2025-10-11

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Laitos, Oxal, and Latwii channelings come from September 8, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. Because we are one with you, a part of you, we Love you, my friends, as we would Love our own bodies, our own hearts and our own thoughts, we Love you, my friends. Look around you. Who else in the creation of the Creator loves you? Feast your eyes. Look at the rose that blooms in its enormous wealth of color, and scent, and form because it loves. There is nowhere that you can truly look in the Creation of the Creator that you cannot find Love.

We realize that there is much to be said for the difficult nature of the task of the pilgrim for a pilgrim is one who sets itself to journey consciously. All beings journey unconsciously, but a few in any generation begin to journey in a consciousness understanding of the process of pilgrimage. This makes your existence at once more blessed and more difficult. Blessed, my friends, because you have all the company of heaven to surround you in angelic chorus. Difficult because you know that you cannot react as do those who are unconscious of the process of learning to those things which would undo you but must aim to remain centered.

We give you the idea of the rose, for truly, my friends, your life in this density is very like it. Your bloom, your form, and your scent will please and glorify the Creator and then be gone. What remains, my friends, if you have shown as much love as a simple rose climbing towards the Light, your scent, the odor of your spiritual being will remain. Certainly, you have examples of this in some of your great teachers. Their thoughts, their beings, remaining fresh in memory for many hundreds of your years. All else is and shall be consumed in time.

Laitos wanted to talk to the group about the difficult nature of their spiritual journey in the third density. They began by saying we realize that there is much to be said for the difficult nature of the task of the pilgrim, for a pilgrim is one who sets itself to journey consciously, and all beings journey unconsciously, but a few in any generation begin to journey in a consciousness understanding of the process of pilgrimage, so this makes your existence more blessed and more difficult, and it is blessed because you have all the company of heaven to surround you in an angelic chorus, and it is difficult because you know that you cannot react as do those who are unconscious of the process of learning to those things which would undo you but must aim to remain centered. Laitos went on to say we give you the idea of the rose, for your life in this density is like it because your bloom, your form, and your scent will glorify the Creator and then be gone, but what remains if you have shown as much love as a rose climbing towards the Light is the scent of your spiritual being, and you have examples of this in some of your great teachers with their beings remaining fresh in memory for hundreds of years, so all else shall be consumed in time. On March 21, 1999, Q’uo spoke about the spiritual nature of our being:

We say to you that when your desires come into balance, then it is that you are most liable to experience the harvest and the blooming of faith, for faith is not faith in anything. Faith is simply an attitude which is part of your spiritual being. Faith is that which knows that all is well, and that all will be well. It cannot be gotten at by trust in any other person. It can only be experienced in midair after one has leapt from the precipice safely. In midair one finds oneself marvelously able to cultivate faith, and you will find, as you work with your desires, that there is a place or balance which you will come to recognize. There is a comfort in sensing that one is centered, that one is on the beam, that one is in rhythm and in cooperation with one’s destiny.

We are aware that each of you wishes to do what this instrument would call worldly work but each of you is consciously aware that these needs involve working for the good of the planet to which you have given your beings in this effort. Remember always to first center yourself, to feel the beauty of your own unfolding, the delicate scent of the Love of the Creator that emanates from you in many, many, ways. Do not see yourself in any way except as a channel for Love, the Love of the Creator, my friends. If you can maintain that connection in sincerity, that which you need shall be given unto you.

Then Laitos said we are aware that each of you wishes to do what Carla would call worldly work, but each of you is consciously aware that these needs involve working for the good of the planet to which you have given your beings in this effort, so remember always to first center yourself, to feel the beauty of your own unfolding, the delicate scent of the Love of the Creator that emanates from you in many ways, and do not see yourself in any way except as a channel for Love, the Love of the Creator, so if you can maintain that connection in sincerity, that which you need shall be given unto you. On May 20, 1979, Hatonn spoke of how we can be a channel for Love:

You can allow yourself to be a channel for Love, whatever your circumstance. Sometimes the circumstances you face are so difficult that you may wonder if there is such a thing as Love. And if there is Love, is it given equally to all? If it has a plan, is it, shall we say, just?

But we say to you that, as far as we know, the Creator has a plan that has been worked out between Love itself and that higher part of yourself which you call your spirit. In meditation you become able to communicate intuitively with that part of the creation that is a combination of the finite and the infinite; in this junction lies the plan. Whatever difficulties you may be having, they can be met with Love; and the more deeply committed that you are to finding, feeling, and freely giving to others the Love that is in every situation, the more quickly you will become what you might call a conscious being, controlling your destiny, improving the harmony, aiding the vibration of your life.

I would like to leave this instrument at this time so that one of our friends in the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator may use the other instrument. I am Hatonn. Adonai, my friends.

I am Oxal, and I greet you in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. We are very pleased and privileged to be able to make this contact with this instrument tonight. We have been waiting to reestablish this contact and to help this instrument to recognize our vibrations. We are very pleased when we are able to speak a few words through a new instrument.

We have been observing the content of your meditation and are very pleased that we are able to join our vibrations with yours, for your vibrations this evening are of quite angelic nature. We are aware that both of the instruments here this evening are in pursuit of what Hatonn has described as world work, and we would add our blessings and assurances to this effort. We wish to assure each instrument that there are great needs in your world today which you will be asked by your own choice to help meet. There is a crying need for those with the Light and experience of the Light of the infinite Creator to share and shine this Light with your people who are bathed in darkness.

We are aware that many of your people seek sincerely yet inefficiently as they make their own journeys into consciousness. Their inability to fully recognize the Light that shines in their being stems in some part from a lack of what might be called examples of your fellow creatures, for by example much is communicated. Unfortunately, there are too few examples of the Light of the infinite Creator as you travel about in your daily activities. Shine that Light forth with every opportunity that presents itself to you, as you meet and deal with your fellow creatures daily. Be noticed as one who radiates the Love and the peace of the Creator to those who are harried, and worried, and unable to find the center of Light within their own being. By your example you shall remind these that they also are capable of being such sources of Light. It is a noble endeavor to be an example. It is not always easy but is one of the most effective methods of teaching, for it says in an action what a thousand words may fail to say. Therefore, we urge each of you to be as the shining Light that is your Source and to shine your Light about you as you become beacons for your fellow creatures who are lost on dark and stormy seas.

Oxal wanted to speak with the group about how each in the group could be of service to others. They began by saying we have been observing the content of your meditation and are pleased that we are able to join our vibrations with yours, for your vibrations are angelic in nature, and we are aware that both of the instruments here this evening are in pursuit of what Hatonn has described as world work, and we would add our blessings to this effort, so we assure each instrument that there are needs in your world today which you will be asked by your choice to help meet because there is a need for those with the experience of the Light of the Creator to shine this Light with your people who are bathed in darkness. Then Oxal said we are aware that many of your people seek sincerely yet inefficiently as they make their journeys into consciousness, and their inability to fully recognize the Light that shines in their being stems in from a lack of examples of your fellow creatures, for by example much is communicated, but there are few examples of the Light of the Creator as you travel in your daily activities, so shine that Light with every opportunity that presents itself to you, as you deal with your fellow creatures daily, and be noticed as one who radiates the Love and the peace of the Creator to those who are worried and unable to find the center of Light within their being, and by your example you shall remind these that they are capable of being sources of Light, for it is a noble endeavor to be an example, so it is not easy but is one of the most effective methods of teaching, for it says in an action what a thousand words may fail to say, so we urge each of you to be as the shining Light that is your Source and to shine your Light about you as you become beacons for your fellow creatures who are lost on dark and stormy seas. On May 29, 1983, Latwii said that white Light was the source of our being:

When you are able to examine your life and see those expenditures of energy in a balanced fashion, and are able to accept yourself for each distortion, and able to see each as a means of the Creator knowing Itself, and of knowing yourself, and of you knowing the Creator, then you shall find that balance within your being that allows the pure white Love/Light of the one Creator which is your source of being, and which enters your being as a crystal. Then you shall allow that white Light to remain white as it passes through the jewel of your being.

As you notice distortions in your daily life, and have them pointed out to you through your dreams, you see in effect how the white Light is refracted and broken into colors as it passes through your being. That it should remain white is the goal, in one way of speaking, as you learn the lessons of Love and acceptance of all.

We would now leave this instrument. It has been a pleasure and a privilege to be able to share our thoughts with you this evening. I am Oxal. Adonai, my friends. Vasu borragus.

I am Latwii, and I greet you both in Love and Light and am here for the purpose of attempting to answer any question that you may have if you have not yet run out of questions. So, I open myself to you at this time. Do you have a question, my brother?

Jim: Latwii, I was wondering about the concept of tithing and how it works for the individual to give part of the fruits of his or her labors to the larger community or a church. Could you share some of the underlying principles of tithing and who it benefits and how?

I am Latwii and would be glad to share with you our limited ability to speak on this subject, for it has been distorted by many of what this instrument would call fundraising activities until it is barely recognizable as the spiritual exercise which it once was. The original concept, as this instrument herself has stated recently, is that all things come from the Creator, and that any supply material that you may receive is the Creator’s 100%. In giving part of that bounty back to the Creator, no matter how little or how much you can afford to give, you are blessing yourself, for the principle of giving is that those who give shall have a thousand-fold added unto them, but those who keep and hoard will lose all that they have.

The, shall we say, industrialized church business has caused tithing to become a means of being respectable within the society devised by those who attend a meeting on Sundays which makes them feel good. As far as we can tell, your people do not feel blessed at giving to the Creator who gave them the other 90 or 95% of what they have received as material supplies. Instead, they are concerned at the loss of the 5% or the 10%. The basic principle, however, is that tithing helps only one person, and that is you, for it puts you in a right relationship between your work and your Creator. For work is a way of manifesting the original Thought of Love, and these manifestations may then be turned to whatever end you feel is closest to working toward the ends which you feel the Creator would have the centers of prayer and Light approach.

Jim asked: “I was wondering about the concept of tithing and how it works for the individual to give part of the fruits of his or her labors to the larger community or a church. Could you share some of the underlying principles of tithing and who it benefits and how?” Latwii replied by saying the original concept, as Carla has stated is that all things come from the Creator, and that any supply that you may receive is 100% the Creator’s, so in giving part of that bounty back to the Creator, no matter how little or how much you give, you are blessing yourself, for the principle of giving is that those who give shall have a thousand-fold added unto them, but those who keep what they have will lose all that they have. Then Latwii said the industrialized church business has caused tithing to become a means of being respectable within the society devised by those who attend a meeting on Sundays which makes them feel good, and your people do not feel blessed in giving to the Creator who gave them the other 90 or 95% of what they have received as money, for they are concerned at the loss of the 5% or the 10%, so the basic principle is that tithing helps only one person, and that is you, for it puts you in a right relationship between your work and your Creator, for work is a way of manifesting the original prayer and Light, and these manifestations may then be turned to whatever end you feel is closest to working toward the ends which you feel the Creator would have the centers of prayer and Light approach. On January 6, 1980, Latwii revealed how we may find the truth of our relationship with the Creator:

When you go within, in your meditation, and invoke the Light of your Creator you will find the truth, whether we have inspired you to meditate, whether it may be another source of a spiritual nature, or whether it may be simple misfortune which causes you to contemplate the meaning of your existence. The truth is not in our hands nor in the hands of other spiritual guides, nor in the hands of fate. The truth is truth. And it will forever be before you, a beacon of Light. And you will forever follow it, learning and sharing with each other that which you gather, harvests of Light along a road which leads onward.

The money itself cannot help anyone but you. The organization to which you offer your manifested energy, and work, and money must then feel the conscious aliveness of this gift from the heart and work with it to fulfill the desires of the participants in this giving. Then and only then do you find the organization itself multiplying as does the fortune of the giver. Then and only then do you find the exchange of love that erases any hint of money-raising, and instead observes tithing or giving some portion of your worldly bounty as a form of recognition that if the Creator has given you 100% of all that you are and all that you have, it is a right relationship with the Creator to give back to the Creator, then a certain amount of that which, through the Creator’s grace, you have garnered and reaped.

Now Latwii said the money itself cannot help anyone but you, and the organization to which you offer your money must then feel the conscious aliveness of this gift from the heart and work with it to fulfill the desires of the participants in this giving, for only then do you find the organization itself multiplying as does the fortune of the giver, and only then do you find the exchange of love that erases any hint of money-raising, and instead observes tithing some portion of your worldly bounty as a form of recognition that if the Creator has given you 100% of all that you are, and all that you have, it is a right relationship with the Creator to give back to the Creator a certain amount of that which, through the Creator’s grace, you have garnered and reaped. On July 18, 1976, Hatonn described how our personal relationship with the Creator is the right one for us:

But, my friends, in addition to meditation you need to bring that feeling into your life as you live it, moment by moment. We have said to you before: attempt to form a personal relationship with the Creator, seek the Creator as you would a trusted friend, love the Creator as you would love the most beloved friends you could ever have. True emotion that comes from the heart, personal, deep-felt emotion, is necessary in order to bring to your consciousness the realization that in the Creator you are dealing with the single most important relationship of your life.

Allow the love for the Creator to build and become more and more personal, more and more real, more and more felt. And then, take that sweet feeling and live it day-to-day. Feel the immediacy of that Creator and share it with the people you meet. This is the secret, my friends. If you can approach each person as someone who is the Creator and whom you may be privileged to serve, your troubles will sort themselves out before you. For Love is always reflected in Love.

May we answer you further my brother?

Jim: That was very enlightening, Latwii. I appreciate that. I just have one other question of another nature. Um. It is of a personal nature, and you may not be able to give me any information on this, but I’ll ask anyway. Somewhere within my being, I remember being in a state of bliss, moving into a state of what seemed to be disharmony and almost Hell in comparison, and I was fearful that I would get lost in this hellish state, and I remember a voice saying, “It is OK. You won’t get lost, you can come back.” I am wondering if you can shed any light on the origin of that feeling within my being?

I am Latwii. Yes, my brother. We understand, and we feel that you already understand enough of the answer that we will not infringe upon your free will by dealing with this question at this time.

Jim: I understand. I thank you, and that’s the only question that I have for this evening. Thank you very much.

Latwii: You are very welcome, my brother. At this time, if there are no more questions from you, I would transfer this contact to you in order that this instrument may ask a question of me through you. I am Latwii.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii. I am with this instrument and would be very pleased to attempt to answer a question from our sister. Do you have a question?

Carla: Yes, Latwii, I do. As you know, I am working with a friend to attempt to help him to get as much as I can offer him of lessons that I have learned from working with the energies of the Brotherhood over a period of years. Is it possible for you to suggest to me things of which I may not have thought that I may be able to help him further?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question and would answer by suggesting that your own efforts in this sharing which you have undertaken have been of a very positive and productive nature. We feel that you have truly given of yourself and have done so in an unselfish manner. Our only suggestion for further sharing would be to continue your true concern for the welfare of this entity and to consider carefully how your future sharing will affect this entity’s right of free will to learn by his own efforts so that your sharings are in harmony with his right of free will. We would attempt to state this somewhat more clearly through this instrument. We would suggest entering more of the concept of personal direction for this entity and less dependence upon your efforts.

May we answer you further?

Carla: Could you be more specific?

I am Latwii, and we will attempt to be more specific without infringing upon your own free will. We have suggested that your sharings have been quite positive and of an uplifting nature. We would now suggest that future sharings, to be also of an uplifting nature, might concentrate more upon helping the entity to help himself rather than to depend upon your efforts.

Carla: That is what I wish to do but I’m not sure how to go about it.

I am Latwii. We wish that we could be more specific with the details of your sharing efforts, but we must suggest that the very specific particulars must be of your own origination.

Carla: Possibly talking with the one known as Jim might be fruitful.

 I am Latwii: Yes.

Carla: Thank you, Latwii.

I am Latwii. And we thank you. Did you have another question?

Carla: No, that was it for the night. Thank you very much.

I am Latwii and would now leave this instrument. As always, we leave you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. I am Latwii. Adonai, my friends.

This morning I used my backpack blower to blow the leaves between the fishpond and the street into a pile. Then I filled seven garbage cans with the leaves. Then I came back inside my home and arranged the six additional chairs in the living room in preparation for our public channeling meditation this afternoon.

This afternoon our public channeling meditation began at 1 pm with our round-robin where each attendee says their name, where they are from, and what recent experiences have had the most spiritual meaning for them. During the channeling session there were a number of questions asked such as the densities of creation, entities from other galaxies traveling through our galaxy, the sense of self-worth and how it could be increased, how one can know that self-worth had been achieved, and how do we know that we are traveling out spiritual path. It was great to have so many open-hearted seekers of truth in my living room.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 11

Newness And Clarity

Greetings in the consciousness of the Love of Christ.

We are the Spirit of that Love in the vibration which comforts this instrument. We find this instrument’s vocal apparatus ready to serve and her desire strong. And we find one more element which improves this child’s opportunities for being of true service. That is that there is little preparation made beforehand as to what this moment of contact will bring.

It is an uncomfortable way to enter into acts of communication and yet it bears the stamp of the consciousness of Christ. For the essence of Love is freedom. The less guessing that you offer about what shape the communication will take, the greater scope the mind has to accept information.

Seek, then, to put on the nakedness of no expectation, and remove from yourselves the clumsy, heavy shoes of fantasy and design and feel the burst of newness and clarity spring through into your conversations.

Peace be with you, now and always.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

2025-10-10

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Latwii channeling comes from September 7, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet each of you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We send special Love to all of those who are present tonight, especially those who are new to this group or whom we have not seen for some time. It is a great privilege to blend our vibrations with yours. May we give our thanks to the one known as W, for had he not removed the young one from your midst, we would not have been able to speak, for he did not desire our presence at this time.

We would talk to you this evening about desire. Perhaps, my friends, you have heard of those who go on safari and to exotic places, discover remote islands, find new frontiers of learning, and it is an open question why some people do these things and others do not. Few are the people who are driven, and this, my friends, is one of your planet’s deepest problems. For you are all conscious beings and your desire, whatever it may be, should hopefully be clear enough to you that you are literally driven to pursue it. We are not speaking here of one type of desire being better than another, for we find no elite among your people. All are one with the Creator. All are equal. We can, however, see simple differences in the patterns and the energies that surround some of your people, some of your people who have decided to pursue that which they desire.

And what, my friends, might be the mechanism for discovering your true desire? You can think, and conjugate, and plan, and it will come to very little. To know your true desire, you must know yourself. And so, my friends, the journey is not to an exotic island or on a safari. The journey is inward to your heart, to that spark of love which holds the plan for you and for your universe and for your journey.

Hatonn wanted to speak about the concept of desire. They began by saying we would talk to you this evening about desire, and you have heard of those who go to exotic places to find new frontiers of learning, and it is an open question why some people do these things, and others do not, for few are the people who are driven, and this is one of your planet’s deepest problems, for you are conscious beings, and your desire should be clear enough to you that you are driven to pursue it, but we are not speaking of one type of desire being better than another, for we find no elite among your people, and all are equally one with the Creator, but we can see differences in the patterns and the energies that surround some of your people who have decided to pursue that which they desire. Hatonn went on to ask what might be the mechanism for discovering your true desire? Hatonn said you can think and plan, but it will come to very little because to know your true desire, you must know yourself, so the journey is not to an exotic island, for the journey is inward to your heart, to that spark of Love which holds the plan for your universe and for your journey. On April 19, 1974, Hatonn spoke about the nature of our true desire:

What you are seeking is understanding. The fire and the energy with which you seek it is drawn from within the very marrow of your eternal reality. Your true desire is to seek this understanding. This understanding, in turn, my friends, that we are attempting to aid you in becoming aware of is very, very simple. It is, in fact, unitary. There is only One.

This unity, within which the entire Creation resides, is whole, complete, unbreakable and transcendent of all illusion. Therefore, my friends, it is the most impossible thing to conceive of within the boundaries of your intellect and your consciousness within the physical.

At this time, I would transfer this contact to the one known as Jim. I am Hatonn.

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am with this instrument and greet you once again in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. It has been our privilege and pleasure to address groups such as this one for some time now. In our messages, we seek to share that vibration of Love which lies within each of your beings. We seek through these messages to serve each of your people, for service is our way of expressing the Love of the Creator, and we hope in these meditations and messages that we might be of some inspiration to each who hears our message; that each might for one more moment seek ever more deeply inward. For that is a journey which so few of your people have sought to make but which so many are in need of sharing and experiencing with each other.

We look upon your planet and see great turmoil. We see the seeking and the striving every day in the material world for the things which many think will bring them peace of mind. We look and we see that such seeking offers so little in the final analysis. For how much of the things of your world are required before peace of mind is achieved? My friends, great things have been built, and won, and gathered in one empire or another, and yet those in whose rule the empire rests have found no peace of mind. My friends, we would once again suggest that meditation upon the inner journey might serve you well as you seek peace of mind; as you seek your Source; as you seek Love. We have spoken many times upon this subject, for we believe that Love, though so obvious in its power, is so little understood by your people. And we hope that upon your journey you will include daily meditation to seek inward for that spark of the divine Creator which we all share, each with the other.

Now Hatonn wanted to share the concept of the Love of the Creator with the group. They began by saying in our messages, we seek to share that vibration of Love which lies within each of your beings, and we seek through these messages to serve each of your people, for service is our way of expressing the Love of the Creator, and we hope in these meditations and messages that we might be of inspiration to each who hears our message, so that each might for one moment seek more deeply inward, for that is a journey which so few of your people have sought to make, but which so many are in need of experiencing with each other. Then Hatonn said we look upon your planet and see great turmoil, and we see the seeking every day in the material world for the things which many think will bring them peace of mind, but we see that such seeking offers little in the final analysis, for how much of the things of your world are required before peace of mind is achieved? Then Hatonn said great things have been gathered in one empire or another, and yet those in whose rule the empire rests have found no peace of mind, so we would suggest that meditation upon the inner journey might serve you well as you seek peace of mind and your Source of Love, and we have spoken many times upon this subject, for we believe that Love, though obvious in its power, is little understood by your people, and we hope that upon your journey you will include daily meditation to seek inward for that spark of the divine Creator which we all share with each other. On July 5, 1981, Hatonn described the value of our seeking the Love of the Creator:

My sister, we would answer you by saying that to seek the Love of the infinite Creator in each moment of your life is the greatest service and the greatest learning that can be accomplished upon your plane, for it is the lesson of this dimension to discover the Love of the Creator within all that is experienced within the self, within the life, within the family, within the community, within each activity, each experience and there is, shall we say, an infinite amount of time to discover this Love.

At this time, we will leave this instrument and transfer contact back to the one known as Carla. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am again with this instrument. My friends, so often you discount your own worth. We do not wish to praise you for your humanity, your personality, your intellect, but for yourself. Those things which I have just described are as clothing as you go into meditation. As you desire to know yourself and the Creator, strip off those things which limit you. Remove them gently, for they serve you well. Then bathe in the clean waters of the tranquil silence of the universal Thought. And come to rest in the heart of Love. There you will find food and drink for your spirit. Parched and hungry though it may be, there is a never-ending supply of Love for each of you—of courage, of innocence, of kindness, of all those things that you would like to add to your wardrobe.

But, my friends, they are not clothing, they must come from the heart. They must come from yourself. Your ego, your personality, your intellect, can never display to others that which you wish. Therefore, my friends, let it all go and rest in Love, with no name, no reputation, no learning, for Love is the greatest force and the greatest knowledge that you can possibly attain, and you cannot reach it with your mind, with your ego, with your personality. It is a matter of desire. We who are travelers upon that path hold our hand out to you. Many of us come from a distance. Some of us from other dimensions. But we are all here for one purpose, to hold out that hand to you and to say, “Fellow traveler, be not so weary that you forget to desire love.”

Here Hatonn wanted to speak to the group about the concept of self-worth. So, Hatonn said often you discount your own worth, and we do not wish to praise you for your personality or your intellect, but for yourself, for those things which I have just described are as clothing as you go into meditation, and as you desire to know yourself and the Creator, strip off those things which limit you, so remove them gently, for they serve you well, and then bathe in the clean waters of the tranquil silence of the universal Thought and come to rest in the heart of Love, for there you will find food and drink for your spirit, parched and hungry though it may be, there is a never-ending supply of Love for each of you—of courage, of innocence, of kindness, of all those things that you would like to add to your wardrobe. Hatonn continued by saying they are not clothing, for they must come from the heart and from yourself because your personality and your intellect can never display to others that which you wish, so let it all go and rest in Love, not in reputation or learning, for Love is the greatest knowledge that you can possibly attain, and you cannot reach it with your mind or with your personality, for it is a matter of desire, so we who are travelers upon that path hold our hand out to you, and many of us come from other dimensions, but we are all here for one purpose: to hold out our hand to you and to say, “Fellow traveler, be not so weary that you forget to desire Love.” On June 7, 1992, Q’uo spoke of why we may rest in Love:

Leaning upon one word, Love, one may learn a great deal about ethics. In your own way, you aid the infinite creation in its path. Each individual’s consciousness, if it rests in Love, is more and more a part of that infinite, eternal, constant creation of the Creator. As the whirlwind within the mind and emotions of living calms itself, and spiritual maturity advances, that part of each self that is of the infinite Creator and is an holograph of the infinite creation begins to manifest itself without words. Yet, this manifestation of Love, flowing through one in infinite measure, gives to those entities whose discipline has been towards maturity an authority that makes it unnecessary to attempt to control, in most cases. For, as one is more and more the authority over the vagaries of the human self, just so does the heart within that self find itself peaceful and open and, therefore, a shuttle through which the Love of the infinite One may flow freely.

I will leave this instrument now, for Latwii is waiting eagerly to speak. I leave you in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. I am known to you as the consciousness of Hatonn. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu.

I am Latwii, and I greet each of you in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. I was attempting to contact the one known as Jim, however, there was some difficulty due to the imagination of his mind, therefore we will try again and hopefully speak to you now through the one known to you as Jim. I am Latwii.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I am with this instrument, and we greet you in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. It is a pleasure and a privilege to be able to speak a few words through this instrument. We would now like to ask if any of you listening to our words would have questions to ask. If so, we would be most happy to attempt to answer. Is there any question?

