Mine came from very long ago in this life(wow that made me feel old lol) but sometimes we carry the catalyst our whole life and just keep repeating it. For me very specifically it was feeling I was on my own, and couldn't manage. I was 4 watching all the other kids be taken care of while I was on my own in that regard, so it stuck and was very deeply ingrained through life patterns.
I finally healed that just last year, I think often we learn to "be on our own" so actually even when we are no longer that we still hold the catalyst in our body and so act it out in life, not actually allowing ourselves to feel supported or less "on our own"
That could be responsibility but really anything that feels you are shouldering to much
I finally healed that just last year, I think often we learn to "be on our own" so actually even when we are no longer that we still hold the catalyst in our body and so act it out in life, not actually allowing ourselves to feel supported or less "on our own"
That could be responsibility but really anything that feels you are shouldering to much
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