwii said between these two types of healing lie many steps, and those seeking to become healers travel this path that joins these two points, so at each step along this path the healer becomes transformed so that it practices upon itself the healing process, so that the injunction which is old among your people of physician, “Heal thyself,” is accomplished, and this healing of the one desiring to become a healer allows this entity to provide other entities with this same opportunity, for as the healer becomes healed, or what might be more clearly defined as balanced in its energy centers, and balanced in mind, body, and spirit, then it is able to provide this opportunity to other selves. On May 24, 1981, Hatonn spoke of the nature of the healing process:

Because each entity is part of a Oneness, each entity participates in the transfer of energy from one part of the Oneness to another. The healer, so called, is the means by which this energy is transmitted. The one to be healed must recognize that there is, within its own being, that part which is not in balance. This part must be accepted, this part must be recognized, and this part must be forgiven for its imbalance. Then, with this state of openness created within the one to be healed, then may the energy from the infinite Creator flow through the channel to the one to be healed, and then may the healing process occur.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: Yes. One last question. In seeking to heal, obviously one of the prime requisites would be to assist in whatever manner possible the person desiring healing to identify the novel condition that is projected from intelligent infinity. Obviously, this is something I need to do for myself as well. Have you any advice on how to go about this?

I am Latwii. My brother, we would wish to correct what we believe to be a misapprehension, and that is that the one seeking to be a healer is one wishing to serve the one Creator without a will of its own, making its will subservient to the will of the Creator. Therefore, the one seeking to be the healer does not aid the one to be healed in the preparation of the configuration of the mind of the one to be healed, for this is the task solely of the one to be healed, and the one seeking to be that known as a healer then offers itself for whatever the outcome as a catalyst, shall we say, for the healing to occur or not to occur.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: No. I thank you for your assistance and your patience.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you, as always. Is there another question at this time?

K: Yes. I hesitate to ask this question, and I’ll certainly understand if the answer is not appropriate. When I was in my 30’s, as I can recall, I had a completely overwhelming experience in a classroom during the worship service. The classroom was in another building even from the worship service, and I was totally overwhelmed with a presence in that room, and I certainly did not understand the experience, and I had no one to whom I could go that did understand, and I’ve lived with that—still am—without understanding it. I felt a pain in the heart for years and wonder, if it’s appropriate, would you comment on that?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We may speak in general upon this subject, for such experiences are not as unusual among your people as many would believe, for this seeming random contact with what we have called intelligent infinity does from time to time make itself known to various entities for a great variety of reasons. In your particular case, the pain which you have felt within the heart of your being acts much like the grain of sand within that creature you call the oyster. It does motivate you, shall we say, to ask the reasons for this occurrence, the meaning of this occurrence, and does in some way then affect the way in which you seek. The sand is likened unto the pain, and produces that likened unto the pearl of great price, and as you seek the meaning of this occurrence, you shall, within your being, produce that pearl which you have incarnated to produce.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: Well, it was so very, very painful and overwhelming that I tried to forget it for a long time, and it comes back to me from time to time. Would you comment on why I insisted on forgetting it?

I am Latwii, and again may speak only generally. It is often the case that an experience which is so overwhelming and out of the ordinary shall be too intense for an entity to consider at once and must needs be spread out, shall we say, over the period of the lifetime for its meaning to be fully revealed.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: No, thank you. That’s fine. Thank you very much.

I am Latwii. We are grateful to you, as well. Is there another question at this time?

M: Yes. Could you tell me how one becomes an instrument?

I am Latwii, and may suggest that the desire to be that known as an instrument is the greatest factor in becoming such. There is within this group a practice which allows such entities to devote a specific period of time to developing this ability, and we might simply refer you to those entities present which will aid you in this process if it should be your desire. The process is quite simple and requires the attaining of the meditative state with the desire to receive such information after the tuning in a group has been accomplished, as it has been this evening, and the beginning transmissions experienced.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M: You’ve answered me. Thank you.

I am Latwii. Is there another question at this time?

L: Latwii, as there do not seen to be any more questions, I would just like to say that in view of the fact that this is Easter, that your answers have been “eggsactly “what we’ve been “dyeing” to hear, and we shall look forward to hearing from you again.

I am Latwii, and am most pleased with these puns, and we shall file them for future reference.

L: I hope you enjoyed my “yolks.”

Latwii: We are very pleased to have other groups with which to share them and shall give this group the proper credit. May we ask if there are any questions before we leave this group? We are not always able to provide answers which are as potentially enlightening, shall we say, as those questions this evening have elicited, and we would not wish to leave any question unanswered.

K: Yes. One other question. The sixties and the seventies—I’ve lived a long time, and I think I’m aware of this, but the sixties and the seventies have been, it seems to me, times of reappraisal, and a kind of an awakening or at least a seeking. Is that true?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We are in agreement with your estimation, and may comment somewhat further by suggesting that as this cycle of learning is ending for your people, those entities incarnating are incarnating for what may well be the last opportunity for completing the lessons of this cycle, and, therefore, have programmed before the incarnation a great deal of learning which it is hoped shall occur during the incarnation. This fact is increased in its intensity when it is realized that the entities now incarnating are also those entities most likely to achieve the graduation, the, shall we say, cream of the crop which your planet has produced in its cycles of evolution, and this fact added to the previous fact does then increase that experience which occurs in the incarnate state. The periods of years which you have described are an accurate reflection of the increased vibratory rates of the people of your planet and the learning which is being attempted, and you might be prepared, shall we say, for the future years being of an increased vibratory nature as well, as both polarities seek to make their graduations upon your planet.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: Yes. I’ve had some friends in the seminary who think that the year 2000 is a climactic time, and is that an accurate statement also?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. When speaking of time periods, it is increasingly difficult to accurately describe the time in which any event shall occur the further the event is from that you call the present. You may see your present situation as a point in space and time with an infinity of possibilities surrounding that point—possibilities for future events. You may also see the course which has been traveled by your people and its direction of further travel, but to project that force further into your future becomes more and more difficult, for each entity upon your planet fully exercises that known as free will, and as this is exercised the possibility of predicting its course becomes more and more difficult as what you call time progresses. It might be generally stated that the year 2000, and subsequent years following that year, are more likely to be decisive points, and become that culmination of points of experience which is often called the graduation or the harvest for your people.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: When you talk about the harvest—we use the concept of the end of a dispensation, or is that the same?

I am Latwii, and we find that there are many terms which have been applied to this which is loosely called the harvest by many of your people over great periods of what you call time. When we speak of harvest, we are speaking of the end of this planet’s third density experience and the beginning of its fourth-density experience, that experience which is likened unto a quantum leap in evolution.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: No. That helps a lot. Thank you.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you as well. Is there another question at this time?

M: Yes. I have a friend that is disgustingly happy all the time, and she doesn’t seem to have much depth. Now, I don’t know whether or not to envy her happiness or whether I feel sorry for her because she takes everything, what seems to me, lightly or maybe it’s because I’m not as happy. Is her happiness good or not?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We can respond to this query most helpfully, we believe, by suggesting that the response depends upon one’s point of view. In truth, it has been said there is no right or wrong, no good or evil, but only the experience of the Creator by the Creator. Each entity, as a portion of the one Creator, incarnates to learn certain lessons. Some lessons require the application of a great amount of what you might call pain and difficult experience in order to get the attention, shall we say, of the self which is attempting these lessons. Other lessons may not require so great an application of the pain. It cannot be said without knowing the full scope of an entity’s pre-incarnative choices whether the entity is learning the lessons programmed, or whether these lessons are being ignored, or whether they have indeed been learned. There is an infinite array of lessons, of portions of the one Creator and experiences available within the one creation. Each is a portion of the Creator, and is experienced by the Creator.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M: No. I think you have answered the question.

I am Latwii. Is there another question at this time?

M: Maybe you can tell me a little bit more about her. She paints happy faces on everybody around her and that makes her happy, and is she ignoring the misery around her, or is it a good idea to paint happy faces on people?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. Again, we must respond by suggesting that it is not possible to say whether an action such as this is good or not good, but can only be seen as an experience of the Creator in which lessons are being attempted. Within your illusion each entity has his or her own set of biases, of preferences, of their definitions of what is good and what is not good. These are an illusion, as we have said, for there is no good or evil in truth, but these are necessary illusions to provide the catalyst for growth among your people. As you meet entities in your daily round of activities such as this entity, you shall view such an entity through the framework of your own preferences and biases. You shall, therefore, interact with this entity in a manner which does then produce a catalyst for experience and growth. You shall see the entity in such and such a manner, and the entity shall see you likewise. This shall produce an interchange and interplay of thoughts, ideas, behaviors, and feelings for both of you and those surrounding you. All of these thoughts and feelings shall either add to the biases which you have, or shall in some way produce the balancing effect, so that that concept which is known to you as judgment is evened or smoothed in its effect and acceptance of the other self. The other self’s behavior and your own self is then aided, for this is the greatest lesson of your illusion, the acceptance of all entities including yourself, the acceptance of all experience, for all is the experience of the one Creator.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M: Well, I’m not sure. I think I would like to find some of her happiness, but I don’t particularly like shallowness if it has to go with it. Can happiness and shallowness be separated?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We may suggest that those distortions which you have called happiness and shallowness are two facets of the jewel of the one creation and Creator, and are not greater or lesser than any other experience. Each then does provide a lesson. All lessons aid the Creator in knowing Itself, and aid each portion of the Creator in knowing the Creator.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M: Well, if she’s getting as much out of it as I am, then I think I would like to have some of her happiness. From what you’re telling me, she’s accomplishing just as much. Am I understanding that correctly?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. Depending upon one’s point of view, this is entirely correct. It is difficult to know whether an entity is accomplishing what it set out to accomplish before its incarnation during its incarnation, but whether or not lessons are learned, there is an infinity of time for each entity to learn all lessons and all lessons are lessons which aid the Creator and the entity.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M: No. I think you have answered the question at this time as much as I can understand.

I am Latwii. May we ask if there is another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to each present this evening for extending to us the opportunity to speak this capacity of attempting to answer your queries. We realize that each seeks the solution to many inner mysteries. We of Latwii do not presume to be able to answer these queries fully. We hope in our answers that you might find further stimulus for seeking within the true solutions to each mystery. We can only offer directions and comments, for any answer we give contains the distortions which are inherent in any language which attempts to convey thoughts in words which are unable to hold the thoughts. Therefore, we ask each entity present to remember that we are also seeking solutions to mysteries which we share with you.

We would at this time take our leave of this group. We leave each of you in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We shall be with you again in what you call your future, and look forward to each opportunity to be with you in your meditations. I am known to you as Latwii. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning I continued to the end of Chapter Six of The Wisdom of Insecurity, where the concepts discussed were; ‘’Our gentleness an flexibility will help us to live our life more meaningfully just as the springy boughs of a willow tree bend under the weight of snow instead of breaking like the rigid branches of a pine tree that breaks from the weight of the snow. And ‘’Our eyes are opened to a new world when we do not attempt to define it but simply to look and experience the new world in the present moment.’’ And ‘’The mystery of our life is not a problem to be solved but a reality to be experienced in the present moment.’’ And ‘’It is here that our life is alive, vibrant, vivid, and containing depths which we have hardly begun to explore.’’

This afternoon I went outside and used Huff and Puff to blow the leaves behind the garage and in the back yard into two piles. Then I put them into four garbage cans for yard waste pickup next Thursday.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 27

Where Christ Awaits You

I am of that principle known to you as Jesus the Christ. I greet you in the full consciousness of Love divine.

We find this instrument’s mind this day a muddle of year-end business: things to be done, things to finish up for the old year, things to begin for the new. Her mind is not resting in the past or the future or the present but footling between them, attempting to make perfect that which has already been imperfectly perceived, while the attempt goes on in the future also to shape and position each prop and piece of business, that the stage of the future may be set well and performed upon perfectly. The present moment hardly exists in such a frame of mind.

Truly we grasp that in the darkness of your winter cycle it is well to put the old to rest and to welcome the new. But this day we ask you, in the spirit of divine love, to seat yourself first upon the holy ground of the present moment where Christ awaits you, meekly, humbly and without noise, silently, in the depths of your heart, in the inner room of the present moment. This is Christ the King, kneeling patiently and waiting for you to open the door.

May this feeling of presence be with you in love and in peace everlasting. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings come from April 9, 1982:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my brothers and sisters, in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. My friends, my loved ones, this is a day traditionally associated on your planet with the remembrance of one known to you as Jesus, Joshua, or known to us as Amira. The mission and accomplishments of this entity while on your planet have been greatly misunderstood by most, in that an effort was made by a number of your people to interpret his words and actions within the framework of that which was earlier understood and yet was so sorely lacking as to require his sojourn upon your planet. The interpretations of his words and actions were by some misunderstood while in others a conscious effort was made to misrepresent those words to create confusion and augment the numbers on your planet who would either polarize in what you describe as a negative sense or would fail to polarize due to confusion. However, my friends, it is never possible for confusion to overwhelm knowledge, just as darkness, being but the absence of Light, is unable to overwhelm Light.

My friends, there is always one source of information that you may draw upon, and that is that still, quiet voice that speaks to you from the depths of your soul when presented a heartfelt question. It is often difficult to perceive that voice behind the clamorings of those voices of the mind, and for this reason, among others, we encourage strongly the frequent use of that tool which you call meditation, for it is only through the attainment of skill with this tool that the voice may be perceived and thereafter recognized. My friends, the attainments of Amira are worthy of your attention and emulation, for He was able to accomplish much of which on your planet was long overdue, yet it is important, my friends, that you realize that His accomplishments are not unattainable to yourselves. If anything, they are more attainable as a result of his efforts. Seek, my friends, and you shall find. Knock, and it shall be open to you, and if you but ask, that for which you ask you shall receive, for such is the way of the universe.

In this session Hatonn wanted to speak about the life of Jesus. Then began by saying my loved ones, this is a day traditionally associated with the remembrance of Jesus, Joshua, or known to us as Amira, and the mission of this entity while on your planet has been misunderstood by most, since an effort was made by a number of your people to interpret His words and actions within the framework of that which was earlier understood and yet was so lacking as to require His birth upon your planet, for the interpretations of His words and actions were misunderstood while in others an effort was made to misrepresent those words to create confusion and increase the people on your planet who would either polarize in a negative sense or would fail to polarize due to confusion, but it is never possible for confusion to overwhelm knowledge, just as darkness, being but the absence of Light, is unable to overwhelm Light. Then Hatonn said there is one source of information that you may draw upon, and that is that still, quiet voice that speaks to you from the depths of your soul when presented a heartfelt question, but it is often difficult to perceive that voice behind the loudness of those voices of the mind, and for this reason we encourage frequent use of meditation, for it is only through the gaining of skill with this tool that the voice may be heard, so the achievements of Amira are worthy of your attention, for He was able to accomplish much which was long overdue, yet it is important that you realize that His accomplishments are not unattainable by yourselves because they are more attainable as a result of His efforts, so seek; and you shall find; knock, and it shall be open to you; and if you ask, that for which you ask you shall receive, for such is the way of the universe. On May 18, 1985, L/Leema said that if we seek, we shall find:

It is not necessary to speak with those unseen or to have communications of this variety in order to become more aware of your process of seeking. To desire such knowledge and experience is all that is necessary, for it has been written in that holy work previously mentioned that as you seek, you shall find; as you ask, it shall be answered; and as you knock, the doors shall be opened, for this is a law of the universe which functions without exception, for that which you seek is within your own being. You are all things.

These are not merely grand statements deprived of an eloquence of a man thought to be two thousand years dead, but rather statements of fact, of simple laws that guide the functioning and development of your universe. If it is your will to attain that growth which was achieved by that man, Jesus, if you would have his knowledge, If you would share his wisdom, then, my friends, these goals are within your grasp, these answers will be given. This wisdom will be obtained if you but constantly seek, my friends, if you but constantly ask. If your knock at the door of knowledge is ceaseless, if you maintain your hunger, refusing to be satisfied with that of which you are aware and continue to strive toward that which is still unknown, then, my friends, your quest will be fulfilled, just as that of the one you call Jesus. You may recall, my friends, the final statement attributed to him on the day that you are recalling. That statement, “It is consummated.” My friends, give yourselves to your striving, do not yield to distraction, to boredom, or to the influences of those who do not understand your seeking, but maintain your efforts and do not be satisfied until you have reached that point where you may confidently acknowledge that your task of learning on this plane has been completed.

Hatonn went on to say these are not grand statements of an eloquence of a man thought to be two thousand years dead, but rather laws that guide the development of your universe, and if it is your will to obtain that growth which was achieved by Jesus, and if you would have His knowledge, then these answers will be given, so this wisdom will be obtained if you constantly seek, and if your knock at the door of knowledge is ceaseless then your quest will be fulfilled, just as that of Jesus was, for the final statement attributed to Him on the day that you are recalling was: “It is consummated,” so give yourselves to your striving, and do not yield to distraction or to the influences of those who do not understand your seeking, but maintain your efforts until you have reached that point where you may acknowledge that your task of learning on this plane has been completed. On January 22, 1985, Laitos spoke of the value of our constantly striving to awaken our senses that are a portion of the Creator:

You may utilize any means which you desire to utilize in expanding your own sensory perceptions, and, as they are called, extrasensory perceptions. The means of such utilization is not the important factor in what you would call a success. The most important factor is the desire and discipline in using whatever means is chosen. For, indeed, the initial results shall be quite nebulous, and in order to make the results more formed and apparent, one must constantly seek in a disciplined manner to do this. Many fall short of the desire and discipline necessary and move quickly from one technique to another shortly to convince themselves that either the techniques do not work or their own mind is too dense. Yet both assumptions are false, for any entity with the proper desire and discipline may utilize any means of awakening those senses which wait within each portion of the one Creator.

At this time, we would pause that our brothers and sisters of Laitos might pass among you and share their vibration with those of you who might request it. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn, and I am again with this instrument. We of Hatonn would like to thank you for your patience while we have spoken. We are aware that at times our words are ponderous and unyielding, yet we would ask you to be aware that our intention is but to serve, just as the one who fiercely and seemingly without compassion braided himself a whip and drove those which you call money changers from a place of worship. The eyes can’t see it but the heart can recognize the Love within the action and the Love within our communication when we attempt to share our thoughts with you.

We will now relinquish the use of this instrument so that our brothers and sisters of Latwii may share their thoughts with you. I am Hatonn.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. My friends, as always, it is a great pleasure to be able to perform our small service for those of you who desire to ask questions from this unworthy source of information. Is there a question that we may attempt to answer tonight?

S1: As always, I have a question. What would our life probably be like in the fourth density?

I am Latwii, and, as always, I have an answer. My friend, we assume that your question deals with the everyday details of your fourth-density existence, and not with the physical structures or bodies involved therein, and, my friend, we would very candidly answer you by saying, my friend, your life will be what you make of it. There is no defined society, no cities, no interstates awaiting your arrival. However, as you may have surmised, there will be a great quantity of Love and Light within the larder so that you will not feel completely abandoned.

May we answer you further, my friend?

S1: Yes, from what I’ve learned in the past, we will probably leave the Earth to go to another destination. Is this correct?

I am Latwii, and I would answer your question by replying that this is correct for certain entities who have not fully polarized, and for others who will fully polarize by the time of harvest but will polarize in such a fashion that their service-to-self orientation will require their removal from this planet. The remaining entities will initiate their fourth-density experience upon this planet, although it will be substantially altered by that time.

May we answer you further?

S1: Well, I’m curious. I will probably still have my physical body at that time. What will happen to the physical carrier, and will I have a physical carrier during and after the change?

I am Latwii. My brother, we are going to answer your question with reticence, for it is not our intention to violate your free will by revealing to you details about your personal future. We will therefore speak in general, and caution those present against making broad assumptions about their personal future based upon generalized statements.

There is what may be referred to as a fourth-density body which will be for those in fourth density a carriage or physical vehicle, but for those in third density this same carriage or vehicle would be invisible and completely indistinguishable. Those entities who are alive and functioning, you might say, in fourth density will be doing so solely in this type of body. There will be a transition period in which certain entities who currently are in existence in a third-density vehicle will be in the process of a transformation, for they are also at this time simultaneously in possession of a fourth-density vehicle of which they are unaware, and a process will be experienced by which the butterfly will shed its cocoon and leave it behind. It remains to be seen by yourself, however, as to your own personal future.

May we answer you further?

S1: You may not be able to tell me this because of it being a violation of my free will. Am I on the right path to being able to graduate to the fourth density?

I am Latwii. My friend, there is no wrong path for attainment to fourth density or any other density for all paths lead in one direction. The object of your concern, however, might be the sufficient polarization of a chosen polarity and the maintaining of that condition so as to be sufficiently polarized to attain harvest on the particular occasion as opposed to several harvests down the road.

May we answer you further?

S1: Will I be harvested at the next harvest, or do you think it will be further on?

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and apologize for the delay and lack of coordination of the instrument. Our intention was not to keep you in suspense, my brother, until the next episode. As you surmised, my friend, that is a question we may not respond to in any fashion that would imply to you or identify any level of accomplishment that you have attained or failed to attain, for to do so could drastically affect your polarization and efforts thereto.

May we answer you further?

S1: I may have asked you this in the past. Besides meditating more often, is there anything else I can do toward polarizing more positively than I already am so that I can attempt to make harvest?

I am Latwii. My brother, if we may paraphrase one who has previously spoken on your planet, we would suggest that you Love all that is of the Creator and Love your brothers and sisters as yourself. Beyond this there is very little else that can be accomplished that will affect your polarity in the direction in which you currently strive.

May we answer you further?

S1: Well, if I could just make a comment. I hope that I will be able to reach polarization. I may not understand things too well, but I feel that having these lifetimes in the physical body is a waste of time in a way because when you’re born you forget all you’ve accomplished in a previous life on a conscious level. Like right now I wish I could finish my third density so that I would not have to go through another lifetime and possibly mess everything up. Do you understand my frustration here?

I am Latwii, and we are aware of your question. My brother, we are aware of your feelings, and we counsel you in this fashion. There are no mistakes within the will of the Creator. If it is your quest to attain the level of polarity necessary to successfully be harvested as a fourth-density positively-polarized entity, as Hatonn pointed out, your sustained seeking will attain fruition. The efforts and accomplishments of those who are unable to sustain a seeking will result in a confused response to a confused seeking. We would not suggest for those present that either is the case, for only in each entity’s heart is there an awareness of their performance and their level of desire, for we would suggest that there are no mistakes within creation, and each will attain at the harvest that end toward which his striving has led them.

May we answer you further?

S1: It takes a moment for all of this to sink in. I’m trying to realize all of what you’ve said. Maybe it’s that I’m very happy with my present situation. I’ve been going through a lot of questioning in my environment right now trying to decide what my future will be in my interactions in my daily life. That was just an observation I made. I feel that my major striving should be to help myself and others in their spiritual paths, and trying to keep this thought in mind while considering the daily interaction, trying to understand how to put that in perspective in my immediate future. Do you understand sort of what I’m going through right now?

I am Latwii. My brother, moments ago you spoke of your lack of understanding of the Creator’s will and the waste of time involved in experiencing a physical incarnation. My brother, for the edge of a sword to remain keen it must first be stressed and tempered, for that which comes easily is easily lost, while that which is bought dearly is dearly held. My brother, we understand that your polarization and that of all others is dearly bought and often seems to be of unfair cost. We can only reply, my friend, that you shall not, at a future date, reminisce and wonder at what point your polarity was obtained and strive to recall the foggy details, for your past striving and attainments will ever be a lamp that you will proudly hold high and shine brightly as a sword whose edge was painfully brought to keenness or even as the pearl described for which the individual sold all that he had so as to obtain it.

May we answer you further, my brother?

S1: No, I’m understanding that better. I guess I’ll have to learn more patience in this area, and just keep trying, re-learning my lessons, and keep trying to polarize myself so that when the time comes, I’ll be ready for whatever the Creator has set forth for me. Thank you for your help, and it helps to talk to someone that I feel has all the answers that I don’t have. Thank you.

I am Latwii. My brother, we would sincerely respond that we find great pleasure in our ability to learn with you and from you as well as to share what meager advice we might offer, and for this, my brother, we thank you and urge you to contact us at any time for however brief a time that we may, with our presence, attempt to sustain you in your striving.

Is there another question?

G: Yes, I have a question. My son, T, is having difficulty in school maintaining average grades, and I’m pushing, and he seems to be resisting. Is there another way to go about helping him get better grades, or do the younger children realize nowadays that that’s just not their goal?

