The Camelot Journal

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The question today comes from Josh who asks: “Ra confirmed you are a wanderer. Do you know if you are from the fifth or sixth density? Have you had any information come to you about where you are from (what planet or galaxy?) Also, Q’uo did not feel it was an infringement to confirm that someone is a wanderer. If someone were to ask that question today in a conscious channeling session, would it be answered? I think I have read more recent sessions in which they say it is an infringement and if that is the case, why did it change? I know that essentially we need to look within to answer our own questions but sometimes it is nice to have it confirmed and to hear from a trusted entity that yes, you are a wanderer.”

As you know, Josh, Ra verified that Don, Carla, and I were wanderers in 15.25:

The Wanderers in this working are of two densities, one the density of five, that is, of light; one the density of love/light, or unity. To express the identity of which came from which density, we observe to be an infringement upon the free will of each. Therefore, we state simply the two densities, both of which are harmoniously oriented towards work together.

I don’t know for sure which density I am from, but in 99.5, Ra suggested that my nature, or forte, was that of power:

We may note that the great forte of the scribe is summed in the inadequate sound vibration complex, power. The flow of power, just as the flow of love or wisdom, is enabled not by the chary conserver of its use but by the constant user. The physical manifestation of power being either constructive or destructive strenuous activity, the power-filled entity must needs exercise that manifestation. This entity experiences a distortion in the direction of an excess of stored energy. It is well to know the self and to guard and use those attributes which the self has provided for its learning and its service.

And since the nature of the fourth density is love, and the fifth density is wisdom, then the sixth density would be the balance between love and wisdom, or that of power. It may be that I am of the sixth density, but I don’t know that for sure and also don’t know for sure what planet or galaxy I am from although it is possible that, again, I may be from Ra’s social memory complex as was discussed in 45.5-.7:

Questioner: Can you say if any of the three of us are of Ra or one of the other groups?

Ra: I am Ra. Yes.

Questioner: Can you say which of us are of which group?

Ra: I am Ra. No.

Questioner: Are all of us of one of the groups that you mentioned?

Ra: I am Ra. We shall go to the limits of our attempts to refrain from infringement. Two are a sixth-density origin, one a fifth-density harvestable to sixth but choosing to return as a Wanderer due to a loving association between teacher and student. Thus you three form a greatly cohesive group.

Regarding whether or not it would be permissible for Q’uo to say if a person is a wanderer in a conscious channeling session today, I know that Q’uo has done so in some cases where, perhaps, the person was already aware of being a wanderer, but in other cases where the person does not know they are a wanderer it would be considered an infringement to say that they were a wanderer. I think that it is very possible for anyone who studies the Law of One to be a wanderer, and I make this assumption from what Ra said in 36.24:

Questioner: I’ll just ask one little short one that you may not be able to answer before the final… The short one is, can you tell me what percentage of the Wanderers on Earth today have been successful in penetrating the memory block and becoming aware who they are, and then finally, is there anything that we can do to make the instrument more comfortable or improve the contact?

Ra: I am Ra. We can approximate the percentage of those penetrating intelligently their status. This is between eight and one-half and nine and three-quarters percent. There is a larger percentile group of those who have a fairly well defined, shall we say, symptomology indicating to them that they are not of this, shall we say, “insanity.” This amounts to a bit over fifty percent of the remainder. Nearly one-third of the remainder are aware that something about them is different, so you see there are many gradations of awakening to the knowledge of being a Wanderer. We may add that it is to the middle and first of these groups that this information will, shall we say, make sense.

So, Josh, if the Law of One makes sense to you, you may well be a wanderer.

If anyone has a question to ask email it to Camelot@llresearch.org.

I would also like to let you all know that there is a Peace Project Meditation that will begin this Saturday, July 22^nd, and will go for eight days where participants will be asked to meditate twenty minutes for peace in the Old Louisville area where there has been a great deal of violent crime. Last year’s project reduced the level of violent crime by 13%, and the hopes are for a greater reduction with this year’s effort. You can go to rpcp.life/lou and find out the details of how all of this works.

This morning I ran some errands with my first stop being at Walmart where I bought some small nails to tack down some of the wood above the two car entrances where I painted the trim yesterday. My next stop was at Feeder’s Supply where I bought another bag of bird seed. My last stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought a bag of sugar to make more sugar syrup for the hummingbird feeder. When I got home I nailed down the wood above the two car entrances and began painting them.

This afternoon I finished painting the area above the two car entrances and am glad that I decided to do this job as it makes the front of the garage look as good as new. There is just one tiny job left, and that is to use white paint to paint the few inches that separate trim around the car entrances that I painted yesterday from the area above the car entrances that end at the peak of the roof of the garage.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

July 17

The Attitude Of St. Patrick

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ and greet you in the full consciousness of love.

Sometimes it is difficult to know how to move in the spirit instead of stumbling in the darkness of the mundane world. Yet we say to you that that dark world is illuminated for those who have eyes to see the light that is in all things and all circumstances.

Let your attitude be that of St. Patrick, who armored himself in Christ before, behind, above and beneath. Wearing the armor of Christ’s love, he and you may find a changed and renewed mundane world.

Allow love to speak to the love within you, and you will soon find that you may tabernacle with the Creator in any and all circumstances through faith.

We leave you in peace, now and ever.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send love, light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The question today comes from Neri, and she asks: “What is initiation?  How do you get called to it?”

Thank you for your question, Neri. Initiation is a process of transformation of the self which L/Leema described in this quote:

There is a way in which one may use mental despair and its reflection in the physical body complex to best effect. That is to transmute mental despair into what this instrument would call the dark night of the soul or spiritual despair. One cannot analyze despair and rise transformed. One cannot act out despair by illness and rise transformed. One can, however, seek the grace and comfort that is your birthright in transmuting that which is lower into that which is higher. For as you know, my friends, one portion of the creation is a holograph for all else in the creation, thus mental despair may, as alchemists change lead to gold, be changed into the dark night of the soul, burnished and shining. This spiritual despair then may transform itself into great revolutions and positive and forward changes within the spirit.

The spirit is always the same. It is not a portion of your illusion. However, your perception of the spirit can only grow. All that you have learned before is still yours and all that is ahead of you shall be learned because of turning from despair. It is rare that one enters into or graduates from any initiation without the impetus, the pain, and the challenge of spiritual despair. Therefore, if your soul is in agony, rejoice, for it is from this point that all good comes. Despair is the great opportunity to endure, to show strength, to indicate faith, and to exercise the will, not just the will to think but the will to do. L/Leema, September 22, 1985.

As far as how a person might get called to initiation, Ra suggested in 57.24, that a person could actually call itself to go through initiation in the pyramid:

Questioner: By saying that the Queen’s Chamber was the initiatory place, could you tell me what you mean by that?

Ra: I am Ra. This question is a large one. We cannot describe initiation in its specific sense due to our distortion towards the belief/understanding that the process which we offered so many of your years ago was not a balanced one.

However, you are aware of the concept of initiation and realize that it demands the centering of the being upon the seeking of the Creator. We have hoped to balance this understanding by enunciating the Law of One, that is, that all things are One Creator. Thus seeking the Creator is done not just in meditation and the work of an adept but in the experiential nexus of each moment.

