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It seems it's your emotional response to the synchronicity's where you feel they are 'far out weird' or you feel as though they are imprisoning you. A few years back i didn't know of synchronicity's and i began to see the number 33 everywhere this lasted for two years almost solidly. At first I was like what the f*** is happening but now when i see a 33 i just laugh because i understand what it is. Synchronicity's have a habit of popping up in strange and weird ways because they stick in the memory more and I believe this helps the synchronicity to talk to the unconscious mind directly so to speak. If it's any constellation I have been experiencing similar things where I think something and someone then says it out loud or I was singing a song in my head and my girlfriend started singing it. The veil is thinning and this could well be the cause of these experiences what's interesting is if they continue to increase to the extent where you know what someone is thinking and they know what you are thinking and you just think conversations and think emotions to explain things to each other. Now that would be rad !

Hah, I think that is already happening! The more you tune in, the more you, I don't know, share the field of awareness? I am clairsentient (which scared the living daylights out of me when I discovered that some emotions I feel are not mine). Recently I started sometimes picking up on people's thoughts. At first I thought I was imagining things. But the other day we were playing poker and it has occurred to me to propose a new little variety, a new game. I said nothing to nobody and before I spoke my friend suggested exactly the same new game. I nearly fell off the chair! ;-)))

I think more and more people are having this kind of experiences but they deny it to themselves because it feels threatening. It defies the current scientific paradigm too much.

So, I guess, we need to take it easy. It is bound to be scary to have experiences you shouldn't have according to the current paradigm...

Let's share more of them, it helps to hear others talk about their experiences. At least you stop fearing you've gone crazy ;-)

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It's driving me absolutely insane that I still don't know what's going on.

Maybe you're trying too hard to figure out? Try to let go of wanting to figure it out and just watch what is happening... Just contemplate it.

You know the typical situation when you stop caring about something and it is then when things fall into place.

Hope it all goes well for you x

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As an artist, I care not about the finished product. The finished piece is not the art, the art is in the process. The finished piece is nothing but an artifact of the art that once was.

Brilliant! Non-resistance applied. One can apply this to life in general.

I find that when I really get un-attached, life flows and stuff gets easy. I get things done while I'm having fun rather than stress about them.

Another thing I would suggest, Melissa, if you want to find out what you want to do is ask yourself at least once a day "What would I like to do NOW?" and do it for, say, an hour. This way you will develop a deep connection with your Self. The trick is to do EXACTLY what the little voice says - whether it's sleep. hoover, go out, eat junk or write a story. More details here http://artbutterflycoaching.com/methods/...-practice/

I came up with this practice by accident in a dark moment of my life. I lead me to discover and refine the form of a profession I adore, move to a gorgeous place, start a business, start making art and hear my inuition/ inner guidance better. Seems like not much but it is magic - and very feminine and pleasant, too! xx