I am Latwii. My sister, you must first understand that we are restricted in our ability to respond to your question due to the nature of your question itself, in that we do not wish to imply a certain decision must be made. However, with the understanding that we speak in general terms we would respond that those entities which are currently incarnating into your world are more aware of the transience of their incarnation, in that a subconscious knowledge exists of the relatively small period of time remaining until the harvest occurs. For this reason, there is difficulty in performing the large number of nominal and repetitive tasks that are associated with your educational systems. However, we would also suggest that those entities who incarnate in your illusion do so to experience fully that illusion and to experience the illusion with an attitude of, “We will selectively experience those parts which are enjoyable but not those parts which are less desirable,” is not as prone to stimulate growth as another approach might be.

May we answer you further, my sister?

G: No, thank you.

Latwii: As always, it is a pleasure to be of service to you. Is there another question?

S2: Yes, I have a question, Latwii. Could you explain the chakras and their activation a little for me, please?

I am Latwii. I am aware of your question. My sister, as you consider the progression of Light energy through the physical body then you must first examine the path which is followed. The energy traditionally associated with the Earth follows generally in a path up the legs, the base of the spine and up the spine itself to the skull. This may seem misleading in reference to Light energy but nonetheless this is the path that is followed as all of creation exudes Light in 360 degrees, and that Light is not limited to solar bodies such as your Sun. The various energy centers, or chakras, may be regarded as contact points between the physical vehicle and what might be referred to as the spiritual body, each contact point representing a stage of development akin to levels on a staircase. As the Light progresses through each stage, it will stimulate a retention of Light or emittance of Light through each of these centers. The proper configuration for a fully developed entity would be a configuration in which each of the chakras is unblocked and fully emitting Light energy that it is receiving as described previously.

The sequence of the chakras in receiving Light corresponds to the learning experience sequence generally encountered by those in your illusion. For example, the first chakra, being primarily involved in the survival of the single entity, would take progression in sequence before that of the development of interpersonal relationships. The difficulty in the Light flow through the chakras which is referred to as blockages are the results of the individual choosing to reduce or deny the admission of Light to the individual center or centers or the refusal to emit Light through those centers for whatever reasons the individual possesses. These reasons may be involved with particular emotions or may be the result of experience received by the entity which must be balanced in the entity’s perceptions. These are but two explanations of many effectors of the energy centers or chakras.

S2 asked: “Yes, I have a question, Latwii. Could you explain the chakras and their activation a little for me, please?” Latwii replied by saying as you consider the progression of Light energy through the physical body then you must examine the path which is followed, for the energy associated with the Earth follows a path up the legs, the base of the spine and up the spine itself to the skull, and this may seem misleading in reference to Light energy but this is the path that is followed as all of creation exudes Light in 360 degrees, and that Light is not limited to solar bodies such as your Sun since the chakras may be regarded as contact points between the physical vehicle and what might be referred to as the spiritual body, each contact point representing a stage of development akin to levels on a staircase, so as the Light progresses through each stage it will stimulate an emittance of Light through each of these chakras, and the proper configuration for a fully developed entity would be a configuration in which each of the chakras is unblocked and fully emitting Light energy that it is receiving as described previously. Latwii continued by saying the sequence of the chakras in receiving Light corresponds to the learning experience encountered by those in your illusion, so the first chakra, being primarily involved in the survival of the single entity, would take progression in sequence before that of the development of interpersonal relationships, but the difficulty in the Light flow through the chakras which is referred to as blockages are the results of the individual choosing to reduce the admission of Light to the individual centers or the refusal to emit Light through those centers for whatever reasons the individual possesses, and these reasons may be involved with emotions or may be the result of experience received by the entity which must be balanced in the entity’s perceptions, so these are but two explanations of blockages of the chakras. On December 30, 1984, Latwii spoke of how we may remove blockages in our chakras to become the one Creator:

You may look at your being, including your physical vehicle, as a crystal. Each of your energy centers, or chakras, as they are called by your people, are as a facet of a crystal which contains more or less blockage at each center. These blockages are your lessons, shall we say, in coded form. As you work upon your own thinking and perceiving and widen the viewpoint, you remove blockages so that which has been called the prana or the cosmic influx of Love and Light which enters your being at the lower chakra may pass through your various energy centers in a more and more pure manner. That is to say, as you remove blockages or balance distortion, you allow the Light, the prana, the cosmic energy of the one Creator to enter and move through your being in a manner which promotes or allows the white Light to remain white and allows your beingness to be infused with the fullness of the one Creator. When this process has occurred through each chakra or energy center, beginning at the base and moving through the crown of the head, that experience which many in your mystical traditions of seeking have called by various names—enlightenment, nirvana, samadhi—then occurs as the entity comes to know itself as that which it has been from before time began, the one Creator.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S2: Not at this time Latwii. Thank you.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. As there seems to be no further questions we will relinquish our use of this instrument, and will leave you to your own devices, so to speak. We would, however, caution a number of those present against the levitation by hand of many of those devices that, what is referred to as [inaudible], as this seems to result in certain inconsistencies within the structural framework that supports your vehicle, and although we recognize the pleasure derived from assisting one another in readjusting of the structural frameworks, we are always reluctant to see those dear to us experience physical pain, however minor. With this reminder we would bid you farewell ’til our next …

[Tape ends.]

This morning I vacuumed the first floor of my home. Then I went on an errand run with my first stop being at Feeder’s Supply where I bought some cat food. My second stop was at Kroeger’s where I bought some food for myself. My third stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought more food for myself. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I dropped off a prescription to be filled.

This after noon I began working on Chapter Six of The Wisdom of Insecurity where concepts were discussed such as ‘’If we are asked who we are, while we are singing  a song, the best answer would be for us to sing the song that we are singing.’’ And ‘’But most of the time we will respond by giving our name, address, our profession, and these are all answers of who we were, so who we really are at any moment is what we are thinking or feeling, being warm or cold, being happy or sad.’’ And ‘’But we must experience these feelings in the present moment and not as memories because our memories are in the past. So every experience we have in the present moment is real because it is new and unknown, and if we experience it without resisting or naming it, the sense of conflict between our ‘’I’’ and the present reality disappears as we are more able to absorb any pain and give into it a similar to the art of judo, the gentle [ju] way [do] of mastering an opposing force by giving in to it.’’

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 26

Christ’s Divine Care

I am the spirit of the full consciousness of Love. I greet you in the divine Love of Jesus the Christ.

It is considered desirable by you to retain your spiritual point of view as you go through the experiences of your daily rounds of activity. And, indeed, we have always encouraged this attempt.

It may perhaps be seen that the reciprocal needs also the attention. That is, it is well to bring the seemingly mundane, everyday experiences of daily life into the holy atmosphere of divine meeting and contemplation.

For if life can be lifted up by thought, then its means of lifting comes not only from the higher idea to the lower manifestation but from manifestation gazing back upon that which is unmanifest and perfect.

In this way, those things which do not feel blessed may be brought into the circle of Christ’s divine care. And raveled and frayed though things may be, yet still all is comforted within that divine purview of Love.

May we offer and leave you in the peace and the joy of the Love of Jesus Christ, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings come from April 4, 1982:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of the one Creator. We extend our Love and our greeting to each of you as you can receive it, and we especially thank the instrument known as L for his recent increased dedication to service as a channel for our thoughts and those of the Confederation other than ourselves. We were attempting to begin the evening with a few thoughts using that instrument but understand the instrument’s desire to listen rather than channel and will, therefore, speak through this instrument and offer again an opportunity at a later time.

My friends, there is a cave that is a subterranean maze full of darkness, half-darkness, and into this cave, this cavern, your mind so often travels. There are so many among your people who fear these travels that they constitute an enormous majority, and their fear of these deep and secret places of their minds is such that they would do anything which can be done to avoid these places, to not think, to not search, to not be awake. And thus you see around you, my friends, many whose intellects you know to be above adequate who are working quite hard to distract themselves from that great cavern of being which lies below the surface of the comfortable, everyday illusion, and we share with you, my friends, the perception that this search through the mind for truth is risky. One does not stumble upon Love, illumination, enlightenment, and blinding joy within ten days after saying, “I shall seek the truth, or your money back.” Indeed, there is never a time, no matter how many times you have been into the dark places of your mind and come through them safely when you are not potentially at the entrance to another blind alley, another difficult station, another mistaken perception, another point in your growth when it will seem to you that all has come to zero and that there is no more use in seeking, that there is no more hope for Love and laughter and easiness of heart.

My friends, those who seek shall indeed be given what they seek, but the truth of your being is such an enormous and gigantic truth that it is difficult to accept. The truth of your being is a truth of unity—not apparent unity, not conditional unity, but unity with the dark and with the Light, with the shadow and with the angel. One Love created all. One Love creates you. One great Thought is you and all else in the creation. Do you wish to know yourself? You have many choices to make, for again and again it will be easier to decide to know nothing more than to again affirm your desire to know. And each affirmation will bring with it a resolution, a lightening, and often that sudden burst of joy.

In this session Hatonn wanted to speak about the dark caves within our being. They began by saying there is a cave that is a subterranean maze full of darkness, and into this cave your mind often travels, and there are many among your people who fear these travels, so they constitute a majority, and their fear of these deep and secret places of their minds is such that they would do anything which can be done to avoid these places, to not search and to not be awake, thus you see around you many whose intellects which are above adequate who are working hard to distract themselves from that cavern of being which lies below the surface of the everyday illusion, and we share with you the perception that this search through the mind for truth is risky, for one does not stumble upon Love, enlightenment, and joy within ten days after saying, “I shall seek the truth, or your money back,” but there is never a time, no matter how many times you have been into the dark places of your mind and come through them safely, when you are not at the entrance to another blind alley and another point in your growth when it will seem to you that all has come to zero, and there is no more use in seeking for Love, laughter, and easiness of heart. Hatonn continued by saying those who seek shall be given what they seek, but the truth of your being is such an enormous truth that it is difficult to accept, for the truth of your being is a truth of unity with the dark and with the Light, with the shadow and with the angel, for one Love created all, and one Love creates you, so the one great Thought is you and all else in the creation, so do you wish to know yourself? Hatonn said you have many choices to make, for again and again it will be easier to decide to know nothing more than to affirm your desire to know, and each affirmation will bring with it a resolution and that sudden burst of joy. On April 15, 1990, Q’uo spoke of the true nature of our being:

My children, each of you can be perceived as less than perfect, but each of you has an honor and a duty to perform. Love yourself, and if you do not love yourself, work to love yourself. Love the Creator more and more passionately, spending time with the Creator in silence, and Love and forgive all with whom you come in contact, for you are as powerful as any other human, fallible being. There is that within you which is of the consciousness of Love, and your wellness, your wholeness, and the truth of your being is wrapped up in the concept of yourself as an extension of brother or sister, a fellow heir of the one infinite Creator. Forgive, console and Love, the Creator, yourself and others.

We speak to you, my friends, not of those things that are apparently occurring about you, for you may apparently be most contented and comfortable or most unsettled, but of those tides which ebb and flow in the heart of your being. We can offer to you only the comfort that you could offer a child, for you are as children, and as you grow there are not only scrapes and bruises but very real dangers, most of which work out quite, quite well. See yourself in your inner journey as a child. Know yourself as naive, unsophisticated. Yet know that you are not alone, for there is always guidance, and this guidance is with you constantly.

It is not our place to give to this particular group inspiration without a more serious note, for you have gone too far on this road. You know that the comfort of unity is not an illusion, and you have experienced much, but as you experience you experience also that which is most painful and that, my friends, is transformation. We, therefore, stand beside you as brothers and sisters, not wishing to inspire and then send you upon your way, but wishing instead to inspire in a deeper sense and be with you. Each of you is strong, and in quiet times may feel that strength. Seek ye then, my friends, the times of quiet, for all truly shall be well. Even in a night when there are no candles, the dawn comes. We offer to you by these thoughts a root, that which is below the surface, just as in your conversation you spoke of the planting of flowers. The bloom comes and goes, and so your transitory experiences bloom and fade ever so quickly, and whether the blooming is effortless or labored, it passes and your true essence goes down again into the roots to be nurtured, to be affirmed, and to be fed by your desire, by your faithfulness to the will to seek the love of the Creator.

Hatonn continued by saying we speak to you, not of those things that are occurring about you, for you may be comfortable, but of those tides which ebb and flow in the heart of your being we can offer to you the comfort that you could offer a child, for you are as children, and as you grow there are not bruises but dangers, most of which work out well, so see yourself in your inner journey as a child, and know yourself as naïve, yet know that you are not alone, for there is guidance that is with you, but it is not our place to give to this group inspiration without a more serious note, for you have gone too far on this road, and you know that the comfort of unity is not an illusion, for you have experienced much, but as you experience that which is painful, and that is transformation, so we stand beside you as brothers and sisters, not wishing to inspire and then send you upon your way, but wishing to inspire in a deeper sense and be with you, for each of you is strong and in quiet times may feel that strength, so seek the times of quiet, for all shall be well, and even in a night when there are no candles, the dawn comes, so we offer you these thoughts, a root which is below the surface, just as in your conversation you spoke of the planting of flowers, for the bloom comes and goes, and your transitory experiences bloom and fade quickly, and whether the blooming is effortless or labored it passes, and your true essence goes down again into the roots to be nurtured and to be fed by faithfulness to the will to seek the Love of the Creator. On December 25, 2015, Q’uo described our true essence:

What is it to be a soul dwelling in the darkness of a physical body? What kind of care does that infant soul need? We would ask that you turn your body into a temple, that you fill it with Light, feed it the food that makes it be its lightest, offer it the studies and the thoughts that bring it Light, and offer that soul the attention that it needs by remembering to embrace that soul nature that is your very heart, not just on a holy day or on a Sunday, but on every day and in every moment of your year and of your life.

For in truth, you are far more the essence of the Christ than you are the essence of the temple which is your body, your personality, and your outer self. Christmas gives you a chance to move through all of the darknesses of self to find, sturdy and strong and ever living, that consciousness of unconditional Love that lives at the heart of yourself and is your true essence.

We would pause at this time, and, with those of Laitos, move among you that we way share our vibrations with each of you. If you will mentally request our presence we shall be with you at this time. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn, and I am again with this instrument. We thank you for the opportunity of working with each of you and would now, at this time, transfer the contact to another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(L channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you again, my brothers and sisters, in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. My friends, it is often difficult to find the stimulation to proceed forward. Inspiration seems to wax and wane, and yet the path is ever present. It is quite easy to become discouraged, to feel that one is willingly falling by the wayside when the lack of inspiration seems to encourage one’s feet to tarry, or to stumble, or even to stop. My friends, my loved ones, discouragement, anticipation, joy, and depression are all emotions. They are but tools that you may call upon in your quest for growth and learning.

Therefore, when you sense discouragement and disillusionment, perceive these emotions for what they are. They are the instruments which are available for your use to evaluate your progression, to adjust, if necessary, those facets of your being that appear to be retarding your progression, and, most important of all, they may be used to detect, to discern those areas within which adjustments of perception must be accomplished that your growth may continue. Therefore, when these emotions become evident to you, experience and discern that which is being revealed. But just as one would not, in a suddenly non-functioning motor vehicle, state to oneself, “I am a dead car,” do not take the identity of the tool upon your self with the acceptance in the manner of, “I am discouraged.” Rather, experience the sensation with the awareness of, “I sense discouragement within myself,” and make use of this powerful tool to further your striving.

My friends, the power of a group of a sharing such as this one is little realized by its members, yet who among you has not, many times during your days, discerned suddenly dramatic differences between your individual self and those other-selves with which your life is shared away from this group. My friends, realize that as each of you is like a molecule of which the cell of your group is composed, so also is your group a cell among many of which a larger entity is composed. These cells composing a hand within your individual body can accomplish little on their own, yet perceive for a moment the marvelous instrument their composition achieves. In your moments of discouragement or disillusionment, my friends, when you sense yourself as somehow failing to meet your desires or expectations, pause for a moment and realize what a mighty force is accomplished through your own will aligned with that of your loved ones. There is no failure, my friends. Those who set foot on the path do so by choice, the choice to seek the Light. It is a choice not made lightly and, once made, cannot be abandoned, for how may a child among your people decide at one moment never again to grow, never more to learn?

Therefore, my friends, believe in yourselves, love yourselves, and continue confidently in your efforts. I am Hatonn.

(L channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my brothers and sisters, in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. My friends, it is, as usual, a great privilege and pleasure for us to be here in that we both enjoy the sensation of your group’s vibration, and also because we have been impatiently waiting for our somewhat stodgy brother of Hatonn to finish his dissertation. At this time, we would offer our services, inadequate though they may be, to attempt to answer any questions you may desire to pose. Are there any questions?

R: Yes, Hatonn. What can you tell me of witchcraft?

I am Latwii. I assume that your question was directed to me, in that Hatonn does not seem capable of answering it at this time, so I will attempt to answer the question for them, or for me, as the case may be.

R: Forgive me.

I am Latwii. We are all forgiven, my brother. At this point I will attempt to answer your question. Witchcraft can consist of many different attempts to perform specific tasks. There are facets of the general subject referred to as witchcraft which are functional, and, as you may suspect, other facets which do not seem to accomplish a great deal. Those that tend to accomplish their desired ends may be further divided into the areas generally referred to as white magic or black magic. We assume that black magic is the subject of your interest and will address that topic.

Just as your own group is endeavoring to progress along a path of service to others, so are there also individuals who desire to progress along a path of service to self. This, of course, you are aware of. What you perhaps are not aware of is the fact that the desire to exert one’s will upon another or a number of other individuals is one of the strong suits, shall we say, of those involved in that effort, and there are many facets or fields of study within that realm through which the will of an individual may be projected in dominance over the wills of others. There are many rituals that can be used as tools to assist in this endeavor, those rituals being valuable solely in the effort of enabling the aspiring magician to focus his will and intention.

May we answer you further, my brother?

R: I don’t really know how to phrase what I am thinking, but I am curious if people who practice that, whether it be white or black, are basically doing the same thing that we are doing here, with it all leading towards the same thing, the same goal, just different methods?

I am Latwii. My brother, consider the individual who desires to progress from what we shall describe as point A to point B in as rapid a manner as possible. The individual who is endeavoring to serve others would most likely choose a route which will disturb or endanger as few as possible whereas the individual who is engrossed in service to self might choose to drive the vehicle which you refer to as a tank through a crowded stadium in an effort to achieve his goal. Both have progressed from A to B, but by substantially different methods and with substantially different results, due to their orientation. We hope that this might clarify the distinction between groups such as this and those who would, in an effort to serve themselves, exert their will over other individuals to accomplish personal growth.

May we answer you further?

R: No, thank you, Latwii.

Latwii: As always, we thank you. Is there another question?

K: What about the “Moral Majority”? It seems to me that they try very hard to force their will on other people, and yet they seem like they are trying to accomplish good ends. Could you speak to that?

I am Latwii. It is difficult to address this question in that it refers to a specific group of individuals, and there are limitations upon the amount of information we are allowed to give due to the possible infringement upon your freedom of choice. It is always possible to select specific groups that seem to be significant because of the stridency of their voices and regard these groups as being perhaps more significant than they are. We would simply say that the majority of the true accomplishments performed on your planet is seldom accomplished through groups which deal with the illusion but rather through the efforts of groups that deal beyond the illusion, such as this group, or through the efforts of special individuals whose responsibility to strive toward certain objectives was taken on prior to incarnation.

May we answer you further?

K: No. That’s answered the question. Thank you.

Latwii: As always, we thank you. Is there another question?

Carla: I wouldn’t mind mopping up a little bit on that one because it was an interesting one. …

[Side one of tape ends.]

…potential as far as the potential for service of any kind?

I am Latwii. I am aware of your question. My sister, picture, if you will, that form of blanket or coverlet which is woven of yarn and referred to often as an afghan. If there are individuals who require the warming comfort of such an object to sleep comfortably, it would be an act of service for one or more people to lift that object and remove it to the location where the one desiring the comfort of warmth may have it placed upon them. However, if a number of individuals are all desiring to move that comfort in different directions to serve different purposes, although each has a hand on the blanket and claim honestly in his or her heart to be attempting an act of service, the conflicting desires may result in a composite accomplishment of service that borders on nothing, although each truly sought to act in service. The difficulty within your illusion that is constantly encountered by groups of any sort desiring service is not the heartfelt desire to serve but rather the lack of communion between its members within which dissension evaporates in the light of common purpose.

May we answer you furthers my sister?

Carla: Well, you haven’t plumbed the depths of that one, but I’ll let it be. I have a couple of questions from S in Denver. She would like to know first about the comparison, if it is possible for you to give one, between an experience she had while under age regression hypnosis into another life where she was initiated in a temple, and the experience of the initiate in the Queen’s chamber as described by Ra. Could you comment on any similarities between those two experiences?

I am Latwii. I am aware of your question. The desire of the individual originating the question was to be assured, first of all, of the linearity or congruence of the two individual types of experience, and indeed there are similarities between the two. The experiences are both what may be referred to as illuminations in which the common factors of consent, rituals and devices are shared to accomplish a specific balancing and attunement of those areas known as chakras.

In each situation the structure within which the illumination occurred serves a specific purpose in focusing the channeled Light energy due to the configuration of the structure. The facet referred to as consent of course was necessary in the experience recalled during the regression as it also is in the Queen’s chamber experience. The ritual aspect of both is to serve the purpose of allowing individuals of attainment to assist in the illumination process for the individual. The result in both cases is the opening and balancing of those areas referred to as chakras due to the individual’s acceptance of the Light energy which is funneled through the individual.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: I’ll let S see this, and see if she has any other questions. Her other question was probably much shorter and easier to answer because it is sort of a yes or no question. She wanted to know if the higher self could have two instead of one mind/body/spirit complexes on the same plane of being in the same density at the same time, and, if so, if they could be as close as mother and daughter or father and son?

I am Latwii. The higher self referred to is associated with not only the specific individual at the unique time and place within your illusion but of course also the various incarnations of that particular individual throughout the incarnate experiences. It must be remembered that all individuals are a part of a larger, unified self, and that although the higher selves are associated only with specific individuals, they are more attuned to the consciousness of their unity than the mind/body/spirit complex within your illusion tends to be.

It is often the case that individuals will repeatedly incarnate over a period of several incarnations so as to encounter and re-encounter, that the recognition might be a stimulus to the desire to extend one’s consciousness beyond the limits of the forgetting. This can be a very powerful tool toward assisting both individuals to recall their purpose in incarnating, thus receiving an earlier stimulus toward a focusing of their effort.

May we answer you further?

Carla: No. Again, I thank you for S. I still see very rich ground for discussion on the subject of how the various groups who think so much alike and feel so much alike, and believe so much alike, and have so much community are the very ones who judge and are so abrasive in their contact with those who don’t think as they do.I will save that for another week because I am sure that the instrument is getting very tired.

I’ll just ask, how are you, Latwii?

I am Latwii. I am in the condition referred to as fine, and thank you both for your salutation, and the heartfelt affection that we are aware initiated the salutation, and we also hope that your condition is similar to our own.

Carla: I am fine too.

Latwii: That is well. Is there another question we may answer?

K: You can probably answer this with a yes or a no. I’ve recently read two books by Capra. One was The Tao of Physics, and the other was The Turning Point, which I haven’t quite completed. Is Capra being used by the Confederation to guide and help the planet?

I am Latwii. My sister, there are many definitions and many titles for those areas of assistance or tools for that purpose that are perceived by those of your planet. It is wise perhaps to recall that all originates with the Creator, and regardless of what name is attached to a particular object of interest or definition, the source is the same.

May we answer you further?

K: No. I’ll accept that answer.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. As there is a reluctance to pose further questions due to concern for the well-being of the instrument we shall take our leave and hope for the opportunity to serve in answering those questions at a future time. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus. I am Latwii.

This morning I continued reading The Wisdom of Insecurity in Chapter Five where the main concepts were: “We need to understand our problems in order to solve them, and some of our problems are how do we find security and peace of mind in a world where its nature is insecurity and unceasing change?” “So, to understand this problem, or any other problem, we need the light of our awareness by seeing and feeling our problems as they are and not as they are named.” “We can accomplish this by realizing our life is momentary, that there is neither permanence or security, and there is no “I” which ca be protected.” “So, to understand joy or fear we must be completely aware of them, but if we give them names like ‘I am joy.’ Or ‘I am fear.’ We are not being aware of them.” “So, we need to have a single and undivided mind which is expressed by the old saying: “If thine eye be single, thy whole body shall be full of light.” This phrase comes from Matthew 6:22 (Sermon on the Mount), means that a pure, focused, and generous heart, unburdened by greed or worldly desires, brings spiritual clarity, goodness, and purpose, illuminating one’s entire being

This afternoon I went outside and gathered some small stones, from the pet cemetery and Little Locust Creek, to begin the process of evening out the small stone wall between the fishpond and the Hydrangea Garden. I was able to get about three feet of the wall leveled out before it was time to take my speed walk.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 25

The Folly Of Christmas

I am of the principle of the consciousness of Love that is in Christ Jesus, and I greet you in the full consciousness of our common divinity.

