09-07-2018, 02:44 AM
(09-06-2018, 07:34 PM)EvolvingPhoenix Wrote:(09-06-2018, 06:50 PM)JJCarsonian Wrote: 1 of hundreds of billions of people who has ever lived on earth has been tricked into going into negative time space, and you are worried you might be the 2nd? Based on all your posts in totality , I would think you're trolling everyone. Maybe you use to be a serious poster and come back with a new identity to mess with people? It's really hard to believe that you believe a lot of the stuff that you say
I am not a troll. I am IN ALL SERIOUSNESS stressing out about this stuff right now and looking for help. Please understand that I'm aware of how irrational all this stuff is. But it's like... the more I learn about the Law of One, the more crazy ass questions it raises. I dunno why, but my mind pulls up crazy stuff and obsesses over it.
Thanks for trying to bring me back own to earth JJ. PLEASE don't be upset with me and please don't think me a troll! I'm a worried person with issues and I'm relying on the support and guidance of the people here because I don't know where else to go with this stuff. I know what's up with my posts and was worried somebody might get annoyed by all these frantic worrying posts. I know how it looks. I assure you it's real.
HAve you ever heard of people in mental hospitals? My mom used to work in one. There was a poor woman who TRULY BELIEVED aliens were forcing her to open her legs with no pants or underwear and expose her vagina.
My point being that some of us out here have some pretty serious distorted mental s*** we're dealing with. I'm not "Go to a psych ward" levels, but lately, I'm dealing with stuff like this.
Knowing how irrational and distorted my worries are doesn't necessarily resolve them, so I take them here, hoping people won't get annoyed and will help instead.
Please don't be upset with me. I am serious with this and it REALLY does affect me. I know it seems really outlandish to you, but then again, the Law of One seems outlandish probably to most.
Just... please be patient with me here. I'm not trolling. And I really am full of worry that I'm learning to release. And you all ARE massively helping. I love you. I don't want to troll you. I take this thread seriously, this forum seriously, the Law of One seriously and my catalyst seriously. Please don't judge me for it. I love you.
You see, none of us truly knows what's beyond, what's true or not. It's all mostly faith, hope, and personal truths. Surely we can land you a shoulder to lean on, and an ear to listen. But we can't learn for you, we can't teach you what your life pattern's about. If we could, and we can't, then you would rely on us and make little to no personal spiritual progress. It's good to raise up discussions from time to time, but to base all your life catalyst on others to decipher just seems not plausible. We do not know you personally, your experiences, your thoughts and feelings and what makes you you. If you truly wish to take up responsibility and learn, then do learn, there is so much information on the L/L Research website. Bringing up discussions relating to that sort of teaching seems a lot more appropriate in my opinion.