The Camelot Journal

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling today is from February 4, 1981:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. We would like, at this time, to confirm that we have been conditioning the one known as S. If the instrument known as S had wished, it would have been possible for this instrument to initiate contact. This is a desirable ability, for there is not always an experienced instrument present during a time when one who wishes to be of service by offering itself as a vocal channel finds the opportunity to share in our thoughts.

We would speak a few words through this instrument before we work with the one known as S, for we sense the deprivation of some information which may perhaps be of service at this time. This deprivation is not due to any individual’s efforts. Rather, it is due, my friends, to the culture in which you find yourselves experiencing the great patterns of life which you weave day-by-day. It was intended by the Creator that you might experience your so-called work as a form of meditation and as an experience of Love. It has been many centuries among your people since it was possible for many of your people to profoundly experience the combination of work and Love. It has been said to work is to pray, and for those lucky enough, shall we say, to have found occupations which enable them to supply themselves with the necessities of survival which also feed the spirit, this is in the deepest sense true. You may find these people working with their hands to make beauty, working with their minds as channels of various forms of Love, working among people in such a way that their very being is of service in a substantial manner.

But for so many, my friends, the connection between the daily life and Love, between action and meditation, is not apparent. And in order for you to become able to link in any way the work of empty form which you find yourselves performing and the work which is Love, it is recommended that you begin with the meditation rather than with the work. To move from one consciousness to another is like mounting the great hillside, the bottom of which is vanity, pollution, pettiness, and distraction. In your spirit’s garment you move in consciousness of this lovely hillside. You can feel that your garment, the garment of your spirit, is soiled from all that touches you that you perceive as being unclean. And so you remove the garment and cleanse yourself in the waters which you find falling down the hillside in a lovely waterfall, brilliant with crescents of [inaudible] and iridescent as it sprays the rocks, the moss, and the grass.

In this meditation Hatonn wanted to speak of the concepts of work and Love. They began by saying that we sense the deprivation of some information which may perhaps be of service at this time, but this deprivation is not due to any individual’s efforts because it is due to the culture in which you find yourselves experiencing the patterns of life which you weave day-by-day, for it was intended by the Creator that you might experience your work as a form of meditation and as an experience of Love, so it has been many centuries among your people since it was possible for many of your people to experience the combination of work and Love, and it has been said to work is to pray, and for those lucky enough to have found occupations which enable them to supply themselves with the necessities of survival which also feed the spirit, this is in the deepest sense true, for you may find these people working with their hands to make beauty, working with their minds as channels of various forms of Love, working among people in such a way that their being is of service in a substantial manner. Hatonn continued by saying for so many the connection between the daily life and Love, between action and meditation, is not apparent, and in order for you to become able to link in any way the work of empty form which you find yourselves performing and the work which is Love, it is recommended that you begin with meditation rather than with the work since to move from one consciousness to another is like mounting the hillside, the bottom of which is pollution, pettiness, and distraction, but in your spirit’s garment you move in consciousness of this lovely hillside, and you can feel that your garment of your spirit is soiled from all that touches you that you perceive as being unclean, so you remove the garment and cleanse yourself in the waters which you find falling down the hillside in a lovely waterfall, brilliant with crescents of [inaudible] and iridescent as it sprays the rocks, the moss, and the grass. On August 25, 1996, Q’uo spoke about how the work of our incarnation is to learn how to experience Love:

When one Loves one is engaged in an activity that is the heart of being itself. Yet, one Loves with the faith that to Love is that which is most appropriate, most helpful, and is at the center of one’s being, that this is the reason for which incarnation was taken; that throughout all of the experiences that one may accumulate within an incarnation that there is the distillation of how well one has Loved that is the measure of the success of the incarnation. Yet, as we have said, there is the faith that also permeates this experience of Love. Faith in the self to Love, faith in those about one that are Loved, faith in Love itself to be able to transform one’s own being and often the life pattern of those about one.

Leaning into the water you can begin to see the purity of your true being, and you can cleanse yourself with the waters of the lake. Taking up your fresh garment, a new washed linen, you move onward until you sit at the top of this hillside. The air about you is warm and redolent with the scent of wild flowers, pinks, and roses and whites, all in profusion about you, and as you settle into meditation, this is your consciousness, this is who you are. All of creation breathes with you and desires to be of service to you, and you in turn offer up the rhythms of your body, your mind, and your spirit in service to this beautiful place you’re in, loving and delighting in its beauty, its purity, and its gentle ever-present strength.

Yes, my friends, you come down again into the marketplace where you live the illusion, where your lessons collect. But you bring with you an unsoiled garment, a cleanliness of soul, and a new vision that begins to attempt to see the top of the hillside beneath the soiled garment of all labor, all conditions, and all relationships. You cannot and never shall function as a great wise one working in the valley. Within yourselves you must find a place in which in silence you find the creation offered unto you, and offer yourself unto the Creation, feeling the great beating rhythm, unity that binds all things together. We ask that you never be discouraged if you fail to manifest what you have learned in your meditations, for this is the work of your life: to find who you are. That is, my friends, to find the Creator, that one great original Thought which is Love and which when [inaudible].

Then Hatonn said leaning into the water you can begin to see the purity of your true being, and you can cleanse yourself with the waters of the lake, and taking up your fresh garment you move onward until you sit at the top of this hillside where the air about you is warm with the scent of wild flowers and roses all about you, and as you settle into meditation, this is your consciousness and who you are, for all of creation breathes with you and desires to be of service to you, and you offer up the rhythms of your body, your mind, and your spirit in service to this beautiful place you’re in, loving and delighting in its beauty, its purity, and its ever-present strength. Now Hatonn said you come down into the marketplace where you live the illusion, where your lessons collect, but you bring with you a cleanliness of soul, and a new vision that begins to attempt to see the top of the hillside beneath the soiled garment of all relationships, but you can never function as a wise one working in the valley, so within yourselves you must find a place in silence where you find the creation offered to you, and offer yourself unto the Creation, feeling the rhythm of unity that binds all things together, so we ask that you never be discouraged if you fail to manifest what you have learned in your meditations, for this is the work of your life which is to find the Creator, that one great original Thought which is Love. On June 17, 1984, Latwii spoke of how our finding the Creator can be done in various ways:

We feel we might be of the most service by affirming that, indeed, the purpose of each experience is to find the Creator. The finding of the Creator may occur in various ways. The beginning for some people is to see that Creator and to find the Creator’s Love within another being. Yet each being and each experience that one encounters is a mirror. One will finally see the self within that mirror. If one has been able to see the Creator in that mirror, one may then see the Creator in the self. Others, on the other hand, may begin by finding the Creator within the self and then radiating that image onto the entities and experiences that it encounters.

We are pleased at this time to transfer this contact to the one known as S, after pausing for a brief period in order to make our conditioning vibration [inaudible], and to the one known as R, and to the one known as [Don.] I am Hatonn.

(Unknown channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am with this instrument. We greet you, my friends, once more. It has been a pleasure to work with those who have requested our conditioning vibration. We are always pleased to join with those who seek our contact. We are honored to be with this group today, as it is indeed a joy to be of service to the one infinite Creator by aiding those who seek our help. We of Hatonn are always available to those who seek out aid. We ask that you simply mentally request our presence, and we shall be with you. We are hoping to be with each of you in the near future, and would attempt to contact another instrument at this time. I am Hatonn.

(Unknown channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am again with this instrument. And please excuse the pause, but we were attempting to initiate contact with another instrument, shall we say, an old friend of ours. May we say to the one known as S that her fidelity to our channeled communication is such that the degree of the instrument’s own thoughts coming into the contact is very nearly nonexistent. At this point in the training of the new instrument we do the opposite of that with which we start. We attempt to encourage the somewhat experienced instrument to feel more free to speak upon a subject about which the instrument does not have a prior recollection of, a subject matter from another contact. This type of channeling is the next step and requires that the instrument allows us to present her with images drawn from the treasure trove of her own experiences, recollections, and thoughts. We use this framework in order that our extremely simple message may be offered in the greatest possible variety, or kaleidoscope of patterns, for each various view of Love, of the Creator, of the universe, of reality, may for the first time inspire one to whom all previous words were naught but chatter and foolishness.

The nature of inspiration is so personal and so unpredictable that we simply cannot expect to create parrots. We hope instead to create those who are able through practice in sessions such as these to recognize our vibrations, and to trust in our contact enough to sally forth into vistas about which they have not thought, and to describe concepts and stories the gist and outcome of which is not known to the instrument. This is the work of some time, as you call it. We say all this to assure the instrument that she is progressing very well. Well enough, in fact, to consider the possibility of launching forward on the next step at any contact at which she may feel comfortable in so doing.

The knowledge of the instrument that subjectively familiar material is being integrated into a meditation, causes all beginning channels, except those who are not excellent, to have doubts as to the origin of the channeled information. However, my sister, it is our way of insuring that each message is somewhat fresh. We thank the one known as S, and, as always, assure her that we and those of the Confederation in general, offer ourselves at any time we may be requested to accompany meditation. I am Hatonn. We leave you on a hillside, my friends, gazing forth into a world of illusion, a world in which each illusion has a central core of purity and Love. As this instrument would say, your mission is, impossible though it may seem, to find it. I leave you in the Love and in Light. I am Hatonn. Adonai vasu.

(Unknown channeling)

I am Latwii, and greet you all in Love and Light. It is a great honor for us to be asked to join you this afternoon during your meditation. As always, we look forward to such adventures with glee and a happy anticipation. Before we would attempt to answer queries, we would attempt to offer our conditioning to the one known as R, and simultaneously to the one known as S. And then if the one known as S would care to speak our thoughts, we would speak a few words through this new instrument. I am Latwii.

(S channeling)

I am Latwii, and am with this instrument. I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of the Creator. We are overjoyed to be speaking to you through this instrument once more. She is indeed a contact that we enjoy. We are happy to be with her at this time. We are always pleased to be able to speak through instruments such as this, for we are not often given the opportunity to do so. We find it a great deal of fun. We are sorry to say that we feel we should close this contact so that we may be of service to those who have questions on their minds. We would therefore sign off. I am Latwii.

(Unknown channeling)

I am Latwii, and am with this instrument once again, and greet you all in Love and Light. May we at this time ask if any present might have a question which we would attempt to answer?

Questioner: Yes, Latwii. How can I, or how is it possible to increase receptiveness to the conditioning vibration?

I am Latwii, and, my brother, may we suggest that there is nothing in particular to do. Rather, it is that which is not done which is most helpful to the reception of, not only our conditioning vibration, but the conditioning vibration of any Confederation entity. That is, simply the relaxing of mind and body to the greatest degree possible, and the opening of the being as clearly and freely, shall we say, as is possible. This, of course, is predicated upon the assumption that the desire for such a contact is present, and we find that desire is quite present in your case. The many methods of relaxing the mind and body which have been written down among your people as the various methods of meditation are helpful, but we would also suggest that the concept of not doing and of simply seeking is the foundation stone upon which any technique is based.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: No, thank you.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you as well. Is there another question at this time?

S: Yes, Latwii, during one of my meditations I received what seemed to be very strong conditioning that I didn’t ask for and was not able to get rid of for quite some time. It kind of frightened me. Can you give me any information about this?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my sister. May we say in this regard that whenever you might feel a vibration which is not pleasant or desirable, at that time request that it be removed, and if the entity generating that vibration is of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator then you may be assured that the vibration shall be removed. If upon such request the vibration is not removed, we suggest the ceasing of the meditative state for a moment, the gathering of the self in concentrated thought, and the sending of Love and Light to all entities present, then the constructing, shall we say, of the shield of light about the self so that meditation may be resumed.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S: No, not on that subject, but I do have another question. Due to my feeling lately I’ve had a strong urge to proceed and go further, and against advice from the Confederation I proceeded to try channeling with just R and myself present. It did serve to confuse me as I was warned might happen, but I still feel somewhat compelled to continue so that I may be able to get more practice and therefore move along at a faster pace. Would you strongly advise against this, or can I do anything more than I’m doing now to protect myself?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my sister. It is always our advice to those …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Unknown channeling)

I am Latwii, and am once again with this instrument. As we were saying, we do not recommend that new instruments attempt to channel from any Confederation source without the presence of at least two other entities, one preferably being an instrument with some experience, so that the contact might be, shall we say, checked and balanced, so that there is reduced the possibility of the infringement of the contact by those entities which do seek to confuse positively-oriented instruments and do seek to sway such new instruments by giving information of what we might call a questionable and specific nature.

For those entities such as yourself who seek to speed their growth upon the spiritual path in general and the, shall we say, specific part of that path known to you as the channeling phenomenon, we recommend the intensive meditation periods, such as this period now occurring, with an experienced channel present. Also, we might recommend the additional meditation periods for the new instrument, at which time the instrument would request the conditioning vibration of the Confederation. We would also suggest the lengthier, shall we say, meditation periods during which time the new instrument would attempt to increase the attention span, shall we say, that is the state of mind which is most receptive to a contact. This state of mind might be increased in its duration by the visualization technique, that is, the imaging in the mind during meditation of the new instrument of any symbol which has a particular meaning to that entity, whether it be the cross, the rose, the circle, the Buddha, or whatever. This is most helpful for the new instrument who wishes to improve its ability at receiving information as purely as possible.

To close this somewhat lengthy response, may we reiterate we are always available for the conditioning vibration to be experienced by any entity requesting it, and we further remind each present that it is most necessary to be accompanied in meditation that is directed toward the channeling phenomenon by at least two other entities. This is necessary, as we said, to preserve the purity of the contact.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S: No, thank you.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you as well. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to each present for inviting us to join this meditation. We of Latwii have a history, shall we say, of being somewhat more humorous in our contacts with this group, but have in recent contacts found the necessity, shall we say, to balance this particular distortion with the giving of information in response to queries of a, shall we say, more serious or intense nature, for we feel the entities within this group who have been seeking our service have sought the guideposts, shall we say, to direct them to the heart of their seeking, and it has been for this reason that we have attempted to deal in a more, shall we say, serious manner with these particular topics and our responses to them.

We do not mean by such gravity to suggest that the lightness and the humor which we are known for does not have a value is such situations, but we wish these entities to seek our service, to know without a doubt that we value their seeking, their questions, and their being greatly, and would honor each entity with the most purely formed response. With this qualification made and recorded, we shall look forward to joining this group in the future in our more familiar mode of lightness and joy. We thank each entity for requesting our presence. We shall be with each at any time in the future that our presence is so requested. We are known to you as Latwii, and we leave you now in the Light, and the Love, and the humor of the one infinite Creator. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning I went outside and used my backpack blower to blow the leaves in the front yard to the back side of the parking area along the street.

This afternoon I kept an appointment with my Physical Therapist at Baptist hospital so that she could show me some exercises that I can use to deal with the light pain and swelling in my left ankle. I will see her again in about two weeks when she will give me a more complete set of exercises that I can do at home. Then I ran some errands with my first stop being at Feeder’s Supply where I bought some bird seed. My next stop was at Kroeger’s where I bought some bananas and sugar-free Mango juice. My third stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I bought a case of bottled water an over the counter sock protector.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 30

That Love In You Shall Love

I am the spirit of Jesus Christ, the Spirit of the Love that is the consciousness of the Creator Itself, greeting you in the vibration of that Love which is most comforting to this instrument.

We are aware that we are precipitant this day. Yet this instrument is tuned, and so we speak.

Sink your feet two miles down into the terrible maelstroms and volcanoes of the sulfurous nether regions of those who have no hope, and reach upward, grasping with your fingers the tenuous threads of the wings of angels and the lips of prophets. For if you are not aware that your nature is one with demons and angels both, then you are not aware of the fullness of the Love of Christ and of the universality of the nature of your Creator.

Who shall be Lord of your life? An entity made of your ideals and dreams? A man-made shibboleth? Or the reality of deepest things, the allness of the nature of God?

Turn your understanding, then, to the acceptance of unacceptable things and the recognition of Love in all situations, whether they are, to you, fragrant with virtue or reeking of vice. Such is the power of judgment that you can make lovely things ugly and ugly things wonderful. Yet, my children, is that what you desire?

Wait patiently, then, with your eyes turned to the doorway wherein dwells the spirit of Jesus Christ. For in the fullness of your time His spirit shall come unto you with the loving of Love itself, that you need not love, but that Love-in-you shall Love, accept and understand all the universality that your humanity cannot encompass.

This can only be accomplished through the resoluteness of your will to accept and Love in the Spirit of the Lord of your life, who accepted all and loved to the end.

May the peace which Jesus Christ demonstrated to you rest upon you, now and always. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Latwii channeling for this session comes from January 18, 1981:

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos … the Love and in the  Light of our infinite Creator. It is with joy that we metaphorically raise our glasses to you in a toast to greeting. We have not had the privilege of working in a group such as this with you for some small period and have been conscious of your call to us. We have been with you but very much appreciate the ability at this time to speak what humble words we can to share our message with you and to offer whatever service we may. The gifts that you give us are infinitely precious to us, and our thanks can never be sufficient, for you give to us a constant deepening of our understanding of Love, and it is through this understanding that we ourselves are attempting to refine what you would call wisdom. Love we have; wisdom we are seeking. Thus, as we reach to you, who so sorely seek Love, let us assure you that that which you offer us is greatly dear to us and aids us in our own spiritual seeking.

My friends, we wish to reassure you about the nature of Love, for in many cases it seems as fragile as a newborn rose in the snow—beautiful but transient. As you continue in your seeking, you will find that the rose may wither; the preserved odor may fade; but the memory and the knowledge of that beauty is as infinite as your being. You hold each perception within you, and you assign to it that value which seems proper. Look then to each moment, for in even the most difficult or confused circumstance Love resides, and not as a fragile thing but as the very heart of your experience.

Laitos wanted to share information about the nature of Love with the group. They began by saying we have been with you but appreciate the ability to speak what humble words we can to share our message with you and to offer whatever service we may, for the gifts that you give us are precious to us, and our thanks can never be sufficient, for you give us a constant deepening of our understanding of Love, and it is through this understanding that we are attempting to refine wisdom, so Love we have, and wisdom we are seeking, so as we reach to you, who seek Love, let us assure you that which you offer us is dear to us and aids us in our spiritual seeking. Laitos went on to say we wish to reassure you about the nature of Love, for in many cases it seems as fragile as a newborn rose in the snow—beautiful but transient, and as you continue your seeking, you will find that the rose may wither, but the memory of that beauty is as infinite as your being, for you hold each perception within you, and you assign to it that value which seems proper, so look to each moment, for in even the most confused circumstance Love resides, and not as a fragile thing but as the heart of your experience. On September 18, 2022, Q’uo said that Love resides in each of us and in all of the creation:

Each day it is necessary in some measure to look first to that heart of Love which beats within each soul and within each body, within each mind. This heart of Love is a reflection of the Love of the One Infinite Creator that created the entire universe out of Love. Each of us, therefore, is made of this Love—this all compassionate, all accepting Love that sees everyone as a Creator, that looks past any seeming distortions that would not appear to be Love, and sees to the heart of each being where Love resides, where there can be nothing but Love there. For all is made of Love.

At this time, after a period of conditioning, we would like to transfer this contact to the one known as S. I am Laitos.

(S channeling)

I am Laitos, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are pleased to be able to speak through this instrument once again. We are happy to be with your group today, and we find it always a pleasure to be among those of your planet who are seeking the knowledge which we humbly try to express through instruments such as this. We are pleased to be called upon to aid those of your planet who seek to expand their awareness of the Creator. We are always privileged to be with those who seek our aid. We find it a great honor to serve in this manner.

We would at this time transfer this contact. I am Laitos.

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos, and I am once again with this instrument, but this instrument keeps requesting that the contact be shifted to the one known as Jim due to her fondness for his channeling. We wish to close through this instrument that one of our sisters may speak through the one known as Jim. We would again pause and offer the conditioning vibration to the one known as R. I am Laitos.

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos, and am again with this instrument. We thank the one known as R for the privilege of working with him, and we thank each of you for calling us. We shall be with you at any time you may request it in the future, as you call it. Meanwhile, we leave you with an attempt to emphasize the sturdy and unquenchable spirit of Love. It may seem that Love can be shattered. It may seem that Love can be damaged. It may seem that misunderstandings and confusions can cause harm. If this be so, my friends, then you must search more deeply in your understanding for the essence of Love, for naught can undo its everlasting beauty and strength. The power of your being and the power of the universe are one thing and that thing, my friends, is Love. I am Laitos. I leave you in the invisible and infinite Love and in the manifested Light of the one Creator. Adonai my friends, Adonai.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and am with this instrument and greet you all most joyfully in Love and Light. It has been some period of your time since we have had the honor of speaking to your group, and we embrace that joyful opportunity at this time with great and heartfelt gratitude. May we at this time offer ourselves in the capacity of answering questions which those present might have the value in the asking. Is there a question at this time?

S: I have a question. In a couple of my meditations, I’ve received what seemed to be telepathic messages. Is this possible, and if so, do they come from the entities who I believe they’re coming from?

I am Latwii, and, my sister, we may say first of all, all things are quite possible, and to be specific may we say with the experience you have recalled in your meditation, these contacts are of the nature of which you have surmised. We cannot speak very specifically, for this would not be proper in our estimation at this time, but we confirm your hypothesis.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S: Yes. Is there any harm in seeking out these messages as far as maybe obtaining erroneous information or receiving an entity disguising itself as another entity?

I am Latwii, and, my sister, in this regard may we say that it is always helpful in such a seeking to provide yourself with a shield of Light to gird yourself, shall we say, in the Light and Love of the one Creator, to seek then from this point in that same Light and Love for further understanding of your being as it is congruent with the one Creator, to seek always the union of yourself with the great Self that is the Creator of all, to seek, to learn, to know, and to be the one Creator and to serve that one Creator in all ways that are possible and open as opportunities to you.

If the seeking or any type of contact or knowledge veers in any degree from this pure seeking for oneness, then the seeker may experience that which is a more distorted contact. Seek always the oneness that is the foundation of your being. Seek to serve that oneness, to know it, and in this seeking in Love and in Light shall you find that which you seek and so shall that Love and Light be your protection in the seeking.

S asked: “Is there any harm in seeking out these messages as far as maybe obtaining erroneous information or receiving an entity disguising itself as another entity?” Latwii replied by saying it is always helpful in such seeking to provide yourself with a shield of Light to gird yourself in the Light and Love of the one Creator, to seek then from this point in that same Light and Love for further understanding of your being as it is congruent with the one Creator, to seek always the union of yourself with the great Self that is the Creator of all, to seek and to be the one Creator and to serve that one Creator in all ways that opportunities to you. Then Latwii said if the seeking veers in any degree from this pure seeking for oneness, then the seeker may experience that which is a more distorted contact, so seek always the oneness that is the foundation of your being,  and seek to serve that oneness, and in this seeking in Love and in Light shall you find that which you seek, and so shall that Love and Light be your protection in the seeking. On August 19, 1984, Latwii spoke of how each experience can show us how to be the one Creator:

As you move through your illusion and see that which is apparently not acceptable, it is then your great opportunity to take that situation or thought and examine it that you might become it and feel it also to be the one Creator, whole and perfect. Thereby do you learn that which you have come to learn, not only to accept but to be that which seems unacceptable and quite alien to the self.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S: No. Thank you for your help.