Questioner: I would like to know if on your plane or level of existence, if there’s male and female entities?

I am Latwii, and we would assure you my sister, that upon our level of vibration we do, indeed, have what are termed male and female entities, though in a somewhat different mode than upon your plane. We are paired according to our vibratory similarities, for as we exist as vibrations of Light, we are able through our perceptions to discern the vibrations of our mates and the similarity or match, so to speak, so that we are mated in a very harmonious manner.

May we answer you further?

Questioner: I would like to know if you think there is any significance to astrology as it is practiced on Earth as far as finding the right mate?

I am Latwii, and I am aware of your question. We would answer you, my sister, by saying that, indeed, the science of astrology is quite useful as a tool for selecting a mate when used with precision. Unfortunately, as with all tools, it is quite easy to misuse a tool and therefore we would suggest to those who would seek to use astrology for any particular purpose to search carefully within their own being for the harmonious feeling of unity with whatever interpretation that you are using or experimenting with. For many have grains of truth but are wrought with some distortion. We would suggest that to find the most precise and effective means of using astrology, to seek within your own being and to ask if your technique is meant for you.

May we answer you further?

Questioner: No, that’s fine, thank you.

Questioner: Can you recommend a good book on astrology?

I am Latwii. My brother, we would answer by suggesting that the research into the particular book might best be made by the individual seeking, for that is an important part of the journey, to seek and to sort between one interpretation and another. It would not be proper for us to make this selection for you.

May we answer you further?

Questioner: No, thank you.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question?

Questioner: Can you tell me anything about the person or the being that came to the barn Friday night? Just came to the door and left?

I am Latwii. My sister, we cannot at this time give any information concerning the particular situation but again we would suggest that you seek within for the answer which you seek. We are sorry when we are unable to give a specific piece of information, but we value highly the individual free will in the experiencing of your reality and are quite careful to choose those pieces of information which we may share without violating your free will.

Is there another question?

Questioner: Does my friend R know anything about reading Tarot cards?

I am Latwii. Again, my brother, we must suggest that it would not be proper to comment upon one’s abilities as they may be manifested. It is for those who wish to enjoy this individual in his activities to decide whether he has ability.

Questioner: Thank you.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question?

Questioner: Would it be possible for Earth people to become like you are in possibly another reincarnation?

I am Latwii, and I am aware of your question. My sister, we would say to you that, indeed, for all of the inhabitants of Earth such an opportunity is being held wide open, that the opportunity to advance in your manifestation and experiencing of the Love of the infinite Creator is within each of your beings. That is why we feel it is of utmost importance for each of your people to seek within for that spark of Love which shall Light the way on their journey. And their journey shall take them many places, and their journey shall indeed result in the reaping of a harvest for each. For it is the time upon your plane for the harvest of the crop. The seeds long have been sown, the seeds of the divine Creator, the seeds within all of Creation. Many have fallen on barren ground. Many have fallen on ground which has been tended somewhat, yet some weeds grow. Few have fallen on fertile ground, but we assure you that within each of your beings the fertile ground to sow such seeds exists and the opportunity to more fully and completely experience the Love of the Creator is available.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: Thank you. Not right now.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question?

Carla: I had an unusual occurrence in choir practice this morning and contemplated and wondered if you could confirm my analysis of it?

I am Latwii. And, my sister, we would answer you by saying that your own analysis is indeed your correct answer.

Carla: Thank you.

Latwii: Is there another question?

Questioner: I saw what is called a “crazer” last night and would like to know if you can say anything about that?

I am Latwii. My brother, we would answer you by saying it would not be proper at this time to describe the phenomenon which you are aware of. We are again sorry not to be able to give specific information of this nature.

Is there another question?

Questioner: I have been reading a lot about the Illuminati and hearing about international bankers. Do they exist, are they the same, are they different? Are their motives what are supposedly given them by the writers?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, and we would answer by saying that upon the stage of your planet there are many players. Some have roles which appear to be very heavy, very dark and to be of the nature of darkness, of that which you refer to as the Illuminati. There are many who are swayed and polarized toward the dark part of the spectrum, toward the dark experience of separation from the Creator. Indeed, each within your planetary vibration at one time or another does experience and express this dark force. Each time you meet a fellow creature and fail to recognize the divinity that resides within, each time you turn your face from the Light of the infinite Creator, you are polarized in the direction of darkness or negativity. And this does indeed create an energy which can be tapped into, so to speak, and used to lure others in that direction.

We would suggest that should such beings indeed exist upon your plane, a most important consideration is how you, yourself, live your own life; how you are able to manifest the vibration of love. For, my friends, love is that force which encompasses all.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: No, Latwii. It’s a great relief to know that I don’t have to get paranoid.

Latwii: We are very happy to ease your mind. May we answer another question?

[Someone blows their nose in the background, followed by laughter.]

We are greatly enjoying the vibrations of this group. We enjoy laughter quite heartily and join you in your mirth.

Questioner: Latwii, I have a question. As a community, we are about to embark in a cooperative manner together. Could you advise us relative to this endeavor? Are we acting at the right time? In other words, are we acting too soon? Are we acting too late? Is it the right time to be doing what we are doing?

Latwii: I am Latwii, and I am aware of your question. My brother, we would suggest it is never too soon, never too late to join in love, to join in cooperation, that whatever endeavor you seek to carry out together, that you join your energies as closely as possible with each other, with the infinite Creator that you seek amongst yourselves, the council of your wisdom. That you seek to manifest to the best of your ability the love that resides in each of your beings. Ask yourselves these question and within your cooperative experience the answers will become very apparent. We cannot council you specifically for you have the answers within your shared experience.

May we answer you further?

Questioner: Thank you.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question?

Questioner: I would like to know more about the nature of the type of life or nervous system or whatever you are manifesting in relation to what we experience here.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question. We would have great difficulty explaining precisely our experience of reality through this particular instrument for his mind is not furnished with the necessary concepts, and it is also limiting to be forced to use words, but can only answer by saying that we exist as vibration of Light and our experience is one which enables us to create by thought all that we need in the way of material things or things of a mass nature.

Questioner: What kind of things of a material nature do you need?

Latwii: We occasionally make transitions to lower densities such as your own and are able to materialize any object that we need in order to navigate through such densities.

May we answer you further?

Questioner: Well, could you do that now? I mean, if you wanted to.

Latwii: If there was such a need, it would indeed be possible. May we answer you further?

Questioner: I was just wondering. Thank you. Do you occasionally manifest bodies in order to perform things here? Perform actions here on Earth?

Latwii: Yes. May we answer you further?

Questioner: Have you done this yourself recently?

Latwii: We have been long absent from your third dimension. May we answer you further?

Questioner: Well, come on down!

Latwii: We appreciate the invitation. May we take what this instrument would call a rain check?

Questioner: Well that would be fine. I understand if you are busy and all.

Latwii: Our business frequently takes us on jaunts, and we will keep this particular destination in mind for future journeys.

Questioner: OK. We could also use some help on our workshop.

Latwii: Is there another question that we might attempt to answer?

Questioner: Is there a cure to allergies?

Latwii: I am Latwii, and we would suggest that allergies are indeed difficult to deal with upon your plane, and we sympathize greatly. Is there another question?

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and we would suggest that if there are no further questions we would take our leave of this instrument. We wish to express our great gratitude and happiness at being able to share a few of our thoughts with your meditation group. It has been a joy to blend our vibrations with yours. I am known to you as Latwii and I leave you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning I went outside and used my backpack blower and began blowing leaves into a pile in the front yard to be put in garbage cans for yard waste pickup, but I was only able to get about 30 minutes of blowing done before I stopped for lunch.

This afternoon I went outside and finished blowing the leaves in the front yard into a pile. Then I put the leaves into three full garbage cans and about a quarter of the fourth garbage can with the plan of finishing the leaf blowing in the area between the fishpond and the pet cemetery tomorrow morning.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 10

See Love Within The Self

I am of the principle of the Love of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of Love.

We ask you to use the eyes of Love to look upon yourself at this time. See the principle of Love which sustains the physical body with the breathing, the movement of the blood which gives life to the body, the movement of your digestive processes which offers to the body nutriment, those cleansing and purifying forces of body which carefully remove those things harmful to the body and eliminate them.

Know and feel that the Spirit of the living Christ dwells in this good body, this healthful, lively clothing of flesh.

Gaze at the inward thoughts and shed upon them the Light of living Love. Praise those tendencies within the self which tend toward the Love of Christ and its reflection within the thoughts of each and every moment. Come into a state of Love with the self, acceptance and praise of the self, knowing that the Creator moves through each part of the body, every portion of the mind.

Then, and only then, armed with a Love of self in Christ, gaze outward and see Christ in every body, every mind, and every yearning soul. It is your choice to Love and invite, with every portion of will, the viewpoint of Love towards self and all.

We are with you in peace, both now and always. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

2025-10-09

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling for this session comes from September 6, 1980:

Unknown channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We have been with you in meditation and enjoying the serene gentleness of your vibrations. We wish only to say a few words to hopefully aid you in your thinking this day and, of course, to answer any questions that you may wish to have sent out as streams of Light from the living fountain, with crystal purity in your very heart.

Each of your souls has traveled infinite dimensions and taken many, many directions to reach this point in your evolution of spirit. You could have passed by this vibration and chosen another, for your travels have been extensive and your journeys many. This one plucked your attention, and in the end plucked you from the one true fountain into a smaller fountain, a shadow of the water of the Creator. And as you move about in this water that is half Creator and half made by humans, you know that it is not the true living water of the Creator’s fountain. Yet know within yourself that your stream of life runs clear. True and free from blemish or stain. You desire to cleanse yourself, then do so, my friends, from the inside to the out, cleansing your thoughts and purifying your emotions. Let your actions then be a delight unto you and a service to the Creator.

At this time we would transfer to the one known as Don. I am Hatonn.

(Don channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am with this instrument. I shall continue using this instrument. As you journey, through what you call time and space, you will have, as you have had, many experiences. These experiences, as you know, mold what you call your personalities. It is necessary, if you are to become what you wish to be, to aid the experiences in molding your personalities. This is the path of the master. This is a very important step. If you can remember to aid the experiences that you have, regardless of how trivial, to affect the complete mold of what you wish to become then you will become that thing.

I shall repeat this. It is very difficult to remember all of the time. If you can remind yourself of this simple process, each time you speak, act, or think, my friends, your progress will be continuous. Do not underestimate the consequence of thought. Apply this principle to each thought you have. Decide whether it is a thought of a master. If it is not, correct it. Do the same for each action and each word you speak. Self-analysis is a continuing and all-important step in your self-education. You are now at the position your self-education is possible and necessary. We are also at the same position in the evolution of our thought.

Hatonn wanted to speak about the nature of our spiritual journey. They began by saying as you journey through time and space, you will have, as you have had, many experiences, and these experiences mold your personalities, so it is necessary, if you are to become what you wish to be, to aid the experiences in molding your personalities, for this is the path of the master, and it is an important step, so if you can remember to aid the experiences that you have, regardless of how trivial, to affect the complete mold of what you wish to become then you will become that thing. Hatonn went on to say it is difficult to remember all of the time, but if you can remind yourself of this simple process, each time you speak, act, or think, your progress will be continuous, so do not underestimate the consequence of thought, and apply this principle to each thought you have, and decide whether it is a thought of a master, but if it is not, correct it, and do the same for each action and each word you speak, for self-analysis is a continuing and all-important step in your self-education because you are now at the position your self-education is possible and necessary, and we are also at the same position in the evolution of our thought. On September 15, 1985, L/Leema spoke of the nature of our spiritual journey:

You have asked how one may become aware of the incarnational programming, the lessons, the services. To be constantly aware and to learn in a conscious fashion does, indeed, require a great deal of desire, a great deal of your time, and a great deal of your effort. Most upon your planetary surface progress in their evolutionary patterns in an unconscious fashion, shall we say, for either they have not the awareness that such can be accomplished or they have not the desire to follow it. It will take effort to make room in the daily round of activities, to assess these activities, and to use them as the food for your spiritual journey. Whether you do this in a conscious fashion or not, you shall still proceed upon that same path, perhaps at a reduced speed, shall we say.

We will at this time transfer this contact.

(Unknown channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am with this instrument. We have been speaking about the journey which each of you are proceeding upon, the journey towards mastering of your own being. We hope that we may further inspire your efforts by our simple thoughts, for we wish to be of service on this most important of journeys. It is necessary at this time for your people to experience the urgency of making such a journey, of making such an investment of effort, for the investments which most of your people have made in this world of yours will not pay great dividends. We hope to be able to point a direction for future investments for the journey inward.

The path of mastering is that effort, is that investment of energy which shall reap the only rewards which sustain the true self. Each of your people seeks in some way to build a firm foundation of being that will sustain their consciousness, that will provide a source of security. We would suggest that the journey of the one known as Jesus is the example that has been placed before your people. We would hope that such a journey, such an example, would inspire each upon your plane to reproduce that effort. Unfortunately, my friends, it has been seldom attempted by your people. We are hopeful that as the times of change draw ever nearer, more of your people will become aware of the urgency of making the inner journey, the inner preparations for transition. The world in which you live provides constant impetuses to remind you that each person you meet is as yourself, as each is as sacred and divine as the original Thought from which each springs.

We would at this time ask if there are any questions which we might attempt to answer through this instrument. Are there any questions?

Carla: Yes, Hatonn, I would like to know the significance of the two hawks that we saw this morning.

I am Hatonn, and would answer you, my sister, by saying that these particular hawks are as emissaries of the divine Being from which we also are sprung. And these particular emissaries were sent to wish you well and to communicate the blessings upon your new center and residence and the efforts which you shall make in this new location as emissaries yourselves of this divine Being as the One from which we all originate.

May we answer you further?

Carla: Yes, two more questions. Was there any significance to their mating?

Hatonn: The significance of the mating is the creation of the new effort, the effort to help those within your world who seek light but have known only darkness. The mating is the blending of the old with the new resulting in the offspring that is your work.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Yes, if it would not be beyond the right of me to know, I would like to know whether these hawks are biological or mechanical in construct.

Hatonn: We would answer you simply by saying these were biological creatures, in service to the divine Creator.

Carla: Thank you, Hatonn.

Hatonn: Is there another question?

Carla: Not from me, thank you.

Haonn: I am Hatonn. If there are no further questions, we would take our leave of this instrument and leave, as always, in the love and the Light of the infinite Creator. I am Hatonn. Adonai, my friends.

This morning I went to Paul’s Fruit Market to buy some food for myself. Then I went to Walgreen’s Drug Store and bought some Pepsi-Zero. When I got home I used the garden hose and sprayer to clean the filters on the fishpond.

This afternoon I drove to Mount Sterling, Kentucky to visit my neighbor who has been in a care home there for the last three months after taking a fall and injuring her forehead earlier this spring. I showed her pictures of her bird feeders and the flowers around them, and I showed her a video of a buck deer drinking water out of the bird bath in my back yard because she has always love watching deer eat the bird seed that I threw on the ground for them when she was living at home. We talked about the new venue that L/L Research has for our Homecoming Gatherings has in central Kentucky. Then we talked about her grandchildren, where they are, and what they are doing. It was so good to see how well she is doing now, and I told her that I would come to see her again next month.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 9

Rest In That Peace

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of unconditional Love.

To this instrument comes Light. To each comes Light. To each also comes the appearance of darkness, shadow, and penumbra.

Jesus the Christ promised that we who comfort would be with each seeker until the end of the age. His promise is being kept most devotedly, most persistently, and most joyfully. The waves of consciousness are moved by tides through which it is not necessary to move if there be that self within which may say, “Peace, be still.”

Allow the morning Light to be a symbol to you of the hope and the faith that calms the sea of reaction, distortion, and upset. In an ultimate sense, all is well, and all will be well.

Rest in that peace and allow the waters to move as they will, teaching, with every tide, one more lesson in Love.

We are always with you. We who comfort hold you always in our arms. Become aware of us but know that we shall not change for you the tide, but only comfort you as you make your progress upon the sea of consciousness.

We leave you in the peace and Love of Jesus the Christ, both now and forever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

2025-10-08

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling comes from September 4, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the Infinite Creator. We have been attempting to speak through the one known as Don, and we will again attempt to speak through him at this time. I am Hatonn.

[One-minute pause]

(Don channeling)

I am Hatonn. I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of our Infinite Creator. It is a very great privilege once more. It is always a privilege. Why do I say it is a privilege, my friends? My friends, service is always a privilege. This is our service to you, those of you who walk in service on your planet. We are limited in contacting you, and only certain techniques can be used at this time. These techniques must always be, shall I say, rejected. That is, an individual does not have to accept our contact. Even the channel does not have to accept our contact. Information in your language, is made available for you to ponder. It is then an individual’s decision as to whether to use the information, or to reject it and select other information or to select no information at all.

Many of your people do not select information. They simply move their minds in a way that has been described for you by those of their immediate society. These people are in a state of mind that has not yet awakened to seeking. Many of them are on the verge of seeking; however, they may stay in that condition or state for their entire incarnation. Many are awakened to seeking by one religious group or another. Many are awakened to seeking in a personal experience. However, my friends, it is the individual seeking that is important – not the information, not the religious group, or not the particular experience that creates the conditions. The seeking itself, my friends, is the important factor. For without the seeking, there is no real growth in spirit. Seeking must come first, my friends. Seeking must come in order to make the information be made available for use. Without the seeking, the information is of no value. It is truly written: seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you.

Hatonn wanted to let the group know that they were glad to help people become conscious seekers of truth. They began by saying this is our service to those of you who walk in service on your planet, but we are limited in contacting you, and only certain techniques can be used at this time, and these techniques must be rejected, so an individual does not have to accept our contact, and even the channel does not have to accept our contact, for information in your language is made available for you to ponder, and it is then an individual’s decision as to whether to use the information, or to reject it and select other information, or to select no information at all. Then Hatonn said many of your people do not select information, but they move their minds in a way that has been described for you by those of their society, so these people are in a state of mind that has not yet awakened to seeking, and many of them are on the verge of seeking, but they may stay in that condition for their entire incarnation, but many are awakened to seeking by one religious group, or seeking in a personal experience, but it is the individual seeking that is the important factor, so without the seeking there is no real growth in spirit, and seeking must come first in order to make the information available for use, for without the seeking the information is of no value, and it is truly written: seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you. On March 2, 1974, Hatonn spoke of the value of our individual seeking of the truth:

We are grateful for those such as yourselves who would join with us and bring this truth to people on Earth at this time. However, we caution you that we have discovered that people upon this planet are difficult to teach. Therefore, it is necessary that the individual seeking to aid us in our endeavor to increase the awareness of those of this planet do it only after they have availed themselves to the understanding that is necessary through their daily meditation. When they are ready to join with us in a direct effort to help those of their fellow seekers who seek their aid, at that time they will be aware of their readiness, for it will be apparent to them in their meditations.

This is the tried and true method of development for the individual who has made the transition from the stagnant or sleeping awareness to an awake or seeking awareness. It is only when the individual has made the decision to seek on their own, to look for that which will create its own evolution in the spirit. It is only at this time, that it is possible to make useful information available to them. My friends, you can take every esoteric or metaphysical book upon your planet today and make them available to an individual who is not seeking, and it will be of no effect. The individual first must choose to seek. Then, you may provide them with information.

The method currently in use upon your planet caused a [inaudible], shall we say, position in the evolutionary process in your [inaudible], the method currently in use to provide very large amounts of partially hidden information. The information, my friends, is generally, readily available; but it is partially hidden. Sometimes you think that the dissertations through a channel are much too verbose and wordy. This is, my friend, a part of the hiding process. It is necessary to seek if one is to find. It is necessary to seek that part of the communication that we give you, or make use of it in your own way; just as it is necessary to seek that part of the information hidden in texts or volumes available to you, so that you can interpret in your own way, and decide which parts are meaningful and which parts are, shall we say, simply a matrix of varying information.

Hatonn went on to say this is the true method of development for the individual who has made the transition from the sleeping awareness to seeking awareness, and it is only when the individual has made the decision to seek for that which will create its own evolution in the spirit, so it is only at this time that it is possible to make useful information available to them, for you can take every metaphysical book upon your planet today and make them available to an individual who is not seeking, and it will be of no effect, for the individual first must choose to seek, and then you may provide them with information. Hatonn continued by saying the method currently in use upon your planet caused a [inaudible] position in the evolutionary process in your [inaudible], the method currently in use to provide very large amounts of partially hidden information, and the information is readily available, but it is partially hidden, so sometimes you think that dissertations through a channel are too wordy, and this is a part of the hiding process because it is necessary to seek if one is to find, and it is necessary to seek that part of the communication that we give you just as it is necessary to seek that part of the information hidden in texts or volumes available to you, so that you can decide which parts are meaningful and which parts are a matrix of varying information. On May 18, 2019, Q’uo described the nature of our evolutionary process:

The unknown is always available to any seeker of truth who wishes to move forward in its spiritual path. This is the nature of the process of seeking. However, at certain points in the evolutionary process of planets and cycles, there is an enhancement of that which is always ongoing—the ability to welcome and enjoy the more and more purely streaming Love and Light of the One Infinite Creator. This time, this cusp in which there is much greater opportunities available to each seeker, this time of growth and cyclical change, is much as the mountain that seems so tall, the ocean that seems so deep, the challenge that seems so daunting. Each seeker has lived a life of preparation for this time, and this is the time when each of you is aware that that which is the purpose of your incarnation, may be fulfilled.

We would suggest, when in approaching portions of your population, what you might call a missionary effort, that you do so in a manner so as to keep uppermost the essence of the technique I have just outlined. It is not possible to force feed, shall I say, entities information. It is only possible to tantalize, shall I say, those who have reached that position in thought and understanding. Seeking is required if one is to be tantalized by, what you might call, the advertising that you, as a holder of information, bring forth. Generally speaking, my friends, when you approach a friend to give them that which you know to be true, it will be necessary for you first to excite their interest with tidbits or with advertising. If it is not possible to excite their interest, it is not possible to give him information. If the seeking process is not initiated within, it would be an infringement upon the free will of the individual approached to go farther and to indicate the possibility of information such as we provide you. Seek those who seek, and then carefully and slowly develop their interest. This will be not only a service to them, but a service to yourself. Any more stringent approach is not a service to any.

Many of your religious organizations upon the surface of this planet go forth with great zeal, impressing a missionary type of information about their particular discipline upon all those who will listen. This, my friends, is perfectly all right; it, however, does not produce the desired result. The desired result is always the same, my friends. The result is to produce the growth and spiritual understanding. Spiritual is a word which I use for lack of a more suitable word. It would perhaps be better to eliminate the word altogether, and say that the desired result would be to produce an increase in understanding, simple understanding, my friends. Yes, my friends, this is the objective of any spiritually based organization: to produce an increase in understanding. Understanding is accomplished in the following manner. Understanding is accomplished by the seeker seeking. Understanding is accomplished in such a way so that any question can be answered truthfully.

Now Hatonn said we would suggest, when in approaching portions of your population in a missionary effort, that you do so in a manner that is focused on the essence of the technique I have just outlined, but it is not possible to force feed entities information, for it is only possible to tantalize those who have reached that position in understanding, so seeking is required if one is to be tantalized by the advertising that you, as a holder of information, bring forth, and when you approach a friend to give them that which you know to be true, it will be necessary for you to excite their interest with advertising, but if it is not possible to excite their interest, it is not possible to give them information, and if the seeking process is not initiated within, it would be an infringement upon the free will of the individual approached to go farther and to indicate the possibility of information such as we provide you, so seek those who seek, and then slowly develop their interest, for this will be not only a service to them, but a service to yourself, but any more stringent approach is not a service to any. Hatonn went on to say many of your religious organizations upon this planet go forth with zeal, impressing a missionary type of information about their discipline upon all those who will listen, and this is all right, but it does not produce the desired result which is always to produce spiritual understanding, and spiritual is a word which I use for lack of a more suitable word, so it would be better to eliminate the word altogether, and say that the desired result would be to produce an increase in understanding, for this is the objective of any spiritually based organization: to produce an increase in understanding which is accomplished by the seeker seeking, so understanding is accomplished in such a way so that any question can be answered truthfully. On May 23, 1974, Hatonn described the nature of spiritual understanding:

We of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator have spoken to you many times about the value of meditation. This, my friends, is of utmost value, since it leads you not to an intellectual understanding but a spiritual understanding. It is, shall I say, only of a transient value in indicating your attempts at seeking. This intellectual understanding, which is sought and found by many of those who dwell upon your planet, is an indication of your progress along the path toward a total spiritual understanding. It in itself is of no real value for what you find in these endeavors to understand within the limit of your illusion and within the limits of your intellectual mind is so very, very limited as to be of no real practical value.

Your language is very difficult. This instrument has questioned my use of the language, and rightfully so. It is difficult to explain precisely in your terms what I mean. For any question, there will be many answers. Some of these answers will be prudent; some will not. At a certain level of awareness, it is possible to know which answers are truthful, which answers are not truthful. These answers change with changing awareness. What is truthful at one stage of awareness is no longer truthful at the next. Each question has more than one answer. The truthfulness of the answer is dependent upon the awareness of the entity producing the answer. Seeking, then, produces a state of awareness that enables the individual to answer truthfully. More seeking may produce answers that disagree with answers given previously. This is because of the refinement or expanding of awareness. This is the nature of seeking and growth in understanding.

This seems to be a paradox. My friends, this will be the nature of your growth. The point that I am making is that the information provided is always truthful; it is always false. My friends, this could be said to be true of everything that you know. This statement, of course, is also false. All people speaking are correct in all concepts that they hold. If they think that they are truthful, then they are truthful, and there is no way to think they are false. And that is so as long as the individual is sincere, they can speak nothing but the truth. All metaphysical systems, all religions, all of the dogma – all of these things, my friends, are correct and true. To refute the validity of any concept is an indication of lack of awareness of the mechanics of this creation. To seek to convert individuals from one technique of thinking to another is perfectly all right. To seek to forcefully convert an individual from one way of thinking to another is also perfectly all right. However, from the point of view of this entity, it is not wise.

