The Camelot Journal

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling comes from November 30, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. It gives us great pleasure to welcome the ones known as C and D to the group once again, for we have not had the pleasure of meditating with you for some time in this group although, of course, we are always with you. We may make it known at this time that we appreciate those who meditate at this time in other places to join this group in its meditations and are with them also.

It is said, my friends, that the one known as Jesus was incarnate by a virgin and was made man and dwelt among the population of Earth and by them was crucified. This, my friends, is a much misunderstood story, a much misunderstood example, and a vastly underrated life. Around it has been built a great organization, all too lacking in the one thing that the entity known as Jesus to you desired and that is, my friends, the experience of being one with the Creator. The one whom we call Amira and whom you call Jesus did not desire to eliminate from his disciples’ lives cares and concerns about the state of their spiritual wellbeing. Indeed, He constantly urged His disciples to become more close to perfection. And it is written in the Bible that He said, “Be perfect as your Father is perfect,” and again, “It is not I that do these things, but my Father.”

My friends, as you go through your daily lives, so much of your attention is consumed with the needs of your physical vehicles, the security, your comfort, the enjoyment of your personality. But let us look at what is known as the virgin birth, that event which is celebrated every year by your people, and that event which almost no one believes and even fewer understand. You, yourselves, my friends, are at some stage of holy conception by the inspirited self, that self who you really are. This self was not conceived by man but came to this plane of existence and to the human race asleep in a body, the physical vehicle. The physical conception was, of course, not immaculate but the spiritual conception which each of you who seek are attempting to further is totally immaculate and takes place within what we may call your heart of hearts, within your deepest inner self. And like an infant, the spiritual self must be nurtured, loved, and nourished through meditation and through as much right action as you can possibly interject into your daily lives. We realize that this seems to be an inhumanly difficult thing many times but once an understanding of the Love of the infinite Creator has been realized, that which is difficult will become obvious. That which is crooked will be made straight.

Hatonn wanted to discuss Jesus and His virgin birth. They began by saying that that Jesus was incarnated by a virgin and was made man and dwelt among the population of Earth and by them was crucified, but this is a much misunderstood story and an underrated life, and around it has been built a great organization, lacking in the one thing that Jesus desired, and that is the experience of being one with the Creator, but the one whom we call Amira and whom you call Jesus did not desire to eliminate from his disciples’ lives cares and concerns about the state of their spiritual wellbeing, for He urged His disciples to become closer to perfection, and it is written in the Bible that He said, “Be perfect as your Father is perfect,” and again, “It is not I that do these things, but my Father.” Hatonn went on to say that as you go through your daily lives, so much of your attention is consumed with the needs of your physical vehicles and the enjoyment of your personality, but let us look at what is known as the virgin birth, that event which is celebrated every year by your people, and that event which almost no one believes and even fewer understand, and you are at some stage of holy conception by the inspirited self, that self who you really are, but this self was not conceived by man but came to this plane of existence and to the human race asleep in a body, so the physical conception was not immaculate, but the spiritual conception which each of you who seek are attempting to further is immaculate and takes place within what we call your heart of hearts, within your deepest inner self, and like an infant, the spiritual self must be loved and nourished through meditation and through as much right action as you can possibly interject into your daily lives, and we realize that this seems to be an inhumanly difficult thing many times but once an understanding of the Love of the infinite Creator has been realized, that which is difficult will become obvious. On September 25, 1994, Q’uo described the nature of our spiritual self:

It is the journey of a lifetime for the spiritual self within to take as it seeks Love and seeks to give Love, failing at first almost always to be able to have Love for the obviously imperfect surface self. The spiritual self within looks for companionship, someone who is more bright, more illumined, more spiritual, someone to relate to upon that journey which is inevitable once taken, that it be a lifetime walk with destiny. And it attempts to embrace first one, then another entity as friend, or mate, or working partner, and each time the entity finds one to Love and one who Loves it, all is thought to be well, for that surface self is so easily convinced that the outer appearance is satisfactory and enough, yet always the spiritual self will begin to see the cracks in the surface, and one after another, other people disappoint. One feels let down, abandoned, unsatisfied, betrayed, and looks further and moves through that dance once again. For the mirror insists upon reflecting the self and each other entity whom the wanderer meets is the wanderer itself, precisely angled to catch and reflect the Light to offer a better image, a clearer reflection of self.

At this time, I would transfer this contact to the one known as L.

(L channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you with the Love and the Light of our Creator. This evening is a special time for all who work for the cause of enlightenment. [inaudible] We of Hatonn are able to see progress that has been made by meditating but, unfortunately, we must tell you that it is only slight. The special occasion we spoke of is an event of communication, for we are now able to speak and be heard by several others simultaneously. This is due both to the synchronization of the meditations of the various groups, and also to the level of competence or achievement that these groups have attained.

For the first time the scattered energies of the small varying groups scattered across the face of your geographic area are united, thus making our contact with you, and them, and your contact with them much stronger. We of Hatonn described your progress with your brothers and sisters as woefully short and that of the many-calling, who have been chosen by themselves to carry a level of learning and understanding forward among your brothers and sisters. Although we cannot urge you to contact them and publicize our communications, for our connections with your race must be through the warmth of an almost magnetic current of drawing seekers to Light. We urge you to pursue physically a type of life that exemplifies true correct living that your light may be a beacon to those who seek.

As we of Hatonn share our knowledge, our Love, and our strength with you, so also must you share with your brothers and sisters. It is only in this manner that you appear. You cannot take your plan to the universe, just as on this night the various groups that we mentioned have attuned themselves to one another. We of Hatonn share our Love with you at this moment, and we ask the blessings of good nature upon you and upon your planet on this night and may you all rest in peace. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am again withthis instrument. I am Hatonn, and again I greet you in Love and Light. Take heed, my friends, for you have within you the most precious thing in the creation. Take heed to your spirits. Nourish them and hearken to the faint music of the angelic choirs as they resound throughout the heavens of the creation. For each realized soul is a cause of great rejoicing among our people, for the harvest draws near, and we grow closer to you. Draw on us if you need us, but more than any, draw upon the Love within you, the truth that resides within you, the one original Thought that created you. All of these things you bear within yourself. Let them be born. We rejoice with you in the here and now that is eternity. That we seekers of the Creator can even now know the joy of being part of the creation and in concert with all those who seek, we sing a joyful hallelujah, for to Love and to know Love is beyond all joy that can be known in the brief shadow that is your physical illusion. We leave you in the sunlight, my friends. The shadow of your physical vehicles is not a lasting one. Never let its limitation distract you from the perfect beauty of that which is born within you, the seed of creation, Love.

Hatonn wanted to encourage us to remember our spirits are made of the Love of the Creator. They began by saying you have within you the most precious thing in the creation which are your spirits, so nourish them and hearken to the faint music of the angelic choirs as they resound throughout the heavens of the creation, for each realized soul is a cause of great rejoicing among our people, for the harvest draws near, and we grow closer to you, so call on us if you need us, but more than that draw upon the Love within you, the truth that resides within you, the one original Thought that created you, for all of these things you bear within yourself, so let them be born, and we rejoice with you in the here and now that is eternity, so that we seekers of the Creator can know the joy of being part of the creation, and, in concert with all those who seek, we sing a joyful hallelujah, for to Love and to know Love is beyond all joy that can be known in the brief shadow that is your physical illusion, for we leave you in the sunlight because the shadow of your physical vehicles is not a lasting one, so never let its limitation distract you from the perfect beauty of that which is born within you, the seed of creation, Love. On December 16, 1990, Q’uo said that to know Love is a joy:

There is no knowledge in science or any other discipline that may explain to you your nature. This is unseen, is without proof, and must remain without proof. We ask you simply to meditate, to feel free to desire to know Love, to know the experience of tabernacling with the infinite One, in immediate presence, for you may be dust, but you are dust in the presence of the infinite One, and nothing can take that from you. Nothing. Certainly not the cessation of viability of your physical vehicle. Release yourself from that prison in your consciousness, and the universe is yours to roam at will.

I leave you in that Love and in that Light. I am known to you as Hatonn. Adonai, my friends.

I am Latwii, and I am very glad to be with you. Laitos is also here, and she asks me to ask you to request her presence if you wish to have some conditioning at this time. I will pause while she works with each of you who requests it. I am Latwii.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. I am again having to adjust our vibration, for we are blowing this channel’s circuits. If you will pause just a moment, we will step down our intensity, for this is a sensitive instrument. We sometimes come on a little strong.

[Pause]

There, my friends, we think that will be a little easier on the instrument. We are here at the invitation of Hatonn to offer ourselves at your service in order that we may share with you any information that we may have, if you have a question at this time. Does anyone have a question at this time?

Questioner: Oh yes, a friend wants information on the issue of astral travel and out of body experiences. What can I tell him?

My brother, I am Latwii. I am aware of your question. Your friend knows more than is known to you at this time. However, we would say to you at this time, you may say that the higher self, with a number of more highly vibrational bodies at the moment of incarnation—which is not necessarily the moment of conception—becomes attached to the physical vehicle of an infant by means of what those of the so-called occult world call the silver cord. This silver cord is retained. It shapes the physical vehicle and those illnesses and other limitations which you experience during your physical existence occur due to the fact that the higher selves functioning through the silver cord are not able to allow that energy to flow unimpeded into the physical shell which it has created. These blockages cause these problems.

Those who are able by nature to travel astrally are those whose attachments to the physical vehicles are not taken as totally integrated either consciously or unconsciously. There are some souls who seem to know and consciously be able to leave the body and travel in the higher bodies. There are others who are unconscious of this ability but who have it happen spontaneously due to a misalignment of the physical body with the higher bodies or because of some trauma which occurs, whether it be joyful or sorrowful. It is not particularly helpful to experience astral travel unless it is needed by the individual in order to prove the subjective truth of the fact that consciousness does not reside in the physical vehicle. In that context, astral travel is very valuable.

Questioner asked: “Oh yes, a friend wants information on the issue of astral travel and out of body experiences. What can I tell him?” Latwii began by saying your friend knows more than is known to you at this time, and we would say that the higher self, with a number of more highly vibrational bodies at the moment of incarnation becomes attached to the physical vehicle of an infant by means of what those of the occult world call the silver cord, so this silver cord is retained, and it shapes the physical vehicle and those illnesses and other limitations which you experience during your physical existence occur due to the fact that the higher self functioning through the silver cord is not able to allow that energy to flow unimpeded into the physical shell which it has created, and these blockages cause these problems. Latwii went on to say those who are able by nature to travel astrally are those whose attachments to the physical vehicles are not taken as totally integrated either consciously or unconsciously, and there are some souls who seem to consciously be able to leave the body and travel in the higher bodies, and there are others who are unconscious of this ability but who have it happen spontaneously due to a misalignment of the physical body with the higher bodies or because of some trauma which occurs, whether it be joyful or sorrowful, so it is not helpful to experience astral travel unless it is needed by the individual in order to prove the subjective truth of the fact that consciousness does not reside in the physical vehicle, for in that context astral travel is very valuable. On January 15, 1989, Latwii described the nature of astral travel:

The process by which one accomplishes that which you have called the astral travel is a process which requires the body that is associated with the heart-ray energy center to leave or exit the physical vehicle of your third-density illusion, and to move from that vehicle, connected only by what we find your philosophers have called the silver cord, and travel in a manner which may be likened unto the projection of thought, and find as the destination that location or quality which is likened unto the answer to a query, for the process of astral traveling which is well used by the seeker of truth is contained within the asking of the query and the seeking of the answer.

In and of itself, however, it is not inclined to be a valuable experience unless the entity is very highly trained in what this instrument would call magic. If trained in the western traditions of magic, it is possible to reach through the astral body guides who may then instruct you while you are completely conscious. This is seen by those who work in these realms to be of great benefit. In the Eastern tradition, there is much the same consideration of the benefits of astral travel, although it is taken much more for granted in that tradition which is, of course, much older and therefore less structured and more complex.

Now Latwii said it is not inclined to be a valuable experience unless the entity is highly trained in what Carla would call magic, and if trained in the western traditions of magic, it is possible to reach through the astral body guides who may instruct you while you are completely conscious, for this is seen by those who work in these realms to be of great benefit, and in the Eastern tradition, there is much the same consideration of the benefits of astral travel, although it is taken much more for granted in that tradition which is, of course, much older and therefore less structured and more complex. On February 25, 2023, Q’uo described the nature of magic:

The basic quality of magic is the ability to create changes in consciousness of will. These changes in consciousness may be either towards the Light side of service to others, or the dark side of service to self. There is within each entity, then, the ability to make this choice on a daily basis so that you empower your choice of service to others, in whatever you do, whether it be magic or the normal round of your daily activities. However, the conscious entity, that which is known as the adept, which has already opened their heart in unconditional Love, may then accelerate its own spiritual growth by sharing their abilities with others in the magical sense, creating changes in consciousness that will be of more service to others because of the intention of the adept or the spiritual seeker. Thus, you are able by your use of magic or of how you see your daily life in relation to others, to create within yourself and within the world around you the Light and Love of the one Creator that allows more people to feel your presence of Love and your intention of sharing with others the Light and Love of the One Infinite Creator.

Is there anything more that we may tell you about this subject that you feel may be helpful to your friend?

Questioner: I don’t know. He’s talked to me about it before because I listened and had some knowledge that would be some encouragement. Should he be encouraged? Is he ready to be? Should he be encouraged at this point?

My brother, I am Latwii. You should neither encourage or discourage a person who is in pursuit of a phenomenon. Encourage only that the Creator may be known. The entity himself may choose the route by which he finds the Creator. For this entity, it might be the experience of astral travel. However, it is not the perquisite of any individual to give advice to another on these matters, but only to witness to one’s own feelings and knowledge of the Creator and of the methods by which he has experienced a change in his feelings, in his life, or in his work of a positive nature, due to his involvement in a spiritual path.

We do not mean to denigrate or, as you might say, put down astral travel. It is a natural thing to do rendered unnatural only because those of your people are very largely sleeping in their spirit and unaware of the possibility of separating the higher bodies from the physical body connected only by the silver cord. It is not to be encouraged any more than any other experiential phenomenon should be encouraged simply because it is unknown to anyone whether his brother may be ready for such an experience. It is impossible to judge the state of a brother or sister; therefore, it is impossible to give advice. For some this experience might be very beneficial. For others it might be terrifying due to an unfamiliarity with the process, for there are physical sensations connected with the leaving and returning to the body that are somewhat alarming to some who experience them.

Questioner asked: “I don’t know. He’s talked to me about it before because I listened and had some knowledge that would be some encouragement. Should he be encouraged? Is he ready to be? Should he be encouraged at this point?” Latwii said you should neither encourage or discourage a person who is in pursuit of a phenomenon, but encourage that the Creator may be known, for the entity may choose the route by which they find the Creator, for this entity it might be the experience of astral travel, but it is not the right of any individual to give advice to another on these matters but only to witness to one’s feelings of the Creator and of the methods by which he has experienced a change in his life’s work of a positive nature, due to his involvement in a spiritual path. Latwii continued by saying we do not mean to put down astral travel, for it is a natural thing to do made unnatural because those of your people are sleeping in their spirit and unaware of the possibility of separating the higher bodies from the physical body connected only by the silver cord, and it is not to be encouraged any more than any other experiential phenomenon should be encouraged because it is unknown to anyone whether his brother may be ready for such an experience, so it is impossible to judge the state of a brother or sister, so it is impossible to give advice, and for some this experience might be very beneficial, but for others it might be terrifying due to an unfamiliarity with the process, for there are physical sensations connected with the leaving and returning to the body that are alarming to some who experience them. In 91.7, Ra described the silver cord reflex:

There is what you might call the silver cord reflex; that is, when the mind/body/spirit complex dwells without the environs of the physical shell, and the physical shell is disturbed, the physical shell will reflexively call back the absent enlivener; that is, the mind/body/spirit complex which is connected with what may be metaphysically seen as what some of your philosophers have called the silver cord.

If this is done suddenly the mind/body/spirit complex will attempt entry into the energy web of the physical vehicle without due care, and the effect is as if one were to stretch one of your elastic bands and let it shrink rapidly. The resulting snap would strike hard at the anchored portion of the elastic band.

Therefore, you see you are more or less in a position where you may give information but without any emotional bias. You may say, “This is what I have heard. This is information that I have been able to share but I do not know what you must do. You must seek inside yourself for the answer to that question.” In this way your friend will know you to be a person of integrity, as well as a friend who attempts to help when asked.

Then Latwii said you are in a position where you may give information but without any emotional bias, so you may say: “This is what I have heard. This is information that I have been able to share, but I do not know what you must do. You must seek inside yourself for the answer to that question.” Then Latwii said in this way your friend will know you to be a person of integrity, as well as a friend who attempts to help when asked. On May 7, 2006, Q’uo described how we could be angels in service to a friend when we attempt to help them when asked:

Your guidance system is just waiting for you to ask for help. The angels that surround you are breathless with anticipation that you will remember them and call for them. They Love you with a Love that we cannot describe to you. It is the Love of the one Creator. They are bits of that consciousness; uncreated, sent forth in purity, unable to enter incarnation and able only to help when asked by incarnated beings such as yourself. Remember to ask for that help.

May be answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: Thank you. I’ll just keep an open ear to him and share love. Thank you.

Latwii: That is good, my brother, and we thank you. An open ear is the greatest blessing a friend can have.

Is there another question?

Questioner: I’ve been experiencing some unusual physical sensations as you’ve been speaking.

Latwii: There is an extremely good contact this evening, my brother, and this instrument we have had to be very careful with, for she is experiencing physical sensations herself having to do with enormous amounts of heat. At least we are able to speak through her, for when we began we were hardly able to control her vocal mechanisms. We are sorry for any stray vibrations that may be disturbing you and will ask the one known as Laitos to adjust your vibrations in such a way that you are more comfortable. We will pause at this time.

[Pause]

I am Latwii. I am again with this instrument. Are you feeling more comfortable, my brother?

Questioner: I was just thinking, now I know how a radio feels when it’s turned down.

Latwii: We are very glad that we have been able to adjust your dials. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: Hatonn earlier spoke of understanding and the Love of the infinite Creator. The statements reminds me of a kibbutz. I felt as though I was a finite being trying to understand the Infinite. Can you expand upon this statement?

Latwii: Yes, my brother. Your concept of yourself as a finite being is essentially incorrect. You are an infinite being able to experience an infinite Creator. In fact, you are the infinite Creator, as is each person into whose eyes you may gaze at any moment in your existence. The finity, or limited nature of your vehicle, confuses almost all of your people, and it is because of this very concept in your mind that Hatonn spoke upon this subject earlier. It was intended to share with you our thinking upon this subject.

We of the Confederation see each entity, each man and woman of your planet as infinite. It is written in your holy works, “Before the world was, I AM.” There is no past, there is no future. There is an infinite present and I AM. You and we of Latwii and this instrument, those in the room, and each of those upon your planet are part of the great I AM. You are awareness. You are consciousness. You are. Your being is infinite and preceded the making of this incredibly vast galaxy, solar system, and Earth. How many eons have you been infinite? And yet there is no duration, for in reality you are. And to understand your being is to understand Love. For it was the Love of the Creator that generated awareness. I AM. That is you and that is infinite. You are not a finite being, and your mind, with all of its limitations, its overloads, and its confusions, is merely a tool that you have sometimes used poorly. Never let it tell you what to do. Let your heart and your will express itself so that your mind performs the tasks given it by Love, working as a servant to you who work as a servant to the Creation.

Questioner asked: “Hatonn earlier spoke of understanding and the Love of the infinite Creator. The statements reminds me of a kibbutz. I felt as though I was a finite being trying to understand the Infinite. Can you expand upon this statement?” Latwii said your concept of yourself as a finite being is incorrect, for you are an infinite being able to experience an infinite Creator, and you are the infinite Creator, as is each person into whose eyes you may gaze at any moment in your existence, so the limited nature of your vehicle confuses almost all of your people, and it is because of this concept in your mind that Hatonn spoke upon this subject earlier, and it was intended to share with you our thinking upon this subject. Latwii went on by saying we see each man and woman of your planet as infinite, for it is written in your Bible, “Before the world was, I AM.” Then Latwii said there is no past or future, but there is an infinite I AM, and you, and we of Latwii, and Carla, and each of those upon your planet are part of the great I AM, so you are consciousness, and your being is infinite and preceded the making of this galaxy, solar system, and Earth, and yet there is no duration, for in reality you are, and to understand your being is to understand the Love of the Creator that generated infinite awareness, and that is you, for you are not a finite being, and your mind, with all of its limitations and its confusions, is a tool that you have sometimes used poorly, but never let it tell you what to do, so let your heart express itself so that your mind performs the tasks given it by Love, working as a servant to you who work as a servant to the Creation. On May 18, 1996, L/Leema said that we are consciousness:

You are consciousness, and that consciousness creates. It has created this moment for you by the work it has done in the past. It will create what you call your future as the work that you are doing at this moment comes into manifestation. The tool of intuition is one which may be applied by the remembering and recording of your dreams and visions, by the listening to what this instrument would call the still small voice, the voice that says, “This is good; this is not so good. This feels right; this does not feel right.” An intuitive person often has no verbalized reason for these feelings. It is always well to recognize them and give them respect.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: [Inaudible]

Latwii: We thank you, my brother. May we answer the one known as C at this time?

