07-09-2014, 01:40 AM
(07-08-2014, 08:15 AM)Horuseus Wrote:(07-08-2014, 04:47 AM)Tanner Wrote: Apprehension of and at yourself is both your challenge and your lesson at the moment. Absolving yourself from your fears is a tool towards meeting yourself 'at the center where your inner and your outer self meet'.
It appears you are at a point where you are ready to unify the two aspects of yourself, inner and outer, your inner philosophy, perceptions and power, and your outer love, wisdom and capacity in to a energized force capable of fueling your most deeply conspired plans. You may have already started this process.
There appears to be some need for a commitment although I am not sure what to, perhaps to a mode of practice, an ideal or a pathway, you will know this I am sure. This will concentrate and make concrete the pathways of energy required to increasingly make your potential self kinetic; without overloading you. You are likely aware of what this is.
Otherwise you are on a good path, you are following your life path with a fair amount of harmony (although it may not always seem that way) but remember there is still more to be done and don't forget all that you have accomplished.
There is much love for you, on this world and beyond. Take care of yourself, especially when others are not there to. Rest when you need to rest, eat when you need to eat. Be careful of what is true within you, it is precious, delicate and pure. Blessings to you.
Thanks Tanner, much appreciated. Pretty right on I'd say.
The 'commitment' issue is a challenge I'm working through at the moment. The same thing was picked up by another reader. It relates to a lack of commitment to the more seemingly 'mundane' yet vital portions of physical existence, or in other words a stable Job/financial security, and grounding in that respect. There's also a challenge in the general sense in that I tend to procrastinate and put off things that need to be done. My perfectionist nature tends to see a whole load of variables and I can clearly see what has to be done, but can result in being overwhelmed to an extent. I pretty much need to take more of a 'less think and more do' approach.
There's certainly a reason for that challenge that I'm making headway with though. Once I get that nailed down I should see things accelerate as the commitment ethic will be one that is necessary for what I need to do.
I know all too well what you mean, my friend aha