Now Hatonn said your language is difficult, and this instrument has questioned my use of the language, and it is difficult to explain what I mean, for any question has many answers, so some of these answers will be prudent, and some will not be, for at a certain level of awareness it is possible to know which answers are truthful, and which answers are not truthful since these answers change with changing awareness, but what is truthful at one stage of awareness is not truthful at the next, so each question has more than one answer, and the truthfulness of the answer is dependent upon the awareness of the entity producing the answer, for seeking produces a state of awareness that enables the individual to answer truthfully, but more seeking may produce answers that disagree with answers given previously, and this is because of the expanding of awareness, and this is the nature of seeking and growth in understanding. Hatonn went on to say this seems to be a paradox which will be the nature of your growth, so the point that I am making is that the information provided is always truthful, and it is always false, and this could be said to be true of everything that you know, but this statement is also false, so all people speaking are correct in all concepts that they hold, and if they think that they are truthful, then they are truthful, and there is no way to think they are false, and that is so as long as the individual is sincere, they can speak nothing but the truth, for all metaphysical systems, all religions, all of the dogma, all of these things are true, but to refute the validity of any concept is an indication of lack of awareness of the mechanics of this creation, but to seek to convert individuals from one technique of thinking to another is all right, and to seek to forcefully convert an individual from one way of thinking to another is also all right, but from the point of view of this entity, it is not wise. On April 1, 2017, Q’uo spoke of the way that we can experience an expanding of our awareness:

There is the prayer that is offered as a construction, not only of the mind, but also of the heart and of the soul of the seeker of truth within the meditative state. This one-pointed focus that is the product of the meditation may then move to deeper qualities of the self, passing through the lower levels of the conscious mind, the subconscious mind, and—in the image that might be helpful for the mind that meditates—moves into an expanding awareness, a seemingly nebulous form that contains all the possibilities of your incarnation’s future, as you would see it. This focus then asks this nebulous quality of the higher self to organize a particular energy or cohesion of thought that responds to the seeker’s heart’s desire.

The form of the image offered by the seeker to the higher self is of the seeker’s own making. You may offer yourself as one who asks for, shall we say, a mercy, a gift, a quality of redemption, a quality of inspiration, however you may clothe this asking according to what it is you wish to realize, and then send this image of that heart’s desire to this greater portion of your own self, remaining open in both heart and mind, to the potential reception of a response that would illuminate a dimmer or darker portion of your own mind complex. Thus, the inspiration may be received as an image, as words, as thoughts, as what you would call a “feeling,” and may then be incorporated into one’s own program of pursuing the nature of truth for yourself.

This subject is difficult. I will apologize for the difficulty in communicating the concepts – the channel providing further inspection – because of inadequacy of myself in your language. To generalize what has been said, all things are true. Any philosophical orientation is correct. Any missionary attempt is okay. In other words, my friends, anything goes. There is no correct solution in your illusion. All solutions are correct. There is no absolute system of coordinates in your illusion. They are variable. The mechanics of growth of understanding are not as important as the seeking that produces the growth. Whether that seeking leads the individual down one path or another to produce that growth is relatively unimportant. For this reason, my friends, it is relatively unimportant as to whether you do or do not do missionary work. It is relatively unimportant as to whether infringement upon the will of another through missionary work is in evidence or not. If this is done, it quite possibly produces seeking. The seeking may be in a direction away from the missionary, but the catalyst has been added.

Your world is a big melting pot of catalyst. Catalyst is intellectual, emotional, and physical. It comes in many forms. Suitability of the form is dependent upon the individual being acted upon. Catalysts that affects one individual does not affect another, depending on the state of awareness in the particular incarnation and its total state of awareness, which is not a function of a particular incarnation. Each individual needs a different type of catalyst. During their span upon the surface of this planet, they come in contact with innumerable different catalytic actions, which produce emotional, intellectual, or physical responses. There is no single set of catalyst that works for everyone. There is no single philosophy that works; just as there is no single educational course that everyone can take, understand, and apply at the same time.

Hatonn continued by saying I apologize for the difficulty in communicating the concepts because of the inadequacy of myself in your language, so to generalize what has been said, all things are true, and any philosophical orientation is correct as is any missionary attempt is okay, so there is no correct solution in your illusion, and there is no absolute system of coordinates in your illusion since they are variable, but the mechanics of the growth of understanding are not as important as the seeking that produces the growth, so whether that seeking leads the individual down one path or another to produce that growth is relatively unimportant, for this reason it is unimportant as to whether you do or do not do missionary work, and it is unimportant as to whether infringement upon the will of another through missionary work is in evidence or not, for if this is done, it may produce seeking, and the seeking may be in a direction away from the missionary, but the catalyst has been added. Hatonn went on to say your world is a melting pot of catalyst that is intellectual, emotional, and physical, and it comes in many forms, and the suitability of the form is dependent upon the individual being acted upon, but catalyst that affects one individual does not affect another, depending on the state of awareness in the particular incarnation and its total state of awareness, which is not a function of a particular incarnation, for each individual needs a different type of catalyst, and during their span upon the surface of this planet, they come in contact with many different catalytic actions which produce emotional, intellectual, or physical responses, but there is no single set of catalyst that works for everyone, and there is no single philosophy that works just as there is no single educational course that everyone can understand and apply at the same time. On August 1, 1973, Hatonn spoke of the nature of how our catalytic actions are produced:

Time, my friends, is in your mind. There is only now, and there is only here. The reason that there appears to be a reciprocal nature between space and time in your world is because your world is, shall we say, designed to produce this illusion. It is an illusion necessary for certain catalytic actions that you enjoy in your present state for the purpose of your continued spiritual growth and evolution.

To undergo and experience catalyst, you may be active in producing that catalyst, and have been. Some entities produce more than others. No entity is wrong for producing this catalyst, for this is the function, the operation of the physical plane. Each entity plays their part in the grand play upon your planet. Each, shall I say, does their thing; and the thing produces a wave of activity which then adds the great symphony of developmental forces acting at this time in your illusion. To embrace any specific set of developmental forces is perfectly alright, but shows that the individual has not fully understood the essence of these forces. There are very few entities upon your planet at this time who have fully become aware of the essence of the developmental forces creating the growth of understanding that is the function of your planet. This has been a somewhat cumbersome dissertation on the major of the physical catalyst producing development. I am sorry that I have not been more lucid and explicit with this communication. However, it is difficult to properly phrase in your language these concepts.

Then Hatonn said to undergo and experience catalyst, you may be active in producing that catalyst, and some entities produce more than others, but no entity is wrong for producing this catalyst, for this is the function of the physical plane, so each entity plays their part in the grand play upon your planet, and each does their own thing, and that produces a wave of activity which adds the great symphony of developmental forces acting at this time in your illusion, so to embrace any specific set of developmental forces is all right, but it shows that the individual has not understood the essence of these forces, but there are few entities upon your planet who have become aware of the essence of the developmental forces creating the growth of understanding that is the function of your planet, and this has been a cumbersome dissertation on the nature of the physical catalyst producing development, so I am sorry that I have not been more lucid with this communication, but it is difficult to properly phrase in your language these concepts. On June 26, 1983, Latwii spoke of how we use physical catalyst for our growth:

There are, as we have stated before, no accidents or mistakes. Whether you utilize the current physical catalyst well or poorly, quickly or slowly, is your choice. You have come to learn and to serve. When it is appropriate, your higher self offers catalyst to aid in this process. You may look at all which occurs within you and within your grasp as a speaking to you that has the purpose of aiding your evolution.

I will at this time make myself available for questioning if there is any question.

Carla: I have a couple of questions. Many times through the years, I’ve heard you talk about seeking, and I feel like I have a fairly good idea of it. Would you care to talk about that specific word?

Hatonn: I am with the instrument. Seeking, my friends, is the nature of life. Seeking is the major awareness. Seeking is all that there is. Seeking occurs in the physical plane when the individual becomes aware of the self and its nature. It is normal at this point for the individual to seek an answer to the riddle of life. Through this seeking, they then begin to know the self. The seeking then must turn inward and analyze each thought and the foundation for that thought, each action and the foundation for that action, each response the individual gives for an exterior catalytic action.

Through this process of seeking self-knowledge, the individual is able to create a self that is more aware of the true nature of the creation in which they find the self. This is the process of growth on your physical plane. There are other processes, both occurring on your physical plane and at other realities. However, the process of which I am speaking is the elementary process upon your plane and is of greatest importance.

Has this answer been satisfactory, or shall I expand more fully?

Carla: Satisfactory, thank you. Would you care to say anything about the EFSPAN in the city headquarters, and the ideas that started it, and the interest that people like Alan [unknown name] are expressing in it and its use?

Hatonn: All activities of this nature augment this first seeking and then finding. Without receptacles for information of what you call a spiritual nature, it would be very difficult to expand the intellectual portion of seeking. For this reason, much information has been seeded on your planet.

[Tape one side ends]

(Carla channeling)

I am Kootumi and, like our brothers and sisters of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator, may I also greet you in the Love and the Light of the One who is all. We wished to come to this group to speak with you about Love. You have experienced many shadings and forms of Love in your lifetime, and some of these impressions run more deeply than others. I say to you, my friends, your minds, your hearts, and your emotions have as clear a geography as does the topography of your planet. It is very desirable that you may pick out, by attentive observation, the deep strands of Love within your experience, whatever they may be. For they are the reflection in the mirror of yourself of the great unity of all beingness.

We ask that you become more and more able to take yourself with the seriousness necessary to observe yourself, to learn from yourself from all the to think. For as you find yourself, so will you find the divine Creator. There is no possibility of any miracle of understanding unless you are prepared for this miracle by the thankless task of sorting out your self. Furthermore, enlightenment will pass from you as does the bloom from the wildflower if you have not the courage to share it. We never speak to groups such as this one until the instruments have attained the ability to reach a deeper state of concentration than is normally used in Confederation messages. We realized the desire of all of those present to expand the understanding of the universe. And as we are part of the phenomenon known as channeling, we wished to be of service to you by vibrating with you and allowing you to experience what you would call astral or angelic contact.

Kootumi wanted to speak about Love. They began by saying you have experienced many shadings and forms of Love in your lifetime, and some of these impressions run more deeply than others, so I say your minds, your hearts, and your emotions have as clear a geography as does the topography of your planet, and it is desirable that you may pick out the deep strands of Love within your experience, whatever they may be, for they are the reflection in the mirror of yourself of the great unity of all beingness. Kootumi went on to say we ask that you become more able to take yourself with the seriousness necessary to observe and learn from yourself, for as you find yourself, so will you find the divine Creator, but there is no possibility of any miracle of understanding unless you are prepared for this miracle by the thankless task of sorting out yourself because enlightenment will pass from you as does the bloom from the wildflower if you have not the courage to share it, so we never speak to groups such as this one until the instruments have attained the ability to reach a deeper state of concentration than is normally used in Confederation messages, for we realized the desire of all of those present to expand the understanding of the universe, and as we are part of the phenomenon known as channeling, we wished to be of service to you by vibrating with you and allowing you to experience what you would call angelic contact. On October 19, 1986, Q’uo spoke of the nature of enlightenment:

When you request information on enlightenment and appropriate methods for attaining it, you are speaking of attaining a manifestation rather than an essence, for enlightenment can only be seen by its reflection. Just as Light itself is the creature and creation of Love, so also is enlightenment the creature and manifestation of the thought of Love which an entity has made its own.

Let us turn then from the manifestation to the essence. How to achieve communion in the unity of consciousness and Love is perhaps the most basic magical question which could be asked. Magical in the sense that any entity which desires power, whether on the positive or negative path, must form a congruency of a kind with the original Thought of Love in order to create personal power. Each pilgrim which embarks upon the path of attempting to increase the pace of the spiritual journey.

We, of course, would not call it either of those, but you do not have a name for the type of entity that we are, calling us inner guides and masters. You must know, my friends, that your inner guide is yourself, and that there are no masters. There is only one Creator. There is only one enlightenment. We come to you as those dwelling close to your path,  enlightened by your standards and serenely confident that we shall seek the Creator. We do not feel wise. We feel only grateful to understand enough of the creation to know what to seek, and whether we may turn our attention in that seeking. We would, at this time, give the instrument known as Jim our contact, which is a very deep one and more subtle than that of the Confederation. If he wishes, we would be glad to close this meeting through him. I am Kootumi.

Kootumi went on to say we would not call it either of those, but you do not have a name for the type of entity that we are, calling us inner guides and masters, and you must know that your inner guide is yourself, and that there are no masters, for there is only one Creator, and there is only one enlightenment, so we come to you as those dwelling close to your path,  enlightened by your standards and confident that we shall seek the Creator, but we do not feel wise, for we feel grateful to understand enough of the creation to know what to seek, and whether we may turn our attention in that seeking. On May 30, 1982, Latwii spoke of the nature of the one Creator:

To the best of our understanding, that which you know as the creation of the one Creator exists so that the one Creator might know Itself in as many ways as possible. Therefore, to each of Its portions has It given free will that choices might always be made in free will as to how to know the one Creator and how the one Creator might then know Itself. Never forget, my sister, that though the illusion which you inhabit seems to provide an infinite array of paths, all lead to the one Creator.

(Jim channeling)

I am Kootumi, and I am pleased to be able to make contact with this instrument. We would close this, our first introduction to your group,  by saying that the journey which each of your people is presently undertaking is a journey which shall never end. For always, each entity that is within the Creation of the Creator, always seeks and journeys closer to that Great Central Sun which is the source of each entity. We would aid those who wish to speed their journeys to the Creator.

We are hopeful that we shall be able to make further contacts with your meditation group, if this is also your wish. We look and see that there is only one among us. We seek to become, with all, more and more one in all our being, and we offer what understanding we have gained on our journey to your people. We seek to serve as you also do. May we join together on the journey to Love. The journey is Love, my friends. Therefore, we leave you in that Love and in the Light of the One who is all. I am Kootumi. Adonai.

This morning I used my backpack blower to blow the leaves in the back yard and my neighbor’s driveway into areas where I can use Venus to mulch the leaves.

This afternoon I used Venus to mulch all of the leaves in the back yard.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 8

What Is Truth?

I am the Spirit of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of Love.

What is truth? Open your eyes, your mind, and your heart and gaze at truth.

See the air which you breathe, the life-giving air of the body and yet, also the energetic expression of Love, food born in every particle of your air for that soul which so craves the breath of Spirit.

Gaze upon that which immediately meets the eye. Dwelling within each atom, each tiny portion of that which you see is truth, the truth of energetic fields which contain in infinite number expressions of the Father.

It is sometimes difficult to see in a worn-out chair or a disreputable-looking human the truth expressed perfectly through each portion of consciousness. Fix your mind first on truth and then on appearances and allow the higher realization to interpret for you the surface pictures of an unkind world. We say unkind, and so it looks, yet know that all will be well in the harmonious outworking of each appearance, so the truth is continually being uncovered by each growing spirit.

We leave you in the peace which is above process and, which informs each process, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

2025-10-07

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling comes from August 31, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am known to you as Hatonn, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. It is a great privilege to share your meditation and to enjoy each of your vibrations, and we thank you most gratefully for this opportunity to share our thoughts with you. Tonight, we would like to speak about the sphere that you call Earth, and the experience that you call your life, and its relationship to what we may describe as Love.

We would begin by telling a little story, the story of a young girl who felt that those about her were not speaking the truth. She listened to her parents, to her teachers, she listened to the words in books of intellect, of philosophy, of religion, and all seemed to be of no essence. All things seemed to her to partake of a kind of translucence. She could indeed see through each statement, each belief, and see that there was lacking a central truth. Within herself, she inquired as to the truth and found that she was not equipped by her studies, her observations, or her experience to answer this question, nor did she know to whom to turn.

One fine Fall day, as the sun filtered through the deep blue sky, through the golden and tawny blaze of the autumn leaves, and lit her upturned face, she began to have a feeling that perhaps she had not been looking for her answers in the proper manner, and so she began to observe the sky, and the trees, and the wind. And, as time passed, these things which she had formerly never noticed became her teachers, for she found that no matter what the news of the day, what the worries and the folly of the hour, the wind, and the trees, and the sky had their seasons and their cycles, and they moved to a rhythm given by the Creator.

Hatonn wanted to speak about the concept of Love and how it was experienced on Earth. They began by saying we would begin by telling a the story of a young girl who felt that those about her were not speaking the truth, so she listened to her parents, to her teachers, to the words in books of intellect, of philosophy, of religion, and all seemed to be of no essence, and all things seemed to her to be kind of transparent, for she could see through each statement and see that it was lacking a central truth, so she inquired within herself as to the truth and found that she was not equipped by her studies or her observations to answer this question, nor did she know whom to turn to. Then Hatonn said one fall day, as the sun filtered through the deep blue sky, through the golden and tawny blaze of the autumn leaves, and as it lit her upturned face, she began to have a feeling that she had not been looking for her answers in the proper manner, and so she began to observe the sky, and the trees, and the wind, so as time passed, these things which she had formerly never noticed became her teachers, for she found that no matter what the news of the day, what the worries and the folly of the hour, the wind, and the trees, and the sky had their seasons and their cycles, and they moved to a rhythm given by the Creator. On August 11, 2009, Q’uo spoke about the potential value of the news of the day:

Consequently, we would suggest that it is entirely up to an entity as to whether or not they stay abreast of the news of the day. Some entities do not have a great curiosity about it, and it certainly is not needful for a spiritually healthy and fulfilling life. There are many, however, whose personalities are such that they do wish to stay abreast of what is happening, and we find that there is no harm whatsoever in learning all that you wish to learn about the affairs of the day as long as you remember that you are not here to judge, but to love that which you see. All that you see is Love in some distortion or another, and you are here to reflect Love back into that which you see.

It is said in your Bible that faith is the hope of things unseen, and yet many people have faith that the sun will rise, that the deciduous trees will lose their leaves and regain them again in the Spring, that winds will blow and rains will come, that the seasons will revolve. This the little girl thought, and as she became a young woman, she became grounded in the creation of the Creator, and when she looked at the creation of humanity, a creation that had become very distorted from the original Thought, she could view it and in some way was able to understand that no matter how distorted, how difficult, or how illusory those things of the mind and the physical life may be, there is always a bedrock, a connection, that is as close as the nearest patch of ground, for truly, my friends, she discovered that she was grounded in the creation of the Creator.

This Creation is a creation of Love. The trees offer to people their shade, their beauty, the very oxygen that your people need to breathe. The winds carry the rains needed to make your wildlife grow and your crops mature. The sun beams always so that those upon your planet may live, for without it they would surely die. Each natural individual possesses in its individuality the simple bias of service to the creation by beauty, by use. All things may be discovered to have some use in the natural creation. You yourselves, my friends, are part of that creation. When you become able through simplification of your complex thought processes to become aware of the one original Thought of Love, you then rejoin the creation of the Creator and stop co-creating the more complex creation of humanity. And how can you become aware of this original Thought, my friends?

Hatonn went on to say in your Bible that faith is the hope of things unseen, yet many people have faith that the sun will rise, that the trees will lose their leaves and regain them in the Spring, that winds will blow, and rains will come, that the seasons will revolve, so this the little girl thought, and as she became a young woman, she became grounded in the creation of the Creator, and when she looked at the creation of humanity, a creation that had become distorted from the original Thought, she could view it and was able to understand that no matter how distorted those things of the mind and the physical life may be, there is always a bedrock that is as close as the nearest patch of ground, for she discovered that she was grounded in the creation of the Creator. Now Hatonn said this Creation is a creation of Love where the trees offer people their shade, their beauty, and the oxygen that your people need to breathe, and the winds carry the rains needed to make your wildlife grow and your crops mature, and the sun beams always so that those upon your planet may live, for without it they would surely die, so each individual possesses in its individuality the bias of service to the creation by beauty, so all things may be discovered to have use in the natural creation, for you are part of that creation, and when you are able, through simplification of your complex thought processes, to become aware of the one original Thought of Love, you rejoin the creation of the Creator and stop co-creating the more complex creation of humanity, and how can you become aware of this original Thought, my friends? On June 2, 1985, Latwii spoke of how we all are the one original Thought of Love:

My sister, begin first with the foundation of all creation, that is, unity. From this unity the one Creator, the one original Thought of Love, springs all the infinite variety of forms of life and directions for each. Look then to any which seem of a fearful or doubtful nature. See there the Creator that rests as well within your own being. Love that Creator as if It were yourself, for in truth It is. See that which is feared; bathe it in love, see it as self, bless it, bid it travel its journey, and then bathe your own being in the Love and the Light of the One. In so doing, you have affirmed the unity of all creation, for in truth that is all that there is. To move from that truth and to see any separation is to step upon the grounds which the entities of the negative polarity rule when fear and separation are with the entities there.

At this time, I would transfer this contact to another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Unknown channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am with this instrument. We are very pleased to be able to speak a few words through this instrument. We are speaking of becoming aware of the Love of the Creator. How may your people, each and every one, become aware of that Love of the Creator?  Of course, as we have suggested, many, many times in many previous messages, meditation, my friends, is the surest and the quickest way to become aware of the Love which the infinite Creator has planted as a seed within each of your beings. Each of your people is as a garden to the Creator, and each provides certain ingredients and requirements analogous to the soil, and the rain, and the wind, and the sun of your Earth. Each of your people provides the atmosphere and the surroundings for this seed of Love to grow, to germinate, to come to full maturity, and to be harvested as the fruit of the Creator. Each of you, as you live in this world of illusion, by your attitudes and your actions, as you greet each new day, as you greet each new friend, promotes the growth for the death of that seed. Each moment that you spend consciously awake nourishes that seed, provides a watering of devotion that is necessary to cause it to grow.

Each time you forget the grand drama in which you partake, each time you forget that it is the Creator whom you meet every day, each day with every person and situation which you come in contact with, each experience either causes the seed to grow or hinders its growth, depending upon whether or not you remember that it is the Love of the Creator that is within you and each of your fellow creatures. When you forget, you hinder the growth of the seed. We would suggest daily meditation to help you to remember that you have within your being the spark of the divine Creator. And when you focus upon that reality, the reality within, you bring a light to the world, a light that shall shine and help others to see within their own being their own sparks.

By your actions, by your attitudes, you shall help those of your people who are open to growing; you shall help each to water their seeds of love. Together as a people you create either a garden of Eden within your being, or you create further illusions that, by your own creation, build a wall around your garden of Eden and keep you from tasting of the fruit of Love, the fruit of life. We hope that in some way messages such as this will help those of you who are open to service and seeking within, to grow and to nourish those seeds, those sparks which are your Divine inheritance. For we wish for all of your people to inherit the Kingdom of Love that is within your grasp, within your being.

We would at this time transfer this contact to the one known as Carla. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am again with this instrument. Our brothers and sisters of Hatonn are with us at this time, and we would like to work with you, if you would wish it, on your conditioning. We will move among you. We would start with the one known as L. If he would relax, we will make our presence known to him at this time.

[Pause]

We will move now to the one known as M1, and if he would request it we will work with him briefly.

[Pause]

Moving now to the one known as T.

[Pause]

We would now touch our sister M2, so that she may know our presence.

[Pause]

We would now move to the one known as E, and after a period of conditioning we will contact him and speak a few words through him, if he would relax and allow our thoughts to flow freely through him. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

(Carla channeling)

I am again with this instrument. I am Hatonn. We have a good contact with the one known as E, but he is analyzing due to a fear that he is not receiving our thoughts. Therefore, we will again contact him. I am Hatonn.

(E channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you in Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. It is always a pleasure to work with a new channel. We are pleased with your progress. You have been with analyzing. I am Hatonn, and I will speak now through the one known as Carla.

(Carla channeling)

I am again with this instrument. I am Hatonn. We pause so that the clicking would be happening between our words. We would share our vibration now with the one known as K, if she would request it mentally.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. We would now work to deepen our vibration and contact with the one known as Jim.

[Pause]

We now work briefly with this instrument.

[Pause]

We send blessings all around, my friends, and ask you to understand that although we are not very wise compared to those who are truly wise in our creation, yet we do indeed Love our brothers and sisters upon your planet. We would leave this instrument now, that the one known as Oxal may speak. We leave you in the hope of things unseen, in the knowledge of the invisible power of the creation of Love, of which we are all an unique and perfect part. We leave you in the Light and the Love of the One who is the creation. Adonai, my friends. I am known to you as Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Oxal, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We are attempting to make our vibration known to the instrument known as Jim. Therefore, we would use this method of assuring this instrument of the fact that this particular vibration that he is receiving is the Oxal vibration and if he would perhaps be able to attune himself to this vibration, we would like to speak a few words through him at this time. I am Oxal.

[Side one of tape ends.]

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This morning I went to the Gaddie Eye Center and ordered a new pair of glasses because my present glasses have a couple of streaks and smudges that I can’t remove. They will be ready for me to pick them up in two weeks.

This afternoon I went outside and refilled the hummingbird feeder in my neighbor’s yard and the two in my yard with new sugar syrup. Then I put more of the covers that protected the books on the shelves upstairs in Benny’s apartment from being scratched, into the garbage can. I also put plastic-looking sheets, scratch pads, and a cat bed into the garbage can.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 7

What Is The Holy Spirit?

I greet you in the full consciousness of Love. We are those of the spirit of the living Christ.

To this instrument’s ears have come questions about who we really are. And perhaps it is good to gaze upon the identity of the Holy Spirit. We do not call ourselves by that name, we who serve as the very Spirit and energy of the principle of divine Love which is the Love of Christ. What we are overshadows who we are.

Yet we will say that we are un-descended into the planes of which you have experience. We have experienced incarnations continuously, for Light does not die. We are, therefore, that power of the Logos, which is Love, which is active and follows the call for the presence of the full consciousness of Love. We hope we are to that seeking soul a mirror made of Love.

Upon one person the effect of that mirror may be no action but only a gradual change in consciousness which manifests to the world profoundly in the end, though no action was taken, but only the change of heart.

