Chuckles, I myself started all of this when I was 13 years old at abovetopsecret.com, wanting to know the truth about the elite, the aliens, everything..
I was very intrigued by the dark side of things, and felt a tremendous ability in being evil, I still feel like it would the easiest option for me to do, except all this bloody compassion! Luckily my deeds of evil were always quite minimal, luckily so I feel, I doubt luck has much to do with anything. Thanks, I feel like that has been the most helpful thing said me to me in a while!
seek seek and seek some more!
I just remembered, I seem to have a death wish.
I read a book my a fellow named Lujan Matus, he claims to share the benefactor Don Juan, from carlos castanedas books, anyways, he talks about a negative type of entity, and anger and some kind of crazy ego-confidence wells up in me, and I would challenge them, do your worst, bring your best, ect ect, I was just reading the LOO stuff, about the orions, saw that they had 6th density beings in their group, and thought to myself, BRING IT ON 6TH-IES, I seem to revel in the idea of a horrible challenge against what I percieve as "evil" I can't wait to read this in a year and laugh knowingly, and than read it 5 years later, and realize how little I knew, and than 10 years later, realize how much I knew... WHO KNOWS HOW THE STORY SHALL CONTINUE!
Reading more info about the orion group via LOO, it seems as if it's necessary for someone to actually ask to be taken? or that they be seeking negative information.. is this essentially correct?
I was very intrigued by the dark side of things, and felt a tremendous ability in being evil, I still feel like it would the easiest option for me to do, except all this bloody compassion! Luckily my deeds of evil were always quite minimal, luckily so I feel, I doubt luck has much to do with anything. Thanks, I feel like that has been the most helpful thing said me to me in a while!
seek seek and seek some more!
I just remembered, I seem to have a death wish.
I read a book my a fellow named Lujan Matus, he claims to share the benefactor Don Juan, from carlos castanedas books, anyways, he talks about a negative type of entity, and anger and some kind of crazy ego-confidence wells up in me, and I would challenge them, do your worst, bring your best, ect ect, I was just reading the LOO stuff, about the orions, saw that they had 6th density beings in their group, and thought to myself, BRING IT ON 6TH-IES, I seem to revel in the idea of a horrible challenge against what I percieve as "evil" I can't wait to read this in a year and laugh knowingly, and than read it 5 years later, and realize how little I knew, and than 10 years later, realize how much I knew... WHO KNOWS HOW THE STORY SHALL CONTINUE!
Reading more info about the orion group via LOO, it seems as if it's necessary for someone to actually ask to be taken? or that they be seeking negative information.. is this essentially correct?