08-03-2015, 07:46 PM
Why fear the darkness? The darkness is our friend. The darkness isn't going to gobble us up and dissolve us into nothingness, or even tempt us against our will. I mean, I'm all for crusading for a higher proportion of light vs. dark here in this sphere, but *focusing* on the negative is just feeding it our attention. I'm not saying ignore it, I'm saying integrate, accept, love. Like Q'uo says, we're not here to fix it, we're here to love it.
Aion, you know all this, my guess is that you have just attached to some serious thoughtforms that are giving you a challenging service. You are very beloved here and I'm sorry that you haven't seen that reflected back at you recently. I hope that you can accept yourself, in all your glories and perceived failures, and find that love within again. As a unique spark of the Creator, even independent of unity (impossible of course), you are completely valuable. Even if you perceive yourself as being destructive or harmful to others or yourself, anyone can turn any catalyst into whatever choice of polarity they desire, including you. If in your core being you recognize that unity of love (you do), it's impossible to go wrong.
Aion, you know all this, my guess is that you have just attached to some serious thoughtforms that are giving you a challenging service. You are very beloved here and I'm sorry that you haven't seen that reflected back at you recently. I hope that you can accept yourself, in all your glories and perceived failures, and find that love within again. As a unique spark of the Creator, even independent of unity (impossible of course), you are completely valuable. Even if you perceive yourself as being destructive or harmful to others or yourself, anyone can turn any catalyst into whatever choice of polarity they desire, including you. If in your core being you recognize that unity of love (you do), it's impossible to go wrong.