C: I really didn’t have a question. I just wanted to send a thank you to Hatonn.

Latwii: We have relayed this to Hatonn who is very, very pleased that they were able to share with you in such a way that it enabled you to feel more at home in yourselves, for you are truly only at home within yourself.

We have one more question that we must answer for one who is absent, but before that we wish to make sure there are no more questions. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

Very well then, we do not like to deal with this type of information because it is so boring, but we have been asked to deal with the earthquake situation. The one known as Don wishes to know about earthquakes. Unfortunately, he is not here, but if he were, we would say to him that he already knows about earthquakes and has been talking about earthquakes for the last two decades of your time, as you count time. He may have noticed that there have been earthquakes. These are the earthquakes which he has been talking about. He is probably wondering whether there really are going to be more earthquakes. Has he not talked about more earthquakes?

Yes, my brother there will be more earthquakes. The scenario is being played out due to the fact that although there has been great improvement in large segments of your population, although Love and Light has increased to what we would call a great extent in the Light centers which we have started and among self-aware people all over your planet, it has not been enough to generate the positive Love energy necessary to totally remove the necessity for the expression of disharmony which the Earth must now manifest, and so it will occur. We are happy to say this, and this the entity also realizes, although he has not spoken of it to this instrument, that these occurrences will be less harmful than they would have been had the scenario not subtly changed due to the Love that has been generated by people such as yourselves.

Then Latwii said: “We have one more question that we must answer for one who is absent, but before that we wish to make sure there are no more questions.” Latwii began by saying we do not like to deal with this type of information because it is so boring, but we have been asked to deal with the earthquake situation, and Don wishes to know about earthquakes, but he is not here, but if he were here, we would say that he already knows about earthquakes and has been talking about earthquakes for the last two decades, and he may have noticed that there have been earthquakes which he has been talking about, so he is probably wondering whether there really are going to be more earthquakes. Latwii went on to say there will be more earthquakes, for the scenario is being played out because there has been great improvement in large segments of your population, and although Love and Light has increased a great extent in the Light centers which we have started and among self-aware people all over your planet, it has not been enough to generate the positive Love energy necessary to remove the expression of disharmony which the Earth must now manifest, and so it will occur, but we are happy to say this, and this Don also realizes, although he has not spoken of it to Carla, that these occurrences will be less harmful than they would have been had the scenario not subtly changed due to the Love that has been generated by people such as yourselves. On October 18, 1978, Hatonn said that the predicated earthquakes will be less harmful because of Light centers such as this one:

That which is known to you as the physical change of planet Earth, as you well know from your previous research, has already begun taking place and is well underway. What is perhaps not known to you is that groups of people in Light centers like this one, meditating in Love, have managed to alleviate not one but several series of your earthquakes, especially those in your western coast, so that smaller earthquakes happened in quick succession, none of which did the great damage that one earthquake should have done.

This morning I changed out the sugar syrup in my neighbor’s hummingbird feeder and my two hummingbird feeders. Then I used Huff and Puff to blow all of the leaves in the back yard into places where I could mulch them with Venus. Then I drove to Glenview Trust for my yearly review of my portfolio.

This afternoon I mulched the leaves in the backyard with Venus. But I also caught the netting to protect a Hosta Garden and some small Forsythia Bushes in the blades of Venus. So, I cut more netting for both areas into pieces that would cover all of the Hostas and the small Forsythia Bushes.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 21

Credo

Greetings in the Love of Christ. I am the Spirit of the consciousness of Christ in the vibration which comforts this child. Can you consider yourself as one of the company of the faithful because you know that the means of eternal life is at hand?

Can you rest in the glory of your future experience while dwelling in the present difficult times?

We find your hearts to be lax, for in your appreciation of the inevitability of salvation, you forget that the moment of salvation for any soul is that moment in which the soul may turn to its Creator and vibrate, “Credo. Credo,” with a whole and single heart.

Peace be with you, now and always.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Latwii channeling comes from November 16, 1980:

(Unknown channeling)

I am Hatonn. Tonight we have been successful in contacting a new instrument and we are pleased that he was going to step out on his faith. We of Hatonn are willing to adjust our being if it is difficult to discern for this instrument. We will pause for this purpose. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn, and I am again with you. We have adjusted our being, and we feel that we are more closely aligned with this instrument. At this time, we would like to share with you a story of our past.

At one time, we of Hatonn were a warlike nation in that, although united as one planet, we were divided into many sects that strove to dominate or control the planet. We chose to combat one another in our efforts to achieve this control. However, none were able to dominate, and all were weakened by the struggle. Finally, a point was reached in which we of Hatonn were destitute. We had destroyed all of the resources that our planet had to offer and were unable to kill one another simply because we no longer possessed the raw materials from which to construct further weaponry. At this point, we had also destroyed our food chain and were near starvation. In many ways we were, at that time, very similar to you as your planet is today, fixed upon oblivion.

We discovered that our survival as a priority superseded all other priorities and that the requirements for survival became very obvious: regard each man or woman as one’s own brother or sister and share with them as you would with your wife, or husband, or child. Our decimation became, in this manner, our strength. In our choice, in our choosing to reduce our planet’s ability to support life, we inadvertently chose a very strenuously spiritual path, that of loving through forced sharing. Perhaps this may not sound very spiritual to those listening to our words, however, then we learned that sharing was more valuable than surviving. We obtained a vibration level that enabled us to both sustain our bodies and at the same time, progress beyond physical needs.

We share this story with you not in pride, obviously, but in encouragement. Small though your numbers may be, those of you who have grown beyond your brothers and sisters in your desire to love and share will be able in destitution, and poverty, and in starvation to mold and guide the growth of your race but only if you keep faith with your feelings. We feel that it is necessary to encourage you at this point because the time draws near when your strengths will be called upon and tested severely. Many of those strengths in many of you are already being tested at this time.

We Love you in the manner of those who can only watch, and encourage, and advise you as you grow, and we desire that your growth be rapid and as painless as is possible. However, what you call growing pains will occur and are occurring now that you may adapt yourselves to the experience of pain without taking the pain within and clinging to it as one would a valuable jewel or possession. All things pass, as will your pains even if they pass as a result of your death on the physical plane. Do not let this death or these pains worry you. They are merely tools with which the universe shapes the final product which you so desire to become. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you also, my brothers, in the Love and Light of our infinite Creator, in whom the hope of consciousness lies. We are grateful to our brothers and sisters of Hatonn for enabling us to visit with you once more, for we are very, very fond of this group and greet each of you. We are here for the purpose of answering any questions that you might have at this time. Is there a question at this time?

Questioner: Latwii, I have a question or more correctly a group of questions. I have some friends who receive information of a teacher such as possibly yourself. However, the advice they receive often conflicts with what I receive from you. This has aroused my curiosity. I, therefore, ask you about their teachers, and about the level of competence of these teachers, and how much they should be believing.

I am Latwii. My brother, may we answer the last question first, for it is the most important. You are not to believe any teacher. You must believe your heart. This is a simple truth but important to your advancement. There is no true teacher but yourself, for there is no one but yourself. All the information that comes your way does so for a purpose. Out of it you take what vibrates to you as proper. The rest you discard. This is true of all information, including the owner’s manual of your car. You must not separate any information from any other information or treat some information as priority. This is only information that we are giving you. We do not consider ourselves, shall we say, a higher source. We are your brothers and sisters. We have had experience. We share it. It may not help you. It is as simple as that. We now go backwards and answer the first question.

We are a source that is not connected karmically, shall we say, with your physical planet or its finer planes. We are messengers or angels, if you will, in the service of the infinite Creator. We are a variety, but we are all one in the Creator’s service. We do not have the right by the law of the creation to interfere with the free will of any of those upon your planet, although, in an advanced group, we can sometimes give information or confirm information for those in that group, knowing as we do that those advanced students will not believe us unless they wished to, and if they believe us they already believed when they asked the question. Therefore, we are not infringing upon free will.

Questioner asked: “I have a question or more correctly a group of questions. I have some friends who receive information of a teacher such as possibly yourself. However, the advice they receive often conflicts with what I receive from you. This has aroused my curiosity. I, therefore, ask you about their teachers, and about the level of competence of these teachers, and how much they should be believing.” Latwii began by saying may we answer the last question first, for it is the most important, for you are not to believe any teacher since you must believe your heart, and this is a simple truth but important to your advancement, and there is no true teacher but yourself, for there is no one but yourself, so all the information that comes your way does so for a purpose, for out of it you take what vibrates to you as proper, and the rest you discard, so this is true of all information, for you must not separate any information from any other information or give some information priority, for this is only information that we are giving you because we do not consider ourselves a higher source, but we are your brothers and sisters, and we have had experience, and we share it, but it may not help you, so we now go backwards and answer the first question. Latwii went on to say we are a source that is not connected karmically with your planet or its finer planes, for we are messengers or angels in the service of the infinite Creator, and we are all one in the Creator’s service, but we do not have the right by the law of the creation to interfere with the free will of any of those upon your planet, although, in an advanced group, we can sometimes confirm information for those in that group, knowing as we do that those advanced students will not believe us unless they wish to, and if they believe us they already believed when they asked the question, so we are not infringing upon free will. On August 26, 1982, Latwii spoke of how they do not wish to infringe upon free will:

We hesitate to give the word in any sense which would direct your attention away from those concerns which are unique to your being at this time. We wish to be of service without infringing upon free will and feel that we might be of the best aid by suggesting that you look in meditation within your being at the purpose for the life. Look then as well to the opportunities which present themselves. Find the balance which is unique to your seeking and to your being.

Those connected with the Cosmic Awareness Group and others whose information you have been acquainted with are a planetary source. This source is not a bad one at all, but you must understand it is no more to be believed than the owner’s manual of your car, which most often will get you out of tight spots but is sometimes incorrect due to misprint, a torn-out page, or the book being for the wrong model. This often happens with planetary consciousness such as this Awareness Consciousness. It is aware, in part, of the Akashic Record. However, it is filtered through the egoic vibrations of the interpreter. Therefore, there is an element of human awareness in this awareness, and that particular human is somewhat alarmed about the practical side of things.

It is perfectly all right to consider any information that you may wish to. How much better it is to follow your heart and do not give the slightest amount of worry to various bits of data as they occur but merely be intelligent and knowledgeable of the only tool that you have for analysis upon the physical plane, to use it correctly. That is, use your intellect correctly. Collect and store data and observe further data to see if it fits various patterns. This will inform you that by far the most important group of data in your life are your thoughts and actions. The printed page, the spoken word, may be paranoid, inspiring, extremely interesting, or dull, but it is basically irrelevant compared to the data of yourself, your thoughts, your beliefs, your biases and the actions that you take towards those about you. You are like a web shining in the Light, and you weave yourself moment by moment. Do not compare teachers. They are all lacking. Listen to the wind, and attentively weave your life from the strands of Love and Light the Creator has placed at your momentary disposal.

Latwii went on to say those connected with the Cosmic Awareness Group and others whose information you have been acquainted with are a planetary source, and this source is not a bad one, but you must understand it is no more to be believed than the owner’s manual of your car, which often will get you out of tight spots but is sometimes incorrect due to misprint, a torn-out page, or the book being for the wrong model, and this often happens with planetary consciousness such as this Awareness Consciousness since it is aware of the Akashic Record, but it is filtered through the egoic vibrations of the interpreter, so there is an element of human awareness in this awareness, and that human is somewhat alarmed about the practical side of things. Latwii continued by saying it is all right to consider any information that you may wish to, but how much better it is to follow your heart and do not give any worry to bits of data as they occur, but be aware of the only tool that you have for analysis upon the physical plane, which is your intellect, and to use it correctly, so collect data and observe further data to see if it fits various patterns, for this will inform you that the most important group of data in your life are your thoughts and actions, for the printed page or the spoken word may be paranoid, inspiring, or dull, but it is irrelevant compared to the data of your beliefs and the actions that you take towards those about you, for you are like a web shining in the Light, and you weave yourself moment by moment, so do not compare teachers, for they are all lacking, but listen to the wind, and weave your life from the strands of Love and Light the Creator has placed at your momentary disposal. On May 11 2019, Q’uo spoke of how we may follow our heart:

When you wish to be of service to entities as what you’ve described, that seem to be at odds with their requirements of you, it is well to look within your heart, perhaps within the meditative state, to see and feel what is your true heart’s desire. If that desire is to be of as complete and loving a response to needs as you are aware of, go then to that source of request of service from you and give what is asked fully and freely, until you feel that you have given all that can be given by you at that time.

Then, when you are asked by another to give what seems difficult or contradictory in some fashion, give again from the heart from your being, that tells you what it is you must do to be true to that feeling of wishing to give all that you have. When you feel that there is contradiction, opposition, confusion, or any other feature of your service that is not clear to you, find within your own being the faith, that as you follow your heart, there is no higher calling you may follow. Find within yourself the will to continue to give as it is asked of you to give.

Service is not always easy. Service is often most difficult when it is most valuable to be given. All services given freely from the heart are helpful to all entities involved in the service. Indeed, in any way in which you may open your heart to others, you affect the entire creation, for all are One in Love and Light.

As to your second question of the three, we do not feel that it is necessary for us to evaluate sources of information. Perhaps you do not agree with this and would like to question further, but we feel sure that you are following our drift, as it were, and understand that it is not interesting to us to evaluate our brothers and sisters who are attempting to be of service but who have a different point of view, terrestrial rather than, shall we say, heavenly for our kingdom is the universe, and that which is upon your ball in space is of interest to us only as it affects you in your growth and evolution.

Latwii went on to say as to your second question of the three, we do not feel that it is necessary for us to evaluate sources of information, for if you do not agree with this and would like to question further, we feel sure that you understand that it is not interesting to us to evaluate our brothers and sisters who are attempting to be of service, but who have a different point of view, terrestrial rather than heavenly, for our kingdom is the universe, and that which is upon your ball in space is of interest to us only as it affects you in your evolution. On January 23, 1983, Latwii described how we may move forward in our evolution:

When you feel an intuitive feeling, you are being spoken to by a greater or deeper portion of your own being. Whether this portion be that known as your higher self, your own unconscious programming, guides, or guardians, or friends of Light is of little concern for the moment. What is to be noted is the impulse towards action or thought. To listen to such is indeed quite efficacious in traveling that path you have chosen, but it must be remembered that you cannot make mistakes. And to not listen to such an impulse will simply mean that you shall reach your destination eventually by another means.

You may see the balancing of the intellectual and analytical abilities of your mind with the intuitive information from your subconscious mind as that which is most helpful in accelerating your evolution of mind, body, and spirit, for with the analytical abilities of your conscious mind, you are able to chart the path which you shall travel. By listening to those intuitive impulses which spring from some portion of your subconscious mind, then is your conscious mind informed as to larger parameters within which it might have its sway. Thus, the two portions of your mind operating in balance provide you with the means by which you are able to move upon your path of evolution within your illusion.

May be answer you further my brother?

Questioner: I have a different question now. In examining my understanding of the concept of reincarnation and karma, I felt that in each situation one encounters, there may be a lesson which is confusing. The lesson itself might be more clear if I understood some of the things that I had returned to learn. For example, if I had returned to this Earth with one lesson as objective to learn not to kill, and I was consciously aware of this, it would be perhaps easier to complete the lesson or to learn it fully. Is it possible for you, first of all, to determine what an individual’s lessons are for this lifetime, and second, if it is possible, are you allowed to share that information with the individual to help them further their growth?

I am Latwii, and I am with this instrument. It is possible, my brother, for us to scan the various bodies that you possess and to discover thereby the patterns which you brought into this incarnation. It is not permissible for us to give you the answers to the examination before you have taken it. We are not in the business of crib sheets, and you must view your lessons as just what they are: things to be learned. There is a shortcut, and you know it well. Release all the lessons, all the worries, all the distress, and all the confusion and meditate. We cannot emphasize your daily surrender to the Infinite enough times. If you have that much faith in yourself to work upon yourself by opening yourself to yourself, your confusion, your problems, your karma will take care of itself. You may notice that you are foolish quite a lot and spend a good bit of time regretting it. That is because you are on a third-density planet. It, in effect, goes with the territory. Do not worry about it but turn instead once more to the Infinite and be enabled by contact with Love to face with joy the total folly of your existence, if it seems so to you. Enjoy yourself, my brother. That is the highest advice that we can think of to give you. Laugh and love and be. What you came here to learn you will only learn by embracing this life with love.

The other part of your question has to do with karma, and much is partly understood about it, which makes it very difficult to explain. It is commonly understood to be another way of saying that as you sow, so shall you reap. It is much more clearly seen in the context of forgiveness. Karma is, very simply, action. There is a law in your physics that says there is an equal and opposite reaction, and this can be true unless a higher law of creation is invoked. And that law is forgiveness. If you can forgive yourself, or if you can forgive another you have eliminated that much karma. You have nulled the action and there will be no reaction. This is what the master known as Jesus was exemplifying. He stopped the wheel of karma and so may you, without being quite so dramatic.

Questioner asked: “In examining my understanding of the concept of reincarnation and karma, I felt that in each situation one encounters, there may be a lesson which is confusing. The lesson itself might be more clear if I understood some of the things that I had returned to learn. For example, if I had returned to this Earth with one lesson as objective to learn not to kill, and I was consciously aware of this, it would be perhaps easier to complete the lesson or to learn it fully. Is it possible for you, first of all, to determine what an individual’s lessons are for this lifetime, and second, if it is possible, are you allowed to share that information with the individual to help them further their growth?” Latwii said it is possible for us to scan the bodies that you possess and to discover the patterns which you brought into this incarnation, but is not permissible for us to give you the answers to the examination before you have taken it, for we are not in the business of reference sheets, and you must view your lessons as what they are: things to be learned, so there is a shortcut, and you know it well, so release all the lessons and worries and meditate, for we cannot emphasize your daily surrender to the Infinite enough times, for if you have faith in yourself to work upon yourself by opening yourself to your problems, your karma will take care of itself, and you may notice that you are foolish quite a lot and spend a good bit of time regretting it, and that is because you are on a third-density planet, so do not worry about it but turn to the Infinite and be enabled by contact with Love to face with joy the folly of your existence, and enjoy yourself, for what you came here to learn you will only learn by embracing this life with Love. Latwii concluded by saying the other part of your question has to do with karma, and much is partly understood about it, which makes it very difficult to explain, for it is understood to be another way of saying that as you sow, so shall you reap, and it is more clearly seen in the context of forgiveness, so karma is action, and there is a law in your physics that says there is an equal and opposite reaction, and this can be true unless a higher law of creation is invoked, and that law is forgiveness, so if you can forgive yourself, or if you can forgive another you have eliminated that much karma, for you have nulled the action, and there will be no reaction, so this is what Jesus was exemplifying because He stopped the wheel of karma and so may you, without being quite so dramatic. On May 19, 2007, Q’uo described the value of our forgiving ourself:

With that closure out of the way, then you start on the real work of forgiveness. Each entity’s hardest sell is the self. You can sell almost anyone else upon good ideas, ways to improve the self, and so forth, but when you come to look at your own character, your own secret thoughts and your own tangled and disturbed emotions, you do not know where to start in even grasping the situation entirely, much less forgiving the situation. Yet that is the way you stop the wheel of karma: you forgive.

So, we would suggest, my sister, that in order to stop the wheel of karma in your life, as it is connected with this entity, it is necessary for you to forgive yourself, again and again and again, every time this trigger is pulled that catapults you back into toxic thoughts concerning your actions. Forgive the thoughts. Forgive the other entity. Forgive the situation. And most of all, forgive yourself.

