12-18-2018, 05:30 AM
(12-17-2018, 06:50 AM)Tae Wrote: I'm glad you're doing better, what an interesting ride your story is. Cheers.
Greetings Tae,
Thanks for the kinds words and I'm glad you enjoyed the story of my ride so far.
I now see that seeing my departure just before I arrived, although being enough to mess with any Human's mind, created an obsession that has taken me here, and I don't perceive this obsession as necessarily a negative thing. For a very long time it was the only thing keeping me going!
And as much as this obsession has largely evaporated, its ghost still lingers on, and I have to admit to myself that having and OBE within another OBE still very much excites me, because in any way that matters, it's already happened.
Whether it happens "again" remains to be seen, and I'm well aware that one single choice or decision could / will / would change my time-line and result in this event not happening.
And I also don't think the choice of the timing of any hypothetical removal by light-beings would be in any way determined by my desire, because if it was, I would have chosen to depart 20 years ago!
To me, what is now important, is what I've been, what I've done and who I've served on my way here / there, and I'm mostly happy with all of that.
L & L
Jim