WHY would it have been necessary for Carla to go through negative space/time?

[sjel]

negative time/space or space/time is like a gravity well. Once in it, it sucks you in.

ahh i like that explanation. makes sense that once an entity feels that power of self they can't leave until they explore it to its fullest depths. I still can't believe that it's fair, however, to spend tens of millions of years paying off a dumb choice. "oops, I accidentally fell for this obviously beautiful creature who is vastly more powerful than I am because they have the advantage of being out of the veil" ... 100 million years of punishment. Although maybe it would stop being punishment at a certain point when the entity sees the beauty and power of Self. maybe end of fourth density it wouldn't be punishment anymore?