Latwii: We are most grateful as well to you. Is there another question at this time?

Carla: I have two questions that someone has sent me. And I was wondering if it would be acceptable to you if I read them to you since it is daylight now, and I can read without having to turn on a light?

I am Latwii. We are always glad to hear from you, my sister. Please read us your queries.

Carla: Thank you. These questions are from M in Denver, Colorado. Firstly she says, “I have difficulty in determining lessons I feel I am in the midst of. It seems experiences are resistant or chronic, which tells me I must be thick-skinned. One area is of the health of my family. I feel totally impotent that I cannot remove their afflictions. One day I believe it is food for the soul, and the next the burden feels that it is too great. What is health, or rather ill health, a chosen path or an inability of the body/spirit to find balance on the physical plane? Knowing this could, I think, help my attitude and the problems.”

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my sister, asked for your sister. May we say first of all in responding to this most thoughtful query, that what is defined as health within your culture is a term which is quite narrow in its scope, for it implies the smooth functioning of each body part with no hindrance nowhere and complete vitality at all times. This, of course, may be a pleasant condition for an entity in the third density to experience but is not a condition which clearly reflects the nature of the experiencing of catalyst which is the purpose of your being within the third density.

May we say in responding to another portion of this query that the condition of health and what is called ill health may be a result of a variety of choices made by the entity experiencing the condition. These choices most frequently are made during the incarnation and are results of utilizing the catalyst of this density either poorly or well or in combination, for each experience an entity encounters within the incarnation has the potential of teaching a lesson or many lessons. When these lessons are learned there may be, shall we say, smooth sailing for a while until the next lesson is encountered. Many conditions of the dysfunction of the body and mind complexes are the results of, shall we say, turbulent waters, difficulties experienced in the assimilating of the lessons by the entity when the mind is unable or unwilling to face that which is the lesson of the moment and continues in this ignoring, shall we say, of the lesson. Then the lesson must be passed on to the body complex so that it is easier to recognize and in its symbolic form then might be pondered, might be meditated upon, and might be unraveled as to its origin, which is the lesson needing learning.

M asked: “What is health, or rather ill health, a chosen path or an inability of the body/spirit to find balance on the physical plane? Knowing this could, I think, help my attitude and the problems.” Latwii replied by saying what is defined as health within your culture is a term which is narrow in its scope, for it implies the smooth functioning of each body part with no hindrance and vitality at all times, and this may be a pleasant condition for an entity in the third density to experience but is not a condition which reflects the nature of the experiencing of catalyst which is the purpose of your being within the third density. Then Latwii said that the condition of health and ill health may be a result of a variety of choices made by the entity experiencing the condition, so these choices are made during the incarnation and are results of utilizing the catalyst of this density either poorly or well or in combination, for each experience an entity encounters within the incarnation has the potential of teaching many lessons, and when these lessons are learned there may be smooth sailing for a while until the next lesson is encountered, for many conditions of the dysfunction of the body and mind complexes are the results of turbulent waters, difficulties experienced in the assimilating of the lessons by the entity when the mind is unable or unwilling to face that which is the lesson of the moment and continues in this ignoring of the lesson, so then the lesson must be passed on to the body complex so that it is easier to recognize and in its symbolic form might be meditated upon, and might be unraveled as to its origin, which is the lesson needing learning. On August 29, 1993, Q’uo spoke of the value of our utilizing the catalyst each day:

However, we may also turn the attention to utilizing the catalyst of one’s daily round of activities. As one moves within the illusion and partakes in the destiny of the day, one may observe many opportunities to exercise the feelings in any fashion, whether it be to accentuate a certain aspect of feeling, or simply to open the heart to a greater sense of feeling in general. There is much that comes before the attention of every entity within your illusion upon a daily basis which can be utilized to expand the ability to feel and to sympathize and even to empathize with others and the plight that might befall them.

There is also the great possibility at this time upon your planet that certain entities have placed upon themselves before the current incarnation certain conditions of physical and mental health or ill health, may we say, for very specific purposes. These purposes vary widely. An entity, for example, in one previous incarnation may have experienced the giving of love in great abundance to others about it, but may not have allowed these entities to give love to it and may decide before another incarnation to experience the giving of love from another by, shall we say, by making its physical vehicle somewhat crippled or, shall we say, less than perfectly functioning so that attention from others is necessary for the maintaining of the comfort and life systems.

Many are the reasons chosen before incarnation for the limiting of the physical and mental complexes. These choices are great lessons, lessons which could well take an entire incarnation to assimilate. It might be the case with such an entity that this would be the last lesson needing to be learned before graduation. May we say in responding to another part of this query that the entity seeing loved ones in conditions that are described as …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and am once again with this instrument. As we were saying, an entity seeing loved ones in poor or ill health often wishes to be able to heal these loved ones, for such an entity feels the pain that is experienced by those around it, and so, loving them, wishes to alleviate this pain. Often such an entity, after periods of meditation and struggling to understand the reasons for such afflictions, will find deeper levels of meaning to such conditions and will see that there is a great possibility that such conditions could be enabling the ones experiencing them to learn great lessons. This knowledge is often soothing and of comfort to the entity seeing pain in loved ones.

Latwii continued by saying there is also the possibility at this time that certain entities have placed upon themselves, before the current incarnation, conditions of poor physical and mental health for specific purposes, and these purposes vary widely, so an entity in a previous incarnation may have experienced the giving of love in abundance to others about it, but it may not have allowed these entities to give love to it and may decide before another incarnation to experience the giving of love from another by making its physical vehicle less than perfectly functioning, so that attention from others is necessary for the maintaining of the comfort and life systems. Latwii went on to say many are the reasons chosen before incarnation for the limiting of the physical and mental complexes, and these choices are lessons which could take an incarnation to learn, so it might be the case with such an entity that this would be the last lesson needing to be learned before graduation, and may we say in responding to another part of this query that the entity seeing loved ones in conditions that are described as an entity seeing loved ones in poor health often wishes to heal these loved ones, for such an entity feels the pain that is experienced by those around it and wishes to alleviate this pain, for often such an entity, after periods of meditation and struggling to understand the reasons for such afflictions, will find deeper levels of meaning to such conditions and will see that there is a possibility that such conditions could be enabling the ones experiencing them to learn lessons, so this knowledge is often soothing and of comfort to the entity seeing pain in loved ones. On April 29, 1984, Latwii said that we all have deeper levels of meaning as part of our life’s plan:

We do not mean to sound simplistic when we say that you will be as you will be, and those within whom you find yourself in comradeship shall be as they shall be, and together you shall find those deeper levels of meaning which you have come to find. It may not be that you shall find these levels of meaning and fulfill such purposes in ways which you plan, for your plans are of your conscious mind more or less, and it is through such indirect avenues that the deeper mind and greater Self moves with what you might call the current of your being.

But when the pain is of a constant nature, and the health continues to deteriorate and does not seem to respond in a lasting manner to treatment, the entity may once again burn with a desire to heal. May we say that this great Love may be just that ingredient which is needed by the one experiencing ill health. It may also be true that the understanding by all involved that such pain and suffering can indeed be teaching great lessons is most helpful in accepting the conditions as they are. May we close this particular response by suggesting that in all cases, whether there is an understanding of the condition or not, it is most helpful to accept that condition and to feel the Love that each moment of that condition offers to all involved. It is not useful to worry endlessly about conditions which persist. It is most helpful to find the Love in each moment and to accept that which is given, for, my friends, may we say that there are no mistakes in any incarnation or experience. Each experience is a gift, a treasure, a gem from the one Creator who created each being to the one Creator that is each being so that the Creator might know Itself. Seek there, my friends, in the heart of your being for the Creator in each moment.

Latwii went on to say that when the pain is of a constant nature, and the health continues to deteriorate and does not seem to respond in a lasting manner to treatment, the entity may once again burn with a desire to heal, and may we say that this great Love may be that ingredient which is needed by the one experiencing ill health, so it may be true that the understanding by all involved that such pain can be teaching lessons is most helpful in accepting the conditions as they are, so may we close this response by suggesting that in all cases, whether there is an understanding of the condition or not, it is helpful to accept that condition and to feel the Love that each moment of that condition offers to all involved, but it is not useful to worry about conditions which persist, for it is most helpful to find the Love in each moment and to accept that which is given, for there are no mistakes in any incarnation or experience since each experience is a gift from the one Creator who created each being to the one Creator that is each being so that the Creator might know Itself, so seek there in the heart of your being for the Creator in each moment. On December 17, 2000, Q’uo said we can learn from the catalyst of the Love in each moment:

If one can remember that there is Love in each moment, that each form of catalyst offers the opportunity to either express that Love or to receive that Love, or to utilize a combination of the two, then each season of catalyst may be seen to be complete and to be seen to offer these endless opportunities for the sharing of Love. One may take each kind of catalyst seriously in that the catalyst is seen to be an end in itself, and this is in many cases to miss the point. Yes, it is important to a certain entity that one or another outcome result from a set of situational circumstances. And yet if each within the situation is aware that it is Love to be learned from all of the catalyst then it is much easier to find that harvest within the catalyst.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Yes. Since these questions are written down, I won’t ask further on that question. I would like to thank you for a most inspiring answer, speaking as a slightly gimpy person myself.

M goes on then to ask another question here. She says, “G has playmates who have filled his thoughts with fire under the ground. This has made me distraught. G started on a path I would not wish him to go. He wants to see the pictures in the Bible and seems quite interested. It all seems to be motivation from fear of punishment from God and an inclination for the morbid. I feel his spiritual seeking is his own, but I am unsure if I should aggressively work to alter his newfound ideas just because I don’t embrace them. I have tried to point out to him that everyone knows God differently, and we don’t know God that way, that is, N and I. Part of me says he is only five years old, so I should take charge here but then again want him to feel his seeking is his own journey. Any comments or suggestions would be appreciated.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. May we say in this regard that, indeed, each entity of whatever age is the one which is responsible for the journey of seeking which it undertakes. It may be that many ports of call are necessary before the ship finally reaches the home port. Many experiences will aid each seeker in the seeking, for if all answers were known at once, would there be any need for the incarnations and experiences those of your planet have experienced for many thousands of your years?

Each entity in each incarnation travels a path laid out quite carefully before the incarnation, always allowing for free will to change or alter that path at any time. The traveling is of a nature that experience might be had. To taste of many flavors is to know the creation in greater depth and richness. Few upon your planet remain with one flavor, shall we say, for their entire incarnation. Each entity grows from the experience of a variety of flavors, a variety of patterns of thought, a variety of orientations and attitudes. In this way each entity reproduces the Creator experiencing Itself, for it must not be forgotten that all is one. Each entity, each experience, each thought, each turn, each port is the Creator.

M asked: “G has playmates who have filled his thoughts with fire under the ground. This has made me distraught. G started on a path I would not wish him to go. He wants to see the pictures in the Bible and seems quite interested. It all seems to be motivation from fear of punishment from God and an inclination for the morbid. I feel his spiritual seeking is his own, but I am unsure if I should aggressively work to alter his newfound ideas just because I don’t embrace them. I have tried to point out to him that everyone knows God differently, and we don’t know God that way, that is, N and I. Part of me says he is only five years old, so I should take charge here but then again want him to feel his seeking is his own journey. Any comments or suggestions would be appreciated.” Latwii said each entity of whatever age is the one which is responsible for the journey of seeking which it undertakes, and it may be that many ports of call are necessary before the ship finally reaches the home port, so many experiences will aid each seeker in the seeking, for if all answers were known at once, would there be any need for the incarnations and experiences those of your planet have experienced for many thousands of your years? On October 17, 1999, Q’uo spoke of the nature of our journey of seeking:

There are many, many entities that move upon this great journey of seeking, that move as in a dance, in a harmony that is unseen by those who do not look, and yet they dance to the tune, to the beat of the heart of the one infinite Creator. Yes, all dance and move in rhythmic patterns. The balance in all of the creation is one and is perfect. That which each does as his or her own contribution to this great dance and journey of seeking is that which has been planned aforetimes, shall we say. There is a pattern to movement, a pattern to thought, a pattern to seeking, a pattern to suffering, a pattern to all that is.

Those who love the small ones of their bodies, and being, and family do feel the need from time to time to give the fruits of their own seeking in as pure a form as possible to the young ones entrusted to their care. This great feeling of Love is not always possible nor is it always desirable, for if the young entity had all answers placed before him without the need to seek them for the self then where would come the strength that is born of the arduous journey? Where would come the wisdom of tasting many flavors? Where would come the ability to discern the wheat from chaff. In each seeking and experience that the young entity encounters there is the opportunity for those in whose care it is placed to provide yet another view, aspect or attitude concerning that which is the current experience of the young entity. Thereby shall both grow and learn respect each for the other, realizing both are seekers, both know very little, both seek to know the Creator.

Latwii continued by saying those who love the small ones of their bodies and family feel the need from time to time to give the fruits of their seeking in as pure a form as possible to the young ones entrusted to their care, but this feeling of Love is not always possible, nor is it always desirable, for if the young entity had all answers placed before him without the need to seek them for the self, then: “where would come the strength that is born of the arduous journey? Where would come the wisdom of tasting many flavors? Where would come the ability to discern the wheat from chaff? Then Latwii said in each seeking and experience that the young entity encounters there is the opportunity for those in whose care it is placed to provide yet another attitude concerning that which is the current experience of the young entity, for shall both learn respect each for the other, realizing both are seekers; both know very little; both seek to know the Creator. On November 14, 1982, Latwii spoke of the nature of Love:

To speak to your query may we suggest that it is the heart of your being which gives the force, shall we say, to any words which emanate from your lips, for the words are the attempts to clothe the great feeling of Love from your heart in understandable concepts so that the mind of another may receive the understanding which emanates from heart to heart. Yet it is also true, as you have surmised, that many within your culture especially yearn to hear the name of the master known as Jesus. For within your culture this entity is equated, correctly so, with the vibration of Love. Yet this yearning to hear the name exists not because of any name but because of what the name expresses. Speak yea then your heart, my sister, in the way which has meaning for you, for each entity’s ability to be of service to others is unique and to be fully expressed must be so in the way which is natural, shall we say, for that entity.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you Latwii. I know M will thank you.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful as well to you and to your sister, M. May we answer yet another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and since we have no answers for the growling stomach, may we say what a great honor and privilege it has been to join this group once again. We are with you always in your meditations, in your daily round of activities. You need only request our presence to become aware of it. Always are we with you. We leave you now in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. Rejoice in your being. I am Latwii. Adonai.

This morning I ran some errands with my first stop being at AutoZone to pick up some 50:1 2-cycle engine oil. My second stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. My third stop was at Frank Otte Nursery where I bought three flats of Pansies. My last stop was at The Home Depot where I bought more netting for the Wuthering Heights Garden when I transplant the Pansies there.

This afternoon I took eleven garbage cans full of leaves and tree limbs out to the street for yard waste pickup this Thursday. I covered them with a tarp to keep the predicted rain for tonight from making them too heavy to lift easily. Then I put my shovel, garden rake, hoe, and hake across the tarp to hold it in place.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 29

The Gaze Of Jesus Christ

I greet you, my children, in the Love of Christ. I am of the principle that vibrates in the consciousness of Jesus Christ to the degree that is comfortable to this instrument.

You shield yourself, again and again, from the fearsome gaze of Jesus Christ, for you fear that He gazes upon you from the cross to condemn you. And yet He gazes at you not in pain but, rather, resting upon a pillar of righteousness.

He looks upon you in all of your complexities and darkness and pierces the confusion with simplicity. For the Love of Christ is a simple and singular thing, a constant amidst a sea of seeming changes and shadows. The Light of your mundane world shifts and confuses with glare and shade. But the light of the Love of Jesus Christ is constant and pierces to the heart of your being and your circumstance, seeing the perfection and holiness that hides in the shadows. May you find peace in your shadows and see the shadows disappear in the constant Light of Love.

In that peace I leave you now and hope that you may remain forever

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Latwii channeling today comes from January 18, 1981:

(Carla channeling)

I am Oxal. I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator, and I am delighted to be able to be with you this evening. I do not often speak through this channel, and I am privileged to be able to share this meeting with you at this time. I wish only to share with you the image, my friends, of the center of all things. When there is that which spins, you may call it a top or a gyroscope, there is always a center which allows the whirling to continue to be balanced. As you are Light beings, the energy which spins you is called Love. The balance must come from the coordination of Light and the polarities of Love. Therefore, please think upon the virtues of the balanced gyroscope, which is always aware of the level and true path. And in your meditation seek always to know your own center.

I am very grateful to have had the chance to exercise this instrument for a short time. I will leave you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. I am Oxal.

[Pause]

I am Latwii. You see, my friends, how good we are at being able to contact this instrument without blowing her circuits. We greet you in the Love and the Light and apologize for the delay, but we had a desire to initiate contact through the channel known as Jim and were persistent in our attempts. Therefore, we shall leave this instrument to again make our contact with the one known as Jim. I am Latwii.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and greet you once again in Love and Light. We are very pleased to have been able to make this contact. It is always a joy to be allowed to speak to your meditation group. We are always interested in joining our vibrations with those who seek to know what is the center of creation. We are simple beings for such a mighty task, but in our way, simple and foolish though it may be, we would seek to share our understanding of the center of creation with you tonight. We do not mean to say that we have a complete understanding of any part of creation, for what is creation but the Infinite Creator who is all and who is filled with mystery. But, in our searching, we have found within the mystery clues and hints as to the central feature, shall we say, that composes all of creation. Of course, as you might suspect, Love is to be found within each instance and experience that you might encounter in your lives, but we also have found that Love may manifest in an infinite number of ways, many of which are not apparent at first glance.

We would refer each of you to your own library of experiences for analogies in this area for have not each of you had an experience which seemed to be cloaked in mystery for the duration of the experience and even after the experience passed? And as you ponder the situation, did you not uncover layer after layer of those lessons, those learnings, which revolved once again to the central theme of Love, to the acceptance of the lesson, whatever it might be and in that acceptance learning to Love the experience and all that it represented? But have you not also found that in many experiences which you have pondered long and solved to a degree, have you not also found that there remains still some measure of mystery?

In this session Latwii wanted to share the concept of the center of the creation being Love. They began by saying we are simple beings for such a mighty task, but in our way we would seek to share our understanding of the center of creation with you tonight, but we do not mean to say that we have a complete understanding of any part of creation, for what is creation but the Infinite Creator who is all and filled with mystery, but we have found within the mystery clues as to the central feature that composes all of creation, and it is the Love that is found within each experience that you might encounter in your lives, but we also have found that Love may manifest in an infinite number of ways, many of which are not apparent at first glance. Then Latwii said we would refer you to your library of experiences for analogies in this area, for have not each of you had an experience which seemed to be cloaked in mystery for the duration of the experience and even after the experience passed? Then Latwii said: “And as you ponder the situation, did you not uncover layer after layer of those lessons, those learnings, which revolved once again to the central theme of Love, to the acceptance of the lesson, whatever it might be and in that acceptance learning to Love the experience and all that it represented? But have you not also found that in many experiences which you have pondered long and solved to a degree, have you not also found that there remains still some measure of mystery?” On August 26, 1987, Hatonn described the nature of the theme of Love:

We speak one single basic message. And in each instrument, it has its own overtones and harmonies, so that as many as possible might hear some portion, some version, some idea of our great fundamental theme of Love and service and be inspired thereby to the wild and perilous belief that such a thing as Love does exist in the world. To the casual eye, such a belief may seem foolhardy. We encourage you in your foolhardiness. It is the path, well-trodden by pilgrims from the beginning of creation. It is the one path, call it what you will, which circles back to the Source of all that there is.

My friends, we would suggest that this mystery that remains, this incompleteness of the understanding, is that central feature that resides with Love within each experience, and this mystery, this incompleteness, will draw one forth into the next experience, into the next adventure, into the next learning. We would suggest that those things which can be known are valuable, for they teach wisdom, but we would also suggest that those things which remain a mystery are equally as valuable, for they teach seeking, and wisdom must always include seeking. Love, therefore, grows more fully by its residence, shall we say, in the same experience with mystery.

Latwii went on to say we would suggest that this mystery that remains, this incompleteness of the understanding, is that central feature that resides with Love within each experience, and this mystery will draw one forth into the next into the next adventure and into the next learning, and we would suggest that those things which can be known are valuable, for they teach wisdom, but we would also suggest that those things which remain a mystery are equally as valuable, for they teach seeking, and wisdom must always include seeking, so Love grows more fully by its residence in the same experience with mystery. On January 23, 1986, Hatonn said that our next learning may be difficult, but it always leads to the path of Love:

As one seeks the one original Thought, there is the danger that one may decide that one has found what they have been seeking, and we say to you that in an infinite journey there are pauses between learning experiences, but never the full stop where one may lie back, rest upon one’s laurels and say, “Now—now I understand. Now redemption is complete, and all that I seek I have,” for there is the next learning always.

We encourage you to comfort yourself when your journey is arduous and you need a place to rest. You have that within you and need only construct it in your mind. You may also with your mind and your will construct within your dwelling the tools for healing and for rebuilding the intensity of your faith that there is a path, that truth does exist, and that there is such a thing as Love and the will to seek that which your faith tells you is there.

We would at this time transfer our contact to the one known as L. I am Latwii.

(L channeling)

I am Latwii, and again I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of our Creator. My friends, it is interesting to we of Latwii that many of the events of your lives seem to revolve not around your own central axis of Love but rather around an avoidance of Love. We find this difficult to understand, both in how you are able to accomplish this and why you are willing to attempt it. My friends, it is necessary that the people of your planet realize that each, as an entity of energy, must revolve around that axis of Love, thus making it the central point of their lives. To avoid doing so, especially on a large scale—for many of your people to avoid doing so—can only have the effect of placing your entire planet out of balance, for how can a spinning top revolve around an axis outside its perimeter? It’s impossible, yet so many of your people continue to attempt this.

My friends, we have spoken many times, and on so many occasions as to make this subject, we are sure, a boring one to you, yet we must again reiterate the fact that your planet, its people, are out of balance. And if they do not choose consciously to return to their given axis, then a new axis will be found.

My friends, we sense at this time it would be best to transfer this contact. … I am Latwii.

[Pause]

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii, and I am again with this instrument. I greet you once more in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. It is my privilege to be open to questions at this time, and as I scan you, I realize there are many questions which we might answer. However, we would prefer to let you pick among them yourselves. Therefore, we will wait for the spoken questions that you might have voice at this time, and we would be glad to share what information we have. Does anyone have a question at this time?

L: Latwii, it is my understanding that the instrument through whom we are channeling has a question she would like to ask.

I am Latwii. That is correct, however we do not feel that the information she seeks should be given through this instrument due to the fact that she would doubt the answer since she channeled it herself, and the question concerns channeling.  Therefore, it is not possible for us to channel through this instrument with any degree of accuracy that will be appreciated by this instrument on this particular question. We thank you for your thoughtfulness.

Is there another question at this time?

L: What can you tell us of contacting people who have physically died on this planet?

Latwii: Ah, but my brother, what do you want to know? We can tell you many things, the most pertinent of which is that it is, of course, possible, depending upon the desires of the departed, as you would euphemistically put it.

