09-09-2018, 04:34 PM
(This post was last modified: 09-09-2018, 04:40 PM by EvolvingPhoenix.)
s***. Feeling paranoia again. This time over my LATEST understanding of time/space. You know what? The fact that it's ALWAYS something, regardless of what form it takes, shows that it's fear related to past traumas, as others have indicated. And forgiving myself for pat misdoings is coming up and for past shitty thoughts and blah blah blah... One of my friends had said to me that I have this thing going on where I'm angry about my past and worried about my future.
In this case, I might be facing pain from my past and it's coming up. This probably IS due to the subliminals, because the one I was using was the Emotional Pain Relief and Healing Aid v2.
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Description:
"Inherited from Version 1.0, this program helps you with with:
Emotional pain relief
Emotional healing
Guilt/shame/fear release
Mental/emotional maturity improvement
Self forgiveness
Forgiveness of others
Letting go of the past
Self Validation
New in Version 2.0 are modules to help you with:
Healing and regenerating yourself mentally and emotionally.
Healing from emotional damage as a result of sexual dysfunction, trauma and abuse.
Training yourself to heal and regenerate automatically.
Self compassion and self consideration in all the ways that maximize your self-healing, self regeneration and emotional pain relief.
Overcoming Guilt, Shame and Fear 5G (full script), plus additional tweaks to that script not found in the release version of that program as a stand alone.
Training yourself to overcome guilt, shame and fear.
Outgrowing guilt, shame and fear.
Learn whatever is necessary to outgrow guilt, shame and fear.
Projection of part of the awareness into the future in which the goals have been safely and successfully achieved, and then pulling the “now” self to that future through the connection.
Optimus Engine 3.0 directed at achieving all the goals of the program safely and successfully.
Focus on overcoming guilt, shame and fear.
Disconnect from guilt, shame and fear, and allow yourself to work with them safely and as objectively as possible.
Make the process of overcoming guilt, shame and fear as enjoyable as possible.
Appreciate yourself in all the right ways to allow for maximum success in self regeneration and healing.
Let go of and stop needing/seeking the approval of and permission of others for your self-healing and regenerating.
Give yourself approval and permission to live the life that allows you to heal and regenerate, stay healed and regenerated, and allows you to be genuinely happy, and to genuinely heal and regenerate.
Overcome The Victim Mentality (full script).
Deservedness for healing and regenerating and being healed and regenerated.
End and prevent self pity and any desire to engage in it.
End and prevent any desire to have pity from others.
End and prevent self sabotage in self healing and regeneration.
Physical, mental and emotional relaxation to maximize and benefit healing and regeneration.
Positive Thinking, Positive Attitude (full program script).
Neutralize internal negativity and make yourself immune to internal and external negativity.
Allow for happiness, self healing and regenerating through genuine gratitude and appreciation.
Make yourself worthy of your own self love, and allow you to be loving towards yourself.
Fill yourself with unconditional, non-specific loving, healing and regenerating energy, and use it to help you heal and regenerate.
Like yourself, and if necessary, make yourself deserving of self liking and self love, and adjust yourself to be someone you can like and love.
Generate and maintain hope.
Generate and allow all necessary self confidence for healing and regenerating.
Transform anger into a positive that assists in healing and regenerating not only the self, but the causes for the anger.
Self esteem/respect/self worth and validity enhancement.
Let go of and heal and regenerate anything that might hold you back from healing and regenerating, and move on into a state of healing and regenerating.
Mental, physical and emotional stress relief.
Overcome the urge to change subs to avoid dealing with things the program is helping you with.
Take full responsibility for your beliefs, thoughts, actions, choices and outcomes, and the results you get from using this program.
Learn what is necessary to let go of the past, so that you can let go of the past.
Repair yourself mentally, emotionally and sexually.
Self enabling and allowing for self healing and regeneration.
Forgive those who it would benefit you and your healing to forgive – including yourself.
Achieving balance mentally, physically and emotionally.
This program is, as you can see, significantly updated, expanded and improved from the original.
Please note that this program is also designed to help with sexual trauma and emotional damage. It should therefore be helpful to people who have had sexually traumatic experiences.
It should also be helpful to those who have Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, regardless of the source or type. For this reason, we at Indigo Mind Labs have decided to make this program available for free to anyone who can prove that they are a current member of any branch the military of the United States (Army, Navy, Air Force, Marines or Coast Guard), or have been honorably discharged therefrom. To take advantage of this offer, you must send us an e-mail requesting it for free, and show verifiable proof that you are currently a member of, or have been honorably discharged from, the United States military.
Instructions:
Do not expose this program to anyone who has or is being treated or medicated for any mental illness, condition or disorder without proper and appropriate medical and/or psychological supervision.
