02-25-2019, 08:47 PM
(10-27-2018, 07:44 PM)IndigoGeminiWolf Wrote: Are we really being tested, and if so by whom?
There's "tests" relating to every density and they all work aspects of realizing the One across the Octave. It's about informing you of what you are ready for, that is your own resistance to your willed path as the One. In this, they are more of initiations than actual tests, they are offerings of windows of opportunity you could say. We can believe we want something, but we may also have to touch an opportunity to have it to see it isn't the actually case. We can believe we are a way, but only facing circumstances that show us to be otherwise can we really work toward becoming it. We can will to be a valiant spirit, but valiance only grows and shines through hardships. Add an infinite amount of etc that can be thought of.
So by whom are you offered the opportunities that answer your calls?
You could see them as spawning from your unconscious resources that create the makeup of your reality. The initiations allow you to move across the walls that hold you separate from being united with them.
(10-27-2018, 07:44 PM)IndigoGeminiWolf Wrote: When we fail these tests, do we have to repeat them?
Are they like lessons to learn?
I think it's about allowing parts of yourself to grow in the nexus they require. You can repeat, if that is what you need.
The 7D test is what "frees" you from the holographic forever you manifest by your need.
(10-27-2018, 07:44 PM)IndigoGeminiWolf Wrote: I've hurt people before and can't make it up to them.
Did I fail tests when I hurt them?
Not really. It is beyond your power to be that which hurts no one because it is not what you are. You are what is all the things, acceptance and forgiveness is what takes you out of the paradoxical loops and is what can lead you to a state in which you are without need to hurt another.
There's ultimately no test in the way I believe you see them (merit). The only true karma of existence is the bound of the first distortion, You (the Creator) will know Yourself. Every wrong you have done then is a harvest in true simultaneity that can be used to answer your need found in a different vantage point of experiencing yourself as a separate entity, like are the wrongs of others, they have reflected the OIC and amidst all of it you are enabled to realize what you are (all the things). If you have hurt another, then you know what it is to hurt and to be hurt.
It is normal that you are hurt. To hurt another is to hurt the self, there is no separation. This does not mean that you do not deserve forgiveness, only that you have yet to find to offer it to yourself from your own point of view and that is one important step upon your path. No one is better than you, there are not even likewise things to yourself and everyone is exactly what you would be in their exact circumstances. Don't overstress things, it is a step of growth to find thankfulness for our every experience and also the honor/duty of each.