L: First, would it be possible for us to contact them through channeling and, second, would they be in a position to advise or counsel us? And to a degree beyond that of a normal living person?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question. It is possible to contact one who wishes to speak with the appropriate medium. The channeling that you are aware of at this time is very efficient compared to the amount of tuning needed for the vibration of your own human worlds. The information you might seek through such a contact would not be any greater in wisdom than that of a normal living person. A person does not become wise by dying. A person becomes two things: one, a shell of the personality which he or she has left behind; that is what you are in contact with. This shell is somewhat informed but does not have the creative independence of the living being, for the living being that he or she truly is is moving onward and gradually further and further away from the density which he or she has left. Thus, the shell will grow weaker and weaker, until the thought form is no longer requested. It is in no case wise to take advice from the departed if you can consult your own wisdom instead, for you are undoubtedly more up-to-date in your information.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: Yes, on a different subject. Recently in discussing hypnotic regression the statement was made to me that in some instances it was possible to contact what was referred to as the higher self of an individual so as to ascertain information about current karmic debts, and whether they have been completed or not. Is it possible for us to use channeling to accomplish this?

Latwii: I am Latwii. It is perhaps more to the point to suggest that you use the powers of your own will and use what this instrument would call autohypnosis, thus depending upon yourself to seek understanding of your own relationships and circumstances. I would not recommend that channeling of this type be used, due to the fact that in personal uses it can become quite full of the ego needs of the individual channeling and is much better used in a group situation. Thus, if autohypnosis fails, it is best to seek qualified hypnotherapists.

Is there another question at this time?

C: It seems at times that some people are subjected to great physical or emotional suffering, seemingly more so than others, and I’ve always had trouble understanding whether some people undergo this by some design, or is it just a chance that it happened to them or is it caused by—do we bring it on to ourselves or … what I’m asking, is it part of a design or do we bring it on or is it just merely by chance that these people undergo this extreme suffering?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. I am with the instrument. Please pardon the delay, but this contact is growing somewhat weak. The universe is a grand design in which free will is the great cosmic circumstance. This is paradoxical but true. You yourself, in your higher or more conscious self, program certain lessons that you feel that you need. You then incarnate and forget. However, these lessons are programmed. It is not a rigid program. It is a program that is marvelously flexible so that if you, at first do not succeed in learning a lesson, you will be given more and more chances to learn the same lesson. Knowing this is a great aid to the seeker, for thus he or she becomes conscious of the process of learning and is able to take charge of it and use the experience as a teacher. The experiences are unequal because various people have chosen for themselves various lessons to learn. Some of them have, shall we say, bitten off quite a hunk. Others have decided to take R and R. That is the free will of those who have obtained the right to choose their own incarnations. Most, to be serious, are indeed attempting to learn lessons as quickly as they feel their higher self can absorb them. The lessons of this cycle have to deal with Love and its manifestations in a social sphere.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: Yes, because I’m thinking of particular situations that just happened. That we program these things [inaudible] this situation [inaudible] how do you program [inaudible] I can’t see the death of someone else can be programmed [inaudible] as used as a lesson. This person was married. There was the death of the father on the day of the marriage. Just this week, their child was killed. Surely, we don’t program other’s death, or do they program [inaudible] I don’t understand how deaths at key times could happen to one person.

I am Latwii. This contact is very weak, however we are able to keep it open somewhat. Each entity comes with lessons to learn. When those lessons are through, that entity no longer needs the heavy cloak of the physical being and is freed from it. The living one who experiences deaths has not programmed death, but has programmed the lessons that such events may teach us. These lessons may be learned by many different kinds of losses, however, it seems to be a strong lesson for the particular entity of whom you speak that loss will be met with fortitude and an understanding of the loss as a gain. When this is seen, when the joy of the situation is seen, this lesson will have been learned. Then the entity may move on.

The individual is responsible for that individual and for no other. It is the truth as we know it that no one can aid another except by being and witnessing that being as a channel for Love and Light. We ask you not to stress in your mind the fine lines of intellectual rationalization of Love. There will be in this illusion pain, loss, limitation—other negative effects. This is an illusion; there will be unequalness because there is harmony rather than unison on this density. Be you then prepared to show love and understanding in your gains and in your losses.

C asked: “I can’t see the death of someone else can be programmed [inaudible] as used as a lesson. This person was married. There was the death of the father on the day of the marriage. Just this week, their child was killed. Surely, we don’t program other’s death, or do they program [inaudible] I don’t understand how deaths at key times could happen to one person.” Latwii began by saying each entity comes with lessons to learn, and when those lessons are through, that entity no longer needs the heavy cloak of the physical being and is freed from it, so the living one who experiences deaths has not programmed death, but has programmed the lessons that such events may teach us, and these lessons may be learned by different kinds of losses, but it seems to be a strong lesson for the entity of whom you speak that loss will be met with fortitude and an understanding of the loss as a gain, for when the joy of the situation is seen, this lesson will have been learned, and then the entity may move on. Latwii continued by saying the individual is responsible for itself and for no other, for it is the truth that no one can aid another except by being and witnessing that being as a channel for Love and Light, so we ask you not to stress in your mind the fine lines of intellectual rationalization of Love, for there will be in this illusion pain, loss, and other negative effects, so this is an illusion, and there will be unequalness because there is harmony rather than unison on this density, so be prepared to show Love and understanding in your gains and in your losses. On July 23, 1989, Q’uo spoke about how we can become a channel for Love and Light,

The entity begins the incarnation forgetful entirely of all its good reasons for choosing this parent, that sibling, this situation, that relationship. Rather than wasting the time of pondering these things, we might suggest that it is an act of faith to trust that whatever is happening at the moment is what should be happening at the moment, and the only important thing is that you approach the moment with the resonance of eternity within your consciousness so that the mundane and grimy world cannot touch the Light being that you are, nor can it touch your ability to act as a channel for Love and Light to those who suffer in one way or another.

You and your higher self, before the incarnation, have chosen what in most cases is a difficult incarnational pattern. The reason for this is that each entity to whom we speak has the capacity to graduate to the fourth density, to accept more Love and more Light, and to live in a denser Light within this illusion, each of you. Nevertheless, each of you came first to serve, and then only secondarily to work upon the personal consciousness. This is a situation such as your Red Cross might answer in case of peril on a large scale.

May we answer you further?

C: Well, I hate to keep straining the channel. I know she’s tired. Then all events occur in a harmonious blend. Is it designed that these two particular entities work together to learn and grow? Was this designed for them to be together?

I am Latwii. One moment; we must scan. Yes, my brother, in this instance it was agreed between the two in both cases that this would occur and that nurturing would take place in its time. We see you are still not understanding the agreement was reached before the father incarnated. Time is not the same in all dimensions.

We fear that we must close at this time. The sound of snoring is heard in the room, and we feel that we perhaps are not being scintillating enough, so we shall greet those named S and R with joy and welcome them to our meeting and leave you in the creation of the Creator, the creation of Love and Light. I am known to you as Latwii. Adonai.

This morning I had an appointment with my new PCP, Dr. Alwan, who was helping me to find the cause for the pain and swelling in my left ankle because I have no idea what caused them. She ordered X-rays and gave me some pills to take for the next three weeks. Then I ran a couple of errands with my first stop being Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought two flats of pansies. Then I stopped in at Walgreen’s Drug Store to pick up a prescription for Mupirocin and an ankle brace that Dr. Alwan recommended.

This afternoon I changed out the sugar syrup in my two hummingbird feeders and the feeder in my neighbor’s yard across the street. Then I used my backpack blower to blow all of the leaves in the front yard into the parking area in along the street.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 28

Seek In All Places

Greetings in the consciousness of Christ. I am the Spirit of the consciousness of Christ in the vibration which comforts this instrument.

Many times it comes to each to move forward into the areas which have not been thought fruitful for contemplation. All areas of the transitory illusion which you call life are fruitful for considering, for all things are shot through with the illumination of the divine.

Very often it is in just those things which seem least fruitful that you will find the most efficient and conformable means of moving forward into a greater enlightenment in your search for the Light beyond Light, the Love beyond Love, and the life beyond measure. Consider, therefore, and let nothing be beneath your notice. Rejoice in all circumstances of mind, body, and spirit.

May the peace that Jesus came to bring, the peace that indwells all things, be perceived by you, now and always. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Latwii channeling comes from January 11, 1981:

(L channeling)

I am Laitos. And I greet you, my brothers, in the name of the Creator. We are pleased that you have chosen to take time away from your daily pursuits, from your happinesses and anguish, to contact us and share your love and attention with us. In return, my brothers, we hope to offer some advice, our Love and, hopefully, a glimpse into intentions for which the Creator placed you on your planet. Our small efforts are never equal to the task, yet we will try, my brothers, to meet your needs as far as we are able.

My brothers, at this time I would share with you a small story. At one time in the past of your planet, a man came from a small town in a poor country proclaiming that he was able to hear the words and the voice of a father who existed in another realm from his own physical, visible father. Naturally, his neighbors knew he was crazy, for this, they knew, was not the way the universe worked. Still the man persisted. He was very insistent. He claimed that his father, of all things, was everyone’s father and that, for this reason, everyone was brothers and sisters. Surely, my brothers, this was a calamity, for how could one hate or cheat or kill his own brother or sister? There was but one thing to do: the man must be silenced.

Many efforts were made to silence him. He was ridiculed, shamed, cursed, and eventually beaten. He was held as an object of derision before his own countrymen. His own relatives and even his friends, who had followed him and listened to him preach his madness through endless days and nights, finally saw the error of their ways and abandoned him. Still this fool would not desist and in disgust his countrymen killed him. Then, as if intent on making matters worse, he came back and continued his foolishness. By now his words, like a disease, had begun to spread. It was too late to check the infection and regrettably (or so it seemed to his countrymen) the disease was to continue and flourish until the situation exists as it does today, in which the foolishness of this man who claimed all to be his family, to be his brothers and his sisters, has become known—not believed—throughout his world.

My brothers, you probably wonder at the fact that we refer to this man as a fool and to his teachings as foolishness. Yet, my brothers, who but a fool could step out into oblivion and trust the truth to bear him up? Who but a fool would risk his earthly life in the belief that more existed than earthly life? And again, who but a fool would trust in an invisible father? My brothers, we of Laitos are thankful for your foolishness, for the universe is desperately short of such fools. We would encourage you to trust in your foolishness, to step out off of the precipice into space and rely upon your foolish belief that what is real will bear you up and sustain you and maintain your real life.

At this time, we would transfer our contact to another instrument. I am Laitos.

(Unknown channeling)

I am Laitos, and again I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. Yes, my friends, to make the leap of faith, as it has been called, to be the fool for the Creator, to seek what is most popularly known as foolishness instead of seeking personal power, and glory, and riches, this is indeed appreciated. For in your vibration, all of the signs point the other way if you can distract yourself enough. It is only when you have stopped distracting yourself with the things that people have made and the walls that people have put up against people that you can see the creation at work and the laws of the creation in practice, and thus have an inner feeling that to be a fool, to seek the truth, may have the most important basis of all in your thinking, that of an inner feeling of rightness.

We would add to you, my brothers, that it is most important as you unfold in the newness of your spiritual growth from day-to-day, that you refrain in the beginning from speaking with great detail about your path to others. For just as seedlings are fragile until they have taken root, so is the path that you take growing spiritually step-by-step. Each step is first taken with a very light treading of the foot, and gradually, as you put into practice what you have learned in meditation and in seeking, that step becomes firm, and you can push off from that onto the next. To avoid playing the hypocrite, which is never a desired role for a seeker, it is very precious to you to keep nurtured quietly and carefully, as a small plant in a hotbed, those new understandings into which you have come, those realizations which you have begun to understand and become one with.

Know that you are one of a great communion, a great fellowship of seekers, and that each positive thought, each positive deed, each prayer and meditation, is witnessed and emphasized by those who are tuned to that vibration of Love and Light. You have many helpers, and awareness of them will aid you in your own seeking. For as you are aware that they, in their, as you would call it, angelic presence, underscore and emphasize your own spiritual vibrations, you then can find a deeper and clearer level of meditation.

At this time, I would like to work briefly with the one known as C. I will condition this instrument and attempt to contact him by speaking a few words through him, if you will relax. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. We had a good contact with the one known as C, and wish to reassure him that all that lies between that feeling which he just experienced and channeling itself is simply the thought process whereby that instrument asks of himself whether the movements and feelings were coming from elsewhere or whether he was imagining them. Once that roadblock is removed; and analysis ceases; and you speak without thought, having tuned yourself to the proper spiritual vibration, you then will be able to perceive our contact.

We would like to work now with the one known as D, and give her some conditioning and a little healing from our sister, Nona. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

At this time we would work with the one known as N, if he would relax and request mentally that we be with him, and we will work with his conditioning and attempt to make ourselves known unto him in some way.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. I am Laitos. Now if the instrument known as Jim would accede to the service of being used as a channel at this time, we would like to close this message through him. I am Laitos.

(Jim channeling)

I am Laitos, and am with this instrument. We are very pleased to have been asked to join your meditation this evening. It is a rare privilege to be able to share our simple thoughts and perceptions with people who seek to know more of the truth of their reality. We of Laitos have experienced no truth greater than Love, the Love of the infinite Creator, for each entity, each particle of creation. And are we not all united as a family in Love, bound by our desire to speak, to know the Creator of us all? Each of you in your daily lives encounters the Creator in every endeavor in which you enter. Each moment the opportunity is made for you to travel yet one step closer to experiencing the Love of the Creator, for each moment holds a message, or it would not exist. The message, disguised in infinite ways, speaks the song of Love, the lesson of life. Listen closely, my brothers, for the Creator sings to you in each moment and speaks the infinite languages of life to your hearts. We of Laitos have heard this song and would share what we can of its melody and message with those of your people who desire to hear such music.

We would now leave this instrument and this group, as always, in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends.

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii. I am next on the cosmic hit parade tonight. I must step this vibration down for this instrument, if you will be patient. I… I… I… I am Latwii. I believe this is the most comfortable level for this instrument. We do apologize to this instrument. Somehow, we always overestimate the necessary vibration for contacting this instrument. She is somewhat sensitive to our vibration. We apologize. We think we just broke her high A.

We are very pleased to be here and have asked for the privilege of answering any questions that you may have at this time. As you know, that is our favorite thing to do as we are somewhat new to this game of speaking to your people, and it is difficult for us to know how to inspire you by telling you stories, facts, and other embroideries about Love because it is such a simple matter. We seem to do better with the questions, so if you would be so kind as to voice any that you may have at this time, we will be glad to answer them.

C: Last week a question came up after the meditation about—concerning Hatonn, what they are doing now or if they are still on a special mission or somewhere else—just exactly what they are up to these days.

I am Latwii. We will attempt to speak through this instrument, for this information is perfectly all right for you to know but somewhat different and she may have difficulty.

The vibration of Hatonn is working in a new pattern, which is not along any particular geographical frontier or area, for at this particular time the problem is, as it were, a kind of metastasized illness and exists in many parts of the Earth’s body. Therefore, the ones of Hatonn have tuned themselves to a certain energy of negativity and are working on the mass consciousness of that particular part of your planet’s entities. These entities include many which are, as this instrument would call them, the movers and the shakers. Thus, Hatonn has moved to the eighth, or final, or covering layer, or dimension of this particular octave, stretched itself until it covers the entire planet and is tuning in and attempting to ameliorate by love that particular vibration which is doing the most harm to your peoples. This is a vibration of thought, not of deed.

C asked: “Last week a question came up after the meditation about—concerning Hatonn, what they are doing now or if they are still on a special mission or somewhere else—just exactly what they are up to these days.” Latwii began by saying Hatonn is working in a new pattern, which is not along any particular geographical area, for at this time the problem is a kind of metastasized illness and exists in many parts of the Earth’s body, and those of Hatonn have tuned themselves to an energy of negativity and are working on the mass consciousness of that part of your planet’s entities, and these entities include many which are the movers and the shakers, so Hatonn has moved to the eighth dimension of this octave, stretched itself until it covers the entire planet and is tuning in and attempting to ameliorate by Love that vibration which is doing the most harm to your people, so this is a vibration of thought, not of deed. On April 22, 2023, Q’uo spoke of the nature of the mass consciousness on planet Earth:

Each is a part of the One Creator. Mother Earth is a part of the One Creator. Each of your children is a part of the One Creator. There is Love in every moment, the Love that created the universe around you and all entities within it. This Love may be intensified by your efforts, wherever you are located according to your intentions. Thus, there is every hope, by the Confederation of Planets in the Service of One Infinite Creator, that more and more people upon your planet, as you would call these entities, are willing and able to find the desire and the intention to utilize their connection with the One Creator and with the open heart of unconditional Love that is potentially within each entity.

As more and more people do this, there is a, shall we say, tipping point that is possible to move the mass consciousness, the potential social memory complex of planet Earth further and further along or into the fourth density of Love and understanding. This is a process which has been going on for many thousands of years upon your planet. The time, as you would call it, of the third-density experience is coming to a close.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: No, that’s fine. Thank you.

Latwii: Those of Hatonn have spent a great deal of energy working with certain entities and groups of entities, but we have not found this to be in any one case the appropriate action for this particular energy. Thus, the change of, shall we say, strategy attempting to make the best use of those of Hatonn’s special vibration, which is a very, very strong Love vibration, and which has had much experience with your Earth’s sphere.

Is there another question at this time?

L: Recently in meditation a new or special project was referred to concerning advanced communication. The impression I received was that our involvement was somehow necessary for this to be accomplished. Is my understanding of this correct, and, if so, how can we best facilitate the effort?

I am Latwii. I understand your question, my brother. Essentially you are correct. However, there are two completely different means of effecting such communication. One has already been used, and we have not found it satisfactory; that is, impressing those people who are sensitive to our message to arrange for the technology necessary to jam one broadcast and substitute another. This involves money, people, time, and can ultimately be ignored since the means of its being done by mere humans, as you would put it, can be discovered or, at least, surmised. The other way is for people, such as this group contains, to make available with all sincerity, and with as much humor as possible, the information of which they are the surest and with which they are the most comfortable. That is, of course, the information having to do with the basic philosophy and something about our basic reasons for working with your people.

Cosmology enters in, but we do not expect people to find cosmology an interesting way of being introduced to our message. Thus, the other way of aiding our ability to use your mass media is to make enough of an impression by your own creative efforts on the mass mind of the society in which you live that enough people desire to know more about not only the existence of our being but what message we might be bringing to you, that we could then, without infringing upon the free will of these peoples, feed small bits of information about Love and Light through these media. If people are not in the majority greatly desirous of this information, we would be infringing upon free will and we would not wish to do this. We are not, as you would call it, gods; we are your brothers and sisters, and what we have to say is only for your consideration, not for you to believe. What you believe must come from within.

L asked: “Recently in meditation a new or special project was referred to concerning advanced communication. The impression I received was that our involvement was somehow necessary for this to be accomplished. Is my understanding of this correct, and, if so, how can we best facilitate the effort?” Latwii began by saying you are correct, but there are two different means of affecting such communication, and one has already been used, but we have not found it satisfactory, and it is by impressing people who are sensitive to our message to arrange for the technology necessary to jam one broadcast and substitute another, so this involves money, people, time, and can be ignored since the means of its being done by people can be discovered or, at least, surmised, and the other way is for people, such as this group contains, to make available with all sincerity, and with as much humor as possible, the information of which they are the surest, and with which they are most comfortable, so that is the information having to do with the basic philosophy and something about our basic reasons for working with your people. Latwii went on to say cosmology enters in, but we do not expect people to find cosmology an interesting way of being introduced to our message, so the other way of aiding our ability to use your mass media is to make an impression, by your creative efforts on the mass mind of the society in which you live, that enough people desire to know more about not only the existence of our being but what message we might be bringing to you, that we could, without infringing upon the free will of these people, feed small bits of information about Love and Light through these media, but if people are not in the majority desirous of this information, we would be infringing upon free will, and we would not wish to do this, for we are not gods, but we are your brothers and sisters, and what we have to say is only for your consideration, not for you to believe, for what you believe must come from within. On October 9, 2005, Q’uo described the powerful nature of what we believe:

What you believe and how you believe it are not abstract things. They are powerful inputs that go down into every cell of your body. When you assume that your body, at the level of being fresh from the factory, shall we say, being newborn and completely free of the benefits of life on planet Earth within incarnation, is appropriate and correct, then you have established for yourself a default which you can trust.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: I would ask that you speak to me about the value of humor.

Latwii: My brother, the value of humor is a pale shadow of reality. Reality, as we understand it, is likened unto what this instrument would call an orgasm. That is, the basic ecstasy or joy of the universe. That is, the energy that is Love. It is existent in all levels of being. Laughter is one outward expression of the emotional state of what you may call orgasm. However, it would not be advisable for you to call it this during your working hours while speaking to your workmates, or they might think you a little strange. You must understand that this particular word is known clearly to you as a common human experience, whereas it has never been understood that laughter, when entered into totally and wholly rather than nervously or embarrassedly, is another form of the same energy. Laughter is available to all. Laughter is a healing, comforting, lovely energy and indeed is one of the most highly prized of all states of being. We find the universe to be full of the laughter—or the song—of joy.

L asked: “I would ask that you speak to me about the value of humor.” Then Latwii said the value of humor is a shadow of reality, for reality is like what Carla would call an orgasm, which is the basic ecstasy or joy of the universe, the energy that is Love, and it is exists in all levels of being because laughter is one outward expression of the emotional state of orgasm, but it would not be advisable for you to call it this during your working hours while speaking to your workmates, or they might think you a little strange, for you must understand that this word is known to you as a common human experience, whereas it has never been understood that laughter, when entered into wholly rather than embarrassedly, is another form of the same energy, so laughter is available to all, and it is a healing and lovely energy, so it is one of the most highly prized of all states of being, for we find the universe to be full of the laughter—or the song—of joy. On August 22, 1993, Q’uo describe the power of our laughter.

If you have difficulty feeling that laughter is holy, think back to the last time in which you laughed and laughed. Was there not a full feeling of receiving the expression of Love, forgiveness, and healing within the heart of that laughter? Laughter is the fire’s communication with the Earth as mercy is the rain’s communication with the Earth. Laughter first burns away pain, then it builds golden castles and offers to the joyous recipient the universe.

May we answer you further about this or have we simply hilariously confused you?

L: You explained it well to me. Thank you.

Latwii: We thank you, my brother. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

My brothers and sisters, we hope that we have been of service to you, and we hope that you find joy in your hearts and in your lives and in each other, for all of those things are the Creator. There is nothing outside the Creator. There is nowhere to trip or fall, to stumble or fear. You are in the universe of Love. Rejoice therefore. We shall rejoice with you. I am Latwii. I leave you in that Love and that Light of the infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends. Adonai.

This morning I was surprised to see that there was another raccoon in the Hava-Hart trap on the front porch. So, as I did yesterday, I decided to work on the latest of my Camelot Journal entries in order to be able to drive him to southern Indiana in the daylight, across the Ohio River, and then let him go in a rural area. When I got home, I discovered that the fountain was not running at all. After getting the netting opened and secured on nails, I cleaned the filters, and then I found that the tube that connects the pump to the fountain had come out of the pump. So, I used a box cutter to make 10 or 12 cuts of the duct tape on the tube so that I could pull it off and discard it. Then I dried the tube and the motor and put super glue on the end of the tube that goes into the motor. Then I taped the tube to the motor, put the motor back into the schemer, and plugged the motor into the power outlet. Now the fountain is working again, but I have more duct tape and super glue on my shopping list for future needs.