The initiation of [the] Queen’s Chamber has to do with the abandoning of self to such desire to know the Creator in full that the purified instreaming light is drawn in balanced fashion through all energy centers, meeting in indigo and opening the gate to intelligent infinity. Thus the entity experiences true life or, as your people call it, resurrection.

However, according to what Ra said in 106.3, there may be times when one goes through initiation without seeking to do so. It is simply a part of the process of spiritual growth as was apparently happening to Carla at the end of the Ra contact:

Questioner: Would Ra please recommend the steps we should take to alleviate or reverse the conditions of which you just spoke?

Ra: I am Ra. We can do this. The renal distortions are subject to affirmations. The entity, at present, beginning what may be called initiation, is releasing toxins and, therefore, larger amounts of liquid to aid in the dilution of these toxins is helpful. The allergies are already being largely controlled by affirmation and the near-constant aid of the healer known as Bob. Further aid may be achieved by the relocation of dwelling and future vigilance against humidity exceeding the healthful amount in the atmosphere breathed.

So, Neri, initiation seems to be a very profound transformation of one’s being that can be experienced by conscious choice or can be the result of an unconscious experience. Thank you for your question.

If anyone would like to ask a question email it to Camelot@llresearch.org.

By the way, I would like to let everyone know that today would have been Carla’s 80^th birthday. When I mentioned this to some friends a few days ago I was asked if I had any special plans to remember her today, and I simply replied that I remember Carla every day. We will always be one.

This morning I ran a few errands with my first stop being at Speedway to buy some gas for Stanley. My next stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market to buy some food for myself. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I bought some Pepsi, and some non-food items.

This afternoon the tree removal company postponed their removal of the Catalpa tree that came down in yesterday’s thunder storm. So I decided to paint the trim around both bays of the garage with the paint that I used yesterday on the front door of my home. I had to do some scraping and sanding before I was able to do any painting as it has been a long time since this part of the garage has been painted, and the existing paint has been peeling for quite a while. When I got done painting I was very pleased with the results. My next painting project with this paint will be to paint the triangular area above the double bays with the same paint I used today.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

July 16

Do You Walk Too Quickly?

I am of the principle of the spirit of Jesus the Christ and I greet you in the full consciousness of love.

Where are your steps leading you this day? Do you walk too quickly to keep in contact with the spirit of love? Shall the mind desire love to follow and surround the experience of the day?

It is tempting to allow the consciousness of love to slide away from one as the load of mundane detail causes the pace to quicken and quicken. The busy mind cannot stop and ask for love, for it is too busy taking care of mundane business.

Yet the spirit is in constant association with you and may make itself known at any time it is called. No matter how quickly you are running this day, we ask that you turn in mind and heart to love and ask that all things that you see and do be seen first and done always in love.

We leave you in the peace of constant love, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send love, light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The question today comes from Ethan, and he asks: “What does it mean to be an adept?”

The basic definition of an adept, Ethan, was given by Ra in 36.10:

The indigo ray, though precious, is that ray worked upon only by the adept, as you would call it. It is the gateway to intelligent infinity bringing intelligent energy through. This is the energy center worked upon in those teachings considered inner, hidden, and occult, for this ray is that which is infinite in its possibilities. As you are aware, those who heal, teach, and work for the Creator in any way which may be seen to be both radiant and balanced are those activities which are indigo ray.

So here, Ra is saying that the adept works within the indigo-ray energy center. This means that the adept will have already opened its green ray of unconditional love and its blue ray of clear communication.

In 75.23, Ra gave another aspect of what an adept is:

Questioner: You made the statement in a previous session that the true adept lives more and more as it is. Will you explain and expand upon that statement?

Ra: I am Ra. Each entity is the Creator. The entity, as it becomes more and more conscious of its self, gradually comes to the turning point at which it determines to seek either in service to others or in service to self. The seeker becomes the adept when it has balanced with minimal adequacy the energy centers red, orange, yellow, and blue with the addition of the green for the positive, thus moving into indigo work.

The adept then begins to do less of the preliminary or outer work, having to do with function, and begins to effect the inner work which has to do with being. As the adept becomes a more and more consciously crystallized entity it gradually manifests more and more of that which it always has been since before time; that is, the One Infinite Creator.

So, Ra said that it is necessary for the adept to be able to activate and create a balance within the red, orange, yellow, green (for the positive entity) and blue energy centers which is the “preliminary or outer work which has to do with function” and then moves into the indigo energy center which has to do with being. The being that Ra speaks of is that of the One Infinite Creator, which all of us are but which the adept may be able to realize in its third-density experience as it continues it work using each energy center in a way which crystallizes them. In the following quote Q’uo described what occurs when the adept’s energy centers become crystallized:

Rather, the energy which is moving through the system of chakras is that which may be called intelligent energy, or the prana which gives life to all creation, and which may be opened in the ability to receive by any seeker as the seeker balances those distortions that exist within each center of energy, and in this balancing crystallizes or regularizes the centers of energy so that they may traduce the prana of the one Creator in a clear and lucid fashion, losing not one iota of energy to distortion, but allowing this energy to be stepped up in each center until it joins with the indwelling intelligent infinity that resides in each entity as the identity of the one Creator expressing itself as the small self. Q’uo, 4/21/91.

In 49.8, Ra gives another type of work for the planet that the adept may use its skills to provide:

The type of meditation which may be called visualization has as its goal not that which is contained in the meditation itself. Visualization is the tool of the adept. Those who learn to hold visual images in mind are developing an inner concentrative power that can transcend boredom and discomfort. When this ability has become crystallized in an adept the adept may then do polarizing in consciousness without external action, which can affect the planetary consciousness. This is the reason for existence of the so-called White Magician. Only those wishing to pursue the conscious raising of planetary vibration will find visualization to be a particularly satisfying type of meditation.

And, Ethan, if you are wondering if you may have any of the potential of the adept to do this kind of work in consciousness in 50.13, Ra gave the description of what the adept would feel in its chakras:

Questioner: Right now I’m getting two feelings simultaneously. Is this normal to get two at once?

Ra: I am Ra. The most normal for the adept is the following: the indigo stimulation activating that great gateway into healing, magical work, prayerful attention, and the radiance of being; and the stimulation of the violet ray which is the spiritual giving and taking from and to Creator, from Creator to Creator.

This is a desirable configuration.

And if you do feel that feeling at your indigo ray, it could signify three different possibilities as Ra said in 54.32:

Questioner: What if a mind/body/spirit complex feels a feeling in meditation at the indigo center, what is he feeling?

Ra: I am Ra. This will be the last full query of this working.

One who feels this activation is one experiencing instreamings at that energy center to be used either for the unblocking of this center, for its tuning to match the harmonics of its other energy centers, or to activate the gateway to intelligent infinity.

We cannot be specific for each of these three workings is experienced by the entity which feels this physical complex distortion.

Thanks for your question, Ethan. I hope that I was able to give you a better idea of what an adept is.

This morning we began to get some rain which was much-needed, and I was able to put my hose and sprinkler away and enjoy the sight and sound of the rain as it was coming down. I also drove over to Porter Paints in Middletown to pick up a gallon of paint so that I could paint a small area of the outside of the front door to my home. I bought a gallon because I will also be able to use this same color to paint the trim around both of the entrances to the garage and one of my cellar doors that needs replacing.

