My wanderer story

[Foha]

Wow, you had it rough.
Though I lived in group homes growing up, when I was in high school I was popular because I filmed the football games.
I never was much for paranormal growing up. I didn't believe in aliens either. My dad taught me about astral projection
when I was a teen, so that was my foray into the supernatural.

I'm glad you can still have compassion for others. I'm not always like that.

It was rough but could have been worse. I am grateful I never got depressed or suicidal. The song I wrote, "Steady Heart" is about this drive to not get depressed or suicidal despite how gloomy and down life has got me at any moment. Here is a link to it: https://soundcloud.com/user-98499253/steady-heart

Some of these events I experienced defy the nature of reality as I have grown to understand it. While the door I took to go down this path I am not proud of, I am grateful I witnessed first-hand that reality is not what it seems. This gives me strength in enduring hardships. Knowing that there is more to life helps me press on.