Are Two Souls Better Than One?

[Jim Kent +]

Greetings sisters and brothers,

 
I had a rather profound realisation last night whilst meditating.
 
I have not been happy for many years and it has escaped me as to the reason why. 
 
I am talking about a very deep unhappiness with an accompanying confusion as to its root cause.
 
Is it due having two homesick 6th density Souls? Or is it due to being on anti-psychotic medication that I don't actually need?
 
I have been too scared of descending into unworkable confusion and had lost my faith in myself not to lose it if I stopped the meds.
 
Last night it occurred to me that what I am really afraid of is my own power, something that I got a real glimpse of when I had my "Indigo-Ray-blow-through" in 2001.
 
Another possibility that crossed my Mind is that I have been subconsciously quelling my STO polarity, also out of fear of allowing energy to cause another "Indigo-Ray-blow-through", which might cost me my liberty yet again.
 
Whether this newly found clarity is the ACTUAL reason and that it will last remains to be seen, but everything certainly seems to make more sense to me since last night's realisation.
 
L & L
 
Jim