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[Jeremy]

i think we're programs in a matrix/illusion that can only do what we're programmed/fated to do....

What about free will?

i think there's only one (infinite) creator, only 1 identity, so i think nothing can be that is not my will.

"The seeming contradictions of determinism and free will melt away when it is accepted that there is such a thing as true simultaneity."

Does my free will decision to disregard what I'm programmed to do (assumed we can figure out what someone's program/fate is) and follow a completely different path exist as part of the Creator's will?

I think that's putting a little too much emphasis on the creator just as Christianity does ie: gods plan and disregarding your higher selfs preincarnational plan. Remember that there are infinite paths created so that if one veers off of one, another if proposed. If that one isn't maintained then another, etc.

To say it's the creators will gives it control in a sense when it is more of a backseat driver in a sense. It experiences through us by experiencing our decisions based upon the free will that has been given. To say that it has willed us to do anything would be an infringement upon the very free will that enables us to make such decisions.