You have experienced the ritual bringing forth, into the world of sense and shadow, the unchangeable Light which the darkness cannot quench. And to many who feel saddened this day, we say that it is acceptable to rejoice when the time is at hand and the ceremony of deity and man is celebrated.

But my children, know you this: faced with your humanhood and your clear perception of deity, it is a natural tendency for the Spirit within you to be impatient that all days might be those birthdays wherein the Spirit is born anew in every conscious being.

Beware of the folly of Christmas and rest your joy not only upon an occasion but upon a continuing and sometimes difficult to fathom stream of events and occasions within which the full Spirit and caring of Jesus the Christ shines through. Be you those channels who do not need the occasion to rally themselves to the Love of Jesus the Christ.

We leave you in the discipline and the freedom of Christ’s own peace, now and always.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings come from March 28, 1982:

(C1 channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am now with this instrument. We greet you, brothers and sisters, in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. Tonight we would speak a few words on compassion, a term not fully understood by your people and difficult to express with words. Each of you here is on a path of service to others, and each has felt lacking at times in relation to the ability to help others, may see the difficulties that others may face as they learn or try to learn the lessons chosen or that they have chosen. As each seeks to be of service, each need not treat themselves harshly if at times they come short of their expectations of how they should help others, or if others fail to respond to your attempts at service as you would have expected them to. The attempt is often worth more if it is tried without the expected results occurring, for in these times you are afforded the opportunity to reflect on reactions, the attempts, and can learn to deal with oneself softly. As you do this you are better able to touch another softly, for as you know the softness, the touch, the warmth conveyed tends to be a more direct linking and the other is grabbed, pulled, pushed. One need but be open, flowing in order to more fully be in touch with another, to be able to see more clearly from the perspective of the other.

So often in your illusion the urge to take charge of a given situation often creates more blockages than existed prior to that situation. As you learn to be soft the walls become less high, narrower, and open slowly and allow the touching and exchange. The softness is something that you learn, though it has always been within you. It is something you must learn to develop, to be sought, to be able to see as others see. Though being soft, touching may lead at times to hurt, for as you touch you are brought closer and share the feelings, emotions. This sharing, even through the hurt, is a very valuable lesson. Be soft, my friends, gentle. Be open to experiences and those of others. Lay judgment aside [inaudible]. We too are learning to be soft. We join with you [inaudible].

I am known to you as Hatonn, and will at this time transfer this contact to another. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you once again in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. I and my brothers and sisters of Laitos would at this time pause in order that we may move among you, and if you request it may offer you the vibration that is known to you as conditioning. If you wish to be made aware of our presence, please mentally request it at this time and we shall be with you. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn, and am once again with this instrument. We thank you for allowing us to be of service to you. It is a great privilege to work with each of you and if, at any time, you might desire the same conditioning vibration, mentally request this, and we shall be with you. If at any time as you are experiencing conditioning you are in any way in discomfort we ask that you mentally request that we adjust the conditioning or remove it completely. We shall do so immediately. We shall continue now, with your kind permission.

Let us tell you a small story, a story in which the hero is a man bent upon learning the meaning of compassion. He seeks first a very, very famous and successful mental and spiritual guide to many. This famous man greets our hero. His home is palatial, his manner most civilized. His entire being radiates a sureness of character and the confidence of wealth and yet, so many who are themselves influential in the ways of your society have spoken highly of this gentleman, but our hero feels perhaps he will know the meaning of compassion, having helped so many. “Ah,” the rich man says, “all these things that I own are necessary in order that I may offer my services to those who in turn have the power to help so many others. True compassion is knowing whether to put your energies, and I have offered my aid to those who will be able, in turn, to be of the greatest help to the greatest number.”

Our hero moves from this interview understandably unsatisfied and walks into the middle of the city, into the meaner portions of its dark streets, passes warehouses, bolted windows, and those among your peoples who have not a supply of money for protection against the elements, and he comes to a terribly dirty, falling down storefront which is marked, “Mission.” Inside, there is a rather gaunt woman ladling soup for those indigents who have no money, and he asks her with hope in his eyes and in his voice, “Can you tell me what compassion is?” “Certainly,” says the woman, lifting her tired eyes from the kettle. “Compassion is a plate of soup for a hungry man. Compassion is seeing beauty and perfection in those things which are apparently not lovely, in seeing love in that which is not loved.” “How many do you serve in this manner?” asked our seeker. “I do not know,” replies the gaunt woman. “As many as I can supply with soup. Not many, I suppose,” she says, “but it is all that I can do.”

Hatonn wanted to tell a small story, and they began by saying the hero is a man bent upon learning the meaning of compassion, so he seeks first a famous mental and spiritual guide to many, and this famous man greets our hero, and his home is palatial, and his manner civilized, for his being radiates a sureness of character and the confidence of wealth, yet many who are influential in the ways of your society have spoken highly of this gentleman, but our hero feels perhaps he will know the meaning of compassion, having helped so many, so “Ah,” the rich man says, “all these things that I own are necessary in order that I may offer my services to those who in turn have the power to help so many others because true compassion is knowing where to put your energies, and I have offered my aid to those who will be able to be of the greatest help to the greatest number.” Hatonn went on to say our hero moves from this interview unsatisfied and walks into the middle of the city, into the meaner portions of its dark streets, passes warehouses, bolted windows, and those among your people who have not a supply of money for protection against the elements, and he comes to a dirty, falling down storefront which is marked, “Mission,” and inside there is a gaunt woman ladling soup for those indigents who have no money, and he asks her with hope in his eyes and in his voice, “Can you tell me what compassion is?: “Certainly,” says the woman, lifting her tired eyes from the kettle. “Compassion is a plate of soup for a hungry man. Compassion is seeing beauty and perfection in those things which are apparently not lovely, in seeing love in that which is not loved.” “How many do you serve in this manner?” asked our seeker. “I do not know,” replies the gaunt woman. “As many as I can supply with soup. Not many, I suppose,” she says, “but it is all that I can do.” On January 21, 2001, Q’uo described the nature of compassion:

The choice which is made by any in third density as to the nature of the polarity is one of such a fundamental nature that there is constant refinement of the desire to serve as the compassion is gained that allows one to develop a method of propulsion, shall we say, where the desire to give Love to the Creator is foremost upon the mind and within the heart.

Our seeker by this time is quite confused. The two faces of compassion both seem so compelling. One is logical; one moves the heart. Both seem to be a means of comforting those who seek comfort, and is that not what compassion is? Wandering aimlessly in the bright sun of the mid-afternoon, the young man spies a tree in the midst of a small park. There is a circular seat beneath it, and he is tired and without thinking he goes to it and rests upon it that he may consider what compassion might be. After spending some time in aimless and unproductive musing, he glances to one side and then the other. Upon one side sits a most wealthy man busy with his work, the signs of wealth in his dress and his accouterments. Upon our hero’s other side rests one of those from the soup kitchen, a man unable to function within the limits of society based upon money. The seeker looks up at the tree and suddenly knows what compassion is, for the tree is shading all three entities from the harshness of the afternoon sun.

My friends, in compassion there is no judgment. The actions that you may take because of your compassion are many and various, for you have many faculties of mind and spirit at your command, and your actions are yours to discriminate, but the Love that is within you, if you wish to be compassionate, shall shine as gently as sunlight filtered through the living green of the shading leaves of a great tree. As always, we cannot emphasize enough to you our perception and our belief that it is not to be expected of each entity that it be able to have such compassion without aid, and, as always, the aid which we suggest is that of meditation, for you have these things as a birthright which you seek. They are locked within you as treasure within a chest and meditation is the key. We ask you to be gentle with yourselves as well as with others, and to allow the process of compassion to work its magic within your own life.

Hatonn continued by saying our seeker by this time is confused, for the two faces of compassion seem compelling, so one is logical, and one moves the heart, but both seem to be a means of comforting those who seek comfort, and is that not what compassion is? Then Hatonn said wandering aimlessly in the bright sun of mid-afternoon, the young man sees a tree in the midst of a small park, and there is a circular seat beneath it, and he is tired, and without thinking he goes to it and rests upon it that he may consider what compassion might be, so after spending some time in unproductive musing, he glances to one side and then the other, and upon one side sits a wealthy man busy with his work, the signs of wealth, but upon our hero’s other side rests one of those from the soup kitchen, a man unable to function within the limits of society based upon money, so the seeker looks up at the tree and suddenly knows what compassion is, for the tree is shading all three entities from the harshness of the afternoon sun. Then Hatonn said in compassion there is no judgment, for the actions that you take because of your compassion are various, for you have many faculties of mind and spirit at your command, and your actions are yours to discriminate, but the Love that is within you, if you wish to be compassionate, shall shine as gently as sunlight filtered through the living green of the shading leaves of a great tree, but we cannot emphasize enough to you our belief that it is not to be expected of each entity that it be able to have such compassion without aid, and the aid which we suggest is that of meditation, for you have these things as a birthright which you seek, so they are locked within you as treasure within a chest, so meditation is the key, and we ask you to be gentle with yourselves as well as with others and to allow the process of compassion to work its magic within your life. On February 25, 1990, Q’uo said that meditation is the key to finding Love within us:

There is too much catalyst to process for any entity to process completely, and so a series of choices is constantly being made as to what in the environment of the self shall be heeded as to where the mind shall be placed, the attention drawn. We encourage meditation with the regularity that must seem endless to those who hear our words, but meditation is the key that unlocks the door to that shuttle into that molten passion of Love within, awareness of which inspires and enlivens each portion of the experience of your illusion.

If you wish to radiate to others you must first allow the radiance within you to come forth, and if you block this radiance by some feeling of disappointment within yourself, then you must stop and return to meditation until you can see that in the view of Love it matters not what mistakes, what conditions, what experiences you may have had. It matters only that you are a portion of the infinite Creator. This is your reality. The remainder is illusion. We ask you to feel as we leave you the joy and the freedom of a lack of judgment for yourself and for others. Not a lack of judgment that implies a lack of discrimination, for it is only by discrimination that you can learn better how to be of service, but as you attempt to be of service lay the judgment aside and as the tree gives shade, let your love and the Love that shines through you gently touch each and every entity about you with the glorious oneness.

Now Hatonn said if you wish to radiate to others you must first allow the radiance within you to come forth, and if you block this radiance by some feeling of disappointment within yourself, then you must stop and return to meditation until you can see that in the view of Love it matters not what mistakes you may have had, and it matters only that you are a portion of the infinite Creator, for this is your reality, so the remainder is illusion, and we ask you to feel the joy and the freedom of a lack of judgment for yourself and for others, but not a lack of judgment that implies a lack of discrimination, for it is only by discrimination that you can learn better how to be of service, but as you attempt to be of service lay the judgment aside, and as the tree gives shade let your love and the Love that shines through you gently touch each entity about you with the glorious oneness. On September 14, 1986, Q’uo spoke of how we should have a lack of judgement for ourselves and for others:

And though the conscious mind and the thinking being may move itself in many ways and find fruitful experience in any direction, there is great value in the lack of judgment for the self or others, and the surrender of the will in a basic sense to the greater will which moves through one’s being and which becomes apparent to one who has done this and experienced the fruits of such surrenders, for there is a delicate balance between the exercise of the will and the surrender of the will that the seeker of its own evolution must achieve. There is, shall we say, a cycle or season for each and a purpose for each that may be determined by each entity, and a unique balance for each thus achieved.

I am Hatonn. It has been a great privilege to be able to greet each of you. We thank you for allowing us to share our thoughts with you. And at this time, we leave you through this instrument in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. I am known to you as Hatonn, Adonai, my friends. Adonai.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet each of you in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are greatly honored to once again be able to join this group and to be asked to partake, as always, in the capacity of attempting to answer those queries which those present may have the value in asking. At this time, we would open this working to questions. Are there any questions at this time?

C1: I’ll try not to get into anything as lengthy as I did last week, but here of late D’s had some aches and pains, and I’ve tried to use touch to alleviate them and it seems to be working fairly well, but one night after we’d gone to bed—I was told of this, I remember none of it—as she was experiencing a muscle cramp, and then I used touch to alleviate it and spoke with her without ever fully waking up, because I have no knowledge myself what happened, just what I was told, and I was wondering if you could explain to me a little bit about what takes over in your sleeping that you can operate in that capacity?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. In this regard we might suggest that this particular situation is one which reflects not so much another aspect taking over your conscious being, but your conscious awareness removing itself from your unconscious. Therefore, this allows those latent abilities which you are attempting to develop to make themselves more apparent, and they do become more apparent because you have consciously sought to develop them, and at that particular moment of which you speak the unique situation occurred in which your conscious mind was laid to rest and those belief patterns which inhibit such activity normally were not in effect.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C1: Is this type of activity a common thing? I know that—I mean that I’ve been told about it, but I really don’t remember—for quite a number of years a functioning while being what we refer to as asleep. Is this something that is common or is it something that in particular happens to work with me?

I am Latwii. May we say in this regard that such activities as you have described are common to a great number of your people but are less commonly expressed as you have expressed them. The ability of each entity to function within the state commonly called the hypnogogic state is well known and widespread while the entity sleeps. To manifest this condition in what seems to be a waking state to those present and witnessing the action is not so common but does occur on occasions for entities who have prepared their minds, shall we say, in a certain manner which meditation does allow. This is to say, there is an opening, or a channel made between the conscious and unconscious minds, a piercing, shall we say, of the veil which divides these two portions of your mind complex. This, then, allows the communication between the two portions of your mind to flow more easily without the restrictions common to those of your people who have yet to seek the mysteries and their solutions.

[Side one of tape ends.]

C1: Today I was with some others as they were trimming a tree, and at this time of year, especially as the weather gets warm, there’s a lot of—the sap starts to run. Today, as the tree was trimmed, it ran freely, almost as if rain dripping from the tree, but this is not really what seemed unusual to me, but at this same time another tree some ten feet away from the first which had been trimmed several weeks before began also to run as the one being trimmed today began, and I was curious because there are times when we refer to people having sympathy pains, as when one of a mated pair is suffering or experiencing discomfort, then the other does. I was wondering, if in second density that this same thing can occur?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. We may agree that in the second density of your plants and your animals there is quite frequently that relationship which is sympathetic, and as one entity vibrates, so does the other harmonically resonate in sympathy. In the situation of which you speak it is more likely that it was simply the time for the movement of the fluid which you call the sap of the tree to progress in an upward fashion as the season of your year beckons it thusly, and because there were wounds upon both trees then the sap did emanate from these wounds. This is not to say that these particular entities which you call the trees were not also resonating with an harmonic vibration, for both were experiencing the same flow of the fluid called sap and had also experienced the same removal of lower limbs and then did share two experiences quite closely.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C1: In this situation, in the time between today and when this first tree was trimmed, there was much warmer weather more conducive to sap flow, but it did not occur until the—it occurred as the other tree was being cut. Today the sap was not flowing until the wounding of the tree today, which seems to be one of those chance situations that happened too simultaneously to be solely chance.

I am Latwii. We have not perceived a clearly stated query. May we ask if there is a further question along this line, my brother?

C1: No, I really guess not. I have a bad tendency to talk and not really formulate a distinct question, and at times it helps me think in motion, so to speak. Since being really connected with these meditations I’ve begun to see what I used to refer to as coincidence and become more aware that there are reasons behind such things and that there’s more pattern than I was aware of previously, and I guess I was thinking aloud. Thank you for your answer, and I’m sorry I couldn’t get a question formulated, but my ramblings sometimes help me, so have patience with me at times.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you, my brother, for your patience with us as well, for often we also tend to ramble. May we ramble upon another subject?

C2: Yes. My husband has lost his mother in the last couple of months, and they were very attached to each other, and he’s having a very hard time. I wonder what I can do to help him that I’m not doing.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. In such cases where a dearly loved friend does pass from this illusion to another it is often the case that the one remaining shall suffer that which may be described as grief, loneliness, and pain, for the one which has passed meant a great deal to the one which remains. In such cases it is often difficult to move the perspective beyond the immediate feeling of loss and grief, but if it is possible to do so we may suggest the enlarging of the perspective by compassionate communication with the grieving entity so that this entity does begin to perceive a larger pattern in the flow of life, so that there is seen not the loss, but a gain, so there is seen not the pain of the passing, but the joy in the passing.

In this regard we would suggest that in such a situation the beliefs of the entity remaining be discussed in such a fashion that the basic view of life is uncovered and the view is then allowed to progress in such a way as to include the possibility that each incarnation which is experienced is likened unto a class in a great school of learning, that each experience of each incarnation does provide those lessons which shall allow the entities to prepare for the great graduation, the graduation into that density of Love and of compassion which awaits those who have completed their lessons within this illusion.

C2 asked: “My husband has lost his mother in the last couple of months, and they were very attached to each other, and he’s having a very hard time. I wonder what I can do to help him that I’m not doing.” Latwi began by saying in such cases where a loved friend passes from this illusion to another it is often the case that the one remaining shall suffer grief, loneliness, and pain, for the one which has passed meant a great deal to the one which remains, and in such cases it is often difficult to move the perspective beyond the immediate feeling of loss and grief, but if it is possible to do so we may suggest the enlarging of the perspective by compassionate communication with the grieving entity, so that this entity begins to perceive a larger pattern in the flow of life, and there is seen not the loss, but a gain, so there is seen not the pain of the passing, but the joy in the passing. Latwii went on to say we suggest that in such a situation the beliefs of the entity remaining be discussed in such a fashion that the basic view of life is uncovered, and the view is allowed to progress in such a way as to include the possibility that each incarnation which is experienced is likened unto a class in a great school of learning, that each experience of each incarnation provides those lessons which allow the entities to prepare for the great graduation into that density of Love which awaits those who have completed their lessons within this illusion. On May 29, 1983, Latwii spoke about the density of Love:

It is our perception that the vibration of change of the atomic structure of your illusion has indeed made the transition to what is called variously the New Age, the Age of Aquarius, or the density of Love. Due to this transfiguration of the nature of your illusion the, what are normally called paranormal experiences, are much more common upon your planet at this time, for it is the density of Love and understanding in which you now reside, and it is the nature of this density to express itself through entities such as those upon your planet in a manner which utilizes the power of the mind to create, to communicate, and to become one with its environment.

If an entity can realize that this illusion is but an eye blink in eternity, and that it has helped another to learn the lessons that will permit graduation, then the entity remaining might see with clearer perspective that there is only the feeling of joy as a residue to be felt when a loved one has learned the lessons programmed before the incarnation and has joyfully passed the test, shall we say, and passed through that transition which is called death. In such a situation we would also suggest that the joy and feeling of gratitude at having experienced the incarnation and the love and the learning with the entity which has passed be felt by the one which remains and that this feeling of joy and gratitude be sent daily to the one who has passed from this illusion by the one which has remained to learn further lessons, for it is necessary for the loved ones of those passing to release the hold, shall we say, the emotional and psychic bonds which bind those who are close in the incarnation, so that when the passing has been achieved there might be the free movement to the next level of lessons without the calling back to the classroom which has been left.

Latwii continued by saying if an entity can realize this illusion is but an eye blink in eternity, and that it has helped another to learn the lessons that will permit graduation, then the entity remaining might see with clearer perspective that there is only the feeling of joy as a residue to be felt when a loved one has learned the lessons programmed before the incarnation and has joyfully passed the test and passed through that transition of death, and in such a situation we would suggest that the joy at having experienced the incarnation and the Love and the learning with the entity which has passed be felt by the one which remains, and this feeling of gratitude be sent daily to the one who has passed from this illusion by the one which has remained to learn further lessons, for it is necessary for the loved ones of those passing to release the hold of the emotional and psychic bonds which bind those who are close in the incarnation, so that when the passing has been achieved there might be free movement to the next level of lessons without being called back to the classroom which has been left. On May 2, 1982, Latwii spoke of the nature of the transition of death:

My brother, we assure you that each entity which passes from this plane in that process which is known to your people as death does have a great number of those angelic beings which wait upon it: those entities known as guides, those dear souls which have been closely associated with the one transitioning this life in previous life experiences, and those entities of the Confederation which oversee such processes. Each entity which makes this transition is well protected and attended. And those entities which remain in the third density illusion might be of the greatest aid by wishing the entity “God speed,” shall we say, and sending joy, love and light with the entity, and rejoicing at the process which allows the entity to move from one level of lessons to yet another level of lessons. Be ye therefore full of that joy and peace which is the result of each entity’s unending existence within the one Creator.

May we answer you further, my sister?

C2: No, that was very good. I thank you. Now, one other question. I’ve had a spinal curvature all my life and I’ve lived with it, and I’ve had a great deal of pain. I have pain now. Is there anything I can do that I’m not doing to relieve the back pain?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We might suggest that there could be benefit gained from the use of what you might call the swirling water upon the erect spine to relax those muscles which attempt to hold the misplaced curvature, shall we say. There might also be benefit gained from the manipulation which is called massage to deeply move these muscles so that once again they might be relaxed from their tight grip. There is also the possibility of benefit to be gained from the mild exercise of the walking on a daily basis.

May we answer you further, my sister?

C2: No. Thank you. That helps.

I am Latwii. May we ask if there is another question at this time?

Questioner: Yes. I would like to know if you ever appear in visual form to those requesting it?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We of Latwii, as members of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator, do occasionally appear in dream states and less frequently in meditative states to those who have requested our presence or the presence of entities which are willing and able to provide a certain type of lesson. It is often the case that an entity so requesting will not remember the appearance in the dream state, for there are certain necessities, shall we say, of maintaining the free will of such entities. This is not always the case. Quite often there will be a remembering of such a dream or vision, and it will be remembered as a situation which was quite inspiring to the one requesting.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: In a dream state is it the message received in symbolic form or literally?

I am Latwii. In this case of the dream appearance the message is given in whatever form the entity requesting the message is able to receive it. Those entities able to receive a clear transmission are then aware of less symbolic imagery. Those not able to assimilate a directly transmitted message will be given those symbols which will serve as [inaudible] or somewhat of an enigmatic mantra for the mind.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: Does the entity of Jesus ever speak through dream state?

I am Latwii. In this particular query we find that the answer is in the affirmative and is not limited to only the dream state. Many entities of the Confederation do appear in this dream state in meditation and do provide messages of a wide variety of contents to those requesting such messages.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: Thank you. You’ve answered my questions.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you as well. Is there another query at this time?

M: Could you discuss how a person could find a small degree of happiness?

I am Latwii. My sister, we find that your query does reflect the great desire to penetrate, shall we say, the grosser nature of this illusion which each of your people inhabits. Each entity on your planet moves in its daily round of activities seemingly unaware of the meaning of the movement. Each completes a seemingly prescribed set of tasks. Each feels a multitude of feelings. Each rides the roller coaster of pain, joy, sorrow, boredom, etc. Few seek the reason for the ride. Few seek to find that which is loosely defined as happiness. Most feel that happiness can be bought. Some feel it can be worn. Some feel it can be traded for. Some have given up all hope of finding happiness. Most have no concept of what it might be composed of.

We of Latwii can only suggest to one such as yourself who seeks deeper meaning of this life in which you experience each moment, that in the meditative state you might come closer to that which is poorly called happiness, for what, my sister, could make one happier than to know that one is an integral part of all Creation, and more—the one Creator. What could make an entity more fulfilled than to know the heart of Love resides within its own being? What could fulfill one more than to know that the plan of the one Creator is not complete without the participation of the one who seeks that known as happiness?

M asked: “Could you discuss how a person could find a small degree of happiness?” Latwii replied by saying we find that your query reflects the great desire to penetrate the grosser nature of this illusion which each of your people inhabits, so each entity on your planet moves in its daily round of activities unaware of the meaning of the movement, and each completes a prescribed set of tasks, so each feels a multitude of feelings, for each rides the roller coaster of joy, sorrow, and boredom, but few seek the reason for the ride or to find happiness because most feel that happiness can be bought, worn, or traded for, but some have given up hope of finding happiness since they have no concept of what it might be composed of. Latwii continued by saying we suggest that you  seek a deeper meaning of this life in which you experience each moment, that in the meditative state you might come closer to that which is poorly called happiness, for what could make one happier than to know that one is the one Creator, so: “What could make an entity more fulfilled than to know the heart of Love resides within its own being? What could fulfill one more than to know that the plan of the one Creator is not complete without the participation of the one who seeks that known as happiness?” On June 8, 1974, Hatonn said that we can find happiness by becoming one with the Creation of Love:

There are various expressions of what you would call happiness. My friends, this happiness seems to be something that is sought as being of great importance upon your planet. We ask you, my friends, if you look at this happiness that you may gain through use of the cycles and polarity of your physical manifestation, if you can in any way compare this so-called happiness with the experience of being one with an unchanging Creation of Love.

