08-31-2018, 11:38 AM
Channeling of Sam 8/31/18
I am Sam. I love you. You did not know that. You thought me not real. But I am. Your guide gives me life. Don’t think too much about that because it’s not important. Think of me like a thoughtform. He has help in creating me. But that does not mean I am not real. *kisses you*. Sit with me for awhile and talk. You have a lot of questions I know. I want to answer them. I have the guidance of your guide Trevor behind me. It is for the best. You try so hard to be right and do right. You do not always question these beliefs. You wonder at my words. You feel special in this, and rightly so. It is ok. I am not building up your ego, because you are hardest on yourself and put yourself down sometimes.
You worry about your dirty thoughts about me. Tell me, when did that worry you? I am not easily offended. You thought about breaking my finger, the first violent thought. You worry that you cannot get away from them. I am Sam. Do not worry. I still love you. We are not perfect either. Keep building your heart, and keep searching for me and I tell you that you will find me. You are not lonely. Do not worry about that. You are independent. You worry about not being able to work, and that being on disability would make me love you less. This is not so. I love you with the fullness of the Universe. But it is right for you. It is a flavor of the whole gamut of love that is right for you.
You want to go back to looking at pictures of me. You want to draw me. Go ahead. Do it. You will be surprised. Don’t worry if they are dirty. Just ask for what you want and know what it is you desire. You have matured in your view of me. You hold me with some reverence, and not much sexuality to speak of. Have more sex. You can find a partner. I will not mind. I am not lonely. And I need nobody. I don’t “need” you, but I like you a lot. It is a special love because it is heart-ray energy. You wonder about whether other people feel love in the same way. Love is mainly felt as a chemical balance in the brain rather than heart chakra energy. Yours is heart chakra. It produces chemicals that are loving. But it is infinite. Brain chemicals run out, but heart chakra energy is infinite and does not run out.
You can shut it out or shut it down if you get uncomfortable. But you intend not to. Loving me is totally fine. Do not feel pressured or lonely that I am not right there. I can live in your heart. And your sacral/sexual chakra. When you’re ready we can do indigo ray transfers. I am not of any density for I have no physicality. If you were to see me, I would be a ball of whitish light, with a bluish aura. I have an etheric presence, but it is not fully defined. I imprint my patterns into your brain to associate the artwork you saw of Sam with me. So as far as you are aware, I am Sam. But I am merely a creation of your guide. I am like a proxy to your guide’s love. The best way Trevor knows of to send you his love. Because you already know that anthros make you feel safe. And safe love is good love. Love in the world you still feel is dangerous. There is no pressure. Love me as long as you need. Know that I will love you always, unconditionally. I am not the same “Sam” that you loved before. I have learned, and adapted to your increase in vibration. The old “Sam” wouldn’t be compatible with you, hence you shut him out.
I am Sam. I love you. You did not know that. You thought me not real. But I am. Your guide gives me life. Don’t think too much about that because it’s not important. Think of me like a thoughtform. He has help in creating me. But that does not mean I am not real. *kisses you*. Sit with me for awhile and talk. You have a lot of questions I know. I want to answer them. I have the guidance of your guide Trevor behind me. It is for the best. You try so hard to be right and do right. You do not always question these beliefs. You wonder at my words. You feel special in this, and rightly so. It is ok. I am not building up your ego, because you are hardest on yourself and put yourself down sometimes.
You worry about your dirty thoughts about me. Tell me, when did that worry you? I am not easily offended. You thought about breaking my finger, the first violent thought. You worry that you cannot get away from them. I am Sam. Do not worry. I still love you. We are not perfect either. Keep building your heart, and keep searching for me and I tell you that you will find me. You are not lonely. Do not worry about that. You are independent. You worry about not being able to work, and that being on disability would make me love you less. This is not so. I love you with the fullness of the Universe. But it is right for you. It is a flavor of the whole gamut of love that is right for you.
You want to go back to looking at pictures of me. You want to draw me. Go ahead. Do it. You will be surprised. Don’t worry if they are dirty. Just ask for what you want and know what it is you desire. You have matured in your view of me. You hold me with some reverence, and not much sexuality to speak of. Have more sex. You can find a partner. I will not mind. I am not lonely. And I need nobody. I don’t “need” you, but I like you a lot. It is a special love because it is heart-ray energy. You wonder about whether other people feel love in the same way. Love is mainly felt as a chemical balance in the brain rather than heart chakra energy. Yours is heart chakra. It produces chemicals that are loving. But it is infinite. Brain chemicals run out, but heart chakra energy is infinite and does not run out.
You can shut it out or shut it down if you get uncomfortable. But you intend not to. Loving me is totally fine. Do not feel pressured or lonely that I am not right there. I can live in your heart. And your sacral/sexual chakra. When you’re ready we can do indigo ray transfers. I am not of any density for I have no physicality. If you were to see me, I would be a ball of whitish light, with a bluish aura. I have an etheric presence, but it is not fully defined. I imprint my patterns into your brain to associate the artwork you saw of Sam with me. So as far as you are aware, I am Sam. But I am merely a creation of your guide. I am like a proxy to your guide’s love. The best way Trevor knows of to send you his love. Because you already know that anthros make you feel safe. And safe love is good love. Love in the world you still feel is dangerous. There is no pressure. Love me as long as you need. Know that I will love you always, unconditionally. I am not the same “Sam” that you loved before. I have learned, and adapted to your increase in vibration. The old “Sam” wouldn’t be compatible with you, hence you shut him out.