To another, whose time to hear and do has come, the spirit offers that mirror in which is seen the possibilities wherein Love may enlarge, enable, enliven, and bless manifestations, your own or another’s, so that out of poverty of mind, spirit, supply, or action the full consciousness of Love may work.

We, like the wind, are with all who seek the Spirit, with all who seek the Christ. Think of us as principles, as living flames which embody Love. Then gaze in our mirror. See the Love within yourself. And be, in turn, the Spirit of Christ in the world.

We leave you in peace, not necessarily the peace to rest but the peace which Love unspeakable brings, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

2025-10-06

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling is from August 27, 1980:

(Unknown channeling)

I am Hatonn. I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. It is a very great privilege to be with you this evening. It is a very great privilege to be with you at all times, for you see, my friends, we are inseparable, for we are one. Yes, we are one, just as you are one with all. Everything, as we have said many times, is but one thing: the Creation, or the Creator. Either is correct, for one is the other. This concept is the concept which the people of your planet must understand if they are to progress. It is unfortunate that this concept has not been communicated, in general, to most of the peoples of your planet. It is the lack of this concept that creates what they see as their present problems. A full understanding and application of this concept immediately eradicates all problems. This probably seems much too simple, but in truth, this is all that is necessary to be known. If you can greet each entity with whom you come in contact as you would greet yourself, if you could greet yourself, and love that person as you should love yourself, then, my friends, all of what you call your problems would be nonexistent.

We of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of our Infinite Creator have said this many times, through channels such as this one, and through other mechanisms. It has been put in writing many, many ways, and been communicated in many forms, through classifications of philosophy that you term “religion.” Unfortunately, but few of the population of your planet have been able to understand this simple teaching. Some have understood it intellectually, and yet, they have not understood, for they have been unable to apply this simple concept.

The reason for the lack of ability to apply this simple concept, my friends, is primarily due to a lack of meditation. We have also, many, many times talked to you of the necessity for meditation. To sum it up, my friends, the concept of unity brought to your total awareness through the process of meditation is all that is necessary for the growth of the peoples of your planet at this time. If you find yourself straying from this awareness, remind yourself to relax and seek the truth that we bring you through the process of meditation. Reestablish, shall we say, your point of view, and then look at your environment and your fellow beings in a different light—in the true light. The light that simply states that everything that exists is one thing. Understand that that which is annoying or foreign to you is caused only by a lack of understanding of this simple, simple truth.

Many of your people will not be able to make the transition which is so close upon them that, as it has been said, they could reach out and touch it. They will require a longer period of learning. This is unfortunate, and yet, it is not as unfortunate as you might think, for it is their choice to experience the set of conditions that they will experience. My friends, you have a terrific opportunity. If you are able at this time to fully understand and then apply this simple truth of unity, if you are in every action, every word, every deed, able to reflect this understanding, then, my friends, you will have achieved what you set out to achieve. Consider this point well, my friends, for all that you experience in the physical will fade away and no longer be with you. All that you will transport through time and space to eternity is your thinking. Develop that, my friends, for that is the only thing you have of any value at all.

It has been a very great privilege to speak to you through this instrument. I will leave this instrument at this time and contact another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Unknown channeling)

I am Hatonn. We will speak briefly through this instrument and greet you again, in Love and Light. This instrument was rejecting our contact because she was analyzing. Within yourselves, my friends, you have a simple understanding that all of the parts of your body make one entity. Without each member, the body would be maimed. It is in this fashion that you may grasp the concept of unity with your brothers and sisters of all dimensions and all densities, especially those who share your physical illusion at this time. You cannot be comfortable about choosing whom to accept as a brother or sister, for all beings are part of an organic whole. You cannot turn your back upon a member of an organic whole without pathetically reducing the efficiency of the whole.

Then, if you meet those situations and circumstances in which you find yourself in any judgment or incapacity to feel unity, we ask that you harken back to our words, for if you can vibrate upon the original Thought with your friends, that is a good thing. If you can send the same vibration to those with whom you are disaffected, you will have done a far harder thing and a thing which you will receive back a thousandfold. For many times, those beings who are inharmonious are just so because they expect the reception which they receive and so, become even more offensive in defense. Look upon those people, my friends, as one being, and you stop a great wheel that is grinding down an entity whose soul is in pain. You stop a wheel and free a soul to be a perfect part of a perfect creation that, in truth, all of you are.

At this time, I would transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

(Unknown channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am with this instrument. And we greet you again, in the Love and Light of our infinite Creator. We have been talking this evening, my friends, about the realization that each of your people must make if they are to make the transition into the New Age that is to come. We have been speaking about the necessity for each person to turn inward and seek for the Creator, to seek for Love within, my friends. So many of your people seek, in the world around them, for meaning. They look to friends; they look to their everyday jobs. They look to what your society offers as models of excellence. They look to the material world that surrounds them in such seeming abundance of wealth, and they look inside, in materials that they surround themselves with, and seek for answers to fill up their whole being with meaning.

Long have we watched this process of running to and fro, like worried ants, hoping to find a morsel of meaning dropped somewhere on the ground, so that they might quench their thirst and hunger for one more meal, then to be hungry, again. It grieves us to see such futility. We have hoped through many means to be able to be of service to your people and to help your people awaken that spark of the Creator that resides within. We send our Love to each of your people, hoping that when a person feels the vibration of Love within, that this feeling would be a clue as to the direction of their search. We have attempted through instruments such as are here this evening, at meditations such as this one, to share our philosophy of Love with as many of your people as would listen.

We always hope that meditations such as this will become a common occurrence upon your planet in the days that lie ahead for your people. But the time is short, my friends. It is necessary for us to ask those of your people who have heard our message to rekindle their efforts to awaken their fellow beings to the truth of the unity of all creation. We can only do so much, and then must pass the effort and the flame of truth on to others such as yourselves, and hope that you will pass it still further, that the spark of the divine Creator within each of your people might be rekindled. We ask each of you to consider these words and to consider your response as you go your way, each in your own way, and meet your fellow creatures in your everyday life. Remember, my friends, that when you meet another, you meet yourself; that when you meet another, you meet the Creator. Be in awe of this truth. For then, you shall be open to further discovery of the truth of the oneness of all creation. We have said this many times through instruments such as this, to many people. We hope that our words have made an impression upon your being, for we seek to serve and to awaken within each of your people the truth of Love.

We would now leave this instrument, and transfer our contact to the one known as Carla. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn. If you will be patient, I am deepening this instrument’s contact. Ommmmmmmmm. I am Hatonn. I will turn to this instrument to inquire if we may answer any questions at this time.

We are aware that there is a question that is unspoken, that this instrument is not fond of dealing with the answers to unspoken questions. We, therefore, would have a difficult time speaking through this instrument. May we say that we did work with this instrument in order to speak on an unanswered question, and if she will open herself to us, we will say a few words. We give to this instrument a concept of a very deep and very vast sky. It is not the sky that is seen from the surface of the planet, it is that which is seen from deep space, in those magic spaces between the galaxies where the dimensions merge. We wish the asker of the question to place himself in that area, and to feel the ecstasy of touching the infinity of dimensions and creations that spread out like a rainbow from that point.

The Creator’s universe is a beautiful thing. In your microcosmic, planetary world, you see a tiny part of it, and much of what you see has been mishandled by your people. This does not mean, my friends, that the Creator has in some way become tarnished. There are those things which endure, and it is those things in which you may rest as a bird floating upon the wind, or a sea creature resting at the ocean’s bottom, touching an infinity of beauty that is all one tapestry of Light. Please know, my friends, that this being of infinite Light connects you with all that there is—not upon this plane, but upon a finer one. The knowledge of this oneness cannot get you through the illusion if you attempt to apply it consciously. The magic of creation can only be expressed spontaneously. Therefore, we ask you to lift your consciousness to deep space, and look back on the microscopic dot in a minor galaxy which is called Earth.

Hatonn said that they were going to respond to an unasked question even though Carla did not like to do that. Hatonn began by saying that we did work with Carla in order to speak on an unanswered question, and if she will open herself to us, we will say a few words, so we give to Carla a concept of a deep and vast sky, but it is not the sky that is seen from the surface of the planet, but it is that which is seen from deep space, in those magic spaces between the galaxies where the dimensions merge, so we wish the asker of the question to place himself in that area, and to feel the ecstasy of touching the infinity of dimensions and creations that spread out like a rainbow from that point. Hatonn continued by saying the Creator’s universe is a beautiful thing, so in your microcosmic, planetary world you see a tiny part of it, and much of what you see has been mishandled by your people, but this does not mean that the Creator has in some way become tarnished, for there are things which endure, and it is those things in which you may rest as a bird floating upon the wind, or a sea creature resting at the ocean’s bottom, touching an infinity of beauty that is all one tapestry of Light, so please know that this being of infinite Light connects you with all that there is, not upon this plane, but upon a finer one, but the knowledge of oneness cannot get you through the illusion if you attempt to apply it consciously because the magic of creation can only be expressed spontaneously, so we ask you to lift your consciousness to deep space, and look back on the microscopic dot in a minor galaxy which is called Earth. On December 25, 2010, Q’uo said that they did not want to appear that they were speaking from deep space and infringe upon the free will of those with whom they were speaking to:

However, in order to retain our positivity, we long ago chose to avoid coming among your peoples and appearing to speak from “on high,” as it were, so that we would eliminate the matter of free will from what people thought. For would they not be forced to believe that those who were able to ride the deep space of the cosmos as you ride airplanes and were able to do other things that seem far beyond your abilities as human beings would be those to whom one must listen?

We do not wish to put ourselves in the position of authority. We wish each entity to be their own authority. And we wish to support and encourage each entity as they become used to taking responsibility for themselves and thinking for themselves. This is the role in which we see ourselves, and in this role we find it a very persuasive value to hold the free will of each person high and not to do the work for that person but to allow enough confusion to remain surrounding a choice-point for that person that their choice is made in an authentic environment of free will. In such a way do we honor and respect you and know that each of you shall come to blooming and fruition in good time.

I would, at this time, transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

I am again with this instrument. I am Hatonn. Because we are aware of the nature of the question that this instrument wishes to ask, we would leave this instrument so that Latwii, may speak. I leave you, my friends, in Love and Light. It has been an enormous privilege to be with you. Adonai, my friends. I am Hatonn.

Questioner: Anybody picking up Latwii?

[Tape ends.]

This morning I went on an errand run with my first stop being at Feeder’s Supply where I bought some bird seed. My second stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. My third stop was a Speedway to buy 5 gallons of Regular gasoline for my big mower, Venus. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I was able to have a picture of Benny in her cat tower made into two pictures to put in two 5”x7” frames. Then I bought some Kleenexes, some Tylenol, and then I picked up a prescription of toothpaste.

This afternoon I went outside and cut the plastic that went around the staircase in Benny’s apartment, into pieces that are small enough to go under the lid of the recycle bin. Then I hand-weeded the Yellow Creeping Jenny Garden in the back yard.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 6

Harness The Power Of Consciousness

Greetings in the consciousness of Christ. I am of the principle of the consciousness of the Love of Christ in the vibration which comforts this child. Greetings and peace to you!

My children, what mighty energies move at this moment within your consciousness! What tremendous raw material consciousness truly is!

To what use do you put this great resource this day? Shall you work on behalf of those things which do not offer life, or shall you turn to the service of that which is life-giving?

For in every situation there is a response which creates the optimal amount of service grounded in Love. If you are preparing to plod through a day that does not feel alive to you, first find our vibration, that the breath of spirit may enliven those things which are dead in your perception. For all things are alive in the consciousness of Love.

Peace be with you this day and always.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

2025-10-05

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The channeling today comes from August 24, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. It gives us great pleasure to greet each of you in the name of Love, and to wish each the blessing of Light. Tonight, we would speak with you about a subject which some of you have been concerned with, and which all are interested in at this time. We will tell you a little story in order to give you some food for thought.

Itcame to pass in those days that the Earth was without water, and the seas were dried up. The Creator stayed Its hand, and war took place in great abundance among the beings of your planet. And then came the rains, and it was worse than the drought. And the Earth trembled and was lost in great abysses which opened in a moment. A remnant remained to know the ending of the rain and the beginning of a new cycle. Many of you in this room can cast your minds back in a subconscious manner to these sad happenings, for they marked the transition between the last cycle and this one upon your Earth-world.

There was great destruction, my friends, and many who lived were lost to their physical life, and what, my friends, had it booted them to live? Perhaps this is the central question that we would ask each of you now, for you have your chance again, in this incarnation, for you are near the closing of another cycle. We have said to you many times: meditate, my friends. For the puzzle that this illusion is, is endless. Only the Creator is unified. Only Love is simple. What is the purpose? What is the point of being in your physical bodies at this time? What are you seeking, my friends?

Hatonn is speaking about the change from the second 25,000 year cycle on Earth and the last 25,000 year cycle that we are in now. They began by saying it came to pass in those days that the Earth was without water, and the seas were dried up, and the Creator stayed Its hand, and war took place in great abundance among the beings of your planet, and then came the rains, and it was worse than the drought, and the Earth trembled and was lost in great abysses which opened in a moment, but a remnant remained to know the ending of the rain and the beginning of a new cycle, so many of you in this room can cast your minds back in a subconscious manner to these sad happenings, for they marked the transition between the last cycle and this one upon your Earth-world. Then Hatonn said there was great destruction, and many who lived were lost to their physical life, and what had it benefitted them to live? This is the central question that we would ask each of you now, for you have your chance again, in this incarnation, for you are near the closing of another cycle, for we have said many times: meditate, for the puzzle that this illusion is, is endless, so only the Creator is unified, and only Love is simple, so: “What is the purpose? What is the point of being in your physical bodies at this time? What are you seeking, my friends?” On September 5, 2005, Q’uo spoke about the difficult times that can come with the change of the cycles on Earth:

Yet inevitably, in time, that cycle, too, has its season of waning days and early nights. Eventually there comes the time when that cycle has come to an end and another cycle has begun.

It is those times that are frequently called the dark night of the soul. For as one undergoes the death of oneself as known within one cycle, it is not at all easy to retain enough confidence in the underlying sturdiness of the self to have faith in the fact that this new cycle that is just beginning has benefits as well as causing changes that are more uncomfortable and seem to indicate, in a way, the death of the self.

Change and all of its concomitant gifts of struggle, pondering, adjustment and all of its emotional burdens or gifts such as frustration and anger at having to change and that lack of self-confidence as to whether one will be able to weather the change satisfactorily, do not feel either helpful or comfortable. One is very tempted to ask the self why one must go through these changes. The basic question here, my sister, is why life is all about repeated times of change. We would answer that by asking you to consider yourself in a way that you perhaps have not considered yourself before.

We know that each of you cares not only for yourself, but for the planet. And we have asked this group many times before to meditate on behalf of your Earth-world whenever you can, for the planetary consciousness is in great need of Love. But for yourself, in order to obtain clarity and to attain that which you desire in this incarnation, you must then search out those things that you truly desire and pursue them. We do not mean to be shouting “Fire!” in a crowded theater, for my friends, those whom this instrument would call “existentialists” were correct: there is no exit. We ourselves are in an illusion. We can see many things which you cannot, and among them is the fact that one illusion follows another in an infinite variety and pattern. So, what does it gain us to be conscious? What is real?

Then Hatonn said we know that each of you cares not only for yourself, but for the planet, and we have asked this group before to meditate on behalf of your Earth-world whenever you can, for the planetary consciousness is in great need of Love, but for yourself, in order to obtain clarity and to attain that which you desire in this incarnation, you must then search out those things that you desire and pursue them, but we do not mean to be shouting “Fire!” in a crowded theater, for those whom Carla would call “existentialists” were correct: there is no exit, and we ourselves are in an illusion, but we can see many things which you cannot, and among them is the fact that one illusion follows another in an infinite variety and pattern, so what does it gain us to be conscious? What is real? On May 8, 1983, Latwii spoke of the general nature of our third-density illusion:

Remember first, my brother, that you inhabit an illusion. What seems to be one thing may be another. What seems to be the negative polarity surrounding an entity may also be the opportunity for finding the positive aspect of the same catalyst.

To remember that you inhabit an illusion is most helpful, for if from time to time you forget and believe with you thinking that what surrounds you is real, then you are more likely to respond in an illusory manner, shall we say, playing by the rules of the game which is not real. This of course intensifies the catalyst for the entity so entrapped until the entity, by the trauma of its own experience, is brought to the realization that there is much more to what is true, good, and beautiful than what it had previously imagined.

I would, at this time, transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

(Unknown channeling)

I am Hatonn. And I am with this instrument. We have been speaking to you about your reality and what is real to you. We ask this question because so often, among your people, what is considered to be real is of so little true substance. We see when we observe your people that they concern themselves greatly with such things as money, material pursuits, image, position, and other such items which we would suggest only divert the attention of the seeker.

We do not mean that those things and materials which your world has to offer you are completely unimportant, for, of course, you have physical vehicles which need a certain amount of maintenance and attention. But we would suggest that when you continue to focus only upon the material reality of your world, that you miss the substance of what is real. For what shall see you through the end of this Age? Can you ride upon an airplane, or in an automobile, or even upon a horse into the New Age? Will your credit cards be accepted when the New Age dawns?

No, my friends, these things have their place. But at the center of your being and at the center of your focus is the spiritual path, the journey inward which, when traveled, shall bring you through this closing of the old and the beginning of the new. We say to you, seek within for the real substance of your being. Seek within for what is real. Look into your hearts, my friends. Find the Love of the Creator which is there. Shine that Love as you look about you in your world, in your everyday activities. Remember that Love when you speak to strangers. Remember that Love when you see discord. Remember that Love when you are in doubt, when you are unsure and when you need strength, for you shall need strength in the days ahead.

And that strength cannot be found at a McDonald’s hamburger or upon a freeway, for the sunset which you will ride into is the sun—that great, Central Sun that is within you. Therefore, we ask you constantly to make meditation a part of every day that you have to spend upon your planet. For you shall discover that those realities within yourself which you find in meditation are the substance and the strength that shall see you through that which is an illusion, but which so many take for real. We say these words to you, hoping that you will find the devotion within yourself to make this journey, this spiritual journey, and make it your everyday life. For soon, it shall be so.

At this time, we would transfer this contact back to the one known as Carla. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am again with this instrument. Again, we greet you in Love and Light. I and Laitos, would like to pause momentarily in order to share with each of those present the energies of the conditioning ray. If you will open yourself to us, we will make our presence known to you. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and I greet each of you, especially the one known as C. We welcome him back to our circle. We are very glad to be with you, and are enjoying speaking to you no end, and wish you all the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We would like to open the meeting to questions, but if the one known as Jim would accept our contact, we would like to use him at this time. I am Latwii.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii. And I am with this instrument, and we would now like to ask if anyone has a question they would like to ask. We shall do our best to make an answer. Are there any questions?

Questioner: I have a question. About a week ago, I asked if I could find out the name of one of my spiritual guides, and I was wondering if the name I received was correct.

I am Latwii. And we are having some difficulty discerning the name which you refer to. Could you be more specific, my sister?

Questioner: Do you mean you want me to tell you the name I thought it was?

Latwii: That is correct.

Questioner: Millicent.

Latwii: We are checking with the computer. We are unable to confirm the correct identity of this name which you have given. We would suggest checking again to be sure. We wish that we could be of more assistance, but are unable at this time.

Questioner: Thank you.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question? Perhaps we could do better on our second try.

Questioner: I have a question. I know a very bright 13-year-old boy who is dealing with the question of death and suffering. Is there a most appropriate way to enable this boy to have the most help that it’s possible for a human being to give? Is there a most supportive behavior towards such a boy?

I am Latwii, and I am aware of your question… concerning the subject of death with one who is young, with any who are grappling with this subject for the first time, and perhaps because it has become a reality in their life. We would suggest [inaudible]. We would suggest speaking of the natural rhythm of nature, of all the creatures that inhabit your planet. We are speaking specifically of the butterfly, which is born of the cocoon, which is born of the caterpillar. To enable one who is young to discern that movement of the life force from one stage to another is important, for at such an age, one can easily conceive that death means the end of all being. This is a great fear among many of your people, among the young, because they have no experience with this concept, usually, and must encounter it when it becomes real, for few in your world care to discuss the reality of death before it happens to one who is close.

We would suggest assuring, through any allegory or story which you would wish to tell demonstrating a natural life cycle, that the life force, the spirit within the physical vehicle, does indeed go on, does indeed continue, as always it has, and always it shall. You may use stories of animals, such as the butterfly, if the child has interests in other areas. In science, for example, you may use a variation of what is known in your laws of physics that energy can be created, but cannot be destroyed; that it can be transformed and change its nature, but always, it shall continue; that any being which has existed in any form, always exists, even after it has left many forms behind.

Questioner asked: “I have a question. I know a very bright 13-year-old boy who is dealing with the question of death and suffering. Is there a most appropriate way to enable this boy to have the most help that it’s possible for a human being to give? Is there a most supportive behavior towards such a boy?” Latwii began by saying concerning the subject of death with one who is young, we would suggest speaking of the natural rhythm of nature, of all the creatures that inhabit your planet, and we are speaking of the butterfly, which is born of the cocoon and of the caterpillar, and to enable one who is young to discern that movement of the life force from one stage to another is important, for at such an age one can easily conceive that death means the end of all being, so this is a great fear among many of your people and the young, because they have no experience with this concept, and they must encounter it when it becomes real, for few in your world care to discuss the reality of death before it happens to one who is close. Latwii went on to say we would suggest assuring, through any allegory which you would wish to tell demonstrating that the life force, the spirit within the physical vehicle, does continue, as always it has, and always it shall, so you may use stories of animals, such as the butterfly, if the child has interests in other areas, or in science you may use a variation of what is known in your laws of physics that energy can be created, but it cannot be destroyed; that it can be transformed and change its nature, but always it shall continue; that any being which has existed in any form always exists, even after it has left many forms behind. On March 8, 1997, L/Leema described the nature of our life force:

I am L/Leema, and we feel that our response might be most direct if we suggest that the physical vehicle which provides the means of locomotion through this third-density illusion for each of its inhabitants is a conscious and intelligent portion of the same Creator that creates all experience within and beyond your illusion. Thus, the physical body is a being with a type of concept system which operates in what seems to be an independent fashion from the mind and spirit complexes, in that the physical vehicle is nourished by the constant application of direction, movement, and the qualities of fertility, shall we say, that are associated with the root or base energy center, those related to the sexual reproduction, the nourishing of the vehicle through food intake, the rest and exercise, and the preservation of the integrity of the vehicle.

Thus, the physical vehicle in its own right perceives the illusion in which you find yourself at this time, and rejoices in the aliveness that propels it, and in the direction of the conscious mind which focuses this vitality. Thus, its divinity is pure in its beingness and its uninhibited expression of the life force which moves through it.

Does this help you in your help, my sister?

Questioner: I have listened carefully, and it helps me somewhat, but the thing that troubles me most about this young boy is his bitterness because of his mother’s suffering. Death does not seem to be nearly as traumatic to him as the continued suffering of his mother. When I have spoken with him, I have simply said that it is, indeed, as I put it, a “crock.” He is convinced that everything is an illusion. He has that solidly in mind; but if everything is an illusion, he then realizes with quite a clear eye that there may not be any meaning at all to life, or death, or suffering. Consequently, I have only been able to respond by agreeing with him that all is illusion, and is sometimes very unfair, and that the only reality that I believe in is love and being kind to people. And I understand that this is precisely the reaction that his father has had to the same problem. It grieves me that I cannot think of a more appropriate response. Perhaps I, myself, do not understand well enough how to express the propriety of suffering in the world.

I am Latwii. And we would suggest that for the matter of suffering and the unfairness of suffering for those who must endure its pain, that each of the beings upon your planet are beings of Light in reality. Many have chosen certain roles to play upon this stage in this illusion. They have chosen these roles for purposes, to learn certain lessons. Some lessons require certain props, perhaps pain. It is a common prop and lesson upon your planet. Many, many lessons, and insights, and truths can be learned by those who suffer. Suffering focuses consciousness to a fine degree, and even though the one who suffers in the physical vehicle may be unaware of the profound lesson being learned, we would assure you, and help you assure the young child, that the lesson which his mother is learning is incredibly important, or else, she would not endure such suffering.

Can we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: That did it. That will do just fine, thank you very much.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question?

Questioner: I’d like to know if there’s any method to help develop the use of human energy [inaudible] life energies, or [inaudible].

I am Latwii. My sister, we would answer you by saying, there is, indeed, a way for each, perhaps many ways for each person to awaken those healing energies that are within each of the beings upon your planet. And it is also true that some of the beings upon your planet have particular gifts or tendencies in the healing areas. For those who wish to initiate the healing energy flow through their vehicles, we would suggest again, in meditation, to create an image within your mind, an image of Light descending from the stars, descending into your brain, descending into your body, filling your body with Light, with healing Light, to feel your self, your heart open and to feel this Light pour forth, and to open yourself to service as you shine this Light, to seek not only the Light, but to seek the desire to serve. This Light is the healing energy which is within each of you—we will correct this instrument—is within each of your people upon this planet. The image of the Light descending from the stars, the image of the heart opening, will help you to release the energy which is within your being.

Questioner asked: “I’d like to know if there’s any method to help develop the use of human energy [inaudible] life energies, or [inaudible].” Latwii said there are many ways for each person to awaken those healing energies that are within each of the beings upon your planet, and it is also true that some of the beings upon your planet have particular gifts in the healing areas, and for those who wish to initiate the healing energy flow through their bodies, we would suggest again, in meditation, to create an image within your mind of Light descending from the stars, descending into your brain, descending into your body, filling your body with Light, with healing Light, to feel your heart open and to feel this Light pour forth, and to open yourself to service as you shine this Light, to seek not only the Light, but to seek the desire to serve, for this Light is the healing energy which is within each of your people upon this planet, so the image of the Light descending from the stars, the image of the heart opening, will help you to release the energy which is within your being. On February 10, 2014, Q’uo said that the healing energy of the Creator can flow through us:

The healing of oneself or others is that which can be accomplished by going deep within one’s own mind to make contact with the greater mind, the cosmic mind, the mind of the One Infinite Creator, which shows each entity that in truth, each is whole, and perfect, and healthy; that any appearance or perception of disease or illness is that which can be cured by allowing the Creator’s Love and Light to flow through you to the one to be healed, or to stay with you, if you are the one to be healed. Thus, it is not you who do the healing, but you who allows the healing energy of the One Creator to move through you to heal you or another.