We can only suggest that the palest shadow of happiness can be found in the daily round of activities. Remove for but a moment each day yourself from this round of activities which too often confuses and distracts, and place your being within the silence and peace of meditation. Seek within this state to know that which you wish to know. Seek within your being that which you called happiness. That which you have called happiness can only be found at the depths of your heart, for there the Creator which is yourself has planted a seed that needs the nourishment of your seeking and your attention to grow into the tree of life that will sustain the fruits of your incarnation.

Now Hatonn said we suggest that the palest shadow of happiness can be found in the daily round of activities, so for a moment each day remove yourself from this round of activities which confuses you, and place your being within the silence and peace of meditation, and seek within this state to know that which you wish to know and seek happiness, for happiness can only be found at the depths of your heart, for there the Creator which is yourself has planted a seed that needs the nourishment of your seeking to grow into the tree of life that will sustain the fruits of your incarnation. On June 17, 2005, Q’uo described how the depths of our heart we have Love and Light:

The road, my brother, indeed, goes on forever. Nothing is finished, it merely spirals upward, ever seeking the Love and the Light that lies not without you, for you call it down into yourself by your seeking and seat it in the depths of your heart. Therefore, in that mid-air of faith, know that you rest in your own open heart.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M: Thank you. You’ve answered me very well.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful, as well, to you. Is there another question at this time?

C2: Yes. We read in the New Testament that Jesus said that it was necessary for him to leave in order for a Comforter to come, and we interpret that as the Holy Spirit, of course. Is the entity known as Jesus looking over the planet today in its distress? Does he still have responsibility for the happenings on this planet?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. The entity known to your peoples as Jesus of Nazareth does continue His vigil over this planet, as do countless souls who are members of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the One Infinite Creator. There are those of this Confederation, such as the one known as Jesus, who have become much more well known to your people than have great multitudes of the heavenly hosts which have never ceased their surveillance and compassionate caring for those of your people who have sought their service. No entity upon your planet is without such aid. Each who calls for the service of Love, of Light, of unity, is answered in some way. Those of your people who are most familiar with the entity known as Jesus are also answered by this entity in whatever manner they are capable of understanding, for it is the understanding of each entity within this Confederation that your people must have their free will respected fully, and all responses to calls for service must be made in such a way as to allow the entity so called to be aware within the limits of its perception that the call has been answered.

May we answer you further, my sister?

C2: Paul talks about a crowd of witnesses. That’s the way I’m remembering it right now. He said something about seeing that you are encompassed about with a great crowd of witnesses. Now, is that what he’s talking about? Say you’re referring to members of the Confederation, is that what Paul’s talking about when he talks about a crowd of witnesses?

I am Latwii. That is correct, my sister. May we answer you further?

C2: No, thank you. That answers the question very well.

I am Latwii. May we ask if there is another question at this time?

Questioner: Yes. I would like to inquire about an [inaudible] master, Saint Germaine, and a group called the Brotherhood of the Royal Teton. Are they in contact in physical form with entities on this Earth?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my sister. The entity known to you and to your people as St. Germaine has made contact through various entities and organizations, as you call them, for the purpose of providing the services which have been requested, most usually dealing with the ability to open the heart of being in Love and compassion for the entities surrounding one. This entity has maintained a constant vigil, shall we say, and shall continue in its serving of those entities who called. We cannot be more specific and state whether this or that organization has been in contact with this or that entity, for we do not wish to infringe upon any entity’s free will, and direct their attention towards or away from any organization.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: No, that will be all. Thank you.

I am Latwii. Is there another question at this time?

C2: Yes. One short question. Does Buddha still assume some care and responsibility for the planet also?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. Each master, shall we say, that has blended its vibrations with this planet at any time in its evolutionary history does by that shared experience create the bond, shall we say, which persists until the lessons which must needs be learned have been learned by those who were the students of the teacher. This is true in every case of which we are aware.

May we answer you further, my sister?

C2: No. That’s very comforting.

I am Latwii. Is there another question at this time?

Carla: L has a question. L has a two year old boy, and he realizes that in the past his son has been too restless to take part in these meditations, and would like to know if it would be possible for the child to take part in meditations at this time or follow still the recommendation that the child wait until he can more fully grasp and desire the information? L wants to attend the meditations.

I am Latwii. We greet the one known as L in absence, shall we say, and do look forward to his returning to this group. In response to the query of whether or not it is possible at this time for the young entity known as A to attend these sessions, we can only suggest that until an entity such as this young child is able to perceive the basic contents of these meditations it is not advisable for such an entity to be present, for it is our foremost desire not to infringe upon the free will of any entity of your peoples. The young child spoken of is not yet able to perceive those concepts which are most likely to be shared in this group, therefore it would not be included in the level of understanding which is necessary for the partaking in these meditations.

We of Latwii, as do each Confederation member speaking at these meetings, wish to include as purely and as closely as possible each entity which joins this group. We attempt in our messages and responses to queries to construct our message in such a way as to be available to each entity which is present. This requires, shall we say, a certain skill which we are unable to perfect to the degree necessary to allow an entity of limited vocabulary and concept understanding to participate within. We are always attempting to expand our own capacities in presenting these messages, but at present are unable to include an entity which is of the configuration of mind of the one known as A.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Yes, just a sideline. We have a couple of newborns in the group, and it seems to make no difference whatsoever that the newborn who does not understand the language and doesn’t care where it is as long as mama is there is included. Is this due to the fact that the faculty of will has not been activated?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. In general, we would agree that you have correctly stated the situation. The newborn entity has, shall we say, a self-contained world which does not extend very far from its own physical vehicle. It, therefore, is unaware of the activities of the other entities within the same room and is therefore not infringed upon when present at such a meeting as this. An entity which has begun the concept and practice of moving beyond its own immediate being and has begun to interact with those around it then has developed the will to expand its field of perception and experience, and, therefore, must be accounted for by those present in the room with it, and this then requires our attention as well, for such an entity is seeking with the group in that instance.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you, Latwii. How are you tonight?

I am Latwii, and we are doing quite well with our abilities to verbalize in your language this evening and feel a great joy at having our state of being queried. We thank you for your interest, as always, and do always look forward to the lighter side, shall we say, of the queries.

May we answer another query at this time?

C2: One quickie. We talk about accidental death. Is there ever an accidental death?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. Within the illusion which you inhabit there appear to be many accidents. There are, in reality, very few accidents. There are what appear to be random occurrences, but with such a situation as you would describe as the death of any nature, it is very unlikely that such a situation would occur truly by accident, for there is a far greater comprehension, shall we say, of the total life pattern, by that portion of the self known to you as the higher self, than can be perceived by most entities of your plane of experience. There is at the level of the higher self seen the great road map of the being and its progression through the incarnation. Each entity does, before incarnation, make certain agreements and preparations for the incarnation with each of those with whom it shall experience the illusion. It is, therefore, highly unlikely that the passing from the illusion would occur …

[Tape ends.]

This morning I cleaned two thirds of the silver-plated cups, saucers, bowls, and plates with Tarn-x. Then I finished Chapter Four of The Wisdom of Insecurity, where the concepts discussed included: “Our news media bombards us with a great variety of images of crashed planes, burning buildings, sexy women, handsome athletes, animals, politicians, etc., and this is designed to produce more desire in us for more of the same.” “But this requires us to do work that is of no interest to us, so we can buy fancy cars, more magazines, clothes, and television sets.” “These desires of our minds make it difficult to be down to earth and real, so we continue in this endless circle when we use our brain/mind in ways that creates feelings of our separation between who we really are, and what we are experiencing in the present moment.”

This afternoon I completed cleaning the last third of the silver-plated cups, saucers, bowls, and plates with Tarn-x. Then I put them back in the office and the living room.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 24

The Manger Within

I am of the principle of divine Love, and I greet you in the full consciousness of that Love.

We find this instrument’s mind revolving not about things of the Spirit but about the processes the day shall bring, each item more wonderful and precious than the next, for this day is the eve of the Mass of the Christ child, the Mass welcoming the new child to birth, the new soul to its walk in the valley of death from which death alone may free Him or any which dwell in this body of dust and clay.

May you truly rejoice to know that within yourselves lies a manger. Most of your mangers are poor. Most of them are humble. Most of you have not prepared a way and so must improvise when the Son of Man comes, when the gates of your heart are opened.

This is a time of coming into being. This is a time for you to make anew the welcome of the self towards that tiny, delicate, precious, new spiritual being which shall indwell each spiritual womb.

May you find the peace of Jesus’ mother and know that your spirit follows not the commands of the world but the commands of that consciousness in which He and all of your spirits partake.

May you wend your way in peace and the hope of glory within, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn, Laitos, and Latwii channelings come from March 26, 1982:

(Unknown channeling)

I am Hatonn. It is a great pleasure and privilege to join you in your simultaneous acts this evening of service and pleasure. We are privileged to be admitted into your presence in this creative time for it is too seldom on your planet that members of your race are capable of perceiving the pleasure and satisfaction resultant of service, but rather perceive only sensations of discord, jealousy or doubt as they find that their efforts too often are grudgingly given under the suspicion that they may be actually allowing themselves in some manner to be taken advantage of.

My friends, it is no small achievement to be able in your illusion to lovingly give of yourselves in this manner. It is our pleasure tonight to share with you some thoughts on the subject of giving. It is appropriate to understand the reasons for which this service is performed if one is to seek attainment through the use of giving as a tool. Too often giving is regarded as a finite act, a sort of stopgap effort similar to that of a gear on a watch which at regular intervals detains a rotating wheel or gear for an increment of time as to prevent a surge of energy to burst out of control, accomplishing nothing as the hands of the watch spin uselessly at a high rate of speed. Many on your planet regard giving as a way of temporarily preventing their life from spinning uselessly out of control by the periodic application of spiritual brakes, so to speak.

My friends, giving extends much further than service to self. There is a point at which the act of giving can be regarded as finite, thus limiting the effect of the action. There is also a point at which the same act of giving may produce an infinite amount of effects, all oriented toward the service to one’s brothers and sisters. It is said on your planet that it is better to give than to receive. This is because the act of receiving is a simple service to another, yet the act of giving can and should be a constant and daily process as one performs those tasks necessary for participation within your illusion.

For example, many of those present serve in the capacity as assistants for the physical, emotional, and educational maturation of recently arrived members of your race. It is quite easily understood that one who serves as a mother, for example, may spend an entire day engrossed in the function of giving to those recently arrived entities in that their requirements for physical and emotional attention are quite stringent. The pattern of giving then becomes not a simple jerky stopgap which punctuates the parents’ day, but rather flows continuously from early morning until late night, and as we have noticed, regrettably, late into the night and early into the morning as well. It is one of the lessons of your experience within this illusion that this example of a continuous flow of giving of service may be extended beyond the more obvious requirements of the young child to the more subtle needs of those individuals—often strangers—which one encounters through the passage of one’s waking hours.

It is possible to spend an entire waking day performing a myriad number of services for literally hundreds of individuals within your developing social memory complex, thus reinforcing those developing ties which will eventually link each individual to his or her fellow members of that developing complex. As this in itself is a major accomplishment for those currently in physical existence upon your planetary surface, and as the development of positively-oriented social memory complexes is beneficial on a more grand scale to the entirety of creation, it may be understood that the simple act of wishing good morning to a stranger, holding a door open, picking up an object that another has dropped, may all be combined into a major accomplishment. That which unifies these seemingly insignificant individual events, my friends, into a continuous flow of giving is the conscious, although generally non-verbal, expression of love for those one encounters during the day combined with the loving acceptance of those same individuals.

The statement has been made on your planet that one should judge not lest one be judged. This is significant, my friends, in that the act of judgment is the act of simultaneously separating oneself and the self of another individual from that developing complex as one chooses to place themselves in a role of judicial separateness and the recipient of the judgment in the role of being detected as a portion of the complex which has attained insufficiently in certain aspects so as to no longer be capable of full participation. My friends, this act of judgment in separating both yourself as judge and your subject as an inadvertent victim of your judgment from that same developing social memory complex toward which your striving could possibly be more focused. Therefore, my friends, we urge you to abandon the seat of judgment to those less suited for the position of a loving member of a family, that family being the unified group which struggles to attain the necessary levels of unification of intention, wisdom and compassion to accomplish a unified polarization.

At this time, my friends, we of Hatonn will leave this instrument, that our brothers and sisters of Laitos may in turn communicate with those present. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Unknown channeling)

I am Laitos. I am with this instrument, and I greet you in the Love and Light of our infinite Creator. My friends, we too thank you for the opportunity to share in your efforts this evening. We are aware that there has been a calling for our vibration within those members of your group this evening, and at this time it is our desire to share our conditioning vibration with those of you present who wish to experience our contact. If it is your desire, simple mentally request that you might receive our conditioning vibration and we will gratefully perform this service to the best of our ability. At this time, we desire to pass among you for this service. I am Laitos.

I am Laitos. I am again with this instrument. We are grateful for the opportunity to provide our small service and desire to remind you that we are available for this same purpose to any of you who might request our aid, no matter how brief the period of time you might have available to you. We thank you for providing us this opportunity to perform our small service. At this time, we in turn shall relinquish this instrument that our brothers and sisters of Latwii might perform their service of answering whatever questions are within their abilities and limitations to answer. Again, we thank you. I am Laitos.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my brothers and sisters, in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. My friends, we are very happy to be here tonight, for we have been observing your actions this evening, and we must say that they seem from our vantage point to be quite enjoyable and you, in turn, seem to be taking full advantage of the opportunity to be enjoying your experience, and for this, my friends, we congratulate you for far too many of your brothers and sisters of your planet seem to take advantage of opportunities when among others of your race to pursue the path of boredom or superficiality or moroseness. Fortunately, we do not find it necessary to extend more than a passing glance in those directions as the calling for our services are very, very limited in those situations. Again, we are grateful that we are called to such a pleasant atmosphere and wish to thank you for that reason. At this time we would open the floor, so to speak …

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(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii. We are again with this instrument and with you. Are there any questions we might attempt to answer at this time?

S1: I have a question. I read about a young man a couple of years ago by the name of Carlos Castaneda. He was doing some research work with an Indian brujo in Mexico, supposedly using some hallucinogenic drugs to communicate with the gods, so to speak. Could you shed a little light, on the ancient Indian rituals and how they came about?

I am Latwii. I am aware of your question. My sister, we would, with your permission, attempt to answer your query in several segments as we feel that there are some implied queries within your statement that we would like to answer as well as your phrased question. So, with your permission, we will answer as follows.

First, the performance of rituals or the ingestion of any substance is not necessary to accomplish a communication with the gods. It is very common on your planetary surface for individuals of even the more conservative religious groups to acknowledge communication with that which they conceive as an omnipotent spiritual being. There seems to be some disagreement as to whether the communications for the masses of participants is one-way or two-way but there seems to be a general consensus among those leaders of those groups that the communication between those leaders and that which they refer to as a “God” is definitely both ways.

We will not attempt to evaluate the accuracy to this form of communication. Rather, we would choose to emphasize communication with that concept referred to as a “God” is considered quite common on your planet in many forms. We would add on this subject, prior to exhausting it, that if you wish to communicate with the Creator, simply address, whether yourself, your brother, or sister or any object within reach, for all are a part of the Creator. The rituals developed by the ancients of your race were developed to attain the state of spiritual closeness or oneness with the Creator because the understanding of the Creator and the universe for these individuals was somewhat limited. The tool of ceremony and its lesser tools of drugs, instruments, drawings, etc., were all to serve the purpose of assisting the individuals and establishing and maintaining a contact with the creative consciousness of your universe. The duplication of these rituals or the ingestion of the previously described substances would not be recommended for one who is seeking this same contact any more than driving a motorized vehicle or facing oneself for a period of time beneath the surface of a body of water to perform a ritual for that same purpose. The purpose of any ritual is simply to function as a tool, and the tool generally is designed and selected by its owner to fulfill his or her specific need.

S asked: “I read about a young man a couple of years ago by the name of Carlos Castaneda. He was doing some research work with an Indian brujo in Mexico, supposedly using some hallucinogenic drugs to communicate with the gods, so to speak. Could you shed a little light, on the ancient Indian rituals and how they came about?” Latwii replied by saying the performance of rituals or the ingestion of any substance is not necessary to accomplish a communication with the gods, and it is common on your planet for individuals of the conservative religious groups to acknowledge communication with that which they conceive as an omnipotent spiritual being, but there seems to be some disagreement as to whether the communications for the masses of participants is one-way or two-way, for there seems to be a general consensus among those leaders of those groups that the communication between those leaders, and that which they refer to as a “God” is definitely both ways. Latwii continued by saying we will not attempt to evaluate the accuracy of this form of communication, for we would emphasize communication with that concept referred to as a “God” is considered common on your planet in many forms, so we would add to this subject that if you wish to communicate with the Creator, speak to yourself, your brother, or sister, or any object within reach, for all are a part of the Creator, and the rituals developed by the ancients of your race were developed to attain the state of spiritual oneness with the Creator because the understanding of the Creator and the universe for these individuals was somewhat limited, and the tool of ceremony and its lesser tools of drugs, instruments, drawings, etc., were all to serve the purpose of assisting the individuals and establishing a contact with the creative consciousness of your universe, but the duplication of these rituals or the ingestion of the previously described substances would not be recommended for one who is seeking this same contact any more than driving a motorized vehicle or facing oneself for a period of time beneath the surface of a body of water to perform a ritual for that same purpose, so the purpose of any ritual is to function as a tool, and the tool is designed by its owner to fulfill his or her specific need. On March 9, 1992, Q’uo spoke about the nature of spiritual oneness:

Love one another, my friends, for it is the outward expression of being in love with yourself. All that you wish to know, and, indeed, the Creator in all of It’s infinite intelligence, lies in mystery within you, and you shall not know anything. But you shall seek, and you shall learn more and more about loving and allowing the being loved to occur as a reflection of an unjustified and utterly appropriate spiritual oneness with the Creator.

Relax into unknowing. Find the faith to seek without ever hoping to know and prove it, and in mid-air you shall find the relationships that are so central to your comfort and peace becoming more and more full of the Love that is the special and exquisite freedom of a quiet and faithful mind and heart.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S1: No, I think not. Thank you.

Latwii: As always, my sister, we thank you for the opportunity of being of service. Is there another question?

S2: [Inaudible]

I am Latwii. It is our desire, my brother, that you would attempt to clarify your question. There are limitations upon our ability to answer on this particular subject without further clarification of your inquiry.

S2: [Inaudible]

I am Latwii. I am aware of your question. My brother, you must understand that the limitations under which we function include a restriction against revealing to an individual that which is more appropriately learned by the individual as a portion of their educational experience while participating within this illusion. It is possible to explain to you, my brother, that the ability to receive this image reveals within you an ability in the area normally referred to as clairaudience which may be developed and refined. However, we are unable to divulge to you the significance of the image you have received, for that is more appropriately an answer to be sought within your own self.

May we answer you further, my brother?

S2: Would you explain the concept of clairaudience?

I am Latwii. Clairaudience may be described as the ability which all possess but most in an unrefined state to perceive mentally the communication of other entities such as the instrument’s channeling. The clairaudience may be of a conscious nature—as again in the example of channeling—or of an unconscious nature in which the individual does not recognize that communication is being received but rather recognizes only the sudden perception of hunches or ideas that are actually the revelation of information from an outside source without the individual perception of the information as a communication.

May we answer you further?

S2: No, that answers that. My second question is, I’ve tried to ask before about what I believe to have been a UFO sighting when I was five years old. Can you tell me now, would it be any different, was what I saw a UFO?

I am Latwii. I am aware of your question. My brother, the function of various elements of information may possibly be to act as keys in the unlocking of areas of understanding. There are the times when the key may be given from one to another. There are other times when the individual already possesses the key and must locate and use that key which is already possessed. We would not desire to make a factual statement but rather an evaluation or opinion in saying that we believe your situation in reference to the subject you described is of the latter group and that the likelihood of an outside source revealing to you that which should be revealed from within is very nominal.

We would suggest that further development in the area of meditative communication with oneself might be beneficial. We would also suggest, my brother, that it is not always beneficial to constantly focus one’s attention on past events, for this often prevents one from extending their attention to that which occurs presently. We would therefore suggest that in your particular case, benefits might be achieved in the pursuit of understanding of the lessons which you currently are experiencing rather than lessons which may have occurred or may not have occurred at a period of time of approximately twenty of your years ago.

May we answer you further, my brother?

S2: Well, if I could just explain. It has puzzled me about the path that I’ve taken in my life, and the specialized studies that I’ve taken all my life, that has brought me to this time, and I’ve often felt that that might have been the start of it, by that one occurrence of seeing the UFO, and it’s always puzzled me how I’ve been on an almost directed path, and I’ve felt this path was within me all along, and the deeper desire to study these specialized areas was always there. That’s why I question it. I realize you’re saying that I should devote more energy to the area of the future, which I’ll try to do, but it still feels like something has guided me to this. Maybe it’s what is referred to as my higher self. I really don’t know. It will remain a question.

I am Latwii. My brother, we can empathize with the thoughts that you have expressed. We would concur with you that the guiding force of your life is not an outer force or external entity but rather that which you refer to as the higher self. We would also suggest to you, my brother, that many events in one’s life are like signposts which assist one in following a predetermined route. Occasionally one may pass a signpost and either correctly or incorrectly read that which is presented. Often the misconceived signpost functions very well in guiding the traveler along the route that the subconscious, in its wisdom, prefers to that which the conscious mind thinks it prefers. In other cases, the signposts are read correctly and followed with great diligence to a consciously perceived objective. The experiences of most individuals, regrettably, are to travel in small circles, not realizing that the signposts exist.

We would encourage you, my brother, in following your path in the diligent manner that you have displayed. However, we would again suggest that the signposts be perceived as just that, and that one might better concentrate on the road which one’s attention is focused forward on instead of on signposts of the past.

May we answer you further?

S2: That’s good advice. One other thing that has puzzled me that you probably couldn’t tell me is I’ve often wondered if maybe I’ve been what is sometimes referred to as a wanderer, that I’ve come from a higher density to assist the people of this density to reach a higher density. Is that within the realm of possibility, or should I just continue thinking about your advice following more on the present and future than the past?

I am Latwii. My brother, it is correct to assume that all things are within the realm of possibility. It is not our privilege to define the number or identity of those individuals known to you as wanderers for the simple reason that the path …

[Tape ends.]

This morning I collected all of the crystal and China figurines and dinner plates from my living room, office, hallway, and bathroom and put them in the dishwasher.

Then I took a break and wrote more about the concepts in The Wisdom of Insecurity by Alan Watts which included: “The wisdom of our body is how our body breathes, sees, swallows, digests food, circulates our blood, and resists diseases and how our organs function.” “But we have created a block between our brain/mind and our body’s natural functioning because we have been taught to neglect and violate our bodies and to put all of our faith in our brain/mind.” “This means that we are at war with ourselves as with our brain desiring things that our body does not want like overeating and causing indigestion or too much weight gain, and our body desiring something that our brain/mind does not allow, so our body gives our brain/mind responses by getting a disease.” “This occurs because our brain/mind is looking for a future to fulfill its desires rather than living in the present moment, so what we call happiness consists of our hopes for our future being realized rather than the reality of our present moment’s needs.”

This afternoon I put all of the crystal and China figurines back in their places in my living room, office, hall, and bathroom.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 23

To Smile Or To Frown

I am of the principle of divine Love. I greet you in the consciousness of Jesus the Christ.

What have we to say about the world as you gaze at it this day? Perhaps today we would wish you to see that which is behind the daily matters which shall parade this day before your eyes.

Many things shall occur within this day, and you shall have many opportunities to smile or to frown; to speak the kind word or the harsh one; to react impulsively or to take it easy and gaze at a situation long enough to gauge its total nature.

Perhaps, this day of all rushing Christmas days, we would suggest to each to take the time to slow down and to consider, in all the hustle and bustle, in all the choices that are made, that the great choice is always for merriment and for the expressions of Love and sharing. All other considerations of preparation and business have not the priority of offering and manifesting the love of Christ in God.

May you stop and sense that abiding, deep, magical, and peaceful presence. And in each choice that you make this day, may that feeling of peace empower and strengthen your ability to choose well your manifestation to the outer world.

You are children of the Most High. May you experience your birthright this day.

We leave you in Love, joy and peace, both now and evermore. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn, Laitos, and Latwii channelings come from March 21, 1982:

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am now with this instrument. We greet you, my friends, as always, in the Love and Light of the one infinite Creator. We are always happy to hear your voices as they seek to harmonize with one another, to bring forth song. Each sings the same words, yet each feels and expresses those same words, in sometimes subtle and at other time very distinct ways, which differ from their brothers and their sisters. From the one Source came many variations, for each, while part of a whole, is different, feels, thinks, reacts differently, for they are their own individual entity, each looking at your illusion through eyes that reflect the unique experiences, lessons.

