Message in a bottle

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Thank you for sharing your story and for your braveness, Alex. My heart goes out to you.

I certainly don't feel brave.. but thank you.

Blossom is awesome.

I can't think of a rhyme for your nickname.  :-/

You're fighting the good fight. Don't give up.

Thank you for sharing.

I sure hope so.

Those are not a fun entity to have attached to you... basically an enemy commander.

More likely though, it is other lower negative entities trying to take that name.

Asking your spirit guides and higher self for help in dissolving attachments and karmic connections is probably the most effective.

You could also try asking them to help you contact the real, positive Yahweh entities (of which there are a few), and those who might be attached to you would probably run.

Not fun at all, it doesn't always feel the same. Sometimes it's quite weak, but at rare times it's very very overwhelming, literally fighting for my life.

I don't really know what spirits guides are, it's just something I learned in English words. I will try to ask my higher self to dissolve the attachments. Though I feel like it's not enough.

I feel like the positive Yahweh are no longer here.

Blossom,

you are fine and all those will leave.   You need to talk to your two guides, your guardian angels, or spirit guides.  Just ask them to cut those ties.  They will do it. Have faith.  Blossom you are  awesome, exactly how Isis said.

Once you have asked them,   burn some sage around the room you arena go for a walk and send gratitude to the universe.
Every night before falling asleep,  say to Creator, thank you for this day, thank you for this night, thank you for this new coming day.
Just repeat that when you wake up.  Your'e going to be totally fine, it's the good fight as Foha said.

I will try, but I don't know what a spirit guide or guardian angel is. I understand the concept, but can't wrap my head around it faithfully. Like, there's an entity who's dedicated to help me? It feels selfish to me so I can't imagine it being true.

I will keep praying every day, thank you flo. You are a kind soul.

I am sorry to hear your adolescent dabblings in the occult ended up with such consequences. You seem like such a nice guy to be haunted by demons. If it's any concilation, my soul may or may not be bound to Satan/Enki (???) via blood-contract from my own dabblings at the same age. These things happen!

If you think that you are bound to negative, you still don't give in to it, right? You still have faith in being a good person?

Tell me about that if you can, this is my biggest struggle.

What am I fighting for trying to remain positive while most of my experience is extremely negative?

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Thanks everyone, I didn't expect that many comments. I'm humbled.

In any case, I need practical assistance. Might there be anyone experienced with seances whom might enlightened me on what have I done?

Perhaps someone who understands about the negative Yahweh? Because I think that by knowing more I may be able to better defend myself.

Also maybe someone can think of an object I can use before going to sleep to protect myself? Dream catchers don't really help. I have two black tourmalines in my room, which again don't help much. I wear a clear quartz crystals most the time, again not sure if it helps.

What's certain is that one time when I had this dreadful experience I thought of the word "Bless" and immediately felt surges throughout my body and I heard faint screams. Man this is stuff of the nightmares. I feel so messed up.