May we answer you further?

Questioner: Not right now, thank you.

Latwii: Is there another question?

[Pause]

We are surprised. This is usually quite a group for questions, but if there are no further questions, we would leave you in the Love and the Light that is all about you, that is within you, and we would, again, suggest to you that you seek this Love and this Light daily, in meditation, and make it more a part of your day. I am known to you as Latwii. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Carla channeling)

I am Nona. I have difficulty speaking through this instrument, for I am not used to speech. But I greet each of you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We of the vibration Nona are healers, and have been drawn to your group because of our sister, known as C. We would offer our consciousness and our vibratory aid in her work, and in order to acquaint her with our vibration, we will speak as we normally do through this instrument, so that the one known as C may be familiar with us. We shall speak no more words through this channel. Therefore, as all members of the Confederation do, we say farewell in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator.

[Singing until the end of the tape.]

Yesterday evening, when I went upstairs to feed Benny her cat food dinner, I discovered that she had passed away, probably from heart failure which had been diagnosed over a year ago. And I started crying because I couldn’t believe that she was gone. So, I went outside and dug a grave for her that was six inches deeper than the box that I found to put her body in. Then I wrapped her body with a blue towel and laid the box in the grave. Then I used a burial ritual that Carla modified from her Episcopal Church burial ceremony for people. Then I covered the grave with a large flat stone and a smaller flat stone with her name painted on it. And as I left her grave site I began crying again, because I miss her so much.

This morning I went upstairs to Benny’s apartment and began to separate items that were recyclable from those that I would throw away. Then I took the flat sheet and fitted sheet off of the bedroom across the hall from the room which Benny spent the most time in until recently. I also took the pillowcases off of all the pillows on the bed and in each of the other two rooms. Then I put the sheets and pillowcases through the wash and dry cycles. Then I took down the plastic sheets that surrounded the staircase, from the floor to the ceiling, that kept her from coming downstairs when I had other cats downstairs in order to prevent any fights. Then I vacuumed the room that she spent the most time in and the hall as well. Then I used a wet mop to clean the same area that I vacuumed.

This afternoon I went downstairs and ironed the pillowcases and the flat sheet. Then I went upstairs to the second floor and put the fitted sheet on the bed, then the flat sheet, and then the bed spread. Then I put two pillows in sham pillowcases on top of two pillows with green pillowcases. Then I put the purple bed spread on the bed with the pillows on top.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 5

The Sense Of Inner Blankness

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the ineffable Love of divine consciousness.

When the world seems to make no sense, when the skies are blank of being, and the landscape bare of meaningful detail for you, then it is time to turn inward and avoid the distraction of the self in meaningless pursuit.

If there is only a small amount of time to be spent inward turned, it is enough. For the sense of inner blankness is the sense of being lost from the self, not of being lost from the world.

To find the self, one must turn to the Christ within and ask that the great story of selfhood be expressed in yet another way, that you may understand your nature and your birthright and know who you are: sons and daughters of the divine; those who give meaning to sky and earth.

In your troubled spirits lies the dance of the present. May you be at peace within your trouble as you turn within to Christ.

In that peace we leave you, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

2025-10-04

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling today comes from August 23, 1980:

(Unknown channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. It is my great pleasure to return to this group and be welcomed in your domicile at this time. We greet each of you with infinite blessings.

The hunter goes forth, my friends, and knows the manner of his prey. His weapons he has carefully provided for himself and fastidiously placed in the prime condition, that they may do their work. The hunter has a single mind and knows his prey. Is it the dark of the moon? Even so, the hunter stalks. Is it damp and cold in the dawning hours? Even so, the hunter waits watchfully, for the hunter knows his prey. Each of you, my friends, dwells within the body as a hunter, but seldom, my friends, do you fully understand the nature of your prey. What wonder is it, then, that your weapons lay rusty, tarnished, or broken, or that you lie beside them, asleep?

I would, at this time, transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

(Unknown channeling)

My friends, I am now with [inaudible]. I am Hatonn. We have spoken of the hunter, for my friends, is he not the aggressor? But yet, we can break this aggressiveness down to yet two more [inaudible]. What we are saying, my friends, is never allow yourselves to become idle once you have set yourself up to be found. For, my friends, there is such an important role for all. Through your training, you will allow yourself to become [inaudible] one that [inaudible]. For, my friends, therein lies your reward.

As you look about you, you will see the very fiber of what is known to you as existence unravel. But, my friends, through your meditation you will find a yet stronger bond. And though it is hard for you to see, it is there for you all, my friends. Do not settle for the role of being found, for in such a greater role through the intense vibration that you all experience, you will find it yet easier to project yourself to [inaudible] consciousness. My friends, open up yourselves and allow yourselves to experience yet other universes than those around you.

I will now [inaudible] this instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Unknown channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am again with this instrument. We have been attempting to contact the one known as Don, but he is analyzing our contact and, therefore, we find it impossible to continue at this time through him. We will, therefore, conclude this particular thought through this instrument.

To continue—as we have said, it is all too easy to look upon yourselves as passive receivers of spiritual food. If you do so look upon yourself, you will find your progress to be slow. It is the hunter who seeks nothing but his prey who will achieve his goal, and you, therefore, must be hunters after your prey—aggressive, cunning and well-armed. And what, then, is your prey, my friends? All of you can answer that question. You seek Love. To say it another way, you seek the Creator. To say it another way, you seek the original Thought. And yet another way, you seek yourself. Only the single of mind will achieve the end of the trail, will find the prey that he desires.

And what, then, are your weapons? Perhaps you, yourself, know them better than we could ever tell you, but we say to you that those gifts that are given to you in meditation—a merry heart, a kindly and affectionate spirit, a gentle manner, and an ability to look at a larger picture, at a greater design than perhaps you have in the past. Perhaps these are some of the things you gain in meditation, for in meditation you dwell, as it were, in a tabernacle with that which is divine, and you take away those elements to which you have opened yourself, to which you no longer have resistance, concerning which you no longer have reservations. There is a great deal of cleansing of the mind from bitterness and negative emotions that needs to be done in order for you to be able to gradually love yourself in a greater self, a self in which you have become the confident aggressor, seeking after Love fearlessly, your weapons ready, your hands open.

At this time, since we are aware there are some questions, we would like to transfer this contact to the one known as Jim. I am Hatonn.

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am with this instrument. It is a pleasure, shall we say, to be able to speak through this instrument and to ask if there are any questions?

Questioner: I was wondering, Hatonn, how your efforts went with the leaders with whom you were working.

Hatonn: My sister, we must answer you by saying, again, our efforts have been, for the most part we have been unable to achieve the breakthroughs and the inspiration of the leaders whom we have been working with. We have sought to increase the awareness of certain leaders of your world to the vibration of Love, that vibration which we have to share and which we bring as our service to your people. We have found that the polarities of differences of opinions and projections of intentions on the part of most of the leaders whom we have attempted to contact… this polarity is so great that it, should we say, absorbs our efforts and vibrations of Love and reflects them back to us in a manner which leads us to believe that your leaders are unable to comprehend the concept of Love as they go about their work of leading the nations of your world.

It has been our hope to open somewhat their hearts and souls to the experience of the infinite Creator. And though that spark of recognition does, indeed, reside within each of the people of your planet and your leaders, in some it is buried so deeply beneath the desire for power and the gain of money that we are unable to be of much assistance in uncovering their own recognition of their divinity and the divinity of those whom they lead. So, my sister, it has again been necessary for us to take a brief respite from this effort, for it is somewhat taxing for our beings to continually receive the reflection of our efforts shined back at us, shall we say.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: I have some other questions, but perhaps some others do, too.

Hatonn: Is there another question?

Questioner: I’ve got one. I’m not really sure how to put it into words, but this concerns morality and the bond between a man and a woman who have made this bond about sex with someone else. [Inaudible] put into words. How do you feel about that?

Hatonn: My brother, we would answer you by saying that the bond that a man and a woman make between themselves is a sacred agreement; that, according to the terms of that agreement, as they are understood by each party of the agreement, these terms are binding upon each party and it must be understood by each that the agreement as it is stated should be kept. But as to the terms of the agreement, in specific areas—for example, sex, as you have mentioned—the agreement must also be made clearly, so that both understand its terms, and we would suggest to you that the morality of a union between two people depends upon the people and their agreement and what they wish to attain with their relationship. We cannot be extremely specific and say this or that action is right or wrong, moral or immoral, for those are terms which imply an agreement of one nature or another.

So may we say to you that as long as both parties in the relationship understand what the terms of the relationship are, and as long as both keep the terms of the relationship, then they have lived up to the terms of their agreement and are faithful to the purpose of the agreement, and this would include any action which fits within the terms, as long as both have openly agreed that this is what they seek. We would also add, however, that it is, or at least, hopefully, should be apparent to each who would enter into such agreements, that they can determine what they wish to achieve in their relationship, and that there are what might be called high ideals of spiritual seeking together, which can be what you might call a “high morality”with both seeking to help the other achieve oneness with the Creator. And that whatever means are used to achieve that oneness, as long as they hurt no others, then these might be used in good faith to achieve that union with the Creator, and that union with each other and that union with the Self, for we are all one, my brother.

Questioner asked: “I’ve got one. I’m not really sure how to put it into words, but this concerns morality and the bond between a man and a woman who have made this bond about sex with someone else. [Inaudible] put into words. How do you feel about that?” Hatonn began by saying we would answer you by saying that the bond that a man and a woman make between themselves is a sacred agreement, and according to the terms of that agreement these terms are binding upon each party, and it must be understood by each that the agreement as it is stated should be kept, but as to the terms of the agreement in area of sex, the agreement must be made clearly so that both understand its terms, and we would suggest to you that the morality of a union between two people depends upon the people and their agreement, and what they wish to attain with their relationship, so we cannot be specific and say this or that action is right or wrong, for those are terms which imply an agreement of one nature or another. Hatonn continued by saying that as long as both parties in the relationship understand what the terms of the relationship are, and as long as both keep the terms of the relationship, then they have lived up to the terms of their agreement and are faithful to the purpose of the agreement, and this would include any action which fits within the terms, as long as both have openly agreed that this is what they seek. We would also add, however, that it should be apparent to each who would enter into such agreements, that they can determine what they wish to achieve in their relationship, and that there are high ideals of spiritual seeking together, which can be what you might call a “high morality” with both seeking to help the other achieve oneness with the Creator, and that whatever means are used to achieve that oneness, as long as they hurt no others, then these might be used in good faith to achieve that union with the Creator, and that union with each other and that union with the self, for we are all one. On March 29, 2001, Q’uo spoke of the nature of how we may seek union with the Creator:

That there is the sacrifice of comfort, of convenience, of opportunity, of any quality that gives stability and assurance to the entity, is significant and is registered as a great desire that seeks fulfillment by the significant self. The self of each seeker desires union with the Creator, desires knowledge of the Creator, of the self and of the creation. This knowledge, passionately sought, willingly sacrificed for, may only be obtained when one is willing to give of the self in a degree which is reflective of this great desire. Thus, the experiences that each so eagerly seeks within each incarnation are dearly bought. The greater sacrifice purchases, shall we say, the greater knowledge, experience, union, and presence of the one Creator

May we answer you further?

Questioner: I really have trouble understanding such a long answer, so to try this once—is there a higher reward for an agreement kept like this, or is this just something between two people? Just a “yes” or “no” will do.

Hatonn: My brother, we would suggest that the reward for any agreement is within the agreement, and there is…

We suggest a pause for a moment as we deepen the contact with this instrument.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn, and I am again with this instrument. My brother, we would suggest that you will decide for yourself what the reward for an agreement kept is.

Can we answer you further?

Questioner: One other question. Is this agreement—does it outweigh any karmic responsibilities to someone else?

I am Hatonn, and I would suggest that your karmic responsibilities are fulfilled by your own conscious decisions as you enter into relationships with those you find yourself in agreements with.

Can we answer you further?

Questioner: Is a relationship like this of a—I realize it isn’t always the case—but, would it be a real high spiritual vibration if you enter into—two spiritual people—it gives me the feeling that it’s just not as spiritual as I’ve always imagined, and I was just wondering, is it a highly spiritual thing or is it just down, maybe down a few rungs?

I am Hatonn. My brother, we would suggest that each activity you undertake is of the highest spiritual nature, if you will open yourself to that possibility.

May we answer you further?

Questioner: I think that’ll do it, thank you.

Hatonn: Is there another question?

Questioner: Yes, but I don’t know whether this deserves an answer or not, so you just let me know—but every once in awhile, I have a really severe ache, usually in the same place, that doesn’t seem to be connected with any physical activity or anything that I can put my finger on, and I wondered whether its cause was emotional or something I’m not aware of, like distant weather patterns, or whether fate had just turned up my number, or what might be going on that I’m not aware of, because I would like to maintain as healthy an aspect as I can, and it is something that I’d like to understand better so that I can avoid it. Is that for me to know, or for me to ponder?

I am Hatonn. We can best answer you, my sister, by saying that your physical ailment is somewhat of a riddle, as you are aware, and this riddle concerns the nature of your relationship to your physical vehicle, and it is a riddle which you are expending a good deal of effort to unravel. We would suggest that it might be revealing to you to meditate daily for a period of time upon the nature of your physical ailments, and to ask yourself what the reason is for the recurring nature of this physical ailment. We cannot give you specific information, for this would be to do your work for you, and that we cannot do. We would suggest, in your meditations, to use a visualization process to allow healing energy to enter within your physical vehicle, and that you attempt to release your own healing energies as you also ponder the cause of your physical ailments.

May we answer you further?

Questioner: No, thank you, Hatonn.

Hatonn: We thank you. Is there another question?

Questioner: Not for now.

I am Hatonn. If there are no further questions, then we would leave this instrument at this time. May we say that it has been a pleasure and a privilege to be able to share a few of our thoughts with your group this evening. We are always honored to be able to make the contact with your meditation group. We leave you, as always, in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. I am Hatonn. Adonai, my friends.

This morning I was honored once again to be a guest on Jonathan Tong’s Seattle Law of One Study Group where I attempted to answer the questions that included what the study of the archetypical mind was in relation to the tarot, how the challenging process worked that Carla created to be sure that instruments had positive contacts wishing to speak through them, was I the “Jim” that was mentioned in one of the recent channelings of Hatonn, what was the nature of my current path of seeking the truth, and what the meaning of the word “principle” is when it is used as a description of those of Q’uo. It is always inspiring to hear these kinds of questions from such open-hearted students of the Law of One.

This afternoon I used my chain saw to cut up a large tree limb that fell out of the Tulip Poplar Tree in the back yard a few days ago. Then I used my garden hose and sprayer to clean out the recycle bin.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 4

The One Sea Of Love

Greetings in the Love of Jesus the Christ. We are of the consciousness of Love in the vibration which comforts this channel.

We encourage you to rejoice, one with another, for all your seeming differences are but shadows. The one who calls upon the Allah, the Zoroaster, the Christ or the Buddha, calls not to separate oceans, but to one great sea of Love. All differences are structures created by the perceptions of dreamers. And yet all shall awaken. And as you rejoice then, so may you rejoice now in the promise of awakening.

Peace be with you.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

2025-10-03

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Hatonn channeling is from August 10, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my brothers and sisters, in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. One of our brothers and sisters of [inaudible] has been working with the channels known as Jim and E, in order that they may gain confidence to be able to begin a contact without another channel being present. We hope that this has been of aid. One of these days, my brothers, you will get up your nerve and speak out, and you will find that this instrument is only playing a fair game of softball with her thoughts.

We are aware that you wonder about the oldest teacher of your group, the entity known to you as Hatonn. Again Hatonn has moved back into temporary assignment elsewhere and is at this time working with some of the leaders of the continent which you know as Africa. Therefore, it is our privilege to speak to you of philosophy for a little while, although we cannot do so with as much grace as the brothers and sisters of Hatonn. We will share what we can and with great pleasure.

We realize that there is a great priority in the lives of each of you to become a better instrument of the Creator’s will, and we realize that in the vast supermarket of books and paraphernalia having to do with various people’s opinions of how to achieve that goal, you may have become thoroughly confused. There are those who believe in a very strict dietary regimen, and have made that almost a necessity for leading any sort of spiritual journey. You are aware, my friends, that you do have physical bodies and that they function very efficiently as a type of furnace with an exhaust system for the by-products. We are sure that you understand that this particular type of furnace that is your body can burn some types of fuel better than others. However, my friends, we would urge you to keep your contemplation of the importance of diet on that level, for it is truly written in your Bible that it is not what goeth into the mouth of a man that defileth him, but that which issues therefrom.

There are many ways of living, both secular and spiritually-oriented, whose ethics are very strict and abstemious. My friends, we say again to you that you were born into this experience with a physical vehicle. It is a tool. When you consider how to use it, attempt to use it with purity, with love and with no degradation to the Creator within. We ask that you keep considerations upon this level. In other words, my friends, we are trying to cut through a great deal of dogma, as this instrument would call it, that has grown up about what might be termed the spiritual trip. You must avoid mystiques, avoid the appearance of wisdom, for my friends, in reality you do not have wisdom, the Creator is wisdom and, insofar as you realize your part in that perfection, you are wisdom.

Latwiii wanted to talk to the group about doing the Creator’s will. They began by saying we realize that there is a priority in the lives of each of you to become a better instrument of the Creator’s will, and we realize that in the vast supply of books having to do with people’s opinions of how to achieve that goal, you may have become confused, for there are those who believe in a strict dietary regimen, and have made that almost a necessity for leading any sort of spiritual journey, so you are aware that you have physical bodies, and they function efficiently as a type of furnace with an exhaust system for the by-products, and we are sure that you understand that this particular type of furnace that is your body can burn some types of fuel better than others, but we would urge you to keep your contemplation of the importance of diet on that level, for it is truly written in your Bible that it is not what goes into the mouth of a person that defiles them, but that which issues therefrom. Latwii went on to say there are many ways of living, both secular and spiritually-oriented, whose ethics are strict, and we say to you that you were born into this experience with a physical vehicle, so when you consider how to use it, attempt to use it with purity, with love, and with no degradation to the Creator within, for we ask that you keep considerations upon this level because we are trying to cut through dogma, as Carla would call it, that has grown up about the spiritual path, so you must avoid the appearance of wisdom, for in reality you do not have wisdom, for the Creator is wisdom, and your part in that perfection is that you are wisdom. On January 16, 2005, Q’uo described the spiritual path:

The model of the self on the spiritual path is a model in which you are focusing upon the “I” that you are. There are many uses of the first-person singular. When you think of yourself, you don’t always think of yourself as the same self. When you are thinking of yourself as a spiritual entity on a path, who are you? Who is the “I” that speaks for you when you are on the spiritual path? How would that voice, that identity, that person be different from the “I” that speaks for you in less thoughtful roles?

Hopefully, as you begin to sense yourself as a spiritual entity, the “I” that speaks for you begins to come out of the mist of the surface “I,” the surface personality. The model that this instrument carries in her mind of the entity on the spiritual path is a model in which she is following in the steps of Jesus the Christ. She does not have a model of herself as worshipping but as following after the example of a teacher who seemed to know precisely who He was. He identified Himself as an agent of the Creator. This instrument, then, has a model of the self on the spiritual path in which she has an objective referent to who she is because she is following an entity who was of a certain personality. This entity identified Himself strictly as the Son of the Father who was about his Father’s business. And it is notable that this entity, in all of His preaching, has never been quoted as asking for worship but only as asking for being followed.

But you are as wise as a grape, or a mountain, or the sea. Would, my friends, sometimes that you were as quiet, as beautiful, and of as much service to others. You know, beyond a shadow of a doubt, we are sure, that because you have chosen consciously to follow a spiritual path, you are different. We have spoken of this many times, as Hatonn, and our [inaudible]. However, my friends, that difference is that you have become a servant, you have become a fool, you have become the one who forgives when, to the eyes of the world, there is no forgiving. You have become the one who, when there is no hope, still has faith in things unseen.

Be triumphantly foolish, my friends, and let any reputation that you may have be a lost possession, for that, my friends, is a lost treasure and a false friend. We ask you to remember what a teacher known to you as Jesus suggested to his disciples: “Go forth,” he said to them, “with one robe and one pair of sandals and offer yourselves to your neighbors along the journey and, if they welcome you, give them of your substance, of your thoughts, of your love. If they do not welcome you, move on.” There is no room in those instructions for self-justification—or even a suitcase, my friends. We realize, in this day and age, your illusion has become more complex and more things are considered necessary for the simple life than were considered necessary two thousand years in the past. But as we speak about the physical plane and its influence upon your spiritual journey, we can only echo the words of one of your great writers: “Simplify, simplify, simplify.”

Then Latwii said you are as wise as a grape, or the sea, so what if you were as beautiful, and of as much service to others, and you know that because you have chosen consciously to follow a spiritual path, you are different, for we have spoken of this many times, as Hatonn, and our [inaudible], but the difference is that you have become a servant and a fool, so you have become the one who forgives when, to the eyes of the world, there is no forgiving, and you have become the one who, when there is no hope, still has faith in things unseen. Latwii continued by saying be foolish, and let any reputation that you may have be a lost possession, for that is a false friend, so we ask you to remember what Jesus suggested to his disciples: “Go forth,” He said to them, “with one robe and one pair of sandals and offer yourselves to your neighbors along the journey and, if they welcome you, give them of your substance, of your thoughts, of your love. If they do not welcome you, move on,” and there is no room in those instructions for self-justification, for we realize, in this day and age your illusion has become more complex, and more things are considered necessary for the simple life than were considered necessary two thousand years in the past, but as we speak about the physical plane and its influence upon your spiritual journey, we can only echo the words of one of your great writers: “Simplify, simplify, simplify.” On October 14, 2023, Q’uo spoke of how we may enhance our spiritual journey:

There is within each moment an infinite variety of possibilities that one may see. Each moment has a message. That message may be long or short, clear or opaque. And when one becomes more focused through the intentions of the mind and the support of the open heart mindful of the experience that is being held within the heart, the eyes, and the mind, then one may see a gradual increase in information that is available to help you on your spiritual journey. Basically, setting the intention to see more than one sees at the present time is the way to expand the vision and to look into that moment to determine what it is teaching you at that moment.

You will, my friends, make mistakes. Remember you are fools. You will misunderstand situations, you will attempt to be of service and find that you are not truly of service, you will be too warm-hearted or too cold-hearted, and you will learn. But if you desire to be of service to others, and if you then remove from your mind the paraphernalia of excessive, complex rules and regulations, and follow instead the simple lines of purity of spirit, of honesty and love, and of totality in desire to know the Creator and to serve the Creator wherever you can, then, my friends, whatever mistakes you make, it shall make no difference. Let us move up from the physical plane to the mental. How can you become a more effective spiritual seeker by using your mind? Like your body, my friends, your mind is a tool. Unlike your body, your mind contains elements of your infinite personality, it contains biases and feelings which you have gained by experiences prior to this incarnation. Consequently, your mind is an enhanced tool, capable when used properly of aiding you greatly.

Picture a seesaw, my friends, opinion on one end, experience on the other. There will come a balance when experience has informed opinion, and a lesson has been learned. Coming to that balance may be difficult or painful, but you must remain true to the effort to balance your seesaw until your experience has been met with understanding. At that point, it is time for you to take a new direction and the more sensitive that you are to your inner self, the more able your mind will be in aiding you in discovering the new vector, and then you will climb upon another seesaw, and you will have trouble, and you will learn. It is very difficult, my friends, to learn if you do not have trouble because it is difficult to get the attention of those within the physical unless they have some stimulus. Difficulties, problems, and troubles are the way that this incarnation which you have chosen works in order to give you the lessons that you need. Let your mind analyze the material which you meet, let it find the balances, and let it choose the new experiences with an eye towards enhancing your own understanding and that of those around you.

Latwii went on to say you will make foolish mistakes, and you will misunderstand situations and attempt to be of service, and find that you are not of service, for you will be too warm-hearted or too cold-hearted, and you will learn, but if you desire to be of service to others, and if you then remove from your mind and follow the way of purity of spirit, of honesty and love, and of desire to know the Creator and to serve the Creator wherever you can, then whatever mistakes you make shall make no difference, so let us move up from the physical plane to the mental, for like your body your mind is a tool that contains elements of your infinite personality and biases which you have gained by experiences prior to this incarnation, so your mind is a tool capable of aiding you greatly. Now Latwii said there will come a balance when experience has informed opinion, and a lesson has been learned, but coming to that balance may be difficult, so you must remain true to the effort to balance yourself until your experience has been met with understanding, and at that point it is time for you to take a new direction, and the more sensitive you are to your inner self, the more able your mind will be in aiding you in discovering the new direction, and then you will have trouble, and you will learn, but it is difficult to learn if you do not have trouble because it is difficult to get the attention of those within the physical unless they have some stimulus because difficulties are the way that this incarnation which you have chosen works in order to give you the lessons that you need, so let your mind analyze the material which you meet to find the balances, and let it choose the new experiences with an eye towards enhancing your own understanding and that of those around you. On July 21, 1985, Latwii spoke of how our difficulties are the way that we advance on our spiritual journey:

If there were no such difficulties, if there were no price for the steps taken upon this journey, the lessons could not be learned, for there would be no weight against which to test and strengthen the spiritual muscle. For those who have gained much of the strength through many of the trials, further testing will require added weight and difficulty, shall we say. Within your illusion, such difficulties are not often seen for the great opportunity for growth which they offer. This is not surprising, my sister, for little within your illusion is seen for what it truly is. Much of sight rests upon the surface of things, and the heart is seldom seen. Yet it is our suggestion to you that within all such difficulties, the opportunities for learning and experiencing the Love of the one Creator are infinite.

