Last time on Earth?

[Aaron]

I am thinking that as long as you made a decision that made you happy, what is there to worry about? Graduating densitites and choosing planets is described as a choice. No one is going to force you to go home if you're not ready or force you to stay here. You soul just decides what is best. That is my best understanding of it, anyway.

I, personally, am extremely homesick. I think it's awesome that you're able to enjoy the moment so much...sounds like you're truly living the Law of One. :-)

But I am very homesick and miss my brothers and sisters, and my home... Merely that word - home... mmm...

After I examined all the possibilities it was clear that in that situation there are two choices, either to kill the body and go home or try to be human entirely. It's insufferable otherwise. At least for me. The only thing that kept me living were responsibilities to others here. But I couldn't live like this anymore and since I am here and find no other choices I needed to change that situation. I began to coalesce with my humanity, people around me and Earth and Her energies. And it felt deeply delightful... So I am anxious now of going too deep, further, which is probably stupid... But it feels like if I proceed I might loose myself... Allready the coalescence with this world makes the concept of my home blurry. What comes to me is - home is everywhere because all is one. And I thinking - ye ye I know, but...? I still have a homeplanet that is special... or? I know in my essence that there are no boundaries and all is one, but this is confusing in this 3D world of paradoxies... And gets me worried...

Aaron - why would we stay through 4D? We wouldn't longer be needed here after the transition is complete as I understand it?

Would you want to go about all the work of preparation it takes to make this planetary flower bloom, the tending and the watering and the pruning... only to take off for parts unknown once it finally blossoms? You have an infinite amount of time... why not sit for awhile and observe that which was worked so hard for?

That being said, I don't know if its typical for wanderers to stay after a planetary transition. We just can't know for sure with the viewpoint we currently have. But Ra does say something like "It's best to leave the early fourth density society to its own devices before introducing outside visitors to its planetary sphere. This is due to the necessity of the entities to learn the basics of heir new state of consciousness." (Paraphrasing horribly from memory, but the basic idea is there.) If we as spirits know this, then we might make the arguably wiser decision of returning to the mothership once this little tugboat is disentagled from the seaweed.

in regards to your above block of text, what are you afraid of losing by merging with the energies of humankind? I think that there is only experience to gain. Your identity won't be lost. It'll still be there in your soul stream.