Worried about being transported to negative time/space

[EvolvingPhoenix]

I guess the struggle is mainly a combination of "learned behaviour" and unresolved trauma.
I also am pretty sure that the fear of being transported into negative time/space is actually old fear again stemmimg from unresolved trauma.
Our consciousness cannot accept this old fear (fully; only a "microportion" of it), so you only feel a tiny bit of it. Because of that, you cannot really umderstand what that fear is about truly and so your consciousness is looking for something that it can attach that fear to.
In your case, the transportation to negative time-space seemed to be perfect obviously

Thank you Agua!

I love you and thank you for this and I love and thank everybody else on this forum as well. Thank you all so much for your loving guidance and thank YOU Agua, for shedding this piece of light!

If you could all please be patient and remain willing and ready to help me through this, I would be so happy about it.

Agua, do you have any ideas how I can address this fear/"learned behaviour"/unresolved trauma?