Do not expose any child under the age of 18 to this program without proper and appropriate parental, medical and/or psychological supervision.
If at any time use of this program conflicts with the opinion, treatment or instructions of your medical or psychological professional, always follow the opinion, treatment or instructions you are given by your medical or psychological professional.
To use this program, simply calibrate the volume and choose the track you wish to use. Then, play that track on loop for 8 to 21 hours per day, up to the amount you can handle. This program is designed for extended use in increments of 1, 3 or 6 months at a time. The longer you use it, the more deeply it will work.
If it is possible for you to do, it is recommended that you ease yourself into using this program. Start by using it for an hour, then give yourself several hours to observe any effects it may have. Then do two hours, and so forth, until you are using it for the intended amount of time per day. Expected optimal usage per day will be between 8 and 12 hours for most people. Your mileage may vary.
This program uses both In-The-Moment state shifting and Triggered state shifting to direct your state of mind, body and emotions to the optimal state for accomplishing it’s intended objectives. Therefore, do not perform any activity while this program is running, which requires your concentration, such as driving, operating heavy machinery or the like. Also do not drive or operate heavy machinery or do anything else that requires concentration while the triggered state shifting is in effect. TSS will be triggered while you are not using this program, but experiencing something that requires emotional healing or pain relief, such as the death of a loved one.
Further instructions are the same as those of a standard 5G program, and can be found here:
http://www.subliminal-shop.com/5g-instructions/"
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And I now, reading this list, just realize something which may play a CRITICAL role in these paranoiac fears regarding space and time:
"Projection of part of the awareness into the future in which the goals have been safely and successfully achieved, and then pulling the “now” self to that future through the connection"
Thing is, I knew about that, but only just now realize how important this little bit is in what's happening, especially.
I'm done with this sub.
In fact, yeah I'm not so sure I need subs, but if I do use one, I'ma be careful with s*** like that. If it has something "projecting yourself into the future" related, I'ma have to pass I think.
Yeah! and I was obsessing over tarot divinations when all this s*** started happening! :O
And I honestly WASN'T sure what future I wanted because I was trying on one hand to surrender to my higher self, but one the other to project myself into the future!
s***.
It's like my friend said: "Angry about the past, worried about the future" Or in this case: "pained/worried about the past, worried/anxious about the future"
It's so "future based" it clashes with living in the now.
the subs must stop. I shall contact Shannon Matteson and ask if I'm okay after stopping abruptly after ~4 months of use, when it's designed for 1, 3 and 6 month intervals.
In this case, I might be facing pain from my past and it's coming up. This probably IS due to the subliminals, because the one I was using was the Emotional Pain Relief and Healing Aid v2.
----------------------------------------------------------------------
Description:
"Inherited from Version 1.0, this program helps you with with:
Emotional pain relief
Emotional healing
Guilt/shame/fear release
Mental/emotional maturity improvement
Self forgiveness
Forgiveness of others
Letting go of the past
Self Validation
New in Version 2.0 are modules to help you with:
Healing and regenerating yourself mentally and emotionally.
Healing from emotional damage as a result of sexual dysfunction, trauma and abuse.
Training yourself to heal and regenerate automatically.
Self compassion and self consideration in all the ways that maximize your self-healing, self regeneration and emotional pain relief.
Overcoming Guilt, Shame and Fear 5G (full script), plus additional tweaks to that script not found in the release version of that program as a stand alone.
Training yourself to overcome guilt, shame and fear.
Outgrowing guilt, shame and fear.
Learn whatever is necessary to outgrow guilt, shame and fear.
Projection of part of the awareness into the future in which the goals have been safely and successfully achieved, and then pulling the “now” self to that future through the connection.
Optimus Engine 3.0 directed at achieving all the goals of the program safely and successfully.
Focus on overcoming guilt, shame and fear.
Disconnect from guilt, shame and fear, and allow yourself to work with them safely and as objectively as possible.
Make the process of overcoming guilt, shame and fear as enjoyable as possible.
Appreciate yourself in all the right ways to allow for maximum success in self regeneration and healing.
Let go of and stop needing/seeking the approval of and permission of others for your self-healing and regenerating.
Give yourself approval and permission to live the life that allows you to heal and regenerate, stay healed and regenerated, and allows you to be genuinely happy, and to genuinely heal and regenerate.
Overcome The Victim Mentality (full script).
Deservedness for healing and regenerating and being healed and regenerated.
End and prevent self pity and any desire to engage in it.
End and prevent any desire to have pity from others.
End and prevent self sabotage in self healing and regeneration.
Physical, mental and emotional relaxation to maximize and benefit healing and regeneration.