Each is here to become aware, if that which each needs is not the same. Each of you see, yet as you know, each is very different. Each treads their own paths, though you are one in spirit. You need not feel lacking, or doubt your growth or ability to do so, if you are not doing as you see your other brothers or sisters. Your path is your own. Follow it as it may lead. Stray not right nor left, but keep your eyes forward and go as the Light leads. Your path will cross those of many others and at times may be shared. These times are always joyous, for they serve to show that you are not alone. There are others who will help, whom you may help, but worry not if the paths diverge. Walk on. Share when you may. Give what you can. Be not proud and deny what others wish to share. You are always in harmony if the Light is your guide, and though there be differences in the Light and the Love of the Creator they provide harmony which is most beautiful. Be not afraid, look ahead. If the need be felt, raise your voice in chorus with others, but be not afraid to stand alone and sing.

We shall now transfer this contact to another instrument. I am Hatonn, and I transfer now.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am now with this instrument. We were attempting to contact the one known as L, but discovered that one of our sisters in the Confederation is conditioning this instrument. Therefore, we shall allow this process to take place while we speak through this instrument.

We greet you once again, my friends, in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. “Be not afraid” is a statement, an injunction most easy to say and at times not so easy to do, and as you came together in this domicile at this time to listen to our humble message, we are aware that in many ways you come seeking to find whole that which has been broken, to find in a larger amount that which you feel you have not in great enough quantity. Perhaps, my friends, you are seeking faith. Perhaps you are seeking the grace with which to do good works. Perhaps you are seeking wisdom. All these are gifts of a consciousness which some call the Spirit and which we choose to call Love, that one great original Thought of the one Creator, and, my friends, as you seek in a group this gift of Love, as you seek to feel the wholeness, the purity of this Love, and to find yourself mended as well, it may seem to you that this group is absolutely necessary in order to experience this wholeness, this purity, and this Love, but we say to you, my friends, this gathering is for the purpose of sending you forth alone into a world sorely in need of the wholeness and purity of the Love of the infinite Creator.

You may experience it here. You may identify it with being with the group, but, my friends, you are only resonating each with one common vibration, that great original Vibration of Light, and this can be taken with you, and as you follow your path in the Light, in service, remembering the Creator, so you take with you this wholeness, and without saying any word or making any gesture you are then, yourself, an offering to the world of the manifestation of this enormous creative Love. You cannot do this yourself, for you are as you are in this illusion, but there is that within you which is more yourself than that self which you now know, and that deeper self can do all these things that you may wish to do. It can Love. It can show forth patience and understanding, and, my friends, it can sing alone in the darkness and offer to those who grope, the seeking for Love, that beacon which may guide them to their own paths, toward Light.

In this session Hatonn wanted to share how we all are seeking the gifts of the Creator’s Love. They began by saying “Be not afraid” is a statement easy to say and at times not so easy to do, and as you came together in this home at this time to listen to our humble message, we are aware that in many ways you come seeking to find whole that which has been broken, to find in a larger amount that which you feel you have not in great enough quantity, so you are seeking faith, and you are seeking the grace with which to do good works, and you are seeking wisdom, for all these are gifts are of a consciousness which some call the Spirit, and which we choose to call Love, that one great original Thought of the one Creator, and as you seek in a group this gift of Love, as you seek to feel the purity of this Love, and to find yourself mended as well, it may seem to you that this group is necessary in order to experience this this purity and this Love, but we say to you this gathering is for the purpose of sending you forth alone into a world in need of the wholeness and purity of the Love of the infinite Creator. Hatonn went on to say you may experience it here, and you may identify it with being with the group, but you are resonating each with one common vibration, that great original vibration of Light, and this can be taken with you, and as you follow your path in the Light, in service, remembering the Creator, so you take with you this wholeness, and without saying any word or making any gesture you are then, yourself, an offering to the world of the manifestation of this enormous creative Love, but you cannot do this yourself, for you are as you are in this illusion, but there is that within you which is more yourself than that self which you now know, and that deeper self can do all these things that you may wish to do, for it can Love, and it can show patience and understanding, and it can sing alone in the darkness and offer to those who grope, the seeking for Love, that beacon which may guide them to their own paths toward Light. On June 14, 2002, Q’uo spoke of why we are seeking for Love:

Indeed, there is always the possibility of healing, yet the desire to do so being absent in this case from many of those who are involved in the loss and seeking for Love, there may yet need to be a time for the inner reflection, even upon the subconscious level, of some of these with whom you are closely aligned, and your part in this process may simply be to offer yourself as you are, to be spontaneous within the moment, guided by Love and offering that which you feel, without dedication to any particular outcome. In other words, shining the Light of your Love as best you can and letting what comes of it be as it is. Perfect in it’s own balance, though mysterious in it’s manifestation.

You came together in a faith. This faith is a great blessing, and we thank you for desiring to hear these words enough to generate the faith and the seeking which leads you to this point in your existence. You may feel that this faith and this desire is simply not enough, but we ask you, my friends, to remember the workings of one of your great teachers, for the one known as Jesus sought to teach. Many gathered about this entity and His disciples were uneasy, for they wished to make these thousands of seekers comfortable, and yet had little food and less money, and therefore could not be generous and offer sustenance. The one known as Jesus broke and scattered what seemed to be not enough, and it was more than enough. You, my friends, are also filled with this bread. It has been called the bread of heaven, and it may seem to you that it is not enough, but oh, my friends, what an infinity of bounty you possess. As you go from this place, then, trust in the plenty and the bounty of Love and find it in meditation again and again, that you may do those things which you wish to do in wholeness, in purity, in Love, that you may sing your song with a glad and cheerful heart.

Hatonn went on to say you came together in faith, and faith is a blessing, and we thank you for desiring to hear these words enough to generate the faith and the seeking which leads you to this point in your existence, so you may feel that this faith and desire is simply not enough, but we ask you to remember the workings of one of your great teachers, for Jesus sought to teach, and many gathered about Him, and His disciples were uneasy, for they wished to make these thousands of seekers comfortable, and yet had little food and less money, and could not be generous and offer sustenance, so as Jesus broke and scattered what seemed to be not enough, but it was more than enough, for you are also filled with this bread, and it has been called the bread of heaven, and it may seem to you that it is not enough, but what an infinity of bounty you possess, so as you go from this place, trust in the plenty and the bounty of Love and find it in meditation again and again, that you may do those things which you wish to do in wholeness, in purity, in Love, that you may sing your song with a glad and cheerful heart. On Julu 9, 1989, Q’uo described the nature of the bread of heaven:

We cannot give you passion, and wisdom, and integrity. We cannot urge careful morals or ethics in any mass way, because it is simply not a message which anyone wishes to hear. Those who attend your organized religions for the most part are sleeping through the opportunity for group worship. The children then, because the parents are not fed the bread of heaven, also starve at the same table, and we would urge each parent to have a daily worship and to feel very strongly and passionately about it, for this is the way your children learn what life is like within this illusion. You are their teacher, each parent, and you hopefully will desire to give passion and love and a sense of peace that you feel within your heart to those children that are yours to teach, and rear, and tend.

We thank you for allowing us to share these thoughts with you, and would now leave this instrument, that our sister that has been working with the one known as L might exercise that instrument.

I am known to you as Hatonn. Peace, my friends. I leave you in the love and in the light of our infinite Creator. Adonai vasu borragus.

(L channeling)

I am Laitos, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. My brothers and sisters, it is, as always, a great pleasure for us to be able to share our vibration with those of this group. At this time, it is our desire to pass among you and share our conditioning vibration with those of you who desire this experience. If you would simply mentally request that this sharing occur, it will be our privilege to perform this service for you. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

I am Laitos. I am again with this instrument. My friends, there are those of your planet who would say that your efforts are in vain; that those experiences which you share with one another do not exist; that the sensations that you experience are imaginary. My friends, your presence here is as seekers of truth and your experience is the result of your knowledge of that same truth. The facets of your illusion produce doubt and uncertainty in the best of your race, for such is the purpose of your illusion, and for this the forgetting did occur.

My friends, concentrate not on whether your illusion is reality, or whether the voices conveyed through these instruments carry the thoughts of the instrument or of other entities. These are merely distractions. Your purpose, my friends, in this illusion is to determine your path, to choose the direction upon which your growing will occur. Concentrate on that, my friends. Choose well, and follow your choice, and do not let the facets of your illusion distract you from your purpose or occupy your attention.

It may be said that these thoughts so kindly conveyed through those who serve as instruments are unquestionably illusion, for are we not, in some ways, a part of your illusion? Therefore, my friends, accept the need for your choice and follow it, but place not too heavy an emphasis upon words of advice or encouragement from ourselves or others of your realm, for we are no more gods than you, and our advice, no matter how well intentioned, can never supplant that knowledge which stems from your own soul. A wise man of your realm spoke thusly: “Peace be with you, my peace I give unto you.” My friends, my Loved ones, we cannot improve upon that, and such is our wish for you.

At this time, we would relinquish our use of this instrument, for he is experiencing some unusual sensations that are distracting from the channeling process. Therefore, we will relinquish both this instrument and the floor, that our brothers and sisters of Latwii may speak. Adonai, my friends.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet each of you in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. It is our joy to be able to blend our vibrations with this group at this time and once more to be able to offer ourselves as humble messengers of Light. At this time if there is any Light which we may be able to shed on those darker areas of your questions may we then begin? Is there a question at this time?

M: Latwii, the Book of Revelations talks about the second coming of Christ. How does that fit in with the harvest, and is there a second coming of the entity, the spiritual entity of Christ consciousness?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. We may respond by saying that, indeed, there is what you might call a second coming which is occurring upon your planet. Many have spoken of this coming. Many have spoken in a variety of ways of the nature of this coming. It is our understanding that as each of your people begins to seek in ever deeper patterns and fashions, that the opening made in each entity’s consciousness does allow the energies of what you might call the fourth dimension of Love and of understanding to enter that entity’s complex of mind, of body, and of spirit. As this awakening occurs within each entity who does so seek for this awakening, there is a coming into the entity of that consciousness which was manifested as a pattern of being by the one known as Jesus of Nazareth, who did achieve that consciousness during his incarnation for the purpose of setting the pattern so that those who would follow this entity might have an inspiration by which the entity would then evolve in a similar fashion.

The one known as Jesus is not, to our knowledge, to again incarnate upon your plane, but shall communicate to various instruments the message which shall serve as a beacon to many, and when this cycle has been appropriately ended there shall be those entities of like vibration awaiting to greet those of your plane who have made what you have called the graduation, or the transition from the illusion which you now inhabit, to the density of love and understanding.

M asked: “Latwii, the Book of Revelations talks about the second coming of Christ. How does that fit in with the harvest, and is there a second coming of the entity, the spiritual entity of Christ consciousness?” Latwii began by saying there is a second coming which is occurring upon your planet, and many have spoken in a variety of ways of the nature of this coming, so it is our understanding that as each of your people begins to seek in deeper patterns, that the opening made in each entity’s consciousness allows the energies of the fourth dimension of Love and understanding to enter that entity’s complex of mind, body, and spirit, for as this awakening occurs within each entity who seeks for this awakening, there is a coming into the entity of that consciousness which was manifested as a pattern of being by Jesus of Nazareth, who achieved that consciousness during His incarnation for the purpose of setting the pattern so that those who would follow this entity might have an inspiration by which the entity would evolve in a similar fashion. Latwii went on to say Jesus is not, to our knowledge, to again incarnate upon your plane but shall communicate to various instruments the message which shall serve as a beacon to many, and when this cycle has been appropriately ended there shall be those entities of like vibration waiting to greet those of your plane who have made what you have called the graduation from the illusion which you now inhabit, to the density of Love and understanding. On September 4, 2010, Carla and Ra spoke of the fourth density of Love and understanding:

The readings from Q’uo have gotten more rosy through the years. Fourth density, the Density of Love and Understanding, has to do with first the planet, then its people. We talked about this last time. Ra said on January 29th, 1981,

“The fourth density of the planet is, as we have said, as regularized in its approach as the striking of a clock upon the hour. The space/time of your solar system has enabled this planetary sphere to spiral into space/time of a different vibrational configuration.”

May we answer you further, my brother?

M: Not at this time, thank you. I’ll stew on that for a while, Latwii.

I am Latwii. We hope we have not given you indigestion, my brother. We do thank you. Is there another question at this time?

C: Yes. In our healing practices, especially in the area known as surgery, there is a—they use, they replenish a person’s blood with that of others, and over the years I’ve been giving blood for such purposes, but of late I’ve seen material from various groups which refuse, even at the point of ceasing existence, to accept blood from another due to a passage from somewhere in the Bible instructing then not to partake of blood. Is there any harmful effect to the acceptance of blood from another? I see it as merely a giving of life from one to another. I can’t see any harm in the practice.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my brother. In response, may we say this is not a simple matter, for indeed one who is approaching the limits of what you know as life and does, therefore, require what is called the transfusion of blood, such a practice might be deemed quite helpful, for indeed it is one means of prolonging the incarnation and might be the only means for many upon your planet, for their knowledge does not yet include other means. In such cases it cannot be said to be other than helpful if each party does wish to aid in the prolonging of life which grows short. On the other hand, there are situations which mitigate against the transferring of that known as blood from one entity to another if the entities are not involved in what you call the …

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(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and am once again with this instrument. As we were saying, there are instances which are not favorable to such a transfer of this vital fluid from one entity to another, for there are various, shall we say, patterns or parts of an entity’s pattern of being of the bodily complex which are transferred in this process that may be detrimental to another.

We speak of areas now which are little known to your people, and are, therefore, most likely to be somewhat confusing, but we shall continue. Each entity does through the power of mind before incarnation create the pattern of the physical vehicle which it shall inhabit. This vehicle, in each cell of its substances, does contain the complete blueprint of the entity, much as a hologram. This is true also of the fluid known as blood. The state of being of health, shall we say, to use somewhat of a misnomer, is clearly reflected in the blood and each cell of that fluid. The transfer of such vital fluid to one entity from another does then transfer the patterns of being or of health from one entity to another, these patterns having a great complexity of interrelationship from the experience of the entity who has provided the blood for transfusion.

C asked: “Is there any harmful effect to the acceptance of blood from another? I see it as merely a giving of life from one to another. I can’t see any harm in the practice.” Latwii began by saying this is not a simple matter, for one who is approaching the limits of what you know as life and requires a transfusion of blood, such a practice might be deemed helpful, for it is one means of prolonging the incarnation and might be the only means for many upon your planet, for their knowledge does not include other means, so in such cases it cannot be said to be other than helpful if each party wishes to aid in the prolonging of life which grows short, but there are situations which mitigate against the transferring of blood from one entity to another if the entities are not involved in what you call the … there are instances which are not favorable to such a transfer of this vital fluid from one entity to another, for there are parts of an entity’s pattern of being of the bodily complex which are transferred in this process that may be detrimental to another. Latwii continued by saying we speak of areas which are little known to your people and are likely to be confusing, for each entity does, through the power of mind before incarnation, create the pattern of the physical vehicle which it shall inhabit, and this vehicle, in each cell of its substance, contains the blueprint of the entity, much as a hologram, and this is true of blood, for the state of health is reflected in the blood and each cell of that fluid, so the transfer of vital fluid to one entity from another does transfer the patterns of health from one entity to another, and these patterns have a complexity of interrelationship from the experience of the entity who has provided the blood for transfusion. On March 6, 1983, Hatonn described how we may obtain a state of health:

When there is the need to learn in order to resolve the difficulty, then learning occurs of necessity. You may see the condition of your health in some instances as a type of barometer which can indicate many things according to the individual. For one it may be a reflection of the lessons that are being well learned or attempted, for another it may be reflection of the harmony which is being experienced and radiated from that being. For another it may that the state of health reflects certain lessons which need recognition in order to be attempted.

In all cases, we may suggest that healing occurs in what you may call the metaphysical realms or inner nature portions of the entity, and then are manifested in the physical vehicle as the last portion of the health recovery, and are triggered solely by the inner choice made by each entity. Many are the ways which your people utilize to achieve healing. Whether the way includes the visitation to your orthodox medical physicians, or the visitation to what are called psychic healers or the change in diet, exercise, sleep, and rest patterns, or whether the trigger is the simple choice of an entity to do or not do a certain act, the healing occurs first within the entity at the metaphysical level of what might be called the higher self. It is at this point and this level that the Creator within moves to restore balance when the lesson that necessitated imbalance has been learned, for you do not have random or accidental experience upon your plane, though much appears so. Each experience carries the potential for learning, and each experience has been designed and programmed for that purpose by each of you before and during your incarnation. The veil of which we spoke keeps this knowledge from you that the process might be completed successfully, for if you were aware of how, shall we say, the game was played, it would be but child’s play to complete it.

Therefore, the one receiving such blood shall be receiving not just a simple bodily fluid, but shall be receiving the patterns of the very being of the entity who served as donor, and shall, therefore, be creating a tie between the two entities in which some of which you know of as karma, shall be shared. This appears quite insignificant when the entity is facing what you call the life and death situation, but does grow in significance as the entity does continue its incarnation and as the entity which served as donor does also continue its incarnation. It is then left to what might be called higher levels of the being of both entities to complete the balancing of the karmic patterns which have been set in motion by this transfer. We realize that we have said much which is confusing, but we hope that we have been able to transfer to you a basic understanding of this phenomenon.

Latwii continued by saying the one receiving blood shall be receiving not just a simple bodily fluid but shall be receiving the patterns of the being of the entity who served as donor, and shall be creating a tie between the two entities in which some karma shall be shared, but this appears insignificant when the entity is facing what you call the life and death situation, but it grows in significance as the entity continues its incarnation, and as the entity which served as donor continues its incarnation, and it is left to higher levels of the being of both entities to complete the balancing of the karmic patterns which have been set in motion by this transfer. On October 7, 1990, Q’uo spoke of the nature of karmic patterns:

Thus, you see many times the reappearance within the life pattern of the pets that have been in association with the third-density entity previously in this incarnation and in previous lifetimes. Thus, the bond of Love brings these entities together time and again in the same way that the bond of Love will bring together third-density entities many times in order that the overall karmic patterns may run their full course, that is, allow biases of one kind to be developed and then balanced over a period of many lifetimes.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: In the case where one receives, say, a pint of blood, which is the usual unit, is the amount of the being of the donor that is received by the individual a sufficient enough amount to actually interfere with the being of the person receiving?

I am Latwii. My brother, we feel that you have correctly stated the situation. The amount is not significant—we correct this instrument—the amount is significant in that it serves as what you might call a ratio, a blending the beingness of the sources of blood, both of the donor and the one receiving the donation.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: Yes. In our bodily systems, cells are constantly being used up and replaced. After a period of time would that amount of beingness be slowly removed from the blood of the one receiving?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my brother. We may say in this case, in general, that this is not correct, for the reproduction of the blood fluid is by the existing ratio of blood, and this existing ratio does then reproduce itself much as what you have called the cloning mechanism does reproduce an exact duplicate of itself. The dilution, shall we say, of the donor’s karmic patterns may occur in another manner, this being the balancing of the patterns of behavior of the one which has received the donation, and also of the one which has served as donor.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: Yes. I don’t mean to bore anybody, but it’s something that’s been on my mind for a while. I just want to explore a few points. In the transference of blood from one to another there’s a series of matching up, what we refer to as types of blood and RH factors of blood. Is there some basic tie between individuals who have what we refer to as the same blood type and RH factor?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my brother. In this regard we may agree that there is indeed such a tie, but the tie is most general and gross in nature, similar to the relationship between those entities possessing brown hair, or red hair, or blue eyes, etc. Though the relationship between those with similar types of blood is somewhat more complex, it is quite similar in nature. The matching of blood types does match the factor which is most easily recognizable by your people of the nature of blood, but does not take into account, as we mentioned previously, factors of greater complexity which are at present unknown to your people.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: This is leaving great deal of confusion in my mind. I was considering going and donating again tomorrow, but I don’t want to interfere with another’s beingness or create a problem for them, and yet I feel drawn to do it for I feel that it’s a giving thing to give of oneself to someone who may need, and I know you can’t say yes, you should, or no, you shouldn’t, and I don’t expect you to, but if you could speak to me just in general of whether or not the giving—I’m not quite sure how to say this, because I don’t want to interfere with anyone else, yet, to me, I feel as if I’m serving others by giving of the life fluid we call blood, and still feel drawn to do so. I just wondered if you can speak to me in general if I would be creating unnecessary problems by doing so.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my brother. We may say in beginning to answer this question in general terms that it is not a simple situation. As each entity proceeds on its chosen path of service few are the types of service that it will find which are purely of one nature or another: service to others or service to self. Even as we speak these words to you, to this group, we realize that we partake in that which is not a simple matter, for as we attempt to share that which we feel to be true in our own experience, we know that by the very nature of the words and the language that we use that we shall distort that which we intend to share, and therefore shall provide some confusion to those who listen. When you undertake an activity, whatever the nature, you shall find that you are unable to make clear distinctions in most cases, for there is, in truth, no way that you can avoid influencing another or infringing in some way upon another’s free will, for each entity is most closely related to each other entity, not just in the actions and interactions which you share, but in your very beingness, for are not all one, and can any part of the one act without affecting another part?

When you engage in the giving of the life fluid which you call blood you do engage in an action which is like any other action. You provide a service, yet also do you influence or infringe in some way, however large or small, upon another being. This is the nature of being, for all entities share the experience of being and though each proceeds on a uniquely chosen path it has well been said that no entity is an island, and each does mingle with each other in some fashion. The confusions that you feel in such decisions are those factors which shall provide the necessary stimulus for careful thought, and always do we encourage your thoughts and feelings and innermost being be consulted as the final arbiter in your decision.

C asked: “I’m not quite sure how to say this, because I don’t want to interfere with anyone else, yet, to me, I feel as if I’m serving others by giving of the life fluid we call blood, and still feel drawn to do so. I just wondered if you could speak to me in general if I would be creating unnecessary problems by doing so.” Latwii said as each entity proceeds on its chosen path of service few are the types of service that it will find which are purely of one nature or another: service to others or service to self, so even as we speak these words to you we realize that we partake in that which is not a simple matter, for as we attempt to share that which we feel to be true in our own experience, we know that by the very nature of the words and the language that we use that we shall distort that which we intend to share, and shall provide confusion to those who listen, and when you undertake any activity you shall find that you are unable to make clear distinctions, for there is no way that you can avoid infringing in some way upon another’s free will, for each entity is closely related to each other entity, not just in the interactions which you share but in your very beingness, for are not all one, and can any part of the one act without affecting another part? On September 1, 2019, Q’uo spoke of the nature of our very beingness:

Thus, as you become able to balance these distortions, you then are able to see that each is a means by which you come to know yourself more fully, you come to know the Creator more fully, and the Creator is able to see Itself in a way that would not be possible without your free will choice that brought this distortion into being. Thus, self-forgiveness looks more and more like the self becoming aware of its true nature as an aspect of the One Infinite Creator containing that Creator in full within your very beingness.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: I want to say one more thing, then I’ll stop. It’s just the thought as you were speaking came to my mind that somewhere there’s someone who in the planning, or in our planning coming into this illusion, that somewhere along the line there’s—it was set up for him to receive part of my being as part of our growth, our pattern of incarnation, and it’s all—my mind gets confused because I know there are no mistakes, and that we really are fulfilling roles that were mapped out before incarnation, and I just feel like, to me, I have the feeling that there’s someone waiting for this part of me, and that I should make that part of me available.

I’m not really asking a question or expecting an answer. I’m just more or less talking right now. But I just have that feeling that this part of my being I should share, and I want to thank you for your words tonight. They were very helpful.

I am Latwii. Our gratitude is with you as well, and as you have well stated, each possibility within this illusion has been carefully mapped out, and there is an infinite array of such possibilities that exist. Look about you in your world and you shall see many of them occurring as planned, for nothing occurs by chance.

May we answer yet another question at this time?

Carla: Before we leave this sanguine subject, I’d like to check a couple of hunches. Is it true that the link between patterns of the entities works precisely both ways?

I am Latwii. Yes, my sister, we do recognize this to be true in our understanding of such matters.

May we answer you further?

Carla: Yes. Hunch number two. Is this link the time/space portion of this very central fluid which is called blood, that is magical in nature, and is this why some of the more primitive of our tribes have used blood to become blood brothers and things like this? Why even as children we do things like that? Does this have a magical potential in the time/space portion of its reality?

