I believe that if something bothers you, there is catalyst to learn from. There is much catalyst in this world, and taking a temporary measure to "not think about certain things" in order to prioritize certain catalyst and certain learning over others is totally understandable.
Please do not read the rest of this post unless you are ready to go in the seemingly 'darker' places of Creation and have otherwise made good progress on conquering your own fears or shadows, as potentially my words are not meant for those not ready to confront the darkness that is also part of Creation. (ps spoiler & /spoiler tags don't seem to work?) You'll have to use the highlight trick to read the stuff below easily.
However, at some point, it is useful to revisit topics that have bothered us and we decided not to think about, and to distill the catalyst from that and learn and grow from it, hence why I am discussing this topic.
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For me, the conspiracy catalyst is very similar to any catalyst related to thinking about real or perceived man-made evil, man-made enslavement. Whether something is actually a conspiracy or whether is it false is actually completely irrelevant to the catalytic learning involved imo. It basically comes down to acceptance (you can accept both true realities and hypothetical realities, hence why whether the conspiracy is true or not is not too important from a learning perspective) on many levels, a society level, a level involving the humans who actively create the evil, a level involving the humans refusing to see or acknowledge the evil, a level of Creation allowing such a configuration to occur, etc. But the acceptance seemingly runs so deep that faith is also heavily involved.
What got me thinking about this subject was distilling down my own catalyst of feeling people are unaware how much science has been corrupted recently, but then I began to think what if this was a hypothetical world where say all the high-level politicians engaged in child sacrifice or some other horrible practice? It's certainly theoretically possible, thus from my understanding of Ra, such a world has happened, is happening, or will happen. Yet it is 'allowed' in Creation. Ra mentions Orion Crusaders invading and conquering entire 3D planets. This is 'allowed' to occur in our Creation. Wanderers reincarnated into Venus and waged holy war and harvested negative. Maldeck self-destructed in 3D from nuclear war, and Mars was also rendered uninhabited by war. Hatonn evolved into positive 4D from a 3D apocalyptic war. Regardless of whether you think this actually is representative or not representative of the state of the universe in general when it comes to evolving from 3D to 4D, the question is hypothetical could you accept an infinite loving universe that was configured in such a way that had such much 3D suffering? And how to bring about that acceptance within yourself? Perhaps the only thing we can say for certain is that if the universe is truly infinitely loving, then pain and suffering can only be finite. But finite can still be a very large number, and I think it's useful to get the core of the possibility of a universe with a lot of finite suffering, and how we feel about that. Recall that some SMC of the Confederation call themselves the brother and sisters of sorrow (was it Q'uo).
Once you find the answer to these hypotheticals, you will find yourself no longer triggered or bothered by any potential man-made evil, having accepted that it too has it place in creation, as a pure aspect of free will and as a pure part of the Creator trying to discover itself. After all, this is a great illusion, but it takes great faith and acceptance to see the light in the darkness, and to understand and fully accept all parts of this universe as yourself, and vice versa. There is actually a lot more involved in how to find love in these situations as Ra says that what I just write, but I find that words cannot fully describe all aspects of these realizations and can only poorly point to the concepts and lessons involved. There is light within the darkness. You just have to find it.
Please do not read the rest of this post unless you are ready to go in the seemingly 'darker' places of Creation and have otherwise made good progress on conquering your own fears or shadows, as potentially my words are not meant for those not ready to confront the darkness that is also part of Creation. (ps spoiler & /spoiler tags don't seem to work?) You'll have to use the highlight trick to read the stuff below easily.
However, at some point, it is useful to revisit topics that have bothered us and we decided not to think about, and to distill the catalyst from that and learn and grow from it, hence why I am discussing this topic.
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For me, the conspiracy catalyst is very similar to any catalyst related to thinking about real or perceived man-made evil, man-made enslavement. Whether something is actually a conspiracy or whether is it false is actually completely irrelevant to the catalytic learning involved imo. It basically comes down to acceptance (you can accept both true realities and hypothetical realities, hence why whether the conspiracy is true or not is not too important from a learning perspective) on many levels, a society level, a level involving the humans who actively create the evil, a level involving the humans refusing to see or acknowledge the evil, a level of Creation allowing such a configuration to occur, etc. But the acceptance seemingly runs so deep that faith is also heavily involved.
What got me thinking about this subject was distilling down my own catalyst of feeling people are unaware how much science has been corrupted recently, but then I began to think what if this was a hypothetical world where say all the high-level politicians engaged in child sacrifice or some other horrible practice? It's certainly theoretically possible, thus from my understanding of Ra, such a world has happened, is happening, or will happen. Yet it is 'allowed' in Creation. Ra mentions Orion Crusaders invading and conquering entire 3D planets. This is 'allowed' to occur in our Creation. Wanderers reincarnated into Venus and waged holy war and harvested negative. Maldeck self-destructed in 3D from nuclear war, and Mars was also rendered uninhabited by war. Hatonn evolved into positive 4D from a 3D apocalyptic war. Regardless of whether you think this actually is representative or not representative of the state of the universe in general when it comes to evolving from 3D to 4D, the question is hypothetical could you accept an infinite loving universe that was configured in such a way that had such much 3D suffering? And how to bring about that acceptance within yourself? Perhaps the only thing we can say for certain is that if the universe is truly infinitely loving, then pain and suffering can only be finite. But finite can still be a very large number, and I think it's useful to get the core of the possibility of a universe with a lot of finite suffering, and how we feel about that. Recall that some SMC of the Confederation call themselves the brother and sisters of sorrow (was it Q'uo).
Once you find the answer to these hypotheticals, you will find yourself no longer triggered or bothered by any potential man-made evil, having accepted that it too has it place in creation, as a pure aspect of free will and as a pure part of the Creator trying to discover itself. After all, this is a great illusion, but it takes great faith and acceptance to see the light in the darkness, and to understand and fully accept all parts of this universe as yourself, and vice versa. There is actually a lot more involved in how to find love in these situations as Ra says that what I just write, but I find that words cannot fully describe all aspects of these realizations and can only poorly point to the concepts and lessons involved. There is light within the darkness. You just have to find it.