This afternoon I ran some errands with my first stop being at Kohl’s to buy a new pair of blue jeans. My next stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. My third stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I dropped off a prescription for Mupirocin and bought some super glue, duct tape, and note pads. My fourth stop was at Speedway Gas where I filled the gas tank on the Courtesy Car that Bachman Subaru loaned me while Stanley is being repaired. My last stop was at Backman Subaru to drop off the Courtesy Car and pick up another one because I had gotten a text asking me to do that this afternoon. They said that it will probably be sometime next week before I get Stanley back.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 22

Guard Your Thoughts With Love

I am the Spirit of all compassion, which speaks with the voice of Jesus the Christ to the needs of the world today. I greet my beloved brothers and sisters in Spirit in the consciousness which is divine Love.

You are surrounded by that Love. Each cell of the body acknowledges and dwells within that Love. All things are held in balance by divine Love: planets in their courses, blood in the veins, the breath in the body.

All that is left without the confines of the perfect and perfectly understood Love of Jesus the Christ is the free will of humankind. Therefore, your thoughts are not necessarily protected by the consciousness of Love.

Allow your thoughts, therefore, to dwell with those things which are full of Love: your own body, cell by cell; the creation about you, blade of grass by blade of grass. And Love itself may come to comfort you as your consciousness prays to the consciousness of divine Love.

May you be in prayer this day, for the Comforter is always with those who request it. In this surety and in this peace, we leave you, with blessings, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Latwii channeling is from January 4, 1981:

(L channeling)

I am Laitos: My brothers and sisters, it is a great pleasure for all of us to greet and be with so many of you. Often, we find that there are but few who would contact us. Often, we feel that our task is a difficult one and that our labors seem to go so often unrewarded and are even met with rejection. Therefore, perhaps you can understand the deep pleasure and satisfaction that we feel in receiving communication from so large a group. At this time, we would like to transfer the contact to another channel. I am Laitos.

(B channeling)

I am Laitos. I am now with this instrument. As always, it is a pleasure, as I would say. Often, my friends, it seems our efforts go unrewarded, but, my friends, when we see a group of people of this size dwelling into truth, it truly strengthens us. Now, my friends, for some of you who have not been here before may I ask why exactly are we here? Partial answers to that question being: by offering ourselves as a spiritual channel through which we are hoping to spread the knowledge of Love and its energy to those of you who are truly searching, my friends, but essentially we are speaking of at the spiritual growth of each one of you in this room. Now, at a later time, you will find through your explorations many chances to help others with questions, such as we help you. We are here, my friends, to spread the understanding of meditation through which you will find it easier to grow. I will now transfer this contact to another instrument. I am Laitos.

(Jim channeling)

I am Laitos, and am with this instrument, and we greet you all once again. As we were saying, our purpose for being among your people at this time has to do with providing a wider understanding of the concept of Love to your people. We have only limited means for being of this type of service, for we respect each individual’s rights, each individual’s free will choices, and many would not wish to hear the message which we bring or experience the means by which we communicate it. Therefore, though we wish to be of the most possible service, we are especially grateful to be asked to join the vibrations of groups such as this so that our means of sharing the Creator’s Love might be experienced by your people and so that we might learn more ways to express the infinite Love and understanding of the One who made us all, for are we not all children within that kingdom of creation?

Some have wandered from the “flock,” so to speak. Some have chosen, as is the right of each, to turn their backs upon the Creator for a while, so that individual expression in some area might be experienced. Each creation, each entity within the universe, makes a journey throughout their existence. This journey is a path of learning. Much may be learned in many fields. Much may be experienced at many times. The possibilities are infinite. Our purpose at this time is to offer the understanding that is the foundation of all learning, the learning eventually by each within creation that each is the Creator, that each has within the divine spark of the One who made us all. We seek to share our simple understanding of this basic fact with those of your people who wish to learn more of the secrets of their own existence.

Laitos wanted to share information about the Creator’s concept of Love. They began by saying our purpose for being among your people at this time has to do with providing a wider understanding of the concept of Love, but we have limited means for being of this type of service, for we respect each individual’s free will choices, and many would not wish to hear the message which we bring or experience the means by which we communicate it, and though we wish to be of the most service, we are grateful to be asked to join the vibrations of groups such as this so that our means of sharing the Creator’s Love might be experienced by your people, and so that we might learn more ways to express the infinite Love and understanding of the One who made us all, for are we not all children within that kingdom of creation? Laitos went on to say some have wandered from the “flock,” and some have chosen, as is the right of each, to turn their backs upon the Creator for a while, so that individual expression in some area might be experienced, for each creation, and each entity within the universe makes a journey throughout their existence, so this journey is a path of learning in many fields, and much may be experienced at many times, for the possibilities are infinite, so our purpose is to offer the understanding that is the foundation of all learning, the learning by each within creation that each is the Creator, so we seek to share our understanding of this fact with those of your people who wish to learn more of the secrets of their own existence. On December 14, 2019, Q’uo spoke of the nature of the concept of the Love of the Creator:

The holographic image so mentioned in this quote, is that which can be seen as the Logos, the Love that is the first product of Free Will that wishes to know Itself, the One Infinite Creator, then, uses the concept of Love, the ability to create, what is seen as a creation, many stars, many planets, many entities, many energies, all in motion, in a manner which reflects the potential apprehension of the Love, Light, and unity of the One Infinite Creator expressed in all of the creation. Then, the creation itself could be seen as the holograph, and each portion of the creation, be it a sun body, a planetary body, a mind/body/spirit complex, or any first or second density awarenesses, may be seen as portions of a holograph, each portion or iota containing the One Infinite Creator in its full power and being. All else is seen as the same, for the holograph is unified, there is nothing but the One Infinite Creator expressed in various frequencies of vibration, various forms of manifestation, various powers of energy, moving in synchronicity with all other powers in the One Infinite Creation, to form that which is the One Infinite Creation.

We would transfer this contact at this time. I am Laitos.

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos. Latwii is very impatient. We have asked her to wait while we work with this group a little while longer. We wish you to understand the utter simplicity in which we come. We do not have a complex story to tell. We speak one word and that is Love. The original Thought that created all that there is, is Love. This simple and consuming fire is the fire of creation, is the fire of change, of transformation, and of infinity. There is no end to Love. You may think of Love in many ways. There are many words for Love in many languages. And many different words have been used by your people to attempt to express the plenitude of the original Thought, for Love is all that there is.

Thus, we are not only your brothers and sisters, we and you are one for we are Love. Look into the face of the one next to you, my friends. You are seeing Love. Perhaps the mirror has been distorted. Perhaps sometimes the face next to yours does not know that it is a face of Love, but there is no consciousness that is not Love. There is a consciousness that touches each of you. One word for it is “Christ Consciousness.” Another word is Love. You may feel it personally as the touch of a loved one. Hand on your shoulder. Close. Near. Never away. You cannot flee from Love, You cannot be separated from Love. For you are love. Love is closer to you than your body. Each breath is farther from your being than is love. This is what we come to share. For we of the Confederation, of those in service to the infinite Creator, have one desire: to serve you by offering you the only information that is worthwhile. We will answer any question that you may have, but the simple truth is that all questions dissolve into a dying fall as they reach the ocean of infinite and all-encompassing Love.

Laitos continued to speak about the concept of Love. Laitos said we wish you to understand the simplicity in which we come, for we do not have a complex story to tell, so we speak one word, and that is Love since the original Thought that created all that there is, is Love, and this simple and consuming fire is the fire of creation, of transformation, and of infinity, for there is no end to Love, so you may think of Love in many ways, for there are many words for Love in many languages, and many different words have been used by your people to attempt to express the plenitude of the original Thought, for Love is all that there is. Laitos continued by saying

We are not only your brothers and sisters, we and you are one, for we are Love, so look into the face of the one next to you, and you are seeing Love, but perhaps the mirror has been distorted, and the face next to yours does not know that it is a face of Love, but there is no consciousness that is not Love because there is a consciousness that touches each of you, and one word for it is “Christ Consciousness,” and another word is Love, so you may feel it as the touch of a loved one, and you cannot flee from Love or be separated from Love, for you are Love that is closer to you than your body, and each breath is farther from your being than is Love, and this is what we come to share, for we of the Confederation in service to the infinite Creator have one desire: to serve you by offering you the only information that is worthwhile, so we will answer any question that you may have, but the truth is that all questions dissolve into a dying fall as they reach the ocean of infinite and all-encompassing Love. On August 14, 1983, Latwii described the nature of all-encompassing Love:

We are with each in meditation upon request and are most honored to be able to blend our vibrations at any time our presence is requested. We leave you now, my friends, in the all-encompassing Love, and the clear shining Light of the one infinite Creator which resides in each portion of your being and within all creation. We rejoice with you in the truth of our unity. Our blessings and peace be with you. We are known to you as those of Latwii

I would at this time pause and move among you. If you wish to feel our presence, please request it mentally and we will work with each of you. After a pause, my impatient sister will be glad to answer your questions. I am Laitos.

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii. I am very glad to be with you. We are stepping our energy down as usual. We keep forgetting about this instrument. Please be patient. That is better. It is a great privilege to be able to speak with each of you, and we were not in truth so impatient because we were enjoying Laitos. Also, because we feel that men’s lib is important we should add that there is a woman and a man here, and we are working together so that he should not be talking about sisters without mentioning brothers.

We of Latwii greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. It is a wonderful thing to be able to share this meditation with you and to let each of you feel a bit of the Light that we dwell in. We very much enjoy your vibration also. We come to offer ourselves in case you may have a question or two. Does anyone have a question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. There are two in the room who would like to ask questions, but they are somewhat shy. We would urge them to voice their questions or perhaps frame them more carefully mentally as we will be answering all night if we attempt to answer the general questions that are in your minds at this time. It would aid the group in general if you could voice them aloud. We would greatly appreciate it. Otherwise, we will have to take a flyer in general and hope to hit the main points.

Do you wish, my brothers, to ask a specific question at this time?

C: I have a question. I’m curious about what it’s like where you live and your relation to your environment. The people of the planet Earth have abused the Earth a lot, and a lot of us are concerned—don’t abuse it and try to love the Earth—and I just wonder what… if your planet, if you have to deal at all with abuse of your environment?

Latwii: I understand, my sister. Because we are answering you, we give you a different answer than others of the Confederation. Please understand that some of our members come from very different vibrations. Our situation is, however, as follows. We are our environment. We are a sun body as a community. The body of the sun being the male population of our sphere, the beams being what some call photon energy and what others call angelic energy. Thus, we live in a Light vibration and form our environment, which in your terms is a very simple one since our entire society radiates in Light and our, shall we say, families are products of the polarity between the compactness of the Light body and the great receptivity and expansiveness of, what you would perhaps call, a sunbeam. Thus, we perpetuate ourselves in a manner not understood by your scientists and this is true of many of your sun bodies.

Although we are not in your density, in our density what is perceived as heat in your density, does not exist. Unfortunately, beings such as yourself who have come to realize the oneness of being which they share with their planetary sphere, you are in a vibration in which you are encased in a heavy chemical vehicle. You cannot hear the flowers and the trees speak nor understand the song of the wind. And it is not apparent to many of your peoples that each part of the creation of the Creator that exists upon your planet dwells in service. Thus, as you attempt to be of service to the planetary sphere that aided you in living, it is difficult for you to see with calmness and peace the great abuse of others.

C asked: “I’m curious about what it’s like where you live and your relation to your environment.” Latwii began by saying because we are answering you, we give you a different answer than others of the Confederation, so understand that some of our members come from different vibrations, and our situation is that we are our environment, a sun body as a community with the body of the sun being the male population of our sphere, and the beams being angelic energy, so we live in a Light vibration and form our environment which is a simple one since our society radiates in Light and our families are products of the polarity between the compactness of the Light body and the receptivity and expansiveness of a sunbeam, so we perpetuate ourselves in a manner not understood by your scientists, and this is true of many of your sun bodies. Latwii went on to say we are not in your density, for in our density what is perceived as heat in your density does not exist, but beings such as you who realize the oneness of being which they share with their planetary sphere, you are in a vibration in which you live in a heavy chemical vehicle, so you cannot hear the flowers and the trees speak nor understand the song of the wind, and it is not apparent to many of your people that each part of the creation of the Creator that exists upon your planet dwells in service, so as you attempt to be of service to the planetary sphere that aided you in living, it is difficult for you to see with calmness the great abuse of others. On February 28, 1996, Q’uo spoke of the nature of the Light body:

Though there are few instruments within your third-density illusion that could measure any physical qualities of the Light body of fifth density there would be, to the most sensitive, some small register of that which could be called matter, or could be called energy within a field.

However, the Light body is indeed constructed of that which is Light and can be manipulated in any fashion that an entity of fifth density or above desires, for it is the ability of Light to be formed in such and such a fashion that allows the creation to exist, and as an entity moves into more and more harmony with the unity of all creation there comes the ability to be co-Creator and to move into the Light, and become the Light, and form the Light as the will directs.

However, my sister, that’s the third density for you. That’s, unfortunately, the way it is. People will, because of a lack of ability to feel the connections between their body and their minds, their minds and the Earth, their minds and the minds of each other and so forth, you will see abuses going on of all types. People abusing their own body by feeding them improperly, people abusing the Earth by using it improperly, people abusing each other by failing to see clearly the face of Love in each entity.

So be it, my sister, that you yourself do what you can, feel what you can, love as best you can, is a great deal in the third density. To do this is to exceed understanding and move into the area of Love. To do this is an exercise in what you may call faith, for in an environment where not everyone lives in this wise, this becomes a matter of choice. Thus, you have your choice, you have your understanding, you have your lesson, and the rest of the world must have its also. To deal with your own is truly your service.

Latwii went on to say that’s the third density, and that’s the way it is, and people will, because of a lack of ability to feel the connections between their body and their minds, their minds and the Earth, their minds and the minds of each other, see abuses of all types going on such as people abusing their own body by feeding them improperly, people abusing the Earth by using it improperly, people abusing each other by failing to see clearly the face of Love in each entity. Latwii continued by saying, so do what you can, feel what you can, love as best you can because this is a great deal in the third density, for to do this is to exceed understanding and move into the area of Love, and this is an exercise in faith, for in an environment where not everyone lives in this way, this becomes a matter of choice, so you have your choice, your understanding, your lesson, and the rest of the world must have its also, and to deal with your own is truly your service. On March 29, 1981, Hatonn described the many ways we may partake in a matter of choice:

Yes, my friends, it is very simple, this thing which you call life. It is simply a matter of choice. A matter of knowing which direction you wish to point your life. Do you wish to see Love? Do you wish to experience the Love of the Creator? Do you wish to express this Love each moment of your life? Do you wish to experience the fullness and the oneness of the Creator all about you? It is a simple choice. A choice which we of Hatonn hope that we are able to aid you in some small way by the presentation of our variety of a simple message, the message of Love, the message of understanding that all is the Creator; that you are the Creator. That you have the Love of the Creator available each moment, each day of your lives, and this Love may be the energy upon which you draw to express your life in any way. We hope through these simple communications that we are able to share some small spark of this infinite Light and Love which is available at all times to all creatures in the creation of the Creator.

May we answer you further, my sister?

C: No, I don’t think so. Thank you.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

K: Do you have information about the coming conjunction of the planets in our solar system and ways that we [inaudible] or be wise to perhaps steel ourselves…

I am Latwii, and I am sending this instrument probabilities, for you must understand that the only area of which we can be certain is the area of the immediate nowness. The consciousness of each of you upon the planet determines the future, thus we cannot give you certainty. However, the Jupiter Effect, as it has been called by your scientists, promises to be somewhat of a strain for your Earth’s crust. What is unclear to us is the state of your planet prior to this, for as has been the case all too often in the past few months, it is not clear to us whether or not your people are attempting to alter certain configurations of your planet due to nuclear war.

The Jupiter Effect has nothing on nuclear war. Thus, we are, as always, asking each of you to remember in your meditation the cause of peace and to offer up your own visualization of a world at peace. The danger, you understand, does not seem to be immediate, however there are several probabilities that do not look particularly good. As to the 1982 probabilities of Earth changes and your wisdom in, as you say, steeling yourself for them, we may say that whatever you feel to do is correct for you, or as this instrument would say, choose your poison. It is very noteworthy and praiseworthy for those of you who have the feelings to do so to prepare for difficulty, having to do with the transportation of food and other of your merchant services by forming self-sufficient households and communities. This will be helpful to you, not only during this time but into the future for some time, for this area does not look to be an early victim of Earth changes, however it will not last forever and you may simply look to your conscience and your heart for you will be guided to do what you feel is best.

K asked: “Do you have information about the coming conjunction of the planets in our solar system and ways that we [inaudible] or be wise to perhaps steel ourselves…” Latwii began by saying you must understand that the only area of which we can be certain is the area of the present moment, for the consciousness of each of you upon the planet determines the future, and we cannot give you certainty, but the Jupiter Effect promises to be a strain for your Earth’s crust, and what is unclear to us is the state of your planet prior to this, for as has been the case in the past few months, it is not clear to us whether or not your people are attempting to alter certain configurations of your planet due to nuclear war. Then Latwii said the Jupiter Effect has nothing on nuclear war, so we ask you to remember in your meditation the cause of peace and to offer up your own visualization of a world at peace, but the danger does not seem to be immediate, but there are probabilities that do not look good, so as to the 1982 probabilities of Earth changes and your wisdom in preparing yourself for them, we say that whatever you feel to do is correct for you, or as Carla would say, choose your poison, for it is praiseworthy for those of you who have the feelings to do so to prepare for difficulty having to do with the transportation of food and other of your merchant services by forming self-sufficient households and communities because this will be helpful to you, not only during this time but into the future, for this area does not look to be an early victim of Earth changes, but it will not last forever, and you may look to your conscience and your heart, for you will be guided to do what you feel is best. In 33.12, Ra speaks about Earth changes as being random:

Firstly, the planetary catastrophes, as you may call them, are a symptom of the difficult harvest rather than a consciously programmed catalyst for harvest. Thus, we do not concern ourselves with it, for it is random in respect to conscious catalyst such as we may make available.

The second portion is this: the results of the random catalyst of what you call the Earth changes are also random. Thus, we may see probability/possibility vortices going towards positive and negative. However, it will be as it will be. The true opportunities for conscious catalyst are not a function of the Earth changes but of the result of the seniority system of incarnations which at the time of the harvest has placed in incarnation those whose chances of using life experiences to become harvestable are the best.

Some will not feel the need to make preparation to survive and will instead find their survival due to the law which states that no shepherd shall be without his staff. It is those who follow the Kingdom who then have all else added unto them. We would like to encourage you, therefore, not to do one thing or the other, not to homestead or not to homestead, but instead listen to your heart and seek the wisdom of the spirit in meditation. The answers for you have been programmed from your, shall we say, higher self. And you have access to information about your decisions as they occur as it is needed if you but have patience to seek the Creator, to tabernacle with Its presence on a regular basis. Each has free will and you, my brother, are free. Thus, we can only say to you it is quite feasible to prepare for Earth changes and sensible and is certainly a suitable and appropriate action if it is what your heart tells you to do. Wherever you are you will have the opportunity to be of service, and we know that you will find that a blessing.

Latwii continued by saying some will not feel the need to make preparation to survive and will instead find their survival due to the law which states that no shepherd shall be without their staff, and it is those who follow the Kingdom who then have all else added unto them, so we would like to encourage you to homestead or not to homestead, but instead listen to your heart and seek the wisdom of the spirit in meditation, for the answers for you have been programmed from your higher self, and you have access to information about your decisions as they occur as it is needed if you have patience to seek to tabernacle with the Creator’s presence on a regular basis, for each has free will, and you are free, and we can say to you it is feasible to prepare for Earth changes and an appropriate action if it is what your heart tells you to do, for wherever you are you will have the opportunity to be of service, and we know that you will find that a blessing. On October 13, 2019, Q’uo spoke of how we may listen to what our heart tells us to do:

However, if you wish, you may also look within your own heart at the level of the intuitive comprehension of the appropriateness of being of service to others when your heart tells you the moment is right for the sharing of that which is yours to share. Your intuitive nature is that which connects your conscious mind to your unconscious mind, and furthermore, connects you to the greater mind of the racial mind, the planetary mind, and the cosmic mind, so that you are resourcing the deeper levels of intelligence that are yours to call upon in any moment of doubt or possible sharing of that which is yours to share.

May we answer you further, my brother?

K: No, thank you.

Latwii: We thank you also. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. We will speak for a short time, winging it, as it were, and attempting to touch on the basis of an unspoken question which is within this group. When we attempt to speak of who we are, it is a confusing thing, for we are in fact a vibration communicating through the mind of this instrument. We are, in your density, quite insubstantial. To attempt to give you our origin is very impractical and would be an occasion for general hilarity among this group due to this instrument’s total lack of geographical sense. We do not lay any emphasis upon who we are but ask you only to consider us as messengers bringing certain information for your consideration and discrimination, urging you always to use your powers of discrimination to take that which we say which may be of use and to toss away the rest without a second thought. We are not infallible. We are your brothers and sisters. We see a bit further than you do. We are somewhat more displaced from, as this instrument would say, some of the more difficult games that your people are involved in. We are not bound by so many restrictions, but we are brothers and sisters because we share consciousness and that, my friends, is a gift of the One Who is All. We as a Confederation have been with you for many thousands of years. We have attempted to serve you, protect you and to nurture you. There are special reasons for our being here at this time which the questioner already knows, but our relationship to all that our brother has learned is very simple. We are not…

Now Latwii was speaking to an unasked question about the nature of their being. Latwii began by saying when we attempt to speak of who we are, it is a confusing thing, for we are a vibration communicating through the mind of Carla, and we are, in your density, quite insubstantial, so to give you our origin is impractical and would be an occasion for hilarity among this group due to Carla’s lack of geographical sense, for we do not lay any emphasis upon who we are but ask you to consider us as messengers bringing information for your consideration, urging you to use your powers of discrimination to take that which we say which may be of use and to toss away the rest without a second thought, for we are not infallible, and we are your brothers and sisters, but we see a bit further than you do, so we are more displaced from some of the difficult games that your people are involved in, but we are not bound by many restrictions, for we are brothers and sisters because we share consciousness, and that is a gift of the One Who is All, so we as a Confederation have been with you for many thousands of years, and we have attempted to serve you and to nurture you, for there are special reasons for our being here at this time which the questioner already knows, but our relationship to all that our brother has learned is simple. On February 16, 1986, Latwii reminded us that they are our brothers and sisters:

We hope that you will remember that we are but your brothers and sisters upon the same journey which you find yourselves and are most fallible as well. Take that which has value in your own seeking and leave that which we have spoken which does not ring true. We thank you for allowing us to join you this evening. We shall look forward with great glee and joy to our future experiences with this group. We are always happy to be called to your midst and rejoice with you in your songs, in your words, and in the love which each brings to the other. We are those of Latwii. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

[Tape ends.]

