Ascension symptom thread

[EvolvingPhoenix]

I have never understood this. The worst I have ever experienced is dizziness because I unground sometimes.

I don't think you should be getting sick from spiritual growth personally. What is the theory on why this would make you sick? How does that even make sense?
I don't intend that sarcastically at all I just do not understand the entire theory.

The idea is this:

As you are rapidly changing, old negativity is being released.

Kinda like how in the Law of One book V, there's a point where a friend going on a cleanse is addressed and Ra points out that h e's having kidney and liver issues because all the toxic crap is getting released. The answer was to drink shittons of water, rest and eat well. Come to think of it, I shall drink more water.

Anyway, my solar plexus chakra is being opened up, and it has been VERY closed off over the years, with lots of negativity building up, because people in my life have done everything they could to hammer me down and I have given them the power to do so.

Eating well, getting plenty of rest, and drinking s*** tonnes of water is always a good idea! This world is hard so nurturing the body/mind/soul is key to getting through everything.

Sounds like I went through this a few years ago during my dark night and subsequent ego death and just had it all hit conveniently while I was already so broken I wouldn't have questioned why I physically felt so bad.

Thanks for the explanation.

No problem! Problem is, I am still feeling nauseous. I've been taking legal, hemp based CBD gummies I bought across the street and they are effective at combating the nausea, but they're like melatonin ON melatonin, so I am drowsy AF. So I'm wondering what other ways I can ease the ascension process. If anybody has further ideas, I'm more than happy to hear them.

Anyway, yeah, I've been going through a dark night of the soul as well, as some have possibly noticed. So this is where I'm at. If you have any ideas for getting through the dark night of the soul and achieving ego death quicker, you just let me know.

Part of the reason I'm struggling there is because there are ways I've been treated unfairly and I have let 99%+ of it go, but my latest friendship breakup hurts because I know SO MUCH of it was my own fault and the stuff that WAS unfair to me I can't get an apology for and what few friends I've talked about this with just think I'm a whiny b**** and need to get over it. Or they think I already AM over it. Because why share any more with them when all they see is a "whiny b****"

So I don't know what I fairly feel upset about and what's unfair to be upset about because the only people I can work through it with are me myself and I, and I know all 3 of them to be quite biased.

The friend doesn't want to work things out with me and I have a hard time forgiving myself for my mistakes because I have a hard time not defining myself by them. When the only person who truly knows what went on sees you only for your flaws and mistakes and it seems like that's how they intend to define you for the rest of their life, it becomes WAYY harder to just let it go and redefine yourself. ESPECIALLY when you KNOW there were some things unfair to you, but you don't know what they are and everybody else refuses to try and understand things from your perspective. It just makes you think your perspective must be crap. But you KNOW it wasn't just you being unfair and yet, you can't be sure whether you're just an a****** for thinking that certain things were unfair or whether or not you're justified. You don't know what the truth is or how to work with it and the only truth anybody else wants to define you by is the falsehood of being defined by your worst. It's a terrible way to treat friends and oneself yet I can't just let it go, because I MUST have true answers so I can settle it for sure, creating karmic issues I can't let go of.

Maybe this is better for another thread...