Thank you RVA Jeremy and Ankh I can feel a lot just from reading your words in these posts, thank you for sharing. Its what makes it worth while reading these forums posts just for this, straight from the heart onto the plate to be served.
"I wouldn't want to go on and be around either without this seeking. I wouldn't even know how to get out the door without it." Before I awaken earlier in life it was like having no backbone to fall back to, I do not know how i managed.
i remember reading a quote after awaken that its like a fish out of water when you forget. Haha i feel like that sometimes then I remember again, its a nice sigh like a fish back in the water. Obviously im not a fish but you know what i mean
"I guess that as years go by I see that I experience less and less struggles. But if I would have to mention something these days with which I struggle it would be loneliness. Not of the kind which makes me suffer or puts me in a dark place, but more of a kind where I just feel that I miss companionship. It would be nice to have a mated relationship, but I mean more of a companionship where we would share everything like we all do at Homecomings for instance. And I feel like I miss my spiritual family. Not closely in the same intensive way as I used to, so this struggle is also not as severe as it used to be, but I do feel that it is going to be so daaaarn good to go home when this life is over, and to see them again! It feels like it's been a while! But I'm in no hurry to do that."
I think nothing can counter the loneliness completely as its remembering a place beyond that wandered from there to be here. Equally but it can be balanced with remembered how you finish off the quote
"As soon as I pass into the larger life there they will be! And it's going to be... EPIC!![[Image: biggrin.gif]](https://www.bring4th.org/forums/images/smilies/biggrin.gif)
Haha i love the EPIC comment to close it off.
"I wouldn't want to go on and be around either without this seeking. I wouldn't even know how to get out the door without it." Before I awaken earlier in life it was like having no backbone to fall back to, I do not know how i managed.
i remember reading a quote after awaken that its like a fish out of water when you forget. Haha i feel like that sometimes then I remember again, its a nice sigh like a fish back in the water. Obviously im not a fish but you know what i mean
"I guess that as years go by I see that I experience less and less struggles. But if I would have to mention something these days with which I struggle it would be loneliness. Not of the kind which makes me suffer or puts me in a dark place, but more of a kind where I just feel that I miss companionship. It would be nice to have a mated relationship, but I mean more of a companionship where we would share everything like we all do at Homecomings for instance. And I feel like I miss my spiritual family. Not closely in the same intensive way as I used to, so this struggle is also not as severe as it used to be, but I do feel that it is going to be so daaaarn good to go home when this life is over, and to see them again! It feels like it's been a while! But I'm in no hurry to do that."
I think nothing can counter the loneliness completely as its remembering a place beyond that wandered from there to be here. Equally but it can be balanced with remembered how you finish off the quote
"As soon as I pass into the larger life there they will be! And it's going to be... EPIC!
Haha i love the EPIC comment to close it off.
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