This afternoon I went over to southern Indiana and visited my friend, Connie, in the care home where she has been for the last four years due to two strokes she had in 2019. I showed her some pictures of my flower gardens, and then we had a dessert of strawberry ice cream and Snickerdoodle cake. The I began reading to her from a book by Dianne Aprile, The Things We Don’t Forget. The book was a real joy to read as Dianne Aprile was a columnist for the Louisville Courier-Journal newspaper for many years and has a great sense of humor and also an inspirational feel for how one might live the life most fully. When I got home I discovered that while I was gone a large wind must have come up with the thunderstorm as it blew down the top half of the large Catalpa Tree beside my driveway and covered the driveway so I had to park Stanley on the parking area in the front of my house. I was able to contact a tree removal service that said that they would be here at 1 pm tomorrow afternoon to remove the tree.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

July 15

Hollowed Out By Circumstances

I am of the principle of living love and I greet you in the full consciousness of that love.

It may seem to you that you are hollowed out by circumstances, circumstances that squeeze the life from heart and soul so that all that remains is a hollow reed.

Indeed, many times the work of the spirit contains this facet or phase, for there are times when, in order to progress in service, one must hollow out the channel of the self, removing stumbling blocks to one’s capacity for joy and life.

When the student finds the mark and imprint of love through trust and faith within these situations, then does the spirit enter more and more to make, of unhappiness, perfect peace.

We leave you in that peace, now and always. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send love, light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The question today comes from Sarah, and she asks: “What is a magical personality? Is this related to discipline of the personality?”

Thank you for these very interesting questions, Sarah. I will begin with the basic definition of the magical personality which Ra gave us in 75.32:

Questioner: The three aspects of the magical personality are stated to be power, love, and wisdom. Is this correct and are these the only primary aspects of the magical personality?

Ra: I am Ra. The three aspects of the magical personality, power, love, and wisdom, are so called in order that attention be paid to each aspect in developing the basic tool of the adept; that is, its self. It is by no means a personality of three aspects. It is a being of unity, being of sixth density and equivalent to what you call your higher self and, at the same time, is a personality enormously rich in variety of experience and subtlety of emotion.

The three aspects are given that the neophyte not abuse the tools of its trade but rather approach those tools balanced in the center of love and wisdom and thus seeking power in order to serve.

So, the magical personality aids the adept who now wishes to use the “basic tool of the adept: that is, its self” to be able to be of service in a magical sense. Ra suggested the way this is done is to use this tool of the self “balanced in the center of love and wisdom and thus seeking power in order to serve.”

In 75.36-.37, Ra describes how one may invoke or call upon the magical personality:

Questioner: How does the use of the magical ritual of invoking the magical personality aid the mind/body/spirit complex totality? Could you expand on the answer you gave in the last session with respect to that?

Ra: I am Ra. When the magical personality is properly and efficaciously invoked the self has invoked its Higher Self. Thus a bridge betwixt space/time and time/space is made and the sixth-density magical personality experiences directly the third-density catalyst for the duration of the working. It is most central to deliberately take off the magical personality after the working in order that the Higher Self resume its appropriate configuration as analog to the space/time mind/body/spirit.

Questioner: Then you are saying that the act, the signal, or the key for the invoking of the magical personality which is the putting something on or a gesture should be as carefully— you should as carefully take that something off or reverse the gesture perhaps at the end of the invocation. Is this correct?

Ra: I am Ra. This is correct. It should be fastidiously accomplished either in mind or by gesture as well if this is of significant aid.

The way that Don, Carla, and I utilized invoking the magical personality was when we performed the Banishing Ritual of the Lesser Pentagram to protect and purify the room that we used for the Ra contact and also the living room in our house where we meditated before beginning a session with those of Ra. I still use this ritual every morning in the living room where we have our pubic channeling meditations.

Now the discipline of the personality consists of the use of the balancing exercises that Ra alluded to in 5.2:

To begin to master the concept of mental discipline it is necessary to examine the self. The polarity of your dimension must be internalized. Where you find patience within your mind you must consciously find the corresponding impatience and vice versa. Each thought that a being has, has in its turn an antithesis. The disciplines of the mind involve, first of all, identifying both those things of which you approve and those things of which you disapprove within yourself, and then balancing each and every positive and negative charge with its equal. The mind contains all things. Therefore, you must discover this completeness within yourself.

The second mental discipline is acceptance of the completeness within your consciousness. It is not for a being of polarity in the physical consciousness to pick and choose among attributes, thus building the roles that cause blockages and confusions in the already-distorted mind complex. Each acceptance smoothes part of the many distortions that the faculty you call judgment engenders.

The third discipline of the mind is a repetition of the first but with the gaze outward towards the fellow entities that it meets. In each entity there exists completeness. Thus, the ability to understand each balance is necessary. When you view patience, you are responsible for mirroring in your mental understanding, patience/impatience. When you view impatience, it is necessary for your mental configuration of understanding to be impatience/patience. We use this as a simple example. Most configurations of mind have many facets, and understanding of either self polarities, or what you would call other-self polarities, can and must be understood as subtle work.

The next step is the acceptance of the other-self polarities, which mirrors the second step.

The technique that Ra gave for balancing those emotions that we disapprove of as well as those that we approve of came from what Ra said in 104.2:

“It is the way of distortion that in order to balance a distortion one must accentuate it.”

The practice of balancing, then, is accomplished in meditation at the end of the day where you review all of the emotions that you may have experienced that made a mark in your consciousness. To use Ra’s example, if you had an experience of impatience with someone or some situation you would relive that situation and then magnify the impatience that you felt until it was ridiculously huge. Then you would visualize its opposite which would be patience. After just a moment of visualizing patience you would wait for it to become equally large within your being as was the impatience. Then you would accept yourself for having both of these emotions in you as ways to know yourself and the one Creator as well.

The connection between the magical personality and the disciplines of the personality is that as you discipline your personality via the balancing exercises you have a more powerful magical personality. In 74.11, Ra gave the basic equation as to how this process can work in some degree for the adept:

Questioner: Now, what I am trying to get at is how these disciplines affect the energy centers and the power, shall I say, of the white magician. Could you, will you tell me how that works?

Ra: I am Ra. The heart of the discipline of the personality is threefold. One, know yourself. Two, accept yourself. Three, become the Creator. The third step is that step which, when accomplished, renders one the most humble servant of all, transparent in personality and completely able to know and accept other-selves. In relation to the pursuit of the magical working the continuing discipline of the personality involves the adept in knowing itself, accepting itself, and thus clearing the path towards the great indigo gateway to the Creator. To become the Creator is to become all that there is. There is then no personality in the sense with which the adept begins its learn/teaching. As the consciousness of the indigo ray becomes more crystalline, more work may be done; more may be expressed from intelligent infinity.

So, we use the disciplines of the personality to become more powerful when we invoke our magical personality to accomplish magical workings such as the Banishing Ritual of the Lesser Pentagram. For those who continue the work of the white magician as a way of life, there is the possibility of becoming one with the Creator as Ra described in 71.16-.17:

Questioner: I will state that the objective of a white magical ritual is to create a change in consciousness of a group. Is this correct?

