Negative Wanderer.

[GentleReckoning]

- first one: WHY? Why would anyone with the highly developed mind find this place interesting? I feel bored with life, with people, I can’t find anything worthy of my attention for I have lost my path and understanding;

The opportunity for catalyst found here is quite great due to the nature of the veil and everyone is somewhat allowed to find their right environment for what they seek to experience.

- second one: If someone can share their experience; is there a way of finding a way out of endless negativity and finally reaching a least a partial comprehension of my life purpose?

The nexus of a sincere choice, which also answers your first question.

Acceptance is key, you don't need to process all that negativity in one go but it is well to accept the part of you it is and thus lessen your need to look at it whole so much.

I try to work with this, with my negativity, psychologically. I try to understand and free myself from it for it hinders me a lot. Sometimes I am caught in rage of such intensity I feel I start shaking. This is usually connected with social situation I find myself in.

But the main issue: I feel boredom. How can I benefit from people and experiences I find useless mostly?

Find some way to let the rage out, otherwise, that will always be the primary reason for your dissatisfaction with life. Even if you need to hire someone to vent at them until you run dry.