for multiple reasons, i'm convinced i create(d) every last shred of my reality. to name a few:
1. i can clearly see how every little thing, even the horrendous stuff, has served to shape me into the person i am today. & i love who i am. remove any event from my memory & i just know i wouldn't be the same person - i wouldn't be the person i want to be.
2. synchronicities often seem to serve to reinforce my belief & remind me that i'm the OIC creating it all. oftentimes when it slips my mind that i'm the creator of my reality i'll get a very timely & comforting sync.
3. it's my opinion that "life is but a dream"...when you wake up from a dream it's really easy to see how you created the dream - bc it's really easy to see it was all in your head. & i think life on earth is something i'll be waking up from, eventually, just like i wake up from dreams.
4. intuition. i have a really strong feeling i'm the only one behind everything that happens to me. 5. ART. i can see everything as art. beauty truly is in eye of the beholder & i can see some of my darkest experiences as beautiful works of art. 6. humor. i have a dark/weird sense of humor & so many of the bad things that have happened to me cause me to laugh when i look back on them & so i suspect i may have created the bad reality just for the future lolz. 7. infinity. is it unfathomable? i don't think it is & when i try to fathom it i feel like, 'well, if we're actually infinite beings then it really is no wonder there's so many disturbing things in so many people's realities.'
who could possibly write my fate but me, if all is the oic. & it's not like it's easy for me to feel this way just bc i haven't experienced many bad things in my life. i've had my fair share - if not more than my fair share.
& i'm also convinced there's nothing (no matter how terrible) that could happened to me that would make me think i didn't create every aspect of my reality...oh god...right now my higher self is probably like:
1. i can clearly see how every little thing, even the horrendous stuff, has served to shape me into the person i am today. & i love who i am. remove any event from my memory & i just know i wouldn't be the same person - i wouldn't be the person i want to be.
2. synchronicities often seem to serve to reinforce my belief & remind me that i'm the OIC creating it all. oftentimes when it slips my mind that i'm the creator of my reality i'll get a very timely & comforting sync.
3. it's my opinion that "life is but a dream"...when you wake up from a dream it's really easy to see how you created the dream - bc it's really easy to see it was all in your head. & i think life on earth is something i'll be waking up from, eventually, just like i wake up from dreams.
4. intuition. i have a really strong feeling i'm the only one behind everything that happens to me. 5. ART. i can see everything as art. beauty truly is in eye of the beholder & i can see some of my darkest experiences as beautiful works of art. 6. humor. i have a dark/weird sense of humor & so many of the bad things that have happened to me cause me to laugh when i look back on them & so i suspect i may have created the bad reality just for the future lolz. 7. infinity. is it unfathomable? i don't think it is & when i try to fathom it i feel like, 'well, if we're actually infinite beings then it really is no wonder there's so many disturbing things in so many people's realities.'
who could possibly write my fate but me, if all is the oic. & it's not like it's easy for me to feel this way just bc i haven't experienced many bad things in my life. i've had my fair share - if not more than my fair share.
& i'm also convinced there's nothing (no matter how terrible) that could happened to me that would make me think i didn't create every aspect of my reality...oh god...right now my higher self is probably like:
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