How can it get even better?

[AnthroHeart]

You can accept a family member's cancer and your family's poor finances that may not be able to pay for long-term treatment and take them to the hospital, out of love, understanding the universe works in mysterious ways and perhaps this provides the most opportunity for learning for them and for you, and that while you will make efforts to start a gofundme/raise funds to pay medical expenses, if they cannot be paid you understand that these things happen and you are ok with that outcome in the end, respecting the universe and what happens in the universe. You can also can reject a family member's cancer and take them to the hospital cursing God for putting you in this position and cursing the bad misfortune that led to poor finances and vowing to do all in your power to help cure your family and that you would steal/rob/do any crime in order to secure finances to provide for medical treatment. So in both cases, the initial action of taking the family member to the hospital is the same despite reject or acceptance, but the actions tend to deviate further down the line.

I am noticing one "feature" of the Universe.
The responses I come across seem to evolve, based on my state.
Perhaps yesterday I was not ready for this teaching.
Yes it is easy for me to become angry.
I just have to accept that side of me. That portion of me that is angry must be imbued with love.

We all may seem more discerning to one another. Who is discerning to me, may see discernment in another.
We all teach one another.