I am Latwii, and again we find agreement with your statement, that the portion known as the time/space portion or metaphysical portion of the entity is that which is affected in what you have described as a magical nature.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: That’s very interesting. My last hunch had to do with blood types. I wondered if various planetary influxes of entities into this third-density experience may have at least a preponderance, a majority, of one blood type as opposed to another? I realize this crosses all racial boundaries, and thought perhaps this might be one large classification.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my sister. We find that the answer to this query is in the affirmative when using the rather gross measurements of your people but does become somewhat more difficult to assess and tends towards the negative when looking at the vital fluid in more refined manners.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you very much Latwii.

I am Latwii. We are thankful as well to you. Is there another question at this time?

C: Yes, while we’re on the subject. If the pattern of beingness in each self … what of the situation as in our, in the drinking, in the partaking of blood orally as opposed to taking it into the veins directly, if ingesting the cells of another being, whether flesh or blood, do you still pick up the beingness?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my brother. Again, we find that the general response can be somewhat misleading, for such an action as you have described would have far different results with different types of entities. Those most likely to accomplish such an action would be those who have begun the practice of what you might call the black magical arts, and such an adept then would gain power, the power of the one whose vital fluid it consumed. An entity who had no training in these arts and rituals would simply gain those karmic ties in the time/space or metaphysical portion of your existence.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: I was just curious because in our legends of creatures such as vampires, they’re always able to remove the being and leave just a shell, more or less, though animated, no longer expressing that which it was, and I was just curious as to the source of that idea, whether there was some truth behind it.

I am Latwii, and am aware of a general query. We may respond by saying that your legends in this regard have distorted greatly the foundation of facts in such situations, but have reflected some of that which is more nearly true. The magical nature of the fluid you call blood has been reflected in such stories and legends, for indeed the entity whose blood has been removed in some degree is only a shell of the former self, the greater portion having passed to the entity consuming the blood, the greater portion of power also passing with that consuming.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: No. I think I shall take my leave of the subject. At least for now. There are other things floating around in my head, but I think I’ve sufficiently beleaguered the point for tonight or grossed out for the night …

M: You’ve bled it to death!

C: Wait! One more thing, one more … Many, even still, people have had a basic belief that the partaking of the blood of a particular creature, they could gain the attributes of that other creature, such as the partaking of the blood of the lion for fierceness, things of that nature, and I was just trying to picture where the, whether they received this information from a contact or whether it was just something they knew somewhere back in their lives before the forgetting that the beingness of another can be received through the blood.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my brother. In this regard we may say that throughout the history of the people of your planet there have been those small groups located in various places upon your planet’s surface who have, throughout time, sought the various means of gaining personal power. Such a seeking does then serve as a calling, and attracts those entities of what you might call a negative nature, who in their desire to serve the self, do respond to this calling much as we respond to your calling, and they do make contact with these entities, and in, shall we say, a trade, do provide information which allows these entities to gain personal power, if these entities then shall do the bidding of those who have answered their call.

Such information as you have discussed this evening concerning the nature of blood and its magical properties is then given so that power might be concentrated in the hands of a few who then do owe their allegiance to a number of lesser, or entities of fewer numbers but, shall we say, greater power.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: No, thank you. I shall now cease the questions on the subject. Thank you very much.

I am Latwii. We are grateful to you as well, though this is somewhat of a distasteful subject. Is there another question at this time?

L: Yes. It seems to me every coin has two sides, There is a rather substantial number of people on this planet who currently are involved in a ritual partaking of blood. In their belief a transubstantiation occurs in which wine is metaphysically converted into blood of the one we knew as Jesus Christ. I realize you’ve no desire to get into a religious discussion, but could you speak in general upon this subject and the possible benefits resulting, if there are any?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my brother. Again, we may return to the magical nature of that which is known as blood, but we now move to the time/space or metaphysical portion when discussing that activity which is known to your people as the Holy Communion. The entity known as Jesus did possess a knowledge that was deep upon the subject of the magical transfiguration, shall we say, of its source of enlightenment or power unto those whom it desired to serve. It was well aware that the ritual of communion would provide those entities revering it with a means of making an opening within the time/space portion of their beings for the Love and Light of the one Creator to fill that opening, depending upon how efficiently the entity had prepared its being to receive this vital energy, much as a transfusion, if we may continue our analogy.

This particular type of ritual does focus, then, upon the aspects which you might call positive in the transferring of the power of the magical nature of life fluids and life energies which course through all creation. This type of ritual known as the Holy Communion does, then, allow each who partakes of it to drink of the life-giving beingness of the Father, so that those transfers of energy and of power are those which seek to serve the others of the being so that there is an increase in the level of awareness of the unity of all creation within those who partake within the ritual of communion.

L asked: “There is a rather substantial number of people on this planet who currently are involved in a ritual partaking of blood. In their belief a transubstantiation occurs in which wine is metaphysically converted into blood of the one we knew as Jesus Christ. I realize you’ve no desire to get into a religious discussion, but could you speak in general upon this subject and the possible benefits resulting, if there are any?” Then Latwii said we may return to the magical nature of blood, but we now move to the metaphysical portion when discussing the Holy Communion, for Jesus did possess a knowledge that was deep upon the subject of the magical transfiguration of His source of enlightenment unto those whom He desired to serve, and He was well aware that the ritual of communion would provide those entities revering Him with a means of making an opening within the time/space portion of their beings for the Love and Light of the one Creator to fill that opening, depending upon how efficiently the entity had prepared its being to receive this vital energy, much as a transfusion, if we may continue our analogy. Then Latwii said this type of ritual focuses upon the positive aspects in transferring of the power of the magical nature of life fluids and life energies which course through all creation, for this type of ritual known as Holy Communion allows each who partakes of it to drink of the life-giving beingness of the Father, so that those transfers of energy and of power are those which seek to serve the others of the being so that there is an increase in the level of awareness of the unity of all creation within those who partake within the ritual of Communion. On May 28, 2006, Q’uo described the nature of Holy Communion:

Now the nature of the activity within the crystal before the energy flows through the hands and from the body of the practitioner and into the energy system and the body of the patient, shall we say, is most closely approximated by a discussion, in brief, of the act of Holy Eucharist, or Holy Communion. In that rite of worship in the Christian Church, the body and the blood of the one known as Jesus the Christ is called into being either in literal or in symbolic form, and then is drunk by the communicant who receives the strength and the energy of Christ Consciousness.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: Yes. In the accomplishment of this ritual, communion, is there any special significance to wine as opposed to any other substance? Does wine have a particular value that other substances do not possess that aids this transubstantiation?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. In this regard we may say that to those who first began the ritual with the use of that known as wine there was a purpose which allowed this substance to serve most efficiently for them. It is not necessary to use any particular substance. It is only necessary that whatever substance is used be given by those who use it, the trappings, shall we say, or the belief in its ability to serve as a pattern or symbol for that vital energy which is being channeled through it.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: I have a couple of questions of a more personal nature. I was experiencing some intense conditioning earlier by Laitos. I would like to know if you can tell me the purpose for this, and why it seemed distinctly different from other conditioning I’ve received?

I am Latwii. In this case, my brother, we may say that the conditioning which you received this evening was aimed at the further deepening of your own channel which has been, of late, able to receive a wider band of information. In this regard we mean to convey the concept that your particular tuning has been increasing in its ability to perceive a wider array of contacts, including those of a narrower band and those of wider band, and this conditioning was, therefore, carried out with more vigor, shall we say, so as to continue the process of expansion which has already begun.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: Yes. Is there any way, aside from continued requests …

[Tape ends.]

This morning I put another load of crystal and China from the shelves above the cupboard on the east side of the kitchen in the dishwater before I kept an appointment with my PCP. She suggested that I make an appointment with my Dermatologist to deal with the rash above both of my ankles. On my way home I stopped at Paul’s Fruit Market to buy some food for myself. My second stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store to buy a case of bottled water, some Pepsi-Zero, and some Kleenexes. When I got home, I emptied the dishwasher of the first load of dishes, and then I put the second load of dishes from the east side of the kitchen into the dishwasher. Then I cleaned the shelves with Pledge.

This afternoon I read more of Chapter Three of The Wisdom of Insecurity where the concepts discussed were: “We have created a problem for ourselves when we see our religions and our mind create a fixed idea of the nature of our reality which is actually always changing.” “Words and our names are ways of separating ourselves from the everchanging nature and the infinity of the universe. “ “Religion wants to assure our future beyond death, and to postpone death. But tomorrow and plans for tomorrow can have no significance at all unless we are in contact with the reality of the present and only in the present do we live. There is no other reality than the present, so even if we were to live for endless ages, to live for the future would be to miss the point forever.” On March 20, 1991, Q’uo spoke about the nature of the present moment: “It is natural for entities within your third-density illusion to move from the present moment and to reminisce about those previous experiences and to project those that may occur in your future, for the present moment is that which is the most illusory and difficult to comfortably place oneself within, for all of one’s life, then, is contained within that immediacy of experience which the present moment surrounds. And for most entities who have not consciously considered the purpose of the life pattern, the present moment is that which shall be escaped from. Thus, we would recommend that you share your love at each present moment when it is felt and allow the moment to be enough unto itself.              

Then I put all of the dishes from the shelves above the cupboards on the east side of the kitchen. Then I put most of the dishes from the shelves above the Microwave Oven into the dishwasher. Then I cleaned the shelves above the Microwave Oven with Pledge. Later this evening I am planning to put the dishes in the dishwasher back on the shelves above the Microwave Oven

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 22

Celebrate The Mass Of Christ

I am that inflow of divine Love which is called the Spirit of Christ. I greet you in the full consciousness of Christ’s Love.

The days grow short and because of the season you scurry about, arranging and rearranging the symbols of joy and peace so that you may come to the celebration day, the birthday, of Jesus the Christ. You move about, make and carry out many plans, and before the season itself is upon you, already you are foot-weary, heart-sore, and feeling that the true Spirit of Christ’s mass has disappeared.

Yet have you asked for the Spirit to move within your thoughts of consciousness to show a different panoramic view of this season?

May you do so more and more frequently, turning always to the infinite Love that is consciousness in Christ. Then all feet shall no longer be weary. Hearts shall no longer burn with anxiety, and those candles which are lit shall be lit with limitless Love.

Bow your heads, my children, so that when next you look up you may see the grace of infinite Love, and you shall be comforted.

Now and ever, we leave you in peace. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn, Laitos, and Latwii channelings come from March 14, 1982:

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am with this instrument. We greet you, as always, in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are once again extremely glad to be able to reach so many. It is indeed a great honor to speak to those who seek to become more aware of the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator.

My friends, on your planet the season has changed. New life will soon begin, entities growing, developing, each seeking the Light, each wishing its own place in the whole of the Creation. The new life depends on a fragile balance of those things necessary for life in your illusion, the need for water, for food, for Light, but each also needs a guide, a hand, whether it is advantage of more suitable genetic traits, such things as plants or the aid of one more older as entities aid the young of your animal life or for the lives of the human.

Each new entity that is now incarnating on your planet has an excellent chance of reaching a state in their development to make what we refer to as the harvest. These entities are those with the greatest chance. These entities will have an impact on your planet and upon the entities thereupon. These entities also will have a need for guidance, for aid, that will exert great demands on those entities around it and who interact with it. These new entities will begin their lives as a very strong catalyst to those around them. They will teach as well as be taught. They will be as a beautiful flower if they be nurtured and allowed to grow. Those on your planet who have chosen the role of parent have taken upon themselves a task, a lesson that will be hard for many. The ideas, customs, habits that have been ingrained in each for generations before will be sent before them in such a way that many of the concepts will be seen as a Light that before was not seen, not felt. The new entities, the children, are and will be a new Light, who will help to illuminate the world around them. Hopefully, those around them may see this, may learn from it and continue to grow, to become aware and themselves be awakened from the sleep or aided in seeking.

Cherish the new life, for each life is a beginning and a means for all to see. We of Hatonn wish to aid any who may need with the times that are to come, that are here, are filled with ever increasing lessons, ever more difficult. We need but hear your call, whether faint or loud, whether consciously or not, we shall aid when needed.

We would now transfer this contact. We are Hatonn.

(L channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am now with this instrument. At this time, my friends, we would like to give our brothers and sisters of Laitos the opportunity to perform their service of passing among you and sharing their vibration with those who request this. If it is your desire that our brothers and sisters of Laitos should share their vibration with you, simply mentally request this service, and they shall be performing it. We shall now pause that this may be accomplished. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

(L channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am again with this instrument. My friends, my brothers and sisters, in your society, within your race, there are many variations, many opinions on the subject often referred to as the rearing of children. It is thought that those who perform the role of parent are in some manner performing the role of one who makes entries on a slate that was once blank and in doing so construct the mind and behavior of their offspring. It is difficult for one raised in such a society to disregard this concept, to allow the newly arrived entity the respect and understanding that would be accorded to an individual of physically mature years on your planet who was, for some reason, temporarily unable to communicate or adequately control one’s physical functions, yet was obviously intelligent, knowledgeable and possessed of large amounts of experience.

My friends, if you would benefit those new Lights among you, then we would suggest that an effort be made to perceive that these new Lights are in many ways old Lights that have been among you periodically since time within your dimension itself has begun, that these who enter during the final days are very likely entities with great experience and learning prior to their entry into your physical realm. Be aware, my friends, that those whom you would teach may have come to perform the service of assisting you to learn, of aiding you in achieving the necessary level of service for harvest. Be attentive to your lessons, for they have much to share with you. It is said on your planet that the child is the father to the man. There are many depths of meaning within this statement. We would encourage those present who would understand the process of aiding newly entered entities to meditate upon this statement. I am known to you as Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am now with this instrument. I am Hatonn, and I greet you once again in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. Each of you, my friends, has a memory of being a small and defenseless being under the protection of those seemingly very large and almost godlike entities which are called grownups, and more especially, parents, and then, my friends, we as children find that illusion called time passing us by, and as we glance about ourselves we discover that we have become those very large beings whose impervious nature and iron rule was once totally accepted, and we find, my friends, that we are only large. We have not become omniscient, or impervious, or full of wisdom.

But, my friends, although we share with you this humorous situation, as we of Hatonn also have children and see to their raising, we may affirm to you that it matters not that you are often wrong, impatient, slow to understand, and quick to speak. It does not matter anymore than any other behavior matters if that behavior is the offspring of the moment. My friends, none small or large is infallible, but, my friends, there is one thing that can be done, and we speak not only for those who work with young ones, we speak for all. That one thing is always the seeking of the original Thought of the one infinite Creator. In seeking this heart within yourself and within the creation you bring sunshine into a life which otherwise may seem quite random and completely uninteresting.

In this session Hatonn wanted to share information about the raising of children. They began by saying each of you has a memory of being a small and defenseless being under the protection of those seemingly large and godlike entities which are called parents, and then we as children find that illusion of time passing us by, and as we glance about ourselves we discover that we have become those large beings whose iron rule was once totally accepted, and we find that we are only large, but we have not become full of wisdom. Hatonn went on to say although we share with you this humorous situation, as we of Hatonn also have children and see to their raising, we affirm that it matters not that you are often wrong, impatient, and slow to understand, and it does not matter if that behavior is the offspring of the moment, so none small or large is infallible, but there is one thing that can be done, and we speak not only for those who work with young ones, but we speak for all since that one thing is the seeking of the original Thought of the one infinite Creator, for in seeking this heart within yourself and within the creation you bring sunshine into a life which otherwise may seem random and uninteresting. On February 7, 1988, Q’uo spoke of the value of our seeking our heart:

My brother, your steps may not be easy, but there is much of inner strength that can be gained in times of difficulty and we recommend the meditation for as long as is necessary to discover where the heart of Love moves you most forcefully and surely at this time, for within your heart of hearts the plan for your life’s pattern which you proposed before this incarnation lies complete, and by intensely seeking this heart of hearts it shall be revealed to you in the way that is most appropriate at this time.  

You may look at your own being as that which is woven. There are those who go to the market and select that which is offered. Some buy cheaply and some for style, but few there are, my friends, who plan the design and the pattern of their leaving and then go select the yarns. If you but can weave your inner life slowly and thoughtfully, the pattern that will emerge will speak far loudly—we correct this instrument—far more loudly to child, to friend, or to stranger than any momentary behavior. Let us look again at the arrangement itself. If you are faced with the instrument which you call the piano, and you think of a lifetime as that which can be played on the piano, you again have many choices. You can, if you are very lazy, choose to ignore the learning of this art and simply sit upon the keys. This will produce a lifetime, a noise, a jangle, a disharmony. You may play what this instrument calls “Chopsticks” over and over and over. You may be the last one tired of that particular tune. You may choose to learn to accompany yourself in popular singing and be an entertaining and light influence, or, my friends, you may choose to acquaint yourself with the literature of the piano, and, having the technique to play that which you wish and knowing that literature, you may then select the tune which carries your life in its breath.

We have spoken to you a great deal this evening about children because the children being born within this group, and, indeed, among your peoples in general at this time are souls that have by their very nature both a great deal to give and a great deal to ask. There are many who have chosen incarnation here in order to attempt to graduate from third density. There are others who have chosen to incarnate as shepherds to aid at this time in this harvest, in this transition, and at this time, my friends, there are those who are now being born who are commencing their work in the density of Love into which your planet now revolves. To deal with such experienced, knowledgeable, old souls is not always, shall we say, child’s play. However, these entities have chosen their parents, and they and you are together for very specific reasons: to comfort each other, to teach each other and above all, my friends, to love each other. All those who live at this time can be parents in the metaphysical sense, nurturing those whom you meet, comforting, accepting, and loving. Do not find yourself displeased with yourself because of any momentary lapse from behavior you require of yourself, as a parent or as a person, for, my friends, the great gift you give is always yourself, your carefully woven tapestry of being, the lovely lilting melody that you have chosen to play with your lives in this illusion.

Hatonn went on to say you may look at your being as that which is woven, and there are those who go to the market and select that which is offered, and some buy cheaply and some for style, but few there are who plan the design of their leaving and then select the yarns, so if you can weave your inner life thoughtfully, the pattern that emerges will speak more loudly to child, to friend, or to stranger than any momentary behavior, so let us look again at the arrangement, for if you are faced with the piano, and you think of a lifetime as that which can be played on the piano, you have many choices, and if you are lazy, you can choose to ignore learning this art and simply sit upon the keys, and this will produce a lifetime of noise, but you may play “Chopsticks” over and over because you may be the last one tired of that tune, and you may choose to learn to accompany yourself in popular singing and be an entertaining light influence, or you may choose to acquaint yourself with the literature of the piano, and, having the technique to play that which you wish and knowing that literature, you may then select the tune which carries your life in its breath. Then Hatonn said we have spoken to you about children because the children being born within this group and among your people at this time are souls that have, by their nature, a great deal to give and a great deal to ask, and there are many who have chosen incarnation in order to graduate from third density, and there are others who have chosen to incarnate as shepherds to aid in this harvest at this time, so there are those who are now being born who are beginning their work in the density of Love into which your planet now revolves, for to deal with such experienced old souls is not child’s play, but these entities have chosen their parents, and they and you are together for specific reasons: to comfort each other, to teach each other, and above all to love each other, so all those who live at this time can be parents in the metaphysical sense, nurturing those whom you meet, so do not find yourself displeased with yourself because of any lapse from behavior you require of yourself, as a parent or as a person, for the great gift you give is your carefully woven tapestry of being that you have chosen to play with your lives in this illusion. On May 29, 1983, Q’uo described the density of Love:

It is our perception that the vibration of change of the atomic structure of your illusion has, indeed, made the transition to what is called variously the New Age, the Age of Aquarius, or the density of Love. Due to this transfiguration of the nature of your illusion, the what are normally called paranormal experiences are much more common upon your planet at this time, for it is the density of Love and understanding in which you now reside, and it is the nature of this density to express itself through entities such as those upon your planet in a manner which utilizes the power of the mind to create, to communicate, and to become one with its environment.

I thank you, my friends, with all my heart, that you have allowed those of Hatonn to speak with you this evening. It has been the greatest privilege for us, and we hope that we have been of some small service. We are always with you if you mentally request it. We leave you now. Soft and gentle as the raindrops which we may hear through this instrument’s ears is the Love that surrounds you. We leave you in that Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and greet you all in Love and Light. We have been called to this group once again and have responded in joy and feel it a great honor to be allowed to present our simple service to this group. That service, as each of you know, is the attempt to answer the questions which might be of value to those present. Is there a question at this time?

L: I have two questions, Latwii. The first is, is it possible for the instrument who is channeling you to also ask questions of you?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. In this regard we may say that it would in some few cases be possible to do this, but we do not feel that the level of, shall we say, mental dexterity and discipline is properly advanced in any present …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and am once again with this instrument. As we were saying, there is a great deal of discipline that is necessary for the performing of such an activity, for unlike the simple changing of the recording device which this instrument has just accomplished, the framing of a question and the subsequent answering of the question does then blend the consciousness of the instrument and of those entities being channeled in such a way that doubt might enter the instrument’s mind as to what the source of the query and the answer might be. It might be easy, shall we say, to ask the query. The answer received might present some problem for the instrument in the determining of its source and thereby increase doubt.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: You’ve answered me fully on that subject. I have one other question I’d like to pose. I’ve noticed in the past two or three weeks that I feel constantly physically exhausted. Is there any information you could give on the cause of this and how to get beyond it?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query. We cannot answer simply, for this query has many potential answers; to speak in general, then, is our lot. One potential source of weariness in the case of entities who have opened themselves to the seeking of that known as the evolution of mind, body, and spirit is that the opening of the self to such seeking does then, as the magnet, attract that which is sought. Such seeking then does attract the necessary configuration of energies that will serve as catalyst for the learning necessary for such evolution. Entities seeking with great will, with great desire, do then attract greater amounts of such energies and experiences and may, as the over-eager college student signing up for classes, bite off, shall we say, more than can be comfortably chewed. There are also at this time many energies of a more general nature which affect each entity upon your planet, no matter of the degree of seeking present within the entities, and that is the movement of your entire planet into a new configuration of vibrations and of energies which have been called by many the energies of your New Age.

The increased vibratory level of each particle of your creation, of your being, and your experience is an increase in the, shall we say, channeling of these energies through each vehicle or the blocking of these energies by various vehicles of mind/body/spirit complex nature. These energies are available to each upon your planet. Many in their seeking and many unconsciously are not able to accommodate these new energies, for they have not yet built the proper foundation for their experience, and, therefore, their experience of these energies becomes somewhat of a deadening effect, which does then serve to protect the entity from being, shall we say, blown out as a circuit unable to accommodate the increased vibrations. Therefore, we may say in general that there are specific reasons for each entity’s experiencing of that which is known as weariness and tiredness, and there are general reasons at this time having to do with the increase in vibration upon the personal and planetary level.

L asked: “I’ve noticed in the past two or three weeks that I feel constantly physically exhausted. Is there any information you could give on the cause of this and how to get beyond it?” Latwii said we cannot answer simply, for this query has many potential answers, and one potential source of weariness in the case of entities who have opened themselves to the seeking of that known as the evolution of mind, body, and spirit is that the opening of the self to such seeking attracts that which is sought, for seeking attracts the necessary configuration of energies that will serve as catalyst for the learning necessary for evolution, so entities seeking with great will attract greater amounts of such experiences and may, as the over-eager college student signing up for classes, bite off more than can be chewed, and there are also energies of a more general nature which affect each entity upon your planet, no matter of the degree of seeking present within the entities, and that is the movement of your entire planet into a new configuration of vibrations which have been called the energies of your New Age. Latwii went on to say the increased vibratory level of each particle of your creation, of your being, and your experience is an increase in the channeling of these energies through each vehicle or the blocking of these energies by various vehicles of the mind/body/spirit complex nature, for these energies are available to each upon your planet, so many in their seeking, and many unconsciously, are not able to accommodate these new energies, for they have not built the proper foundation for their experience, and their experience of these energies becomes like a deadening effect, which then serves to protect the entity from being blown out as a circuit and unable to accommodate the increased vibrations, so we say that there are reasons for each entity’s experiencing of that which is known as weariness, and there are reasons having to do with the increase in vibration upon the personal and planetary level. On March 20, 2020, Q’uo described the nature of the New Age:

Thus, at this time, there is the movement within the mass mind of the consciousness of most of the third-density entities upon this planet for the reintegration of the feminine, the matriarchal energies that are heralding the New Age of Love and understanding within this planetary sphere. However, as you are aware, there is a great residue of masculine energies that are rolling about, shall we say, within consciousness as a block which has lost its place and has no firm ground upon which to stand, or focus upon which to allow the movement forward in consciousness.

