The Spiritual Ethics of Suicide

[Zachary]

I have realized that suicide is no real solution to ones challenges.

A challenge here is a challenge there...I have put myself through 'suicide' mentally..created a scenario in my head where I kill myself and perceive my actions from outside of the body; I experience immediate regret, realizing that nothing has changed...I am still me, just as conscious and aware with the same challenges I experienced while in the body, only now there is no going back. I feel a very, very heavy feeling of regret and remorse..wishing I wouldn't have gone through with it.. realizing that I will never be that unique human being ever again, realizing I gave up on myself and my loved ones.

I've had my share of dark moments...and as low as I have felt.. as much as I have wanted to end it all at times in the past..I just couldn't..because I know that it solves nothing.