Quitting marijuana, music

[Rhayader]

I struggle with insomnia and so have medicated myself with weed and/or booze to help with that...can't have had many sober night's in the last 10 years...I've wanted to quit and be clean but at the same time what I deem as my situation suggests why bother? It would only take 3-7 days to clean up but it's hard. Now that I'm broke and can't afford I'm relying more on alcohol again to get by...was alcoholic for a long time, kicked the habit, but started more heavily recently again due to a number of factors and availability.

I see no reason to fully quit anything, with our cyclical nature of time and experience, but I will have to embrace some sobriety... besides when I smoke weed, it will be amazing once tolerance has dwindled...