Ra: I am Ra. Not necessarily. It is possible for what you term white magic to be worked for the purpose of altering only the self or the place of working. This is done in the knowledge that to aid the self in polarization towards love and light is to aid the planetary vibration.

Questioner: The change in consciousness should result in a greater distortion towards service to others, toward unity with all, and toward knowing in order to serve. Is this correct, and are there any other desired results?

Ra: I am Ra. These are commendable phrases. The heart of white magic is the experience of the joy of union with the Creator. This joy will of necessity radiate throughout the life experience of the positive adept. It is for this reason that sexual magic is not restricted solely to the negatively oriented polarizing adepts but when most carefully used has its place in high magic as it, when correctly pursued, joins body, mind, and spirit with the One Infinite Creator.

Any purpose which you may frame should, we suggest, take into consideration this basic union with the One Infinite Creator, for this union will result in service to others of necessity.

Thanks again, Sarah, for your great questions. Please let me know if you have any follow-up questions.

If anyone has a question please send it to Camelot@llresearch.org.

Last evening I began using the sprinkler to water some of the flower gardens that get more direct sun as it has been a while since we have gotten rain. I continued the watering this morning. Later in the morning I vacuumed the first floor of the house.

This afternoon I ran a couple of errands with my first stop being at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. My second stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I bought another package of tooth brush heads for my electric toothbrush. My dentist said it was a good idea to change the heads out every three months.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

July 14

In Love With Life

I am the spirit of the living Christ. I greet you in the full consciousness of Godly love.

We find two of your kittens, who normally have differences, sleeping peacefully, side by side upon the lap of this channel. Such is the peace that passeth understanding. One may see the same thing in two people who have not yet been tested by adversity and who are attracted to each other, happy and excited and full of good feelings.

When adversity occurs and misunderstandings happen, the kittens play with sharpened claws. The human spirit retreats in bewilderment and strikes out in anger. Think with all your heart of the way it feels to open the eyes and see nothing but beauty. This is what it is to be in love with life.

Sharpen the eyesight, retract the claws, and allow the grace of the Holy Spirit within your life to lift from you the anger, the fear, the desolation, the guilt, and the despair. We turn you from those at odds with life to those in love with life.

You can be the same person and move from one position to the other. It is only necessary to ask persistently for the aid of the spirit of the full consciousness of love.

We are with you in total and utter peace, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send love, light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the question comes from John, and he asks: “In the Law of One Ra says that there has a been a battle between the forces of light and forces of darkness which has been waged in the 4th density for many of our years now. I’m sorry if this sounds like a fear-based question. I really don’t mean to. I just think it’s interesting and was wondering what that means for our planet now that is currently transitioning to the 4th density? I think Ra said that they allow only 4 planetary entities to engage in the conflict at any one time why do you think this is? “

This is a very interesting and difficult question to answer, John, but I will give it my best try. The following questions and answers are what Ra had to say about this battle in 25.5-.10:

Questioner: You spoke of an Orion Confederation and a battle being fought between the Confederation and the Orion Confederation. Is it possible to convey any concept of how this battle is fought?

Ra: I am Ra. Picture, if you will, your mind. Picture it then in total unity with all other minds of your society. You are then single-minded and that which is a weak electrical charge in your physical illusion is now an enormously powerful machine whereby thoughts may be projected as things.

In this endeavor the Orion group charges or attacks the Confederation arms with light. The result, a stand-off, as you would call it, both energies being somewhat depleted by this and needing to regroup; the negative depleted through failure to manipulate, the positive depleted through failure to accept that which is given.

Questioner: Could you amplify the meaning of what you said by “failure to accept that which is given?”

Ra: I am Ra. At the level of time/space at which this takes place in the form of what you may call thought-war, the most accepting and loving energy would be to so love those who wished to manipulate that those entities were surrounded, engulfed, and transformed by positive energies.

This, however, being a battle of equals, the Confederation is aware that it cannot, on equal footing, allow itself to be manipulated in order to remain purely positive, for then though pure it would not be of any consequence, having been placed by the so-called powers of darkness under the heel, as you may say.

It is thus that those who deal with this thought-war must be defensive rather than accepting in order to preserve their usefulness in service to others. Thusly, they cannot accept fully what the Orion Confederation wishes to give, that being enslavement. Thusly, some polarity is lost due to this friction and both sides, if you will, must then regroup.

It has not been fruitful for either side. The only consequence which has been helpful is a balancing of the energies available to this planet so that these energies have less necessity to be balanced in this space/time, thus lessening the chances of planetary annihilation.

Questioner: Very important point, I believe. Does a portion of the Confederation then engage in this thought battle? What percentage engages?

Ra: I am Ra. This is the most difficult work of the Confederation. Only four planetary entities at any one time are asked to partake in this conflict.

Questioner: What density are these four planetary entities?

Ra: I am Ra. These entities are of the density of love, numbering four.

Questioner: Then I am assuming this is the most effective density for this work. Would this density— an entity of this density— be more effective for this type of work than, say, an entity of density five or six?

Ra: I am Ra. The fourth density is the only density besides your own which, lacking the wisdom to refrain from battle, sees the necessity of the battle. Thus it is necessary that fourth-density social memory complexes be used.

Questioner: Am I correct in assuming, then, that fourth density on both sides of the, of both the Orion and the Confederation sides are in this battle, and that the densities fifth and sixth on the Orion side do not engage in this? Is this correct?

Ra: I am Ra. This will be the last full question as this entity’s energies are low.

It is partially correct. Fifth- and sixth-density entities positive would not take part in this battle. Fifth-density negative would not take part in this battle. Thus, the fourth density of both orientations join in this conflict.

So, this battle is fought only by fourth-density entities on both the positive and negative sides, and it is a standoff since it is a battle of equals. And the only helpful outcome is that this battle lessens the chances of “planetary annihilation,” and I assume Ra is talking about the kind of nuclear war that the population of Maldek engaged in which destroyed their planet. Fortunately, we have a channeling from Q’uo that explains more about this battle that suggests that every person on Earth has a role to play in this battle:

We hope that each that is in incarnation at this time will realize the opportunity of free choice within such a heavy chemical illusion. It shall make a far deeper etching upon the picture, shall we say, of the self. It shall delineate more biases of polarity done in incarnation than can ever happen outside of incarnation, when all is known and choices are obvious. Those upon the positive side, seeing that the negative entities attempt conquest at this time upon planet Earth, do in thought [join] battle [with] what one may fancifully call the forces of darkness.

However, that Armageddon, shall we say, has been raging for two hundred of your years already upon the spirit plane and seems to be that which has no probability either way, for the good [in] winning loses its polarity and must fall back to regroup, at which time the negative moves forward to take light. The battle is a delusion of fourth density, which fourth density entities learn for themselves the wisdom or folly of. However, you are more than pawns in this game. These entities are not more powerful than you, not in the metaphysical sense. That is, perhaps they might, in some negative manner, cause the entity to cease living, cause the discomfort or the pain, the embarrassment or the humiliation or the fright, but they too are bound by the basic laws of free will and prey largely upon those whose minds are not complex in their thinking processes.