This morning Elaine, Nili, and I took a tour of my pet cemetery, fish pond, flowers around the pond, Dahlias in the Sun Mandala, the Gazebo, the flowers in the back yard, and the flowers in the Ruins Mound.

This afternoon Elaine and I went to the Yew Dell Gardens outside of Crestwood and enjoyed the many flowers, bushes, trees, the Fairy Garden, the young musicians in the School of Rock, and the amazing stone buildings with beautiful views on all sides of them.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 26

Terror And Change

I am the wind and fire of Spirit, and I greet you in the full consciousness of the Love of Jesus the Christ.

Terror and change sweep across the human scene day after day and year after year. To the eye of the keen observer, it is apparent that the forces called Apocalypse move ever within the divine stew of Earth and Heaven. Each moment, crises of the life and death of the body, mind, and spirit are marching in relentless step. And the tender consciousness filled with the Spirit of Love and reconciliation aches and yearns to heal the ever-flowing waters polluted by negativity.

Turn away from the human scene, seekers of Love and service, and gaze steadily upon the inner desire to know and serve the Lord of all. No one can pray for every hurtful thing which meets the awareness, for sins and errors are numberless. Yet in the turning to silent tabernacling with the highest are all things brought into the environs of Love and peace within the consciousness. Thus, pray not for things, not for results, but for the presence of Christ which will then heal all things.

We leave you within the watchtower of silence and prayer. Peace be with you now and always. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Latwii channeling is from December 28, 1980:

Carla channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. Please be patient while we step the energy down for this instrument, as usual. She is more sensitive than the one we were attempting to reach known as L.

I am with this instrument. I am Latwii. We have a more comfortable contact for the instrument now. May we say to you how glad we are to welcome each of you to the group this evening, and especially those that have been absent for a little while, such as the one known as Jim. We thank each of you for the privilege of sharing our meditation, for we in the Confederation in Service to the Infinite Creator are here only to be the mirrors wherein you find your own soul’s wisdom. And it is only by your invitation that we may be with you. We greet you in Love and in Light.

The Light of this particular time of the year is so bright that it is harsh to many of your people, and there are many among your people at this particular time in the cycle that will leave this incarnation and pass on to other things. There are others who are very unhappy or sick or sick at heart or uncertain in many ways. If you are among the fortunate who have been caught up in the joy of this particular celebration which you call Christmas, may we ask your especial meditation and sending of Light to those about you whom you may or may not know, for there are so many that it is necessary at this time that they be helped if at all possible for you to do so. Simply share the Creator with them by holding the Love and the Light of the Creator in your heart and releasing it to the world’s use. This is all you need to do. You do not need to know details.

We say to you, my friends, you are under the earth. This is your time of growing, of knowing and realizing who you are. This is, in your cycle of what this instrument would call seasons, the winter, the quiet time. Therefore, my friends, bring quiet to your souls as they rest in the darkness of the Earth, gathering the strength to move and to blossom in season. This is the time to be patient with yourself. This is the time to feel the Light within rather than looking for the Light without. This is the seed time.

This session Latwii wanted to talk to the group about the Creator’s Light and how it affects our spiritual journey. They began by saying the Light of this time of the year is so bright that it is harsh to many of your people, and there are many among your people at this time in the cycle that will leave this incarnation and pass on to other things, and there are others who are unhappy, or sick at heart, or uncertain in many ways, so if you are among the fortunate who have been caught up in the joy of the celebration of Christmas, may we ask your special meditation and your sending of Light to those about you whom you may or may not know, for there are many that it is necessary at this time that they be helped if at all possible for you to do, so share the Creator with them by holding the Love and the Light of the Creator in your heart and releasing it to the world’s use, for this is all you need to do, and you do not need to know the details. Latwii went on to say that you are under the earth, for this is your time of growing and realizing who you are, and this is, in your cycle of what Carla would call seasons, the winter, the quiet time, so bring quiet to your souls as they rest in the darkness of the Earth, gathering the strength to blossom in season because this is the time to be patient with yourself and to feel the Light within rather than looking for the Light without, for this is the seed time. On April 27, 2024, Q’uo said that we are our higher self and the One Creator as well:

At this time, you are unaware that that quality which is the higher self is you, for the higher self is a greater portion of who you are. You are all things, the higher self and the One Creator as well. However, the higher self is more like the teacher in the school room, where you, in the incarnate state, are a student. And as you ask the higher self for more questions about your journey, then sometimes they are answered through your higher self, or your guides that might communicate via your intuition, your hunches, those thoughts that come to you, shall we say, out of the blue; and yet, it’s not out of the blue, but it is out of you, for you are one with these sources of information, and you are expanding your own experience of yourself when you make contact with these guides, your higher self, and others within the inner planes that are aware of you and are attracted to you by the way you seek on your spiritual path.

You may look at this Earth time as a prison, for indeed it is not a time wherein your being can make the transformations of color and harmony that it will make in its season. However, my friends, you have the key to that prison and that key once used opens the door to more color and more harmony than you shall ever experience as manifestation. As you meditate in your seed time, as you discover the Love that is your essence, realize the source of that Love, the original Thought that created that Love, and revel in the harmony and the beauty and the blooming of that reality. Your manifestations can only occur in as much fullness as you prepare for at this time by the strength and the solidarity with which you ground yourself in your own being.

Latwii went on to say you may look at this Earth time as a prison, for it is not a time where your being can make the transformations of color and harmony that it will make in its season, but you have the key to that prison which opens the door to more color and more harmony than you shall ever experience as manifestation, and as you meditate and discover the Love that is your essence, realize the source of that Love, the original Thought that created that Love, and revel in the harmony and the beauty of that reality, for your manifestations can only occur in as much fullness as you prepare for at this time by the strength with which you ground yourself in your own being. On November 5, 1981, Laitos described the nature of our own being:

That is, that you be ever mindful that you are the Creator, that the healing energy, the Love and the Light of the Creator resides within your being, that you look upon yourself with humility, with love, and with the openness to this experience which you shall undergo and see the energies about you moving smoothly through your physical vehicles, through your mental vehicle, and through your spiritual vehicle, so that your entire being becomes as a channel for the energy which shall heal your vehicles on each level as you open your being to this energy.

Remind yourself daily, even moment-by-moment, my sister, that you are the Creator. That when you seek for healing, for wisdom, for Love, that each of these attributes and energies may be found within your own being. To remind yourself that you are the Creator is to develop the respect for your own being that will allow each of your vehicles to be attended to by your own efforts.

I will transfer at this time. You will have to pardon the slight pause while we again step up the energy. I am Latwii.

(L channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you [inaudible]. It is often said [inaudible] will receive yet how often do we find that the object of our desires is rarely as attractive as it was in our imagination. So it is, my friends, with many of the desires of the heart. Often, we [inaudible] thinking we know where it leads us. With all our hearts desiring an end, yet once we’ve achieved it and followed the path to its conclusion [inaudible] for our desires [inaudible]. My friends, the path has no [inaudible] and like the universe goes on, and on, and on, and on [inaudible] that the prayer of your hearts be not for ends but for growth, not for sights but for Lights, not for [inaudible] but for strength, for of such is the road to the kingdom constructed [inaudible].

[Inaudible] any questions at this time [inaudible].

[Pause]

Hatonn: My friends, I would share with you a simple thought at this time. My friends, it has been said to you, and I will say again the Light of the universe goes on, and on, and on, and on. We of Hatonn realize that this is confusing yet is important that you understand the importance of meditation on this message. We of Hatonn realize that you find little of value upon your first examination of this message, yet we would encourage you [inaudible] further meditation [inaudible] your understanding [inaudible] the Love and Light of the Creator. Adonai, my friends [inaudible]. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

[Chanting]

Ami-Ra. [another name for Jesus]

I greet you, my children, in the name of my Father. I lift up my heart to you, for are you not of my Father? This little one through whom I speak calls herself by my name. My children, it is not necessary for I Am, and you are of my Father. I ask you to husband the creation in which you walk your ways this day, and to wait the precious gift of your love as it wakes toward the Kingdom of Love. And shall you not go where you have sought to go? Yea, you shall. I am with you as my Father is with you. As I am called, I speak. For there is no time. I Am always, and you with me are part of that which is always. Thank you, my children, for thinking of me and requesting my vibration. Yours are as pleasing to me as the sweetest flowers, for are you not my Father? Peace to you, my children.

Carla: There’s somebody else in the room. Did anyone request Nona? C, you don’t feel it, do you? I do. OK.

(Carla channeling)

[Carla channels a song from Nona until the end of the tape.]

This morning I arranged the chairs in the living room for the public channeling session that will be held this afternoon.

This afternoon we had our public channeling meditation with nine attendees and three instruments. After the round robin where each person shared from their heart what was most important recently in their spiritual journey, the channeling began with some of the questions being about how to move forward on one’s spiritual journey if there were significant problems with their body, how to work with dreams, and how telepathy work on traveling the spiritual path. The conversations continued after the channeling session where everyone continued the connections that were made in the round robin and in Q’uo’s answers to the questions.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 25

Remain Still And Receptive

I am the Spirit of the full consciousness of Love.

I greet you in the name of Jesus the Christ, the great bearer and expression of the full consciousness of Love, which is the Logos which guides and governs the development of all things and which is also the end and purpose of all things. I ask you this day to sit quietly long enough to experience the divine peace and the life-giving Love that is everywhere in the atmosphere around you. It comes to you in the song of birds, the whistling of the wind, the rays of the sun, and the gentle rhythms of household and nature.

Remain still and receptive until your cup of Love is full, full to overflowing. Then may you become a leaven for those who see not Love, by smile and word expressing Love and peace. Then may you become a servant of Love.

We leave you in the love and peace of Jesus the Christ, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and got myself ready for the day the Hatonn channeling today comes from December 14, 1980. (Second Session)

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We who are in the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator can never thank you enough for making yourselves available to us, so that we may share our thoughts with you.

We trust that some of the events that have transpired for you in the past days have enabled you to feel more subjectively assured of our presence, but we would wish to say at this time that it is supremely unimportant to us whether the issue of our objective reality is ever resolved, for the simple reason that we are here to share the information that we have concerning Love and Light which Love creates. Thus, we ourselves have no attachment to making your people aware of our presence. We have in the past attempted to do this in a much more open manner, and have found the results to be extremely unsatisfactory. Thus, we remain elusive, but we will continue with our small hints and notices of our being, as before.

We ask you now to become fully aware of your physical vehicle, and to realize that you sail within this combination of chemicals forming the complex of muscles, and bone, and nerves, and other types of cells. You sail this as you would a ship from port to port along many a stormy sea, and you behold many and wondrous things with your physical eyes. Consider, my friends, all the wonders that you have seen on this very day and perhaps may have taken somewhat for granted. Reach down into what you know of the universe, what is known by your science at this time, the vibrations that are called matter. Each leaf, my friends, that whirls in the wind, each tiny increment that in totality gives you a momentary scene as you move along one of your roadways or gaze from the window of your domicile, is a creation of an infinity of infinitesimally small parts. The physical vehicle in which you move is itself miraculous, each muscle and tendon moving in obedience to your wishes, the biocomputer, as this instrument would call it, processing information, sorting, distributing, remembering, retrieving that information as needed.

Hatonn began this session by saying that they were here to share the concepts of Love and Light. They began by saying we trust that some of the events that have transpired for you in the past days have enabled you to feel more assured of our presence, but we say that it is unimportant to us whether the issue of our objective reality is ever resolved, for the reason that we are here is to share information that we have concerning our objective reality which Love creates, and we have no attachment to making your people aware of our presence, so we have in the past attempted to do this in a more open manner, and we have found the results to be unsatisfactory, so we remain elusive, but we will continue with our hints and notices of our being. Then Hatonn said we ask you to become aware of your body and to realize that you sail within this combination of chemicals forming the complex of muscles, bone, nerves, and other types of cells because you sail this as you would a ship from port to port along many stormy seas, and you behold wondrous things with your eyes, so consider all the wonders that you have seen on this day which you may have taken for granted, so reach down into the universe, what is known by science at this time as the vibrations of matter, for each leaf that whirls in the wind gives you a brief scene, as you move along your roadways or gaze from the window of your home, that is a creation of an infinity of small parts, and the body in which you move is miraculous, each muscle and tendon moving in obedience to your wishes, the brain processing information and retrieving that information as needed. On August 22, 1982, Latwii spoke about the nature of Love and Light:

Indeed, my sister, as you are aware, the entire creation is alive, and as you move within this creation you interact with it on levels which are only dimly perceptible to your five senses. As you move throughout your life within this illusion, the web of energy which is the essence of your being and which is fed by the configuration of your mind, as you think and as you be, is that interaction which is noticed and responded to by each portion of the creation through which you move. There are times when an entity such as yourself may for a moment remove unconsciously all blockages from the energy centers or plexi and allow an interaction with the creation which is quite ecstatic in that the very power of being is for that moment experienced. Indeed, my sister, the entire creation nourishes you and feeds you with the Love and Light of the one Creator at all times when a certain stimulus such as the beauty of the setting sun, or the grandeur of mountains, forests, and rushing rivers, and opens your centers of energy, and for that moment you experience a truer picture of the nature of your illusion and the interaction of its portions.

Consider the food that you have eaten this day, my friends: whence came it? In what earth did it grow? What hands harvested it, shipped it, unpacked it, prepared it, and served it to you? What a miraculous chain of love and service exists that you may eat. Consider your relationships, my friends, the kindnesses that you do, and those that are done to you. Are these not miracles also, my friends? And yet how many have said this day, “What a rainy day! What a terrible day!” My friends, we ask you not to waste one moment; never lose sight of the fact that you are doing the impossible. You are aware in such a complex fashion of so many things in such an infinite creation filled with such beauty that it simply seems impossible. And yet, my friends, we say again, it is simple, it is Love, and it is one. To understand this paradox is to understand enough to become silent.

Hatonn went on to say consider the food that you have eaten this day: “Whence came it? In what earth did it grow? What hands harvested it, shipped it, unpacked it, prepared it, and served it to you?” Then Hatonn said that a miraculous chain of Love and service exists that you may eat, so consider your relationships, the kindnesses that you do, and those that are done to you, for are these not miracles also? So, Hatonn said how many have said this day, “What a rainy day! What a terrible day!” And we ask you not to waste one moment, and never lose sight of the fact that you are doing the impossible, for you are aware of many things in an infinite creation filled with such beauty that it seems impossible, but we say again it is Love, and it is One, so to understand this paradox is to understand enough to become silent. On September 24, 1995, Q’uo described how we can do the impossible:

However, because the illusion is thick, and because there is the veil drawn between the conscious mind and the unconscious mind many times it seems impossible to embrace that which is occurring, even though the deep mind does indeed embrace this seemingly negative situation. The task of the seeker is simply to place the self within the fire and allow the catalyst to burn away that pride of self which suggests that who desires knows the way to purify desire. You have within you the capacity for great faith, and we may suggest that one way to exercise this capacity and so enlarge it is to reflect, when faced with that which one does not desire, with the quiet mind which is willing to open the hand and say “Here is all I feel. Teach me what is the pure desire and what is the husk and chaff of pride.”

We will pause for a moment in meditation to share with you, and then we will transfer to the other instrument. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn, and I greet you again in the Love of our Creator. We have shared many thoughts with you in the past but now we are able to share more than simple thoughts. Now we are able to share our minds, our Love, and our compassion because we have learned much of your race and of your hearts. We of Hatonn are of oneness with you in that we share many of your experiences as we watch you day by day, [inaudible] and follow you as your day passes and your hearts surge with love for one another [inaudible] as one of you as treats another one of you. There are times when we feel that we do not deserve this honor that the Creator has bestowed upon us, much more than our simple minds and hearts are worthy of, for we of Hatonn have never experienced many of the complex emotions that you take for granted because they have always been a part of your life. We have recently learned that this is a part of our lesson, that we of Hatonn are to grow from our contact with your race, not only through service but because of that service we of Hatonn, in helping you in our meager fashion, have learned and grown in our perceptions of emotions.

This may not seem to be a great gift to you of the Earth, but for us it is equivalent to a person from Earth suddenly going from being color-blind to perceiving color. We are overjoyed at the depth of emotion that we can now perceive and experience and this, my brothers, we owe to you. It is true that perceiving the depths of emotion such as feeling disheartened, frustrated, heartbroken, jealous, envy, greed, and many of the other feelings, are emotions that you often term and sense as not pleasant. Yet we learn from these as well, for now we can empathize even with the greedy who perceive property as not yet theirs, or the glutton who sees the meal. In its own way, each of these emotions is merely a convolution or defective form of Love, and we are able to perceive the crystal teardrop of Love within the experience or emotion, and are able to rejoice in that feeling.

Hatonn continued by saying we are of oneness with you in that we share many of your experiences as we watch you day by day, [inaudible] and follow you as your day passes, and your hearts surge with love for one another [inaudible] as one of you as you treat another one of you, and there are times when we feel that we do not deserve this honor that the Creator has bestowed upon us, much more than our simple minds and hearts are worthy of, for we have never experienced many of the complex emotions that you take for granted because they have always been a part of your life, but we recently learned that this is a part of our lesson, that we of Hatonn are to grow from our contact with your race, not only through service but because of that service we have learned and grown in our perceptions of emotions. Hatonn continued by saying this may not be a great gift to you of the Earth, but for us it is equivalent to a person from Earth suddenly going from being color-blind to perceiving color, so we are overjoyed at the depth of emotion that we can now experience, and this we owe to you, for it is true that perceiving the depths of emotion such as feeling heartbroken, jealous, and greed are emotions that you often sense as not pleasant, yet we learn from these as well, for now we can empathize with the greedy who perceive property as not yet theirs, or the glutton who sees the meal, and in its own way each of these emotions is a defective form of Love, and we are able to perceive the crystal teardrop of Love within the emotion, and are able to rejoice in that feeling. On May 24, 2008, Q’uo described the value of our working with our emotions:

The emotions are often given far less respect than they deserve, and this is because they are not seen for the deep, running rivers that they are, but rather are seen as somewhat troublesome hindrances to a calm and orderly life.

We would use the analogy of cooking here and compare the way most entities allow their emotions to run to “fast food.” It is easy to get, it is easily eaten, and there is not much nourishment in the food. And so, it is with surface emotions. Like rain on hardpan, it is difficult for the emotions to offer any good information or go anywhere. They just hit the consciousness and bounce off and, indeed, do seem quite excessive sometimes.

However, if a chef with great love for the food takes the same ingredients that are in fast food and prepares them carefully and with love, those same ingredients yield much more nourishment. And so, it is with emotions. Surface emotions are usually quite impure. However, when one can abide with one’s feelings and observe them as though they were guests coming to tea, offering them hospitality and courtesy, sitting with them and listening to them, then the emotions have found respect and honor. And this allows them to go deeper, interconnecting the surface self with the deepest part of the roots of consciousness. For this is what emotions eventually become if they are allowed to go through the process of purification.

There is beauty to each emotion when it has been purified, and it is pure feeling with no distortion. Thus, we would say that instead of looking at emotions as something to work around, the one who seeks clarity needs to spend time honoring the emotions that seem so inconvenient and excessive. Physically taking the time to process emotions is very helpful. Emotions call to you and when you can answer by sitting with these guests that are speaking to you in certain colors, then those colors gradually lose the muddy characteristics of surface emotions and become more and more clear.

And when we of Hatonn are able, through your hearts and eyes, through your tears and your touch, to experience that which you call love, our joy is boundless. To feel enthralled with a beautiful day, to worship from afar a wonderful person, to respect, to share, to regret a parting with the comforting knowledge of an imminent sharing, all of these we perceive through your eyes and hearts, and through our perception have grown boundlessly in our ability to appreciate the universe and our Creator as given us, and to appreciate in boundless gratitude our Creator. We wish to express to you our infinite Love for you, our teachers, and our regret, for we can find no way in which our puny efforts can begin to offer repayment for the beauty you have shared with us. We love you, and you are our brothers and sisters. Our world and our lives are enriched from the experience of knowing you. We of Hatonn would thank you for [inaudible] and for accepting our feeble efforts of help in spit of our lack of experience. May our Creator bless you with many wonders and may you find your way into the heart of our Creator of Love.

Now Hatonn said when we are able, through your hearts and eyes, through your tears and your touch, to experience that which you call love, our joy is boundless, and to feel enthralled with a beautiful day, to worship from afar a wonderful person, to respect, to share, to regret a parting with the comforting knowledge of an imminent sharing, all of these we perceive through your eyes and hearts, and through our perception we have grown in our ability to appreciate the universe and our Creator as given to us, and to appreciate in gratitude our Creator, and we wish to express to you our infinite Love for you, our teachers, and our regret, for we can find no way in which our efforts can begin to offer repayment for the beauty you have shared with us, so we Love you, and you are our brothers and sisters, for our world and our lives are enriched from the experience of knowing you, so we thank you for accepting our efforts of help in spite of our lack of experience, and may our Creator bless you with many wonders, and may you find your way into the heart of our Creator of Love. On January 11, 2012, Q’uo spoke of the value of giving our will to the Creator of Love:

Giving over one’s will to the will of the infinite Creator is an act of will. Indeed, it is a very deep act of will, reaching down into the roots of consciousness, for the will is turned over to the Creator, the Creator of Love, that Logos, the one original Thought that created all that there is. Such a decision is the act of a conscious being that is conscious of its reality and of the reality within which it dwells; that is, that it dwells in the house of the Creator on an island in space called Planet Earth. It acknowledges that there is a dance between all of the parts of the Creator so that they are all dancing in balance with each other, and it indicates an overwhelming desire to be part of the harmony, the reciprocity, and the balance of the dance.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. I am Hatonn. I return to this instrument for the purpose of sharing with you any information that we might have if you have a question at this time.

Questioner: I have a question. I’ve noticed periodically a pain in my lower right leg that is almost similar to a headache. I feel that there must be a reason for this pain recurring [inaudible] and it’s pointless for me to try to dispose of the pain. Could you give me some guidelines or suggestions so that I can determine why I’m causing this pain?

I am Hatonn, and I am aware of your question. As you know, my brother, we do not give specific information. However, perhaps we could share a thought with you which might be helpful, in a general sense. Most of the imbalances that manifest in your physical vehicle as pains, limitations, etc., are the result of some form of tension, fear, and anxiety, anger, or resentment. It is not to your discredit that these things occur. That is why you are in the physical body, so that you may go through the catalyst of the experience of these things, and from them learn. However, it would be well to examine your tensions and the other expressions which we listed, going from the most ethereal manifestation of these to the most physical. The nervous system is only the lowest manifestation of the several bodies that make up your physical being.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: No.

Hatonn: Do you have another question at this time?

Questioner: It is my understanding that Carla would like to ask you a question.

Hatonn: This entity now has the question. We will repeat the question for the purpose of enlightening the one known as L who otherwise would probably be somewhat confused. The question has to do with the method of removing from one’s aura or being the type of entity that is known in the occult sciences among your peoples as a subtle. The answer is as simple as it is difficult. Those thought forms or subtles or, as some call them, devas, which may at times attach themselves to you, may have done so for a variety of reasons. It may be a thought form which you yourself have generated. It may be a thought form or an elemental which is connected to you because of the substance which you call blood, which you have given from your healthy body, and which has been put into the veins of one who is quite ill and afflicted with elementals.

