Spiritual thoughts and ideas you have nowhere to write down

[Diana]

I'd like to know whose side God is on. It seems not mine. When I heard his voice he told me to kill. But maybe I'm missing something.

In the Bible there is a story where God tells someone to kill.  Then just before the death occurred God stopped the situation and said the entire point was to test the faith of the person.

Maybe God was just testing your faith?  Only in light of the fiction of the bible and the non-fiction of reality, the test may have been to discern the proper thing to do instead of 'blindly listening'?

I wouldn't refer to the bible for any answers. This so-called test of faith ended in killing an innocent lamb instead of Abraham's little son, and somehow that was okay.

Looking for answers sometimes means we look outside the box, especially into areas we have a tendency to avoid. Gemini, do you get out of the house (and your head) much? A change of perspective can work wonders.