What are you doing 12-21-12? Any Questions for Carla & Jim?

[Cyan]

I thought I was working with Ra for the many hours of mental focus I have done in the past. But it turns out it was Lucifer. I made the mistake of inviting him into my chakra.

I would point out that:

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Let us illustrate by observing the relative harmony and unchanging quality of existence in one of your, as you call it, primitive tribes. The entities have the concepts of lawful and taboo, but the law is inexorable and all events occur as predestined. There is no concept of right and wrong, good or bad. It is a culture in monochrome. In this context you may see the one you call Lucifer as the true light-bringer in that the knowledge of good and evil both precipitated the mind/body/spirits of this Logos from the Edenic conditions of constant contentment but also provided the impetus to move, to work and to learn.

I'll reformat this into "my talk" to illustrate a hopeful alleviation of symptoms:

Let us then show you, a person that feels they are stuck in a situation that can not change, for what they are waiting can not happen, that is to say, death. The person is waiting for the death of the flesh before attempting to be happy, but if there is never death of the flesh, only transition of the flesh, the person will wait forever, in this state of false harmony and unity. A colorful existance but all whitewashed by the color of waiting for death. Enter, Lucifer. The judge that you created to keep an eye on you, to harm where it was neccesary, and to avoid when none was needed. This judge, that you created as the god of your own creation, looks at your actions and is presented with a simple choice. Harm the one that created it, and face possible death and destruction but at least, know that, in the act of its death and destruction, its creator will at least experience a moment of movement away from its held position, and perhaps, after such a movement it will find itself in a different position and believe it is the same as the one before, and slowly, start to move again. In such a way, Lucifer may, through its own fall from your grace ensure that you live your life to the fullest, for its only interest is in studying, and, in juding your life, as it is the creature that was desired when it was made and no other creature may do such to you except the one that you can not control in the state of frozen, perhaps false, harmony, the harmony that relies on death before action, and death does not exists, it is the end of existance. In such a life, Lucifer would be the light-bringer, it would shine its light on you bright enough to blind you for a moment to the prison that you created for your own soul so that you may step out of the cage of your beliefs and observe you as you are, both dead and not dead, living and not living. As all that is, and none of it at all. As. One. Such a role is uniquely suited for a creature of Lucifers talents. Would such a tool not be used if help is requested, or, would you seek to say what tools the physician may use. This may be adequate if both the physician and the patient are of the same level, human. But when you ask of the astral, do you trust in your physician, or doubt its knowledge of its own tools? If you deny yourself a useful tool because it reminds you, uncomfortably, of your own mortality, you have, pointlessly, and uselesly, crippled yourself.

Anyway. That is that quote in "cyan translation" and I hope it illuminates why "Ra" may choose to use Lucifer on you, just as, it may choose to use Isis or Toth or Seth or any other group of entities or archtypes if you ask for its assistance. As i may be wrong, if it doesnt resonate, leave it behind.

I hope you do fine in your troubles