I believe I have said all I had to say on this matter.
To better explain my perspective of things I will add that part of my awakening was to remember that I have evolved across all negative densities and I have serious doubts I have ever explored positive ones. When contemplating the idea of my repolarization, my heart was torn into pieces upon the thought that I was leaving behind what had always been my home and all those that I have ever loved. I felt like I was forsaking so many, some of them who feel betrayed and others who are happy the mirror that I was to them moves on somewhere else. I also felt that I have outdone my need of those polarized densities and that they no longer serve purpose in my growth. I believe for a long time I have tried to be of service to others in STS densities among those no one try to be of service of. (not entirely true but a love that understands not can only be rejected)
In my case repolarizing toward STO densities feels like the greatest STS act I can do.
To better explain my perspective of things I will add that part of my awakening was to remember that I have evolved across all negative densities and I have serious doubts I have ever explored positive ones. When contemplating the idea of my repolarization, my heart was torn into pieces upon the thought that I was leaving behind what had always been my home and all those that I have ever loved. I felt like I was forsaking so many, some of them who feel betrayed and others who are happy the mirror that I was to them moves on somewhere else. I also felt that I have outdone my need of those polarized densities and that they no longer serve purpose in my growth. I believe for a long time I have tried to be of service to others in STS densities among those no one try to be of service of. (not entirely true but a love that understands not can only be rejected)
In my case repolarizing toward STO densities feels like the greatest STS act I can do.