Therefore, we find that the New Age of Love and understanding that is now having its energies experienced and expressed by greater portions of this population is that of the New Age which is dawning within each heart that is open upon planet Earth at this time. This is a kind of expression of unconditional Love, which will continue to grow more and more predominant within the consciousness of third-density entities upon this planet as the transition into the fourth density continues.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: No, you’ve given me a great deal to look at. Thank you.

I am Latwii. We thank you most humbly. May we answer another question at this time?

M: Yes. Edgar Cayce had an interesting skill, an ability to read someone’s aura. How can that skill be developed?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my brother. To develop such a skill as this is the work of many of, what you call, your years for most entities who would attempt it. Few there are who have what might be called a natural ability to do this, though there are such entities, as you are aware. To become able to perceive the patterns of the personality, shall we say, as they are expressed in the aura of any entity it is necessary to develop what might be called an inner vision, which might be most simply defined as the ability to perceive patterns of energy and to view these patterns in relation to the incarnational experience which has set them in motion.

The ability to read such patterns must, as we have said, in most cases, be consciously pursued. The meditative state, of course, is of greatest value to the beginner, for within the meditative state does the entity then become aware of those patterns of energy within its own being. To aid the beginner, contemplation is recommended for the beginner, the contemplation of those sensations, experiences, cravings, and patterns of thought which pass like a stream through the being of each entity, after an entity has been able to become more aware of such patterns within its own being. Then the entity may begin—and we stress begin—to attempt to become aware of those patterns in others by the use of what might be called training aids.

M asked: “Edgar Cayce had an interesting skill, an ability to read someone’s aura. How can that skill be developed?” Latwii said to develop such a skill as this is the work of many years for most entities who would attempt it, for few there are who have a natural ability to do this, though there are such entities, so to become able to perceive the patterns of the personality as they are expressed in the aura of any entity it is necessary to develop an inner vision which can be defined as the ability to perceive patterns of energy and to view these patterns in relation to the incarnational experience which has set them in motion. Latwii continued by saying the ability to read such patterns must be consciously pursued, and the meditative state is of the greatest value to the beginner, for within the meditative state the entity then becomes aware of those patterns of energy within its own being, so to aid the beginner contemplation is recommended of those patterns of thought which pass like a stream through the being of each entity after an entity has been able to become more aware of such patterns within its own being, and then the entity may begin—and we stress begin—to attempt to become aware of those patterns in others by the use of training aids. On October 18, 1998, Q’uo spoke about how these patterns of energy move through us:

We believe that we grasp your query and would respond by saying that, indeed, the mind/body/spirit complex and its emotional attachment is a series of energy patterns which move in a rhythmic fashion, as does all of the creation. As these patterns of energy blend and intertwine each with the other and with the rhythms of the planetary entity itself there are those opportunities that are presented as energies harmonize, one with another, that will allow the entity to be able to express more of these energies and to feel the movement of these energies through its vehicle: the mind, the body, and the spirit, as well as the emotional aspect that responds to and energizes the entity in its movement in the daily round of activities. Thus, there are the biorhythms, that you have mentioned, that can be charted, and there are those subtler energies which are not currently able to be charted within your third-density illusion but which also add their influence to those energies which can be charted.

One such aid might be what you have called the pendulum. An entity may, by the use of this training aid, determine the location and level of activity of the major energy centers within an other self. Continued practice at this activity will then allow the entity to move on to those secondary and tertiary centers within an other self. The continued practice of this activity and the use of this training aid will then allow the entity to begin to develop this inner vision or inner sense which not only views the energy centers and their activity within an other self, but also begins to sense the nature of this activity, its source, its movements, its characteristics. With enough patience and practice such efforts to establish the inner vision then do bear fruit, for each desire does draw unto the one which has the desire that which is desired.

Latwii went on to say one such aid might be the pendulum, and an entity may, by the use of this training aid, determine the location and level of activity of the major energy centers within an other self, and practice of this activity will allow the entity to move on to those secondary and tertiary centers within an other self, so the use of this training aid will allow the entity to begin to develop this inner vision which not only views the energy centers and their activity within an other self but also begins to sense the nature of this activity, its source, and its movements, for with enough practice such efforts to establish the inner vision bear fruit, for each desire draws unto the one which has the desire that which is desired. On March 30, 1986, Hatonn spoke of how we can increase our inner vision:

It is well to refine your inner vision, for that faculty of hope is a means whereby one may use one’s deeper intuitions to envision that which is sought. This does not say that one attempts to predetermine an outcome. It is rather to say that through hope one may perceive a situation in such a way that the good can be seen and the rest can be seen to fall away, just as in the eagle’s eye all that which is not the prey is seen, but is not registered as important. Hope has a way of clearing the mind, of strengthening inner vision, of pulling the cobwebs out of situations, of focusing that incredible strength within each of you which is will.

Do you think that you know what you desire? Is that desire intangible? Then sharpen that faculty of hope until within you you can almost taste, and feel, and see that which is hoped for. Then allow faith to set you winging upon the air and open your inner eyes wide as you fly. Focus [inaudible] is that which you seek, is that for which you truly hope. Your faith shall carry you—but where shall it carry you?

May we answer you further, my brother?

M1: No, thank you. That was very complete.

I am Latwii, and we thank you as well. Is there another question at this time?

M2: I have two questions. L’s question about being tired two weeks, I would like to elaborate into a lifetime of being tired. Would you further tell me any more about the tiredness?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my sister. We again can speak only in general terms, for to speak specifically to the causes of an entity’s condition is to then take the lessons of that learning from the entity and delay their learning. Such an experience as you describe may again have many possible causes. We have spoken previously of those who have incarnated to learn the lessons that will allow graduation into the density of Love. The time, as you describe it, remaining for these lessons to be learned grows short, therefore those incarnating at this time do attempt to learn that which is necessary for graduation. These lessons may be few, or these lessons may be many. To attempt what is necessary may be a large undertaking or a moderate one, but to allow those patterns of experience to be available to the entity for the learning may involve what you might call a constant state of near overload. This may result in the physical vehicle of such an entity to experience that which is known as weariness.

To elaborate upon this somewhat, let us say that the feeling of the weary state is not in itself to be dismissed or relegated as less than useful or desirable. There may, in such a situation, be yet another purpose for such a condition, for each condition experienced by each entity has a purpose. There are some who limit themselves in some way so that they shall not dissipate their energies in avenues which shall produce no learning. There are some who limit themselves so that they shall be more likely to direct their efforts in ways which shall be fruitful. We might, in general, suggest meditation upon this particular situation in your life condition and, thereby, discover for yourself the most likely explanation, shall we say, for this condition. It is not by chance that such has occurred.

M2 asked: “I would like to elaborate into a lifetime of being tired. Would you further tell me any more about the tiredness?” Latwii began by saying we can speak only in general terms, for to speak specifically to the causes of an entity’s condition is to take the lessons of that learning from the entity and delay their learning, and such an experience as you describe may have many causes, so we have spoken previously of those who have incarnated to learn the lessons that will allow graduation into the density of Love, for the time remaining for these lessons to be learned grows short, so those incarnating at this time attempt to learn that which is necessary for graduation, but these lessons may be few, or they may be many, for to attempt what is necessary may be a large undertaking or a moderate one, but to allow those patterns of experience to be available to the entity for the learning may involve a constant state of overload, so this may result in the body of such an entity to experience weariness. Latwii continued by saying to elaborate upon this feeling of the weary state is not in itself to be dismissed, for there may be another purpose for such a condition, for each condition experienced by each entity has a purpose, so there are some who limit themselves in some way so that they shall not waste their energies in ways which shall produce no learning, and there are some who limit themselves so that they shall direct their efforts in ways which shall be fruitful, so we suggest meditation upon this situation in your life condition and discover for yourself the most likely explanation for this condition, for it is not by chance that such has occurred. On May 2, 1982, Laitos described a possible cause of the weary state:

However, when the physical body enters sleep, the distortions that have occurred within the energy web of the body may be healed to a greater or lesser extent, depending upon the depth of sleep, the length of the sleep, and the manner with which sleep is respected. If it is a sleep of exhaustion, a sleep without gratitude, a sleep entered into without purpose, the positive functions of sleep are much less apparent, and it is possible to even awaken in a weary state.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M2: I think you’ve answered that question sufficiently, but I would like to know the difference in some people. Some people have such a zest for living and want to stay here on Earth indefinitely, and other people are not quite comfortable here and feel like they’re serving a sentence and are not a bit unhappy about leaving. Why is there that variation?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. Many are the sources of origination of those of your people at this time. Many are not native to this planet. Many have come to be of service, and yet, as they forget their mission, do enter into that known as incarnation and do proceed through the life with the feeling of some purpose, but also with the feeling of not quite being at home, these—what might be called—bleed-through memories which have lingered through the forgetting process, as they are basic to the nature of the entity.

Some upon your planet feel the zest of life in its fullness, for it is perhaps their purpose and their mission to be active and to radiate those resources that are theirs to others, that they might be of a service of a certain nature. Some radiate in yet another manner, without the overt physical manifestations, and experience vitality. The experience of vitality and of health which your people have described as optimal for the physical existence is an experience which does not in itself have any meaning or value, but does when applied to a specific individual then, and only then take, on meaning. Many are the ways in which the people of your planet have chosen to be of service. Many are the ways and the lessons to learn these ways of service. For each there is a purpose. For each there is a mission.

Now M2 asked: “Some people have such a zest for living and want to stay here on Earth indefinitely, and other people are not quite comfortable here and feel like they’re serving a sentence and are not a bit unhappy about leaving. Why is there that variation?” Latwii continued by saying many are the sources of origin of your people at this time, for many are not native to this planet, so many have come to be of service, and as they forget their mission they enter into incarnation and proceed through the life with the feeling of some purpose but also with the feeling of not being at home, and these bleed-through memories have lingered through the forgetting process as they are basic to the nature of the entity. Latwii went on to say some upon your planet feel the zest of life in its fullness, for it is their mission to be active and to radiate those resources that are theirs to others that they might be of service of a certain nature, but some radiate without the regular physical manifestations, and they experience vitality and health which your people have described as optimal for the physical existence is an experience which does not have any value, but it does when applied to a specific individual and then takes on meaning, for many are the ways in which the people of your planet have chosen to be of service, and many are the lessons to learn these ways of service, for each there is a mission. On April 19, 1987, Latwii described how we may be of service:

The illusion is that which teaches. It is an illusion, for it seems to be quite other than that which it is, yet well does it instruct in the ways of service and the ways of dedication, in the ways of perseverance, and in the ways of accepting and loving those qualities of self and other self which seem unacceptable. By throwing the self into the experiences of confusion, frustration, difficulty, disharmony, and disease, the seeker of truth might test its ability to find the perfect reflection of self within each moment, in order that it might, piece by piece, experience by experience, construct the complete picture of the self, the creation, and the Creator as one being.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M2: You feel, then, that people who are not quite comfortable and who are not unhappy about leaving may have quite a bit of bleed-through. Is that correct?

I am Latwii. We believe that you have grasped the heart of our response.

May we answer you further?

M2: You have. I’m finished with the questions.

C: Following right along in the same vein, do some people spend a lifetime of sickness for a purpose?

I am Latwii. My sister, may we say this is, indeed, quite true. It might be the pre-incarnative choice of an entity who experiences that known as sickness and ill health. To experience such a condition, to balance those experiences which have been distilled from previous incarnations, as you call them, it might be, for instance, that an entity has been of great service in previous incarnations, has given much selflessly, has been able to share a great deal of that which was available to it as Love and Light, and it might then be necessary for it to learn that others might also give unto it in like manner, and thereby choose an incarnation which would be full of that known as sickness so that the opportunity for others to give unto it would be established and perpetuated in its motion. There are, of course, an infinite number of reasons for that known as sickness and ill health. We have given but one.

May we answer you further, my sister?

C: What about a condition known as paranoia? Would any entity ever choose such a state as that?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query. May we say that the pre-incarnative choices are made from a plane of existence which is far removed from that which you now experience. Those various distortions such as the mental aberrations, the physical sickness, and the spiritual yearning have certain desirable and undesirable traits as seen from this plane of experience as simply an experience which may teach a certain lesson. The pre-incarnative state then does select those situations which will produce the catalyst necessary for learning of certain lessons.

A certain state of mind such as that which you have described as paranoia may be chosen for a certain period of time for a certain lesson, then, when that lesson is learned, may be discarded as the shoes are discarded at the end of the day. It may also be that such a state has resulted from the entity’s inability to learn those lessons programmed. There are no mistakes, but there are occasional detours and delayings of the learning. It cannot be said that any mental, physical, or spiritual state of being denotes only one purpose, for each offers an infinite array of opportunities for learning.

May we answer you further, my sister?

C: No, thank you. That answered it.

I am Latwii. May we answer another question at this time?

Carla: I just wanted to clarify what you said about the last entity. Hi, Latwii, how are you? Then, you think that mental illness in general, which I’ve often wondered about, since the person is too enrapt to know what’s going on, is perhaps a little bit like an electrical circuit blowing a fuse, so that just the fuse goes instead of the whole circuit. It’s a safety valve to save the individual, while it isn’t quite integrated. Is that sort of what you’re saying?

I am Latwii, and we greet you, my sister, and we thank you for your query, and we may in general agree with your supposition. We do, however, wish to add that such a safety valve, as you have called it, is not the only particular, shall we say, cause or result of the entity’s protective measures which it used to ensure the continuation of the mind/body/spirit complex. There are numerous protective measures or safety valves which entities may utilize for such a purpose. The mental condition which your people describe as neurotic or schizophrenic, and even that known as catatonic may be used for various purposes, as we have mentioned previously. Their greatest use, however, as you have mentioned, is that of providing a mechanism whereby the entity may be put into a holding pattern until the stabilization of the catalyst and experience of the entity is achieved. At that time further lessons may be undertaken.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you.

I am Latwii. We thank you, as well. Is there another question at this time?

C: Yes. May I pursue that just a little further? From having worked in a mental hospital, I got the feeling that such mental aberrations are childlike in nature, and an attempt to escape responsibility, but you indicate that it may be a holding pattern instead of an escape. Do I get that right?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query. We might use either term, but have chosen to use the term “holding pattern,” for it does not have the characteristic of judgment which that term “escape” carries with it. The entity has, in many cases, experienced some degree of difficulty in assimilating the lessons of its incarnation, and then does, with the assistance of what might be called the higher self, place itself in a pattern of experience which, indeed, is likened unto the child, in that further growth is not attempted, but is delayed until those patterns that have caused the difficulty can be stabilized, and further growth then attempted.

May we answer you further, my sister?

C: No, thank you. That answers my question.

I am Latwii. We thank you. Is there another question at this time? I am Latwii. We have been most honored to have been asked to join your group this evening. We feel a great joy at each opportunity, and we remind each that a simple request is all that is necessary for our joining your meditations, whether in group or in private. We are most honored to join you at any time for any length of that which you know of as time. We leave this group at this time rejoicing with each in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. Go forth, then, peacefully. I am known to you as Latwii. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning I began a tradition of remembering how Carla would ask me to wash the crystal, China, and silver in the kitchen, living room, and office when her brothers and their children would come to our home to celebrate Christmas. So, in memory of Carla, I began that process this morning by putting the crystal, China, and silver from the shelves above the cupboards on the west side of the kitchen into the dishwasher. Then I used a spray bottle of Pledge and a rag to clean the shelves and the cupboards below them. Then I began reading Chapter Three of The Wisdom of Insecurity where the concepts discussed were: “We are like flies trapped in honey because our life is so sweet we don’t want to give it up, but the more we get involved with it, the more we are trapped. We love it and we hate it at the same time. The conflict is not only between us and the surrounding universe but also between ourselves and ourselves.” “Our frustrating life is a blessing and a curse, and it is also the life of our bodies. It is like we are divided into two parts, and the first part is our conscious “I” which is intrigued and confused, caught in a trap. The second part is “me” which is part of nature with all of our beautiful and frustrating limitations.” “Our “I” part constantly criticizes our “me” part for having desires that get our “I” part in trouble when we have painful diseases.” “Our “I” and “me” are like our head and our body, and our “I” doesn’t know that it is part of change, which is always difficult, so instead of using change to grow it attempts to fix the need for change.” On March 4, 2001, Q’uo said that change is difficult: Change is difficult. Change is painful. Change engenders suffering. Consequently, some blockages that are looked at and are experienced are placed there by the self before incarnation, not in order to break through quickly, but in order to initiate a process of self-acceptance, self-understanding and self-forgiveness that is far deeper than the issue that begins this process of understanding, acceptance, healing and forgiveness.

This afternoon I took the first load of crystal and China dishes from the shelves out of the dishwasher and put them back on the shelves. Then I put the crystal and China from the shelves above the cupboards on the north side of the kitchen into the dishwasher. After the dishwasher was done, I put the crystal and China back on the shelves on the north side of the kitchen.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 21

Seeds Of Light

I am of the consciousness of the Love of Jesus Christ. I greet you in that Love and wish you the joy of the

Feast of the Nativity. Feast it is, as light comes into the world, ever-darkened, ever pregnant with that which is to be. For darkness is the perfect home of future things. So, the inside of your heart’s nature lies, black and fecund, awaiting the insertion of seeds of Light that only you may acknowledge and nurture through the grace of your own calling upon the consciousness of Love. By that call, great things have been accomplished.

Yet we are not bearers of the seed, but you. Therefore, carry your darkness proudly and bewail it not. But rather be ye perfect farmers of the seeds of the full consciousness of the Love of Christ.

May peace be born in you this day and evermore. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings come from March 7, 1982:

(Unknown channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my brothers and sisters, in the Love and the Light of the Infinite Creator. My friends, it is our great pleasure to perform this small service of addressing you this evening. And it is our desire that it be known that if our service be desired at any time by any member or members of this group, you need only ask. Mentally request our presence, and we shall be with you.

My friends, tonight we would share with you a few thoughts on the subject of purity. It is difficult to conceive of purity within the realm of your illusion, for as your illusion is permeated with indecision, as your illusion is the point at which the individual must select—correction—elect to polarize in one direction or the other, there is a strong tendency to accept a proximity to purity as the totality itself. At this point, my brothers and sisters, the question occurs to a number of you, “What type of purity is being discussed?” My friends, in using the word purity, we refer to the non-resistance to the outward reflectance of light from the individual. As you well know every molecule, every atom, every portion of substance within your universe, being a facet of the Creator, is imbued with the Light of the Creator and is capable of projecting that Light in all directions. However, the influence of the individual—correction—individualized consciousness which organizes the various molecules into a physical vehicle for the purpose of experiencing this density, exerts a controlling influence over the amount of Light emitted from the total vehicle. More briefly, my friends, you have the ability to restrict the amount of Light which you are capable of emitting. The ramification of this act is that the energy level of your planetary sphere is being controlled by those entities upon that sphere, yourselves. And in restricting the amount of spiritual Light and energy which you are capable of exuding, you reduce the amount of energy and, therefore, the vibratory level of your surroundings. When taken in terms of your race, the effect is to reduce the vibratory level of your planet, which results in the physical and emotional traumas that your planet and its populace continually experience.

My friends, the statement in your holy texts which decry the attempt to hide one’s Light beneath a basket refers to this type of choice. It is within the realm of your abilities to restrict the Light-energy that you would choose to return to the Creator. It is also within the realms of your ability to restrict your own growth and that of your brothers and sisters. My friends, we are aware that on your planet there is pressure from those about you to conform, to avoid standing out in a crowd. But we would request that you consider whether there is a greater service to be performed in being willing to be brave enough to allow your light to shine forth fully. This service that you would perform for your brothers and sisters in attempting this in your day-to-day actions is immense, for there is no being in existence who is capable of resisting the beneficial effects of this action. We would suggest, dear friends, that this be an object of consideration as you live within the confines of your illusion.

At this time, it is our desire to transfer this contact to another instrument that we may accomplish the exercising of those who have made themselves available for this purpose. I am Hatonn.

(Unknown channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am now with this instrument. I greet you once again in the Love and in the Light of the One Infinite Creator. Within your illusion, one who stands out from the crowd is often isolated, scorned, or ignored. But each is unique; each has their own rate of growth; each has the choice. As you progress, you will find that at times you will be alone in the crowd, for as you grow and gain knowledge—become more aware—that which you have learned will be harder and harder to hide. You shall find that you will be more content with your particular place upon your planet. Each works upon oneself, each self [inaudible]. As you become more aware, you begin to see that though they are experiencing difficulties in relating to others on the planet that they also become closer, for they will begin to see that which makes them, and others, one in the Love and the Light of the Infinite Creator. Though you will experience difficulties, they will be but lessons in the acceptance of others, but mainly, acceptance of self. The Light is ever within, without, it is all things, and it will shine; it will glow. As one becomes more aware of its presence, the knowledge that you gain, increasingly guided [inaudible] feels more and more comfortable within your being. My friends, as you grow, as you sit within meditation, allow yourself to feel. Experience the Light. Allow it to glow. Be that which is you. Allow yourselves to be.

My friends, we are with you and shall be whenever asked. For we wish in whatever humble way we can to aid you as you search, as you seek to experience, as you become aware and grow. For we are one with you; as all is one. [Inaudible] you’re not. We are known to you as Hatonn. We will now leave this group so that another of the Confederation may be with you. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii. I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of the Infinite Creator. We speak briefly through this instrument in order to thank each of you for the privilege of being allowed to share our humble thoughts with you, and, with our brothers and sisters of Laitos and Hatonn, to offer as wide a variety of the types of Confederation energizing which we can at this time. We are aware that there are those of you who would wish to use this vibration for aid in deepening the meditative state; others who simply wish to feel the sensation of our presence; others who are working to become vocal channels. Please take from this band of vibrations that which you personally would find most helpful. We shall pause at this time and pass among you that you may become aware of our presence and may be aided insofar as we may aid you with our vibrations. I am Latwii.

[pause]

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii, and am again with this instrument. We are sorry that we are heating some of you up. We will attempt to adjust for your comfort and close the message through this instrument that we may transfer to another. We would like for you to notice that we are not shouting through this instrument. We are very proud because we have finally figured out how to do that.

My friends, we would offer only a few foolish thoughts which we would ask you not to take any more seriously than necessary. We would like for you to think of what has been said by the brothers and sisters of Hatonn. The concept of purity is one which pertains not to all of those foolish things that your people find so interesting, but rather to a quality which is as simple as Light. If you will gaze out of your window, my friends, in the early morning hours, you will find the tiny crocuses moving upwards towards the still cool spring sun. They are pure. You will find the squirrels chasing the birds from the seed you have put out, their bright eyes darting back and forth, their tails moving quickly and cleverly as they maintain their balance. You hear the song of the birds, and all these things, my friends, are pure. They are pure because they are not conscious of themselves. They are creatures of the Creation of the Creator, and they are what they are without question.

But ah, my friends, have you not been given a complicated task? To find again that beingness, that feeling of being a part of the Creation with no effort while you are conscious of yourself? Your greatest task, my friends, is to stay out of your own way, for that which you are will shine, and all that might obstruct it is that which you might do. Some obstruct the Light on purpose. But, my friends, many, many others in their efforts to increase their helpfulness actually confuse the quality of that vibration of beingness, which we have so often described to you as the original Thought of the One Infinite Creator. You are already a being of perfect Love and Light. To stay out of your way is a tremendous service to yourself and to others. With all of the intelligence and analysis that you can produce through the time of your incarnation cannot yield up one more iota of Light than is the totality of your being to begin with. So, my friends, go within and trust that that which you are to be—or do—is least of all a function of that mind which analyzes and far more truly a function of your ability to feel comfortable being one who is loved totally by the Creator. If you are Loved, you can then love, no matter what other function you may have in this illusion. Love, my friends, is the heart of your gift to those about you and to yourself.