We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

We would find it difficult to answer a snore, therefore, we will leave this instrument, wishing you only the infinite capacity to laugh as you tread the path of spirit. We leave you in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. I am Latwii. Adonai vasu borragus.

[Tape ends.]

This morning I went outside and took all of the geodes and fossils off of the 2 ft. by 4 ft. rectangle below the bird bath, and then I put down two new bags of topsoil. Then I used a leaf rake to smooth the topsoil. Then I placed the geodes and fossils in various areas around the plastic fake rock with the quote from Ralph Waldo Emerson: “The Earth Laughs in Flowers.” Then I replaced the horseshoes on all sides of the bottom of the bird bath. Then I used my garden hose and sprayer to clean all of the area. Then I used my backpack blower, Huff and Puff, to blow the Pawpaw leaves into the side yard so that I could mulch them with my big mower, Venus.

This afternoon I used Huff and Puff to blow the leaves in the front yard into a pile, and then I put the leaves into two garbage cans for yard waste pickup Thursday. Then I used Huff and Puff to blow the leaves in the area in front of the pet cemetery, and in the pet cemetery into the area between the fishpond and the pet cemetery into a pile and put them into eight garbage cans.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 20

Seek First The Kingdom Of Heaven

I am the Spirit, that you call Holy, of the consciousness of Christ in the vibration which comforts this instrument. Greetings in the Love of Christ and the peace of His kingdom.

Do you think that the grace and consolation of the Holy Spirit will come to you in time of need if you but turn your mind in the direction of aid and succor? Children, although this be true, nevertheless, it would behoove you first to seek knowledge of the Father’s kingdom, not for any good it might seem to do for you or be to you but for the sake of Love alone.

For as you enter more and more into the consciousness of that kingdom, so will the nearly silent voice of the Spirit be made resonant and full by your changing awareness. It is written, “Seek ye first the kingdom of heaven and its righteousness, and all things shall be added unto you.” These words are true, and we recommend them to your consideration.

May the peace of the consciousness of Christ be with you, now and always.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling today comes from November 9, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. It is a great blessing to be back with you. Indeed, we have been back for several days, and have been looking forward to the opportunity of speaking to this group, and are very pleased that you are meeting. We have had some success in causing some of the leaders of those peoples whom you call Russians to envision a more spiritual view. However, we are sorry to report that on the whole we have met with what this instrument would call a resounding rebuff. And this causes us to become very weary, as we have our energy reflected back to us with much negative energy added. We have been retired from that particular duty once again, and are able to return to you.

Although this instrument is somewhat puzzled at the change in program, we would like to open the meeting to questions at this time. Is there a question that we may answer for you?

Questioner: [Inaudible].

I am Hatonn. We were aware this was very centrally upon your mind at this time, and we feel that it is one of the central questions, because it adds into one of the central occurrences of the dawning of the new age. Therefore, we wished to focus upon this. This instrument is experiencing some difficulty, partially due to the depleted state of her physical energy, also partially due to her lack of personal understanding of this problem. However, we shall continue through this instrument, for we have a good contact. And we caution this instrument to be calm, and do her usual job without regard to the nature of her communications.

If you can picture with me the formation of mineral crystals, you will be aware that there is a great deal of rock that is not at all crystallized, and is therefore relatively insensitive to delicate vibrations. This is analogous to a large portion of the people of your planet, who feel the new vibrations of what you may call the “golden age,” but whose crystallization of purpose or intent in seeking the path of truth and the Love of the Creator is so truncated that it does not matter to them, and they go about their business and lead the lives that they would lead, their relationships being guided almost entirely by their needs for procreation, companionship, and financial aid. This governs the relationships of most of those among your people.

When these conditions are not met; when finances are inadequate; the procreative instinct of one does not suit the other; or the need of companionship is not agreeable to both; this type of union will cease. Now we move on to your question. There are seeded among your peoples more crystallized souls or spirits who are much more oriented towards reflecting and refracting the Light and the Love of the Creator. These are people of magnetism and illumination to some degree or another, and are committed each in his or her own way to the path of righteousness, as this instrument would call it.

The Questioner seems to have asked about entities that are ready to partake in the NewAge of transformation. Hatonn began by saying if you can picture the formation of mineral crystals, you will be aware that there is a great deal of rock that is not crystallized, and it is insensitive to delicate vibrations, so this is analogous to many of the people of your planet who feel the new vibrations of the “Golden Age,” but whose crystallization of purpose in seeking the path of truth and the Love of the Creator is so shortened that it does not matter to them, and they go about their business and lead the lives that they lead, their relationships being guided entirely by their needs for families and earning a living, so this governs the relationships of most of those among your people. Hatonn went on to say when finances are inadequate, and the need of companionship is not agreeable to both, this type of union will cease, so now we move on to your question, for there are among your people more crystallized souls who are much more oriented towards reflecting the Light and the Love of the Creator, so these are people of illumination to some degree and they are committed each in his or her own way to the path of righteousness, as Carla would call it. On May 27, 1990, Q’uo described how we will eventually be able to share the Love and Light of the Creator:

Yet, we encourage each to persevere, for each is a good seed with much yet to offer in the blooming. The cycles move, the seasons change, and the soul once again will enliven the personality that lives within the illusion, and there will again be the joy of the heart that springs forth into summer and into the full fruiting that is possible for each seeker of truth. We are with you. We endure with you, we seek with you, we await with you the Light and the Love of the Creator that does always nourish each, and which each in its own time will bring forth into new fruit and joyful experience.

However, it is the nature of most crystals to be flawed, and the delicate vibrations of the golden age are such that each crystal will begin to disintegrate to a certain extent along the flawed line. It is within the free will of each of these entities to rebuild their crystallized entity in such a manner that the flaw no longer exists. However, this is extremely painful. It is much more common for the individual not totally understanding the purification that he or she is going through to blame the pain of transformation upon those nearest the entity.

Thus, many who are undergoing personal and individual purifications in order to become purely crystallized and free of flaws on the path to what you would call mastery are interpreting this pain as having to do with a relationship, rather than recognizing that the problem is completely personal, and is no reflection upon any partner, child, or situation. This is the great contributing cause to the many seemingly synchronous relationship difficulties that you are now observing and indeed experiencing.

Hatonn continued by saying it is the nature of most crystals to be flawed, and the delicate vibrations of the Golden Age are such that each crystal will begin to disintegrate to a certain extent along the flawed line, and it is within the free will of each of these entities to rebuild their crystallized entity in such a manner that the flaw no longer exists, but this is extremely painful, so it is more common for the individual not totally understanding the purification that he or she is going through to blame the pain of transformation upon those nearest the entity. Then Hatonn said many who are undergoing personal purifications in order to become free of flaws on the path to mastery are interpreting this pain as having to do with a relationship, rather than recognizing that the problem is completely personal, and it is no reflection upon any situation, for this is the cause to many synchronous relationship difficulties that you are now observing and experiencing. On July 23, 1989, Q’uo described the nature of the pain of transformation:

We would suggest that each continue to attempt to serve others, but that each take oneself more seriously. We do not mean that you should lose your sense of humor. That is certainly necessary within an illusion such as yours, which is quite comedic, we find. But in order to avoid becoming a pawn in someone else’s game you must grasp the dimensions of the understanding that is being asked of you, and then to the best of your ability attempt to learn and to manifest that new understanding, to undergo the pain of transformation and change, and to use the energy of that pain for a building of a new and higher truth for yourself.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: [Inaudible].

I am Hatonn, and I understand your question, my brother. You must address yourself to the fact that each individual has a path of their own. The individual who spoke in this wise to you is an individual whose nature sees things in a very simplistic way. Having once experienced relationships, and again experienced relationships, and again, this individual has determined to his own satisfaction, by simple experiment as he would put it, that spiritual union does not exist for him, and that it is his fate to be alone. He may well be surprised when fate offers him a spiritual partner whose energy balances his own.

The simple truth is that each individual comes into this illusion that you have in third density to learn specific lessons. Some of them involve a large degree of loneliness. This does not have to do with the new age. This has to do with the choice of lessons by the individual. There are some individuals who have a great need to balance the Love vibration with a Wisdom vibration. Thus, they spend time alone working to become more self-disciplined and wiser. They are, therefore, unable at some particular point or perhaps for a large amount of time in the illusion to experience true spiritual union. Others spend their entire lives involved in spiritual union with partners due to the fact that their orientation attracts such partnership.

Questioner seems to have asked a question about whether having a mate on their spiritual journey would be helpful. Hatonn replied by saying you must address yourself to the fact that each individual has a path of their own, and the individual who spoke in this way to you is an individual whose nature sees things in a simplistic way, for having once experienced relationships, and again experienced relationships, this individual has determined to their own satisfaction that spiritual union does not exist for them, and that it is their fate to be alone, so they may be surprised when fate offers them a spiritual partner whose energy balances their own. Hatonn went on to say the truth is that each individual comes into this illusion in third density to learn specific lessons, and some of them involve choice of lessons, but this does not have to do with the New Age, for this has to do with the choice of lessons by the individual, so there are some individuals who have a need to balance the Love vibration with a Wisdom vibration, and they spend time alone working to become more self-disciplined and wiser, so they are unable at some point to experience true spiritual union, but others spend their entire lives involved in spiritual union with partners due to the fact that their orientation attracts such partnership. In 61.6, Ra spoke of the balance between Love and Wisdom for our body:

The body complex has natural functions. Many of these have to do with the unmanifested self and are normally not subject to the need for balancing.

There are natural functions which have to do with other-self. Among these are touching, loving, the sexual life, and those times when the company of another is craved to combat the type of loneliness which is the natural function of the body, as opposed to those types of loneliness which are of the mind/emotion complex or of the spirit.

When these natural functions may be observed in the daily life they may be examined in order that the love of self and love of other-self versus the wisdom regarding the use of natural functions may be observed. There are many fantasies and stray thoughts which may be examined in most of your people in this balancing process.

Equally to be balanced is the withdrawal from the need for these natural functions with regard to other-self. On the one hand there is an excess of love. It must be determined whether this is love of self or other-self or both. On the other hand, there is an over-balance towards wisdom.

It is well to know the body complex so that it is an ally, balanced and ready to be clearly used as a tool; for each bodily function may be used in higher and higher, if you will, complexes of energy with other-self.

No matter what the behavior, the important balancing is the understanding of each interaction on this level with other-selves, so that whether the balance may be love/wisdom or wisdom/love, the other-self is seen by the self in a balanced configuration, and the self is, thus, freed for further work.

There is no right or wrong path. There are two poles to the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. One is Love, the other Wisdom. Love is a female vibration, and Wisdom male, if you would use those terms. We feel it will be helpful to you to understand what we are saying for us to use those terms. It is more characteristic of the male energy to be wise, and more characteristic of the female energy to be loving. Neither will be of service in becoming a channel for the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator without some balancing agent of the other. And in order to achieve mastery, the two must come into balance so that each male has the female energy totally balanced within his nature, and the female the male energy totally balanced within her nature.

It is basically, shall we say, nearly impossible to achieve mastery alone. Those who achieve it, for the most part, work with a partner. This is the true basis of spiritual union. This is the true yoga, for the female and the male to work out together the lessons of love and wisdom. For Love without Wisdom is wasted on foolish things. And Wisdom without Love is hollow, and foolish also. Thus, at the end of this illusion, as you begin to achieve a mastery of this illusion, you will undoubtedly have done so through the unions that you have experienced in your lives during this cycle. Therefore, it is of course incorrect to say that there is no such thing as a spiritual union in the new age. Indeed, spiritual union is what the new age is all about. However, there are those individuals who must experience solitude, until they have reached the point at which they are ready to open themselves. Then the opener, that is to say the partner, will appear, and they will be caught up without doubts or prejudice.

Hatonn went on to say there is no right or wrong path, for there are two poles to the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator, and one is Love, the other Wisdom, so Love is a female vibration and Wisdom male, and we feel it will be helpful to you to understand what we are saying as we use those terms, for it is more characteristic of the male energy to be wise, and more characteristic of the female energy to be loving, but neither will be of service in becoming a channel for the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator without some balancing agent of the other, and in order to achieve mastery, the two must come into balance, so that each male has the female energy balanced within his nature, and the female the male energy balanced within her nature. Hatonn continued by saying it is nearly impossible to achieve mastery alone, for those who achieve it, for the most part, work with a partner, and this is the true basis of spiritual union for the female and the male to work out together the lessons of Love and Wisdom, for Love without Wisdom is wasted on foolish things, and Wisdom without Love is foolish also, so at the end of this illusion, as you begin to achieve a mastery of this illusion, you will have done so through the unions that you have experienced in your lives during this cycle, but it is incorrect to say that there is no spiritual union in the New Age because spiritual union is what the New Age is all about, but there are those individuals who must experience solitude until they have reached the point at which they are ready to open themselves, and then the partner will appear, and they will be caught up without doubts or prejudice. On April 9, 1995, Q’uo spoke of the relationship of the male and female energies:

Now, what is it for which the male reaches, beyond, that is, the obvious? What is it that is at the heart, spiritually speaking, of this energy? As always, it is that unity. The prize is great for those who wish to purify and strengthen this energy until it finds balance within the self. Thusly, males have the necessity of dealing with the catalyst of attraction to any attractive and available female. Indeed, that male energy is capable of reaching in fantasy, in thought. There does not even need to be the stimulus of the female which is present. This ensures that the species will survive as long as the planet is viable.

Meanwhile, for the female energy, there is the opposite side of this dynamic: unity, there is, but an articulated unity. Males who have much female energy also find themselves involuntarily drawn into the contractions of one who protects oneself. This energy is so powerful that it—this instrument is having trouble finding a word for what we wish to say—the power of this energy is so great, that there is the necessity for the female or receptive energy to be watchful, cautious, and protective. Not for the female energy the indiscriminate reaching, but rather the careful protection, for the unity that is articulated betwixt male and female is that mystery which is the one great original Thought.

Female energy potentiating male energy equals subconscious energy run through conscious channels. So, each becomes a channel for the one great original Thought which is Love. And in the sexual mating betwixt two who grasp the profundity and centrality of the energies of lovemaking, there is the possibility of touching intelligent energy, and in this fusion, the two truly are one. And from this rise male and female, blessed, balanced, and healed.

For such is true union, that it is impossible to ignore. It is a characteristic of your people, that bitterness, as you were pointing out earlier in your conversation, is a by-product of age. It is unfortunate that some distill this from their experience, for it is not a healthy drink. Far better indeed, to let the bitterness go, and enjoy the beauty of each moment. The entity who has spoken to you is indeed cleansing himself at this very moment, day by day, and will in time not be bitter, for his soul is a sweet one. He is simply discouraged over what he sees as failure on his part. However, when the entity has vibratory difficulties, it is not failure; it is simply the pain of growing. It is sometimes unfortunate that during the growth process, that which could be saved is lost, but almost always, this loss is for the purpose of freeing the individual for a relationship or an understanding that he needs more.

Therefore, what this instrument would call initiation through purification exists for those entities who are ready to work upon themselves. And the currency of this work is most often pain. It is in time balanced by joy. The nature of this illusion is polarity. Thus, your perception that spiritual union with a partner is not obsolete is certainly a proper one. However, this does not indicate that everyone will always have a partner, for there are times when solitude is necessary for growth process. Remember that you are a continuing soul or spirit, and that this particular incarnation, in this particular illusion, in this particular space/time, is merely one small part of the circle of yourself. Thus, it does not always make sense day by day, but you must look at the greater picture and see the greater cycles that you experience knowing that that which you need will come to you and be unmistakable.

Hatonn continued by saying for such is true union that it is impossible to ignore, and it is a characteristic of your people that bitterness is a by-product of age, and it is unfortunate that some distill this from their experience, for it is not a healthy drink because it is better to let the bitterness go and enjoy the beauty of each moment, for the entity who has spoken to you is cleansing himself at this moment and will in time not be bitter, for his soul is a sweet one, so he is discouraged over what he sees as failure on his part, but when an entity has vibratory difficulties it is not failure, for it is the pain of growing, and it is sometimes unfortunate that during the growth process that which could be saved is lost, but this loss is for the purpose of freeing the individual for a relationship or an understanding that he needs more. Now Hatonn said your perception that spiritual union with a partner is not obsolete is a proper one, but this does not indicate that everyone will always have a partner, for there are times when solitude is necessary for the growth process, so remember that you are a continuing soul, and this incarnation, in this illusion is merely one small part of the circle of yourself, for it does not always make sense day by day, but you must look at the greater picture and see the greater cycles that you experience knowing that which you need will come to you and be unmistakable. On November 26, 2022, Q’uo described the value of the greater picture:

When there is catalyst of a distracting nature, whether mental, emotional, or physical, this catalyst may be seen as a means of reminding the spiritual seeker that there is still a distance to be traveled in order to realize the spiritual quality of any catalyst that might occur to one within the third-density illusion. This catalyst is that which has as its purpose a reminder that there is a great deal more to one’s life experience than the experience of the catalyst. One may, as a means of self-discovery, move within the meditative states and see how the catalyst of whatever distortion is manifesting is becoming a potential for a further realization of the spiritual journey.

If you ask in meditation, what is the purpose? What is the solution? What is the fruit of the catalyst? There is the possibility that that still small voice within which is the Creator will respond by giving you the overview, the greater picture that exists within each person’s life, so that you may put into perspective the catalytic effects of whatever distortion you feel in mind, body, or emotions, and find that there is yet, and always will be, the primary spiritual effort to seek and serve the One Creator in all, including within the self, and to go forth in whatever way is indicated most helpful for you by that still small voice within.

Each has this ability to utilize any catalyst of difficulties and distortions that one may experience upon the spiritual path. This is the means by which such may gain understanding and reunification with that spiritual journey that one is on at all times.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: [Inaudible].

We of Hatonn thank you, my brother. We are pleased that you will work with what we have said. It is our greatest blessing to share our humble thoughts with you. Please know always that what we say to you is not infallible, and never trust anything that we say above your own instincts, anymore than you would trust the voicings of the opinions of a brother or a sister, for that is all that we are. We would, before we leave this group, attempt contact with the one known as L, that he may experience our vibrations, not through computer, but directly. Thus, we will close through the one known as L. I am Hatonn.

[Tape ends.]

This morning I went out to the Gazebo in my back yard where I found the hole that is the home of the raccoon that has been eating my goldfish, and I discovered that, after two days, he had come into the Hava-A-Hart trap and had eaten the cat food. But the trap did not snap shut and catch him because the towels that I had put over it to disguise it had kept the trip lever from functioning. So, I put two more cans of cat food on plates and put them back in the trap in hopes that he will come out of his hole to eat them and will be caught in the trap so I can drive him further out into the country to be released, and he will not come back.

This afternoon I went on an errand run with my first stop at The Home Depot to buy two bags of top soil and two bags of Epsom Salt. My next stop was at Feeder’s Supply where I bought some cat food and some bird seed. My third stop was at Kroeger’s where I bought some food for myself. My fourth stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought more food for myself. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I bought some Kleenexes and some Pepsi-Zero.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 19

Become Christ To The World

I am the spirit of the ineffable Love of Jesus the Christ. I greet you in the full consciousness of Love.

When this instrument challenged our presence we, as Spirit, said simply, “We are the Christ.” This instrument was surprised. But the principle of Love is active and powerful, and that which is Christ is wrapped and bound by Love ineffable.

Thus ,he who carries the Spirit of Christ carries Christ, and as we are the very principle of this Love, so are we Christ too. And now we turn to you with a gift of fire, hoping that the bellows of your conscience and faith cause you also to become Christ, to carry the Love of Christ to those whom you meet; to the world that you accept with eyes and ears. May your senses be filled with the full consciousness of Love, that you, in turn, may be Christ to the world.

In limitlessness Love I leave you in peace, now and always.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Latwii channeling today comes from October 26, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. It is a great privilege to be able to share this meditation with you, and we thank you for the opportunity. We see the calm that is growing within your minds as you begin to rest in meditation, as though it were the surface of a quiet pond which had been tossed by storms, and blown by the wind, and now it begins to calm under sunny skies, and to reflect, more accurately, the beauty of the foliage which surrounds the pond. The minds of your people are so often disturbed by the waves and the storms of emotion, emotion which has been developed by the sense of separateness of one being from another. My friends, if we could but give to you the understanding of the one simple concept that underlies all of reality, the waters of your mind would ever be calm, and the springs of your inspiration would flow clear and sweet.