Positive Thinking, Positive Attitude (full program script).
Neutralize internal negativity and make yourself immune to internal and external negativity.
Allow for happiness, self healing and regenerating through genuine gratitude and appreciation.
Make yourself worthy of your own self love, and allow you to be loving towards yourself.
Fill yourself with unconditional, non-specific loving, healing and regenerating energy, and use it to help you heal and regenerate.
Like yourself, and if necessary, make yourself deserving of self liking and self love, and adjust yourself to be someone you can like and love.
Generate and maintain hope.
Generate and allow all necessary self confidence for healing and regenerating.
Transform anger into a positive that assists in healing and regenerating not only the self, but the causes for the anger.
Self esteem/respect/self worth and validity enhancement.
Let go of and heal and regenerate anything that might hold you back from healing and regenerating, and move on into a state of healing and regenerating.
Mental, physical and emotional stress relief.
Overcome the urge to change subs to avoid dealing with things the program is helping you with.
Take full responsibility for your beliefs, thoughts, actions, choices and outcomes, and the results you get from using this program.
Learn what is necessary to let go of the past, so that you can let go of the past.
Repair yourself mentally, emotionally and sexually.
Self enabling and allowing for self healing and regeneration.
Forgive those who it would benefit you and your healing to forgive – including yourself.
Achieving balance mentally, physically and emotionally.
This program is, as you can see, significantly updated, expanded and improved from the original.
Please note that this program is also designed to help with sexual trauma and emotional damage. It should therefore be helpful to people who have had sexually traumatic experiences.
It should also be helpful to those who have Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, regardless of the source or type. For this reason, we at Indigo Mind Labs have decided to make this program available for free to anyone who can prove that they are a current member of any branch the military of the United States (Army, Navy, Air Force, Marines or Coast Guard), or have been honorably discharged therefrom. To take advantage of this offer, you must send us an e-mail requesting it for free, and show verifiable proof that you are currently a member of, or have been honorably discharged from, the United States military.
Instructions:
Do not expose this program to anyone who has or is being treated or medicated for any mental illness, condition or disorder without proper and appropriate medical and/or psychological supervision.
Do not expose any child under the age of 18 to this program without proper and appropriate parental, medical and/or psychological supervision.
If at any time use of this program conflicts with the opinion, treatment or instructions of your medical or psychological professional, always follow the opinion, treatment or instructions you are given by your medical or psychological professional.
To use this program, simply calibrate the volume and choose the track you wish to use. Then, play that track on loop for 8 to 21 hours per day, up to the amount you can handle. This program is designed for extended use in increments of 1, 3 or 6 months at a time. The longer you use it, the more deeply it will work.
If it is possible for you to do, it is recommended that you ease yourself into using this program. Start by using it for an hour, then give yourself several hours to observe any effects it may have. Then do two hours, and so forth, until you are using it for the intended amount of time per day. Expected optimal usage per day will be between 8 and 12 hours for most people. Your mileage may vary.
This program uses both In-The-Moment state shifting and Triggered state shifting to direct your state of mind, body and emotions to the optimal state for accomplishing it’s intended objectives. Therefore, do not perform any activity while this program is running, which requires your concentration, such as driving, operating heavy machinery or the like. Also do not drive or operate heavy machinery or do anything else that requires concentration while the triggered state shifting is in effect. TSS will be triggered while you are not using this program, but experiencing something that requires emotional healing or pain relief, such as the death of a loved one.
Further instructions are the same as those of a standard 5G program, and can be found here:
http://www.subliminal-shop.com/5g-instructions/"
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...
And I now, reading this list, just realize something which may play a CRITICAL role in these paranoiac fears regarding space and time:
"Projection of part of the awareness into the future in which the goals have been safely and successfully achieved, and then pulling the “now” self to that future through the connection"
Thing is, I knew about that, but only just now realize how important this little bit is in what's happening, especially.
I'm done with this sub.
In fact, yeah I'm not so sure I need subs, but if I do use one, I'ma be careful with s*** like that. If it has something "projecting yourself into the future" related, I'ma have to pass I think.
Yeah! and I was obsessing over tarot divinations when all this s*** started happening! :O
And I honestly WASN'T sure what future I wanted because I was trying on one hand to surrender to my higher self, but one the other to project myself into the future!
s***.
It's like my friend said: "Angry about the past, worried about the future" Or in this case: "pained/worried about the past, worried/anxious about the future"
It's so "future based" it clashes with living in the now.
the subs must stop. I shall contact Shannon Matteson and ask if I'm okay after stopping abruptly after ~4 months of use, when it's designed for 1, 3 and 6 month intervals.