Are Two Souls Better Than One?

[Jim Kent +]

Greetings sisters and brothers, 

Before I offer an update I'd like to offer an apology for being a miserable get and using this forum to whinge, yes it's healthy to get stuff off your chest, but it might not always make for edifying reading!

I no longer think that having two Souls is problematic for me, yes it can be a bit crowded in "here" sometimes, but apart from one or two aspects of our combined existence, my ( our ) life these days seems to be a lot more comfortable in emotional and psychological terms.

I've come to realize that my dependency on that damn anti-psychotic is mostly about my reliance on it to sleep and much less about not trusting my own sanity. Maybe one day I'll move on from it and I very much look forward to not feeling pretty shitty most of the time which I'm now quite convinced is due to the meds and is causing my permanent low-mood.

I don't necessarily expect anyone to understand this, but I ( the Soul that walked-in in 1992 ) made a promise to me ( the original Soul that inhabits this body ) that fateful night, and apart from sporadic attempts over the years, I felt that I hadn't honoured that promise.

However that's no longer the case, I've just finished writing my new album, and expect to complete the piece of art I always knew I was capable of creating, by early next year. 

Even if I don't end up having my ( entity # 2 ) Soul pulled out of my body whilst on stage, which was the promise I ( entity # 2 ) made just prior to walking-in, at least I'm trying.

I know this all sounds bonkers, but it's the only way I know of to go "home", and however much my life has / and is improving, I still would go "home" given the choice!  

L & L

Jim