The emotions, my friends, we must only give a profound but simple bow to, for they are the purest thing in your density. Attempt, then, not to have mixed emotions but to have each emotion in turn purely and beautifully, little by little, extinguishing the fires that burn out of control in anger and negativity, little by little discovering the beautiful rainbow of colors of emotions that are positive.

Lastly, we come to the wellspring of spiritual growth, and that is, of course, the spiritual self which is your connection to your primary and true personality. Stimulate that connection with regularity, and though you may not hear what the silence speaks, the connection having been made will bear fruit. You may consider your spiritual self as a great protector, for once you align yourself with it, it will shade you, feed you, and supply you with your needs. Again, it was written that the one known as Jesus said, “I have food and drink that you know not of.” Yes, my friends, all of you have nourishment to an infinite degree. The bread of the Kingdom awaits your attention. There is only one catch to all this, my friends, one thing to keep you from falling asleep while we talk philosophy, and that is the uncertain nature of the spiritual path. You must see this path as a great cartoon: there will be many blank squares, and then in one square there will be the Creator, and you will find enlightenment. Shall you be asleep when that edition of the funny papers comes to your house? Yes, my friends, it is an illusion, but the Creator is hidden, and the Creator will pop in on you if you are awaiting the Creator. Therefore, be ready; be ready daily.

Now Latwii said to the emotions we must give a profound but simple bow, for they are the purest thing in your density, so attempt not to have mixed emotions but to have each emotion in turn purely and beautifully extinguishing the fires that burn out of control in anger and by discovering the beautiful rainbow of colors of emotions that are positive. Latwii continued by saying now we come to the wellspring of spiritual growth, and that is the spiritual self which is your connection to your true personality, so stimulate that connection with regularity, and though you may not hear what the silence speaks, the connection having been made will bear fruit, and you may consider your spiritual self as a great protector, for once you align yourself with it, it will supply you with your needs, and again it was written that Jesus said, “I have food and drink that you know not of,” so all of you have nourishment to an infinite degree, and the bread of the Kingdom awaits your attention, but there is only one thing to keep you from falling asleep while we talk philosophy, and that is the uncertain nature of the spiritual path, for you must see this path as a great cartoon: there will be many blank squares, and then in one square there will be the Creator, and you will find enlightenment, so it is an illusion, but the Creator is hidden, and the Creator will pop in on you if you are awaiting the Creator, so be ready daily. In 17.2, Ra spoke about the nature of enlightenment:

We cannot offer shortcuts to enlightenment. Enlightenment is of the moment, is an opening to intelligent infinity. It can only be accomplished by the self, for the self. Another self cannot teach/learn enlightenment, but only teach/learn information, inspiration, or a sharing of love, of mystery, of the unknown that makes the other-self reach out and begin the seeking process that ends in a moment. But who can know when an entity will open the gate to the present?

I will leave this instrument for a brief period so that Laitos [inaudible], who has been with us since the beginning of the meeting, may work with the newer instruments. I am Latwii.

[Pause]

I am Laitos. I am with this instrument, I am very pleased to be with you and greet you in Love and Light. We are aware of the myth of the lions that guard the temple in one of your continents. However, we have been unable to get past the lions at the gates of the temple of the mind of the one known as Jim. We had a very good contact, and wish him to know that he was, indeed, being given the contact to start the channeling for us. The vocal channel does not have an easy time beginning to channel, due to the very lack of experience that he is attempting to overcome. For, because our thoughts and your thoughts feel the same, we have only conditioning to convince the newer channel that he or she is indeed receiving a contact. And this conditioning must be requested. However, we believe that if we attempt again, we will be able to make a good contact with the one known as Jim. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

(Jim channeling)

I am Laitos, and I am with this instrument. It is once again a pleasure and a privilege to be able to share with you our thoughts through this instrument. It is not always the easiest task to remove the lions from the gate of the mind, for those lions have been stationed at this gate, and the gates of many of your people, for eons of time, so to speak. These lions are those thought-forms and images which you manufacture in your daily existence to serve as a form of guide or protection, as it were, against that world which seems to be, at times, ranging from inhospitable to incomprehensible. And lions stationed at the gates of the mind frequently are seen by those who employ them as a buffering or shielding device that will protect you from the world or perhaps explain that world to you in a way which will set your mind at ease.

We would suggest to you, each and every one of your people, to remove these lions from your employ and to let them go their way, for you need them not. They are ornaments which are unnecessary in the architecture of your life. It is, we would suggest, a wiser choice to allow the gate to your mind, and to your being, and to your heart to remain open, that all which you experience in your consciousness may flow freely through this gate.

We would suggest a pause for a moment…

[Pause]

I am Laitos, and I am again with this instrument, and we greet the one known as S to our meditation.

Laitos wanted to speak about the thought forms that we use to shield ourselves from the world around us. They began by saying it is not the easiest task to remove the lions from the gate of the mind, for those lions have been stationed at the gates of many of your people for eons of time, and these lions are thought-forms which you manufacture in your daily existence to serve as a form of protection against that world which seems to be ranging from inhospitable to incomprehensible, so lions stationed at the gates of the mind are seen by those who employ them as a shielding device that will protect you from the world or explain that world to you in a way which will set your mind at ease. Now Latwii said we would suggest to each and every one of your people to remove these lions from your employ and to let them go their way, for you need them not, for they are ornaments which are unnecessary in the architecture of your life, so it is a wiser choice to allow the gate to your mind, your being, and your heart to remain open that all which you experience in your consciousness may flow freely through this gate. On November 6, 1994, Q’uo spoke of the value of allowing our heart to remain open:

Thus, to remain open in the heart, to remain open in the offering, and to continue to give that of love from your heart to the other’s heart without expectation of return is the most that can be done. This is difficult for many who seek to be of service, especially to those that are loved dearly, yet it is that which must be accepted, for the free will of each entity is of paramount importance. For any progress to be made, the steps must be taken by each entity for the self.

To continue in our train of thought, we would suggest that you leave this gate to your mind and to your being and to your heart unguarded, that each experience which comes your way might be fully experienced and might become a part of that lesson of learning Love which, in some way, you have chosen with each experience which you encounter in your daily lives. The lions are not needed, my friends; rather become open in all of your being, in all of your experience, become open that you might become penetrated with the Love of the infinite Creator which surrounds you each and every day of your life, with every experience that you come in contact with.

We are sure that, for many of you, and indeed for most at some time, you will feel a great deal of insecurity, not knowing what is coming as a lesson and a learning in your lives. But we assure you that these feelings of insecurity soon shall fade as you look at every event that occurs in your life as a learning, and you will discover that you have nothing to fear in this universe, that every event, each occurrence, is planned as part of the infinite Creator’s plan, to teach you a newer or better way to find your path inward to the Creator which resides within your being. Again, may we suggest that by removing these guards from your mind, that you will learn each of those lessons which are part of your path and your way to your home, to your source, to the center of all creation.

Now Latwii said we would suggest that you leave this gate to your mind and to your heart unguarded that each experience which comes your way might be fully experienced and might become a part of that lesson of learning Love which you have chosen with each experience which you encounter in your daily lives, so the lions are not needed, and you can become open in all of your being and in all of your experience, so that you might become penetrated with the Love of the infinite Creator which surrounds you every day of your life, with every experience that you come in contact with. Latwii concluded by saying we are sure that for most of you at some time, you will feel an insecurity, not knowing what is coming as a lesson in your lives, but we assure you that these feelings of insecurity shall fade as you look at every event that occurs in your life as a learning, and you will discover that you have nothing to fear in this universe, that every event is planned as part of the infinite Creator’s plan to teach you better ways to find your path inward to the Creator which resides within your being, so may we suggest that by removing these guards from your mind that you will learn each of those lessons which are part of your path and your way to your source, to the center of all creation. On March 13, 2010, Q’uo spoke of what it is like when we return to our source:

And, you are one in your ending, for you are fellow pilgrims walking through experience after experience, gathering the sweetness of every flower, the poignancy of every sadness, the horror of every tragedy, witnessing, amassing, sorting, analyzing, using the experiences that you have, constantly transforming yourself by that which you choose to see, that which you choose to understand, that which you hold and that which you release. Your path, while unique, has an inevitability in its general arc, for you shall, in the fullness of time and space, circle back to your source and be taken up again in that Creator for whom you yearn, for whom you live, and for whom you are gathering these experiences, these impressions, these moments of pure witness, these transformations that change the Creator’s knowledge of Itself.

We would now transfer this contact to the one known as Carla. I am Laitos.

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos. I am now with this instrument, and wish again to express our thanks to the instrument known as Jim, for it is truly a joy to be able to share our thoughts with you and, to us, each mind which is offered to us in Love is a treasure-trove of experiences and memories and thoughts upon which we can impress our concepts, so that each instrument has a unique place and a unique function. We may say various things through various instruments that perhaps one person in the group may need to hear. For this reason, we thank each of you for attempting to speak our words.

At this time, we would transfer to the instrument known as E, if he would relax. I am Laitos.

(Carla channeling)

I am again with this instrument. We have good contact with the one known as E. However, we are meeting some friction and will attempt at this time to make a more comfortable contact that will not be so uncomfortable. I am Laitos.

Carla: Somebody might make contact with the door.

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos. We find that we have difficulty making a good clear contact with the mind of the one known as E, and due to a somewhat fatigued and perhaps less than clear state of mind. Therefore, we send to our brother our Love and thanks for working with us. We would now contact the one known as S, if he will relax, and speak our thoughts as they occur to him without hesitation. I am Laitos.

(S channeling)

I am Laitos. I am with this instrument. If the instrument will relax…

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(S channeling)

It is a pleasure to work with those who [inaudible] to be able to work with ones such as yourselves. We thank the one known as S for letting us work with him at this time, and at this time we will transfer the contact back to the instrument known as Carla. I am Laitos,

(Carla channeling)

I am again with this instrument. May we thank each of you for your patience as we work with these new instruments. We would wish to work with two more, and then we will work with all of you upon the conditioning ray.

First we would like to attempt to make our presence known to the one known as B, if he would relax and mentally request our contact. He may hear a word or a phrase. If he does, and if he wishes to pursue this service, we encourage him to speak up and find what the experience may hold for him. I will now transfer to the one known as B. I am Laitos.

I am again with this instrument. We find that we are slightly overloading the one known as B and therefore we will work with him at his request and at his convenience at any time he may wish to ask for our help so that we may balance our vibrations with his.

At this time, we would attempt to contact the instrument known as C if he also would relax and let our thoughts move into his consciousness and into speech without hindrance. I am Laitos.

We are again with the instrument. I am Laitos. We thank the one known as C and assure him that, as this instrument would say, the first olive is always the hardest to get out of the bottle. This is a stage that you may surely get beyond with constant application.

We would touch with each of the others in this group, some of whom desire to be channels such as this one, some of whom desire only to feel our presence and to deepen their own meditations, for we may act as a sort of carrier wave strengthening your own individual vibration. We touch, therefore, at this time and attempt to make our presence known, if it is wished, to Jim and to C, to M.

[Pause]

And now to the one known as L, our contact and our encouragement.

[Pause]

My friends, it is a great privilege to work with this group, and we leave you with the request that you do ask for us if you have a spare few minutes. Never think that it is too short a time for meditation, for if you can look carefully at one blade of grass, or the beauty of the sky, or your own task as you pursue it well, then you can meditate in that brief period as the clock strikes, as a car goes by, as a bird sings, as you hear the life-giving sound of water. Let all things be signals to meditate upon the beauty of the Creation of the Creator. We are always with you, and you need but ask us.

I am known to you as Laitos and will leave this instrument at this time. Adonai, my friends. Adonai.

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii, and am again with this instrument. We took a flyer at the one known as, Jim but he is not yet ready to answer questions for a large group. We think that he is, but he does not think that he is, but we will work that out in the future, as you would call it. Actually, to us it is a kind of past but that is difficult to go into with this instrument. May we ask at this time if there are any questions? If you have one, please ask it.

Questioner: Yes. First, I want to thank you for answering questions that I already had in my head. But, while Laitos was attempting contact with me, I know that during that thoughts passed through my head [inaudible] but [inaudible]. I just felt a flurry of activity going on in my mind, nothing in particular, just images, almost like Laitos was trying to block it out, [inaudible] block it all of a sudden with a flurry of activity.

Latwii: We realize, my brother, that that is not precisely a question, however, we will make it into one because we know that which you speak of. It is a common occurrence with one who has not yet totally vanquished the old habits of the body. We will state that in such a way that you do not feel that, because you eat spaghetti, you cannot channel. The habit of the body is to be active. Unless the body is asleep, it is most often active, even while watching one of your television shows, the body will be active and will attempt to feed itself or move about or have some sort of pastime. It is very seldom that the mind and the body are without activity; such is your culture. Thus, when you begin to meditate, and especially when you realize that it would be a good idea for you to have a good meditative state in order to be able to achieve a goal which you desire, that of vocal channeling, your mind and your body will conspire against you to reinstate the older habits of activity.

In some cases, those who meditate for a while will become ill, and they may get what is known to you as a headache or stomachache, or they may see, as you do, images of varying kinds. It is a distraction which, if pursued, will eventually subside. Perhaps several months, and this experience will no longer be part of your repertoire, because you will have become used to neither physical nor mental activity. In other words, you will have learned to become passive. This is easy for those trained in Eastern ways but very difficult for those trained in what this instrument would call the Occident. However, you must not be disheartened because you have, shall we say, “Occidentally” been born in the wrong place, but simply persist and this phenomenon will diminish and disappear.

Questioner asked: “Yes. First, I want to thank you for answering questions that I already had in my head. But, while Laitos was attempting contact with me, I know that during that thoughts passed through my head [inaudible] but [inaudible]. I just felt a flurry of activity going on in my mind, nothing in particular, just images, almost like Laitos was trying to block it out, [inaudible] block it all of a sudden with a flurry of activity.” Latwii began by saying that is not precisely a question, but we will make it into one because we know that which you speak of, and it is a common occurrence with one who has not yet totally vanquished the old habits of the body, so we will state that in such a way that you do not feel that habit of the body is to be active, but unless the body is asleep, it is often active, and the body will be active and will attempt to feed itself or move about, so it is seldom that the mind and the body are without activity in your culture, for when you begin to meditate, and when you realize that it would be a good idea for you to have a good meditative state in order to be able to achieve a goal which you desire, that of vocal channeling, your mind and your body will conspire against you to reinstate the older habits of activity. Latwii continued by saying in some cases, those who meditate for a while will become ill, and they may get a headache or stomachache, or they may see, as you do, images of varying kinds, and it is a distraction which, if pursued, will eventually subside after several months, and this experience will no longer be part of your process because you will have become used to neither physical nor mental activity, so you will have learned to become passive, for this is easy for those trained in Eastern ways but difficult for those trained in what Carla would call the Occident, but you must not be disheartened because you have “Occidentally” been born in the wrong place, but persist and this phenomenon will disappear. On July 15, 1982, Latwii described the process of learning to become a vocal channel:

The new instrument will most often find some difficulty in determining when contact has been made for the purpose of the vocal channeling as opposed for the—we correct this instrument—as opposed to the conditioning which is necessary when asked for as a preparation for this vocal channeling. We suggest, therefore, that each new instrument ask for some type of signal from the Confederation entity providing the conditioning vibration that will signify to the new instrument that the vocalizing of the thoughts is now appropriate. This may be a simple intensification of the contact in whatever means it has been experienced, a dropping of the jaw, a rushing of the pulse of the heart, an increase in the sensations of the forehead. Whatever is a new instrument’s unique configuration, then let this be that signal for the beginning of the contact in its vocalized form.

Do not be discouraged, my sister, if this technique also takes time to learn. The new instrument that is full to the brim with the desire to be of service in this manner has opened itself to such a degree that the sensitivity is quite finely tuned, and therefore the next step becomes necessary, that is, the discrimination of the sensations which are experienced. With practice, you shall become most adept at this as well.

Is there another question?

Questioner: Yes, I have another one. It’s concerning the relationship of the body with the mind. It seems, or I find it [inaudible] taking an inordinate amount of sweets, and sugar is present in large amounts in my body, that my thought processes tend towards a more depressed kind of state, that I feel I wind up [inaudible] more prey to the ego games that we play in our lives, and more of a feeling of selfishness, and less of giving. Is there a relationship to the state of the body to the mind that such things occur?

Latwii: My brother, that is indeed correct. As we said before, there are various degrees of perfection in the combustibility of nutrients that enter the furnace that is your physical vehicle. Those things which are of the sugar family are very unfortunate in their tendencies towards causing the person to become more within his or her own personality structure. It is, as this instrument would say, a downer. It is intended to give energy, however it does not, it removes energy from the electrical field of the body. You see, there is a concept of inwardness and outwardness, and that which you know as sugar in many of its forms is an inward-looking combustible. Therefore, when ingested it will produce more consciousness of the self and therefore more tendency towards pettiness and, as you said, game-playing.

On the other hand, there is an even greater difficulty; that is that as the body craves balance, and as all things crave balance, so a very inward food will request that the body ingest a very outward food, that which causes the body to gain the energy which it has lost, and therefore this will encourage the body to eat an equally large amount of what you would call red meat. This is an imperfectly burned substance, and should be used in your furnace with some caution, for the byproducts are often difficult to deal with when taken in excess, and you need to have some of your filters replaced after a long period of using these substances. Thus, there is indeed a great deal of connection between mind and body for the simple reason that your mind dwells within the confines of the physical body while it is awake, unless of course you are fasting for a long period, in which case it might not stay with the body at all. That, incidentally, is one of the purposes of fasting. Contrary to some modern beliefs, it is not a method of losing excess avoirdupois but rather a means of transcending the physical illusion and ascending to a more fine and well-tuned illusion. Thus, the teacher known as Jesus fasted, as did many others in your holy works and others throughout the world.

Questioner asked: “Yes, I have another one. It’s concerning the relationship of the body with the mind. It seems, or I find it [inaudible] taking an inordinate amount of sweets, and sugar is present in large amounts in my body, that my thought processes tend towards a more depressed kind of state, that I feel I wind up [inaudible] more prey to the ego games that we play in our lives, and more of a feeling of selfishness, and less of giving. Is there a relationship to the state of the body to the mind that such things occur?” Latwii began by saying that is correct, for there are various degrees of perfection in the combustibility of nutrients that enter the furnace that is your physical body, and those things which are of the sugar family are unfortunate in their tendencies towards causing the person to become more within his or her own personality structure, so it is, as Carla would say, a downer since it is intended to give energy, but it does not, for it removes energy from the electrical field of the body, so there is a concept of inwardness and outwardness, and that which you know as sugar in many of its forms is an inward-looking combustible, and when ingested it will produce more consciousness of the self and more tendency towards pettiness and game-playing. Latwii continued by saying there is an even greater difficulty, for as the body craves balance an inward food will request that the body ingest an outward food which causes the body to gain the energy which it has lost, and this will encourage the body to eat an equally large amount of red meat which is an imperfectly burned substance, and should be used in your body with caution, for the byproducts are often difficult to deal with when taken in excess, and you need to have some of your filters replaced after a long period of using these substances, so there is a great deal of connection between mind and body for the reason that your mind dwells within the physical body while it is awake, unless of course you are fasting for a long period, in which case it might not stay with the body at all, and that is one of the purposes of fasting, but contrary to modern beliefs, it is not a method of losing excess weight but is a means of transcending the physical illusion and ascending to a more well-tuned illusion, so Jesus fasted, as did many others in your holy works and others throughout the world. On January 15, 2006, Q’uo spoke of the difficulties Carla had when she ate sugars:

This instrument, for instance, was at one time extremely fond of chocolate and sweets in general and, indeed, had eaten so many sweets for so much of her life that her entire body chemistry was oriented to using sugar for carbohydrates. She was not doing her body any favors by eating in this manner. And at one point in her life, she discovered herself putting into effect many changes in diet.

She missed her sweets up until one day when she noticed that she was not craving them any more. She was not looking at the menu in restaurants to see what desserts that they had first. She was actually looking at the food, the entrees, the salads: items which never appealed to her in her younger years when there were so many difficulties with eating because her body failed to accept many foods.

Had she taken thought to give up sweets, she would have found herself in a terrible struggle. Instead, she allowed the natural force of her body’s reaction to the changes that she was making comfortably to carry her over some completely unseen precipice and into an entirely new area of her experience where she simply did not crave sweets.

May we answer your question further, my brother?

Questioner: Ah, yes. I have done some [inaudible] fasting, and it does… I have achieved, a better state of being but in regards to—if the diet is changed in such a way that foods are taken in in a balanced amount… this question is on my mind because my wife received a book which stresses either eating habits as a way of preventing disease, curing ailments, and achieving a better balance within the body, therefore achieving a better state of mind. That is the premise behind the book. Would a diet that is fully balanced help you achieve a state similar to that achieved by fasting and taking the impurities out of the body that way?

I am Latwii. My brother, the effect of fasting is a loosening of the cord that ties the consciousness to the body. Thus, no matter how balanced the diet, the cord would remain tight as long as you are eating. The followers of ecstasy, such as Sufis and saints, have often used fasting as a means of loosening their consciousness from their body, that they may see visions and seek the Creator within. This, however, has little to do with a balanced diet. It is healthy, for the body’s sake, shall we say, speaking only on the physical plane, to fast if one finds oneself having bad reactions to seemingly something one has eaten. Then one may perhaps isolate the difficulty and remove it from one’s diet. As to a balanced diet, you must understand, my brother, that this is what we were cautioning you against, those who believe in one way for all people. If you will close your eyes and truly picture that you feel will make you healthy, then continue, and eat that which you see, your body will inform you of that which it needs. There are foods, certainly, which are unhealthy to all people, but there are many, many foods to choose from, and in some cases foods, which may be harmful to one, would be greatly helpful to another.

Thus, you cannot learn your diet from a book, but from experiencing your feelings as you eat and as you live. Attempt, indeed, the advice given in a book, take what seems to work for you, and then go onward. We ask only that you do not become bogged down in the deep details of this and that, and the other thing, for you will find that for every this, that, and the other thing in one way of thinking, there will be a diametrically opposed this, that, and yet another thing in another book that sounds equally plausible. Therefore, if you truly attempt to remain healthy on the physical plane by reading books, you will find that you might as well have eaten the paper. We do not usually become involved in discussions of this sort because it is indeed physical plane activity and we do not achieve an enormous amount of joy therefrom. However, we realize that it was upon your mind at this time. Is there another question?

Questioner asked: “Ah, yes. I have done some [inaudible] fasting, and it does… I have achieved, a better state of being but in regards to—if the diet is changed in such a way that foods are taken in in a balanced amount… this question is on my mind because my wife received a book which stresses either eating habits as a way of preventing disease, curing ailments, and achieving a better balance within the body, therefore achieving a better state of mind. That is the premise behind the book. Would a diet that is fully balanced help you achieve a state similar to that achieved by fasting and taking the impurities out of the body that way?” Latwii said the effect of fasting is a loosening of the cord that ties the consciousness to the body, so no matter how balanced the diet, the cord would remain tight as long as you are eating, and the followers of ecstasy, such as Sufis and saints, have used fasting as a means of loosening their consciousness from their body, that they may see visions and seek the Creator within, but this has little to do with a balanced diet, so it is healthy, for the body to fast if one has bad reactions to something one has eaten, and then one may remove it from one’s diet, so for a balanced diet you must understand that this is what we were cautioning you against those who believe in one way for all people, for if you will close your eyes and picture what you feel will make you healthy, then eat that which you see,  and your body will inform you of that which it needs because there are foods which are unhealthy to all people, but there are many foods to choose from, and in some cases foods, which may be harmful to one, would be helpful to another. Latwii went on to say you cannot learn your diet from a book, but from experiencing your feelings as you eat and as you live, so take what seems to work for you, and then go onward, and we ask that you do not become bogged down in the details of living, for you will find that for every detail in one way of thinking, there will be a an opposite detail, and another thing in another book that sounds equally possible, for if you attempt to remain healthy on the physical plane by reading books, you will find that you might as well have eaten the paper, but we do not usually become involved in discussions of this sort because it is third density activity, and we do not achieve much joy from them, yet we realize that it was upon your mind at this time. In 40.14, Ra spoke of the value of fasting:

In addition, though this has not been mentioned, for this instrument is not in need of purification, those entities in need of purging the self of a poison thought-form or emotion complex do well to take care in following a program of careful fasting until the destructive thought-form has been purged analogously with the by-products of ridding the physical vehicle of excess material. Again, you see the value not to the body complex, but used as a link for the mind and spirit. Thus, self reveals self to self.

Is there another question?

S: I have a question. This week I saw something very unusual. I saw a number in a very unusual way, an unnatural way. Is there some significance that I should be looking for connected to this number?

Carla: I’m just getting a “no,” S.

Latwii: This instrument is receiving correctly—no. Is there another question?

Questioner: Could I ask a little bit further on my “no”? It was so perfect, I don’t think it could ever occur that way naturally. Could I have influenced it mentally myself? Can you offer a suggestion?

Latwii: Yes, my brother, we can offer a suggestion: we suggest that you laugh for one half of an hour, and at the end of that time, you will be much closer to understanding the significance of all subjective proof.

Is there another question?

Questioner: I have a question. After learning of the cataclysmic events that will, in all likelihood, occur on this planet in the future, my mind just turned to finding ways of surviving that war; another way might be expressed as myself and my friends to circumvent the events. I’m confused as to what my responsibilities are to my body, whether I should put energy into trying to ensure its survival. On one hand I feel I should, and on the other hand I feel that I’m wasting energy, concerning myself with something that is merely physical. Could you give me some help with this?

I am Latwii. Yes, my brother, I believe that we can give you some slight help. You understand that you are dealing with the physical vehicle that is a complete illusion. In the normal course of events, you would concern yourself with a retirement, you would concern yourself with the physical accouterments of comfort for yourself and for those whom you love. These events are far in the future, retirement, comfort without a working income, but indeed these would fill your mind, and this is normal for your people, for unlike some societies your children will not be expected to take you in. Therefore, you must concern yourselves with these things. You would not need to concern yourselves with these things if you decided not to. You may perhaps feel that it is irresponsible not to attempt to adjust your future for the comfort of your beloved family, but you must look at the future and realize that it is the future that simply may turn out differently than your retirement. You may need, instead, to retire early and go to farming so that you may eat. There is nothing particularly foolish about deciding that you would like to survive the discomforts of dying in this city. In some aspects of your future, this would indeed be possible.