You are the kings and the queens and the knights upon the board. You are the players in this game. The game, my friends, however, is too simple for most entities to grasp—to love, to smile, to have the light touch, to consider cautiously to reserve judgment, to encourage each other, to care for those whom you know who may need it. These are simple things, yet each act offered in humility increases your polarity in just as much power as does the more obvious power of the entity who gains power by his charisma and his skillful manipulation of entities about him.

All of those within the Confederation are not within one galaxy. All of those in the so-called Orion group are not within that galaxy, and all about you, you will find some positive and some negative entities, some positive and negative planets. This is part of the plan of this particular creation laid into place and moving as smoothly as the working of a clock. Please understand that both space and time are illusions and that each of you is energy, a thought, or consciousness, if you will. Do not gaze at the phenomena of negative and positive. Gaze within the self in silence and pray that your energy may be always radiant and never that which sucks, like the vampire, the energy of those about you. When you need help, radiance is in accepting it, and in the one who gives, it is in giving it. There is no circumstance whatsoever in which one cannot be of service by the cheery smile, the light touch, the gentle word, and the listening ear.

We are all pilgrims, and in talking with each other do we encourage each other to move onward and to seek the Father’s house. Oh, prodigal daughters and sons, whatever your condition your Father awaits you and all of us with rejoicing, and we are all hungry for home. Yet, let us vow in whatever place we may be to pay attention, to see, and observe, and perceive that which our catalyst is attempting to give us in the way of lessons about love. Do not lose any opportunity to ask yourself in difficult circumstances, “Where is the loving thing to do; where is the love here?”

Yes, negativity and positivity exist, and it seems prudent to both positive and negative entities to form alliances, in the positive sense so that we may share in one higher self which is a common memory of us all. In the negative sense, there are various reasons, shifting and restless, for combination. They all have to do with conquest. About those things which are political we wish to remain silent, simply reminding each that phenomena are manifestations of energy. The energy may be understood very simply. Gaze at any phenomenon and ask yourself, “Is it radiant and giving and loving and unifying or is it frightening and painful and difficult to bear?” Are you requested, or are you told and commanded? Judge for yourself the polarity of entities and situations, and know that armies will clash until entities tire of that game. The mystery of why the Creator chose to offer us these challenges and these ways of learning remains unknown to us. It is as well to accept, for now, that such is the case and to move always upon the positive path, thinking of others more than you do the self, giving more than you receive, understanding more than you are understood, being content to love. You are loved, loved most passionately and imperishably as the imperishable and unique soul that you are. The Creator is fascinated with you and wishes to know the tapestry of your feelings and thoughts and ideas and intentions. Offer to the Creator a passionate life, a life filled with caring and giving and loving and sharing. Let the colors be true and rich and let yourself have those periods which are the desert times, for those colors, too, must be in a truly beautiful painting or tapestry. Know, as you go through the dark times, of all the life that awaits to burst forth through the soil at the first drenching of blessed rain, and know that you shall as a soul receive that rain and walk once again in the lush oasis of joy. Q’uo, April 9, 1989.

So, John, I think that Q’uo has given us more of the reason for this battle as being symbolic of the battle that each of us fights, as warriors for the light, to move forward out of the darkness and into the light. There is still no answer to your second question of why only four entities on both the positive and negative sides in this battle take part in it, and I have no idea why this is.

If anyone has a question to ask email it to Camelot@llresearch.org.

This morning Gary, Trish, and Austin came over to have a meeting with me about a variety of L/L business that needed to be taken care of before they leave next Tuesday for Europe where they have Law of One meetings in Prague and in Berlin. It was good to see them again, and I hope that their flights go well and that they have a wonderful time sharing the Law of One with others spiritual seekers of truth.

This afternoon I went outside and put all of the piles of straw in the side and back yard into three garbage cans that were emptied this morning by yard waste pickup.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

July 13

The Universe Of Good

I am of the principle of love and I greet you in the full consciousness of that love.

May the light which surrounds you be made known to you in this day.

May your paths be filled with the consciousness of the many flowers and grasses upon the ground and within the mind.

May the spirit create for you the universe of good which the Father intended.

May love precede you to make fair your path this day.

Turn and call upon the spirit of love and you shall be enveloped and cradled in light and love every moment of your waking experience. We of the principle of love rejoice that we may share with you in your steps this day.

We leave you in the peace and the joy of the consciousness of love, both now and evermore. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send love, light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The question today comes from Eeva Karhunen and she asks: “I have noticed you work a lot in your garden and take care of the kitties, too. I wonder if it “counts” for that 51 percent to be able to graduate to the fourth density. I love gardening and animals and often find it much easier to be with my dog than with people. I try my best to be in service to others, still.”

Thank you for your question, Eeva. I certainly do believe that working in your garden and taking care of your dog are also ways of being of service to others and graduate to the fourth density, especially since you also try your best to be in service to other people as well. I think that the most important feature of being of service to others, no matter who you are serving, is your intention as Ra mentioned in 96.4 when they were referring to the house we were planning to move to in Georgia and our cleaning of it before holding any Ra sessions there:

May we note that just as each entity strives in each moment to become more nearly one with the Creator but falls short, just so is physical spotlessness striven for but not achieved. In each case the purity of intention and thoroughness of manifestation are appreciated. The variance between the attempt and the goal is never noted and may be considered unimportant.

I think that the reason that one’s intention to be of service is what counts the most is because we can never really know for sure whether we have been of service to another person since as Ra said in 16.39: “Understanding is not of this density.”

And, when speaking of gardening in particular as being of service to others, Ra suggested such was the case in 95.11:

Questioner: I am assuming that the newly chosen place meets parameters for best contact on the exterior of the house and would ask Ra at this time if there is any suggestions with respect to the exterior of the house?

Ra: I am Ra. The dwelling seems surrounded with the trees and fields of your countryside. This is acceptable. We suggest the general principle of preparing each part of your environment as it best suits each in the group with the beauty which each may feel to be appropriate. There is much of blessing in the gardening and the care of surroundings, for when this is accomplished in love of the creation the second-density flowers, plants, and small animals are aware of this service and return it.

So, Eeva, I think that you are easily getting to that 51% level to be able to graduate to the fourth density when you consider your attempts to serve others through gardening, taking care of your dog, and also attempting to be of service to others whenever possible. Thanks for your question and your life of service to others.

If anyone would like to ask a question just email it to Camelot@llresearch.org.

This morning I went outside and used my trimmer to finish the trimming of the yard that I began yesterday afternoon after I had cut the grass. Then I used my backpack blower to blow the straw, that I used to cover the grass seeds that I sowed a couple of weeks ago, into piles so I could put it in garbage cans for yard waste pickup tomorrow. I filled my last two garbage cans that don’t already have tree limbs in them.

This afternoon I went back outside to finish raking the straw into piles, and I will have to leave them in piles until tomorrow morning when the six cans that are now full of tree limbs and straw are picked up by yard waste.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

July 12

Blame And Forgiveness

I am of the principle of divine love and I greet you in the consciousness of Jesus the Christ.

We would speak with you this day about blame and forgiveness.

