The Universe and Who Do I Pray To?

[Infinite Unity]

Is there a God that is "below" the One Infinite Creator who created the Universe?

Or did the One Infinite Creator create the Universe?

Is the Universe the same as the Octave?

Someone before said that the Octave contains many Universes.

But I am not sure how this all works.

When I had my schizophrenic experience, I heard Big Bangs being created all the time. One every few seconds, or every second.

Who do I pray to? Who created me directly? Who can I give thanks to?

I don't think it's the Christian God. He is too angry.

Christianity, nor any other "organized" religion has spoken to me. Some people find comfort in the old religions and paganism but I haven't found anything there, either.

I think and I am probably way over my head that the veils which create separation prevent the creator from directly creating you in this density. From what Ra said, in order for a higher being to directly manifest into third density it has to be born, and has to be a baby and then attain understanding through success as an adult organism, and I don't mean "success" as in get a job, I just mean "success" as in living to be an adult, which not all third density beings get to do. However, it could be that is all they needed to complete their learning in third density.

In a way, I think humans move through all the densities as organisms in one life at least in this time period in a physical sense and also because of that our awareness increases as we age through our life events. Sorry I ramble.

Anyway, I think you have to be born in third density to a successful third density organism for a true separation of the veil to occur, and the veil of separation is tied directly to the Law of Confusion, which occurs because we are separated so that the creator can enjoy us as facets of itself. By confusion, the creator is able to better learn itself.

In my opinion the octave or universe is just like our own experience to an extent. We are made up of cells, bacteria, and etc. All this is a world with in you. This unity of aspects is "you" in this moment. I believe just as we are made up of parts, the Earth is just like that. I believe the cells within us have an experience and things like bloodstreams are similar to rivers and etc, To infinitum.

I believe the entire universe is "within" the Logos, and in a fashion its a body. I believe the octave density is where Logos have intermediate experiences just as humans experience together.

Infinity is made in a cylical like fashion or octave 1-8, with the 8th being the 1st density of the next octave. However each of those interlayed octaves take place at once as one. So to be Logos of the human body you sit at a certain point within the octave we call a density, and I believe the same thing holds true for organs within our body. It being the logos of that region, and it being the "director" of that unity. From the smallest aspect to the unity of all aspects or GOD.