Why? Why? Why?

[Infinite Unity]

This is what's been buggling me for a while yesterday when I went through a heavy part of awakening and percing the veil.

Why is there a God? Why is there existence? Why is there even the possiblity of it all?.. Like why is there  even an infinite intelligent energy to begin with? What does it bring that nothingness lacked to be way things are? 

In short what is the Source of the Source and why is there such a thing as a Source?


It occured to me that part of wandering may have to do with reworking your basic understandings. I feel this is something I may have accepted as being the way things are since probably close to forever and that in there lies one of the lessons I'm seeking.

The ground of being that no one understands or grasps. Beyond all measure of conscious or unconscious. You can't recall it or remember it, its beyond the ability of memorie's ability to remember. Beyond grasping due to it being infinite, no boundaries, no memory, only rolling infinity. That's who we truly our, That's who I am. And the great unending, undieng, magnificent spirit of The One, How could this all not exist?

Forreal its beyond memory. You can't grasp it. You can only be it.