That simple truth is one Thought; it is written in your holy works as one word. That word is Love. In those works, it was written that Love came into the world, this Love which is Light. And the world was full of darkness—which we would call separation—and the darkness did not understand the Light. And so, my friends, it will always be. The complex will never understand the simple. The simple truth, as we know it, is that Love, manifesting itself in your world as Light, is the source of all matter, all consciousness, and all energy. All the beauty that you see is a living embodiment of Love. Would that we could say to all of your peoples who live upon your troubled sphere at this time, “Please, beloved planet whom we serve, can you but calm your minds, and see the beauty of Love.”

Latwii wanted to talk about the nature of our world in relation to its true nature. They began by saying we see the calm that is growing within your minds as you begin to rest in meditation, as though it were the surface of a quiet pond which had been tossed by storms, and now it begins to calm under sunny skies, and to reflect, more accurately, the beauty of the foliage which surrounds the pond, and the minds of your people are disturbed by the storms of emotion which have been developed by the sense of separateness of one being from another, but if we could give you the understanding of the concept that underlies all of reality, the waters of your mind would always be calm, and the springs of your inspiration would flow clear and sweet. Then Latwii said that truth is one Thought that is written in your Bible as one word, and that word is Love, so in the Bible it was written that Love came into the world, this Love which is Light, and the world was full of darkness—which we would call separation—and the darkness did not understand the Light, and so it will always be, for the complex will never understand the simple, and the truth, as we know it, is that Love, manifesting itself in your world as Light, is the source of all matter, all consciousness, and all energy since all the beauty that you see is a living embodiment of Love, and would that we could say to all of your people who live upon your troubled sphere at this time, “Please, beloved people whom we serve, can you but calm your minds, and see the beauty of Love.” On September 18, 2005, Q’uo described the world around us as the living embodiment of Love:

We do not have to paint the stark picture of your environment. For all of the surpassing beauty of the world of nature that makes up the vast majority of this environment, the passion play of humankind has created a drama that unfolds before you in details and patterns of outworking expressions of the distress and confusion of a lost humanity. You did not come to add to the sorrow and the distress of this environment. Rather, you entered incarnation with a firm intention of being a part of the lightening of planet Earth at this time. You came to offer a local habitation to the ineffable and illimitable values of compassion, wisdom and unconditional Love.

It could be said in a way that you came to save the world, and yet you did not in any way say to yourself, “I have to come to save the world.” What you said to yourself, was, “I come to bear witness to the Light and the Love of the One whom I follow, that Logos that is the Creator.”

What is it to bear witness to the Light? What is it to follow the embodiment of Love? It is certainly no tangible thing. It is, however, more real to you than your body and closer to you than your breath.

Energy expenditure is only possible, in terms of your present illusion, when there is a local habitation for that energy. Thusly, have you come into manifestation as a mind, body, and spirit which serves the Creator. To move to the depth of such energy expenditure and to investigate its source, one must apply to the Creator Itself.

People find their minds to be like stone, their opinions and their biases etched in the stony surface with great deliberations and therefore people do not change. Yet in truth, my friends, all living things are in constant state of change, and thus the mind is water, not stone. For water can adapt itself to any circumstance, and in the end is stronger than any rock. For you can see, as you look about you at your rivers and your canyons, that given time, as you call it, water erodes that hard and unforgiving stone, absorbing life-giving minerals, and is flowing, always flowing, giving beauty and life, rain from the sky, waves along the shore. That is the secret of your consciousness, my friends. Your mind is much stronger than you may think. Not because of its firmness, but because of its incredible ability to learn, to change, to adapt, and to transform itself, just as water becomes part of the air and is then reformed as a life-giving substance watering the crops. As you rest, as your mind is clear, rejoice that you are part of a consciousness which is all one consciousness of being, of all living things in all the universe. You can no more be separate from each other than can one drop of water be separate from the ocean. We are all one, my sisters. And in this may we humbly rejoice and give thanks to the One who created us, to share Love and Light.

Latwii went on to say people find their minds to be like stone, their biases etched in the stony surface with deliberations, and people do not change, yet all living things are in a constant state of change, and the mind is water, not stone, for water can adapt itself to any circumstance, and in the end is stronger than any rock, for you can see, as you look about you at your rivers and your canyons, that given time water erodes that hard stone, absorbing life-giving minerals, and is always flowing, giving beauty and life, rain from the sky, waves along the shore, and that is the secret of your consciousness, for your mind is stronger than you think because of its ability to transform itself, just as water becomes part of the air and is then reformed as a life-giving substance watering the crops, so as your mind is clear, rejoice that you are part of a consciousness which is all one consciousness of being, of all living things in all the universe, for you can no more be separate from each other than can one drop of water be separate from the ocean, so we are all one, and in this may we rejoice and give thanks to the One who created us to share Love and Light. On April 20, 2019, Q’uo spoke of how we all may share Love and Light with each other:

It is oftentimes the case that such subgroups then can aid the larger group to move forward as each entity upon this planet may do for all other entities by engaging in those activities which share Love and Light with those about it, and thereby enhance the overall experience and opportunity for the sharing of Love and Light by all entities upon the Earth, for are we not all One?

I would pause at this time, in order that the one known as Laitos may work with each of you at this time. I am Latwii.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. I am Latwii, and again I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. Our brothers and sisters of Hatonn send you their greetings, and we come to the part of the meditation which is reserved for any questions you might have. We are grateful to you for allowing us to share our thoughts with you. We have become better at keeping our minds upon communication with you. For when we began speaking to your group, it was our first interaction with the consciousness of the people of your planet, and we found ourselves constantly drawn away by what we found to be the humor of the situation, as each of you has a vibration which dances and shimmers, and looks to us in a certain way, and we would become involved in watching those vibrations, and we would become distracted and end up making jokes which we found did not precisely add to the inspirational tone of our message.

We are grateful for the chance to work with this group and develop an ability to give to you some of the philosophical basis of our understanding, which in all seriousness we do wish to share with you. It is simply that, for those of us who deal almost completely in telepathy and do not speak, it is very difficult to work through language without finding that process somewhat hilarious. We wanted to especially thank you for being patient with us.

Now, we would be very happy if we could answer any questions you might have at this time. Is there a question?

Questioner: Could you tell me if the dizziness that I’ve felt since the beginning of the meditation—is it physical, a physical problem, or is it something more on a psychic level?

I am Latwii. We are with the instrument. We have been scanning your physical vehicle, and we find that you do not have a basic physical problem at this time which would account for dizziness. However, this room is quite charged with the vibration of a sincere desire for understanding, and the contact which you have experienced has perhaps been a bit strong, since several of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator have been with us this evening without announcing their presence. The dizziness seems to be associated with the vibration of the one whom you know as Nona, who has been with you during this meditation, for she wishes to send you strength and healing at this time.

We will at this time allow this vibration to modify, so that you will not experience discomfort. We will pause at this time for that purpose.

[Pause]

We are adjusting the vibration at this time, my sister. Are you feeling better at this time?

Questioner: Yes, I am.

Latwii: We are very pleased. We will use more caution, for we realize that you desire and need healing of a [inaudible]. And that is what you are here for. However, we do not wish to cause you [inaudible] while we are attempting to help you.

Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

Very well then, my sisters. If there are no more questions, I will leave you with a simple thought that I hope will help you in the days to come.

Say, my sisters, that your neighbor had a very, very large garden, and yours was very, very small. But in your garden, you planted with balance, and an understanding of the position of sun and [inaudible] each other, and colors, and beauty, and the needs of your [inaudible]. And your garden was planted, weeded, and fed, and harvested in [inaudible] and flowers grew about its edges. And your neighbor’s garden, large as it may be, was planted without regard to the needs of plants, was allowed to grow wildly, weeds growing along with the food. Your neighbors planted no flowers, and had no eye for beauty. Which garden, my sisters, would be the beautiful garden? Indeed, it would be the small one.

It is not how great the deeds are that we do, in our day-by-day existence, it is the grace and the understanding with which we do them. Keep your heart full of love, and your mind acquainted with beauty. And no matter how great, how intellectual, how ambitious are the people with whom you deal, the quality will be judged only by the grace with which each of you meets the small requirements of the day, the tiny moments when you can be graceful, and kind, and appreciative. Never, ever lose confidence in the beauty and the grace and, if we may use this word, the importance of yourself. For you are the Creator. You have all that anyone has, within you. Perhaps your lot in life, this particular time, is not dramatic. But if you are graceful in the smallest thing, you are a better channel for love than the greatest individual who does not look to love for their actions.

Latwii ended this session with some thoughts about how we can live a life of grace and appreciation no matter what the outer world looks like. Latwii began by saying say that your neighbor had a large garden, and yours was small, but in your garden you planted with balance, and an understanding of the position of sun and [inaudible] each other, and colors, and beauty, and the needs of your garden, and your garden was planted, weeded, and fed, and harvested in [inaudible], and flowers grew about its edges, so your neighbor’s garden was planted without regard to the needs of plants, was allowed to grow wildly, weeds growing along with the food, and your neighbor planted no flowers, and had no eye for beauty, so which garden would be the beautiful garden? So Latwii said it would be the small one. Latwii concluded by saying it is not how great the deeds are that we do, but it is the grace and the understanding with which we do them, so keep your heart full of love, and your mind acquainted with beauty, and no matter how great are the people with whom you deal, the quality will be judged by the grace with which each of you meets the tiny moments when you can be graceful, and kind, so never lose confidence in the beauty, and the grace, and the value of yourself, for you are the Creator, and you have all that anyone has within you, so your lot in life is not dramatic, but if you are graceful in the smallest thing, you are a better channel for Love than the greatest individual who does not look to Love for their actions. On November 5, 1981, Laitos said that we all are the Creator:

Remind yourself daily, even moment-by-moment, my sister, that you are the Creator. That when you seek for healing, for wisdom, for Love, that each of these attributes and energies may be found within your own being. To remind yourself that you are the Creator is to develop the respect for your own being that will allow each of your vehicles to be attended to by your own efforts.

We leave you in remembrance and constant acquaintance with that Love, and with the Light of the infinite Creator. I am known to you as Latwii. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

[Tape ends.]

This morning I went outside and took all of the netting off of the Hosta Garden in the back yard. Then I weeded it and raked up the weeds and tree leaves, and put them in a garbage can. Then I put new netting over the Hostas.

This afternoon I went outside and used my trimmer to trim the weeds and dead Peonies around the fishpond, and then I put them into two garbage cans. Then I reworked a small area of the stone wall on the west side of the fishpond by using some of the stones from Little Locust Creek to replace the stones in the small wall so that the wall now has less stones that are better placed than the old configuration of the wall.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 18

Claim Your Birthright

Greetings in the Love of Christ. I am of the principle of that consciousness which is Christhood, in the vibration which comforts this instrument.

Although it is well that you gaze searchingly on each face of Christ which you meet in your daily round of activities and experience, it is better for you to be inspired by these exaggerated delineations of the characteristics of Love, turning from them to a truer expression of that Love in Christ.

For to call your experiences by their true name is to bless them and own them, claiming them as part of your birthright. For you and they and all that is are not only created by God, but are of God, and to behold your likeness is far more blessed than all the careful judgments you may make, wise though those judgments may be.

The consciousness of Christ is the consciousness of Love, that Love which creates, Christ being the truest expression of that potent quality in your waking consciousness. Turn you, then, to that source of Light and let Love illumine all the facets of your life.

Peace be with you, now and always.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Laitos channeling comes from October 16, 1980:

(Unknown channeling)

I am Laitos, and I greet you in the Love and Light of our infinite Creator. It is a privilege to be with this group this afternoon, and we thank the one known as Jim for joining us and the one known as L for making use of our contact. This afternoon we would like to work in two ways. We would like to work with the new instrument, using the one known as Jim, in order that he may gain experience in the type of work which may be done with the newer instrument in order to familiarize him with our contact. The one known as L has already made some very impressive progress, for a newer instrument, and we are very pleased to work with each of you. At this time, we would like to transfer to the one known as Jim. I am Laitos.

(Jim channeling)

I am Laitos, and am with this instrument and greet you once again in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. We are pleased to have made this contact for this instrument has been experiencing some difficulty of late in receiving our vibrations, and it is most pleasing to see that this difficulty has been dissolved. We would say to those who wish to experience our contact for the first time or on a new basis, so to speak, that our vibration is somewhat less intense, so to speak, than is the vibration of Latwii, and we work always with those who request conditioning in meditation, for it is our purpose to serve as intermediaries, so to speak, between the newer instruments and the Confederation.

We are able to make our vibration known to any who requests it because we have what might be termed a more simple wavelength that is easily perceived by those who are able to quiet their minds for a few moments and who wish to receive this type of contact. We are most pleased in every instance to be asked to join in each person’s meditation and are always honored to be asked to join in meditation such as this.

We would at this time make our vibration known to the one known as L, if he would relax and refrain from analysis and simply speak the thoughts that appear in his mind. We will now transfer this contact to the one known as L. I am Laitos.

(L channeling)

I am Laitos, and I greet you in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. [Inaudible].

(Jim channeling)

I am Laitos, and I am once again with this instrument. We are most pleased to have been able to make this excellent contact with the one known as L, and we encourage him in his endeavor to become an instrument that will be of service to his fellow creatures upon this planet. We are always overjoyed to be able to speak our words through yet another instrument, for, as you all well know, the people of your planet are in great need of words of Love and of Light, and we are especially honored to be able to provide even our limited understanding of the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. Therefore, we are always overjoyed at the prospect of being able to utilize one more instrument in this service to the people of your planet.

We would, at this time, transfer our contact to the one known as Carla. I am Laitos.

(Carla channeling)

I am again with this instrument. We had to bring this instrument back from a trance too deep for our use. We please ask pardon for the delay. As you know, it is especially important that we establish good contacts at this particular time and not only that, but in those who are grounded in themselves as seekers, who cannot be moved. There will come times in which your faith will be shaken, and it will seem that you have too great a task to accomplish, too many unanswerable questions to deal with. However, that which is needed will be provided. That which is to be, will be. Although there will be miracles, we shall not safeguard the physical lives and the artificial values of each of those who seek our information. Our concern is for the things of the spirit, and that is why we urge you who seek to be the shepherds, to know that it is only important to have a state of mind in which the Creator is remembered as the center, as the giver, as the source, and as the identity of the self. You must have covering for your feet, and protection against the cold, and food to fill your bellies while you are in the physical body. We ask you not to be overly concerned but simply to work upon yourselves, your desire, and your sense of will.

It is not understood in your culture that a person can be born with a mission. It is taken, indeed, as a sign of mental aberration that such a belief could be held, yet your higher self planned certain things for you to accomplish, to seek them, to know the Creator, the channel through which your higher self speaks to you, that you may know in each day the service, and the action, and the manifestation of that day and in each experience the lesson and the import of that experience. If you cannot be shaken from the faith in things unseen, those things which you can see will never shake you.

Laitos wanted to speak to the group about the concept of those times when the seeker’s faith is shaken. They began by saying there will come times in which your faith will be shaken, and it will seem that you have too many unanswerable questions to deal with, but that which is needed will be provided, and that which is to be, will be, so there will be miracles, but we shall not safeguard the physical lives and the artificial values of each of those who seek our information because our concern is for the things of the spirit, and that is why we urge you who seek to be the shepherds, to know that it is only important to have a state of mind in which the Creator is remembered as the center and the source of the identity of the self, and you must have covering for your feet, protection against the cold, and food to fill your bellies while you are in the physical body, so we ask you not to be overly concerned but to work upon yourselves and your sense of will. Laitos continued by saying it is not understood in your culture that a person can be born with a mission, and it is taken as a sign of mental illness that such a belief could be held, yet your higher self planned certain things for you to accomplish to know the Creator, which is the channel through which your higher self speaks to you, that you may know each day the service and the manifestation of that day, and in each experience learn its lesson, so if you cannot be shaken from the faith in things unseen, those things which you can see will never shake you. On March 19, 1989, Hatonn spoke of the way that we can come to know the Creator:

As there is a limit, shall we say, to the dimensions or densities within one octave of being, there is a definite opportunity provided to each entity or portion of the one Creator to know the self, the creation, and the Creator. This progression of opportunities to know the Creator, at a certain point within the process many, many, as you would call them, millions of years in what you would call your future, moves to a point at which the unification of the small self with the great self with the higher self and with the Creator becomes so perfected, that, indeed, the self becomes the Creator and returns in a fashion that might be likened unto the workers bringing the harvest home, in order that the Creator, then, at this point might be able to utilize those fruits of the harvest, those experiences and lessons and services gathered as the seeds for a further octave of beingness that will begin as this one began, with the most basic elements of being: the earth, the wind, the fire, and the water blowing and burning incandescently in what would be seen as a chaotic fashion until again there is the beginning of the organization of consciousness and the moving forth into a new octave of experience that will allow further explorations for the Creator within the new creation, this process being infinite in nature, as far as we are aware.

We thank each of you for your dedication and we join you with our whole hearts in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. Before we leave, we would simply make sure that we cannot be of further service by answering any questions that you may have.

Is there a question at this time?

[Pause]

Very well, then. We are aware of several questions that are beneath the surface and are content to await their maturity, for, after all, the answers are within you; this instrument is only part of yourself. We leave you in oneness, my brothers. I am known to you as Laitos. We leave you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends. Adonai.

[Tape ends.]

This morning I went outside and used my trimmer to weed the Spirea Bushes beside the fishpond, and the weeds in Little Locust Creek.

This afternoon I went back outside and used my trimmer to weed the Ruins Mound, the Striped Liriope Garden, the Cross area, and all of the brick walkways in the back yard.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 17

Signposts Of Joy

I am the Spirit of that consciousness which is the Christ held sacred by you. We greet you in the Love of Christ.

It is not only in good circumstances that the Comforter is available to those who seek inspiration but in those perceived as difficult as well. It is well to turn to the inspiration of Godly things, eschewing attachment to the transient joys of the day in exchange for fuller and deeper understanding of the greater good and the spiritual essence of mundane happiness.

For happiness as well as sorrow is a state of mind peculiar to an illusion in which your consciousness is impinged upon by all of those distractions of the senses which please and cloy.

View pleasure, then, with the same eye with which you view pain, not disowning your senses but rather appreciating them as signposts of a deeper, spiritual joy.

May the peace of the consciousness of Love be with you now and always.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Monka channeling comes from October 15, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am with this instrument. I am new to this group. I am a member of the Confederation of Planets of Service to the Infinite Creator. We have been having difficulty giving our name to this instrument. She is aware of this name and does not believe it. However, I am Monka. We are aware that this instrument feels that previous communications which she has heard from our source were unsatisfactorily legitimate. However, this was due to the editing of your people of a real transmission. We are what you might call sociologists, but we would not call it that. We share with you now what we would call it, insofar as words can be messengers of concepts, too deep for the bearing of words. We share with you a looking into the mirror. Yes, my friends, you cannot look away from the mirror. Look away from your mirror and up to the stars. The stars are a mirror. Look away from the stars and in the face of the person you like the least. Aha! A mirror. Look into the eyes of those you consider robots and thieves. Look into the mechanisms of your government. Behold the mirror.

How little you know of yourself, my friends, if you do not know that all things are you. When you study, what do you study? Whatever it is, you are studying yourself. Stare deeply into yourself. Leap at that mirror. What do you feel? What do you deny? You are looking in a mirror. You are looking at your shadow. Drink it. We know that each of you is concerned for this planet. And we have great concerns for your people also. We have attempted through other instruments to give you an idea of proper society, proper economics, the proper raising of children, the proper structures of a society based on the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We do not say that we have failed, for we are looking in the mirror, also. And we know that our image is infinite, and failure is far too finite of a concept to consider. Unfortunately, at this time, so is success.

Monka was a new contact for this group, and they were sociologists who wanted to share the concept of looking into the mirror of all things around us and see ourselves mirrored back to us, and they said we have been having difficulty giving our name to Carla, and she is aware of this name and does not believe it, but I am Monka, and we are aware that Carla feels that previous communications which she has heard from our source were unsatisfactorily legitimate, but this was due to the editing of your people of a real transmission, so we are sociologists, but we would not call it that, for we share with you a looking into the mirror, and you cannot look away from the mirror, so look away from your mirror and up to the stars, and the stars are a mirror, and look away from the stars and in the face of the person you like the least, and you see a mirror, and if you look into the eyes of those you consider robots and thieves, and look into the mechanisms of your government, and then behold the mirror. Then Monka said how little you know of yourself if you do not know that all things are you, so when you study you are looking at your shadow, and we know that each of you is concerned for this planet, and we have concerns for your people, so we have attempted through other instruments to give you an idea of the proper structures of a society based on the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator, but we do not say that we have failed, for we are looking in the mirror, and we know that our image is infinite, and failure is far too finite of a concept to consider, and so is success. On August 7, 2007, Q’uo described the way that we can deal with our shadow self.