It is a natural faculty of humankind to discriminate, discern and judge betwixt all manner of experience in order to make choices and decisions. This is a proper use of the tools and resources which the Father has given to all His children.

There is, however, a dark and unpleasant side to discrimination. That is discrimination practiced with regard to the actions of others upon others which one watches as a witness. Shall you, as witness, blame and find judgment?

We trust and hope that the spirit of the living God may, by grace, open you in these trying moments to the power and consolation of prayerful attention. For in an attitude of prayerful attention it is desired only that the will of the Father be done. Thanksgiving is then given that all is, indeed, well and will be well.

These positive affirmations give a supernal peace to the witness and place those in dispute within the bright light of forgiveness and prayer. May you be an agent of peace by the power of the Holy Spirit and not an agent of blame and judgment. May you find, preserve and share the peace that does indeed pass the understanding of humankind.

It is in this peace and compassion that we leave you, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send love, light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The question today comes from Paul who asked: “In Atlantean days, it seemed somewhat commonplace amid the temples and schools to be in regular dialogue and collaboration with the Confederation via trance channeling to facilitate an ongoing teaching and training process (Session 22). The contact with Ra that you, Don, and Carla brought through seems exceptionally rare in today’s age.

Do you feel that the Confederation still seeks trance contacts to continue this type of sharing and collaboration? Or do you feel that they accomplished what they wanted in this harvest timeframe on Earth with L/L’s work in the 80’s.”

It does seem to be true, Paul, that the type of trance used in the Ra contact has not been utilized since the Ra contact, but I don’t think that is because the Confederation feels that they have shared all the information they hoped to share through our contact with Ra. The reason that such trance contact is not being used these days could well be that it is difficult to find groups that utilize trance as Ra mentioned in 71.21:

Questioner: When you say you searched for this group what do you mean? What was your process of search? I ask this question to understand more the illusion of time and space.

Ra: I am Ra. Consider the process of one who sees the spectrograph of some complex of elements. It is a complex paint sample, let us say for ease of description. We of Ra knew the needed elements for communication which had any chance of enduring. We compared our color chip to many individuals and groups over a long span of your time. Your spectrograph matches our sample.

In response to your desire to see the relationship betwixt space/time and time/space, may we say that we conducted this search in time/space, for in this illusion one may quite readily see entities as vibratory complexes and groups as harmonics within vibratory complexes.

And in 37.3, Ra mentioned how they decided to choose our group to channel the Law of One information:

Questioner: Will you comment on it?

Ra: I am Ra. We shall. Firstly, the choosing of this group to do some work to serve others was of an intensive nature. Each present sacrificed much for no tangible result. Each may search its heart for the type of sacrifice, knowing that the material sacrifices are the least; the intensive commitment to blending into an harmonious group at the apex of sacrifice. Under these conditions we found your vibration. We observed your vibration. It will not be seen often. We do not wish to puff up the pride, but we shall not chaffer with the circumstances necessary for our particular contact. Thus you have received and we willingly undertake the honor/duty of continuing to offer transmissions of concepts which are, to the best of our abilities, precise in nature and grounded in the attempt to unify many of those things that concern you.

And in 69.5, Ra was not optimistic about finding another group through which to transmit their information via trance if contact with our group was ended:

We may say once again two notes: Firstly, we searched long to find an appropriate channel or instrument and an appropriate support group. If this opportunity is ended we shall be grateful for that which has been done, but the possibility/probability vortices indicating the location of this configuration again are slight. Secondly, we thank you for we know what you sacrifice in order to do that which you as a group wish to do.

Thank you for your question, Paul. It was certainly an honor to be part of the Ra contact, and I hope that seekers of truth can use the Law of One as the means by which they can choose service to others and make the graduation into the fourth density of love and understanding.

If anyone has a question that they would like to ask you can email it to Camelot@llresearch.org.

This morning I ran a few errands with my first stop being a Feeder’s Supply where I bought some cat food, bird seed, and food for the fish. My second stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. My last stop was at Walgreen’s where I bought some ice cream and non-food items. When I got back home I used my backpack blower to blow the Sycamore leaves out of the Moss Garden and the area around the cross so that I can mulch them this afternoon when I cut the grass for the first time since Homecoming. I have waited this long because I sowed new grass seed in most of the yard after Homecoming, and now it seems like it is up as much as it will be.

This afternoon I went back out into the yard and used my Venus, my big mower, to cut the grass in the front, side, and back yards. Then I began the process of using my trimmer to cut around the bushes, trees, and walkways where the mower can’t go. The trimming part of cutting the grass is the long part, so I will finish it tomorrow.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

July 11

Never Run Too Fast

I am of the principle of love and greet you in that love.

We find that the minds of those who seek us this day are fretted and worried, so that there is only a very tenuous contact betwixt the spirit of love and those who seek it. It is very difficult for us to make it known to those who move fast and are upset.

But we are indeed with each, regardless of circumstances or where the mind is placed. Indeed, no matter how quickly the day goes or how upset you may become because of the circumstances of the day, we are with you. Love does not leave you, but, rather, the upset and worried personality forgets to open and request that the spirit of Christ enter in.

We hope you never run so fast or feel so out of sorts that you forget to open to love, for that love may transform, not the circumstances, but the feelings about them.

We leave you in peace, now and ever.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send love, light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the question comes from Susan, and she asks: “What gives you hope?”

That is a good question, Susan, as I have never been asked it before. However, there are so many things that give me hope, and the greatest of all comes from my study of the Law of One which reveals that this creation that we live in was made by the one infinite Creator in order to know Itself better. So, what that means to me is that no matter what happens in the world around me, I know that ultimately it is the Creator knowing Itself. There is no true separation of any of us from the Creator. All seeming separation gives us a chance to know ourselves on our spiritual journeys of reunification with the Creator. And as we know ourselves more and more as the Creator, we are also helping the Creator to know Itself.

Building on that foundation, I also feel great hope that more and more people on planet Earth will come to know the Law of One that Carla, Don, and I brought through during the contact with those of Ra. As people become aware of the Law of One and study it, each one can also see that they and everyone around them are also the Creator which is getting to know Itself better through there free will choices on their own spiritual paths as seekers of truth. The more people that become aware of the Law of One, the more likely it is that the population of Earth will choose to be of service to others, form a social memory complex, be graduated to the fourth density of love and understanding, and will continue to call Mother Earth their home.

Once again, as people study the Law of One I feel hope that we can take care of Mother Earth by cutting back on our use of fossil fuels and stop putting so much carbon dioxide,  nitrous oxide, methane, chlorofluorocarbons, and water vapor in the air which leads to global warming and the great weather catastrophes that are currently threatening so many lives with the increasing heat in the atmosphere and wildfires in various places around the world as well as heavy rains and snow that can cause devastating flooding. Just last week it was mentioned on the news that the highest average temperatures ever on Earth were recorded. I believe that most people have good hearts and are positively-oriented, and this gives me hope that we can come together to heal our Mother Earth who provides us all with her beautiful trees, animals, mountains, rivers, lakes, and oceans which surround our homes.