This occult connection can sometimes be very detrimental to the healthy person. However this occurs is immaterial. What is material is your understanding that, in all of this creation and in all of the infinite spheres, and sub-spheres, and dualities, and differences that you may experience, you experience the illusion. The reality is that all things are one. In order to be removed from the darkening difficulties of association with a subtle entity, you must take that entity into your heart and love it, knowing that it is yourself under other circumstances—in another vibration, in another time and space, part of yourself. Accept the world as it is and take it to your heart.

Carla wanted to ask Hatonn a question for a friend, and the question was: “The question has to do with the method of removing from one’s aura or being the type of entity that is known in the occult sciences among your peoples as a subtle. Hatonn began by saying the answer is as simple as it is difficult, for those thought forms or subtles or, as some call them, devas, which may attach themselves to you, may have done so for a variety of reasons, so it may be a thought form which you have generated, or it may be a thought form or an elemental which is connected to you because of the substance which you call blood, which you have given from your healthy body, and which has been put into the veins of one who is ill and afflicted with elementals. Now Hatonn said this occult connection can be detrimental to the healthy person, but however this occurs is unimportant, so what is important is your understanding that, in all of this creation of dualities and differences that you may experience, you experience the illusion, for the reality is that all things are one, and in order to be removed from the darkening difficulties of association with a subtle entity, you must take that entity into your heart and love it, knowing that it is yourself in another time and space, so accept the world as it is, and take it to your heart. On August 3, 1980, Latwii described how we can take difficulties into our heart:

We understand, my brother, your compassion for those who suffer. Suffer then also; let them fully into your heart and feel what they feel. That is what the teacher known as Jesus did. It was a simple act, but it seems to mean a great deal to your people. He could not take the suffering away. He could share it, and one look at those sad eyes would help many to understand why those who knew this teacher were so devoted to Him.

In this way and in this way only, can the power of Love defeat, conquer, or simply remove the separations that manifest themselves to you as difficulties that darken the aura, the dream, the feelings, or the thoughts. Whatever your fear, whatever your special thought difficulty, face it not in confrontation but in the knowledge that it is part of the creation and therefore a part of yourself. You are protected by a white Light of the Creator. There is no other vibration for those who call upon it, for it contains all of the infinity of vibrations that color the many-hued rainbow of existence in the galaxies of mind, thought and space.

Hatonn continued by saying in this way only can the power of Love defeat or remove the separations that manifest themselves to you as difficulties that darken the aura, the dream, or the thoughts, so whatever your fear face it–not in confrontation–but in the knowledge that it is part of the creation and a part of yourself, so you are protected by a white Light of the Creator, for there is no other vibration for those who call upon it, and it contains the infinity of vibrations that color the many-hued rainbow of existence in the galaxies of mind, thought, and space. On February 8, 2020, Q’uo spoke of the Power of Love as the means by which the difficulties of disease can be healed:

We would agree that for the conscious seeker of truth who finds the spiritual path to the One to be the only path worth traveling, this type of virus can be seen as a mere rock upon the path that may be avoided by seeing the One in all and loving the One in all, no matter what is the action of any upon one, as attempts are made to control one. If one can give Love without expectation of return, and resist not evil, then one has a power over evil which cannot be broken. It is the power of Love, the power to cure all that is unwell, to make whole all that is broken, and to bring to light all that is hidden.

We trust that this is a sufficient answer, as it is being recorded and will be shared with him who asks. If our brother wishes to ask further, we most humbly invite any questions that he may have.

Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: No, thank you.

Hatonn: We thank you, my brother. We leave you, gazing at the brilliant sky that fills our dimension at this time. We are not far from you, however we are not in your density, and for us the world is washed in golden Light, the golden Light of the Central Sun. May this Sun bless you in your meditations and in your daily life, as it is the symbol of the one infinite Creator in whose Love and in whose Light we now leave you. I am Hatonn. Adonai, my friends. Adonai.

This morning, as I went out to get the newspaper, I noticed that the raccoon was caught in the Hava-Hart Trap that I had set for Faithful, my feral cat with worms. So, I put the trap and raccoon behind my car and decided to vacuum the first floor of my home in order to be able to drive safely in more light and find a place to release the raccoon. After I finished vacuuming, I drove across the Lewis and Clark Bridge into southern Indiana and released the racoon in a rural area. Then I came home and used my backpack blower to blow the leaves in the front yard into a pile and put them into a garbage can.

This afternoon I went outside and used my backpack blower to blow the leaves on the north side of the driveway into a pile and then put them into eight garbage cans. Then I used my tree saw to cut down three large Honeysuckle branches that were hanging too low between the pet cemetery and the fishpond. I cut them up with my limb loppers and put them in three more garbage cans.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 24

A Lamp Set On A Hill

I am the Spirit of Jesus the Christ. I speak to you in the flow of the consciousness of divine Love.

When travail is on the agenda for the present moment and the present day, when there is an hour of need that you, with human eyes, gaze upon and know not what to do, then is the time to visualize within yourselves the Light which makes visible each dark portion of the day. For if the mind has fled to the Light and stands trustingly within its scope and power, the mind then becomes girded with that Light and is full of Love.

And if the human processes of doubt and excessive reaction alike are disregarded, each pilgrim may, then, become—in the present moment, in the present hour, in the present day—a lamp set upon a hill to illumine that dark need.

For within each exigency lie the seeds of harmony and peace. If you feel broken in this day, may you turn and ask to be made whole by the Spirit of the Love of Jesus the Christ.

We leave you in that hope of peace, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Hatonn channeling is from December 14, 1980 (Session One):

(Carla channeling)

I am with this instrument. I am Hatonn, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator, of whom we are all one of an infinite number of parts. Tonight, my friends, I am impressing this instrument with the subject that has not often been dealt with in these meetings, but we feel it would be of help to those of you here at this time, and so we would like to share some thoughts with you upon the anger that you may feel at times towards your Creator.

We realize that you live, and breathe, and experience your existence in a world which is full of seeming injustice and cruelty, that things occur within your own lives which are quite simply unfair. We realize that there is nowhere that you can look where this pattern is not repeated endlessly, whether it be the picture in this instrument’s mind of the innocent deer cleaving his way through the burning forest, out onto the road in the country where wicked men sit, waiting, with guns; or whether it be a friend who unfairly has been taken from you, or hurt; or whether it be sadness for your planet—and the feeling of frustration that you can do nothing. It is only natural that you should become angry, but to whom should you direct your anger? You can only direct it at the Creator, and we would suggest to you that, at times, it is healthy to do so, to express your anger, and your frustration, and your grief to remove it from your system, to purge it as if it were an unhealthy substance, for the Creator is able to absorb this energy. As this instrument would say, “He can take it.” You cannot damage the Creator.

Now that we have said that, let us work a bit with these feelings. Who is the Creator, my friends? He is, of course, yourself, ourselves, this instrument, your friends, those whom you prefer not to associate with—all of those who are conscious upon your planet, all of those who share consciousness in the creation. In short, yourself—the Creator is yourself. As you are angry at the Creator, so you become angry at yourself. And again, we say to you, be angry at yourself, you can take it. It is well to purge yourself, with the fullest conscious understanding of the nature of your anger and of the source to which you must direct that anger.

Hatonn wanted to speak about the concept of anger, where it comes from, and how to use it. They began by saying we realize that you live and experience your existence in a world which is full of seeming injustice, that things occur within your lives which are unfair, and we realize that there is nowhere that you can look where this pattern is not repeated, whether it be the picture in Carla’s mind of the innocent deer cleaving his way through the burning forest, out onto the road in the country where wicked men sit, waiting, with guns, or whether it be a friend who unfairly has been taken from you, or whether it be sadness for your planet, and the feeling of frustration that you can do nothing, so it is natural that you should become angry, but to whom should you direct your anger? Then Hatonn said you can only direct it at the Creator, and we would suggest to you that it is healthy to express your anger and your grief to remove it from your system, to purge it as if it were an unhealthy substance, for the Creator is able to absorb this energy, and as Carla would say, “He can take it” because you cannot damage the Creator. Now Hatonn said let us work with these feelings, so who is the Creator, my friends? He is yourself, ourselves, Carla, your friends, those whom you prefer not to associate with, all of those who share consciousness in the creation, so the Creator is yourself, and as you are angry at the Creator, so you become angry at yourself, so we say to you be angry at yourself, for you can take it, and it is well to purge yourself with conscious understanding of the nature of your anger and of the source to which you must direct that anger. On May 20, 2007, Q’uo said that the Creator is ourself:

In religion, it is by faith that the keys are turned in the locks of wisdom, and the doors swing open to offer realizations and insight. All of these words only rap at the door of the deeper truth, which is that the objective referent of the one infinite Creator is yourself.

What do you know about yourself? You know your desires and the strength of your desires. You know that one thing has led to another in your life in a path that has seemed anything but straight, and yet as you gaze back over your life experience, you see how everything fell as it did in order to bring you to this present, immaculate moment of now.

What would you say if we asked you who you are? What is the “I” of you? This is the third key. One ancient name of the Creator is the Hebrew, “I Am.” It is variously interpreted as “I am that I am,” or “I am becoming what I am,” or simply, “I Am, I Am,” and so each of you is an “I Am.”

We urge you to face those things that make you angry, straight on, never blinking, for this is your school. This is where you will learn compassion, balance, and understanding of Love. This is where you will learn who you are. This is the only understanding that matters, and you cannot come to it by blinking at those things that make you frustrated, or angry, or fearful. As you look at the world about you, you see an illusion, largely man-made at this point in your history. It has been woven and embroidered many, many of your years and your cycle is coming to an end, and your piece of work is almost finished. And you know, each of you, that your planetary work leaves much to be desired.

May we say to you, my friends, before you condemn yourselves totally, that there have been so many instances throughout this cycle, and especially in the past few years, of those beings turning towards the light, towards Love and towards service, and veritably shining with the Love of the Creator, that much that could have been terrible upon your planet has been softened and ameliorated by the quality of the beings that dwell among you. Light groups such as this one have aided enormously. Catastrophes, including, my friends, nuclear war, that seemed almost inevitable a year ago seem less inevitable now.

Then Hatonn said we urge you to face those things that make you angry, never blinking, for this is your school, and this is where you will learn compassion, balance, and understanding of Love, and this is where you will learn who you are, so this is the only understanding that matters, and you cannot come to it by blinking at those things that make you angry or fearful, for as you look at the world about you, you see an illusion, largely man-made at this point in your history, and it has been woven for many of your years, and your cycle is coming to an end, for your work is almost finished, and each of you knows that your planetary work leaves much to be desired. Hatonn went on to say before you condemn yourselves, there have been many instances throughout this cycle, and especially in the past few years, of those beings turning towards the Light, towards Love, and towards service and shining with the Love of the Creator, that much that could have been terrible upon your planet has been softened by the quality of the beings that dwell among you, and Light groups such as this one have aided enormously, for catastrophes, including nuclear war, that seemed almost inevitable a year ago seem less likely now. On April 18, 1976, Hatonn described how Light group can aid in reducing the chances of catastrophes:

We speak to groups like yours, and we say, over and over, that each of you is important as a source of Love and Light. It is difficult to see how you can be of help in your illusion when you are just sitting in meditation. Yet we say to you, my friends, the planet upon which you live is alive.

And when you gather as a group and send your Love, this intensifies it many times over, and you can help. It is possible that the work that is already being done by many Light groups upon your surface at this time will ameliorate the difficulties which we can see [inaudible] in the knowledge of your value to your planet. Spend a little time sending the planet upon which you live your Love. Remember that you are truly going into a new age at this time. It is not any longer the period just before the new age. You have already begun the transition. I am sure that you are conscious of that. You must realize that although it may not seem to be a very incisive change, that in light of the number of years of the age which you have passed through upon your planet, the transition is taking place very quickly.

We still see much turmoil upon your plane. We see war, but we no longer see the certainty of nuclear war; the probabilities have shifted. And before you become too angry at yourself, look with solemnity and joy upon the work of your hearts and your hands. You think, my friends, that you do nothing through your meditations, through your smiles, through noticing the difficulties of others and aiding them when it is not necessary. But, my friends, this is not true. The planetary consciousness is changed by such acts of conscious positivity. We will never, ever encourage you to visit a never-never land, because you have all creation within you. You have nowhere to visit, you are within the boundaries of heaven. Cast a firm eye upon the hell which your people have made in many cases of the planetary vibration, but look also at the Love that shines in the eyes of special ones about you, and in the hearts of yourselves and your loved ones. Seek always to be a Light bearer, to be a Light sharer, drop the seeds of Light and Love, asking no return, but casting, as your holy works would say, “your bread upon the waters.”

We hope that these thoughts have been of some aid to you at this time. You must remember that the perfect symbol of Love, the rose, is surrounded with thorns. The creation is a creation of polar opposites; the one without the other would not be complete. Cherish, then, the rose; avoid the thorns, but recognize them and love them as part of the rose. Look at the pearl and cherish it, but respect also the terrible irritation of sand which a small animal had to bear in order to build up this beauteous substance. Bless the rain as it falls sweetly from heaven upon the dry land, but know also that, in order for rain to fall, there must be a particle of dust.

Hatonn continued by saying we still see much turmoil upon your plane, and we see war, but we no longer see the certainty of nuclear war, for the probabilities have shifted, and before you become too angry at yourself, look with joy upon the work of your hearts and your hands, and if you think that you do nothing through your meditations, your smiles, and noticing the difficulties of others and aiding them when it is not necessary, but this is not true because the planetary consciousness is changed by such acts of conscious positivity, so we will never encourage you to visit a never-never land because you have all creation within you, so you have nowhere to visit since you are within the boundaries of heaven, so cast a firm eye upon the hell which your people have made in many cases of the planetary vibration, but look also at the Love that shines in the eyes of special ones about you and in your hearts and your loved ones, so seek always to be a Light bearer and drop the seeds of Light and Love, asking no return, but casting, as your Bible would say, “your bread upon the waters.” Now Hatonn said we hope that these thoughts have been of some aid to you, for you must remember that the symbol of Love, the rose, is surrounded with thorns, and the creation is a creation of polar opposites since the one without the other would not be complete, so cherish the rose, and avoid the thorns, but recognize them and love them as part of the rose, and look at the pearl and cherish it, but respect also the terrible irritation of sand which a small animal had to bear in order to build up this beautiful substance, and bless the rain as it falls from heaven upon the dry land, but know that in order for rain to fall there must be a particle of dust. On May 5, 2002, Q’uo spoke of how each of us can sow seeds of Light and Love:

Each of you is an unique crystal, then, which can allow the Light to flow into the Earth plane in just such and such a way that is unique to you. And when your heart is open, and the Light is flowing through you, and you feel transparent to that energy, then it is that the most beautiful Light of all colors, depending upon the personalities involved, is able to move into that grid that this instrument has sometimes called the Christ grid and which others have called the grid of unconditional Love or the Buddha. This grid is that web of Light, that pattern of Love, that is beginning to stabilize fourth density upon your planetary sphere. Each of you is doing tremendous work for those who shall come after you, sowing seeds of Light and seeds of Love whose blossoms you shall not see, for you shall move on. Yet those who come after you will be able to do as they do because of reaping the harvest that you now sow with each Loving thought and each contact made in Love and in Light.

Earth and heaven, my friends, they are about you. You dwell with Earthly things day by day, and this is necessary. These must be dealt with first, for you cannot teach a hungry man to love. The hunger is being dealt with. It is time to move on to the spiritual and to dwell in the realms of truth, excellence and beauty. Turn your back neither on those things that make you angry or the redemption of a world by the heaven which permeates it. You are at this moment in that heaven, and the Love of the Creator is so close to you that you cannot breathe without inhaling it. Rest, therefore, my friends, in that Love, and stay centered as you gaze with compassion on a troubled world.

Hatonn went on to say Earth and heaven are about you, and you dwell with Earthly things day by day, and this is necessary, so these must be dealt with first, for you cannot teach a hungry person to love, so the hunger is being dealt with, and then it is time to move on to the spiritual and to dwell in the realms of truth and beauty, but turn your back neither on those things that make you angry or the redemption of a world by the heaven which permeates it, for you are now in that heaven, and the Love of the Creator is so close to you that you cannot breathe without inhaling it, so rest in that Love, and stay centered as you gaze with compassion on a troubled world. On April 3, 2005, Q’uo spoke of the nature of truth and beauty:

The same creative wind blows for all, and on that wind lie melodies, themes, motifs, and other avenues of intelligent expression of the fire of spirit. The energies of suffering and learning catch the facets of personality uniquely for each unique entity. And as an entity awakens within incarnation to the truth and beauty of its own being, possibilities open up in this and that way, unique to each entity. One entity may express creativity by growing a family and helping the young souls within that family to flower. Another entity may hear the call of a certain kind of expression of devotion and become a guardian of truth, an upholder of justice, or an agent of the healing power of human love. All professions call with the song of the muse to those entities whose personalities are shaped so that those structures hold their passion and give them avenues of expression. Every artist catches the wind of spirit and finds ways to draw images that catch the Light and share the vision. Every musician hears those melodies that are drifting from angelic essences embedded within the inner planes and responsive to the winds of the times and the energies of the generation now alive. And so, it is with those who see the value of shape and ratio and wish to create places for the heart and the spirit to thrive.

We will leave this instrument now. I am known to you as Hatonn, and I leave you in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator.  Adonai, my friends.

I am Latwii, and I am with this instrument. We would pause for a moment while Laitos works with the ones known as D and C. I am Latwii.

I am again with this instrument. I will have to adjust to this instrument. We keep forgetting that she is more sensitive than we expect. We are adjusting. I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of the One Who is All. It is very kind of our brothers and sisters of Hatonn to allow us to come and speak with you, for it is our joy to share our thoughts with you on any subject which you may care to discuss. May we ask if you have a question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. Since there are no questions, we will merely give you our Love and assure you that we will be with you whenever you wish to meet. It is our privilege to share this meditation with you. I will leave this instrument now. I leave you in Love and Light. Adonai, my friends. Adonai.

I am Nona. I would like to share with you this evening our healing sounds. We feel that it is possible that we may be able to share them through the one known as C. If he will open himself to our vibrations, we will attempt to, as you would call it, sing through him, as it is very difficult for us to speak since it involves translation from our language, which is singing. We will attempt to transfer to the one known as C. I am Nona.

(Carla sings)

This morning I went outside and used my backpack blower to blow all of the leaves in the back yard into two areas. Then I used Venus to mulch the leaves into leaf dust.

This afternoon I ran some errands with my first stop being at Kroger’s to buy some Vegetable Quiche and a case of Pepsi-Zero. My second stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug store where I bought some clothes detergent.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 23

Trust, Hope And Light

I am the Spirit of the living truth, and I greet you in the full consciousness of that Love in which all truth abides.

This instrument is quite certain that it does not have the necessary state of mind for the transmission of truth and Love, as it is concerned about its friends, pondering their courses of action, caring too much for the susceptibilities of others to suffering and doubt.

Yet we say to all who care for others that the same Spirit that sustains each in its own struggles is ready to sustain friends and loved ones in that same suffering; that suffering which is universal; that suffering which furnishes good fruit; that suffering through which each pilgrim finds the value of not suffering.

Thus, we say to each who is concerned for others, “Turn the attention to the self. Look for trust. Look for hope. Look for Light. And then rejoice in that Light, hope, and trust and know that all is truly well.”

In this consciousness your friends may bathe as in the warmth of the hothouse, and your consciousness may then be a seal and protection for your friends. Consciousness itself, and not so-called good advice, is the primary gift of the Spirit of Love.

May the consciousness which is the Love of Jesus Christ sustain each and offer each peace, this day and always.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

[Note: This session, recorded on side one of the tape dated December 14, 1980, ends at this point. The following session was recorded on side two of the tape. It is assumed that that session was also recorded on the same date.]

I did the Morning Offering and then I got myself ready for the day. Today the Latwii channeling comes from December 7, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. It is a very great pleasure to welcome each of you to this group, and we hope that our humble words may be of some service to you. We wish to depart from our normal activities this evening by reversing the order of events, for we feel that there are questions in this group that we would like to have the opportunity to offer our thoughts upon, and so we will begin with them, and perhaps our messages will spring therefrom. Thus, may we ask each of you if you have a question for us and if so, please feel free to ask it at this time.

Questioner: I would like to ask the contact if Jesus Christ was real in peoples’ hearts?

I am Latwii. My brother, we are aware of your question, and may we say to you that many things are real in people’s hearts, not only the vibrational essence of the master known as Jesus but many other entities real and unreal, shall we say, as well. Kris Kringle, for instance, and other imaginary entities. What is perhaps more important is that the master known to you as Jesus is real as a vibrational entity, an individual essence independent of the knowledge of those who may be aware of Him, who may deny Him, or who may accept Him as real, for this being, this very illuminated being, is an entity, real truly to the heart, to the understanding, and to the Creation of which He is a part.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: Is there also one known in the Bible as Satan that also lives?

Latwii: There is, my brother, an entity in people’s hearts known as Satan to them. However, this entity is part of the illusion of your density. The reality, or seeming reality of evil, is as natural to those who dwell in your polarized density as the darkness. The vibration in which you live is made of many pairs of opposites, and the interplay between these causes movement. To live is to move and the principle which has been called Satan is something within consciousness which repels and thus causes growth and movement. There are some drawn to the negative or evil principle who may be said perhaps to be fond of the Satanic, and these people are truly not pleasant. But they simply have chosen a path of separation from the Creator, a path of belief in the importance of the self. This leads such people to desire power, especially over others. Those polarized towards the good desire power over themselves, so that they may better serve others.

There is no being known as Satan on your physical plane, nor has there ever been. However, the vibrational principle from which this concept received its ancient name is a thought form which is a reality of your illusion. We wish to distinguish this from the reality of the one known as Jesus or, as we know him, Amira, who is an entity who lives and dwells in Love. He is a thought form only to those who do not realize that he is a real being. The one known as Satan is merely the shadow of evil thoughts. Given fear enough, evil thoughts can do harm, can cause fear, and pain, and anguish. This power is given to the Satanic principle only through the fear of the one who is feeling the difficulty. There is no reality to the fear and thus it is said love casts out fear. The one principle called Satan is a lonely and sad thought form and we would say to you, accept this principle as part of yourself, as that within you, if you will, which spurs you on to growth, to new understandings, and to desire for truth. Love this entity therefore, and take all strength from this mere shadow.

