Depression?

[xise]

I feel bad for creating this thread. I didn't want to stir up trouble.
But if I didn't get it out, I would have felt more trapped.

Yeah, I certainly don't want to repeat these lessons of life.

I wonder how Robin Williams is faring.

Genuine disagreement is healthy. Multiple views strengthen us all, especially when it strengthens understanding, which is has for me.

You aren't stirring up trouble. You're stirring up a big mixing pot of love.

This thread is also a healthy reminder that I still have some processing to do of accepting how many f'ed lives I saw at my previous job as a result of people making rash decisions. So visceral, so in need of processing and acceptance.

[AnthroHeart]

I just get images of doing so and they excite me at times.

A) Is it thought of entering the afterlife that excites you, regardless of how you died, or
B) is it actually the act of taking your own life - suicide - that excites you?

It's also a little bit of C) Earth's energies irritate me. I'd like to be free of them.

[Adonai One]

Phoenix, here are your definitions:

Love = Belief of an expression of something

Wisdom = Belief of complete love of something so far as to enable it in the present and future equally and completely

Power = Infinite belief of the self as all things loved, and as such, manifested

One more thing:

Unity = Infinite belief of the self as all things and as all things loved and enabled wisely = Love/Light completely blended and balanced

[xise]

It's also a little bit of C) Earth's energies irritate me. I'd like to be free of them.

Really? Gaia's energy has always been so peaceful and mothering whenever I connect with her. Though sometimes it can hard to do so in the city.

[AnthroHeart]

Yeah, it feels a little spiky to me. And there's this feeling of needing to stretch but not being able to.

[Phoenix]

Firstly, I'm going to start another post for power, wisdom and love. In the Law of One section.

I feel bad for creating this thread. I didn't want to stir up trouble.
But if I didn't get it out, I would have felt more trapped.

Yeah, I certainly don't want to repeat these lessons of life.

I wonder how Robin Williams is faring.

What I said in the other post but deleted in favour of responding to you was that I had really liked being able to communicate frankly about this. Can't do it elsewhere, far too charged. And my response to Xise was a little charged as well.

There hasn't been much conflict or unpleasantness in this thread.

[Jade]

I've quite enjoyed the candid discussion and the opening of my avenues of thought.

Gem, if you want to know how Robin Williams is doing, you should ask him yourself. He's most likely still healing on the other side of the veil and therefore can communicate back to you. Even if you are unable to hear it, I'm 100% certain the message will reach you in some way.

Also if he's still healing then he can probably use any love and light you have to send him, I'm sure that he'd definitely appreciate it.

Of course he could have just jumped right back in to 3D, it certainly has its perks.

[Adonai One]

Nope, not if he's in automatic reincarnation. I hope you enjoy hearing another entity representing him.

I estimate that 70% of humanity is automatically reincarnate and inaccessible disincarnately except by proxy.

[anagogy]

Nope, not if he's in automatic reincarnation. I hope you enjoy hearing another entity representing him.

I estimate that 70% of humanity is automatically reincarnate and inaccessible disincarnately except by proxy.

According to Ra, only 46% are automatically reincarnating. The rest are consciously selecting their incarnate circumstances. At least, that was the case in 1981.

[Adonai One]

Session? I don't recall such a statistic being cited anywhere in the material.

[anagogy]

Session? I don't recall such a statistic being cited anywhere in the material.

"21.11 Questioner: At this time in our cycle, near the end, what percentage of the entities, approximately, incarnating are making their own choices?

Ra: I am Ra. The approximate percentage is five four, fifty-four [54] percent."

[Adonai One]

Nice! Thanks.

[Phoenix]

Well, according to 'destiny of souls' by Michael Newton, There is always energy left behind so if they did want to communicate even while incarnating it should be possible. (Although I don't know if advisable.)

I got one or two dreams about my father when he died. He had suffered greatly and I got the distinct impression that he was still healing. But, as mentioned before, I do not hold great stock on such concerns, since it all is very abstract.

[AnthroHeart]

Boy, this is sad.

[AnthroHeart]

I pet Loki and he started panting happily. I then had the thought "That's it Loki, keep me alive."

Funny how I get those. I even spoke the words affectionately.

[AnthroHeart]

I don't get suicidal thoughts anymore, now that I've found out about Tulpas. It's all so exciting.
Though I am mentally worn out. I'd say it has saved my life.