Are there really other selves at all

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I cannot thank everyone enough for your replies.
Can I ask one more question since some seem to get where my thoughts are headed. Beyond all veil.
You evidently got there before me.

Do you then believe literally the Law of One? That there are 4th 5th etc dimiensions and that we individually progress toward full unity aka source where at that point and not before individual beings are no longer?

My issue is that now understanding the we being one thing I see no reason to believe that all of that isn't just further veiling to give more depth to this incarnation. There really is no reason for all of it to exist. very simply we could just as effectively return to source be absorbed then a new incarnation begin direct from the creator. There is no need for the ladder climb, except to give a storey to incarnations that know something isn't quite right. I loved the ladder climb but can I trust it? Aion... Are you rolling your eyes at the trust issue?

I would like to believe because my ego isn't ready to except oblivion, I don't want to let go of the illusion of soulgroups and plans to raise human consiousness. I really am of love and compassion and a STO  type but intellectually I see that all the dimensions  aren't necissary at all for creation to get what it wants. Experiences. It doesn't need intermediary host.

You may ask why I'm here then. Well LOO rings true, I like the storey, but I want the truth. Not sugar coated, the truth even if I don't like it. Oddly my mortal name means truth (how synchronistic) and it seems to be something I'm always searching for. Love Compassion and Truth id like to trust too but trust is hard thanks to church indoctrination then loss of indoctrination.

If you are more comfortable discussing this privately where it will impact others less my pm box is nearly empty. Hope my questions haven't offended anyone. I am honestly seeking not trying to cause catalyst for anyone, myself excluded. Controlled catalyst. My favourite type.

See, here's the issue. You seek for answers that can never be transmitted by words for you to understand subconsciously.
No matter what entity or words of wisdom will speak to you, it won't truly affect you unless it came from within yourself.
You need to work on the issue of trust, your world is what you perceive as true deep within yourself.

I know this will sound like a bunch of poppycock to you, I'm not that experienced at all. But I have been somewhat in your place, nobody could convince me what is true. I always had a doubt "what if?", and it only lead to more questions which nearly drove me to insanity.