Questioner asked: “Is there also one known in the Bible as Satan that also lives?” Latwii began by saying There is an entity in people’s hearts known as Satan, but this entity is part of the illusion of your density, so the seeming reality of evil is as natural to those who dwell in your polarized density as the darkness, and the vibration in which you live is made of many pairs of opposites, and the interplay between these causes movement, for to live is to move, and the principle called Satan is something within consciousness which repels and causes growth and movement, so there are some drawn to the evil principle who may be said to be fond of the Satanic, and these people are not pleasant, but they have chosen a path of separation from the Creator, a path of belief in the importance of the self, and this leads such people to desire power over others, and those polarized towards the good desire power over themselves, so that they may better serve others. Latwii went on to say there is no being known as Satan on your physical plane, nor has there ever been, but the vibrational principle from which this concept received its ancient name is a thought form which is a reality of your illusion, so we wish to distinguish this from the reality of the one known as Jesus or, as we know him, Amira, who is an entity who lives and dwells in Love, and He is a thought form only to those who do not realize that He is a real being, for Satan is the shadow of evil thoughts, and given enough fear evil thoughts can cause fear and pain, so this power is given to the Satanic principle only through the fear of the one who is feeling the difficulty, but there is no reality to the fear, and Love casts out fear, so the principle called Satan is a lonely and sad thought form, and we would say to you accept this principle as part of yourself, as that within you which spurs you to new understandings and to desire for truth, so love this entity, and take strength from this shadow. On September 19, 1976, Hatonn spoke of the illusion of Satan:

Your illusion is made up of many vices, some of which are so strongly on the negative side that in them exists the thought forms of what you call Satan. You know and you have felt horror and despair at the more negative of those things that those upon your planet do to others and to themselves. This is your classroom, my friends. And we say to you that the energy that created all of these wrong thoughts was originally Love. And those who were conceived in Love by their free will have chosen to separate themselves into thoughts that are not of Love, but are dark shadows across the face of Love. But you are there, my friends, and you are to learn. See yourselves as the generators of your own destiny. If you will see your life as a work of art, you may think that life is something that happens to you, that you are the recipient of various good and bad things, but this is not so, my friends. And when you begin to take new responsibility for the way you act, no matter what happens to you, for what you are putting out, when your emotions, and your words, and your gestures, and your actions begin to form a harvest of that which you are learning in your meditation and in your reading, then you have made the great step, my friends.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: Is there a war between Latwii and the one you just mentioned?

I am Latwii, and we understand your question. You are speaking of what this instrument knows as Armageddon. This battle has been underway for some time and, in truth, is proceeding towards its conclusion. However, only the shadows of its fierce antagonisms reach the physical plane, for this is a battle between Light and darkness. There are many, many hosts of those in the service of the infinite Creator. We ourselves are in the service of the infinite Creator and have formed a Confederation in order to do just what we are doing now: to speak to those who desire whatever knowledge we may have to share. These forces of Light, of whom we count ourselves, an humble and unworthy number stand, as it has been said, in your Bible, in the armor of Light.

We are given power first from the Creator who is beyond Light and darkness and from whom we derive Love. Secondly, from those upon your planet, who are praying, meditating, and living to be loving, sincere, understanding, and valuing the good and the beautiful. We face those of us on the physical, the etheric, and the cosmic forces which derive their substance from the belief and separation from the Creator and from each other. Unfortunately, many of your people, their tempers sharpened through many, many generations of wars and territorial arguments, contribute to the negative quality of the forces of darkness. Anger, intense frustration, and the negative emotions associated with greed and envy add also to the aid that the etheric thought forms that are forces of darkness may draw upon and so the battle plan stands arrayed.

Questioner asked: “Is there a war between Latwii and the one you just mentioned?” Latwii replied by saying you are speaking of what Carla knows as Armageddon, and this battle has been underway for some time and, is proceeding towards its conclusion, but only the shadows of its antagonisms reach the physical plane, for this is a battle between Light and darkness, and there are many hosts of those in the service of the infinite Creator, for we are in the service of the infinite Creator and have formed a Confederation in order to do what we are doing now: to speak to those who desire whatever knowledge we may have to share, so these forces of Light, of whom we count ourselves, in an humble number stand, as it has been said, in your Bible, in the armor of Light. Then Latwii said we are given power first from the Creator who is beyond Light and darkness and from whom we derive Love, and from those upon your planet who are praying, meditating, and valuing the good and the beautiful, for we face those of us on the physical, the etheric, and the cosmic forces which derive their substance from the separation from the Creator and from each other, but many of your people, their tempers sharpened through many generations of wars contribute to the negative quality of the forces of darkness, anger, and the negative emotions associated with greed also add to the aid that the etheric thought forms that the forces of darkness may draw upon, and so the battle plan stands in place. On April 9, 1989, Q’uo described the nature of the battle of Armageddon:

However, that Armageddon, shall we say, has been raging for two hundred of your years already upon the spirit plane and seems to be that which has no probability either way, for the good in winning loses its polarity and must fall back to regroup, at which time the negative moves forward to take the Light. The battle is a delusion of fourth density, which fourth density entities learn for themselves the wisdom or folly of. However, you are more than pawns in this game. These entities are not more powerful than you, not in the metaphysical sense. That is, perhaps they might, in some negative manner, cause the entity to cease living, cause the discomfort, or the pain, the embarrassment, or the humiliation, or the fright, but they too are bound by the basic laws of Free Will and prey largely upon those whose minds are not complex in their thinking processes.

You are the kings, and the queens, and the knights upon the board. You are the players in this game. The game, my friends, however, is too simple for most entities to grasp—to love, to smile, to have the light touch, to consider cautiously to reserve judgment, to encourage each other, to care for those whom you know who may need it. These are simple things, yet each act offered in humility increases your polarity in just as much power as does the more obvious power of the entity who gains power by his charisma and his skillful manipulation of entities about him.

But whereas we have one Creator to guide us and one great truth to sustain us, the forces of darkness will always be scattered, for they do not trust one another but wish only to have power over one another as well as over all else. Therefore, as soon as enough of the people of your planet can stand behind us who are merely messengers of Light, the battle gallantly joined will be over for this harvest and the harvest will be complete and those who stood in the Light will avail themselves of that Light. We feel very positive about the coming of this harvest, for it pleases us that many have turned to that Light and to that Love to seek understanding. Even as the world seems to polarize itself more and more to negativity and separation, yet you will find more and more of those people whom you personally know beginning to seek in some form of spiritual truth the light and the Love of the Creator. Thus this battle. Whatever occurs upon your plane has already been joined, and it is fought with the hearts, and the minds, and the spirits of mankind, not with their physical bodies. This is a great lesson to learn

Then Latwii said where we have the one Creator to guide us and one truth to sustain us, the forces of darkness will always be scattered, for they do not trust one another but wish only to have power over one another as well as over all else, so as soon as enough of the people of your planet can stand behind us who are merely messengers of Light, the battle gallantly joined will be over for this harvest, and the harvest will be complete, and those who stood in the Light will avail themselves of that Light, and we feel positive about the coming of this harvest, for it pleases us that many have turned to that Light and Love to seek understanding, for even as the world seems to polarize itself more to negativity and separation, yet you will find more of those people you personally know beginning to seek in some form of spiritual truth the Light and Love of the Creator, so whatever occurs upon your plane has already been joined, and it is fought with the hearts, the minds, and the spirits of humanity, not with their physical bodies, so this is a great lesson to learn. On March 10, 1996, Q’uo spoke about the nature of spiritual truth:

As the process of graduation from third density continues each shall walk the stairs of Light with each its own dark side firmly integrated into that self which walks for eternity. Therefore, the paradox that is the sign of all spiritual truth is laid bare. The challenge is so to acknowledge, accept, and balance the shadow self that the total being is ready to gaze into that Light which blesses fourth-density existence, for you can leave not one whit of self behind. Now, how can this be done? How can that blackness within which expresses within the self in ways of hurt and pain ever be a part of the Love and Light of the one infinite Creator?

Each entity walks upon two legs. When the spirit finds its legs, one is the Light, one is the dark. Together they make one holograph which is identical to the infinite Creator. The shadow self is to be related to, then, as one of the two legs which cause the spirit to stand within the illusion in which each finds itself. One relates to the shadow self as to the musculature, the connective tissue, the power and the strength which enable the spiritual seeker to stand fast through times of difficulty and woe. The shadow that seems so heavy and dark is also that which grounds and sustains and makes secure. The will is part of the shadow self. This will animates, informs and vivifies those ideals, hopes and dreams which the Light portion of being so loves to dream. The shadow side is that which persists until all has been accomplished.

May we answer you further my brother?

Questioner: Yes, what I would like to know of one person known as Benjamin Franklin and if he was the antichrist?

My brother, I am Latwii, and I am aware of your question. We are attempting to remain serious, however, we must tell you that the antichrist is a thought form. There will be several who will be called antichrists, however, it is a concept. Inasmuch as there are no gods, shall we say, of the darkness, but only one Creator and that a Creator of Love, so there can be no son of such a god of darkness and thus no antichrist. There is, however, a thought form in people’s minds. And there will be those who are powerful, rich, and negatively oriented who will seem to many as the antichrist as, indeed, candidates have been put up already.

The entity known as Ben Franklin was a humorous chap and one who was considerably more valuable to society, shall we say, than the antichrist would have been. He was involved in some intellectual scheming, this is true, but then so is Henry Kissinger, and he is not the antichrist either. Basically, the one known as Franklin was what you might call a wanderer, someone who came from another civilization to this planet, incarnated therein, and brought through several inventions which facilitated the civilization of the country in which you live and of the world in general. We realize that you cannot see the humor of the idea of the antichrist, but from our vantage point we exist in a sea of perfect love, and although mistaken ideas occur to people, and we are beginning to understand the great sorrows that you must bear because you cannot see the love about you all the time, we cannot imagine being so convinced of the shadows that we could give them a name. We are sorry in our inability to fully enter into the understanding of your people but we hope that what we have to say may in some way be of help.

Questioner asked: “Yes, what I would like to know of one person known as Benjamin Franklin and if he was the antichrist?” Latwii began by saying we are attempting to remain serious, but we must tell you that the antichrist is a thought form, for there will be several who will be called antichrists, but it is a concept, so as there are no gods of the darkness, but only one Creator and that a Creator of Love, so there can be no son of such a god of darkness and thus no antichrist, but there is a thought form in people’s minds, and there will be those who are powerful, rich, and negatively oriented who will seem to many as the antichrist as candidates have been put up already. Latwii continued by saying Ben Franklin was a humorous chap, and one who was more valuable to society than the antichrist would have been, but he was involved in some intellectual scheming, but then so is Henry Kissinger, and he is not the antichrist either, so Franklin was a wanderer, someone who came from another civilization to this planet, and brought through several inventions which facilitated the civilization of the country in which you live and of the world in general, and we realize that you cannot see the humor of the idea of the antichrist, but from our vantage point we exist in a sea of perfect Love, and although mistaken ideas occur to people, and we are beginning to understand the great sorrows that you must bear because you cannot see the Love about you all the time, we cannot imagine being so convinced of the shadows that we could give them a name, so we are sorry about our inability to enter into the understanding of your people, but we hope that what we have to say may be of help. On August 22, 1976, Hatonn said that there was no antichrist:

There is no such concept. All of this created universe in its infinite sense is one thing. The concept of an antichrist, as it is generated by the thought of those upon your planet, is erroneous. The individual whom your peoples might call the antichrist is, in fact, the Creator, as are you and all of your people. To view an individual otherwise is an error in basic analysis of our universe. If this is understood in totality by the people of your planet, there will then be eliminated all of their problems, including the problem of the concept of what you call the antichrist.

I am Latwii: May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: That is all that I can honestly say that I can ask about Ben.

Latwii: Very well, my friend, we would add one thing for the general edification of those who attend. There were several of the, shall we say, “fathers of our country,” as this entity would say, although we do not fully understand the meaning of that term, who took part in a somewhat negative plan together. It may be called a club. It has been called by your peoples, “Illuminati.” They actually did not mean harm but to improve mankind. What has occurred since then was not in the plans of those such as your Jefferson, your Madison, and your Franklin, those who were a part of this organization and whose imprint can to this day be seen upon your currency as this instrument would call it.

May we ask if there are questions from anyone else at this time?

Questioner: I would like to know about prayer and how does prayer function?

My brother, I am Latwii, and I would ask you how does your question function to cause an answer from me as I listen to you? It is self-evident, is it not, my brother? Prayer is a conversation. Sometimes you ask for things for yourself. Sometimes you ask intercession for others. Sometimes you only wish to say a thanksgiving to the Creator and do not have any questions to ask. Sometimes, you merely say, “What should I do today, Creator?” and then you listen, that also being a prayer. A prayer is a rather privileged conversation held inwardly betwixt yourself and the one whose Spirit will fill your life if you request it. You are guarded by what you would call angels so that in any situation wherein you are in a prayerful, penitential, or meditative attitude, the forces about you will concentrate and grow brighter.

The Creator being within you has no trouble hearing you, for the Creator is the entire creation within everything, the substance of everything, omnipresent, and therefore knowing everything. Thus, you cannot speak too softly for the Creator. However, my brother, one of the sad things about prayer is that the Creator often speaks more softly than the one who prays can hear. Then he who prays will say, “My prayer was not answered.” But, my brother, prayer is always answered. Perhaps the answer is “no,” when you wished it to be “yes,” but always there is a contact that is infallible, the still, small voice, as your holy writings would call it. We realize that there are many different ways with which we could attack this particular question and would appreciate it if we have not spoken clearly enough, if you would guide us further that we may be of service.

Questioner asked: I would like to know about prayer and how does prayer function?” Then Latwii said prayer is a conversation, and sometimes you ask for things for yourself, or you ask intercession for others, but sometimes you only wish to say a thanksgiving to the Creator and do not have any questions to ask, and sometimes you say, “What should I do today, Creator?” and then you listen since that is also a prayer, so prayer is a privileged conversation held inwardly betwixt yourself and the one whose Spirit will fill your life if you request it, and you are guarded by angels so that in any situation where you are in a prayerful or meditative attitude, the forces about you will concentrate and grow brighter. Latwii went on to say the Creator being within you has no trouble hearing you, for the Creator is the creation within everything and knowing everything, so you cannot speak too softly for the Creator, but one of the sad things about prayer is that the Creator often speaks more softly than the one who prays can hear, and then the one who prays will say, “My prayer was not answered,” but prayer is always answered, but perhaps the answer is “no,” when you wished it to be “yes,” so always there is a contact that is infallible since it is the still, small voice, as your Bible would call it, so we realize there are many different ways with which we could approach this question and would appreciate it if we have not spoken clearly enough, if you would guide us further that we may be of service. On April 18, 1993, Q’uo spoke of various kinds of prayer:

In many respects, each of these techniques of prayer is effective, in that there is the focus of desire and the experiencing of the opportunity to serve freely given as the bread cast upon on the waters mentioned in your Holy Bible.

We find that the general qualities of being able to see and accept the diseased state of the one to be healed as it is, and then being able to see this entity full of Light, whole and harmonized in its energy flow, is most helpful to anyone who would seek to send healing vibrations of the highest level to another. Thus, the ability to visualize is quite helpful and adds another dimension to prayer.

The normal or most generally used means of prayer by most of your people in this particular country and religious heritage is to invoke the name or names of guardians, saints, and the one known as Jesus, to be with the entity seeking healing. This is also quite helpful, in that there are indeed entities of just these namings and source of being available to assist those who would pray for another entity. By such repeated invocations, a path or trail is made and traveled as often as the prayer is offered. Thus, such ritualized prayer is enhanced in its efficacy by the regularity and degree of desire by which the prayer is offered.

To be able, in addition to this more frequently used kind of prayer, to also visualize is to add another dimension to the praying and intercession. This dimension is that which tunes, shall we say, the prayer in a more usable fashion, if the entity to be healed is full enough of its own desire and has reached the point of processing of catalyst that is sufficient to welcome the new, more healthy configuration of mind, body, and spirit that the healing process has as its goal.

Questioner: You spoke very clearly, and I have one further area of confusion. Would you explain to me the statement, “Ask and you shall receive.” From the statement the answer to a prayer might be “no.” I’m confused. It seems to be a contradiction.

Latwii: Yes, my brother, it does seem to be a contradiction, and you will find in your spiritual life that you are constantly running up against paradoxes. This is one of the signs of spiritual progress. We are not the most unconfused people that you will ever speak with, we are sure, but perhaps we can shed some Light upon your question.

Let us look at the situation of a person who prays, and the will of the Creator is not what is being prayed for. The answer which is awaiting is the will of the Creator, which may well be not at all what is desired. However, the Creator wills this only that Its beloved son or daughter may learn and grow. Sometimes it is necessary for the understanding of the spiritual entity that certain burdens be carried. It is also written that no burden will be made too heavy to bear, and this you may rely upon at all times. You will not be overburdened, for there is always a Comforter. However, seeking is indeed finding. That which you ask you shall receive. However, if your basic desire is to know the truth, to know the will of the Creator in your life, that is what you may find. And what you thought that you prayed for you may find indeed you did not pray for as much as you prayed for the understanding, Love and presence of the infinite Creator in your life.

“Knock and it shall be opened unto you,” but which door are you knocking upon? Do you believe not only in prayer but in the infallibility of your own praying? Or in your heart of hearts is your basic prayer to do the will of the Creator? If that is the truth, you cannot help but find your life opening, changing, moving, according to Law of Love. We do not know if we have explained this seeming paradox to you, however, we may say to you as friends, be careful what you pray for, for sometimes the Creator in His wisdom will give it to you just so that you will find out what to truly pray for.

Questioner asked: “Would you explain to me the statement, “Ask and you shall receive.” From the statement the answer to a prayer might be “no.” I’m confused. It seems to be a contradiction.” Now Latwii said let us look at the situation of a person who prays, and the will of the Creator is not what is being prayed for, but the answer which is awaiting is the will of the Creator which may not be what is desired, and the Creator wills that Its beloved son or daughter may learn and grow, so sometimes it is necessary for the understanding of the spiritual entity that certain burdens be carried, and it is also written that no burden will be made too heavy to bear, and this you may rely upon at all times, so you will not be overburdened, for there is always a Comforter, but seeking is finding, so that which you ask you shall receive, and if your desire is to know the will of the Creator in your life, that is what you may find, and what you thought that you prayed for you may find that you did not pray for as much as you prayed for the understanding of Love and the presence of the infinite Creator in your life. Now Latwii said “Knock and it shall be opened unto you.” But: “which door are you knocking upon? Do you believe not only in prayer but in the infallibility of your own praying? Or in your heart of hearts is your basic prayer to do the will of the Creator?” Then Latwii said if that is the truth, you cannot help but find your life opening and changing according to the Law of Love, but we do not know if we have explained this seeming paradox to you, so sometimes the Creator in Its wisdom will give it to you just so that you will find out what to truly pray for. On November 15, 1974, Hatonn spoke of the nature of the Law of Love:

Meditate, my friends, upon the complete unity of yourself and all that you see. Do this not once, and not simply in present circumstances, but at all times and especially in difficult circumstances. For, my friends, insofar as you Love and feel at one with those things which are difficult for you, to that extent will those circumstances be alleviated. This is not due to any laws within our physical illusion, but is due to the Law of Love. For that body which is of spirit, which is interpenetrated with the physical body, is higher than your physical body. And those changes which you make by Love upon your spiritual body, will, of necessity, reflect themselves within the physical illusion.

All is one, my friends. My voice is now the voice of this instrument; my thoughts are her thoughts. Please believe, my friends, that the vibration we offer you is not a vibration of personality, but is a vibration of the Creator. We are also channels. There is only one voice. Within this vibration, we are self-consciously aware that this voice is the voice of the Creator. It is simply a matter of lifting vibrations which are not so self-aware of the Creator. That, too, is spiritual vibration, and all things will eventually come into harmony in relation to your understanding.

Even if the universe for those around you remains disharmonious and difficult, if your mind is stayed upon the unity of the Creator, your own universe will become harmonious. And this is not by your doing but by the simple Love of the Creator.

May we answer you further upon this, my brother?

Questioner: You answered, thank you.

Latwii: We thank you my brother. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

If there are no more questions at this time that you wish to ask, we will leave your delightful company and your meditation so that Hatonn may speak to you. I am most privileged to have been able to share our thoughts with you. I am of the entity Latwii, and I leave you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends.

I am Hatonn, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. In answer to the one known as Carla who carries messages of Latwii, I speak now through this instrument. It is our wish to share with you the story of a world much like your own. At one time the world of which we speak was covered with a great force which screened out the Light of day from the crowd below. Those who lived on this planet were able only to live in a world of shadows and thus were not familiar with the Light of day. There came a time, however, their planet began to evolve just as yours is now perched upon the edge of an evolution. The grounds of the forest…

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This morning I had an appointment with my new Primary Care Physician to discuss the fasting labs that I took last week. She said that all of the results of the fasting labs were so remarkable that she would like to have me give a class to the rest of her clients on how I live my life. As I was leaving, she said that she enjoyed being a doctor and having clients like me, but she only had ten clients at this time and would like to have twenty someday. I really wish I could think of a way to have her see more clients because she has such an impressive knowledge of health care, a compassionate heart, and a great sense of humor. On my way home I stopped at Thieneman’s Nursery and bought three flats of Pansies.

This afternoon I took a look at the Hava-Hart Trap to see if I could keep the raccoon from getting the food out of it without tripping the lever and getting caught in the trap. I discovered a way to get the lever barely holding itself in place and put two more plates of cat food in the trap, and then I put it back at the entrance to its hole in the ground beneath the Gazebo. Then I weeded the Moss Garden with my trimmer, and then I blew the trimmed weeds out of the Moss Garden. Then I removed the netting from the top of the Wuthering Heights Garden in the front yard and transplanted the three flats of Pansies into the top of the Wuthering Heights Garden.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

September 22

Senses Are Illusions

I greet you in the Love of Jesus the Christ. I am of the consciousness of Christ in the vibration which comforts this child.

It is well, in the face of difficulty, that you seek to perceive that your senses are illusions which regard illusions. For then consciousness is not squandered on that which cannot offer the Love of Christ. How much better and productive to use that unsquandered energy to regard that which underlies all illusion: the consciousness of Love, which is Christ consciousness.

Peace be with you.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling comes from November 30, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. It gives us great pleasure to welcome the ones known as C and D to the group once again, for we have not had the pleasure of meditating with you for some time in this group although, of course, we are always with you. We may make it known at this time that we appreciate those who meditate at this time in other places to join this group in its meditations and are with them also.

It is said, my friends, that the one known as Jesus was incarnate by a virgin and was made man and dwelt among the population of Earth and by them was crucified. This, my friends, is a much misunderstood story, a much misunderstood example, and a vastly underrated life. Around it has been built a great organization, all too lacking in the one thing that the entity known as Jesus to you desired and that is, my friends, the experience of being one with the Creator. The one whom we call Amira and whom you call Jesus did not desire to eliminate from his disciples’ lives cares and concerns about the state of their spiritual wellbeing. Indeed, He constantly urged His disciples to become more close to perfection. And it is written in the Bible that He said, “Be perfect as your Father is perfect,” and again, “It is not I that do these things, but my Father.”

My friends, as you go through your daily lives, so much of your attention is consumed with the needs of your physical vehicles, the security, your comfort, the enjoyment of your personality. But let us look at what is known as the virgin birth, that event which is celebrated every year by your people, and that event which almost no one believes and even fewer understand. You, yourselves, my friends, are at some stage of holy conception by the inspirited self, that self who you really are. This self was not conceived by man but came to this plane of existence and to the human race asleep in a body, the physical vehicle. The physical conception was, of course, not immaculate but the spiritual conception which each of you who seek are attempting to further is totally immaculate and takes place within what we may call your heart of hearts, within your deepest inner self. And like an infant, the spiritual self must be nurtured, loved, and nourished through meditation and through as much right action as you can possibly interject into your daily lives. We realize that this seems to be an inhumanly difficult thing many times but once an understanding of the Love of the infinite Creator has been realized, that which is difficult will become obvious. That which is crooked will be made straight.