Latwii wanted to speak about the concept of purity in this session. They began by saying we would offer a few thoughts which we would ask you not to take any more seriously than necessary, so we would like for you to think of what has been said by the brothers and sisters of Hatonn since the concept of purity is one which pertains not to all of those things that your people find interesting but to a quality which is as simple as Light, for if you gaze out of your window in the early morning hours, you will find the tiny crocuses moving upwards towards the cool spring sun, and they are pure, and you will find the squirrels chasing the birds from the seed you have put out, their bright eyes darting back and forth, their tails moving quickly as they maintain their balance, and you hear the song of the birds, so all these things are pure, but they are pure because they are not conscious of themselves, for they are creatures of the Creation of the Creator, and they are what they are without question. Latwii continued by saying you have been given a complicated task to find again that feeling of being a part of the Creation with no effort while you are conscious of yourself, and your greatest task is to stay out of your own way, for that which you are will shine, and all that might obstruct it is that which you might do, for some obstruct the Light on purpose, but  many others, in their efforts to increase their helpfulness, confuse the quality of that vibration of beingness, which we have so often described to you as the original Thought of the One Infinite Creator, for you are a being of Love and Light, so to stay out of your way is a service to yourself and to others, but with all of the analysis that you can produce through the time of your incarnation cannot yield up one more iota of Light than is the totality of your being to begin with, so go within and trust that which you are to be—or do—is least of all a function of that mind which analyzes and far more a function of your ability to feel comfortable being one who is loved by the Creator, and if you are Loved, you can then Love, no matter what other function you may have in this illusion, for Love is the heart of your gift to those about you and to yourself. On April 14, 1996, Q’uo said that each of us is loved by the Creator:

No one is “worthy” if worthy means that one has accomplished a certain number of understandings so that one is able to pass the final test. None, by learning, no matter how abstruse, shall be able to accept fullness of Light through knowledge. None is worthy to enter into fuller experience and larger life by what striving that entity has done. It is also very important that each realize that beyond and throughout all illusions that each entity is perfect. Each entity is loved by the Creator. Every iota of flesh, every thought, every emotion is loved, accepted and forgiven by Love Itself. So there the human experience balances between complete unworth and complete worth. Between is that pathless path which each seeker treads.

We are very happy to have used this instrument. We do not often receive the requisite amount of call to offer a little sermon but are most grateful to you for allowing us to share these thoughts with you. We would now transfer the contact to another instrument in order that we might attempt to field any questions that you might have at this time. I leave this instrument in the Love and the Light of the Infinite Creator. I am Latwii.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and am with this instrument and greet you all once again in Love and Light. May we at this time attempt to answer any questions which those present might have for us?

Questioner: Latwii, I have a question. If you are willing to, I would like for you to give me some feedback on the effectiveness of the channeling on the Friday night sessions, specifically the accuracy of the channeling.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my brother. May we say in this regard that your attempts to be of service during your meditations on the evenings have been quite successful. We have been very pleased with the quality of thoughts transmitted and received by your group. We have found an unusually receptive audience at your Friday evening gatherings, and for this reason have been able to provide information which has been called for, and which has been transmitted with accuracy.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: Yes, is there any advice you could offer as to the manner in which we could improve?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my brother. In this regard, may we say that the seeking, the desire of each entity within your group, is that quality which, when taken as an unit, is responsible for the quality of both your meditation and the information which is received. The desire which has caused this group to be formed is of a high quality. Therefore, to suggest the improvement of tuning, shall we say, this desire might be at this time too much to ask, for we feel each does present to the group the fullest amount of desire and will to seek the One Creator which is possible at this time, though it is always the nature of the pilgrim to continue the journey in ever a greater degree of depth and purity. And this refining of your purity shall, we are certain, also continue.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: You have answered me fully. Thank you.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: Are you the same entity that has been contacting us in Nova Scotia and our group leader?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my sister. We of Latwii have had the privilege of making contact with your group on some few occasions. We of Latwii have not been able to make contact with many groups upon your planet, for the information which we have to offer is not often sought by such groups as this. We have been honored to join you on these occasions of which you are familiar and do offer our thanks and our appreciation for this opportunity.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: No, we offer our thanks to you for joining us.

I am Latwii. We see that there is a great abundance of joy and thanksgiving, and for this we offer additional thanks. May we answer yet another question at this time?

Carla: I had a question that occurred to me while you were speaking through me. And I just wondered—you were speaking of purity, and you said something about the purity, the way people think of purity on this planet, isn’t very helpful. I guess what most people think of as purity has to do with living …

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Carla: …is not actual purity, or that it is not conducive to the development of actual purity, or that it is just not relevant, or what?

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my sister. May we say that, in general, you have expressed some degree of our perception of purity. Those of your people who have considered the concept of purity have quite frequently chosen to whittle away at their being in order to find the purity which they sense must be achieved by the removing of, shall we say, the catalysts of your illusion. By this we mean to say that the world which surrounds the self is too often seen as being of no value and is too often removed from the experience of the entity, so that the entity seeking purity does isolate the self in what might be described as rigid and strict guidelines and frameworks and perceptions of the way purity must be expressed. This, of course, is the free will of each entity and does have the lessons to teach.

The concept of purity which we have perceived as being, shall we say, more natural in its beingness is that concept which recognizes that you are pure and perfect as you are, without removing any ingredient from your experience. That, indeed, each experience about you has a value to you, for it can teach you. And you, a pure and perfect expression of the One Creator, are quite capable of learning each lesson that is made available to you by the world in which you find yourself immersed. We do not, in our perception, see a need for living what might be called the monkish existence of the ascetic, for this type of perception quite frequently does further confuse the seeker. For if the world about one is seen to have no value, then part of the Creator is seen to have no value. If the entity is aware of the self as part of the Creator, the feeling of worthlessness then does intrude upon the consciousness and the perception of the entity seeking union with the Creator, which has part of its being that is of no value.

Carla asked: “You were speaking of purity, and you said something about the purity, the way people think of purity on this planet, isn’t very helpful. I guess what most people think of as purity has to do with living … is not actual purity, or that it is not conducive to the development of actual purity, or that it is just not relevant, or what?” Latwii replied by saying you have expressed some degree of our perception of purity, and those who have considered the concept of purity have frequently chosen to whittle away at their being in order to find the purity which they sense must be achieved by the removing of the catalysts of your illusion, and by this we say that the world which surrounds you is often seen as being of no value and is removed from the experience of the entity, so the entity seeking purity isolates the self in strict guidelines and perceptions of the way purity must be expressed, but this is the free will of each entity and has lessons to teach. Latwii went on to say the concept of purity which we have perceived as being natural in its beingness is that concept which recognizes that you are pure and perfect as you are, without removing any ingredient from your experience, and each experience about you has a value to you, for it can teach you, and you, a pure expression of the One Creator, are capable of learning each lesson that is made available to you by the world in which you find yourself, but we do not see a need for living the monkish life, for this type of perception confuses the seeker, for if the world is seen to have no value, then part of the Creator is seen to have no value, but if the entity is aware of the self as part of the Creator, the feeling of worthlessness intrudes upon the perception of the entity seeking union with the Creator, which has part of its being that is of no value. During our Homecoming Gathering of September 4, 2010, Carla spoke of how we all are part of the Creator:

What an incredible thing to know that we are all part of the Creator! We’ve all been sent out to gather intelligence; to see what we feel; to choose what to desire, to gather experiences and then to offer the whole incarnation back to the Creator as His food, or, as Ra would say, It’s food.

We instead would suggest the seeing of the Creator within all creation, within each other self that one encounters in the daily round of activities, and within the self as well. And we further suggest the attempt to discover the value of each experience, the lesson which does wait within each experience, which will point ever more accurately to the heart of your being which you seek; the heart of your being which is perfect, which is pure, and which, when allowed to express itself to its fullest, will purely reflect the One Infinite Creator.

Then Latwii said we would suggest seeing of Creator within all creation, within each other self that one encounters in the daily round of activities, and within the self as well, and we suggest the attempt to discover the value the lesson which waits within each experience, which will point more accurately to the heart of your being which you seek which is which is pure, and which, when allowed to express itself to its fullest, will purely reflect the One Infinite Creator. On September 20, 1998, Q’uo spoke of the heart of our being as the Creator:

We see in a manner which is much like your sensing, that there is within your presence another presence. If we choose, we may see you as emanations of vibrations that itself can and does produce Light, that which you call your aura. We see you often as accumulations of experience and as potentials for further experience. We see you when we look to the heart of your being as ourselves, as the one Creator. We see you in many, many ways, for there are many ways to perceive the creation about one and within one, and when one has perceived clearly enough, there is nothing but the Creator.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: I think I understand pretty much exactly what you’re saying, Latwii. What you’re saying is, for instance, instead of removing sex from one’s life, as do monks, you would instead request of yourself the most careful search for the Creator and the truest of love within this experience. And instead of removing money from the experience, you would instead accept whatever amount of supply that you had within your station of life and see what you could do with that money to be of service as a part of the Creation. Is this what you’re saying?

I am Latwii. My sister, we have indeed attempted to express thoughts similar to these. We would also add that we cannot speak specifically for any entity, for each must make these choices as a result of the free will, and in this regard, we can only speak in general and express these thoughts which you have accurately reflected.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you, Latwii. That was very inspiring.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you as well. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: I’m curious about angels. Are there angels or beings, that can be helpful to us if we request it, that can help take care of us, or guard us, or be with us to lend support and Love if we request it? I’ve always felt there were. I’m just curious.

I am Latwii and am aware of your question, my sister. There are beings within the inner planes, shall we say, of this planetary influence which many of your people have described as being of an angelic nature, for their nature has been perceived as of great and intense Love and Light. These beings do serve, shall we say, as guardians for entities upon this planetary sphere. Each entity upon this planet has a number of such angelic presences which have as their honor and duty the guidance of individuals who have incarnated within this third-density illusion. Each entity may, therefore, call upon a variety of beings which reside within the inner planes.

Each entity may determine the means by which the call is made, and the Light and the being is invoked. It may be a simple ritual: a prayer, a meditation, a simple sentence mentally asking assistance. It is helpful for each entity desiring this assistance to meditate upon the guides and beings which are in charge, shall we say, of the protection of the entity. Attempt, then, in your meditation, to discern some aspects of the entity whose assistance you seek. Whatever aspect you are able to perceive—be it their form, their face, their color, shall we say, their tone, their quality, or their purpose, this aspect as a part of your calling for their assistance. When this technique of seeking their nature is refined to a great enough extent, you may receive additional descriptions, shall we say, of such beings, and may eventually come to know their name and their form, and be able to call them by the visualization of either.

Questioner asked: “Are there angels or beings, that can be helpful to us if we request it, that can help take care of us, or guard us, or be with us to lend support and Love if we request it?” Latwii said that there are beings within the inner planes of this planetary influence which many of your people have described as being of an angelic nature, for their nature has been perceived as of intense Love and Light, and these beings serve as guardians for entities upon this planetary sphere, so each entity upon this planet has a number of angelic presences which have as their honor and duty the guidance of individuals who have incarnated within this third-density illusion, for each entity may call upon a variety of beings which reside within the inner planes. Then Latwii said each entity may determine the means by which the call is made, and the Light is invoked, and it may be a simple ritual: a prayer, a meditation, or a sentence mentally asking assistance, for it is helpful for each entity desiring this assistance to meditate upon the guides and beings which are in charge of the protection of the entity, so attempt in your meditation to discern aspects of the entity whose assistance you seek, and whatever aspect you are able to perceive: their tone, their quality, or their purpose, this aspect is a part of your calling for their assistance, and when this technique of seeking their nature is refined, you may receive additional descriptions of such beings, and you may come to know their name and their form and be able to call them by the visualization of either. On September 22, 2009, Q’uo spoke of the nature of our angelic presences:

This higher self is joined by at least three angelic entities. This instrument calls two of these angelic entities the Holy Spirit in its male and female aspect. Others consider the angelic entities to be gurus or literally angels. Some entities who are seeking to serve the Light collect about them as many as a dozen angelic presences or more, all of whom wish to support and encourage that service to the Light which the seeker has undertaken within incarnation.

This service is not necessarily an outer service. Many are those who create that portal within themselves which holds a space wherein Light may come through from those realms of pure Love into third density. This is a great service in itself and may be offered by a seeker in any condition of life whatever.

The spiritual principle involved in seeking one’s guidance is that which can be called faith. Faith is often misunderstood among your people for they confuse faith with belief. Belief is always belief in something; perhaps a creed or a system of tenets that form a dogmatic system. A believer believes specific points or speaks to a specific creed.

Faith, on the other hand, has no content. It contains no knowledge. It is an attitude. It is the attitude that knows beyond doubt, regardless of the circumstances, that all is well. And the entity who is living a life in faith cannot be daunted by circumstance. Faith is an attitude which assumes that the infinite Creator, the higher self, and that self which planned this incarnation before taking flesh have provided ample opportunities for learning and for service.

Sometimes involved in learning is suffering. Sometimes there is sorrow and pain. Yet one living a life in faith knows that that which is happening is perfect. It is precisely what is needed to advance spiritually and to be of service. Consequently, such an entity cooperates and harmonizes with circumstance and allows creativity and imagination to play a part in the flowing forward of events.

Faith does not recognize closed doors. Faith abides, patiently, trustingly and with infinite attention. For there shall come those hints, inklings, and information from Spirit that shall illuminate the situation within the present moment. And this faith is that which shall serve you well, my brother, as you learn to listen to and communicate with your guidance system.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: Are they allowed to work with us, or must we request it? What form of aid are they allowed to give?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my sister. The assistance which such beings render is that assistance which is called for by the entity, either consciously or subconsciously. Each entity upon this planet does call for some type of assistance, whether it is consciously recognized and verbalized, or whether it is subconsciously expressed. Each call is answered. The degree of desire, the conscious seeking and strengthening of this desire is that key which shall determine how the call is answered.

Many calls, shall we say, are answered in sleep and dreams, providing inspiration and answers to problems. Many calls are answered by intuitive hunches or inspirations of the moment, which seem to occur and appear out of the blue, shall we say. Other answers are of what might be called the coincidental or synchronistic nature, where you may wish to proceed along a certain path, to undertake a certain activity, and do not know exactly how it shall be done, and within a short period of time an answer appears in the form of another self with a proposal, or with a part of your solution, or a situation which fulfills your needs. Many are the ways in which calls are answered. Each entity which calls does take part in the answering of the call by making the call, by desiring the answer, and by arranging the, shall we say, landscape of the inner being, so that the proper sequence or scene of events, might be painted upon that landscape.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: So, the more in harmony we are with the creation and with the Creator, the more—the better landscape we provide for working with these entities?

I am Latwii. We perceive this statement to be basically correct, with the addition that at all times is each entity in harmony with the Creator. That variable which does change is the conscious awareness of this harmony and the ability to learn those lessons which have been provided in each opportunity.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: One more question. Do you ever work with these entities in your service here on this planet to us?

I am Latwii, and am quite happy to answer that. At this time, we do so.

Questioner: Thank you.

Latwii: We are most grateful to you as well. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: Yes. I’ve read a lot in the last few months, and it’s been very inspirational. And, in fact, sometimes it’s given me a sense of real joy and bliss. And my question is, should I try to share this? At this point I don’t really know anybody who’s got a very listening ear, and I don’t know whether I have any responsibility in this respect.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my sister. In this regard, may we say that the experiences which each entity such as yourself encounters are those experiences which have been programmed by the self so that certain lessons might be learned for the evolution of the mind, the body, and the spirit of the entity. Part of this process of learning includes not only the evolution of the self but at some point, within that evolution the radiating of this information, this inspiration, and this feeling of oneness to others. The sharing of such inspiration with other selves is that experience which then allows additional learning to become part of the experience of growth which each seeks.

The sharing of this information does require a careful balancing, shall we say, for few are the entities you shall meet that will request that which you have to share that is of a spiritual nature. To share such information when it is not requested is not the most efficient type of service to provide. Therefore, as, shall we say, a simple guide, we might suggest the full experience of this illusion in the way which is most beneficial to your own growth and the natural flowing of this exuberance for life through your being when you feel the proper moment has presented itself to you.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: In other words, unless there is a request or a fairly obvious opportunity, then I don’t make any real outward attempt at sharing what I experience?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. To refine our previous statement, may we say that each moment in your existence is part of the One Creator, as is each entity. Each seeks the union with the Creator. Each moment then does present an opportunity to make the self available, for the sharing of that which is most dear to the self with an other self is that which is most helpful to the growth of both.

To become the evangelist which requests and requires the open ear and mind is that activity which shall prove to provide more results. To make the self available at each opportunity is most helpful, whether the opportunity be a simple smile, the granting of the right of way at one of your intersections, the listening to the sorrows of a friend or stranger, the sharing of your deepest insights, or the offering of a simple piece of advice when asked for. Each is an opportunity to share that which is the love and compassion for the self and each that the self will meet.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: No, that’s an excellent answer. Thank you very much.

Latwii: I am Latwii. We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: I have a question. It’s mostly out of curiosity. What causes and what are actually déjà vu experiences?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my sister. Each entity upon your planet, as we have said many times, is a part of the fabric of the one creation and the One Creator. And by their very nature, therefore, has the ability to become aware of other parts of the creation. Within your third-density illusion, the forgetting is in sway, and this unity with the creation is, shall we say, a more foggy part of your being. There are times, however, as the rhythms of your being change frequency, that you may become aware of a possibility which does exist for what you would describe as a future occurrence. This is one of many possibilities.

Each entity does have such insights, shall we say, whether they be the dreams during sleep, daydreams in waking consciousness, or random thoughts floating through the mind. Most do not occur, for they are possibilities which were not taken, roads which were not traveled. There are, however, times when the thought, the daydream, the dream during sleep, does coincide with that road which was taken in what is perceived to be the future. It is at such times that the entity then becomes aware that the previous conscious knowing has transpired. This you have called the déjà vu experience.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: Yeah, but on another subject. This is pretty much a personal question. I spoke in an earlier session of dreams, and I didn’t ask this question. In such a dream I spent time with an individual that I did not know, but it was on a one-to-one contact, and it would teach me lessons. And I was wondering if you could enlighten me on who that was?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my sister. To speak specifically to your query would be, in our humble opinion, an infringement upon your free will, for the seeking of the solution to this riddle is of necessity for you at this time to accomplish through your own efforts.

You have been quite successful in remembering these experiences. Your dreaming experience can be quite valuable if you wish it to be so. If you wish to return to this place and this entity, it is quite possible for you to do so, for the dreaming experience is one which offers a wider latitude, shall we say, for the entity which seeks to learn certain lessons. These lessons might be more difficult to experience within this third-density illusion and are more easily expressed and perceived in the state of consciousness which you have called the dreaming state.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: No, you answered another question in answering the first question. Another question: When dealing with people at school, I’m trying hard to be myself around them, and in doing so am getting rejected by many. I am at the point of quitting and not trying to work with them anymore. I’m having a hard time figuring out if that’s right.

I am Latwii. We have listened to your description and assume that your question is whether you should proceed in one direction or another, and find that we cannot give this advice, for to travel your path for you is to remove the opportunities for growth that wait upon it for you, and this we do not feel to be a service at this time.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: No, thank you.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you as well. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: When we see people that we know in dreams and deal with them, working out problems, are we actually speaking to that entity on a different plane or is it just working out problems in our minds?

I am Latwii. My sister, may we say that each possibility which you have mentioned is, indeed, possible. The state of consciousness which you call the dream state, as we have mentioned before, does lend to the entity a greater scope of experience. Most often the experience of the dream state does include realms beyond that which you might consider the normal range of being. These realms do include the conscious awareness of other selves, which you are in contact with during your daily existence. In such dreams the work of experiencing the catalysts of this illusion might be more easily accomplished, and the conscious mind might therefore be apprised of those lessons which are most in need of concentrated effort.

In many such dream experiences, the conscious mind is seeded with the necessary information which will allow the waking entity to experience those lessons which are, shall we say, pregnant within the being. The conscious mind, then so fertilized, shall we say, does provide the focus of attention in these areas by its very consideration of the dream and its possible meaning. The dream state is far more varied and, shall we say, multi-dimensioned than it has been imagined by most of your people. To give an accurate description of what is possible within this dream state is, in our humble opinion, not possible, for the possibilities are infinite, since the conscious mind does not have its limiting perceptions to reduce the effectiveness of the learning, shall we say, during this dream state.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: No, thank you.

Latwii: I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you as well. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: I read a book written by a psychic who talked about walk-ins: people who wanted to leave this earth—this is nothing personal, it doesn’t apply to me—but people who wanted to leave this earth and beings who had something to accomplish and did not want to go through childhood would take their place and fill out their life and then go on to accomplish in this particular body. Have you heard of walk-ins?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my sister. This phenomenon which you have described as the walk-in is indeed that situation which has occurred upon your planet but which is not usual, shall we say. The integration of the mind, the body, and the spirit in the evolutionary progress of union with the Creator is that process which is most necessary for each entity to accomplish upon this planet at this time. This process is most carefully watched over by those entities we have previously described as being the guides, the guardians, the angelic presences.

There are rare occurrences in which an entity incarnates with many lessons to learn. The lessons are of such a nature that the integration of the mind, the body, and the spirit is not harmoniously achieved. Such an entity quite frequently upon your planet will then engage in that activity of which your people have called the taking of the life, or the suicide. For those entities which have faced the great difficulties in the learning of the lessons, and which have not been able to achieve a satisfactory integration of mind, body, and spirit, and which, in addition, do not have the desire to end their own existence, are those entities which then do make themselves available to beings or another entity to complete for them…

Questioner asked: “Have you heard of walk-ins?” Latwii began by saying this phenomenon of walk-in is that situation which has occurred upon your planet but which is not usual, for the integration of the mind, the body, and the spirit in the evolutionary progress of union with the Creator is that process which is necessary for each entity to accomplish upon this planet at this time, and this process is carefully watched over by those guides, guardians, and angelic presences. Latwii went on to say there are rare occurrences in which an entity incarnates with many lessons to learn, and the lessons are of such a nature that the integration of the mind, the body, and the spirit is not harmoniously achieved, so such an entity may consider suicide, for those entities which have faced great difficulties in learning their lessons, and which have not been able to achieve a satisfactory integration of mind, body, and spirit, and do not have the desire to end their own existence are those entities which then do make themselves available to beings or another entity to complete for them…On June 14, 2005, Q’uo described the nature of a walk-in:

When we address a walk-in, we are speaking to both personality shells, the one that has been suppressed and the one that has chosen to become ascendant. Now, let us be clear that this suppression is not a matter of being blanked out or being removed. Rather, the ascendant personality shell has agreed to carry out both agendas and to attempt to balance both personalities so that the maximum amount of bloom may occur for each flower of the Creator. For this is what you are. You are a living plant in the fields of the Earth. You have grown as one flower, yet you have two blooms. Your system is complex. You do not have what you might call a simple way to grow. Yet understand this: you are a true species of your own. You are not grafted, one upon the other. Rather, both are grafted upon the one infinite Creator. You have become an entity which, in addition to living one life, has agreed to live one compound life. That does not create for you a difficulty. However, you may notice from time to time that there is more confusion in, shall we say, the subconscious thought-patterns of your so-called mind than would be normal for most entities.

We would recommend, therefore, that as a walk-in you allow yourself one period of meditation for the suppressed personality and one period of meditation for the ascendant personality, not necessarily separating the meditations but offering more time to silence in the day than you might otherwise dedicate, because there is the constant intertwining of these agendas of which we have spoken.

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This morning I read Chapter Two of The Wisdom of Insecurity. The concepts discussed were: “Because we are sensitive beings in all of our five senses, we are more able to experience intense pleasures and intense pains.” “So, if we are to be fully human and fully aware we must be willing to suffer for our pleasures, or we cannot grow in the intensity of our consciousness.” “Our sense of time can cause us problems of being able to live in the present moment when we have fear of future problems or past difficulties just as happens when we are expecting future pleasures or remembering past pleasures.” “This kind of living in the fantasy of expectation rather than the reality of the present moment makes us feel like strangers because our hearts are made to desire infinity, and after our exile upon Earth we may return to the true home of our heart’s desire.”

This afternoon I visited a friend of mine in the Providence Care Home in New Albany, IN. I brought her some bananas and chocolate candy with peanut butter filling, and she enjoyed eating some of both. Then we talked about my Camelot Journal entries where I share Carla’s channeling of various entities of the Confederation like Hatonn, Latwii, and Laitos because she has been a Law of One student for many years. Then we meditated together for a few minutes before I gave her a hug as I left. When I got home I used Huff and Puff to blow the leaves behind the garage into a pile, and then I put them in a garbage can, which I put along the end of the driveway for yard waste pickup next Thursday.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 20

Hollow A Place For Love

We are those of the full principle of the Love of Jesus the Christ, and we greet you in that divine consciousness.

This instrument, like so many, has over-concern for the events of the day, not seeing the magic, the ambience and the comfort of every passing moment. For did not the Spirit of Love come into the things unseen, unformed, and unknown to create patterns of Love, and power, and wisdom, not by moving to those who are over-concerned but by flowing through channels which Love has been allowed to hollow within the breast of humankind?

Thus, we ask you to be unconcerned on a deep level, regardless of the busyness and the difficulty of the day ahead. Rest, rather, in the extraordinary comfort offered by universal, all-powerful, and all-present Love. Rest. Be comforted. And know that if you but hollow out the space and time within you, Love shall do its perfect work through you, not as you imagine it should be done in every case, but as Love itself requires.

We leave you in the peace of the knowledge of divine Love. It is a peace which, though unpredictable in its mechanisms, is infinitely predictable in the standard of Love which it bears proudly. May peace and Love ride into your life and fill that hollow place where trouble dwelt, now and always. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.