03-05-2010, 02:00 PM
Welcome, Misty! Thank you for being here now!
Know this, you are loved. Love is always present around you and within you... Take a moment to take a deep breath... feel the air fill your lungs... Is that not Love... the Love of the Earth and and the Sun to provide such beautiful air in which to breath with. The act of breathing is an act of Love.
A spiritual practice as has been said previously is of utmost importance! There are many positive spiritual practices to consider--- exploring spirituality is the only way to learn that which resonates with you. This is a personal journey--- You may wish to begin by journaling--- just write down stuff that pops in your mind without thinking about it. Later on re-read and write a thoughtful resposnse to youSelf. You could begin the response with Thank you, the I Am.. I am now responding to this consciousness. In this way you will begin to contact yourSelf and deepen your personhood.
Take time to live alone. It is important to become comfortable making decisions on your own! Going where you choose to go when you choose to do so! This takes practice to cultivate--- at first you may feel anxious--- or wrong--- Breath through those fears and put one foot in front of the other and try out those decisions!
I understand where you are coming from having been isolated and raised similarly. I somehow came to believe this little truth... a little truth is the truth until it is no longer the truth... the little truth that I came to believe was "if only I was thinner I would be loved and liked and accepted." No matter how thin I became (due to not eating) people still did not love or like or accept me... the understanding as to why they did not resides within the mySelf... It was I who had to accept me, Love me, Like me.
Time alone nurturing yourself will allow you to develop your personhood. Living alone does not mean you are alone... You are always surrounded by the guides and Angels who Love you, by the Earth and Sky who Love you... and you are always able to connect with others who Love you.
Conditional love is a little truth. Unconditional Love is the BIG TRUTH[i]. The BIG TRUTH is the Truth and will always be the Truth.
Here is a quote from the Red Book, “Become a divine exhibitionist. Play more, laugh more, do things that make your spirit roar, that amplify all your senses and encourage others to smile. Love boldy. Make your spirituality brighter, your prayers more colorful, your life more refined and reflective. Not only make the divine see you, but make the divine want to lick your forehead and taste you. …You have to pray from such an honest and open and raw place in yourself that the divine eagerly wants to kneel at the altar of you.” The Red Book
Have you considered joining Americorps or the Peace corps? This is a great place in which to assist others and be supported as you develop your personhood. Just some ideas... I am sure you will find your way home...
Home is in the nature of your HEART... It is the Seat of Love and the space in which you will develop your personhood.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XeCQp--fUJg
Love--
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Know this, you are loved. Love is always present around you and within you... Take a moment to take a deep breath... feel the air fill your lungs... Is that not Love... the Love of the Earth and and the Sun to provide such beautiful air in which to breath with. The act of breathing is an act of Love.
A spiritual practice as has been said previously is of utmost importance! There are many positive spiritual practices to consider--- exploring spirituality is the only way to learn that which resonates with you. This is a personal journey--- You may wish to begin by journaling--- just write down stuff that pops in your mind without thinking about it. Later on re-read and write a thoughtful resposnse to youSelf. You could begin the response with Thank you, the I Am.. I am now responding to this consciousness. In this way you will begin to contact yourSelf and deepen your personhood.
Take time to live alone. It is important to become comfortable making decisions on your own! Going where you choose to go when you choose to do so! This takes practice to cultivate--- at first you may feel anxious--- or wrong--- Breath through those fears and put one foot in front of the other and try out those decisions!
I understand where you are coming from having been isolated and raised similarly. I somehow came to believe this little truth... a little truth is the truth until it is no longer the truth... the little truth that I came to believe was "if only I was thinner I would be loved and liked and accepted." No matter how thin I became (due to not eating) people still did not love or like or accept me... the understanding as to why they did not resides within the mySelf... It was I who had to accept me, Love me, Like me.
Time alone nurturing yourself will allow you to develop your personhood. Living alone does not mean you are alone... You are always surrounded by the guides and Angels who Love you, by the Earth and Sky who Love you... and you are always able to connect with others who Love you.
Conditional love is a little truth. Unconditional Love is the BIG TRUTH[i]. The BIG TRUTH is the Truth and will always be the Truth.
Here is a quote from the Red Book, “Become a divine exhibitionist. Play more, laugh more, do things that make your spirit roar, that amplify all your senses and encourage others to smile. Love boldy. Make your spirituality brighter, your prayers more colorful, your life more refined and reflective. Not only make the divine see you, but make the divine want to lick your forehead and taste you. …You have to pray from such an honest and open and raw place in yourself that the divine eagerly wants to kneel at the altar of you.” The Red Book
Have you considered joining Americorps or the Peace corps? This is a great place in which to assist others and be supported as you develop your personhood. Just some ideas... I am sure you will find your way home...
Home is in the nature of your HEART... It is the Seat of Love and the space in which you will develop your personhood.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XeCQp--fUJg
Love--
fairyfarmgirl
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