10-18-2013, 07:31 PM
I don't know, days feel slower for me lately. I'm counting the hours. I'm a little disappointed that nothing seemed to happen that was obvious. I spent Dec 21, 2012 in jail because I went mentally insane and made a mistake.
I'm not sure now if I've been given the choice to leave or not. I probably would have taken them, that's how fragile my ego has been. Energy doesn't feel much different than it did a year ago. Not sure about how 4D energies are coming in. And it frustrates me a little bit. How much can I really do being here. They say we're shining light/love by just being here. But I can't say that for sure if I'm making a difference. I try to turn to my guardian angel, but just get confused energies.
I'm not sure now if I've been given the choice to leave or not. I probably would have taken them, that's how fragile my ego has been. Energy doesn't feel much different than it did a year ago. Not sure about how 4D energies are coming in. And it frustrates me a little bit. How much can I really do being here. They say we're shining light/love by just being here. But I can't say that for sure if I'm making a difference. I try to turn to my guardian angel, but just get confused energies.