10-11-2014, 06:28 AM
I wonder how far I am through this process of my body catching up to my mind? I feel these flares of intense integration(what I have referring to as 'panic attacks') are building towards a crescendo and I wonder approximately how long it will be before I reach that crescendo and how long the overall process will take.
This most recent one was so long(off and on without warning for 18+ hours) that it started tearing at the edges of my sanity. So it would be nice to approximate the light at end of the tunnel at least.
This most recent one was so long(off and on without warning for 18+ hours) that it started tearing at the edges of my sanity. So it would be nice to approximate the light at end of the tunnel at least.