09-09-2013, 09:36 PM
It's annoying even if I expect and appreciate it now. Had a "breakthrough" on friday and felt good all saturday. Felt average/indifferent on sunday and then today I woke up in complete stagnation. Don't know where all my motivation went in the space of 2 days but yeh today has been hard. Doesn't help that I should be working on assignments today.
This process is really making me consider how I define effort. When in a positive state effort is attained effortlessly, when in a negative mood effort is painfully forced. When I force the effort in a negative state the work being produced is always sub-par and feels like I'am just wasting time I could be using to rest and revert back into a better state.
This process is really making me consider how I define effort. When in a positive state effort is attained effortlessly, when in a negative mood effort is painfully forced. When I force the effort in a negative state the work being produced is always sub-par and feels like I'am just wasting time I could be using to rest and revert back into a better state.