12-02-2014, 12:08 AM
(09-22-2014, 03:57 AM)Unbound Wrote: There is resistance within you that is being broken down in an ongoing process of 'initiation' and each layer you are experiencing a flaring of all blockages within your body and field. It is somewhat difficult to describe but there are portions of yourself that have been the same way for a long time but now with all of your efforts towards self-transformation these aspects need to be broken away. As all things have analog between body and mind, there are physical aspects of the release which correspond with the changes occurring in your mind. Your body does not yet know how to handle the charges that are coming through you, but they will with time.
Its been several months now since this process started. The most uncomfortable part of this process was back in early October where I had several intense 'panic attacks' over 4 days. I thought I had entirely moved past the really intense part of this where I have a full blown 'panic attack' and only felt some mild/moderate anxiety occasionally, but I did have a pretty intense one yesterday.
Re-reading this, I am curious if you could do a checkup to see how I have been progressing with this 'initiation'?