Hatonn wanted to discuss Jesus and His virgin birth. They began by saying that that Jesus was incarnated by a virgin and was made man and dwelt among the population of Earth and by them was crucified, but this is a much misunderstood story and an underrated life, and around it has been built a great organization, lacking in the one thing that Jesus desired, and that is the experience of being one with the Creator, but the one whom we call Amira and whom you call Jesus did not desire to eliminate from his disciples’ lives cares and concerns about the state of their spiritual wellbeing, for He urged His disciples to become closer to perfection, and it is written in the Bible that He said, “Be perfect as your Father is perfect,” and again, “It is not I that do these things, but my Father.” Hatonn went on to say that as you go through your daily lives, so much of your attention is consumed with the needs of your physical vehicles and the enjoyment of your personality, but let us look at what is known as the virgin birth, that event which is celebrated every year by your people, and that event which almost no one believes and even fewer understand, and you are at some stage of holy conception by the inspirited self, that self who you really are, but this self was not conceived by man but came to this plane of existence and to the human race asleep in a body, so the physical conception was not immaculate, but the spiritual conception which each of you who seek are attempting to further is immaculate and takes place within what we call your heart of hearts, within your deepest inner self, and like an infant, the spiritual self must be loved and nourished through meditation and through as much right action as you can possibly interject into your daily lives, and we realize that this seems to be an inhumanly difficult thing many times but once an understanding of the Love of the infinite Creator has been realized, that which is difficult will become obvious. On September 25, 1994, Q’uo described the nature of our spiritual self:

It is the journey of a lifetime for the spiritual self within to take as it seeks Love and seeks to give Love, failing at first almost always to be able to have Love for the obviously imperfect surface self. The spiritual self within looks for companionship, someone who is more bright, more illumined, more spiritual, someone to relate to upon that journey which is inevitable once taken, that it be a lifetime walk with destiny. And it attempts to embrace first one, then another entity as friend, or mate, or working partner, and each time the entity finds one to Love and one who Loves it, all is thought to be well, for that surface self is so easily convinced that the outer appearance is satisfactory and enough, yet always the spiritual self will begin to see the cracks in the surface, and one after another, other people disappoint. One feels let down, abandoned, unsatisfied, betrayed, and looks further and moves through that dance once again. For the mirror insists upon reflecting the self and each other entity whom the wanderer meets is the wanderer itself, precisely angled to catch and reflect the Light to offer a better image, a clearer reflection of self.

At this time, I would transfer this contact to the one known as L.

(L channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you with the Love and the Light of our Creator. This evening is a special time for all who work for the cause of enlightenment. [inaudible] We of Hatonn are able to see progress that has been made by meditating but, unfortunately, we must tell you that it is only slight. The special occasion we spoke of is an event of communication, for we are now able to speak and be heard by several others simultaneously. This is due both to the synchronization of the meditations of the various groups, and also to the level of competence or achievement that these groups have attained.

For the first time the scattered energies of the small varying groups scattered across the face of your geographic area are united, thus making our contact with you, and them, and your contact with them much stronger. We of Hatonn described your progress with your brothers and sisters as woefully short and that of the many-calling, who have been chosen by themselves to carry a level of learning and understanding forward among your brothers and sisters. Although we cannot urge you to contact them and publicize our communications, for our connections with your race must be through the warmth of an almost magnetic current of drawing seekers to Light. We urge you to pursue physically a type of life that exemplifies true correct living that your light may be a beacon to those who seek.

As we of Hatonn share our knowledge, our Love, and our strength with you, so also must you share with your brothers and sisters. It is only in this manner that you appear. You cannot take your plan to the universe, just as on this night the various groups that we mentioned have attuned themselves to one another. We of Hatonn share our Love with you at this moment, and we ask the blessings of good nature upon you and upon your planet on this night and may you all rest in peace. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am again withthis instrument. I am Hatonn, and again I greet you in Love and Light. Take heed, my friends, for you have within you the most precious thing in the creation. Take heed to your spirits. Nourish them and hearken to the faint music of the angelic choirs as they resound throughout the heavens of the creation. For each realized soul is a cause of great rejoicing among our people, for the harvest draws near, and we grow closer to you. Draw on us if you need us, but more than any, draw upon the Love within you, the truth that resides within you, the one original Thought that created you. All of these things you bear within yourself. Let them be born. We rejoice with you in the here and now that is eternity. That we seekers of the Creator can even now know the joy of being part of the creation and in concert with all those who seek, we sing a joyful hallelujah, for to Love and to know Love is beyond all joy that can be known in the brief shadow that is your physical illusion. We leave you in the sunlight, my friends. The shadow of your physical vehicles is not a lasting one. Never let its limitation distract you from the perfect beauty of that which is born within you, the seed of creation, Love.

Hatonn wanted to encourage us to remember our spirits are made of the Love of the Creator. They began by saying you have within you the most precious thing in the creation which are your spirits, so nourish them and hearken to the faint music of the angelic choirs as they resound throughout the heavens of the creation, for each realized soul is a cause of great rejoicing among our people, for the harvest draws near, and we grow closer to you, so call on us if you need us, but more than that draw upon the Love within you, the truth that resides within you, the one original Thought that created you, for all of these things you bear within yourself, so let them be born, and we rejoice with you in the here and now that is eternity, so that we seekers of the Creator can know the joy of being part of the creation, and, in concert with all those who seek, we sing a joyful hallelujah, for to Love and to know Love is beyond all joy that can be known in the brief shadow that is your physical illusion, for we leave you in the sunlight because the shadow of your physical vehicles is not a lasting one, so never let its limitation distract you from the perfect beauty of that which is born within you, the seed of creation, Love. On December 16, 1990, Q’uo said that to know Love is a joy:

There is no knowledge in science or any other discipline that may explain to you your nature. This is unseen, is without proof, and must remain without proof. We ask you simply to meditate, to feel free to desire to know Love, to know the experience of tabernacling with the infinite One, in immediate presence, for you may be dust, but you are dust in the presence of the infinite One, and nothing can take that from you. Nothing. Certainly not the cessation of viability of your physical vehicle. Release yourself from that prison in your consciousness, and the universe is yours to roam at will.

I leave you in that Love and in that Light. I am known to you as Hatonn. Adonai, my friends.

I am Latwii, and I am very glad to be with you. Laitos is also here, and she asks me to ask you to request her presence if you wish to have some conditioning at this time. I will pause while she works with each of you who requests it. I am Latwii.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. I am again having to adjust our vibration, for we are blowing this channel’s circuits. If you will pause just a moment, we will step down our intensity, for this is a sensitive instrument. We sometimes come on a little strong.

[Pause]

There, my friends, we think that will be a little easier on the instrument. We are here at the invitation of Hatonn to offer ourselves at your service in order that we may share with you any information that we may have, if you have a question at this time. Does anyone have a question at this time?

Questioner: Oh yes, a friend wants information on the issue of astral travel and out of body experiences. What can I tell him?

My brother, I am Latwii. I am aware of your question. Your friend knows more than is known to you at this time. However, we would say to you at this time, you may say that the higher self, with a number of more highly vibrational bodies at the moment of incarnation—which is not necessarily the moment of conception—becomes attached to the physical vehicle of an infant by means of what those of the so-called occult world call the silver cord. This silver cord is retained. It shapes the physical vehicle and those illnesses and other limitations which you experience during your physical existence occur due to the fact that the higher selves functioning through the silver cord are not able to allow that energy to flow unimpeded into the physical shell which it has created. These blockages cause these problems.

Those who are able by nature to travel astrally are those whose attachments to the physical vehicles are not taken as totally integrated either consciously or unconsciously. There are some souls who seem to know and consciously be able to leave the body and travel in the higher bodies. There are others who are unconscious of this ability but who have it happen spontaneously due to a misalignment of the physical body with the higher bodies or because of some trauma which occurs, whether it be joyful or sorrowful. It is not particularly helpful to experience astral travel unless it is needed by the individual in order to prove the subjective truth of the fact that consciousness does not reside in the physical vehicle. In that context, astral travel is very valuable.

Questioner asked: “Oh yes, a friend wants information on the issue of astral travel and out of body experiences. What can I tell him?” Latwii began by saying your friend knows more than is known to you at this time, and we would say that the higher self, with a number of more highly vibrational bodies at the moment of incarnation becomes attached to the physical vehicle of an infant by means of what those of the occult world call the silver cord, so this silver cord is retained, and it shapes the physical vehicle and those illnesses and other limitations which you experience during your physical existence occur due to the fact that the higher self functioning through the silver cord is not able to allow that energy to flow unimpeded into the physical shell which it has created, and these blockages cause these problems. Latwii went on to say those who are able by nature to travel astrally are those whose attachments to the physical vehicles are not taken as totally integrated either consciously or unconsciously, and there are some souls who seem to consciously be able to leave the body and travel in the higher bodies, and there are others who are unconscious of this ability but who have it happen spontaneously due to a misalignment of the physical body with the higher bodies or because of some trauma which occurs, whether it be joyful or sorrowful, so it is not helpful to experience astral travel unless it is needed by the individual in order to prove the subjective truth of the fact that consciousness does not reside in the physical vehicle, for in that context astral travel is very valuable. On January 15, 1989, Latwii described the nature of astral travel:

The process by which one accomplishes that which you have called the astral travel is a process which requires the body that is associated with the heart-ray energy center to leave or exit the physical vehicle of your third-density illusion, and to move from that vehicle, connected only by what we find your philosophers have called the silver cord, and travel in a manner which may be likened unto the projection of thought, and find as the destination that location or quality which is likened unto the answer to a query, for the process of astral traveling which is well used by the seeker of truth is contained within the asking of the query and the seeking of the answer.

In and of itself, however, it is not inclined to be a valuable experience unless the entity is very highly trained in what this instrument would call magic. If trained in the western traditions of magic, it is possible to reach through the astral body guides who may then instruct you while you are completely conscious. This is seen by those who work in these realms to be of great benefit. In the Eastern tradition, there is much the same consideration of the benefits of astral travel, although it is taken much more for granted in that tradition which is, of course, much older and therefore less structured and more complex.

Now Latwii said it is not inclined to be a valuable experience unless the entity is highly trained in what Carla would call magic, and if trained in the western traditions of magic, it is possible to reach through the astral body guides who may instruct you while you are completely conscious, for this is seen by those who work in these realms to be of great benefit, and in the Eastern tradition, there is much the same consideration of the benefits of astral travel, although it is taken much more for granted in that tradition which is, of course, much older and therefore less structured and more complex. On February 25, 2023, Q’uo described the nature of magic:

The basic quality of magic is the ability to create changes in consciousness of will. These changes in consciousness may be either towards the Light side of service to others, or the dark side of service to self. There is within each entity, then, the ability to make this choice on a daily basis so that you empower your choice of service to others, in whatever you do, whether it be magic or the normal round of your daily activities. However, the conscious entity, that which is known as the adept, which has already opened their heart in unconditional Love, may then accelerate its own spiritual growth by sharing their abilities with others in the magical sense, creating changes in consciousness that will be of more service to others because of the intention of the adept or the spiritual seeker. Thus, you are able by your use of magic or of how you see your daily life in relation to others, to create within yourself and within the world around you the Light and Love of the one Creator that allows more people to feel your presence of Love and your intention of sharing with others the Light and Love of the One Infinite Creator.

Is there anything more that we may tell you about this subject that you feel may be helpful to your friend?

Questioner: I don’t know. He’s talked to me about it before because I listened and had some knowledge that would be some encouragement. Should he be encouraged? Is he ready to be? Should he be encouraged at this point?

My brother, I am Latwii. You should neither encourage or discourage a person who is in pursuit of a phenomenon. Encourage only that the Creator may be known. The entity himself may choose the route by which he finds the Creator. For this entity, it might be the experience of astral travel. However, it is not the perquisite of any individual to give advice to another on these matters, but only to witness to one’s own feelings and knowledge of the Creator and of the methods by which he has experienced a change in his feelings, in his life, or in his work of a positive nature, due to his involvement in a spiritual path.

We do not mean to denigrate or, as you might say, put down astral travel. It is a natural thing to do rendered unnatural only because those of your people are very largely sleeping in their spirit and unaware of the possibility of separating the higher bodies from the physical body connected only by the silver cord. It is not to be encouraged any more than any other experiential phenomenon should be encouraged simply because it is unknown to anyone whether his brother may be ready for such an experience. It is impossible to judge the state of a brother or sister; therefore, it is impossible to give advice. For some this experience might be very beneficial. For others it might be terrifying due to an unfamiliarity with the process, for there are physical sensations connected with the leaving and returning to the body that are somewhat alarming to some who experience them.

Questioner asked: “I don’t know. He’s talked to me about it before because I listened and had some knowledge that would be some encouragement. Should he be encouraged? Is he ready to be? Should he be encouraged at this point?” Latwii said you should neither encourage or discourage a person who is in pursuit of a phenomenon, but encourage that the Creator may be known, for the entity may choose the route by which they find the Creator, for this entity it might be the experience of astral travel, but it is not the right of any individual to give advice to another on these matters but only to witness to one’s feelings of the Creator and of the methods by which he has experienced a change in his life’s work of a positive nature, due to his involvement in a spiritual path. Latwii continued by saying we do not mean to put down astral travel, for it is a natural thing to do made unnatural because those of your people are sleeping in their spirit and unaware of the possibility of separating the higher bodies from the physical body connected only by the silver cord, and it is not to be encouraged any more than any other experiential phenomenon should be encouraged because it is unknown to anyone whether his brother may be ready for such an experience, so it is impossible to judge the state of a brother or sister, so it is impossible to give advice, and for some this experience might be very beneficial, but for others it might be terrifying due to an unfamiliarity with the process, for there are physical sensations connected with the leaving and returning to the body that are alarming to some who experience them. In 91.7, Ra described the silver cord reflex:

There is what you might call the silver cord reflex; that is, when the mind/body/spirit complex dwells without the environs of the physical shell, and the physical shell is disturbed, the physical shell will reflexively call back the absent enlivener; that is, the mind/body/spirit complex which is connected with what may be metaphysically seen as what some of your philosophers have called the silver cord.

If this is done suddenly the mind/body/spirit complex will attempt entry into the energy web of the physical vehicle without due care, and the effect is as if one were to stretch one of your elastic bands and let it shrink rapidly. The resulting snap would strike hard at the anchored portion of the elastic band.

Therefore, you see you are more or less in a position where you may give information but without any emotional bias. You may say, “This is what I have heard. This is information that I have been able to share but I do not know what you must do. You must seek inside yourself for the answer to that question.” In this way your friend will know you to be a person of integrity, as well as a friend who attempts to help when asked.

Then Latwii said you are in a position where you may give information but without any emotional bias, so you may say: “This is what I have heard. This is information that I have been able to share, but I do not know what you must do. You must seek inside yourself for the answer to that question.” Then Latwii said in this way your friend will know you to be a person of integrity, as well as a friend who attempts to help when asked. On May 7, 2006, Q’uo described how we could be angels in service to a friend when we attempt to help them when asked:

Your guidance system is just waiting for you to ask for help. The angels that surround you are breathless with anticipation that you will remember them and call for them. They Love you with a Love that we cannot describe to you. It is the Love of the one Creator. They are bits of that consciousness; uncreated, sent forth in purity, unable to enter incarnation and able only to help when asked by incarnated beings such as yourself. Remember to ask for that help.

May be answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: Thank you. I’ll just keep an open ear to him and share love. Thank you.

Latwii: That is good, my brother, and we thank you. An open ear is the greatest blessing a friend can have.

Is there another question?

Questioner: I’ve been experiencing some unusual physical sensations as you’ve been speaking.

Latwii: There is an extremely good contact this evening, my brother, and this instrument we have had to be very careful with, for she is experiencing physical sensations herself having to do with enormous amounts of heat. At least we are able to speak through her, for when we began we were hardly able to control her vocal mechanisms. We are sorry for any stray vibrations that may be disturbing you and will ask the one known as Laitos to adjust your vibrations in such a way that you are more comfortable. We will pause at this time.

[Pause]

I am Latwii. I am again with this instrument. Are you feeling more comfortable, my brother?

Questioner: I was just thinking, now I know how a radio feels when it’s turned down.

Latwii: We are very glad that we have been able to adjust your dials. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: Hatonn earlier spoke of understanding and the Love of the infinite Creator. The statements reminds me of a kibbutz. I felt as though I was a finite being trying to understand the Infinite. Can you expand upon this statement?

Latwii: Yes, my brother. Your concept of yourself as a finite being is essentially incorrect. You are an infinite being able to experience an infinite Creator. In fact, you are the infinite Creator, as is each person into whose eyes you may gaze at any moment in your existence. The finity, or limited nature of your vehicle, confuses almost all of your people, and it is because of this very concept in your mind that Hatonn spoke upon this subject earlier. It was intended to share with you our thinking upon this subject.

We of the Confederation see each entity, each man and woman of your planet as infinite. It is written in your holy works, “Before the world was, I AM.” There is no past, there is no future. There is an infinite present and I AM. You and we of Latwii and this instrument, those in the room, and each of those upon your planet are part of the great I AM. You are awareness. You are consciousness. You are. Your being is infinite and preceded the making of this incredibly vast galaxy, solar system, and Earth. How many eons have you been infinite? And yet there is no duration, for in reality you are. And to understand your being is to understand Love. For it was the Love of the Creator that generated awareness. I AM. That is you and that is infinite. You are not a finite being, and your mind, with all of its limitations, its overloads, and its confusions, is merely a tool that you have sometimes used poorly. Never let it tell you what to do. Let your heart and your will express itself so that your mind performs the tasks given it by Love, working as a servant to you who work as a servant to the Creation.

Questioner asked: “Hatonn earlier spoke of understanding and the Love of the infinite Creator. The statements reminds me of a kibbutz. I felt as though I was a finite being trying to understand the Infinite. Can you expand upon this statement?” Latwii said your concept of yourself as a finite being is incorrect, for you are an infinite being able to experience an infinite Creator, and you are the infinite Creator, as is each person into whose eyes you may gaze at any moment in your existence, so the limited nature of your vehicle confuses almost all of your people, and it is because of this concept in your mind that Hatonn spoke upon this subject earlier, and it was intended to share with you our thinking upon this subject. Latwii went on by saying we see each man and woman of your planet as infinite, for it is written in your Bible, “Before the world was, I AM.” Then Latwii said there is no past or future, but there is an infinite I AM, and you, and we of Latwii, and Carla, and each of those upon your planet are part of the great I AM, so you are consciousness, and your being is infinite and preceded the making of this galaxy, solar system, and Earth, and yet there is no duration, for in reality you are, and to understand your being is to understand the Love of the Creator that generated infinite awareness, and that is you, for you are not a finite being, and your mind, with all of its limitations and its confusions, is a tool that you have sometimes used poorly, but never let it tell you what to do, so let your heart express itself so that your mind performs the tasks given it by Love, working as a servant to you who work as a servant to the Creation. On May 18, 1996, L/Leema said that we are consciousness:

You are consciousness, and that consciousness creates. It has created this moment for you by the work it has done in the past. It will create what you call your future as the work that you are doing at this moment comes into manifestation. The tool of intuition is one which may be applied by the remembering and recording of your dreams and visions, by the listening to what this instrument would call the still small voice, the voice that says, “This is good; this is not so good. This feels right; this does not feel right.” An intuitive person often has no verbalized reason for these feelings. It is always well to recognize them and give them respect.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: [Inaudible]

Latwii: We thank you, my brother. May we answer the one known as C at this time?

C: I really didn’t have a question. I just wanted to send a thank you to Hatonn.

Latwii: We have relayed this to Hatonn who is very, very pleased that they were able to share with you in such a way that it enabled you to feel more at home in yourselves, for you are truly only at home within yourself.

We have one more question that we must answer for one who is absent, but before that we wish to make sure there are no more questions. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

Very well then, we do not like to deal with this type of information because it is so boring, but we have been asked to deal with the earthquake situation. The one known as Don wishes to know about earthquakes. Unfortunately, he is not here, but if he were, we would say to him that he already knows about earthquakes and has been talking about earthquakes for the last two decades of your time, as you count time. He may have noticed that there have been earthquakes. These are the earthquakes which he has been talking about. He is probably wondering whether there really are going to be more earthquakes. Has he not talked about more earthquakes?

Yes, my brother there will be more earthquakes. The scenario is being played out due to the fact that although there has been great improvement in large segments of your population, although Love and Light has increased to what we would call a great extent in the Light centers which we have started and among self-aware people all over your planet, it has not been enough to generate the positive Love energy necessary to totally remove the necessity for the expression of disharmony which the Earth must now manifest, and so it will occur. We are happy to say this, and this the entity also realizes, although he has not spoken of it to this instrument, that these occurrences will be less harmful than they would have been had the scenario not subtly changed due to the Love that has been generated by people such as yourselves.

Then Latwii said: “We have one more question that we must answer for one who is absent, but before that we wish to make sure there are no more questions.” Latwii began by saying we do not like to deal with this type of information because it is so boring, but we have been asked to deal with the earthquake situation, and Don wishes to know about earthquakes, but he is not here, but if he were here, we would say that he already knows about earthquakes and has been talking about earthquakes for the last two decades, and he may have noticed that there have been earthquakes which he has been talking about, so he is probably wondering whether there really are going to be more earthquakes. Latwii went on to say there will be more earthquakes, for the scenario is being played out because there has been great improvement in large segments of your population, and although Love and Light has increased a great extent in the Light centers which we have started and among self-aware people all over your planet, it has not been enough to generate the positive Love energy necessary to remove the expression of disharmony which the Earth must now manifest, and so it will occur, but we are happy to say this, and this Don also realizes, although he has not spoken of it to Carla, that these occurrences will be less harmful than they would have been had the scenario not subtly changed due to the Love that has been generated by people such as yourselves. On October 18, 1978, Hatonn said that the predicated earthquakes will be less harmful because of Light centers such as this one:

That which is known to you as the physical change of planet Earth, as you well know from your previous research, has already begun taking place and is well underway. What is perhaps not known to you is that groups of people in Light centers like this one, meditating in Love, have managed to alleviate not one but several series of your earthquakes, especially those in your western coast, so that smaller earthquakes happened in quick succession, none of which did the great damage that one earthquake should have done.

This morning I changed out the sugar syrup in my neighbor’s hummingbird feeder and my two hummingbird feeders. Then I used Huff and Puff to blow all of the leaves in the back yard into places where I could mulch them with Venus. Then I drove to Glenview Trust for my yearly review of my portfolio.

This afternoon I mulched the leaves in the backyard with Venus. But I also caught the netting to protect a Hosta Garden and some small Forsythia Bushes in the blades of Venus. So, I cut more netting for both areas into pieces that would cover all of the Hostas and the small Forsythia Bushes.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 21

Credo

Greetings in the Love of Christ. I am the Spirit of the consciousness of Christ in the vibration which comforts this child. Can you consider yourself as one of the company of the faithful because you know that the means of eternal life is at hand?

Can you rest in the glory of your future experience while dwelling in the present difficult times?

We find your hearts to be lax, for in your appreciation of the inevitability of salvation, you forget that the moment of salvation for any soul is that moment in which the soul may turn to its Creator and vibrate, “Credo. Credo,” with a whole and single heart.

Peace be with you, now and always.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.