I ask myself a question: nothing really had happened, why? Yesterday I tested my feelings, which I want to share with You:
Frustration? - No because I didn't consider myself 51% or more positively evolved. Though I still hoped somewhere inside
I was that good, I wished to stay with people I love most. so no frustration there;
Anger? - Yesterday I had fear, but mostly for losing my memories, which is most precious to me (though I am aware that there is stronger connection between us); however I found enough courage and trust in my connection with the One Infinite Creator, that everything would be all right. Probably not everything the way I wanted, but still. So, consequently no anger there;
Sorrow? -Though there was no mystical experience, I fought sorrow with cheer in my heart - when I look back and see how much I have learnt. When you successfully take a test, you are most grateful, which I am now. You are grateful to whom has made it for you, and from this point you do not want to make a test easier to yourself in past, even if you may lose, and you are grateful, that if you can not manage/understand there always will be another chance. Take into consideration, that you can take help from "others".
Going to the first question - Why? I can not still answer it. I have been most grateful to hidden_hand for sharing his wisdom and love with us. It still will be OK to find out, that he gave this very date for negativity/challenge; But we know harvest is going for some 30 years, so what is going on?
Frustration? - No because I didn't consider myself 51% or more positively evolved. Though I still hoped somewhere inside
I was that good, I wished to stay with people I love most. so no frustration there;Anger? - Yesterday I had fear, but mostly for losing my memories, which is most precious to me (though I am aware that there is stronger connection between us); however I found enough courage and trust in my connection with the One Infinite Creator, that everything would be all right. Probably not everything the way I wanted, but still. So, consequently no anger there;
Sorrow? -Though there was no mystical experience, I fought sorrow with cheer in my heart - when I look back and see how much I have learnt. When you successfully take a test, you are most grateful, which I am now. You are grateful to whom has made it for you, and from this point you do not want to make a test easier to yourself in past, even if you may lose, and you are grateful, that if you can not manage/understand there always will be another chance. Take into consideration, that you can take help from "others".
Going to the first question - Why? I can not still answer it. I have been most grateful to hidden_hand for sharing his wisdom and love with us. It still will be OK to find out, that he gave this very date for negativity/challenge; But we know harvest is going for some 30 years, so what is going on?