Those things which irritate or upset you or cause you to have a bad chemical reaction to another are those things which characterize a part of your shadow self. As always, the work that you truly do is upon yourself. When you are aggravated or have this bad chemistry, when you have the time, whether close to the event or later in remembrance, sit with that feeling and ask it for the wisdom that lies in its folds.

You may need to be very patient, for the forces of darkness do not like the seeker who is patient with his pain and confusion, for they know that it is to those who are prepared to bide with themselves through thick and thin, believing in themselves and yet asking, “How can I learn? How can I be more when faced with daunting feelings?” that the light shall dawn ever quicker. And meanwhile your faith has made a flame that the darkness cannot put out.

I am Monka. I introduce myself to you and offer what little I have to say. I am as wordless as a fly upon the wall. But I can only urge you to continue to be both merciless and idealistic, both fierce and tender, for those who love mankind must indeed use the sword and the embrace. Look always straight and without sympathy at yourself wherever you may find that manifestation in the mirror of your existence. We have probed both of the other instruments and find that perhaps it would be better if we worked a bit more before we attempted contact. Therefore, we will pause for a brief moment and reestablish contact with another instrument if he will accept our somewhat different form of vibration. We pause in Love. I am Monka.

I am again with this instrument. I am Monka. We will return to this group if it is desired by those of you who are here. We do not feel that we can come to all of those in your group, however, this group has the proper tuning. Would you desire for us to return at another time?

Several: Yes.

Monka” We are gratified to find our poor presence requested again, and therefore will indeed again come to you. It is our honor to leave you with all of our Love and Light, as messengers of the one infinite Creator of the universe of one Being. I am Monka. Peace to you and Love.

I am with this instrument. I am Latwii, and greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We have been attempting to speak through the one known as Jim, however, we find that his attention is somewhat divided at this time. And we feel that perhaps we could be of some service to him, by offering ourselves to him in case he would like to ask any questions at this time.

Jim: I am having some difficulty in picking up your vibration. Last night I had some difficulty with E and B. I am wondering if there is something I could concentrate on or if there is any special interference on my part that is occurring. Could you shed some light on that, perhaps?

Latwii: My brother, that is our business, and indeed our very nature. However, we will also attempt to make some sense as well as shed light. The difficulty you are having is transient and has to do with the feelings involved in departing and beginning a new phase of existence. Perhaps this has already occurred to you on the conscious level, however, it may not have been clear to you at this time what is occurring to you at this time on the unconscious level in your character. You are setting the stage for your own act to come with some precision and a realization that the curtain rings down on the previous act. In one’s life this is a momentous time, and you are in the fortunate happenstance of being aware of it and even enjoying it.

You may have noticed that those about you who are not as consciously developed on some of the finer realms as you in disciplines of the personality have been quite upset. This will occur when you consciously make changes in your existence. Those who understand will simply flow with your experiences. You are fortunate in having fellow pilgrims. It is possible that this difficulty may occur again, and we would forewarn you that you not be upset. If it occurs in the future, you must not doubt your contact but must instead be aware that there will be those to whom you may speak who seem very interested but who do not wish to know that which is not already known to them.

Jim asked: “I am having some difficulty in picking up your vibration. Last night I had some difficulty with E and B. I am wondering if there is something I could concentrate on or if there is any special interference on my part that is occurring. Could you shed some light on that, perhaps?” Latwii began by saying that is our business, and we will attempt to make some sense, for the difficulty you are having is transient and has to do with the feelings involved in departing and beginning a new phase of existence, so perhaps this has occurred to you on the conscious level, but it may not have been clear to you what is occurring to you at this time on the unconscious level in your character because you are setting the stage for your act to come with a realization that the curtain rings down on the previous act, and in one’s life this is a momentous time, and you are in the fortunate situation of being aware of it and even enjoying it. Latwii continued by saying you may have noticed that those about you who are not as consciously developed on some of the finer realms as you in disciplines of the personality have been quite upset, for this will occur when you consciously make changes in your existence, so those who understand will flow with your experiences, and you are fortunate in having fellow pilgrims, for it is possible that this difficulty may occur again, and we would warn you not be upset, so if it occurs in the future, you must not doubt your contact but must be aware that there will be those to whom you may speak who seem very interested but who do not wish to know that which is not already known to them. On November 17, 2018, Q’uo described how we can use the disciplines of the personality:

The disciplines of the personality are those practices which the seeker of truth engages within and upon by utilizing the catalyst of the daily round of activities. These disciplines involve being able to utilize each unknown area of experience in a manner which illuminates one energy center after another, in an ascending fashion, so that what you would call the rising of the kundalini is experienced by the seeker of truth. This rising of the kundalini requires, then, that each ascending energy center be worked with throughout the incarnational pattern of experience in a manner which allows the pre-incarnative choices to be realized in the catalyst of the daily round of activities.

This experience of utilizing such catalyst in an ascending fashion is that which requires that the meditative state be utilized in order to examine the catalyst of the day; and each catalyst of the day which has moved the entity away from its center of Love and balance as a response to all catalyst, then, is in its turn, balanced, so that it further allows the movement of the intelligent energy further up or along the energy centers. This meditative state is also enhanced, preliminary, shall we say, by the analysis of the mind to begin to achieve a basic understanding, if we may misuse this term, of the catalyst which is being experienced and processed by the entity in the meditative state.

We cannot speak where there is resistance, whether it is conscious or unconscious. We are, however, always with you and if you cannot receive us verbally you can always feel our Love and our Light, as you feel it at this moment, my brother. We are aware you are having difficulty receiving these words. But can you indeed feel the power of the Creator’s Love at this moment? We ask you then to remember and trust our contact. And know that the difficulty you are having at this moment will pass quickly. The difficulties you will have in the future are the difficulties shared by any instrument. That is our absolute desire, never to infringe upon the free will of any individual.

Now Latwii said we cannot speak where there is resistance, whether it is conscious or unconscious, but we are always with you, and if you cannot receive us verbally you can always feel our Love and Light, as you feel it at this moment, and we are aware you are having difficulty receiving these words, but can you feel the power of the Creator’s Love at this moment? Then Latwii said we ask you to remember and trust our contact, and know that the difficulty you are having will pass quickly, so the difficulties you will have in the future are the difficulties shared by any instrument, and it is our desire never to infringe upon the free will of any individual. On November 13, 2010, Q’uo described the nature of the Creator’s Love as it flows through us:

We would suggest to you that the very first job of all of you, because you are human, because you are part of third-density Earth, is to hold the frequency of Love and allow a space for it to flow through you. My friends, do not attempt to love from your yellow-ray energy center. Do not use your will to bring forth your human love. Use that precious commodity of will and desire to allow the Creator’s Love to flow through you.

Unlike your surface emotions, the Creator’s Love is not limited. It is infinite, and it is already flowing through you. Consequently, you have only to hold the frequency of Love. Hold your heart open, let your mind and your emotions be at peace, and feel the Love flow through you and out into the world. As you feel the Love flowing through you, bless it. Set your intention to serve, and you shall serve beyond your wildest dreams.

May we answer any other questions you may have?

Jim: I have a question concerning the message we just received from the contact Monka. It was a very interesting message, and one statement was made that we should look into the mirror without sympathy for the reflection of ourselves that we see. I was wondering if it was possible for you to explain that or shed a little more light on that? I’m thinking in the realm of having affection for ourselves and accepting ourselves also as we look into the mirror. I’m having some difficulty balancing looking into the mirror without sympathy but also looking with affection.

I am Latwii. We are glad you speak of balance. The one known to you as Monka was attempting in the way of your world to give you some idea of the eye of the Creator as it is filtered through the tree of life, which is the tree of duality. When there abounds too much sympathy, when sympathy becomes too sentimental, when sympathy becomes self-pity, when sympathy becomes denial of a part of oneself, it is then that the surgeon’s knife must come out. You must cut away that part of yourself that cannot be merciless in accepting all that there is in yourself. When you deal with that which has no sympathy, with that which is indeed merciless, with the murderer, with the rapist, with the terrorizer, then, my brother, balance with sympathy.

The one known as Monka spoke of a cosmic mirror and the eye as the symbol of all that there is. If you look into the mirror, you see yourself as you really are. But most cannot look into that mirror, even into their own eyes, for they become quite frightened. Therefore, it is a very strong allegory for the great oneness of mankind. To love oneself fully is to know without mercy the folly of the depths of one’s heart. It is to know and accept without mercy the deepest and most degrading parts of one’s being. For they are not fantasies, my brother. They are all being acted out against the stage of this experience on your sphere of existence at this time.

Jim asked: “I have a question concerning the message we just received from the contact Monka. It was a very interesting message, and one statement was made that we should look into the mirror without sympathy for the reflection of ourselves that we see. I was wondering if it was possible for you to explain that or shed a little more light on that? I’m thinking in the realm of having affection for ourselves and accepting ourselves also as we look into the mirror. I’m having some difficulty balancing looking into the mirror without sympathy but also looking with affection.” Latwii began by saying Monka was attempting in the way of your world to give you some idea of the eye of the Creator as it is filtered through the tree of life, which is the tree of duality, so when too much sympathy becomes self-pity, and it becomes denial of a part of oneself, it is then that the surgeon’s knife must come out, and you must cut away that part of yourself that cannot be merciless in accepting all that there is in yourself, for when you deal with that which has no sympathy, with the murderer, the rapist, and the terrorizer, then balance with sympathy. Latwii went on to say Monka spoke of a cosmic mirror and the eye as the symbol of all that there is, and if you look into the mirror, you see yourself as you really are, but most cannot look into that mirror, even into their own eyes, for they become quite frightened, so it is a strong allegory for the oneness of humankind, for to love oneself fully is to know without mercy the folly of the depths of one’s heart, and it is to know and accept without mercy the deepest and most degrading parts of one’s being, for they are not fantasies, but they are all being acted out against the stage of this experience on your sphere of existence at this time. On August 27, 2004, Q’uo spoke of the nature of the eye of the Creator:

All things are one and you are not only a personality shell, a being of a certain identified kind, living a certain kind of life. You are “a spark of the divine,” a sparkle in the eye of the Creator. And you have come at no small inconvenience to yourself into what seems to be a fairly darkened atmosphere. Do not be fooled. Do not be dismayed. The “ascension” of which many have spoken is not coming. It is here. The energy of fourth density lives, as it can, in the corners, cracks, and crevices of third-density Earth. It is an overpowering energy, and it is moving far more energetically now than a year ago. Indeed, we may say that it is your choice as to which density in which you choose to live.

As we speak to you in cosmic gentleness, many terrible things occur. At this very moment, can you cry mercy? No, my brother. You must stand without sympathy and accept the totality of your being, and then pour Love from the Creator into that world, into that merciless darkness, with every iota of your being. For only when you know total mercilessness, in your estimation of the situation of your being, can you be truly a channel for Love. Spirits are lovely but the sturdy who stand astride the world of illusion, of pain, of limitations of all kinds, and against that illusion take up the sword of Love. Ah, my brother, there is the soldier that shall conquer in the name of Love. We hope that this elucidates the theme of Monka.

Latwii continued by saying as we speak to you in cosmic gentleness, many terrible things occur, so at this moment can you cry mercy? Latwii said no, for you must stand without sympathy and accept the totality of your being, and then pour Love from the Creator into that world, into that merciless darkness, with every iota of your being, for only when you know total mercilessness can you be a channel for Love, so spirits are lovely, but the sturdy who stand within the world of illusion and limitations of all kinds, and against that illusion take up the sword of Love, then there is the soldier that shall conquer in the name of Love. On May 20, 1979, Hatonn described how we may become a channel for Love:

You can allow yourself to be a channel for Love, whatever your circumstance. Sometimes the circumstances you face are so difficult that you may wonder if there is such a thing as Love. And if there is Love, is it given equally to all? If it has a plan, is it, shall we say, just?

But we say to you that, as far as we know, the Creator has a plan that has been worked out between Love itself and that higher part of yourself which you call your spirit. In meditation you become able to communicate intuitively with that part of the creation that is a combination of the finite and the infinite; in this junction lies the plan. Whatever difficulties you may be having, they can be met with Love; and the more deeply committed that you are to finding, feeling and freely giving to others the Love that is in every situation, the more quickly you will become what you might call a conscious being, controlling your destiny, improving the harmony, aiding the vibration of your life.

May we answer you further?

Jim: No, Latwii, that was very beautiful. Thank you very much.

[A dog is howling outside.]

Latwii: We thank you, and the dog thanks you. Is there another question at this time?

Jim: Not at this time. You have answered my questions very thoroughly.

Latwii: We are glad, my brother. We will at this time surround you in our vibration that you may carry a charge with you and fear no more that you could ever lose our contact. I will leave this instrument at this time. I leave you in Love and Light. I am a fool called Latwii, poor messenger of the infinite Creator. Adonai vasu.

[Tape ends.]

This morning I drove over to the office of my new Primary Care Physician and had fasting labs taken. Then I stopped by Paul’s Fruit Market and bought some food for myself.

This afternoon I used my trimmer to trim the Astilbe Garden and two small Hosta Gardens in the back yard. Then I set up the Hava-Hart trap in front of the entrance of the raccoon that has eaten fish twice this week in my fishpond.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 16

The Gates Of Your Heart

Greetings in the Love of Christ. I am the Spirit of the consciousness of Love in the vibration which comforts this child.

You who understand so many things about your daily life and make so many connections between events so as to bring them into order, would find comfort in turning for a deeper understanding of events to the contemplation of that Thought which created you.

For even as you appreciate the gift of father and mother in offering the possibility of breathing and living incarnation, so even more may you appreciate the ultimate Creator of you and of all things.

Nor is it possible to contemplate the infinite order of the creation without assuming, finally, that unacceptable and difficult circumstances are, nevertheless, intentionally organized for your benefit.

Look, then, at the same situation which you have analyzed so well within your mind and open the gates of your heart, letting confidence and peace in the rightness of all that you see wash over you. And in that atmosphere the birth of the deeper understanding will aid the child of God in making the deeper sense of any circumstance.

My peace be with you, now and forever.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Latwii channeling for this session was on October 5, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. The desire for our words is strong this evening, and we have been called in quickly. Therefore, we will pause in the middle of our message that you may as a group yet attain a deeper state of oneness. We speak to you because of your need to hear and because of our growing understanding of the difficulties of your people at this time. When we first spoke to you as a group, we did not understand these difficulties. We knew that the people of your planet dwell within a heavy chemical illusion, but our previous study had been of the various vibrations of what you would call your heaven worlds. They too are troubled, color fading into color, the qualities sometimes distressed, as you would call it, muddying the water of your higher plane. But as we come into your minds, as we enter your domicile and join you in meditation, it is as though we were inside a deep well. And we understand the claustrophobia of those like you who, knowing there are other ways to live, must live in this well, this deep well of sorrow, limitation and lack.

This instrument does not understand why I am giving you this message at this time, for she herself is not sorrowful. Yet she is a faithful channel and will speak what I ask and what I give. We sound this somber note because we wish to tell you that although we can only be your companions in sorrow, lack or limitation, we do know of a reality that dwarfs the illusion in which you now live, and that is available to you through meditation. We know a very simple truth. It is so simple that we are laughable for speaking it to you, for all we have to tell you is what you already know. Many have said it before us. Love is all that there is. Light is the manifestation of Love, and each of you is vibrating in some area of Light, not only in your physical body, but in your thought body, and your emotional body, and in your spiritual body.

In this session Latwii wanted to speak of the difficulties that people on Earth are having at this time. They began by saying we speak to you because of your need to hear and because of our understanding of the difficulties of your people at this time, but when we first spoke to you as a group, we did not understand these difficulties, for we knew that the people of your planet dwell within a heavy chemical illusion, but our previous study had been of the vibrations of your heaven worlds, and they too are troubled, color fading into color, the qualities distressed and muddying the water of your higher plane, but as we come into your minds, and enter your home, and join you in meditation, it is as though we were inside a deep well, and we understand the claustrophobia of those like you who, knowing there are other ways to live, must live in this deep well of sorrow, and limitation. Then Latwii said Carla does not understand why I am giving you this message at this time, for she is not sorrowful, yet she is a faithful channel and will speak what I give here, so we sound this somber note because we wish to tell you that although we can only be your companions in sorrow and limitation, we do know of a reality that dwarfs the illusion in which you now live, and that is available to you through meditation, so we know a simple truth that we are laughable for speaking it to you, for all we have to tell you is what you already know, for many have said it before us that Love is all that there is, and Light is the manifestation of Love, and each of you is vibrating in some area of Light, not only in your physical body, but in your thought body, and your emotional body, and in your spiritual body. On November 15, 1974, Hatonn spoke of our spiritual body as a manifestation of Love:

Meditate, my friends, upon the complete unity of yourself and all that you see. Do this not once, and not simply in present circumstances, but at all times and especially in difficult circumstances. For, my friends, insofar as you love and feel at one with those things which are difficult for you, to that extent will those circumstances be alleviated. This is not due to any laws within our physical illusion, but is due to the Law of Love. For that body which is of spirit, which is interpenetrated with the physical body, is higher than your physical body. And those changes which you make by Love upon your spiritual body, will, of necessity, reflect themselves within the physical illusion.

Some of you are more harmonious than others at this time, and we can see you as the song you have just listened to said, as a kind of chord of being. And yet all of you, my friends, emanate it and will return to the one perfect Light, the one beingness of Love. In fact, you have not left. This trip, this journey, is an illusion which you have created because you have chosen not to be aware of the original Thought of Love. This is your right, and you have a great deal of help within the illusion which you now enjoy. There are almost no people to whom you may speak of simple things. Almost all of those who attempt to speak wisdom unto you speak a complex wisdom, one that breaks down so that reality forever recedes before you.

The truth, my friends, is very simple. Through this instrument and others, we of the Confederation have many times urged you to meditate daily. We do not do this because we feel that a ritual is helpful. We do not do this because we desire to convert any being from any path that he or she may be upon. We do this because this is all that we can do that is not a complete distortion of the truth, for in meditation you simply listen. It is written in your holy works, “The place whereon you stand is holy ground.” You carry your tabernacle and your meaning with you. It is a bag you can never leave behind when you pack. It is an item you will never have forgotten when you unpack. All that you are able to forget is how to find that simplicity which is yours in meditation.

Latwii went on to say some of you are more harmonious than others, and we can see you as the song you have just listened to said, as a kind of chord of being, yet all of you emanate it and will return to the one perfect Light, the one beingness of Love, for you have not left, so this journey is an illusion which you have created because you have chosen not to be aware of the original Thought of Love, and this is your right because you have a great help within the illusion which you now enjoy, but there are no people to whom you may speak of simple things, for almost all of those who speak wisdom to you speak a complex wisdom, one that breaks down so that reality forever recedes before you. Latwii continued by saying truth is very simple, and through Carla and others we of the Confederation have urged you to meditate daily, but we do not do this because we feel that a ritual is helpful or because we desire to convert any being from any path that he or she may be upon, but we do this because this is all that we can do that is not a complete distortion of the truth, for in meditation you listen as it is written in your Bible: “The place whereon you stand is holy ground,” so you carry your tabernacle and your meaning with you, for it is a bag you can never leave behind when you pack, and it is an item you will never have forgotten when you unpack, so all that you are able to forget is how to find that simplicity which is yours in meditation. On April 2, 2016, Q’uo described the nature of the holy ground:

The meditative state is that place wherein you tabernacle with the most High, the holy of holies within your holy ground. Go, therefore, you to this ground and seek the answers that are most important to you. Do not attempt to decide with your mental faculties important questions of a spiritual nature. Go there within to the heart of your being to find those answers there in the meditative state.

When there is something that is troubling you in the physical world, it is often very handy to take an implement such as a pocketknife and remove it, be it the hanging thread or whatever else has begun to seem shabby and extraneous to your needs. There is a great deal in your thoughts that is of the same quality, and meditation has the same effect as a good sharp pocketknife. It cuts through a good deal that you would not be able to cut through by the use of your intellect, in order to bring you to the present, to infinity, to Love.

