02-06-2009, 11:20 PM
ayadew, that is exactly the problem that I was having accepting that I may be a wanderer earlier. I feel such an understanding to the STS values that I thought I may be going STS. What disturbed me the most was that I thought I may be going STS instead of STO. It can be hard to differentiate when you are questioning your own values.
Like I felt that maybe my motivations behind all of my giving and service might have been selfish, but it was that my love and recognition of the self were waning so that I thought it was STS instead of STO. I think that is it but dont hold me to it; I still get confused.
Love and Peace
Like I felt that maybe my motivations behind all of my giving and service might have been selfish, but it was that my love and recognition of the self were waning so that I thought it was STS instead of STO. I think that is it but dont hold me to it; I still get confused.
Love and Peace