You may, on the other hand, adopt a purer ideal which those whom you love may not understand at all, and that is to say, “I will trust to the Creator that all things will be provided which I need, and I will do whatever work the Creator has for me to do.” Surprisingly enough, you may find that whichever route you take, you may end up on a farm, growing food so that you may eat. Therefore, we suggest that, just as in your decisions about a long faraway retirement, you do precisely what you wish, because it is the future, and you are trapped in the present, and when the present moves in its little boat down the stream of time in your dimension to that point in the future, you will then know what has happened. We are sorry that we cannot tell you that it is either smart or stupid to provide for the future, given the cataclysms. However, it is totally a matter of your free choice. There is no shame in attempting to survive in the physical body in which you now experience this incarnation. The cataclysms which will come prior to the polar shift—that is some time off—there will be much to do before then. There is also no shame in leaving oneself completely open to the opportunities at hand wherever you may be. Some people are moved to plan and do in advance those things for their families which may give them the best chance of survival. Others are moved to blow with the winds, flow with the tides, and only be a lingering breath on the surface of the land. You will know as you listen to these words which type you are. We cannot tell you, but we assure you that there is goodness and righteousness in either path, and no shame to the secure or the wanderer.

Questioner asked: “I have a question. After learning of the cataclysmic events that will, in all likelihood, occur on this planet in the future, my mind just turned to finding ways of surviving that war; another way might be expressed as myself and my friends to circumvent the events. I’m confused as to what my responsibilities are to my body, whether I should put energy into trying to ensure its survival. On one hand I feel I should, and on the other hand I feel that I’m wasting energy, concerning myself with something that is merely physical. Could you give me some help with this?” Latwii began by saying you are dealing with the physical vehicle that is an illusion, and normally you would concern yourself with retirement, with the physical nature of comfort for yourself and for those whom you love, so these events are far in the future, but these would fill your mind, and this is normal for your people, for unlike some societies your children will not be expected to take you in, so you must concern yourselves with these things because you must look at the future and realize that it is the future that may turn out differently than your retirement, so you may need to retire early and go to farming so that you may eat, and there is nothing foolish about deciding that you would like to survive the discomforts of dying in this city which could be possible. Then Latwii said you may adopt a purer ideal which those whom you love may not, and that is to say, “I will trust to the Creator that all things will be provided which I need, and I will do whatever work the Creator has for me to do,” and you may find that whichever route you take, you may end up on a farm, growing food so that you may eat, so we suggest that you do what you wish because it is the future, and you are trapped in the present, and when the present moves in its boat down the stream of time in your dimension to that point in the future, you will know what has happened, but we are sorry that we cannot tell you that it is either smart or stupid to provide for the future, given the cataclysms since it is a matter of your free choice, and there is no shame in attempting to survive in the body in which you experience this incarnation, so in the cataclysms which will come prior to the polar shift there will be much to do before then, but there is no shame in leaving yourself open to the opportunities at hand, for some people are moved to plan and do in advance those things for their families which may give them the best chance of survival, and others are moved to blow with the winds and be a lingering breath on the surface of the land, and you will know as you listen to these words which type you are, so there is goodness in either path, and no shame to the wanderer. On March 6, 2005, Q’uo said that the predicated polar shift had been averted:

However, enough positive energy has begun to be gathered in the hearts of the planetary population of humankind upon planet Earth that the very likely polar shift that was expected before the end of your twentieth century was averted. What is occurring now on your planet as it goes through the labor of planet Earth into fourth density is that delicate task of releasing the negative energy collected by this planet in ways that do not destroy the planet. And so, as we have said before, you can see the tsunamis, the earthquakes, the catastrophes that are terrible but not Earth-shattering, and we mean that literally. Love has transformed your possibilities and now you gaze at the genuine possibility of bringing the planetary sphere together in a web of true Love.

May we ask if this answers your question adequately?

Questioner: It has both answered my question and given me great comfort. I thank you.

Latwii: I thank you, my brother. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: I have a question about something that was mentioned earlier. It seems that on our plane we learn from suffering and pain. I’m wondering if there might also be some other methods of learning that would not involve suffering, or if suffering is the quickest way of learning in our density?

I am Latwii. Each individual, my brother, is in a completely different universe. In many of those universes, suffering is the quickest way to learn. In some few universes, happiness, joy, delight, and the total sharing of experience are the quickest ways to learn. It simply depends upon the vibration of the individual, and what lessons he has chosen for himself. There is no premium upon suffering. It is simply a very efficient tool for learning the lessons of patience and cheerfulness. When you can be patient, when you can be cheerful in the face of adversity, then you have become a potentially loving person. If you have come into the world with patience and with happiness, then whatever suffering you may have may not be for your learning at all, but only, shall we say, to hold you down, to keep you fixed upon your goal.

So, if you find yourself cheerful and do not feel the need of suffering, and yet you find that you have some degree of emotional, mental, spiritual or physical pain, you might examine it in order to learn what limitations this would indicate, and willingly accept it. Then you can go back to being joyful, delighted and ecstatic as a means of learning. You see, you have the complete range of methods of learning. It is absolutely not necessary to suffer in order to learn. It is simply that the trauma introduced by these methods is often very effective in causing individuals to stop and ask themselves “why.” That question is the beginning. The desire to know why is the beginning of all that you can learn about the Creator and Its Love in this dimension.

Questioner asked: “I have a question about something that was mentioned earlier. It seems that on our plane we learn from suffering and pain. I’m wondering if there might also be some other methods of learning that would not involve suffering, or if suffering is the quickest way of learning in our density?” Then Latwii went on to say each individual is in a different universe, and in many of these universes suffering is the quickest way to learn, but in some universes happiness and the sharing of experience are the quickest ways to learn, for it depends upon the vibration of the individual and what lessons they have chosen, and there is no premium upon suffering since it is an efficient tool for learning the lessons of patience and cheerfulness, so when you can be patient and cheerful in the face of adversity, then you have become a loving person, for if you have come into the world with patience and happiness, then whatever suffering you may have may not be for your learning but to hold you down and keep you fixed upon your goal. Now Latwii said if you find yourself cheerful and do not feel the need of suffering, and yet you find that you have some degree of emotional, mental, spiritual or physical pain, you might examine it in order to learn what limitations this would indicate, and willingly accept it, and then you can go back to being joyful as a means of learning, for you have the complete range of methods of learning, so it is not necessary to suffer in order to learn, but it is that the trauma introduced by these methods is effective in causing individuals to stop and ask themselves “why,” and that question is the beginning of all that you can learn about the Creator and Its Love in this dimension. On July 18, 1982, Latwii said that suffering has been pre-incarnatively planned by us:

Each entity before the incarnation draws up the general guidelines, shall we say, of the upcoming incarnation. These plans may call for the entity to bear a great deal of that known as unhappiness or suffering in order that the entity might find the Love of the Creator within that suffering, for the Creator’s Love is not absent from any moment or situation. It may not be specifically planned that the suffering shall result from that which you know as warfare. It may be that such suffering can be beneficially experienced as a disease of the body, a disease of the mind, a condition of strained relationships with those near and close to the entity’s heart. It may be that such suffering can be achieved by an entity who feels great empathy for a world in pain. That such suffering is programmed before the incarnation is quite correct. How it shall be encountered is often not specifically delineated.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: No, that was very good, I have food for thought now.

 Thank you.

Latwii: We are glad to provide you with a late snack. We are sorry that we could not give you a more substantial meal.

Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: I have one other question on another area. I would like to know if such a thing as twin souls do exist and what they might be. I understand the concept of soulmates, which suggests people who have been together as mates before, but I understand also that twin souls are something else yet again. Could you shed any light on this concept?

Latwii: Yes, my brother. It is a simple concept and part of the Creator’s plan as we know it. The twin soul is part of the oversoul of that individual personality. Thus, two souls have incarnated working with one basic unit of awareness. Soulmates, upon the other hand, are those who as whole individuals have chosen to work together in order to achieve mastery of third-dimension planes of existence.

[Tape ends.]

This morning I went outside and used my trimmer to trim the rest of the back yard. Then I moved the sprinkler to three different positions in the back yard.

This afternoon I got a call from Bachman Subaru telling me that Stanley had five different problems that were going to take a few weeks to correct. So, I called their shuttle service that took me over to Bachman’s Subaru where they had a 2025 Subaru Outback that I could use until Stanley was repaired. Then I drove the new Subaru Outback over to visit Connie in the care home in southern Indiana. I showed her some pictures on my iPhone of flowers, fish in my fishpond, deer, skunks, and Azalea Bushes. Then I gave her a banana to eat and let her know that I also had some Banana Bread, Protein Bars, and Choc- Zero candy that I would have the nurse put in the refrigerator across from the Nurse’s Station at the end of the hall. Then we talked for a while about how we were doing these days, and I let her know that we have a new place, called Terrapin Hill, for our Homecoming Gatherings because it could accommodate more seekers of truth than Carla’s and my home could. We finished our visit with a meditation.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

September 3

The Gift Of Peace

I am the most sacred Spirit of the consciousness of Jesus the Christ, and I join you in the consciousness of divine Love.

This instrument has prayed, “Lord, make me an instrument of Thy peace.” The early morning brings a sunrise; the noonday, great light; the evening, the myriad colored rainbows of sunset, and at midnight, a carpet of stars is sprinkled upon the great ground of the sky. In all of these conditions there is peace.

In all conditions of the life that you experience now there is peace. Seek first, in the sunrises, the noons, the sunsets and the midnights of your heart, to feel the sweetly wrapped gift of peace given silently.

This present dwells within each of you. The varieties of life, light and experience merely embrace the various environments, the diverse parties with which you may share such a precious gift through smiles and laughter and gentle silences with those who greet you.

We leave you in peace, both now and evermore. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

2025-10-02

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Hatonn channeling for today comes from July 27, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. We were attempting to contact the one known as E, and feel that we made good contact, and are happy that we are continuing to progress in giving him confidence at this time. It is my great blessing to share with you in the stream of your life at this time. We have been too long away from you, my friends, not in thought, but in our work, and it is truly a great blessing to us to return to you.

There are several thoughts we would like to share with you this evening, as there have been some things upon people’s minds that they may wish to think about. We will attempt to work with a few of them. We know that you are all familiar with a prayer that many of you have learned as children which is called “The Lord’s Prayer,” and we wonder if you might not reconsider this prayer with the understanding that we may have to offer, for it is truly a central and worthwhile teaching of one of your great teachers, but it has been much misunderstood by your peoples, for it has led them to believe that there is an entity outside of themselves, bearing no resemblance or connection to themselves, to whom they pray and beseech assistance. My friends, to the best of our understanding, this is not so.

This prayer begins, “Our Father, which art in heaven.” That is to say “Love, which is in light.”

“Hallowed be Thy name.” This is to say “Holy be the name of Creation”—the word that means “all that there is.”

“Thy Kingdom come”—the Kingdom of Love, “Thy will be done”—the will of Love, “on Earth as it is in Heaven”—as it is in Heaven, the kingdom of Love.“

“Give us this day our daily bread.” You must ask this, my friends, as a symbol for all of the needs and supplies of the illusion, for in the physical body you have many needs which must be fulfilled—food and drink and shelter. But Love is the source of all supply, and it is infinite.

“Forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us.” May Love prevail, both in the giving of forgiveness and the gracious acceptance of the forgiveness of others for the wrongs which you have done. This, my friends, is perhaps the hardest of the phrases to live. For some it is difficult to forgive, but for most it is easier to forgive than be forgiven, for you do not wish to understand this Love, and to understand that you are in need of Love, that you have not, without Love, become the perfect being that you can be and that you are in reality. You are so caught up in the illusion, my friends, that you forget how foolish it is, and how foolish each entity is as they react within that illusion. But we ask you to forgive and, more than this, we ask you to accept your own failings, and to accept the forgiveness of yourself and others when you have failed to manifest perfection.

“Lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.” You are aware, my friends, that you yourself planned the lessons that you would learn in this lifetime. Each of those lessons requires a testing, and each testing will be difficult. As you pray to Love, it is not that you ask to avoid the lessons, but that you ask the grace of Love, the spirit of that which is Light, to enter into you and to lead you into a wiser, higher self, that protects you from misunderstanding the test, and from misperceiving the testing.

“For Thine is the Kingdom, and the Power, and the Glory forever.” And whose is “Thine,” my friends? To whom do we think of? The Kingdom is part of ourselves. That which you know as Christ-consciousness is a spark that dwells within each of us. To center yourself upon the Christ within is to then be perfectly poised for action in any direction, in any way that may be needed. It is to have your burden lifted, that you may be light of heart, and merry, and full of love for mankind.

Hatonn wanted to share their view of the Lord’s prayer, and they began by saying there are several thoughts we would like to share with you this evening, as there have been some things upon people’s minds that they may wish to think about, and we will attempt to work with a few of them, so we know that you are familiar with a prayer that many of you have learned as children which is called “The Lord’s Prayer,” and we wonder if you might reconsider this prayer with the understanding that we may have to offer, for it is a central teaching of one of your great teachers, but it has been much misunderstood by your people, for it has led them to believe that there is an entity outside of themselves, bearing no resemblance or connection to themselves, to whom they pray and beseech assistance, and to the best of our understanding, this is not so. Hatonn continued by saying this prayer begins, “Our Father, which art in heaven,” and that is to say “Love, which is in light.”

“Hallowed be Thy name,” this is to say “Holy be the name of Creation”—the word that means “all that there is.”

“Thy Kingdom come”—the Kingdom of Love, and “Thy will be done”—the will of Love, “on Earth as it is in Heaven”—as it is in Heaven, the kingdom of Love.“

“Give us this day our daily bread,” and you must ask this as a symbol for all of the needs of the illusion, for in the physical body you have many needs which must be fulfilled—food and drink and shelter, but Love is the source of all supply, and it is infinite.

“Forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us,” so may Love prevail, both in the giving of forgiveness and the acceptance of the forgiveness of others for the wrongs which you have done, so this is the hardest of the phrases to live, for some it is difficult to forgive, but for most it is easier to forgive than be forgiven, for you do not wish to understand this Love, and to understand that you are in need of Love, that you have not, without Love, become the perfect being that you can be, and that you are in reality because you are caught up in the illusion that you forget how foolish it is, and how foolish each entity is as they react within that illusion, but we ask you to forgive, and we ask you to accept your own failings, and to accept the forgiveness of yourself and others when you have failed to manifest perfection.

“Lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil,” so you are aware that you planned the lessons that you would learn in this lifetime, and each of those lessons requires a testing that will be difficult, so as you pray to Love, it is not that you ask to avoid the lessons, but that you ask the grace of Love, the Spirit of that which is Light, to enter into you and to lead you into a wiser, higher self, that protects you from misperceiving the testing.

“For Thine is the Kingdom, and the Power, and the Glory forever,” and whose is “Thine,” and to whom do we think of? For the Kingdom is part of ourselves, and that which you know as Christ consciousness is a spark that dwells within each of us, so to center yourself upon the Christ within is to then be perfectly poised for action in any direction, in any way that may be needed, for it is to have your burden lifted that you may be light of heart and full of love for mankind. On November 16, 1986, Q’uo described the nature of Christ consciousness:

I am Q’uo, and this term, unconditional Love, is a phrase, shall we say, which has been developed within your culture or a portion of it which describes a facet of the Love which is the Christ consciousness, shall we say. If one is able to love without condition all entities and experiences which come before the notice, one is expressing the kind of acceptance upon the deepest of inner levels that is a—we search this instrument’s mind for the proper term—hallmark of the Love of the Creator which animates all creation, for the ability to love without condition or desire of return is the beginning of the Creator within the self to recognize itself within all other portions of the creation. For an entity of the third density to experience this kind of expression of Love requires that the entity move in harmony with those choices which it has made prior to the incarnation that were made with the wider point of view easily accessible to the entity.

This is another means of stating that each within the third density illusion has programmed for the self a program of study which when completed to a sufficient level will allow that entity to experience this condition of Love that has no boundaries and seeks no return. Thus, to work with those experiences which one finds in the daily round of experience and to attempt to find Love in each moment is the means by which such Love may be found. Each has the program most appropriate for the self, and, as that Love is found, one need not worry as to how it might be expressed, for it shall find its own level and means of expression that will be as natural and appropriate for the entity as is drawing one breath after another.

We ask you in your meditations and your actions, my friends, to find this Love, and to see this Love, not only in your friends, but in the homeless, and those who have no friends, and those who are troubled. They need Christ’s Love, and you can offer yourself. You need not say or do anything to be radiant with the Love of Christ-consciousness as you may wish to call it, for if you are centered in service and in Love, all those who need you will be drawn to you, and all that they need from you will be given.

I would transfer this contact to the instrument known as Jim.

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you once again in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. We have been talking about those things that have been on the minds of many of you over the past few days and weeks, and we would continue in this vein and speak of another of what may be termed your concerns in these ever-changing days that each of your people is experiencing now in your world. It is said that we must know who we are in reality in order to become one with all that is, with each of our fellow creatures in the universe. We say to you that your identity is of utmost importance to you at this time, your true identity that resides in every cell of your being and every part of the universe. This identity is one which you have carried with you throughout eons of what you call time, and it is an identity that you shall continue to carry with you and that you shall continue to realize more and more fully as you evolve in your conscious awareness. It is an identity that is ever-expanding Love. It is at its core, Love, which manifests in as many ways as can be imagined.

Each of you, as you perceive the world around you, as you perceive the means of the interaction that you share with your brothers and sisters, each of you has within your being that central source of Love. And each of you perceives this in your own unique way. We would ask that you search more and more diligently and finely, for that identity of Love within yourself. We would ask you to look carefully and intently as to how that central source of love resides within your being, and more, how that central source of Love is manifested in your daily interaction with your brothers and sisters, with all creatures, and all creations of your reality, for we say to you that this central source of Love which is within your being is also within the being of each of your brothers and sisters, in fact, is within the being of each particle of creation upon your plane.

Hatonn wanted to discuss the changes in the world and how we could deal with them. They began by saying we have been talking about those things that have been on the minds of many of you over the past weeks, and we would speak of another of your concerns in these ever-changing days that each of your people is experiencing now in your world, for it is said that we must know who we are in reality in order to become one with all that is, with each of our fellow creatures in the universe, so we say that your identity is important to you at this time, your true identity that resides in every cell of your being and every part of the universe, and this identity is one which you have carried with you throughout eons of time, and it is an identity that you shall continue to carry with you and that you shall continue to realize more fully as you evolve in your conscious awareness, for it is an identity that is ever-expanding Love which manifests in as many ways as can be imagined. Hatonn went on to say each of you, as you perceive the world around you, as you perceive the means of the interaction that you share with your brothers and sisters has within your being that central source of Love, and each of you perceives this in your unique way, and we would ask that you search more diligently for that identity of Love within yourself, so we would ask you to look carefully as to how that central source of Love resides within your being, and how It is manifested in your daily interaction with your brothers and sisters, with all creatures, and all creations of your reality, for we say to you that this central source of Love which is within your being is also within the being of each of your brothers and sisters and is within the being of each particle of creation upon your plane. On May 25, 2003, Q’uo spoke of the central Source of Love that is within us and all of the creation:

Each entity has the subconscious or unconscious motivation during which the upward spiraling line of Light begins to manifest more through the seeker’s journey. When the seeker has become enough aware of this type of energy moving through its being then there is made a room, or a place for it by the seeker, so that there may be a more, shall we say, conscious application of the energies of awareness. Thus, there is the completion of one portion of the journey; that is, the subconscious movement in rhythm with all creation, that becomes the conscious creation of the mind of the seeker that seeks to know the Source of Love within the self, and within all creation, upon a more continual basis.

When you fully realize this simple fact, that all about you is the creation of the Creator, then you have the understanding and the realization to carry forth that manifestation of that Love on a conscious level in each of your interactions with all whom you meet in your daily life. It is this carrying into action of the realization of Love at the core of your life, at the core of your identity, that is the key to your growth individually and as a person in your reality. Each of you now seeks in your own way to know more fully that identity that is yours and how you uniquely manifest that which is love. We seek to aid you in your efforts in every way possible. We suggest that at any time you might wish our assistance in your meditations, in your realization of your identity, that you simply call upon our aid, and we will be with you to give our aid in whatever way is possible. Seek to know more and more fully that central source of your self which is Love. Seek and ye shall find. Ye shall find that it is an ever-expanding joy, an ever-expanding mystery.

Now Hatonn said when you realize this fact, that all about you is the creation of the Creator, then you have the understanding to carry forth that manifestation of Love on a conscious level in each of your interactions with all whom you meet in your daily life, and it is this carrying into action of the realization of Love, at the core of your identity, that is the key to your growth as a person in your reality, for each of you seeks in your own way to know more fully that identity that is yours and how you uniquely manifest that which is love, so we seek to aid you in your efforts in every way possible, and we suggest that at any time you wish our assistance in your meditations, in your realization of your identity, that you call upon our aid, and we will be with you to give our aid in whatever way is possible, so seek to know more fully that Central Source of your self which is Love; seek and ye shall find that it is an ever-expanding joy, an ever-expanding mystery. On May 20, 2017, Q’uo spoke of the value of our realization of Love within us:

The third-density illusion in which you find yourselves moving now is the only place within the universe in which there is a forgetting that all is one, that all is created by the power of Love forming Light. This illusion gives you the opportunity to re-find and rediscover these basic truths of all of the creation, for if it were immediately obvious to you that all is one, that Love is the great power of the universe, that all is made of Light, what value would it be in your total beingness to have discovered that which is obvious? However, there is great value in your total beingness when you can find that Love, that Light, and that unity, in every situation about you.

Now, there are also ways in which you may enhance this realization of Love and Light and unity about you. In your meditations, whether at the beginning, the middle, or the end of the day, you may look upon the experience, and see what about it might have momentarily knocked you off your center of Love. Was there some misperception upon your part that caused you for a short while to be unable to perceive the Love that stood before you, the other self that stood before you, the Creator that stood before you? For each of you has a lesson, or a variety of lessons that is, you might call, the key of your incarnation—a certain way of perceiving the catalyst, or the experiences, that come to you, so that there might be a momentarily baffling of your ability to perceive the truth of Love, of unity, and of Light.

We would now transfer this contact to the one known as Carla. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am again with this instrument. We will pause at this time that I and Laitos may pass among you to aid you in your conditioning. If you will mentally request our presence we will be with each of you. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. I am Hatonn, and I greet you again in Love and Light. Before I leave this instrument, I would attempt to exercise a few of those who are here. I would attempt to speak a few sentences through the one known as C. I would transfer to him at this time if he will relax. I am Hatonn.

I am again with this instrument. We would now attempt to condition the one known as E and speak a few sentences through him if he would relax and refrain from analysis. I am Hatonn.

(E channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you in Love and Light of the infinite Creator. It is a pleasure to use this instrument to share our thoughts with you. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am again with this instrument. It is a pleasure to have made vocal contact with the one known as E. And we thank him for his service. I would at this time attempt to condition and speak a few words through the one known as L [inaudible] if he would relax and refrain from analysis and speak the thoughts which come into his head. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. We are finding the one known as S to be a very sensitive instrument. Therefore, we must make adjustments in our vibratory contact to be more comfortable to the one known as S. We will do so at this time. We will again transfer to the one known as S. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. I am Hatonn. And I thank each of you for allowing us to work with you. It is a great privilege for us to do so. We would leave this time commending you always to the Love and Light of the One who is all Creation. Look into your own eyes and you will see the One, for in all of us the One dwells, the Father of Love, the Mother of Light. I leave you in all that there is, for indeed you have nowhere else to be. We are with you there. Adonai, my friends. I am known to you as Hatonn.

I am Latwii, and I greet this assemblage with great happiness in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. It is my privilege to be asked by the brothers and sisters of Hatonn to be with you in case you would like to ask any questions at this time. Please speak forth if you have a question.

Questioner: I would like to know if there is any way that you can aid in the physical diagnosis [inaudible]?

Latwii: We of the Confederation, my sister, cannot work with the specific diagnosis of ailments having to do with the physical vehicle, although we are able to lend our healing Light to those who are troubled in healing spirit, though we have planetary consciousnesses as the one known as Nona who sometimes do work with those who have need of spiritual healing. However, because of the necessity for complete free will in your illusion, we cannot ask the patterns to be changed. You yourself are responsible for your own physical vehicle, as is this instrument and as are each of you. Thus, each of you is ultimately responsible for healing yourselves if that is to be done.

There are consciousnesses within your planetary vibration which can be requested by what you would call angelic means, and these levels of consciousness may help in diagnosis. They have the right to do that because they are part of your planetary consciousness and therefore may deal with the various components of planetary consciousness as it is found in your illusion. Thus, we suggest in your meditations that you ask for that level of help which aided those healers such as the man you know as Edgar Cayce. This level will be of much more help to you than that aid which we can give which heals the spirit and gives the spirit the task of rallying and beginning to work on the pattern which has developed from its electrical body.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: No.

Latwii: Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: Along those lines, I have a friend who is a psychologist and she feels that she sees some of her clients while she sleeps and feels that they might be traveling to her astrally. I’m wondering if it is possible or even natural for those in our healing professions to heal some of their clients while they sleep as well?

Latwii: I am aware of your question. There is a subtle difference between what is occurring and what you have said which we will attempt to give to this instrument. The healing process is, as we have said, caused totally by the patient, with the healer acting as a spiritual friend who, in dialogue, stimulates the patient in the art of realization of the self and thus the patient begins to mend. During the waking context much occurs on many levels. There is much disappointment due to the fact that each patient expects the healer to be wiser or better than the patient. This is not so, for we are all children along the same path.

