negative wanderers

[Observer]

Honestly, when I was growing up and finding myself, I was very attuned to serve myself. Friends of mine often told me my soul stream was primarily negative and I played the part of a shaman in many lives. As I grew older and started to fall into my own psychic abilities and dabbling in witchcraft and deep meditation exercises as well as using mushrooms and other entheogens to allow me to enter spiritual gnosis with more proficiency, I started having profound spiritual awakenings and callings to help the people of this planet. I am not entirely sure where I am from yet, though I am very earth centered. But I do know that I am here to help these people in this time of great change that is going to take place. Service to self wanderers are just as loving and accepting as others, they just have a much different mentality on the way their reality is meant to be. For example if the world went through a massive change tomorrow, the first thing on a STS wanderers mind would most likely be to protect him or herself and their possessions, where a STO wanderer would immediately protect his or her family and their pets, then proceed to help more people, familiar or not. This brings me to another topic where the Saturday night I was blessed enough to look directly at a flying craft with the brightest pure white light i've ever seen in my life, it faded in and out of the clouds about three times. For me this was a message to prepare for change and be with perfect equanimity to the coming energies. I will offer my hand to any human or wanderer, STS or STO, because he/she, is me and I, them. Adonai