And, since the Law of One has been a major life lesson for me for most of my life, I feel hopeful that I can continue to share it with anyone who askes me about it whether in our public channeling sessions, our Homecoming Gatherings, podcasts and zoom meets with people around the world, or anyone that needs a service or helping hand that I can provide because being of service to others has become a way of living the Law of One for me.

Thank you for your question, Susan. I have a hunch that you are also a Law of One student and can feel the same hopes that I feel.

If anyone has a question just send it in an email to Camelot@llresearch.org.

This morning I went outside and once again sprayed the Giant Hibiscus with fungicide to kill the brown spot that has infected the plants again this year. I have seen a number of flower buds in the last few days, and today I saw the first bloom, so I think that the spraying is doing its job.

This afternoon I went outside and began weeding around the yard. I used my hoe to weed the largest garden around the fish pond. Then I used my trimmer to weed the other four gardens around the fish pond, the Ruins Mound, the Astilbe Garden in the back yard as well as in the cross area. Then I used my trimmer to deadhead the Red Salvia on the Wuthering Heights Mound in the front yard.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

July 10

Be The Light

I am the principle of divine love. I greet you in the full consciousness of that love which is in Jesus the Christ.

You, as you gaze at yourself, cannot see that you are the light of the world. Disturbed with your own difficulties, confused about priorities, and in general bogged down in the waste, the paperwork, and the uselessness of many daily activities, it is easy to forget and it is easy to relinquish your birthright.

Your birthright is to be sons and daughters of the one infinite Creator. You are the light of the world. Know and feel this in your heart. Know that through the grace of this principle which we represent, all your efforts shall be comforted and supported.

Do not think too little of yourself. Be the light of the world in gladness, joy and singleness of mind and heart. Remember that which you are here to do: love each other. May you shine with the radiance of the Christ.

We are with you always in comfort and in the peace of unconditional love, now and forever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send love, light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the question is from John, and he asks: “What is your perspective on kundalini awakenings/holotropic states, and do they have anything to do with initiation or even intelligent infinity as mentioned in the Law of One?” 

Yes, John, I believe that kundalini awakenings and holotropic states are connected to initiation and intelligent infinity. I will attempt to give you some examples of their similarity. When speaking of the kundalini awakenings Ra suggested in 49.6, that when we become seekers of truth that we draw energy through the south pole, and it moves through our energy centers or chakras according to the nature of each chakra and whether we have done the work of each chakra to clear it. When the energy of the south pole reaches the heart or green-ray chakra and is met by the inner energy of the north pole, then an entity is ready for harvest. When the south pole energy rises higher, the states of consciousness can eventually increase into the equivalent of initiation:

Questioner: What process would be the recommended process for correctly awakening, as they say, the kundalini and of what value would that be?

Ra: I am Ra. The metaphor of the coiled serpent being called upwards is vastly appropriate for consideration by your peoples. This is what you are attempting when you seek. There are, as we have stated, great misapprehensions concerning this metaphor and the nature of pursuing its goal. We must generalize and ask that you grasp the fact that this in effect renders far less useful that which we share. However, as each entity is unique, generalities are our lot when communicating for your possible edification.

We have two types of energy. We are attempting then, as entities in any true color of this octave, to move the meeting place of inner and outer natures further and further along or upward along the energy centers. The two methods of approaching this with sensible method are first, the seating within one’s self of those experiences which are attracted to the entity through the south pole. Each experience will need to be observed, experienced, balanced, accepted, and seated within the individual. As the entity grows in self-acceptance and awareness of catalyst the location of the comfortable seating of these experiences will rise to the new true-color entity. The experience, whatever it may be, will be seated in red ray and considered as to its survival content and so forth.

Each experience will be sequentially understood by the growing and seeking mind/body/spirit complex in terms of survival, then in terms of personal identity, then in terms of social relations, then in terms of universal love, then in terms of how the experience may beget free communication, then in terms of how the experience may be linked to universal energies, and finally in terms of the sacramental nature of each experience.

Meanwhile the Creator lies within. In the north pole the crown is already upon the head and the entity is potentially a god. This energy is brought into being by the humble and trusting acceptance of this energy through meditation and contemplation of the self and of the Creator.

Where these energies meet is where the serpent will have achieved its height. When this uncoiled energy approaches universal love and radiant being the entity is in a state whereby the harvestability of the entity comes nigh.

In 54.27, Ra defined initiation and related it to contact with intelligent infinity:

Questioner: By saying that the Queen’s Chamber was the initiatory place, could you tell me what you mean by that?

Ra: I am Ra. This question is a large one. We cannot describe initiation in its specific sense due to our distortion towards the belief/understanding that the process which we offered so many of your years ago was not a balanced one.

However, you are aware of the concept of initiation and realize that it demands the centering of the being upon the seeking of the Creator. We have hoped to balance this understanding by enunciating the Law of One, that is, that all things are One Creator. Thus seeking the Creator is done not just in meditation and the work of an adept but in the experiential nexus of each moment.

The initiation of [the] Queen’s Chamber has to do with the abandoning of self to such desire to know the Creator in full that the purified instreaming light is drawn in balanced fashion through all energy centers, meeting in indigo and opening the gate to intelligent infinity. Thus the entity experiences true life or, as your people call it, resurrection.

In 57.33, Ra describes contact with intelligent infinity:

The seeker seeks the One. This One is to be sought, as we have said, by the balanced and self-accepting self, aware both of its apparent distortions and its total perfection. Resting in this balanced awareness, the entity then opens the self to the universe which it is. The light energy of all things may then be attracted by this intense seeking, and wherever the inner seeking meets the attracted cosmic prana, realization of the One takes place.

The purpose of clearing each energy center is to allow that meeting place to occur at the indigo-ray vibration, thus making contact with intelligent infinity and dissolving all illusions. Service-to-others is automatic at the released energy generated by this state of consciousness.

And, as you know John, Stanislav Grof developed the term holotropic to mean expanded states of consciousness of a healing or transformative nature that is moving one’s consciousness towards wholeness as has been accomplished throughout the history of Earth in various religions, shamanic practices, with all indigenous people, and with individuals who have been spiritual seekers of truth traveling their own path. So, whether we are talking about holotropic states, initiation, contact with intelligent infinity, or the rising of the kundalini, we are talking about the same general concept that can take place uniquely for each individual either as a partial degree of what many have called enlightenment or the total coming into union with the one infinite Creator/intelligent infinity. Thanks for another great question, John.

If anyone would like to ask a question just send it in an email to: Camelot@llresearch.org.

This morning I continued working on my Camelot Journal entries for the next few days as I like to be able to edit each entry at least three different times on three different days to achieve the best possible answers. Then I took an errand run to The Home Depot to see if I could find a pot just a little larger than the one that my Christmas cactus is currently growing in so that I might repot it due to its stems being rather limp lately, and I also bought some potting soil.

This afternoon I did my usual sweeping and dusting of the second floor of the house where Benny lives. She is a feral cat who was bonded with Mr. Mush before he passed away a couple of months ago, and she seems to be doing well on her own now.  Then I repotted my Christmas cactus, watered it, and put it in the shade of the pantry for three days as per the instructions I got on the internet. I also went outside and cleaned the filters on the fish pond.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

July 9

Awaiting The Host’s Invitation

I am of those who shower this world with the ever-creative love of Jesus the Christ. I greet you in the consciousness of love.