Now Latwii said when there is something that is troubling you in the physical world, it is often handy to take an implement such as a pocketknife and remove it, be it the hanging thread or whatever else has begun to seem shabby and extraneous to your needs, for there is a great deal in your thoughts that is of the same quality, and meditation has the same effect as a good sharp pocketknife since it cuts through a good deal that you would not be able to cut through by the use of your intellect in order to bring you to the present, to infinity, to Love. On December 2, 1979, Hatonn spoke of the value of meditation:

Meditation is advisable to all people due to the fact that it is in meditation that you are made aware of your true relationship to the Creator and the creation. It is in meditation that you become aware that you and your brothers and sisters are one being, and to serve them is to serve yourself. Armed with this understanding of service, you may then go forth and serve, given power by the Spirit of Love which is infinite.

I would pause at this time that you may experience in silence the force of that Love. I am Latwii.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. I am Latwii. We are continuing to use this instrument in order that the one known as Jim may be fresher when we get to the questions. This instrument is well suited to our message this evening.

We speak to your planet of sorrow. If we could, we would be upon our knees with our hands outstretched to you, for it is time. If you are going to pursue the life of a student of reality, if you are going to attempt to be one who Loves with the Love of the Creator, it is time now for you to decide and to do it. We realize that we have been speaking for many years of those things which are to come, and we cheerfully admit to you our inadequacy in understanding your time frame. But we cannot see any more daylight, as you would say, between the events that have been triggered by your planetary consciousness and your own paths. It is time, my friends, for you to be what you will be. There will be an hour in the not-so-distant future when you will be what you have become. And, like it or not, my friends, that will be your time. Becoming will temporarily be at an end and whatever you have developed up until that point will be your sensitivity, your resource, and your sanctuary.

We see down into a well. We do not see very well. Therefore, we ask you to come into the kingdom now and each day in meditation that you may spend as much time as possible in the Light and the Love of the infinite Creator, for in those days which are to come you will be called upon to be what you hoped to be. We offer you every assistance, as we of the Confederation wish nothing more than to aid you in your realization of the illusion and the way out. We will speak to you many times, for we have infinity. But we speak to you now in your bodies heavy with physical matter, and we send you our sympathy and our urgent message: seek Love.

Latwii continued by saying we speak to your planet of sorrow, and if we could, we would be upon our knees with our hands outstretched to you, for if you are going to pursue the life of a student of reality and attempt to be one who Loves with the Love of the Creator, it is time now for you to do it, so we realize that we have been speaking for many years of those things which are to come, and we admit to you our inadequacy in understanding your time frame, but we cannot see any more daylight between the events that have been triggered by your planetary consciousness and your own paths, for it is time for you to be what you will be because there will be an hour in the near future when you will be what you have become, and that will be your time when becoming will be at an end, and whatever you have developed up until that point will be your resource and your sanctuary. Latwii went on to say we see into a well, but we do not see well, so we ask you to come into the kingdom now and each day in meditation that you may spend as much time as possible in the Light and the Love of the infinite Creator, for in those days which are to come you will be called upon to be what you hoped to be, and we offer you assistance as we of the Confederation wish to aid you in your realization of the illusion and the way out, and we will speak to you many times, for we have infinity, but we speak to you now in your bodies heavy with physical matter, and we send you our sympathy and our message: seek Love. On March 30, Q’uo described the nature of our planetary consciousness:

I am Q’uo and am aware of your query, my brother, and it is a salient query at this time in the evolution of your planetary consciousness and each entity within it, for as you each know, these times in which you live, and move, and have your being are fraught with much confusion, much division, much anger, and much separation.

The honesty that would be required to begin to unravel the tangle of these snafus, shall I say, is a kind of honesty that reflects the nature of the creation that is available to each seeker of truth. The creation that you find all about you in your everyday round of activities is a creation of seeming separation, and yet is a creation made out of the unity of the One Creator by utilizing an infinity of qualities, personalities, and desires not only for seeking and serving the Creator, but for determining for the self what are the most important qualities of the life experience.

I will again pause that the one known as Laitos may touch each of you who requests it with his presence. I am Latwii.

[Pause]

I am Latwii. I am again with this instrument, and greet you once again in Love and Light. Having delivered myself of such a solemn message, I was looking forward to answering some questions and perhaps being able to spread a bit more cheer. However, we are having difficulty contacting the one known as Jim. If he would relax and allow our thoughts to flow through him, we will again attempt to contact him. I am Latwii.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and am with this instrument, and greet you all once again in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. We are very pleased to be able to make this contact at this time and would ask if there are any questions which we might attempt to answer. Are there any questions?

Questioner: I have a question. In the time I have attended these meditations I have never known you to seem depressed—what we would call depressed—or to feel the sense of urgency that you seem to project tonight. Are there events here on our planet which have prompted this that you can tell us, of or events in the near future that we would wish to be aware of?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, and we would answer you, my brother, by saying that there are, indeed, events occurring upon your planet which require an urgent attention. But they are not events which have happened only recently, for the history of your planet is one of strife, is one of sorrow, is one of struggling for the material rewards which your reality has to offer. Your planet’s history, the history of your people, is now culminating in the dramas which you may observe occurring upon your plane each day of your existence. You need only look carefully at those sources which are available to each of your people as the bearers of news and the occurrence of events around your world, to know that things are not right, so to speak, that there is a great growing of tensions among the various peoples of your world, that these tensions have as their roots thousands of years of motion, and this motion, this energy, this direction is now coming to its full bloom, so to speak.

There will be days in your future in which you will have to ask yourselves whether you have changed realities, or if you are still existing within what you thought was your world, for the events occurring upon your plane at this time are of such a nature that they are changing the reality of your people very greatly and very quickly. We suggest that each of your people look carefully at what is occurring, that you make your decisions as to your path of action at this time, for in the very near future there shall not be the time for consideration and careful reflection. Therefore, we bring this message of a solemn note, and it would seem to you this evening that you might prepare the way in which your spirit shall travel, for we wish that each of your people might know love and know that love for each other, for that simple action of Love is the action which has so long been absent from your planet and your people.

Questioner asked: “I have a question. In the time I have attended these meditations I have never known you to seem depressed—what we would call depressed—or to feel the sense of urgency that you seem to project tonight. Are there events here on our planet which have prompted this that you can tell us, of or events in the near future that we would wish to be aware of?” Latwii began by saying that there are events occurring upon your planet which require an urgent attention, but they are not events which have happened recently, for the history of your planet is one struggling for material rewards which your reality has to offer, and the history of your people is now culminating in the dramas which you may observe occurring upon your planet each day of your existence, for you need only look at those sources which are available to each of your people as the occurrence of events around your world to know that things are not right, and that there is a growing of tensions among the various people of your world that have as their roots thousands of years of energy, and this energy is now coming to its full bloom. Then Latwii said there will be days in your future in which you will have to ask yourselves whether you have changed realities, or if you are still existing within what you thought was your world, for the events occurring upon your plane at this time are of such a nature that they are changing the reality of your people greatly and quickly, so we suggest that each of your people looks carefully at what is occurring, that you make your decisions as to your path of action at this time, for in the near future there shall not be the time for consideration, for we bring this message of a solemn note, and you might prepare the way in which your spirit shall travel, for we wish that each of your people might know Love and know that Love for each other, for the action of Love is the action which has so long been absent from your people. On July 16, 1989, Q’uo spoke of the value of our Love for each other:

Our hearts are brim-full in thanks for your calling us to your meeting here this evening, for sharing with us your Love for each other, your Love of the Creator, and your earnest and sincere seeking for the truth and the mystery of creation.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: I have further questions, but I’m not sure what they are. I’d like to wait until later. Thank you.

Latwii: We thank you. Are there any other questions?

Questioner: Yes. I’d like to know in relation to what you’ve just expressed if there are any signs that you can tell us that would signal us to run for cover, so to speak?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my brother. We again would make the suggestion which we have made so often to your meditation group, that you engage yourselves in meditation daily, that you look within your own being for the signs, the directions, and the answers which are necessary for your survival, that daily meditation is the most efficient means for tuning in to the energy of what might be called the flow of events, and that by so tuning your energy and your vibration into your planetary vibration you might most accurately decide which direction you shall proceed in.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: Yeah. I’d like to know more specifically what you were referring to when you said that there would be a time when whatever we had would be all we have, and we would be more or less frozen in that position. It wasn’t very clear to me what you meant, and I’d like elaboration on that.

I am Latwii, and would answer simply by saying that as you progress upon your own spiritual path, you also are a part of the collective consciousness of your planet, and that there will be a time in your future in which the vibrations of the consciousness of your people shall receive an input of energy, and this input of energy shall signal the end of the old age and the beginning of the new. And within this experiencing of the energy, if you have chosen the path of Light, you shall be catapulted, so to speak, in that direction. If you have chosen the direction of darkness, of separation from your own people, from your planet, the direction that so many of your people now seek, those so seeking shall also be catapulted in that direction, that whichever choice you have made you shall receive that choice manyfold by the increase of vibrations of energy that shall be made available and is being made available daily more and more upon your planet.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: Yes. I just want to ask one more question and then I’ll be quiet, and that is how is Hatonn doing?

I am Latwii, and would report to you that the efforts of your most beloved teacher, Hatonn, are realizing more of their purpose, but there is still great difficulty in making the leaders of the various nations aware of the possibility of Love becoming a part of their foreign policy.

May we answer you further?

Questioner: No, thank you.

Latwii: Is there another question?

Questioner: Yes, Latwii. I’m being kind of split lately with the idea of having to return to my country, Brazil, due to the fact that my father is ill, and I feel the need to be there right now, and also I feel the need of being here. And it flashed on me a few times that I might have a strong purpose of going there more than just my father being ill, and if that is so would you give me some light on that or reassure me that I’m right, or would that be a good time for me to leave right now, and why is it that I feel so much strong power about being there in that part of the country, of the world, right now?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister, and can only answer by saying that the feelings which you express as coming from within your being are those feelings which you must follow according to their strength, that we cannot give you directions as to where you must be but again may only refer you to the wisdom that resides within your own being, for as you yourself express, you are aware of that wisdom and have begun to tap into its energy, and we encourage you to continue to follow your feelings and to consider carefully within meditation the direction which is right for you to follow at this time. We are sorry that we cannot be more specific, but it would be an infringement upon your free will, your right to make this choice yourself.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: No, thank you, Latwii.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question?

Carla: I have a question. From what you were saying to E, I have a whole new thought that what you’re basically saying may be that already, since the new age has already begun and is growing stronger every day, already the time for contemplation and the potential for choosing and for growth is diminishing, and the time for action is more and more so that we begin to learn more and more through service and have less of a potential difference between where we are and where meditation will take us. Is this true? Is our understanding beginning even now to be based on our actions?

I am Latwii, and we would answer by saying that you are correct, and, to amplify, we would also suggest the analogy of the gardener, that to reap the desired harvest one must plant the seeds; that seeds, whatever their character, do take that illusion time to grow, and there is a season for growth and a season for harvest. Previous to this time, your people had many seasons in which to sow the seeds of Love. Too often other seeds have been sown; too often weeds have been allowed to grow; too often the flower of Love has gone unwatered. And now we suggest once again that the season grows short, and those who have not sown the seeds of Love, have not made the decision within their being, deep within their being, to follow the path of Light and to serve their fellow creatures as best they can, that the time for such to decide is now, for there is only what appears to be a single season remaining for the seeds of Love to be sown.

May we answer you further?

Carla: No, thank you.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question?

Questioner: I do not have a question, but I would like to know if it is appropriate to react, to share my feelings about what you are saying?

I am Latwii, and we would be most privileged to experience your understanding and your feelings.

Questioner: I found myself reacting as I heard your answer to what E was asking. I could not accept what you were saying. I hear part of it, and it is beautiful, the growing new age, but what I have mainly difficulty to get into is that I hear Latwii dividing the world, the universe, into good forces and bad forces. I just cannot get into this idea that there is something evil or wrong that we have to overcome. I think there is just nothing evil, and somehow it is our illusion [inaudible] our [inaudible] and that everything, everything is Love, everything is Light, and we don’t have to do anything special, you know, it is just really nice, and I would like to be able to meditate every day, but I do not think that we have to tell everybody to do that because working, even fighting, just all this must be done. And just [inaudible] out a word like “weed,” you know, what is a weed? A farmer looks at something as a crop and something else as a weed, but a doctor or somebody who is in herbs will look at something like, you know, an unusual or not useable plant and look at something else as something really useable. So…

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

Latwii: …to our message to consider what part of the message has value for them, and to take that part and to use it and to nourish that that they hold within their own being to be of Love, and to take the part which they do not feel and to simply brush it aside as the chaff is brushed aside from the berry of wheat. And we are very grateful to you, my brother, for your sharing of your feeling, for it is very important, we feel, for each of your people to be able to share openly that which is within their being, and we encourage each of you in this endeavor.

May we ask at this time if there are any other questions which we might attempt to answer?

Questioner: I have another question. Am I correct in assuming that the division of humanity in the near future that you refer to will result in a physical death for part or all of humanity?

I am Latwii, and would answer you, my brother, by saying that the division of humanity which you have mentioned is a division that is not preordained. It is a choice that each of your people makes, a choice which each of your people have a right to make, and there shall be many experiences each on an individual level, each occurring in unique ways to each of the people of your planet. The experiences which each of you shall go through shall be chosen by you, by the way you choose to live your life; that there are many events which await your people. Many on the physical level in the realm of Earth changes shall indeed result in what is called the physical death of many of your people, but these changes and these experiences as well shall also be by the choice of those, each and every one who experience them, for free will is a foundation stone upon which creation rests.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: Can you give us a time frame within which the physical occurrences will begin?

I am Latwii, and would answer simply by saying that the physical changes in the surface of your planet have already begun and shall accelerate in intensity as time goes on. As we have said many times in these messages, we are unable to pinpoint the exact time that any event shall happen, for your future is never fixed, and it is only possible for us to see the direction of energies as they flow, as your people individually and collectively make their choices for how they shall live their lives.

We have suggested before that the decade of the eighties which you have just entered shall be the decade of great changes. As the midpoint of the decade is passed, and as the decade of the nineties approaches, even greater changes, with more frequency of the various Earth disturbances, shall occur, and that sometime after the year 2000 your planet shall experience the great change which is known as the polar shift. Beyond this we cannot give more specific information, for we are unable to see that clearly or that far into what you would call your future.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: No, you have placed it in a perspective where I can deal with it now. I thank you.

Latwii: We thank you again. Is there another question?

Questioner: I have another question, and that is that there is more and more talk of war these days, and what I’d like to know, is it possible that we are close to nuclear war?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question. We would suggest, my brother, that there have been many times which your people have been close to that which you call nuclear war, and there will be more such occasions, and as you have correctly assumed, such an occasion is upon you now. But we would suggest it is nothing new, but is now more visible so that more of your people may see this possibility and may work in their own way to resolve the tensions which bring this possibility onto the center stage.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: No, I don’t think I have to ask any more questions.

Latwii: Is there another question?

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and if there are no further questions we would take this opportunity to thank each and every one of you for allowing us the privilege and the pleasure of speaking to you in your meditation this evening. We are always honored to be asked to share our vibrations with your people and would gladly resume such transmission at a future date. We would suggest a pause for a moment.

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and would close by saying that should any of you desire our presence in your meditation, we would be most happy to blend our vibrations with yours. We are creatures of service and seek to serve in whatever way is made available to us. I am known to you as Latwii, and I leave you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends. Vasu borragus.

This morning I went outside and took the tube that leads to the fountain off of the pump for the fountain because yesterday evening I noticed that the fountain was only about 6 inches tall after I had pumped half of the water out and cleaned the filters. Then I put some super glue on the end of the tube, after being sure that there was enough duct tape on it to make it fit perfectly. Then I taped the tube onto the pump until I was sure that it would hold the tube onto the pump. Then I put the netting and the extension cord that holds it to the side of the fishpond back together. Then I drove down to Walgreen’s Drug Store and got my flu shot.

This afternoon I went back out to the fishpond to be sure that the fountain was still running at the right height, and as I looked at the fountain and saw that it was OK, I happened to look at the far corner of the fishpond, and I discovered that the raccoon had eaten another of my goldfish. So, I went to The Home Depot and bought some more netting and some Epsom Salts because I discovered it would repel raccoons. When I got home, I put the netting around the fishpond over the first layer of netting, and I put the Epsom salts on the top rim of the fishpond and around the bottom of the sides of the fishpond. Then I got another extension cord and put it around the new netting.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 15

Carelessness And Forgetfulness

I am the Spirit of the Lord Jesus Christ who speaks unto the world this day, this hour and this moment through the mouth of this instrument and in the heart of each and every soul that exists.

O, how abundant is the Spirit! O how rich and inestimably close is the comfort which you seek!

It is mere forgetfulness, not willfulness, that draws most of you from the Spirit and consciousness of Jesus the Christ. It is a carelessness of fine trust that one may go forward and forget the center of being.

Yet to move in thought and action without the spirit is to invite the calamity of a careless confusion, one less able to be penetrated in the end by Love and peace.

Yes! We ask you, rejoicing, to carry the strength, the comfort, and the laughter of the Spirit of Jesus the Christ in your heart each hour of this day, calling into remembrance all of Christ’s passion and remembering Love Itself made manifest, as that Love made us manifest to you, for all time.

We leave you in peace, now and ever. In the name of Jesus the Christ. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Latwii channeling comes from September 28, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii. Ho, ho, ho, this was intended to come through another channel. However, we needed to begin with this channel in order to give confidence to the one known as Jim. We greet you through this instrument in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. We are at the same time extremely glad and extremely sorry to be speaking to you instead of the brothers and sisters of your special teachers, the ones of Hatonn. However, this group entity has again returned to its duty, working in the Far East, as you would call it, working against the spread of disharmony upon your planet.

We have been conditioning the one known as Jim while we have been speaking through this instrument and we would again attempt to speak through the one known as Jim. We leave this instrument, in gratitude for her quick senses of inner listening, and in hopes of speaking through her many times in the future. We thank this instrument. I will now leave this instrument. I am called by your group, Latwii.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and am with this instrument and we greet you, once again, in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We are pleased to be able to make this contact through this instrument, for we are aware that this instrument shall be away from this group in the near future, and is desirous of being able to continue this service as he embarks upon his journey. And it will be necessary for this instrument to be able to initiate contacts with the Confederation and with our vibration when he is on his own.

We would speak a few words this evening upon the subject of harmony, for the vibration and condition of harmony is one which is not frequently found upon your planet, as is evidenced by the condition of your world situation at the present. Harmony is that state of being in tune with the infinite Creator, which is achieved by desire, a desire for unification, a desire for knowing and experiencing that fullness of being which is the Creator within. Harmony is that force which helps to unite people in their relationships with each other, but it must be sought before it can be found, and it is unfortunate, but it appears that few upon your planet seek harmony, for it is an endeavor which includes the welfare of those around you, and most of your people are pointed in the direction of their own interests and meeting them as best they can, fearing there will not be enough to go round.

The state of being, within the individual, which leads to harmony, is the same state which opens doors to any step of growth within the individual, and that is the receptivity, the openness, and the desire for attaining such a state. It is often too easy to think only of the personal needs, desires, wishes, beliefs, and other codes which we set up for ourselves as we judge our lives. It is far too easy to consider only what one wants for oneself, instead of how to blend one’s being with another in the state of harmony. We would suggest to those who are desirous of attaining that state of harmony to consider that it is a state which is achieved with others; a state which is achieved in cooperative effort as individual entities blend their energies with each other; a path which usually entails a type of compromise of positions, so that each may share with the other a common position, and the sharing of the position, the belief, or the place, is that which is harmony within that concept.

