How do you deal with loneliness?

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I grew up with some friends but as I woke up they stayed very asleep.At a certain point I knew I had to move on.I cant hang out in a bar and get drunk every weekend.My family has no clue so here i am alone.For the most part its fine being in my own world but it would be great to share it with someone.Its like you wake up to find your self in this amazing playground but theirs no one to play with.

I feel your pain so much friend. All of my friends and all of my family though very open and non judging are still asleep. I have not shared the information that I have gained with them, so my loneliness is largely my own creation. I do not believe they would accept the LOO with open arms nor do I think they could accept it. Also I have the sneaking suspicion that if I were to teach them what I know about the LOO it would be extremely detrimental to there faith. So I am alone. I have been a loner my whole life though so it is not anything new to me. As I always say when some of my friends ask me about my loner tendencies, (you know crawl back up to my ivory tower to recover from the horrors) "I like hanging out with myself, I'm good conversation." Honestly though, I cant sit in a bar and get drunk every night, it is not healthy. All I can do is what I have always done. Be the best friend I can be. The shoulder to cry on, the open ear, and the help whether needed or not always there and ready with new information should they be ready to accept it. It may not be all that I/we can do but it is my equilibrium.


Love and Peace friends