That consciousness flowers when it will, as the world calls for it and requires it. That consciousness is called by desire. That consciousness dwells as the guest within the house, awaiting the host’s invitation to join in the conversation at table.

At times your experience may be that of the banquet and at other times that of starvation fare. Yet always the manna of divine thought is there in full supply to fill the hearts and minds of those who seek beyond banquet and hunger to that food which is given every day for the transformation of the self and the renewal of all of humankind.

We leave you in the peace of constant, divine love. Whatever your circumstance this is yours, now and forever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send love, light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the question comes from John who asks: “What are your thoughts on the UFO whistleblower that’s been on the news recently? Where do you think we are headed right now?”

Well John, from what I have heard about David Grusch he is a very reliable, patriotic source of information which is now coming forth to reveal that for the last 80 years the United States government has been hiding information about UFOs from the time of the Project Bluebook, 1947–1969, which was created to refute any claims of the existence of UFOs. It has only been a month since he has made these claims, but I have a hunch that support from people like Senator Marco Rubio will continue to grow until evidence is revealed that verifies the existence of UFOs. Before getting into the second part of your question as to where we are headed as people and a national government, I would like to share some of Ra’s information about UFOs, especially the question that Don asked Ra in 24.19:

Questioner: …It’s not too important, but I would really be interested to know if Dwight Eisenhower met with either the Confederation or the Orion group during the 1950s or that time?

Ra: I am Ra. The one of which you speak met with thought-forms which are indistinguishable from third density. This was a test. We, the Confederation, wished to see what would occur if this extremely positively oriented and simple congenial person with no significant distortions towards power happened across peaceful information and the possibilities which might append therefrom. We discovered that this entity did not feel that those under his care could deal with the concepts of other beings and other philosophies. Thus an agreement reached then allowed him to go his way, ourselves to do likewise; and a very quiet campaign, as we have heard you call it, be continued alerting your peoples to our presence gradually. Events have overtaken this plan.

This strongly suggests that our federal government knew about UFOs since the President of the United States himself was contacted by UFO occupants. And in the next question, Don asked Ra about supposed bodies of extraterrestrial entities being stored in one of our military installations. He didn’t say so in the question, but he was asking about the bodies of extraterrestrials from the crash of a UFO outside of Roswell, New Mexico in 1947, which were supposedly being stored at Wright-Patterson Air Force Base in Dayton, Ohio:

Questioner: The only other question that went with that is: was there a crashed spaceship and are there small bodies now stored in our military installations?

Ra: I am Ra. We do not wish to infringe upon your future. Gave we you this information, we might be giving you more than you could appropriately deal with in the space/time nexus of your present somewhat muddled configuration of military and intelligence thought. Therefore, we shall withhold this information.

In 7.12, Ra described the purpose of the Confederation for allowing UFOs to be seen in our skies, and Ra also revealed that some of the UFOs were from the Orion group of negatively-oriented entities:

Questioner: I am interested in the application of the Law of One as it pertains to free will and what I would call the advertising done by UFO contact with the planet. That is, the Council has allowed the quarantine to be lifted many times over the past thirty years. This seems to me to be a form of advertising for what we are doing right now, so that more people will be awakened. Am I correct?

Ra: I am Ra. It will take a certain amount of untangling of conceptualization of your mental complex to reform your query into an appropriate response. Please bear with us.

The Council of Saturn has not allowed the breaking of quarantine in the time/space continuum you mentioned. There is a certain amount of landing taking place. Some of these landings are of your peoples. Some are of the entities known to you as the group of Orion.

Secondly, there is permission granted, not to break quarantine by dwelling among you, but to appear in thought-form capacity for those who have eyes to see.

Thirdly, you are correct in assuming that permission was granted at the time/space in which your first nuclear device was developed and used for Confederation members to minister unto your peoples in such a way as to cause mystery to occur. This is what you mean by advertising and is correct. The mystery and unknown quality of the occurrences we are allowed to offer have the hoped-for intention of making your peoples aware of infinite possibility. When your peoples grasp infinity, then and only then, can the gateway be opened to the Law of One.

The last part of Ra’s answer gives the overall perspective of how the Confederation uses UFOs for people to become aware of “infinite possibility” and become seekers of truth via the Law of One. Also, Ra said that some of the UFOs are of a negative nature, and their agenda would obviously be the desire to add Earth to their empire.

In 8.2, Ra said that our government also has created UFOs that are also seen in our skies:

Questioner: There was a portion of the material yesterday which I will read where you say “there is a certain amount of landing taking place. Some of these landings are of your peoples; some are of the entities known to you as the group of Orion.” My first question is what did you mean by the landings are of your peoples?

Ra: I am Ra. Your peoples have, at this time/space present, the technological achievement, if you would call it that, of being able to create and fly the shape and type of craft known to you as unidentified flying objects. Unfortunately for the social memory complex vibratory rate of your peoples, these devices are not intended for the service of mankind, but for potential destructive use. This further muddles the vibratory nexus of your social memory complex, causing a situation whereby neither those oriented towards serving others nor those oriented towards serving self can gain the energy/power which opens the gates to intelligent infinity for the social memory complex. This in turn causes the harvest to be small.

So now I will try to address your question, John, about where we are headed regarding the revealing of information about UFOs by our government. And I really can’t say for sure because the government may be willing to admit that there is indisputable evidence that UFOs exist, but then what will the response of the government be? Will it be positive and seek communication with the UFOs, or will the response be one of fear for national security? And will the government be willing to admit that we have had UFO craft for over 40 years now? And what if the government is contacted by the Orion group? The waters seem very muddied now and the future unknown. We can only hope that more and more people at all levels of our society become aware of the Law of One that has its basis in extraterrestrial contact and that the ensuing dialogue about UFOs is heart-centered in service to others.

If anyone has a question they would like to ask, just send it in an email to: Camelot@llresearch.org.

Today Anna came to visit me, and we spent most of the afternoon watching the interview that Gary did with me and Carla in August of 2015. In between interview sessions we also enjoyed dancing to some of her and my favorite songs by Taylor Swift and Lacy J. Dalton. We also had a good time just catching up with what has been going on in each other’s lives since we saw each other at this year’s Homecoming Gathering in May. Since we only got a small way through the interview, we have scheduled another get together next month.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

July 8

Pray And Release

I come to speak with the voice of Jesus the Christ to the world. I greet you in the full consciousness of love.

There are the tears unshed, the concern and the worry within this instrument this day, concern for family members whose health has been compromised. And so this pilgrim makes the same error as many: thinking to take up the cross of Christ and follow Him, instead this seeker takes up the cross of worry and follows the illusions of the world.

Let the tears unshed become the prayers said. Let prayers said be prayers felt, prayers meant, prayers realized.

Then let the seeking soul be at rest, for all burdens are not the spirit’s to carry. The function of the Comforter is to hear that which has been said and to submit it to the greater will.

With the prayer said, it has been done. It may be released. It may be trusted. And consolation and peace may come to that spirit which knows that the higher will has now been invoked through Jesus the Christ.

We urge you to pray, to release the prayer, and then to be, at last, in perfect peace, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send love, light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.