In this session Latwii wished to speak upon the concept of harmony. They began by saying we would speak a few words this evening upon the subject of harmony, for the vibration and condition of harmony is one which is not frequently found upon your planet, as is evidenced by the condition of your world situation at the present, and harmony is that state of being in tune with the infinite Creator, which is achieved by a desire for unification and experiencing that fullness of being which is the Creator within, so harmony is that force which helps to unite people in their relationships with each other, but it must be sought before it can be found, but it appears that few upon your planet seek harmony, for it is an endeavor which includes the welfare of those around you, and most of your people are pointed in the direction of their own interests and meeting them as best they can, fearing there will not be enough to go round. Then Latwii said the state of being which leads to harmony, is the same state which opens doors to any step of growth within the individual, and that is the desire for attaining such a state, for it is easy to think only of the personal needs, beliefs, and other codes which we set up for ourselves as we judge our lives, so it is easy to consider what one wants for oneself instead of how to blend one’s being with another in the state of harmony, and we would suggest to those who are desirous of attaining that state of harmony to consider that it is a state which is achieved with others; a state which is achieved in cooperative effort as individual entities blend their energies with each other; a path which entails a type of compromise of positions, so that each may share with the other a common position, and the sharing of the position is that which is harmony within that concept. On May 29, 1994, Q’uo spoke of the nature of harmony:

Whether the entity seeks knowledge through one practice or another, seeks healing through one means or another, the entity, in order to be most in harmony with its own life pattern, must needs seek these things that it might be of greater service to the one Creator. Thus, the entity says, “Whatever Thy will be for me at this time, that is my will as well.”

We would suggest to those seeking such a balanced point with themselves and with those around them that the first step is to give: to recognize the needs, rights and position of those close about you. And that this state of giving, and accepting, and recognizing, will be reciprocated by those with whom you are in close contact. For the state of giving is based upon the concept of Love; that to give is to share that which is Love, and that which is Love is recognized by the inner being of those to whom it is given, even though it may not be given directly as a gift of Love, but may begin in more modest ways by the simple recognition of another person’s needs. We would suggest that harmony is that process whereby people in close communication join their beings even closer by agreeing to accept each other as they are and to work from that beginning point in a constant balancing of the needs, ideas and beliefs of each party.

Latwii went on to say we would suggest to those seeking such a balanced point with themselves, and with those around them, that the first step is to give: to recognize the needs, rights, and position of those close about you, and this state of giving and accepting will be returned by those you are in close contact with, for giving is based upon the concept of sharing that which is Love, and that which is Love is recognized by the inner being of those to whom it is given, even though it may not be given directly as a gift of Love, but it may begin in modest ways by the recognition of another person’s needs, and we would suggest that harmony is that process where people in close communication join their beings even closer by agreeing to accept each other as they are and to work from that beginning point in a constant balancing of the needs and beliefs of each party. On May 23, 1993, Q’uo revealed the value of the giving and accepting of Love:

In the end, at this level of discussion, we come back to the benefits of having sexuality. We celebrate the fruitfulness of this polarity which brings entities together to learn, to love together, for the giving and accepting of Love and all its fruits, advantages, and disadvantages, is the proper business of humankind. Each knows the depth of the illusion of sexuality. Each is aware of the self at levels which do not alter because of being male or female. This Personhood is infinite, and from this standpoint, we encourage each to be aware of one final thing, that is the person within that is the self, that is one with that great Self which is Love embodied and incarnate in the great original Thought or Logos. The Creator is not male. The Creator is not female. Yet, the Creator is reached by both equally within illusion.

We would, at this time, pause for a moment as Laitos passes among each in your group and makes their vibration available to those in need of deepening their meditation and of becoming familiar with the vibrations of the Confederacy. We speak specifically of the one known as L, who has expressed this evening a desire to become a channel.

We pause for a moment as Laitos, passes among you.

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and am once again with this instrument. We would, at this time, like to open the meeting to any questions. If any present would have a question, we would do our best to make an answer. Are there any questions?

Questioner: I was reading some Cosmic Awareness Communications ideas, which have been run down by some people in the East, and I really have no doubt as to the truth of it. But I know that they are not, precisely, in the same company with you guys, and I was wondering what view was among your particular branch of the Confederation of as to what’s happening here. What about the great concern for the survival of leaders? Does that have some kind of implication as to what will happen at the New Age vibrations, with a lot of old vibration people surviving?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, and would answer you, my sister, simply by saying that the most appropriate phrase for this particular phase which your nation and those individuals who lead it are going through would perhaps be that the first shall be last, and the last shall be first; for those who would seek to gain the whole world and yet lose their souls, what in truth and in spirit have they gained? For to hold onto that which is of the material world, that which has, up to this point in the evolution of human history, been unable to completely fulfill human entities upon your plane, to hold on so tightly to that which is of the material, is to focus the energies of one’s being in a direction which is likened unto building a house upon sand. And we would suggest that those who engage in such activities and have no concern for the welfare for those whom they are governing—or those whom they have been chosen to serve, those whom it a privilege to serve—these shall find that not only shall they not be serving such people or be in such high positions, but shall find themselves at the bottom of the pit of their own being, which they have dug with their own hands.

And we would suggest that the new age shall see many different responses to the flow of energy which is now sweeping over your planet. And you may expect to see the most absurd of dramas appearing upon your world’s stage, for all the energies of the universe, it would seem, shall be sweeping across the stage of your planet and you shall see many wonders. But those energies may be channeled and focused into creative elements and centers by those who are truly concerned with serving those who are their brothers and sisters. And to focus in the direction of the spirit is the means by which true survival shall be attained.

Questioner asked: “I was reading some Cosmic Awareness Communications ideas, which have been run down by some people in the East, and I really have no doubt as to the truth of it. But I know that they are not, precisely, in the same company with you guys, and I was wondering what view was among your particular branch of the Confederation of as to what’s happening here. What about the great concern for the survival of leaders? Does that have some kind of implication as to what will happen at the New Age vibrations, with a lot of old vibration people surviving?” Latwii began by saying the answer for this phase which your nation, and those individuals who lead, it are going through would be that the first shall be last, and the last shall be first, for those who would seek to gain the whole world and yet lose their souls, what in truth have they gained? Latwii went on to say to hold onto that which is of the material world, which has been unable to fulfill human entities upon your plane, is to focus the energies of one’s being in a direction which is likened unto building a house upon sand, and we would suggest that those who engage in such activities and have no concern for the welfare of those whom they have been chosen to serve shall find that not only shall they not be serving such people or be in such high positions, but they shall find themselves at the bottom of the pit of their own being, which they have dug with their own hands. Latwii continued by saying we would suggest that the new age shall see many different responses to the flow of energy which is now sweeping over your planet, and you may expect to see the most absurd of dramas appearing upon your world’s stage, for all the energies of the universe shall be sweeping across the stage of your planet, and you shall see many wonders, but those energies may be focused into creative centers by those who are concerned with serving those who are their brothers and sisters, so to focus in the direction of the spirit is the means by which true survival shall be attained. On December 29, 1997, Q’uo spoke of the value of the material world:

The illusion offers many other alternate answers for why each is here: to gather wealth, to be powerful, to do this or that great thing. All of these are but means by which each entity may find the heart of Love and unity within itself. Each uses the artifacts of the illusion to travel the spiritual journey, though all around one the material world is given ascendancy. This is the illusion so finely created by each portion of the one Creator for the purpose of finding the one Creator’s Love and Light in each heart and also providing that one Creator within the opportunity to know Itself in ways that would not be possible were this illusion and your choices within it not creative.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: Well, I had a couple of other questions, which you may answer at your discretion, of course. I was—I’ve been very impressed by the Cosmic Awareness things that I’ve read, and I was wondering what your relationship in the Confederation was to this particular source. Is it a planetary source within the Confederation? Is it another source? What is the relationship between the two?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question. And I can answer best by suggesting that the source of which you speak is a source which is most well-known to those who are familiar with the works of Edgar Cayce. The source which is known as Cosmic Awareness appears to be simply that; an awareness of the being—the state of being—which is described as Cosmic, or of the Consciousness of all being. And this source of information is now proceeding to reveal unto those of your people who are concerned about the new age the pathway or process by which each may attune to these universal forces which we have spoken of as proceeding into your reality with such great speed at the present time, so to speak.

We cannot say whether the information revealed by this source is correct or incorrect, for it can never be known at the moment information is given whether it is correct or not, for the mere giving of information alters the situation which is being described. We would suggest with all sources of information, including especially our own, that those who are contacted with information of this nature consider carefully within themselves what they themselves believe, to evaluate carefully on your own concerning what you are reading or hearing, and to make those judgments in light of competing or opposing information. For, within your world, you will discover there are infinite sources of information, and it is your task as entities upon your planet to sort and sift through the infinite variety of information available, and to choose that which speaks within your own being.

Questioner asked: “I was—I’ve been very impressed by the Cosmic Awareness things that I’ve read, and I was wondering what your relationship in the Confederation was to this particular source. Is it a planetary source within the Confederation? Is it another source? What is the relationship between the two?” Latwii said the source of which you speak is a source which is known to those who are familiar with the works of Edgar Cayce, for Cosmic Awareness appears to be an awareness of the state of being which is described as Cosmic, or of the Consciousness of all being, and this source of information is proceeding to reveal to your people, who are concerned about the new age, the pathway by which each may attune to these universal forces which we have spoken of as proceeding into your reality with great speed at the present time. Latwii continued by saying we cannot say whether the information revealed by this source is correct or incorrect, for it can never be known at the moment information is given whether it is correct or not, for the giving of information alters the situation which is being described, so we would suggest with all sources of information, including our own, that those who are contacted with information of this nature consider within themselves what they believe, and to make judgments in light of competing information, for within your world you will discover there are infinite sources of information, and it is your task as entities upon your planet to sift through the varieties of information available and to choose that which speaks within your being. On January 22, 1985, Laitos described the variety of sources of information that we may consider helpful on our spiritual journeys:

As the seeker which you are moves through its life experience there shall be many sources of illumination and inspiration brought before its attention by the power of its seeking. You are as the magnet, and your seeking draws close to you those sources of information which may be of value to you. As the seeker views the resources which are about it, the book, as you have called them, and tapes, the entities, the concepts, from whatever sources available, let then the seeker use these catalysts as beginning points from which its own uniquely fashioned journey shall move.

We view, then, a tapestry of your own making according to your own understanding, shall we say, and unto that understanding be faithful and true in your pursuit of that which you seek, the one Creator, full and balanced within your life experience. You are able not only to gather information but to weave it into an unified whole, a pattern which is of your own making and which to you makes, shall we say, sense.

May we answer you further?

Questioner: Then I see that confirms what I thought about Cosmic Awareness. It did seem to be a planetary vibration in that, like the Cayce vibration, it comes from a much higher plane, inner plane, of our own planet, close to the Akashic Records. I had pretty much of an idea in my head as to the type of information that they were giving and why they gave that type of information, as opposed to the philosophy that you give, and I was just wondering if you would care to say anything on that subject in confirmation, or changing, of what I had basically thought.

I am Latwii, and would add only that information of a specific nature is most difficult to express clearly, for the future, as you know, is never fixed. Directions, propensities, tendencies, and likelihoods of directions of energy, are the most easily pinpointed and transmitted information, but to say where an infinite variety of energies will eventually coincide is very difficult and is a task which we of the Space Confederation do not attempt with these types of contacts, for the distortion factor would soon cause our information to become nearly worthless.

It is for this reason that we attempt to give the basic groundwork and basic philosophy of Love and Light which we feel are so important to your people at this time. We do not feel that the revealing of specific names, and dates, and places, and events is most beneficial to those in your meditation group, for this information can be attained elsewhere and we would be most pleased if we could, in our effort, plant the seeds of meditation, of Love, of Light, and of the seeking of the divinity within each of your peoples’ being. We would suggest that sources which are focusing in the area of more specific information can be of great value, but must be carefully evaluated upon their performance, and we would suggest being very cautious in the area of accepting without further investigation any specific information which is attained, wherever it might be obtained.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: Well, just a little bit. I would like to thank you because I think you do work with the basic things and teach us Love and Light. But I just wanted to check out the Cosmic Awareness people, because I was interested in them at this point. I made a few basic assumptions: number one, that they were planetary; number two, that they were giving more precise information because, being planetary, they had a right to do so; and number three, that they were able to put their probability guesses through because of the particular configuration of one channel, Paul Shockely. A lighter trance, the type of contact that we have with you, would never work for that type of information, that it would take a different vibration. If you want to confirm any of the three—you already confirmed the first one—I just wondered about the second two.

I am Latwii, and we would conclude our comments upon this subject simply by saying that the particular type of trance which is used in this contact of the Space Confederation is most beneficial to the type of message we have to offer, and we are also appreciative of the efforts of those who would use the trance medium, for such an entity is indeed able to transmit information of a much different frequency or nature than that which we are able to transmit through our light trances, as you have spoken of them. We would suggest to those who wish to become more familiar with the contact situation to investigate the nature of meditation on their own, so that they may themselves discover what varieties and types of information are available within their own being.

Are there any other questions?

Questioner: No, thank you.

Questioner: I have a question. You are aware of my desire to learn more about channeling and to serve as a channel. I would ask for advice on how to proceed on this path.

I am Latwii, and, my brother, we will answer you simply by saying that to desire this type of service is the most important ingredient for those who wish to become channels. For it is indeed a service that you render, and within your own being it is necessary to search and to seek that you might be made an instrument, and might kindle within yourself that desire to share the love and the light of the infinite Creator, which resides within your being.

And we would suggest as well a daily system of meditation of your own design. We would suggest meditating at the same time each day, so that you might develop a pattern of relaxation and communication within your own being, so that you might find within yourself that point of centering from which you might be of service. We would also suggest that a simple prayer might be used to ask that divine guidance be with you as you serve, and that you might be made an instrument of that service of the infinite Creator. We would also suggest that frequent experiences with a channel who has experience, such as those present this evening, might be of use in making the vibration of the Confederation more familiar to you.

May we be of further service?

Questioner: You’ve answered my questions.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question?

Questioner: No, thank you.

Latwii: We are very pleased to have been able to speak these few words and to share our thoughts through this instrument with you this evening. We would at this time take our leave of this instrument and, as always, we leave you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. I am Latwii. Adonai, my friends. Vasu borragus.

This morning I went outside and put the four solar-powered lanterns I ordered on the internet in four areas of the Black Walnut Tree main trunks which were blown over seven years ago, and which have other solar-powered lanterns in the shape of a pyramid that needed additional solar-powered lanterns to fill in gaps where some lanterns no longer worked. Then I filled my two hummingbird feeders and my neighbor’s one hummingbird feeder with fresh sugar syrup. Then I made an errand run to Cabella’s to trade in the net that I bought there yesterday for a smaller one that is easier to handle, which I hope to use to capture and medicate the feral cat, that has worms, while he is eating his cat food on my front porch.

This afternoon I pumped half of the water out of the fishpond, cleaned the filters for the fountain, and pruned the dead water lily leaves off of the five water lilies. Then I refilled the fishpond with water and added AquaSafe to the water to neutralize the chlorine in the water.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 14

Contention And Disagreement

I am the active principle of Jesus the Christ, the Spirit which speaks to the world this day. I greet you in the consciousness of full and divine Love. This day this instrument goes to a convention to do business for her church.

This instrument seems to expect a good many differing and potentially hostile opinions.

It is encouraged, in this instrument and in all who see contention in the world outside the self, that all the various opinions and disagreements without be taken within, that it may be recognized that that which is seen as a picture with the eyes may be understood to be a way of seeing that contention, that confusion, which is within the self.

When once the peace of Christ has penetrated the inner being and the heart is soft and compassionate, the outer confusion will never again seem threatening but merely noisy, for there is a peace which passes all understanding.

It is the understanding of Love, and in this Love and peace we leave you. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling for this session is from September 14, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you this evening in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We who are in the Creator’s service do thank you most heartily for allowing us to be with you this evening. This evening, we would touch briefly upon an aspect of service. We have been concentrating in our talks with you upon the discovery of your inner self and of the seed of Love within you. This evening, we would talk about Love in action, for there is no tree planted without help, and crop gathered without reapers. We have cautioned you many times not to be aggressive or abrasive in your contacts with others. But we would speak to you this evening about the confidence of the knowledge of who you are and whose glory you may manifest in this Earth world.

It is a responsibility to know, for then you must serve, and we would like you to be aware that in each contact that you make you are manifesting the Creator in some manner. When you think back, my friends, to the point in time when you yourself became aware of the kingdom of the Creator and of all that there was to gain from the knowledge and the being of it, you will understand how precious it is to be able to share that experience with others. It is written that there is great joy when one lost sheep has been brought back into the fold. More joy than all ninety-nine of the other sheep engendered for they were already found. We encourage you not to be elite or apart from the world in which you live. You may see yourselves as somewhat different only because you have become conscious of who you are. Use your being to allow those about you to dwell in such an atmosphere that they too have the potential of realizing who they are also.

In this session Hatonn wanted to talk about service and Love in action. They began by saying we would touch upon an aspect of service, and we have been concentrating our talks with you upon the discovery of your inner self and of the seed of Love within you, so now we would talk about Love in action, for there is no tree planted without help or crop gathered without reapers, but we have cautioned you not to be aggressive in your contacts with others, so we would speak to you this evening about the confidence of the knowledge of who you are and whose glory you may manifest in this Earth world. Hatonn went on to say it is a responsibility to know, for then you must serve, and we would like you to be aware that in each contact that you make you are manifesting the Creator in some manner, so when you think back to the time when you became aware of the kingdom of the Creator and of all that there was to gain from the knowledge and the being of it, you will understand how precious it is to be able to share that experience with others, for it is written that there is joy when one lost sheep has been brought back into the fold, and it is more joy than all ninety-nine of the other sheep created, for they were already found, so we encourage you not to be elite because you see yourselves as different because you have become conscious of who you are, so use your being to allow those about you to dwell in an atmosphere that they have the potential of realizing who they are. On October 25, 1987, Latwii spoke about the Kingdom of the Creator that is all around us:

And so, you must mount once again to the watchtower which gazes upon the Kingdom of the Creator which dwells within that Kingdom. It is something that you must do by yourself, yet that Lover which you pursue, that divine Love which you seek, sought persistently shall become to you real, intimate and very dynamic. And more and more as you seek consciously immediate experience of the Love of the one infinite Creator, what you seek shall come to you. And as you seek that which is the highest of all things to seek, thus all else begins to fall into perspective.

And more and more, regardless of what happens in the intimate relationships, and in all areas of incarnation, your experience shall be that of joy, for the Creator has tucked joy into every atom of the infinite universe, has woven joy into sunlight and starshine, has plaited joy up in the leaves, branches and roots of your trees, the gurgling of the rivers, the busy hum of life. Each bee moves upon its way hearing the rhythm of the dance within. That great Central Sun which is the Creator in manifestation speaks as clearly to you and gives direction from within.

If you see those about you as perfect beings, you are seeing them clearly. If you see and react to them in their emotional, mental, and physical illusory patterns, you are not seeing them clearly. You are not then allowing them the freedom to reach the point which was so precious to you when you reached it. It is true, my friends, there is often nothing that you can say, little that you can do to help those whom you meet. But there is much that you can be and much that you can conceive in your mind as the identity of those people who may to the outer eye be less than perfect. To your inner eye, my friends, to that patient, timeless, inner eye, each being is perfect, manifesting in the eternal present. Give that gift in love, for you are disciples of a path of service. And to expend all of your energy upon yourself will block you from gaining more understanding. You must use what you have learned until it becomes a part of you, until it becomes second nature.

Then Hatonn said if you see those about you as perfect beings, you are seeing them clearly, but if you see them in their emotional, mental, and physical illusory patterns, you are not seeing them clearly, and you are not allowing them the freedom to reach the point which was so precious to you when you reached it, for it is true there is nothing that you can say or do to help those whom you meet, but there is much that you can conceive in your mind as the identity of those people who may be less than perfect, for to your patient, timeless, inner eye, each being is perfect, manifesting in the eternal present, so give that gift in love, for you are disciples of a path of service, and to expend all of your energy upon yourself will block you from gaining more understanding, so you must use what you have learned until it becomes second nature for you. On December 2, 1979, Hatonn described the eternal present:

You must understand that in meditation you are not trying to contact anything. The idea in meditation is one wherein you realize that you are. Not who you are, not where you are, but that you are. That you are aware, that you are in the eternal present. When you feel this, you will feel sweetness and closeness to the Creator that comes from breaking through the illusions of space and time and coming into that place where you can simply be who you are. That person is greatly loved by the Creator. And that person can greatly love others.

We would like at this time to transfer this contact to the one known as Jim. I am Hatonn.