These disappointments, when understood correctly, can break through great blocks which have blocked the growth of the individual spiritually, mentally, or physically. When the patient begins to understand the vulnerability of the healer, begins to feel the friendship of two pilgrims on the path, the patient can then begin to forgive others for disappointments in the past and begin the self-healing process that starts with the soul and only ends with the body. In sleep, the patient and the healer are working out on deeper levels those conflicts which will aid both the patient and the healer. For does the healer not learn as much from the patient as the patient learns from the healer?

Questioner asked: “Along those lines, I have a friend who is a psychologist and she feels that she sees some of her clients while she sleeps and feels that they might be traveling to her astrally. I’m wondering if it is possible or even natural for those in our healing professions to heal some of their clients while they sleep as well?” Latwii began by saying there is a difference between what is occurring and what you have said which we will attempt to give to Carla, for the healing process is caused by the patient, with the healer acting as a spiritual friend who, in dialogue, stimulates the patient in the art of realization of the self, and the patient begins to mend, so during the waking context much occurs on many levels, and there is disappointment due to the fact that each patient expects the healer to be wiser or better than the patient, but this is not so, for we are all children along the same path. Then Latwii said these disappointments can break through blocks which have blocked the growth of the individual spiritually, mentally, or physically, and when the patient begins to understand the vulnerability of the healer and begins to feel the friendship of two pilgrims on the path, the patient can begin to forgive others for disappointments in the past and begin the self-healing process that starts with the soul and only ends with the body, but in sleep the patient and the healer are working at deeper levels on those conflicts which will aid both the patient and the healer, for does the healer not learn as much from the patient as the patient learns from the healer? On May 25, 1997, Q’uo described the healing process:

The one serving as healer provides the opportunity for the one who has sought healing to open its centers of red and violet ray that hold in place the current level of awareness in its expression in the entity’s incarnation, so that that which has been held in place may for this moment be released, and if it be appropriate for the one to be healed then this entity at that time will release the old manner of being and will accept a new manner or attitude of being, this then being the healing process.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questionerl: No. Thank you very much.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: Along those same lines, I would like more specific information on those angelic spirits who will aid us if we request them to during our meditations for healing our spirits.

I am Latwii. Ah, my brother, you want information about angels. This is a big subject and has been the cause of many a theologian to write great things throughout the centuries. But it is basically very simple. There are those who have gone through cycles on this planet in your third density, who have learned the ways of service and of Love, and who have graduated from your third density. Some of them have graduated from the next density and some even the next but have chosen to stay with your planet. These are what you would call angelic beings. Some of them are most high. All of them are totally oriented towards service, and they are available to those who seek them—as teachers, as guides, as healers.

If you quest for spiritual healing, you may ask of the Confederation that the one known as Nona come to you and this entity which you would call female will be with you, and you will feel a touch as soft as the softest dream. You also have a great deal of help from your own angelic presences, for you have your own guardian, and as you become more aware of them you will be able to ask them for help. We cannot tell you who they are, but if you ask to see them, their faces will come to you in meditation, and you will be aware of their kindly selves. There are also inner masters whom you seek through silence, through self-discipline, and through constancy of the ideas that you have set for yourself on your path. These masters will make themselves known to you only as you are ready, and we urge you not to request their path unless you wish to commit yourself to a truly straight and narrow path, for the work of the initiate bears the heavy consequences of knowledge. That is to say, that which is known must be acted upon. If you know and do not act the consequences are as grave as if you threw a live grenade and it was thrown back at you.

Questioner asked: “Along those same lines, I would like more specific information on those angelic spirits who will aid us if we request them to during our meditations for healing our spirits.” Latwii began by saying this is a big subject and has been the cause of many a theologian to write great things throughout the centuries, but it is very simple, for there are those who have gone through cycles on this planet in your third density, who have learned the ways of service and of Love, and who have graduated from your third density, and some of them have graduated from the next density and some even the next but have chosen to stay with your planet, so these are angelic beings, and some of them are most high, for all of them are oriented towards service, and they are available to those who seek them—as teachers, as guides, as healers. Latwii went on to say if you seek spiritual healing, you may ask of the Confederation that Nona come to you, and she will be with you, and you will feel a touch as soft as the softest dream, so you also have a help from your angelic presences, for you have your own guardians, and as you become more aware of them you will be able to ask them for help, but we cannot tell you who they are, but if you ask to see them, their faces will come to you in meditation, and you will be aware of their kindly selves, and there are also inner masters whom you seek through silence and self-discipline, and these masters will make themselves known to you only as you are ready, so we urge you not to request their path unless you wish to commit yourself to a straight and narrow path, for the work of the initiate bears the heavy consequences of knowledge as that which is known must be acted upon because if you know and do not act the consequences are as grave as if you threw a live grenade and it was thrown back at you. On April 20, 1986, Hatonn described the straight and narrow path:

There is within the heart of each of you, my friends, a pathway. There is within the heart of each of you, my friends, a home. These are one and the same. Very often because of your illusion the seeker believes that the journey he is on is of a certain nature which among other things leaves him homeless. This has been the description of the seeker’s quest in many a spiritual metaphor—the road that stretches ever onward, the straight and narrow path, the craggy mountain trail, the dangerous, rock-strewn road, the endless desert. As these are all aspects of your own selves, these are aspects of the journey upon which you have set out by choice and from which you shall not return, therefore some feel homeless and others who know that they are in an oasis, comfortable, surrounded by support and love, almost feel as if they have left the path.

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and we understand from scanning this instrument’s mind that there used to be a lot of conditioning in these meetings, but now the only conditioning occurs in your tape recorders. If you are through clicking, we will once again open the meeting to questions.

Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: I have a question from M. He would like to know what his homeopathic constitutional remedy is and how much of it he should take.

Latwii: We greet your friend and our brother and ask you to explain to him that Latwii does not make house calls. You must understand that we cannot deal with this type of information using this type of contact. We are sorry.

Is there another question?

Questioner: Can you tell me anything about the planet called Krishnaloca?

Latwii: Yes, my sister, we can tell you some but not all that you wish to know. The vibration of which you speak is a high one, far from your density, and all vibrations have their place in the universe. In this density planets, suns and even galaxies are not named but the vibration is extremely full of the heavenly consciousness of Love. Let us say that it is very near the end of the spectrum of maya, the very end of the spectrum which you call in one of your languages Kamaloca and the vibration of which you speak is very close to that of power, the power of Love and the fire of Light.

May we answer you further?

Questioner: Yes, one more question. How are you related in time to that place which you just mentioned—Kamaloca? Is that how you pronounced it?

Latwii: We are using this instrument’s vocabulary, and she is aware of a term, Kamaloca. It is not precise, but we have difficulty dealing with precise vibrational names, and this is what we are dealing with here, for each word is a vibration. Thus, even our name itself has been chosen by us to vibrate in a certain Light or Love pattern that may blend in with your meditation in such a way as to be beneficial to you.

Our relationship to that which is Kamaloca is that we are in a Light density which is less than full of perfect Light. It would seem perfect to those who have not seen beyond where we are, but we know that there is more to learn and more, shall we say, to lose, for we wish to become the sea and at present we are still bubbles upon the waves. We retain an individual consciousness, and although we experience the blending of our consciousness with what you would call the divine energy of Love and Light we find ourselves frequently back in our self. We find ourselves from time to time still engaged in duality, thus we have not yet reached what this instrument would call Kamaloca, but are in one of the myriads of universes which dwell within the Creator’s creation, somewhat below perfection; somewhat more advanced in understanding than your density, but, most importantly, beings like yourself. We are all one. You may be whoever you wish.

Questioner: “Yes, one more question. How are you related in time to that place which you just mentioned—Kamaloca? Is that how you pronounced it?” Latwii began by saying we are using Carla’s vocabulary, and she is aware of a term, Kamaloca, and it is not precise, but we have difficulty dealing with precise vibrational names, and this is what we are dealing with here, for each word is a vibration, for even our name has been chosen by us to vibrate in a certain Light or Love pattern that may blend in with your meditation in such a way as to be beneficial to you. Latwii continued by saying our relationship to that which is Kamaloca is that we are in a Light density which is less than full of perfect Light, and it would seem perfect to those who have not seen beyond where we are, but we know that there is more to learn and to lose, for we wish to become the sea, and at present we are still bubbles upon the waves, and we retain individual consciousness, and although we experience the blending of our consciousness with the divine energy of Love and Light we find ourselves frequently back in our self, still engaged in duality, but we have not yet reached what Carla would call Kamaloca, but we are in the universe which dwells within the Creator’s creation, somewhat more advanced in understanding than your density, but we are beings like you, and we are all one, and you may be whoever you wish. In 52.11, Ra said that we are all one:

Let us remember that we are all one. This is the great learning/teaching. In this unity lies Love. This is a great learn/teaching. In this unity lies Light. This is the fundamental teaching of all planes of existence in materialization. Unity, Love, Light, and joy: this is the heart of evolution of the spirit.

The second-ranking lessons are learn/taught in meditation and in service. At some point the mind/body/spirit complex is so smoothly activated and balanced by these central thoughts or distortions that the techniques you have mentioned become quite significant. However, the universe, its mystery unbroken, is one. Always begin and end in the Creator, not in technique.

May we answer you further?

Questioner: No.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: Can you tell me what some of the earth tremors portend?

Latwii: As you know, my sister, the earth tremors are a part of the pattern that we, as members of the Confederation, have been speaking of for years, so that the fundamental causes are generally widely known. That is, the internal heat of the planet has become intense and unbalanced due to the friction between the people of this plane. The immediate cause of the tremors has to do with a series of shocks which travel along the various faults which span this continent and are being activated by the volcanic eruptions in your northwest. There are also difficulties, as we have said before, which may very probably show up more to the south and to the east. Does this answer your question?

Questioner: Yes.

Latwii: Is there another question at this time?

S: [Mostly inaudible. The sense of the question was, “Do you see California sliding into the ocean in the near future?”]

I am Latwii. That is correct. The coast of what you call California will in all probability not remain intact for very many more years. This is widely known by your government, which has been relocating to the east for some time. The disaster, as it will be called by your people, will be profound. However, it will not precisely slip into the sea, never to be seen again. There will be islands which remain above sea level, so that it shall not completely disappear. However, we would not advise long-term planning on that particular part of the continent unless you have a great desire to experience this transition, for it has some probability for rearranging the molecules of your physical body in such a way that you will change densities.

[Laughter]

S: Thank you, Latwii. I love the Coast, but not enough to sacrifice my physical body.

Latwii: My sister, we believe that you have time for the trip you have in mind.

[Laughter]

S: Whewww!

Latwii: Is there another question at this time?

L: I would like to ask a question. I have recently learned that our area sits atop a major fault. Is there any information that you can give us about the future events concerning earthquakes along that fault?

Latwii: I am Latwii. We do not wish for you to take this information without a grain of salt, for you must understand that we deal at this time with a multiple timeline, for in actuality, there is no time. But your people have not decided what your particular future, shall we say, should be. We are looking at this point at probability, not certainty. It will occur during some point in the late, what this instrument would term, ’80s or early ’90s, that you will have a profound rearrangement of some of the valleys in which you live. However, observing these timelines, it is also a large probability that other factors will profoundly affect this area before natural disasters cause great difficulties.

That is to say, the economic, as you would call it, difficulties, due to the delicacy of your transportation system, and your system of bartering, cause your society to be in some danger of breaking down. Many of you feel that without knowing why, and, therefore, are in your own way preparing to live a simple life, being of help to others, being as self-sufficient as possible, and learning to do without some of those things to which you have been accustomed in your orderly life. We feel that this instinct is a good one, and, if you wish to survive in physical form, we encourage you in following these feelings that you may have.

L: “I would like to ask a question. I have recently learned that our area sits atop a major fault. Is there any information that you can give us about the future events concerning earthquakes along that fault?” Latwii began by saying we do not wish for you to take this information without a grain of salt, for you must understand that we deal at this time with a multiple timeline, for in actuality, there is no time, but your people have not decided what your future should be, so we are looking at this point as a probability, and it will occur during some point in the late’80s or early ’90s, that you will have a profound rearrangement of some of the valleys in which you live, but  observing these timelines, it is also a probability that other factors will affect this area before natural disasters cause great difficulties. Now Latwii said the economic difficulties, due to the delicacy of your transportation system, and your system of bartering, cause your society to be in some danger of breaking down, and many of you feel that without knowing why, and you are preparing to live a simple life, being of help to others, being as self-sufficient as possible, and learning to do without some of those things to which you have been accustomed in your orderly life, so we feel that this instinct is a good one, and if you wish to survive in physical form, we encourage you in following these feelings that you may have. On September 5, 1993, Q’uo described the nature of a simple life:

The basic attitude is often that which seems obviously to be at work in the processes of the educating of the self throughout the school years—to read, to do, to learn, to gather, to amass, to become more aware. These ambitions create tremendous complexity. To relocate so that the living of a complex lifestyle is possible while retaining the attitude of one who lives a simple life is a seeking which is, we would say, close to universal among those entities who have consciously chosen to pursue the living of a life by faith rather than by words.

You must understand that we do not have a bias towards the preservation of your physical vehicle. And we ask you to understand that, in the days that are ahead, you must feel in your own heart what the Creator wishes of you on any day. If you are to pass from this density, let it be a joyful passing, and let no thought of disaster cross your mind, for this is an illusion, my friends, and if you walk through the valley of death, it is truly written that you need fear no evil, for you are not alone, and those faithful to you always will wait for you. Some of you have long lives to live upon this sphere at this time during the transition, but you must take it a day at a time, letting each day be guided by the Creator within. As Hatonn has said, your identity is that which is Love within you. You will know what to do. The Creator has work for you to do. Therefore, do not be attached to living, to surviving, or to any facet of the illusion, but only to remembrance of Love, and your devotion to keeping that spark within you, which is Love, radiant and radiating.

We realize that many of you are wondering whether this area is a good one for ultimate survival. We must say to you that, although this area is relatively good, there is no area which is totally safe because most of your future lines contain the certainty of a polar shift, making it highly probable that, within your lifetime, the polarity of the planet will alter. There will not be a safe place at that moment of time. Thus, enjoy yourselves. Do what you can, for yourselves and others, but we do not urge you to go heavy on the freeze-dried foods, as this instrument would say, but rather look to service to others, for what you need will be provided if your heart is full of the Creator.

Then Latwii said you must understand that we do not have a bias towards the preservation of your physical vehicle, and in the days that are ahead you must feel in your heart what the Creator wishes of you on any day, so if you are to pass from this density let it be a joyful passing, and let no thought of disaster cross your mind, for this is an illusion, and if you walk through the valley of death that you need fear no evil, for you are not alone, and those faithful to you always will wait for you, for some of you have long lives to live upon this sphere during the transition, but you must take it a day at a time, letting each day be guided by the Creator within, for as Hatonn has said your identity is that which is Love within you, and you will know what to do because the Creator has work for you to do, so do not be attached to living or to any facet of the illusion, but to the remembrance of Love, and your devotion to keeping that spark within you, which is Love, radiant and radiating. Then Latwii went on to say we realize that many of you are wondering whether this area is good for survival, and we must say that, although this area is relatively good, there is no area which is totally safe because most of your future lines contain the certainty of a polar shift, making it probable that, within your lifetime, the polarity of the planet will alter, and there will not be a safe place at that moment of time, so enjoy yourselves, and do what you can, for yourselves and others, but we do not urge you to go heavy on the freeze-dried foods, as Carla would say, but look to service to others, for what you need will be provided if your heart is full of the Creator. On March 6, 2005, Q’uo said that this polar shift had been averted:

Up until approximately—we give this instrument a figure of five years ago—the probability/possibility vortices were that this pattern would repeat itself. However, enough positive energy has begun to be gathered in the hearts of the planetary population of humankind upon planet Earth that the very likely polar shift that was expected before the end of your twentieth century was averted. What is occurring now on your planet as it goes through the labor of planet Earth into fourth density is that delicate task of releasing the negative energy collected by this planet in ways that do not destroy the planet. And so, as we have said before, you can see the tsunamis, the earthquakes, the catastrophes that are terrible but not Earth-shattering, and we mean that literally. Love has transformed your possibilities and now you gaze at the genuine possibility of bringing the planetary sphere together in a web of true Love.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: I will ask one more question. I can understand the effects of the Earth change, but not the order. Can you explain that to me?

I am Latwii. We wish we had a better instrument for this one, but we will attempt to use this philosophical, unscientific one for this contact. We are showing her a spinning top. It spins, but it is not straight. Therefore, it wobbles. Do you understand this concept?

L: Yes

Latwii: That is the status of your planet at this time. During the shift of polarity, the wobble will increase to the point where it will be self-correcting. At that point, the entire top, shall we say, will change its orientation with respect to your solar body.

Do you understand this concept, my brother?

L: Yes, thank you.

Latwii: We thank you for understanding us through this instrument. Is there another question at this time?

E: Latwii, can you tell us of where the new—geographically, where the new north and south poles will be? Is that within your power?

Latwii: Yes, my brother, it is within our power, but this instrument is so weak in geography that we will have difficulty in communicating.

[Pause]

We are having difficulty communicating this concept. This instrument is able to see both of your poles being somewhat warm, and your temperate zones being somewhat cold.

[Laughter]

But she does not know the names of the places that the magnetic north will be. We are sorry we cannot use this instrument. We will attempt at this time to transfer to the one known as Jim, for his mind is better furnished for an answer to this question. I am Latwii.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii. I am with this instrument. We are attempting to show this instrument a more precise location of the poles.

[Pause]

But, again, we must conclude that the instrument would benefit by more study of geography.

[Laughter]

We are sorry that we are not able to give you a definite location of the poles after they shift. We will now transfer the contact back to the one known as Carla. I am Latwii.

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii. I do not know what to do with these people.

[Laughter]

I am sorry that we cannot give you this information, for it is not, as you would say, classified or particularly important, since when the shift comes it will not matter where you stand, but we simply cannot speak through these instruments. There is the further problem that, by the year in which this in all probability will occur, there will be in all probability significant changes in the land masses. So, we do not wish to give these instruments too hard a time.

[Laughter]

Is there another question?

E: [The following is paraphrased] We’ve read a book called The Earthquake Generation. In that there’s a description of 200 m.p.h. winds for about three days or so after the polar shift. Is that correct?

Latwii: You understand, my brother, that we of Latwii speak only of possibilities. The probability is that that is a modest estimate of these facts, and that the effects of the shift would be even harsher. We would ask that you realize that those things that are written in scientific writings such as the one that you mentioned and in books such as Revelation are both accurate and unimportant; accurate in that they speak of something that may happen within your illusion, unimportant because you must follow that which you will retain in your person as you progress on your infinite journey. Thus, seek first the Kingdom, and all else will follow. We realize that this is a cliché, but we cannot emphasize it enough, my brother.

May we answer you further?

E: Not at this time, Latwii. Thank you.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

S: [The following is paraphrased] Yes, Latwii. I have seen reports of many UFOs in Brazil. Why are there so many spaceships in Brazil? Is Brazil a special place, or are the people more ready to have the experience, or what?

Latwii: My sister, there are two reasons for the appearance of our craft in the skies and in the waters of your country. In the first place, we are able to manifest much more freely to cultures who do not disbelieve our presence or feel threatened or confused by it. Among your people, it is understood that we are ships of Light, and that we have to do with the vibrations of the sun. Therefore, we can appear much more often. There is a portion of our survey group, which is connected with the Confederation, but which does not speak with groups such as yours, which has an underwater base off the coast of your country, and therefore, these ships are quite often seen by your people, entering the water. It would not be possible to occur in a culture which is so filled with the skepticism that the culture of this particular area offers.

Is there any other question at this time?

S: [The following is paraphrased] Yes. I felt your presence before, but I could not speak any words. I don’t know what happened, but I felt your presence, and I knew that you were coming through, but I could not speak. My English is not so good.

Latwii: Yes, my sister. I am Latwii. I am aware of your question. You were perfectly correct in that we were speaking to you and that you were receiving. If you had channeled in your native tongue, you would have been able to say our words. However, you did not wish to confuse the group, so it was simply the fault of our brothers and sisters of Hatonn that they did not encourage you to speak a few words in your native tongue before you attempted English. We will, in any future contact, encourage you to speak first in your mother language, and then, and only then, in a learned language. We understand it is difficult for you. Does this answer your question?

S: Yes, thank you very much.

Latwii: Is there another question at this time?

Jim: I have a question about relationships that I’ve been wondering about for some time. It seems that learning happens so much quicker in a relationship with another person, a mated type of relationship, but then it seems that there might also be times when not being in a relationship, being alone, might be proper. I’m wondering if there might be any generalized rules or laws of learning that would recommend being in relationships or not being in relationships. Is there one better way of learning? Alone, or with another?

I am Latwii. I do not know ifI have the wisdom to answer this question properly, but I will attempt it. There is an infinity of individualized persons of the one Consciousness. Each individualized person of the one Consciousness is placed by free will into this particular illusion to learn certain lessons. These have to do with Love, the understanding of Love, and with giving of Love by dwelling in service with others. There are some people who cannot learn alone, for they do not have the keys to wisdom, and thus they must study the ways of Love. There are some who do not have the keys to Love, but must dwell alone and study the ways of wisdom. Love and wisdom are the two poles.

Perhaps we might say that the most balanced of the ways of learning is to find in a relationship both the companionship that enables two individuals to be of service to each other, and the understanding that enables each to be, along with his or her needs for wisdom, for aloneness, for meditation, or for whatever he or she needs that the other cannot give. No two individuals are created alike, so there is no one answer to your question. Not all are made to be mated, nor are all made to dwell along the lonely paths of the one who walks alone. There are many shades of learning, of Love, and of wisdom. You may take your choice. You will find, in a mated relationship, the most powerful means of balancing your own nature, so that the Love and the wisdom become balanced, for truly it is only when this occurs that you can become what you would call a master. But in most cases, one person does not become a master, but two, helping each other. This you have already intuited, and yet you wonder at your need to be alone, and at the fate which seems to ask you to be alone. Relax, for all is well. The creation gives you what you need. And when you have absorbed what you need, from this one environment, there will be a powerful attraction to the next phase of your learning, and you will not have to seek it out by thought and analysis, for it shall, as this instrument would say, “hit you between the eyes.” For that is the way of the Creator. If you can be patient, your way will always be made quite, quite clear.

Jim: I have a question about relationships that I’ve been wondering about for some time. It seems that learning happens so much quicker in a relationship with another person, a mated type of relationship, but then it seems that there might also be times when not being in a relationship, being alone, might be proper. I’m wondering if there might be any generalized rules or laws of learning that would recommend being in relationships or not being in relationships. Is there one better way of learning? Alone, or with another? Latwii began by saying I do not know if I have the wisdom to answer this question properly, but I will attempt it, for there is an infinity of individualized persons of the one Consciousness, and each individualized person of the one Consciousness is placed by free will into this illusion to learn certain lessons, and these have to do with the understanding of Love, and with giving of Love by dwelling in service with others, so there are some people who cannot learn alone, for they do not have the keys to wisdom, and they must study the ways of Love, but there are some who do not have the keys to Love, but must dwell alone and study the ways of wisdom, for Love and wisdom are the two poles. Latwii continued by saying that the most balanced ways of learning is to find in a relationship both the companionship that enables two individuals to be of service to each other, and the understanding that enables each to be whatever he or she needs that the other cannot give, for no two individuals are created alike, so there is no one answer to your question, and not all are made to be mated, nor are all made to dwell along the lonely paths of the one who walks alone, for there are many shades of learning Love and wisdom, so you may take your choice, and you will find, in a mated relationship, the most powerful means of balancing your own nature, so that Love and wisdom become balanced, for it is only when this occurs that you can become a master, but in most cases, one person does not become a master, but two, helping each other, and this you have already intuited, yet you wonder at your need to be alone, and at the fate which seems to ask you to be alone, so relax, for all is well since the creation gives you what you need, and when you have absorbed what you need there will be a powerful attraction to the next phase of your learning, and you will not have to seek it out by thought and analysis, for it shall “hit you between the eyes,” for that is the way of the Creator, so if you can be patient, your way will be made quite clear. On April 12, 1991, Q’uo described how we can discover our way of seeking to be of service:

In this session of working we feel that each entity has been able to open itself to a wider range of concept, and we are pleased that each has continued to improve the desire to serve others in this manner. We applaud the perseverance that is necessary within your illusion to penetrate the great wall of mystery that surrounds all third-density entities. Your perseverance and your desire are likened to small but brilliant lights that illumine a portion of your way so that you may continue your movement in seeking and in service.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Jim: No. Thank you very much.

Latwii: Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and it has been a great privilege for me to share my thoughts with you, foolish as they are. I ask you all also to be foolish: to love without reason, to be happy without cause, and to give without receiving. Feel free, my children, for you are all one with the infinite Source of Love. We leave you in that Light and Love. I am known to you as Latwii. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning I drove Stanley over to Bachman Subaru to see if they can fix the oil leak, get the three windows that don’t open to open, and put two more screws on the rectangular piece of metal that sits on top of the engine. Then their shuttle driver gave me a ride home.

This afternoon I went outside and used my trimmer to trim the weeds around the pet cemetery, the side yard, and the front of my home.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 2

Heavenly Food

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of divine compassion.

Each of you is most intent upon being of service to others. We applaud this desire. But the Spirit of Love must be nourished. And we encourage each of you to be most careful to offer the self that heavenly food which makes being of service to others possible.

For to give from oneself is to deplete oneself. To give through oneself is simply an act of service to others. And to open that shuttle through oneself, one must find that which is most helpful in establishing the feeling of unity with the Creator in Christ.

Give to yourself the permission to seek and to enjoy deeply and digest heavenly food, whatever it is that the Spirit may give to you. Realize that the Spirit of which we are representatives—for many different kinds of people need many different kinds of Comforters—is omnipresent. You cannot be without the Spirit of unconditional Love, for this lies within you.

Find it and open it, that your service to others may be no burden to you but instead a delight and a joy. For it is a merry illusion to one who steps with light feet. And to one who steps with light feet comes the ability to deal with serious subjects in a gentle way. This is desirable.

We leave you in peace, the infinite peace of the principle of Jesus the Christ, now and forever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.