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am with this instrument. We have been speaking of the pathway of service, and we would say to you that this is a path which few of your people have chosen to travel. The path which is most frequently traveled is the one which seeks only self-gratification, the attempt to fill what is understood to be the self with the material wealth of your people and of your culture. The filling of the self with things which have matter…

We would suggest a pause for…

[Pause]

I am Hatonn, and am again with this instrument. We welcome the new members of our group this evening, and hope that they will forgive us for beginning in the middle of our presentation. We have been speaking of the pathway of service that so few of your people have chosen to follow, the pathway which we suggest for your serious consideration, for to serve is to allow that gift of the infinite Creator the energy which courses through your various bodies to continue its flow and to be shared by your fellow creatures. So few of your people have been able to discern the nature of service, for their ways have been circling round, shall we say, unto themselves so that the energy which is their daily gift of the Creator stays only within their being as they seek to fill themselves with the various material rewards of your third-dimensional world.

It would seem to the surface observer that the things of your world are indeed worth pursuing, for so many pursue them and so much is made of their possessions. But we would suggest to you that as you go forth in your daily round of activities that you consider the fact that each person you meet is the Creator, and what else can one do when one knows that he or she is also of the Creator, other than serve the Creator? My friends, what else can one do other than serve the Creator?

Hatonn continued to speak of the path of service. They went on to say we have been speaking of the pathway of service that few of your people have chosen to follow which we suggest for your consideration, for to serve is to allow that gift of the infinite Creator the energy which courses through your various bodies to continue its flow and to be shared by your fellow creatures, so few of your people have been able to discern the nature of service, for their ways have been circling round themselves so that the energy which is their daily gift of the Creator stays only within their being as they seek to fill themselves with the material rewards of your third-dimensional world. Now Hatonn said it would seem to the surface observer that the things of your world are worth pursuing, for many pursue them, and much is made of their possessions, but we would suggest that as you go forth in your daily round of activities that you consider that each person you meet is the Creator, and: “What else can one do when one knows that he or she is also of the Creator, other than serve the Creator? What else can one do other than serve the Creator?” On September 28, 2019, Q’uo described our path of service in the third density:

However, within the third-density experience, this veil of forgetting makes it impossible to know or understand for sure what will be the product or the result of one’s efforts in service to others. What one can know is one’s intention, one’s desire, the strength of the desire to be of service, to be a loving entity, and to seek the One Creator within each experience, is that which will lead one forward upon the path of service to others, and increase the positive polarity according to the strength of the will and intention to serve.

We would leave you with this question. We would now transfer this contact to the one known as Carla. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am again with this instrument, and greet you all in Love and Light. We give you but very poor food, my friends, for we must speak to you in words. But as we have said, we hope you have food for thought for the path of service as opposed to the path of non-service is an illusion and one which you must only come to grips with within yourself. We cannot express to you the paradoxes of your illusion, the difference between that which seems and that which is, for many are the actions which look the same and yet are diametrically opposed in intention and in effect in the thought world. Therefore, my friends, look to your thoughts and let your thoughts create your actions, not the other way around. Above all realize that you are in a divine flow of perfect Love into which you may tap as into an ever-flowing fountain cascading, scintillating, full of light, full of energy. It is easiest to do so in meditation, although there are other ways having to do with service to your fellow beings and a realization of the unity of us all. We ask you this: choose. At any moment that you can, stop and choose. It is your path, it is your illusion, it is your thought, it is your action. Refresh yourself in meditation on a daily basis and live the joyous life of love in action.

Hatonn continued to speak about the path of service. They began by saying we hope you have food for thought, for the path of service as opposed to the path of non-service is an illusion, and one which you must only come to grips with within yourself, but we cannot express the paradoxes of your illusion, the difference between that which seems and that which is, for many are the actions which look the same and yet are diametrically opposed in intention and in effect in the thought world, so look to your thoughts, and let your thoughts create your actions–not the other way around—and realize that you are in a divine flow of perfect Love into which you may tap into as an ever-flowing fountain cascading and scintillating, full of Light energy, so it is easiest to do in meditation, although there are other ways having to do with service to your fellow beings and a realization of the unity of us all, for we ask you to choose at any moment that you can because it is your path, your illusion, and your action, so refresh yourself in meditation on a daily basis and live the joyous life of Love in action. On May 13, 1990, Q’uo spoke about the nature of Love in action:

The Creator wished and wishes, and will always wish in that infinitely small portion of Its infinite self that is active, to manifest Love, to Love and feel the self of Love in action. And so, it created its children, children of Love and free will, one unit of absolute Love that can never change and will never be unique, and an absolutely equal portion of infinitely various free will. That is your nature. Your uniqueness lies not in that you are children of Love, but in that no two unions of Love and free will are the same.

Before I leave this instrument, I would like to pass among you aided by Laitos, in order that we may make each of you aware of our presence and offer you our conditioning. If you would appreciate our help in deepening your meditation or in strengthening your ability to do channeling work in the future, please ask mentally for our presence, for we are in the room at this time and will pass among you. We will pause at this time. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and will speak through this instrument just long enough to say that I and Laitos thank you for the privilege of working with you. We would leave you now that one of our friends in the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator may speak. We leave you in the Love and Light of the infinite One. I am Hatonn. Adonai vasu.

I am Latwii, and am with this instrument and greet each of you in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. We have been waiting eagerly to be able to speak to your group this evening and would like to ask if there are any questions which we might attempt to answer? Are there any questions?

Questioner: Yes Latwii. I have been confused with the idea of whether… I’ve been chanting a few years, you know, high mantra and which I call the maha mantra, and I was speaking with some Jesus followers, and there is always this conflict in my mind. Is mantra OK, and is the eastern path OK, or should I just surrender with being a follower of Jesus Christ as the master? And then in my mind I go, well, I guess it’s the same path, there is no different path. But I have always this conflict, and I hear so many things about, oh, it is devil worship in meditations, and then the Jesus people say, Jesus has already been through all this, so you don’t have to believe in karma and past deeds. And so, could you please help me in my mind to ease the confusion?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my sister. We would suggest that the path which you would most benefit following is the path of your own choosing, that if you choose to do one exercise or another matters really very little, for that knowledge which you seek, that source of energy within your being is where it is, and it calls to you, for you are one with it. And if you follow that inner voice you shall arrive at that destination. Your path may wind around various trees in the woods, around various incantations, or postures, or beliefs, but surely bring you to that center of yourself. All of the various foliage, shrubbery of the woods, is there for you to enjoy along your path as you choose. You may pick one, or another, or many, or various ways in which to enrich your journey according to your own interests. There are not what might be called right or wrong choices, for all will bring you to the destination which you seek. What we would suggest in easing your conflict of mind is to simply experience that which is of interest, experience that which seems of value and examine it with your own thinking. Meditate on it within your own being. Ask sincerely which path is most beneficial for you to follow and you will have your answers, for you are at this moment one with your answers.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: Thank you, Latwii.

Latwii: And we thank you. Is there another question?

Questioner: I have a question, Latwii. I’ve read that greenhouses can be used to improve a person’s health, and specifically I’ve read that incorporating a seventh part of blue glass, with the rest being clear, has a beneficial effect on the health of plants and animals. Can you tell me anything about this?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question. We will do the best that we can through this instrument to make an answer for you, my brother. We would suggest that the color blue is, indeed, a beneficial color for growing living organisms, for the blue provides what might be called a coolness to the Light of your sun, which is in its unaltered form of a hot nature, that there is a need by most living creatures to experience a combination of cool and hot Light. To provide a balance in their growing cycles which is not available when the plant is in the open sunlight unshaded, we would suggest that adding the blue part of the color spectrum to a greenhouse would indeed be of value for any plants which you would grow therein. As we have mentioned before through another instrument, this would be more properly termed a bluehouse.

May we answer you further?

Questioner: Yes. I’d like to know if there would be any benefits for elderly people, particularly arthritic, in such an environment.

I am Latwii, and would answer you, my brother, in the affirmative, for all living creatures would benefit by a closer interplay of their lives with various life-forms, for each life-form, plant, or animal, or mineral has certain ingredients, shall we say, that are somewhat lacking in the other life-forms, and by combining various types of life-forms in one location there is a balanced exchange of various chemicals and vibrations of Light, shall we say. And the elderly of your people are especially in need of an expanded contact with various life-forms, for the elderly of your people are most frequently excluded from experiencing a variety of life-forms, and are most frequently placed in seclusion, so to speak, and therefore would benefit greatly by experiencing the vibrations and energy of plants and animals and the natural environment.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: No, thank you.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question?

Questioner: Yes, Latwii. Of course you are aware of the movie, “Close Encounters,” and is that [inaudible], is that what you people use to express? How much of that movie was the true thing, and also the part of the Indian chanting. Is that a special chanting you people… you know, that sequence with the sounds, it’s real pretty. Is that for real? I mean the whole thing was real, that’s the way it happened, that’s the way it goes?

I am Latwii, and would answer you, my sister, by saying that movies such as the one which you have mentioned, “Close Encounters,” have utilized a variety of the data, shall we say, available to those who study the UFO phenomenon, as your people call it. There have been many ways that your people have been contacted by beings from dimensions and other parts of your universe. Many of these have been documented over long periods of time and are well known to many of your people. We would suggest that those which were used in this movie were a compilation of various contact methods and our own Confederation of Planets in Service to the Infinite Creator have used a number of contact methods, most frequently the telepathic contact which is now being used, and those used within the movie are not very frequently used by our Confederation but are contacts of other beings.

May we answer you further?

Questioner: No, thank you.

Questioner: What sorts would the other beings be?

I am Latwii, and would answer you, my brother, simply by saying that for thousands of your Earth years we of the Space Confederation have been observing your people. We have been observing the interaction of your people with other beings as well and have attempted to, shall we say, quarantine your planet so that various negative energies could be worked out, so to speak, upon your plane. These energies are not just from the outside, shall we say, but have been attracted to your planet by the condition of your people on its surface, and there is the necessity for certain energies to find their fruition and to find reconciliation. Therefore, we can only say that the other beings are other beings not of the Confederation.

May we answer you further?

Questioner: No, that’s fine.

Latwii: Is there another question?

Questioner: I have another question, Latwii. I’ve recently heard that there is another group of entities that are known as the Nines, and I would like to know whether or not, having an affinity for knowing myself, it would be useful for me to get in touch with them or in contact with that [inaudible]?

I am Latwii, and would answer you, my brother, by saying that your decision to contact any group or any resource must come from within your own being, and is best made there within your own knowing and being. Therefore, we cannot suggest that you do or do not make an attempt to contact those beings of the Nines. We hope that you will consider all such choices carefully, for they are your own choices.

May we answer you further?

Questioner: Yes. How would I go about contacting those entities known as the Nines?

I am Latwii, and would suggest that any contact with any group begins simply by being open to that group or concept. This is all we can suggest in this matter.

Can we answer you further? May we answer you further?

Questioner: No. I think I’ve about had it for awhile.

Latwii: Is there another question?

Questioner: Yes, Latwii. I’m curious about the subject that I read myself and speculated on—immortality. Like, I understand that there is the mind, and your mind sort of creates the body that you reside in. So, if that is so, why do we choose to die? Why is there the urge in men that we create this body, and the Creator gave us this body, and then it had to perish with disease and old age? Can you explain that?

I am Latwii, and would answer you, my sister, by simply saying that it is an illusion that you live within and an illusion that you die when you leave, for while you are upon this stage in third dimension of material reality you play many parts. Each requires certain basic costuming. Your physical vehicle is a requirement for this particular stage and this particular drama. When you leave this stage and pass from this third dimension you will no longer be required to continue carrying certain burdensome costumes, your physical vehicle being one of these, that you are indeed at this moment immortal, that you have been for all time and beyond all time immortal and existing within the creation of the infinite Creator and that when you pass from this particular illusion, this particular stage, you will merely change roles and costumes as you have done so many, many times before.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: Yeah, there’s one thing. What if somebody is so diseased, you know, the illusion of disease, and they choose, for instance, to self-destruct their own body and pass on. Is there sort of like a punishment, or is the choice being that somebody chooses to leave their body by means of suicide, or is that a way to go that is a safe way, or is that playing games, or can you explain suicide and that sort of illusion?

I am Latwii, and would answer you, my sister, by saying that of the various illusions, and games, and roles, and learnings which each of your people undertake upon your plane, all are illusion, yet do teach. All are chosen by each of your people for their own unique and personal reason, reasons which vary widely from one to another. That within this range of learnings of illusions, of games which are played upon your stage, some teach one thing and some another. And some teach different lessons to different entities depending upon the reasons which the entities have that began that illusion.

That, in general, it may be said that each choice which a person makes is the choice which will teach the perfect lesson for that moment. We would suggest that many stresses, so to speak, are encountered by your people as each plays their chosen role, and that each moment each person has an infinity of choices of how to continue that role. Some become overwhelmed by the heaviness and the burden which they have created in their role, stepping too far into the unknown, so to speak, or taking on too much of a challenge it would seem and thereby respond by the path which is described as suicide or the taking…

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This morning I made an errand run with my first stop being at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. My second stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I bought some Pepsi-Zero and some Kleenexes.

This afternoon I went outside and used my long limb saw to cut down dead tree limbs in the front yard and in the back yard, and then I put them in a garbage can for yard waste pickup Thursday. Then I went on another errand run to Cabella’s to buy a larger net to trap Faithful, the new kitty that has been eating too many cans of cat food each day which means he has worms, and I need to be able to trap him and give him medication for the worms. But when I got home and got the full length of the handle unlocked, it was obvious that it was too heavy for me to get it over Faithful quickly enough to trap him, so I will return the net tomorrow and look for a smaller net at Cabella’s to replace it.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 13

Hope And The Experience Of Love

I am known as the Holy Spirit. I greet you in the full consciousness of the Love and the creative energy of Jesus the Christ.

As that active energy called Love invisibly swirls and moves throughout each atom of creation, opportunities are constantly being given for that which is of a less spiritual nature to take on the vibrations of a spiritualized Love. Thus does the spirit bring out the song in stone, the clapping of hands of the trees, and the rejoicing of the mountains.

Thus, also the Spirit of the Holy One moves invisibly and energetically within the heart of humankind, creating seemingly from nothing a strong and lasting faith. The seeker who wishes to experience the movement of the active principle of Love needs bring to the encounter with that transformative energy nothing but a heart full of hope.

Not all encounters with new life are as dramatic as Paul’s vision upon the road to Damascus. May you be willing to support within yourself those promptings of energetic Love which whisper from deep within your heart. May you hope in the Spirit.

We offer you the peace of this ever-fulfilled desire, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling is from September 9, 1980:

(Unknown channeling)

I am Hatonn, and we greet you, my friends, in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. It is a privilege to join our vibrations with you this evening. We are especially pleased to be able to make our initial contact through this instrument for that is an important part of his efforts in channeling at this time.

We would speak with you this evening a few words on the subject of the Earth changes which you have been discussing this evening. We are aware of your great interest in this phenomenon which has begun upon your planet. We would suggest that those people who shall survive the Earth changes, which are approaching rapidly, will be in great need of guidance, even more than they are now, for your reality shall, in the twinkling of an eye, be changed radically, and such an event will have drastic effects upon the mass consciousness of your people.

We would suggest that at such time it will be critical for the survivors to be aware of a greater reality, the reality of our unity each with the other that none are cast out alone on stormy seas, that even when the worst imaginable events have been played to their finale upon your Earth’s stage, that even then and especially then we are all one. Such survivors will be in great need of those who have traveled this path of peace, this path of seeking the truth. These pilgrims who are well acquainted with that path will be of invaluable service to those who are fortunate, shall we say, to survive the changes imminent upon your plane. These people will be in great need of the Light which those such as are gathered here this evening will be able to share in their efforts to share the Light that has been sparked within their being. We are hopeful that the messages which we are transmitting at this time concerning Earth changes might be of help to those such as yourselves to prepare not only your own beings but to prepare for the showing of the way inward to those who shall need such directions greatly.

We would at this time transfer this contact to another channel. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am now with this instrument. I greet you again in Love and Light. We were attempting to communicate through the one known as Don, for he needs the practice in order to regain his fluency as a channel. However, he is somewhat fatigued and quite disinterested in making the effort to communicate as a channel at this time. Therefore, we gladly move on to this instrument.

In the days ahead you will find that the decisions which you as spiritual beings make will be the keynotes to the decisions upon the physical plane which you then must make in order to carry out your spiritual plan. For those of you who have consciously worked on seeking out your own identity, whatever happens to you will therefore be of a much different timbre and feeling than it will be to others for it will be seen differently by you. You will find yourself being changed, and since growth is always painful, you will experience some discomfort emotionally and mentally as you adjust to new conditions of living. But those of you who are destined to live through the first changes and to be some of those who are as rocks amid the quicksand will be able to view and deal with these discomforts in such a manner as would benefit your state of mind.

As you know, we are a planetary consciousness, and, therefore, it is not surprising that we suggest that those of you who desire to aid the planet during these times of change find groups of like-minded people and work as a community. For it is in community that your best abilities both to survive and to be a center of Light will be realized. We would not be so specific as to indicate that we can see into the future and say which of you will and which of you will not exist in this density at any particular time. We are attempting to give you guidelines to follow so that the vibrational change and its after-effects that you are already experiencing will not seem overly traumatic, in fact, will seem to be in some ways a ray of hope. For you will see people turning from their previous sleep and awakening to the brevity of their physical lives and to the next obvious question: “Will I survive the demise of my own physical vehicle?” This concern alone in a time of difficulty will have many seeking answers. Therefore, we encourage you in your dedication and are with you whenever you ask.

Hatonn wanted to share information about how seekers can move forward on their spiritual path at this time. They began by saying in the days ahead you will find that decisions which you as spiritual beings make will be the keynotes to the decisions upon the physical plane which you then must make in order to carry out your spiritual plan, for those of you who have worked on seeking out your own identity, whatever happens to you will be of a different quality and feeling than it will be to others, for it will be seen differently by you, and you will find yourself being changed, and since growth is always painful, you will experience some discomfort emotionally and mentally as you adjust to new conditions of living, but those of you who are destined to live through the first changes, and to be some of those who are as rocks amid the quicksand, will be able to deal with these discomforts in a way that benefits your state of mind. Hatonn went on to say as you know, we are a planetary consciousness, and it is not surprising that we suggest that those of you who desire to aid the planet during these times of change find groups of like-minded people and work as a community, for it is in community that your best abilities to survive and be a center of Light will be realized, but we would not be so specific as to indicate that we can see into the future and say which of you will and which of you will not exist in this density at any particular time, so we are attempting to give you guidelines to follow so that the vibrational change and its after-effects that you are already experiencing will not seem overly traumatic, and they will seem to be a ray of hope, for you will see people turning from their previous sleep and awakening to the brevity of their physical lives and to the next obvious question: “Will I survive the demise of my own physical vehicle?” And this concern in a time of difficulty will have many seeking answers, so we encourage you in your dedication and are with you whenever you ask. On September 15, 2018, Q’uo spoke of the value of seekers of truth to gather together in a community:

Indeed, those who have a similar way of seeking, who are of like mind, may join forces with each other in a manner in which there is, as you have suggested, a formalized arrangement of living, a community that is based upon shared values. If such an arrangement can be agreed upon by such seekers of truth, then you may see the ability to serve as having the magical expression or expansion of that which those of Ra have called “the doubling effect,” so that each entity doubles the ability of each other entity to be of service to those who are the focus of such a community of seekers of truth. Thus, those who wish to offer themselves in a selfless manner, and to blend their energies, and ideals, and inspirations with those who share such ideals are able to be of greater service, for there is a doubling quality with each seeker’s efforts.

We would leave this instrument at this time. I leave you in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. I am Hatonn. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning I took a raccoon that I caught in my Hava-Hart trap a few miles away from my home and released it as it was scaring away Faithful, my new outside feral kitty from his food. On my way home I stopped by Feeder’s Supply and bought some cat food, fish food, and bird seed.

This afternoon I went upstairs and washed the windows in all three rooms and at the end of the hall. Then I went outside and used white paint and a small brush to paint over the names on the gravestones for Chloe, Dan D. Lion, and Benny.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 12

The Response Of Worship

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of divine Love.

Worship, worship, worship! This word is important above all others to the pilgrim upon the path of Jesus the Christ. For there is no part in man of the Father if there is no appreciation and Love of the greater self within.

Worship and rejoice!

Worship and confess!

Worship and give praise and thanksgiving!

See the heart attempting to issue more and more refined and intensified emotion and realize that each and every moment of each and every day holds the opportunity of seeing things in such a way as to provoke the response of worship. For all things are worshipful when done mindful of the Father.

O, desirous ones who doubt and seek, worship first and find security after the gamble has been taken. This is the way of the pilgrim.

We leave you in the peace and the Love of Jesus the Christ, both now and evermore. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight: